UNSPOKEN SPEAKINGS OF GOD WITH REV. JOY

Kutapakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak Amei, iawa i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w i'w kakaosikreted aso. Kakaosikreted aso. Kakaosikreted aso. Kakaosikreted aso. Kaka ni'u i-u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u' 'Wa' of verses 12, which is verses 11, 'Wa' is talking about the priest who did not continue to be a thug because of the cloud, for the glory of the Lord filled the house of the Lord. That is the house of the Lord, that the glory is so filled up with that place, and they cannot continue to talk, but our key is right there in verses 12, Wa'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u 'Between you're hiding the word of God in your heart, so if you're hiding the word of God in your heart you have no other opportunity to exalt anything else.' 'It is only the truth and not truths.' 'You can only exalt the truth and that is where God will dwell and that's the place of itimasi.' Alekakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak 'Bi 'bis 'a 'taiyad 'a 'raishod 'is 'how the house is.' 'And my question is, can you look at your life and the witnesses, kingdom witnesses, that are coming to say, that there is something about this house.' 'This house is not ordinary. There is an exultation about this house. The one that the glory of God cannot be anywhere else.' I want you to say, Glory is loud. Glory is loud. Glory cannot be hidden. Glory cannot be kept under. And so the glory of God is feeling. It is not just a little place. The glory is feeling the house of the Lord. I want to be called the house of the Lord. Before I have called the house of prayer, I want to be called the house of the Lord. kakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak 'Wa di here itimasi' you're hearing about the closeness intercourse. 'In the place of itimasi' you do not have clouds. 'Is it no, you do not have clouds.' 'But not where I come from.' 'You do not have clouds.' 'The place of itimasi' is in demigods that are being entwined together. 'Believe the heart, the heart of the soul where to become one.' That's the place of intimacy. Another place there was no corruption in the life of Solomon. The corruption had not yet entered yet. And so he was able to build a house of the Lord according to how God wanted his house to be built. And when he does that he's able to boldly declare 'Believe that the Lord said he would dwell in the dark cloud.' 'And I want us to talk about that mystery of silence and darkness.' 'So be worried for this while I have learnt that silence does not necessarily transcend to absence.' 'When we are husband and I sit in the same room and we are lost in the silence, we are deeply connected.' Pinti kakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak 'Ka' means you're only collecting a little bit of the original source. So when we have been told about intimacy it is annoying beyond words. I wish you can put that down. That intimacy with the Lord is annoying beyond words. And so in the same way that God is silent it does not mean that He's absent. So when he's talking about dwelling in the thick darkness it is not a separation Pero it's a deep mystery of His presence and that can only be brought by the confidence of sonship that you understand that my father could be I could be feeling his far away but my father is right here with me praise the name of Jesus and so there are moments in our spiritual lives there are moments in our spiritual journeys is when we feel that there is something that is not wakakak i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i'f i' 'A place is when he is closer than ever before.' Praise the name of Jesus Christ. Are people living because the time is gone? Or I am not making sense? So, as I looked at all these dynamics, I started thinking about the communication, the communication. at that we have, and spoken, we normally like to talk about the written and the unwritten communication. Now when you are talking about that and written communication, we are then compassing ourselves to the non-vabo. Ninety percent, the reason why people resonate so much with physical meetings is because they are able to read into the non-vabo. Your communication is 20% verb and it is 70% or no it's actually 90% to 80% non verb. The non verb communication is you're able to see how I am bringing on the gestures. You're able to see my face. You're able to see how my countenance is and that's where the blessing of the Lord is saying that his countenance be turned towards you. Wants you and then what comes after is give you peace. and he means that he is a right man. Kutulahiratatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatat 'Kakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak. that the womb is not where there is a lot of noise. Yet there is a lot of growth. The womb itself, the way the womb has been created, is that it nurtures life in darkness. The womb nurtures life in darkness and sometimes God is going to hide us in His presence to prepare us for revelation. Whenever