When Your Boyfriend Is Your Entire Personality

If you ever wondered, how does a relationship between an only fans content creator and a Christian work, or like better question, does it actually work? Well, it does, but technically, well, I mean, it did work, but it did. But what happens when your entire personality becomes your boyfriend, and I'm talking about truly no personality, to the point where even the smallest little thing that comes out of your mouth is about your boyfriend. So let me introduce you to Kendall, no, not to be confused with Kendall, Jenner, and Luke. I try to do laundry every day, because I also do Luke's laundry my boyfriend. I'm going to go check on Luke and see if he wants anything to eat, because he hasn't eaten yet today. And I usually make him breakfast lunch in dinner, so he probably needs to eat something. Luke can cook for himself, like you have to make him breakfast lunch and dinner? Damn. Daily coffee. You're getting Luke's coffee? But first, I'm going to make Luke another coffee for Luke. And another coffee for Luke. And I have to stay back, because I'm literally in my PJs, and I want to finish packing. I always pack for Luke and I have a coffee. Oh, so you also pack for Luke? This weekend with him and his brothers, but they turned into a boy's trip, so they left to behind no longer invited. So far, the feeling that I'm getting from this is that she's Luke's assistant. I'm sorry. At this point, she's doing everything but Luke. And we were actually supposed to go out on a dinner together, but Luke decided to go out with two other guys, but he's not gay, though, like, what? That's just like normal dude guys. And we were also supposed to go out camping, but he decided that he was going to go out camping with his brothers, and girls were not invited again, but he's not gay, though, right? Like, yeah, there's no way, but he goes out with guys a lot, though. I don't know. Like, what is going on here? I'm so confused. Is Luke by gay? Or are you his assistant? I'm making Luke this little snack. Okay. Luke's assistant. Some. Some deals, those. Some shirts. Oh. Luke is really busy today. Anyways, he has, he had a massage this morning. He's at a lunch meeting right now, and then he's working out with his friend later. All right. Is anyone else seeing a pattern here? Like, he seems so busy. Luke is having a horrible day today, by the way. He is just so busy. He has a massage. He was talking to his friend. And then later on, he's going to be talking to another guy friend of his. So it's like, he is so stressed, my poor Luke. He works too hard getting all those massages. Especially they're doing a cupping. I've never tried it, but that looks painful. So I see why Luke is stressful and busy. Okay. Luke's assistant. So, walk and shop day, which is my favorite way to spend time alone, because Luke doesn't like to shop with me. Aren't you alone all the time? Luke, also my company is a game, so there's really no reason for me not to go. The entire is not a good enough excuse. I'm going to go deliver this to Luke. Oh, so you're Luke's do dasher as well? Got it. And I have to unpack Luke's suitcase. Oh, okay. So we said that those brownie bites were the best. Everything's about Luke. Luke and I have plans to go all the thing. I am not golfing. Luke went without me. Luke! Luke and I look at each other. So yeah, that's what happens when they actually got in a relationship. This girl's entire content switched to her talking about her boyfriend. Like literally all of our videos, 99% of our videos was about Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke. Look at what I'm doing for Luke. Look at what I'm unpacking for Luke. Look at what I'm delivering for Luke. Luke delivering Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke, Luke. And I also noticed that every time you have to go out with Luke, Luke can soul somehow, and he's either going alone or with one of his fuck buddies. I mean with his buddies. So like what were you doing in this relationship exactly besides being his assistant for free? So because Luke was barely seen in any of these videos, like he was a missing person, who the fuck is Luke? Is Luke actually her boyfriend that she made him up? Like Luke didn't actually exist and he was just like an imaginary boyfriend that she created inside her head. But no, in fact, Luke does exist and she got in to do a Q&A with him and you're probably so excited. Okay. What does Luke look like? Luke look like? Let us see the heinous himself. And America's next top model, ladies and gentlemen, Luke. I think our relationship is definitely a little more traditional. So I thought I really did think Luke was going to be that like this Prince charming. He'd have this amazing charm. But yeah, this says Luke, everybody. And you know what? When they say beauty is in the eyes of the viewer holder, they are so right with that because I personally don't see what she's seeing, but hey, good for her. She has a boyfriend. Luke, why does he speak like that? I like being the breadwinner of the name, the masculine that it gives me, like I'm no masculine. You know, I'm no masculine. I only hang out with guys, yeah, because I like