Under Construction 5 (back of the Uber w/ Ali)

It's Sophia Franklin. You are listening to "Sophia with an F" and the F is for "Phenomenal." What's up, everyone? Welcome to "Sophia with an F." I am recording for the first time ever, from the back of an Uber. And I am very excited. I'm here with my best friend, Allie. Hello. People are going to start thinking I have no loyalty because I think last thing I introduced, like... It's either... I said back up front and then when she wasn't looking, I said second. I said third. I said third under my breath. The cameras maybe didn't catch on to it, but you got to believe me. All right, you know. Allie, I've really missed you. I missed you a lot. I woke up to something in the morning to a figure standing in my bedroom. And I was very confused, and I thought it was my mom for a second. I was like, "Why is my mom back here? She's really obsessed." And then I realized it was you. Alan, you had a really cute pink sleeping mask on, and it made me so, so happy. I know. I was actually more scared and disturbed that you didn't know that I was there. I full on took a shower when I got there to your apartment, had some snacks. I ate all of your applesauce, by the way. I need to buy you some more. Dude, the first thing out of your mouth. I was like, "I ate all your applesauce." You were like, "I promise I'll replace it." I'm like, "Bitch, I'm sleeping." I know. I walked in and you were like, "Mom?" I was like, "No, it's me." But anyways, it was honestly so last minute. After the applesauce, the next thing I think I said to you was like, "This is the second time I've seen you this year." Which is so insane, considering like every year, up until this one, we would see each other every month. Every other month. All the time. But you know, once you get a fiancé. Okay, biatch. Let's just… I'm like calling you biatch left and right. So I'm not big in the back of an Uber. I'm like so, feel so powerful. I'm like a fucking bitch. I'm like… Fiancé. A fiancé. I think it has way less to do with the fiancé, more to do with where fiancé lives, which is not in America and which is the opposite direction. Okay, that's fair. That's fair. Which is really annoying. And like imagine when I'm actually living there, which I keep like justifying it to myself and making myself feel better. And I'm like, it won't even be that different than it is now. I'll just spend a little bit longer there. Like a little bit less here, but we'll still do just as much traveling. But we're going to figure it out. We'll see. My life is not as exciting as yours though. I'll not that you really have anything that exciting of an update. I really just gave you the layup of this thing. I really don't have anything. You don't. Anything at all. I'm single. Right. I feel like that was the last update I had in the last episode. Yeah, I was like, I'm single. Wait, did you say no? I'm single again. Okay, so wait, are you sure you said that? I don't remember. Before Miami. I thought that you were talking about our last trip. Like the last time we saw each other. No, we didn't record, right? No. No. Well, you're my favorite person to record with all. Oh my gosh, I love recording with you. And there's some action going on. Guys, you want New York and you want the raw cut. Here you have it. There is an ambulance and we did have to pull over to the side of the road for two seconds. Get out here. Oh my gosh. You're getting little play by play. Okay, Al. So you're single. I'm single. But happy. I am happy. Can I say something that I probably shouldn't say, but you are very small. You lost weight a lot from the breakup. Well, I did actually, but I've also been doing pilates. So I think that could be helping also. Okay, wait, what is it? The Pilates core is called solid core and I love it. All focused on the abs. I don't know. I want you to take a class with me. Please. It's really, really good. Okay. I really want to do it. Okay. But you have to remember that you just did the whole egg retrieval and your hormones are just like not there. And also you look fine. You look perfect. You know what? This is what happens when you get genes that are two sizes too small. And I just want to say for the record, we can I complain when I'm too skinny. Yeah, I complain when I'm too big. I complain when I'm perfect. I could be like more toned. I, you know, I don't actually feel, I feel good. I wanted to talk about, you can either talk about Chinese zodiac signs, although I think I'm all talked out. I could do a five part episode on spironolactone and give you guys an update there. But I also think I'm going to save you that one. And I want to talk to them about some hacks. Oh gosh. Okay. By hacks, I mean literally like any product you're loving, anything specifically