you hear and sense that deep silence prepare to have a deeper revelation of God than you have ever achieved before. When Moses approached the thick darkness where God was in Exodus 21, he showed that and the most treated to us with that scripture is that darkness can be a place of divine encounter and not the absence of God, praise the name of Jesus. So what is silence in intimacy? There is intimacy in silence and there is silence in intimacy. Can I say that again? When lovers sit together in silence and still communicate, that is silence in intimacy. When there is a deep revelation that does not require words, that is silence in intimacy. When God is silent, it may be because He wants to draw us into a deep unknown way of Him that is beyond what He can say to you with words. One of the things that we are normally told when we are writing our articles, especially in the scholarly written articles, one of the things that you are told is that don't be too wordy. There is so much that is concealed in little. You hear proverbios less is more. When God is quiet, when God is silent, it is not the absence of His presence, it is His language of intimacy with you. Number two is speaking even in silence. God does not always need to speak audibly to communicate to us. Husband and wife can be silent yet understand each other because of the closeness that they have. Wait, is that look or even a touch or just a shared thought that conveys more than words? When we are bringing this closer to God and we are using this analogy because I am in charge of it, I have authority over it because I understand what it means to have intimacy. So His silence does not mean that He has rejected and it is not saying that He does not recognize that you are yearning for Him to speak. It is an invitation to a deeper level of trust. You seek Him more, you seek Father, you go deeper with Him when you are sensing the silence. Elijah did not hear God in the afflick. Elijah did not hear God in the fire but he had him in a still small voice when he went read first Kings chapter 19 verses 12. He was looking for Him in the drama if I call it that way. He was looking for Him in that which has been so exalted. But this house that Solomon is talking about that are built in an exalted house. It means that I have raised myself from the place I think that is how I wanted to be. And I have come closer with Him. I am one with Him. And so as He is wrapping His face around let me just read it again. He says and after the earthquake of fire but the Lord was not in the fire and after the fire that is a sound of gentle stillness and a still small voice when Elijah had the voice. He wrapped His face in His mantle and went and stood in the entrance of the cave and behold. Behold, came a voice to Him saying what are you doing here Elijah. When Moses when you read Exodus I think you'll be 33. When Moses is going to meet with God or 34. When is going to meet with God. The same same thing happens. He wraps Himself. That stillness that invite into intimacy is what we should not miss in this season because when you hear God silent it is God say come here come closer to me. I want to show you deep and unsachable things. I want to show you things you cannot be able to comprehend with your mind. I want to show you things you have never known before. Come you have to come closer to me. I want to reveal things to you because the place of intimacy is a place of deep revelation. That's what God wants to give to us. Praise the name of Jesus. So God may not always shout but God is always speaking and even His silence is words. Number 3 is where we need to disqualify religion and rituals in worship. Where am I saying that? This is a man who is looking and is accustomed to seeing God move in a certain way. And I've noticed there's a certain pattern when we are worshipping. Whether we are worshipping through the song, whether we are worshipping through substance, whether we are worshipping through the sacrifices that we give and the sacrifices that we are, we are found as certain ritual. There is a certain religion to worship. But we are living in a world where rituals are highly exalted not the house of the Lord is exalted. We are living in a world where we are holding systems and traditions so rigidly that we end up missing out on intimate moments with God. There's a certain structure that we are put in place that if we don't go out of that structure, we do not feel like we have done anything and we even want to disqualify that structure because there's a certain way we do things. You'll even notice when you are invited to go and preach, you're told this is the order of the house. So you go there so limited because you do not know where the place of the Holy Spirit is. But when we allow the Holy Spirit to transcend even through it, we will not start looking at darkness as the place of silence. But we are going to look at the darkness as the place where God is and is speaking to you and drawing you closer because silence has intimacy and intimacy has silence. Praise the name of the Lord. So