Zuki Walter - Woman Dies After Being Strangled- Learns Extreme Forgiveness After Profound NDE

My character before the near death experience, I was going through a lot at the time. I was 19, just moved out of my parents. I was a very ambitious student in high school, but never really got to take a break from academia, and I really wanted to just kind of explore understand the world. But because of the pressure and everything, I kind of fell into alcohol. I drank a lot. A lot had happened before I was seeing a guy before my near death experience. I think we call it a situation shift now. We didn't have a word for it back then. And it was a lot of confusion. All I really wanted was love outside of my parents. And I was craving for that. I started to have a relationship with alcohol and finding love through that. It just helped a little bit to ease myself and to kind of be more social. And you know, I suppose there's a balance that you can do that with alcohol, but at some point it kind of takes control of you. And ironically, maybe the alcohol saved my life. It helped me relax to get into that state of relaxation and surrendering. Who knows? I have no idea. But I definitely did stop drinking a lot afterwards. So I had my near death experience in 2012 in Austin, Texas. It was New Year's Eve of 2012. I was 19 years old. So it was my first time having New Year's Eve celebration on my own without supervision, without parents. So my friends, my roommates, and the people that lived in my apartment complex, we kind of got together, got some drinks, and party that night. I do remember one girl. I didn't know her. She kind of had a premonition. And she says, I see yellow tape all over this apartment complex, you know, me kind of believing in that, but kind of being skeptical. I was like, what are you talking about? You know, drink the shot, just forget about it, and we just kind of continued on with the night. And the next thing you know, I woke up dying. And when I woke up dying, well, my body knew that if I didn't breathe, I was going to die. I needed to breathe or else it will be all over. And when I was processing that, my mind was very calm. It was like I was witnessing and observing the whole experience. And as I was shifting my perspective, I saw a silhouette of a man with black flames coming off of him. And it was choking me to death. It was strangling me. And inside of that black silhouette, I saw a dim light inside of it. And I saw the person's soul screaming. I can see that it was going through a lot of pain and suffering. And while this was all happening, like I said, I was very, very calm. But when I shift my perspective from that silhouette to, for example, my feet, I can see my legs kicking for its life. And I suppose in perspective, there was a disagreement on what my mind and spirit was going through versus my body. My body was struggling for its life. And everything else was calm. I wasn't scared. I just felt very much at peace, but also understanding the consequences if I didn't do something. I couldn't do anything because this person had so much strength. And I was also being sexually assaulted at the same time. But despite all that, I was in a lot of peace. Then I heard this voice, well, it was more telepathic. It was kind of like the voice or the telepathy was a frequency that went into my bones and my DNA or just into my whole being. And those frequencies translated into words saying, stay calm. Trust me. And let's go on out of enter. And I understood the message very clearly. It was very pure and very direct. And so I surrendered. That's when I had my near death experience. I kind of went through like a tunnel of light. It was very quick. And I remember I was with an entity, maybe an angel. I'm not too sure because I was having so much fun in the afterlife. And it was just so beautiful. All the colors of the world or of the universe just everywhere. And it was just magical. I couldn't believe it. I was so happy. There was just so much love, hope, grace and forgiveness. And I remember at the one point in the afterlife, I was just screaming. Love is so dope. And it felt like an eternity being there, but an art time is probably like a second. When I came back, I didn't have a option to stay or to come back. It was kind of like my soul just went straight back into my body like an asteroid, just the soul just went inside the body. And I remember waking up, jolting. And I was kind of disoriented, having a difficult time integrating back into what I had experienced. I kept thinking it was a dream. And I was kind of glitching back and forth. No, that was a dream. That wasn't a dream. And I went into my living room. And I saw my roommate. He came up to me and he said, oh, what happened last night? Your room was locked. You never locked your room. And I kept telling him I had no idea what happened. And then I just looked at him and I said, dude, I got strangled last night. He just looks at me and he's like, wait, what? No, you did it. That's impossible. And I kept kind of going back and forth. Yeah, I did. No, it maybe it was this like crazy dream I had. And at one point, he looked at my face and he's asked me, well, what's wrong with your face? And so when he asked me that I had to look at myself in the mirror. And when I saw myself in the mirror, I had Petitia all over my face, which is tiny blood vessels popped on the face. And my eyes were bleeding. I had bruises on my neck. I had bruises all over my legs. And that's when I clicked that I did get strangled. I did get sexually assaulted. And I did die because what I experienced just felt more real than what we're experiencing right now. There's not a single day. I don't think about it. It was one of the most amazing experiences of my life of this life. And despite what had happened to me, it was just the most loving, purest. It is just such a beautiful experience. I ended up going to the hospital after that, trying to puzzle everything what had happened. And I later find out from the detectives that another woman passed away on my street. It took about a year to conclude that it was by the same person. And that person also had attacked several women in Austin, Texas six months prior to my incident. It was kind of a lot to take in. And my best friend from middle school, she had this ability to see ghosts and to predict death. And I was skeptical about it at times. But when my near death experience happened, she felt it a hundred miles away from me. She was in San Antonio. And she thought I died. So the next day she came looking for my body and then found out that I was alive. Before and after just so much communication and what we can't see was going on, which is very profound. And yeah, it was a very important part of my life. And very grateful for it, despite what had happened because I find a lot of grace in my heart, a lot of forgiveness in my heart. For some reason, this experience, I have a lot of forgiveness towards the man that did that to me. Maybe because I saw that dim light of his soul inside of the black flames. And it was like something possessed him to do that. Not that it's an excuse for what he did, what he did is not good at all. So there's been kind of like a pair of dogs of that. You know, one thing is like, of course, murdering a woman, trying to murder me is beyond unthinkable. But at the same time, I have love and grace for his soul at the same time. He ended up passing away two weeks after my incident. He was found dead in his apartment through suffocation. He had a bag over his head in duct tape. So it's very ironic how he passed away. And then because of the complexity, I think it took about three years till I became pretty successful. I wanted to go back home the afterlife. It was really hard for me to integrate back to this dimension or to this form. It was very complex. One thing I was very grateful to be back in experience, this the human experience. And then at the same time, I just wanted to go back to that heavenly peaceful place. And then I also was struggling with how I'm supposed to feel about the whole situation. You know, I'm supposed to be angry and I'm supposed to probably be more resentful. But yet I had all this love and forgiveness about the whole thing. I had no anger towards anything. And it took me a lot of time to process all of that. But then I began to realize that having the human experience is a very rare and unique experience. Each individual gets to have the autonomy to live life, to make choices. And I will die eventually. We all will. And I will be able to go back to what I got to experience. And after the near death experience, I wasn't as extroverted. I was a little bit more reserving, more reflective about life and death. And I kind of went through a period of reflecting on all of it. And then coming out of that, I find myself more loving and constantly very philosophical about life and death. I'm always thinking about it. I'm like, well, I saw glimpse of it. And I know for certain what I experienced, but what's more to that? And so I'm always kind of exploring that idea of life and death. And it's just so much fun to be thinking about it. And it makes you more grateful for the present moment, makes you more grateful for the life that we get to experience here on Earth, which is full of challenges, a huge range of emotions, but it is a gift and it is a learning experience and I've come to a understanding that I'm here to learn and what an amazing opportunity to have a glimpse of the afterlife and then come back and share that to many people and explore the possibilities. Thank you guys so much for listening to my story. 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