though, if it has to do with the weather changing, I'm asking the last person on the planet. I was just going to say, I live in San Diego. The weather changing, no, the weather doesn't change. So I, this is the wrong segment for me, but I want to hear your life hacks. I'm like, I really want to hear what your weather changing hacks are because I'm wearing this and it's three. There's one topic. There's literally one topic today. All in it's about the hacks for the cold weather. The hack is growing up in Utah and moving to San Diego. That's the hack. You heard it first. For sure. But I want to hear the hack that you had in mind because I'm curious. I have a few, but, and then, but also I really do want to hear because you always have the best skin and best hair and best glow period. And I have never told a guest thought on my podcast. I think we could have probably run it back. I don't know. You're calling other people best friends. So I, I, I'm like, you're bloke skin is something else I've never seen before. No, but for real, you always have. So I do. I want you to think of like any beauty product, whether it's makeup, hair tool. Oh, I would love to hear about a hair tool. Yeah. What were you using in the bathroom today? Because it sounds like a I am robot. Okay, wait, what's the, what's the straightener brand that you have? GHD. GHD, I think. Not to be confused with GHB. But GHD, it's the, it's like a brown brush by them. So that's what I was using and because I was using the Revlon, which by the way, do not please invest in a good round brush. It's so fucking bad and I still use it and it's terrible, terrible, terrible. I think it was good for a while for me, but my hair is blonde and it just snapped off. And I had like, I had a bob that was not, you know, it was not intentional bob. It was so bad to the point where my hairdresser told me to not come back and see her for six months. And she told me also not to straighten my hair because my hair is very curly. It's ringlets. Right. Yeah. You have ringlets, like tight little curly hair, which is very cute. But the Revlon dude, I am starting to notice that after, even if I use it twice in a month, I even had like the, I got a haircut like a couple of days ago and the lady straight up was like, yeah, she was like, what do you do? Yeah, they can tell right away. It's bad. How much is it? It's like, there's a reason it's $18. I know. But if you just invest in a good one, then, you know, you save money on all the damage and all the hair salon trips you have to go through. That is my fiscally responsible friend right there. How much is the one that you have? I don't know, but my hairdresser did give me a discount because I know. Did she give me one? Probably. But she got, because she's a hairdresser, you know, they get it for on a discounted. We are fast approaching the holidays and I want my house to smell like it without ever touching a candle. 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I get it. When you have to, when you have to walk around New York, okay. We don't drive cars, so we have to walk quite a bit. And me in the back of an Uber recording an episode, I'm like, I'm walking everywhere. And there is a difference between a light, breezy workout sock and a winter sock. Well, there's actually a workout socks and not for winter and summer that are different. There's definitely different kinds of socks. I want to hear the hack of the sock though, because I'm okay. Ali can, Ali is jumping off her seat. I need to know. I'm a cold girl. Two things. Number one is when you need to buy a super warm pair of socks, do not go on Amazon and type in warm sock or winter sock. You need to type in insulated ski/snowboard/winter sports water resistant sock. I'm wearing that right now. I'm not even joking, which for you who's like cold all the time. I could wear this sock with boots and like no tights and run around New York. Like how insulated something is, similar to this jacket, by the way. Like this jacket doesn't seem like it's that, that, that warm. I wear it to ski. Like how do you want to see what these socks look like, honestly? They're really not that cute. You can unzip that. Okay, I'm dressed. Okay, the reason I'm wearing the insulated socks is because we are headed to Midtown to go ski at Rockefeller Center. We're skiing, we're skating. Oh my god, I'm fucking ready for the elements. See, what if you go skating in Rockefeller Center? Oh, don't you wish you would have been in France for a little, a little too much here. Like no one is thinking about their socks that much. Okay, fine. That was a, you know what, that was the warmup hack. This is the for real one. If you wear tights a lot. Again, Alice does not pretend. No, I tried to put tights on and they always