it's important for us to understand that we are not going to go into churches or we're not going to go to church, sing songs and perform religious duties and never encounter God. We need to be a people that are going to draw closer to Him, that even, sorry about that, that even when we go before the presence of the Lord, sorry I was being invited for another meeting, so it was interfering with us. Are you able to hear me now? Thank you. So when we are, in the world we are in now, a lot of people are going to church. Like in this meeting, don't disqualify this meeting and just think it is just another meeting because it is not in the kind of structure, the traditional structure that you think. In this meeting you can be able to encounter God. In this place we are able to encounter God because we are out of performing religious duties, this is a deep calling unto demons. We are realizing the mystery of that darkness. We are realizing that where God is. It doesn't have to be the 4x4 wall. It can be something that you cannot even be able to comprehend. It can even be a study under a tree. It doesn't matter the structure. What matters is that I have head and encounter with God. The Pharisees, they have become the experts in rituals but strangers to the presence of God together. The Pharisees were experts in rituals but they were strangers to the presence of God. A lot of people have become experts. They are at home with rituals. We are at home with religion but we are strangers to the presence of God. And this is a season that we need to counter and disqualify religion and rituals. And tell ourselves I'm not going to look for you in the fire. I'm not going to look for you in the loud noise. I'm not going to look for you. I'm going to look for you where you are. They shall I be. Now that Jesus is saying that where I am, they shall you be also. But if we are stuck on rituals, we are stuck on programming ourselves. We are going to miss out on what God is saying to us. Jesus is warning about the vain repetitions. He is saying in Matthew chapter 6 he is talking to them about being repetitive. You see, no words do not mean more faith. The fact that I have so many words. Look at the way the creation was. Let there be. In some of us believers were given the structure of creation right now and we are told go and create. Even though you are just creating a small realm like this, that's the day the realm will understand what it means words. Because the kind of words we are going to rabbakurya rabbakanda or neat. Three in the nights, the vigil of the same thing as we tried to create. There are reasons why a lot of people are still buying vifagyo and the chumvi and water, anointed water and anointed oil and all that is because they are still stuck on the systems where they think more words mean more faith. If God himself the creator of heaven and earth can say let there be. Oh, I would speak to my situation and say let there be. Because out of me, flows rivers of living water. That where there is darkness and it was void, the spirit of God whovered and there was life, there was order. Why can't we be the same same people that are going to say I'm not going to have rituals without relationship? The reason why we've kept the Holy Spirit away is because we have had rituals without relationship with the Holy Spirit. The reason why we are exolting rituals is because we saw there was a certain structure that was working at a particular time and we exalted these rituals and forgot to exalt the house of the Lord. We forgot to exalt the kingdom of God. We forgot to exalt God but we exalted our programs. We exalted what it was. I am ready to drop the mic if the Lord says drop it and come to me. I remember one time I was going to minister and I had the Lord say look up and I said look up and he said don't have a relationship with the pulpit. Have a relationship with me. I interrogated that statement for a very long time and most of these things keep you on check. A relationship with the Holy Spirit will keep you on check and it will make sure you don't speak like any other ordinary person because you need to have the fingerprints of God on you. That when somebody sees you there is a mark of life of God in you. The Spirit of God has made me the Spirit of the Almighty gives me life. The breath of the Almighty gives me life. Can it be said about you as a vessel? That when they look at you as a vessel. That when I am going to investigate how that vessel is they can see the dealings of God. They can see the markings of the Holy Spirit, they can see the drinking of the Spirit of God upon me. They can see the Spirit of God upon me, the Spirit of God in me, the Spirit of God within me, the Spirit of God around me. That all around me I am marked by the fine print of God. Can it be so about you? The Pharisees loved outward religion. But their hearts were far away from God, Matthew 15, 8 to 9. A lot of us will love what is appealing, what we see, what is tangible, we love traces, we love evidence. But it is very hard to have the relationship of that mystery of