guys, yeah, because why would I hang out with pearls? They give feminine energy. I only like I'm not doing I'm, oh shit, provide for all of that. And then I hate anything around the house, taking care of the home and like I hate that because I did that type of stuff when I was younger. And so, yeah, yeah, yeah, I had to do chores and like I live by myself for a period of time. Whoa, he lived by himself. I think we're good with that because you like doing that type of stuff, uh-huh. Hold up. Did he just describe chores? Did he say like what the fuck was that explanation? I have this perspective of chores in my ideas, you know, like I've seen chores before they kind of exist like they're there and I don't really like to do them because, oh, that's for like feminine stuff, you know, like he has concepts of chores. Sort of like Donald Trump, like concept of the of plans, you know? So we have a masculine boyfriend who wants a traditional relationship and he doesn't like doing chores because that's just a concept. And he has done that once before but only when he was living alone for a few months because otherwise his mommy did that, but he understands it all because he's seen it before and he has a girlfriend now because and she's supposed to do that, right? You like, I mean obviously you like doing that, right? Yeah. Cause like what else would you be good for, you know, I'm not getting a exec from you, but like you like that. Yeah, she likes that. I don't like it. Surprisingly Luke asked her to be her girlfriend within the two weeks of them meeting them and it has now been two years since they've been in relationship and things seem like they're going pretty fine. I would say they're very happy. I just like have been glued to his side ever since I met him and at two weeks into us meeting he asked me to be his girlfriend. So things moved pretty fast, but they lasted because now we're going on two years of dating. So it'll work out. Well, that age like milk because a month or two I believe after this video dropped, they announced that they were breaking up surprise surprise. But before we get into what happened with their relationship, like why did they end up breaking up because two years is not a long time, but it's also not a short time to be with someone and then to end up breaking up. I want to talk about the things that she was actually doing for Luke back in 2020, 2021. I believe this is when COVID hit and there was actually a trend going on back then called what I do in a day as a stay at home girlfriend. And candle was actually the most popular tick tocker back then when he came to this trend, like she was getting 14 million views, 10 million views, these videos were getting her an average of 8 million views and she was getting a lot of hate for these videos. So let me show you what was actually getting her a lot of hate. This is everything I did for my boyfriend today as a stay at home girlfriend. The first thing I always do is make him a coffee. Okay, he surely likes this. I guess he likes it a lot. And then I take it down to his office for him and then he's letting me his water bottle to fill up. And I realized I had to change the water filter which I needed some help with. Luke couldn't change it. You brought Luke because she couldn't change it. She realized that she needed help. I guess Luke helped her for a few minutes or whatever and Luke couldn't finish this. So she ended up doing it herself and putting it back. Luke was right there. He was like, "Look at it, Luke." Oh, actually personal apology to look. I realized that you're probably really busy having one of those stressful massages. I'm sorry, Luke. I wasn't familiar with your busyness. I continued to fill up his water with ice cubes. Okay. I've tidied up our room, and made the bed, unloaded the dishwasher, and then reloaded it. Okay. Made Luke some chicken salad on toast. The medium, another latte, 'cause we're almost like to have a second one in the afternoon. How many lattes is Luke drinking? I sorted all of our laundry into piles and started putting it into the washer. When it came around dinner time, I started to get cooking. Okay. Every night, tonight, I made lamb meatballs, which is one of Luke's favorites meals. When I was watching these videos, she was always like, "Oh, I made Luke's favorite dinner. Oh, I made Luke's favorite lunch. I made Luke's favorite latte. I give Luke his favorite dildo. It's like, Luke's this, Luke's that, Luke, look, what about a lunch that you would actually enjoy? Or like a favorite one, you know what I mean? I made my favorite lunch. Is Luke not gonna like one of your favorite lunches because it has always been about Luke? Like, imagine she starts recording and she's like, "Let's look around." No, he's probably getting the massage. Hey guys. Hey, everybody. So today, I made my favorite breakfast. Luke, I was kidding, Luke. Is she not allowed to make her favorite stuff because Luke is the main of the house and his masculinity always gets to pick what they eat and what they do? I made him tea, and then I hung up a lot of the laundry. So those were the videos that were getting popular. The reason why she was getting hate is because the videos