snack. Is that, I hate it. Please tell me this is going to be a hack for that. Also, I don't know if it's PTSD for my mom getting me. I guess not. Getting me ready in the mornings, like before school and being like, okay, let me just, you know, strap you into this sausage casing and crying and being like, I don't want to wear this. I don't know if it's from that. So now I just like have a flashback, but tights are very difficult. Okay. Emotionally, they stress me out. However, this is the hack. Okay. Wearing a Pilates sock over the tights so that you're not slipping and sliding in your bill. Oh, you know the Pilates sock. They have like the little grippy grippy things on the bottom. Okay. I know what you're talking about now. Yes. Think about that in a bill. You wouldn't be slipping anywhere. You'd be staying in place. You could run. That is really smart, actually. Finally. I was really scared after that second hack. I was like, I don't have to come up with that. I approve this message. Okay. But I feel like, okay, tell us a product that you're obsessed with right now. Oh, I'm trying to think. I don't know. I think that for skincare, I'm always just going to love the TNS Advanced serum by SkinMedica. It's so good. It is this serum that quite literally you put on and the very next day, wake up with different skin. Yeah. It's really good. Because why? What does that help? I think it has like some growth hormones. Oh, it has human growth hormone in it. Or not hormones, but no. No, literally steroids. Yeah. But like growth factors. Oh, my hormone. Yeah, not the hormones, but yeah, growth factors. So it definitely helps with wrinkles, fine lines. I don't know. It's just like a miracle product, I swear. And it just like, and then it makes your skin look like glass, you know what I mean? Yes. It is expensive, but it's a really good investment. Is it though? We were just talking about how good it was. I think it is a good investment. Let's talk about the dollar amount. It is expensive. For one thing, it's like 300. So it's like, I know. Honestly, if you can't afford it, it is like putting liquid gold on your face. I'm in a way they have to be having a sale. I'm sure they will be. Cyber Monday all. Yes. Cyber Monday. I'm going to load up on my TNS. Do it. That sounds really crazy. I'm sure there's some stuff over the counter, but it's medical grade. So that's the problem. That's why it's expensive. The TNS is? It's medical grade? Wow. I know this because I work for, well, actually I have gone to school for medical aesthetics. So that's how I know all this. And I work for a company that sells skincare. And she's fucking on top of her shit. I am. I try to be. You are. You also introduced me to the CE Frawlik. Frawlik. Yes. CE Frawlik by Skinsuiticles by, you know, Frawlik and Around. And then also I think the only thing too that I've always done is I always washed my face. You're so good at that. Always. No matter how like. Even if you're hammered, I'm like. You did not just make your hair over the scene. The amount of times I've woken up and I've been blacked out and fortunately, but I've looked in the mirror and I'm like, oh my God. I managed to take my makeup off last night. I love it. Okay. Guess what? It makes a difference. It makes a difference. And you know how I know? Because I got like, what is this little white thing right here? Millia. Millia. I got like Millia all over my face, like especially around here. Right. And I had a doctor, like a doctor like went and individually like extracted every single one. Yeah. That's kind of painful. It was. It was like holy shit. Because they're hard pieces. Right. Of oil glands that's called sebum. By the way. Well, do they tend to show up if you are not washing your face? I would say so. Yeah. Yeah. Because they all of a sudden I had zero. All of a sudden I have like 15. And the only thing that I can say it is is I was doing really well with like the sunscreen and washing my face the last month or two to shit. Yeah. It's so quick. 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We've had little tips here and there that are resolved within five, ten minutes. It's just like we're sisters, so it's like a thing, you know? Yes, 100%. We had our first like for realsies fight except neither one of us knew we were fighting. Only we're confused as to why the other one was upset. I blocked Allie. That's that's the headline, that. Full on blocked. Blocked. But tell tell them what happened. What happened, please. Okay, so I was in a drunken stupor when I was abroad and I was not getting along with a certain someone and we I thought we were playing phone tag. They were not aware that they were playing phone tag. It was really just me calling saying something crazy, hanging up, seeing if