darkness. I have never seen a womb full of light. Does that mean that God is not light? No. God is light and with Him there is no darkness. But there is a place of growth, there is a place of nature that He will invoke darkness. So this Pharisees knew the law, but they missed intimacy with God. They spoke many words, but their hearts were silent towards Him. We must ask ourselves today, are we more in love with the acts of worship? Are we in love with the one that we worship? What do you love more? Interrogate your system of worship. Interrogate how you worship God when you are saying a worshipping God in spirit and in truth. Ask yourself am I more in love with this acts of worship? Or am I in love with the one that I am worshipping? Do I have intimacy with the order, the liturgical order? Or am I in love with the one who created me? Am I worshipping Him because of who He is? Am I worshipping His truth? Am I worshipping His trances in my life? Or am I worshipping the giver of all things the creator of heaven and earth? Who am I worshipping? Who or what are you worshipping? So we need to qualify number four, we need to qualify true spiritual worship. The true spiritual worship is not about rituals, but it is about relationship. The woman who Jesus met other well or she met Jesus other well. There was worship in spirit and in truth and not just routine. Stillness is going to lead you to revelation. There are so many times I remember one time when I was in prayer and I was so used to a system that I gathered within myself and I was going to prayer and I would speak and speak and speak and speak and speak. And I would say thank you Jesus for a wonderful time. We do that a lot. Oh thank you for ministering to me. If I ask you what he ministered to you, you are all the time you are speaking and speaking. Did you take a moment of stillness and allow him to pour into you? Intimacy is not one way. Intimacy is two way. I see moments for us believers, we are all over the place. We are walking, we are praying, we are shaking everything about us. But have you ever taken a moment and just be quiet? And say I'm here Lord, just minister to my heart. And so when I was in that place of prayer and I'm praying and I'm praying and I'm praying. Oh, if you came outside my door, you call me woman of prayer or you call me prayer itself as what he says in Psalm 109 that I'll pray until I'm prayer and I'm praying and I'm praying and I'm praying. That I hear voice, you talk too much. You. I said what? Please not I was in prayer and I was going to offend it. I had again you talk too much. Oh, he's your kiss easy. He's back. 'Karada' nekakatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatatat It was like a refreshy, a beautiful breeze, all by face, and I said 'oh is this what you wanted me to enjoy?' I was releasing fire, fire, fire in the spirit, swords, what after what? Yet all the Lord wanted was to hold me, it is possible. And tell me I love you. But I was busy talking. I love it to be a bit graphic. I don't know how old you guys are. But can you imagine? You are in a place of intimacy and your partner keeps on talking. What about that? I don't talk about themselves. They are talking about themselves. You are busy trying to tell them, can I show you this angle? I show you this and this and this. You are here, yada, yada, yada, yada, yada, yada, yada, and then when you are done talking, you said 'oh thank you so much I had such a wonderful time'. You had a wonderful time. What about your partner? What about God? He has cut the letters, risen together. A lot of us were very uncomfortable with silence. We were very uncomfortable when there is no noise. We don't like that. We were noise. We are accustomed to noise. We are cultured to noise and light. I love light. You can see I have lived up everywhere because I love light. Sometimes he would say just start off everything. Come. Because even turning off everything, it would be silencing the world around you. The noise. Remember it was until John was in the womb that whatever fish that is spoke to God and he said he had gotten into the deep of the Hades, into the deep of the deep and it was from that place that he cried out to God in John chapter 2. Sometimes God will allow you to enter into that place of deep stillness, dark and forth on a boat so that he can tell you a word to create something new in you. Stillness will bring revelation. Mary and mother again is another example in Luke chapter 10 verses 38 to 42. Martha was accustomed to rituals. Lord has show so offended because her sister is not coming to the place of stillness. She wants her to be in a place of kupikalisha masufuria, dear to the corner we are busy. But a lot of busyness. Prayer busyness. You are so busy in prayer that you are missing the business of God. Good ones to do something there is time for everything and maybe that time he doesn't want you to talk he wants to talk to you but you are busy talking. We have televised our relationship. You see what Katia Mbappu the television is on. The newscaster comes, gives you news news news