were a little bland. She was like, "Oh, I opened the shades. Oh, I did the laundry. Oh, I made him tea." There was nothing much to it, and I believe a lot of people were jealous that she was just a stay-at-home girlfriend and they had to go to work, which I'm like, "You know what? I would also be jealous." Like, "Who wouldn't want to be a stay-at-home boyfriend/girlfriend where I get to record TikToks?" Today, I actually made a few lattes and I went to bed, and people finally started noticing that this relationship wasn't as fairly tail-ish as they made it seem on the internet. Because she made a video where she was saying the pros and the cons of being a stay-at-home girlfriend. When she got to the cons, it seemed like reality hit her on the downsides of being a stay-at-home girlfriend. "Crosse. I don't have to work." Which I wish. "There's just a lot of freedom that comes with it. No horn is that I don't have much of my own income, but it doesn't really affect me much because my boyfriend does cover most of our expenses and I'm kind of a minimalist believer, not like I'm not like a huge. LOL, no you aren't." "I don't know, I just don't really feel the need to like have a ton of my own money." "The lies." "It doesn't bother me." "But another con would be like, sometimes I get bored and lonely because I'm all the way that could be also because I'm all the way out here in Puerto Rico and so I don't have much people I know here, so like sometimes Luke, when Luke works all day and he works also on the weekends and I'm just by myself I can get like a bit lonely and like just like too much into my routine." "I don't know if that has to do with staying being a stay-at-home girlfriend because even if I worked, I think if that would still happen to me, I think that's just part of my personality. How's life?" "Life's amazing. I'm so happy right now. I feel like I'm really in this routine that I love." And were you actually happy though? And I want to play this next clip because if it was me watching this video, I would never even notice what actually happened here. So thank God for TikTok watching this shit and paying attention because if it was for me, we would have never figured it out. She posted another what I do in the day of a stay-at-home girlfriend. Actually this was a morning routine as a 25-year-old stay-at-home girlfriend but this one was a little different. "I made Luke his latte." "Okay, his Luke's 50 lattes." Luke definitely loves his lattes. Like is Luke spending most of his day on the toilet taking shit because every time that I watch one of our videos, she's making at least two to three lattes a day for Luke? That toilet hates to see Luke coming. "Then I did my five-minute journal and went on a walk on the beach to get a coffee with Luke." "Where's Luke?" "Then I put my workout force on, did a workout at the gym with Luke and--" "With Luke?" "And I made myself my second caffeine drink for the day and match a lot for Luke and another caffeine." "Cologians and then the rest of my day in my new planner." So did anyone notice though? And I don't know if this is intentional or not but she ends up showing her diary at the end and if you pause and read, there's nothing but negative things written on there. Number one, being able to sustain myself financially since college. The content I've created in the past four years, negative self-talk, relying on other people to get through the day week, month, year, limiting beliefs, unsatisfied with my looks, stagnation in my career, satisfaction, fulfillment, lack of fun, social life, and excitement. So despite her recording, these get ready with me in the morning videos what I make with my boyfriend where she makes it seem like she has a perfect lifestyle, her life was not actually perfect at all because she was miserable the entire time. And even on the video she kind of admits that she's sad and she's not happy. So yeah, apparently and allegedly her boyfriend had her move, her with him in Costa Rica and she didn't have anyone there so he was basically just her spending most of the time alone at home and allegedly doing all these things for Luke, which I'm like at this point just higher someone, you know, I don't think, oh, but the sex part though. So he wanted someone to do things for him and someone to allegedly have sex with because after they broke up, she went on this podcast to see that the reason why she quit doing only fans was because of Luke and his traditional ways, but then Luke kept her as a girlfriend for two years, not a single like proposals and traditional relationships are all about like being married and this and this and that, but keeping someone as a girlfriend just to do shit allegedly, just to do shit for you doesn't really speak traditional much. And she also admits that he allegedly didn't let her wear what she wanted to. Wanted to wear this dress out in Dubai and like he thought it was like too sexy for me to wear. He's trying to tell me that I can't wear a dress to dinner. I'm a artist, I want to feel free even with regardless of that, you should feel like you can wear whatever you want to wear without anyone saying anything about it. A part of me is very wholesome. It