news. Once they are finished they will see you until next time. That's how we pray. A lot of us. That's how we pray. We have a way of doing it. We even shake our heads. I'm not trying to disqualify it. Please don't get me wrong. I'm just trying to help the demonstration. I do it as well. I even walk. But sometimes you'll tell you sit down. I want to attend to you. Can you imagine performing a sajary on someone who is still working? Can you imagine you've taken somebody into theater. The reason why a lot of us are immobilized is so that it can give the sajjans time to do their work. I'm just imagining some of us were in the prayer closet and God wants to perform sajjary alakdaki. Doing things. Everybody just wants to remove something. There's a growth in your heart. He wants to remove it. There's a growth in your mind. He wants to remove this tongue and replace it with a different one. But he will take you to darkness. He will immobilize you because he loves you and then perform the sajjary. When you come out you say what happened? There's something about me. There is a newness in me. I am enjoying the person I've become. That is the mystery of darkness. Jesus said Mary has chosen the better part and the fit of Jesus Christ. That place is a place of covering. It's a place where he pours into your heart. Number five. Number five. What it means to enjoy God. We're still in the structure of the mystery of stillness and darkness. To enjoy God is to delight in Him. Not just in what He gives because we love what He gives. We love His hand. What about His face? But you see His face you can no longer leave. What about I love what Moses prays? Two amazing prayer points right there. He says show me your ways. Then he says show me your glory. This is a man who had sinned glory. But he was still hungry. That there is a different kind of glory that I have never been able to witness. And God says to him you will see but you'll only see my back and I'll hide you in the rock that is Jesus. The rock is Jesus Christ and the cleft of the rock the deep of Christ in His heart will I hide you. That place no harm can be able to get you. And so we need to enjoy God in every season. That's why the summit said in Psalm 37 verses number four that delight yourself in God and He will give you the desires of your heart. So that true enjoyment comes in abiding in His presence. Waship and prayer meditating on His word should not be abandoned but it should be a joy to Him. It should be a joy to you worshipping Him and loving on Him. That should be a joy. Jesus when He came He came so that you can have life and have it in abundance. That is a true enjoyment that leads you to peace. It leads you to joy. It leads you to fulfillment beyond circumstances. That's what God wants us to enjoy. And that's why He'll draw us out of the noise. He'll draw us to the closeness that He has. That's why He says and the Lord said He will dwell in that dark cloud. That incomprehensive point of His glory. That's where He wants us to be. That's where I am. There shall you be as well. And so we need to understand that spiritual enjoyment is resting in His sovereignty, trusting even in the silence and darkness that all things. All things are looking for my good. Even in it is silent and dark. It is working for my good. So how do you enjoy the presence of God? How do you enjoy even this darkness and stillness? This mystery that is even in our worship. This mystery that is in giving ourselves holy unto Him. Because you can't talk about intimacy and feel to talk about worship. It's learning to spend time in His presence beyond your structure, beyond your systematic prayers. Just dwelling right where He is. Learn to worship without words. Oh yes. Sometimes silence is the best. It's the best praise you can ever give. Sometimes. Recognize the beauty of God in creation. You can imagine how trees are quiet but they are so loud. When it comes to giving you tranquility you look for green. Yet it has no words. But yet it is speaking volumes. Kuturak kakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakak 'Ko'lai'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u'u' Wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa 'Between God's best in your life' – praise the name of Jesus. When God is silent, he's still speaking. When he's still hidden, he's still very near. So let's not get caught up in those religious systems that we miss the steps of grace, that we miss the whispers of God. Let us not be focused on rituals that we miss out on relationship. May the Lord help us, that we will know, that even in silence, that even in quietness, creation, nurturing, growth, revelation is still happening. The Lord bless you. And I thank you so much for giving me your time. Shalom, shalom. My name is Pastor Baron Karinger, and I want to appreciate you for sparing your time to listen to depths of the Spirit, podcast, I pray and I know. I am convinced that you are blessed, uplifted and encouraged. Please follow us on Instagram @dotsministry_ke. Can't wait to see you next time. God bless you. [Music]