just doesn't feel like unconditional love if he, it only loves me if I'm this like Christian wholesome girl. Like I could only fencer him, I made that decision and like now we're good, at least that's my perspective. Yeah, he's not like that. He's not like that. I mean, I was an only fans girl, even though I quit, that was such a big part of my life that made me happy. Like I love doing photoshoots, I love, so she quit all of that because of Luke. I love feeling sexy, I love using my body as art. Even if I'm not doing only fans, like I'm still doing those things. And I found out that the reason why they broke up two years later allegedly by the way was because Luke couldn't let go of her past of her being an only fans content creator, so then that's why they broke up. But like what do you mean you couldn't let go of her past? And you asked her to be your girlfriend two weeks after you met her where you knew that she was an only creator and you had her as your girlfriend for two years until you realized you know what? I don't like the fact that she was an only creator. She quit by the way when they started dating. So how are you going to change your mind two years later? Or like did he find a new assistant? And she even says that during the relationship allegedly, he was calling her like all sorts of weird names like she's demonic because she used to be an OF creator. Like imagine waking up every day close to someone and they think that you're demonic because of the shit that you used to do allegedly. So look of course, like Luke has like some crush in like morals, basically he just should have never pursued it only if you never were so misaligned with mine and you know I'm still okay with it. Everything in the sex work industry was touching open-minded person, I'd have any judgment or negative feelings about like about that and I don't regret anything and he's like mad at me that I don't regret it. He's mad that I like I don't have the same mindset that he does about it. He thinks that you should be like, "I wish I never used to be a fan." Yes, he thinks that like I was so kind. He was like demonic. He uses a key word, he's been using those words, that's a heavy word. Demonic and that what we met, because we met through the same person which was my only fan's manager, a demonic dark energy. Imagine the irony of that meeting someone through your only fan's manner. What was he expecting from an only fan's manager? He was going to find a Christian girl? How are you going to meet someone through an only fan's manager and you're going to say that oh there was a dog demonic energy, dude if you if you found a dog demonic energy through her. My question is why are you dating or two weeks after you met her? I'm so confused. It's like you don't like everything about this person, but then you start dating her so quickly, and then you. Allegedly, not Allegedly, but yeah, Allegedly, you hire her as a free assistant. Allegedly? Or even higher? Or like, she might as well be a free assistant. You weren't even his wife to be doing the things that you were doing for him. That's why we got together because we were like, through trauma, we were tied together. Like, these are his words. All religious stuff. You were tied out. Which you just aren't aligned with. Yeah, I mean, I'm a spiritual person, but I'm not religious. I know. And religious is like, believes in like, the devil. The devil, and like, there's like, something afterwards, and that he doesn't want to get dragged into this like, devilish energy. He said that he felt like the whole time we were together, he was fighting demons. This is just his perspective. I'm just saying everything that he says, because when he was on a phone, I just let him talk. Like, I did not want to break up. You know what he meant by he was fighting demons? He wanted to be in a gay relationship. Allegedly, everything is alleged. Everything that I say in this video is alleged. By the way, because what do you mean you were in relationship with this girl, and the entire time you were like, "Ooh, I had to fight demons." You know, because I was like, attracted to allegedly other people. Because that's what it's sounding. Like, what the fuck do you mean you want to fight? That's exactly what it sounds like. From someone who was in a relationship, and he was fighting demons not to be allegedly. And I feel bad for her, because back when she was in a relationship, she was posting videos like, "Oh, I wasn't feminine enough before I was in this relationship." The relationship that I am in now made me way more feminine. And I think that I'm in my most feminine era of my life right now. Hopefully I only get more feminine as I grow up, because I think the divine feminine is just such a beautiful energy to embody as a female. And I equate it with my highest self. Like, when I picture my highest self, I picture this like ultra feminine fairy princess. And that's what I'm going for. I feel like being feminine is very subjective. And not for a single second when I was watching her old videos before, she got in a relationship. For a second, I thought, "Ooh, she is giving me like masculine energy here. She isn't being so feminine." You know what I mean? It's like, why on earth would she say that she wasn't feminine unless. Something that helps with this too is my boyfriend is extremely masculine, I would say. He's very much in his masculine energy, and the two of us are like yang and yang. And I think that we make each other more polar. Like, I make him more masculine. He makes me want to be more feminine. So I think that's also the reason why I feel the most feminine right now, because I've been with him for a little over a year and a half. I was definitely a bit more masculine before I met him. Now, how much do you want to bet that allegedly, he told her that she wasn't being feminine enough? And I guess he probably allegedly told her that, "Hey babe, when you're doing OF, that wasn't really feminine." But now that you're a trad girlfriend, that makes you so much more feminine. How does her being in a trad era make her more feminine? Like, what exactly did he think being feminine is? And to let a guy, a man, tell you that, "Hey, you're actually not feminine." So you should do this and this and this and that instead, to be more, that would piss me off. To let a guy tell me that I'm not feminine? Like, fuck, do you know about being feminine, you know? It's like having a girl approach and be like, "Hey, you should stop scratching your balls because that's bad for you." Like, bitch, fuck, do you know about scratching your balls? Do you understand how good that feels? Like, come talk to me about balls when you got a pair. That was like a stupid amount, yeah, I'm sorry. It's hard that I feel so empty in the last. Like, he was the center of my life. Yeah, you remember that. Damn, she's still. Like, I moved my whole life to be with him. I changed my entire content, my entire career, my location. I don't have any friends anymore. Like, I literally, like, gave up everything to be with him. Devoted so much of my life to him every day. I would, like, take care of a child. That was lunch, dinner, doing laundry, like, packing our stuff, unpacking things. Like, I would have been charged with the household because of him. Like, when I'm living by myself, like, that's not how things look. I'm not in a kitchen all day. Like, that's for sure. Really? Because he made it sound like you love doing those chores. Can we go back to that second real quick? You like doing that type of stuff. Yeah. It's hard, like, taking care of me for so long. So it's like, I'm trying to look after my family. That's so weird. It's like when we talk, like, I have to pay for the shit myself now. Like, just here. [INAUDIBLE] That is so relatable. Like, you have to look at houses and be like, wait, I have to pay for this? Oh my god. This girl, the fact that she was in a relationship for two years really got her messed up to leave everything to someone else and not have to worry how the world works. That's kind of scary, not going to lie. The fact that she got this delusional that she saw house and she's like, oh, fuck, I have to pay for this myself. I mean, I'm sorry. It's just weird how her mindset switched to this like crazy thinking, right? That's what being in a relationship where you leave everything to your husband or to your wife, whoever is in charge and does mostly everything because you're leaving everything to that person. So you just become this like, you isolate yourself in this bubble and you have no idea how the outside world works. That's actually my biggest fear, honestly. It's like, oh, it's too much to eat steak. Like, that one's gonna have steak every night. Yes, that's exactly the same. What? To eat. I don't have little things, even just like that. Like, Luke has business in Dubai. Like, hey, we're going to Dubai. Yeah. And now, you know, now it's a blank slate and having a blank slate is really scary. Everywhere I'm nodding myself, living, I used to imagine myself like falling into this depression. I'm like, I'm just in the alone, like anywhere. Anywhere in the world, I'm gonna be alone. This is actually some really scary thinking, the fact that she said, we're having dinner and I'm gonna make Luke's favorite thing. Oh, we're having lunch. So we're gonna eat Luke's favorite lunch. There's gotta be a word for this, right? Where your entire personality is like shifted into this other person and you're only thinking about that other person. Is this obsession? This has to be obsession. Because she really lost the way how life is supposed to work. And she's only thinking about stuff that Luke would do and she's just following him like a trail, a trail of delusion. I do have an update though because they broke up almost two years ago and Kendall has returned to OF Content again and she seems to be doing better. So I'm happy that at least at the end, she went back to doing what she likes to do. More of the story do not depend on anyone but yourself because even the person that you love the most will end up abandoning you. Damn, that was sad. But if you didn't do this video, please hit like, subscribe, and the bell icon and consider becoming a member to watch my videos a day early at free and sponsor free. Members, let me look cool for you guys. 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