they call back within one second, then blocking them, then unblocking them. It was a total like, it was some shit I would have done in my past relationship or like with boyfriends when I was younger, when I would do the whole blocking thing. Right. Now that I'm grown, I haven't pulled out the block feature in I don't even know how long, which is a testament to how sideways I was like I was fucked up. This was also around the time when the proposal went down and he put a ring on it. I was traveling in Europe was the trip was magical because this happened and I love him. The trip was also had some parts that were not so magnificent. So whatever, I'm tired. I've been traveling. I'm very drunk and I think we have like one like crazy conversation post engagement, but like I didn't give you that much short with at all. In fact, I think I left you on quite the fucking cliffhanger. No, it was you called me and you're like, I'm engaged like he proposed. I think I was maybe one of like the first people that you called and I was just like, oh my gosh, that's so crazy. And then you just were like, okay, well, I have to go now and and I'm like, really? Like, are you okay? I feel like we can I straight up was having like a for real combo and I was like, I don't even like this is crazy. Right. Right. Like I wasn't that I was even necessarily second guessing. I was just like, what? You were just not expect you were not expecting it to happen, especially not that day. So I think you're like freaking out, but like excited. I was so excited. I couldn't explain it any better that it was like, honestly, let me compare my proposal to my egg retrieval. You're honestly very similar. It was like so great of an experience. It was just a lot like I don't think I went into it prepared. No, you definitely did it. I'm excuse me. I just removed your tongue ring. She's like, oh my gosh, he proposed like I can't believe this is happening. I like I need to go like find like she was on the phone, you know, talking to me. And so we were also on different time zones. So it's just like, okay, well, just call me later, you know, like send me a picture of the ring, whatever. And then I never hear from her. And so then the next day happens. I'm like, okay, you know, she's an engagement bliss. Like this is this is good. Like I'm happy. Like this is really, really awesome. So then I'm texting her. Hey, how's everything going the next day? Silence. You know, it's you're like, where that where is that picture of the ring? Right. I'm just like, what's happening? And so then, you know, another day goes by and then I decide to look at her location. Because I'm like, I wonder, you know, where is she in the world? Locations off. Locations off. Okay. So then I'm like looking and I'm okay. I know Lola's there. I know her mom's with her. So I text her mom. Are you with Sophia? She said, no, I'm back at home now. Okay. So I try to text Sophie again. And my messages are going through as delivered. Right. By the way. So then maybe a few more days pass by, I do get a picture of the ring. And then I'm like, okay, probably would like nothing like no, like no context around it, like no response to my other messages at all. And I'm like, oh my gosh, okay, we're engaged. We love it. Like so gorgeous. I love the ring. Silence. Nothing here. Absolutely nothing. So then you're like, are you happy? No, I'm like, so what's going on? Like, and then I really don't know at this point like what, what to do, you know, right? And then I get a text back from you and a few days later and you're like, Al, question mark. And I'm just like, hey, hey baby girl, what are you doing? Nothing. Nothing. Again, my messages are getting delivered. I'm checking. I'm making sure. But I'm also wondering why I can't see her location anymore. So I'm like, is she mad at me? Like what's going on? Right. So then that same day that she says Al and I respond back saying, hey baby girl, she then posts her engagement to Instagram without, you know, letting me know that this is going live, that we're going to let the rest of the public know, which is fine. No, that's totally fine. But I'm like, okay, like whatever. So if you guys look on that post, I liked it. I didn't even comment, congrats or anything. Cause I'm like, yo, we are in an argument. Like we are fighting. No, that's for real fighting to the point where the next week, and I was even with my mom and my brother at when that happened when I saw the post. I'm like, you guys, Sophia is just really mad at me. I don't know. She's not even responding to my text messages. I don't know what's going on. The fact that I posted and we still hadn't spoken, I forgot about that part insane. Yeah. So then I had therapy like the next day or two, I had it. And so I was talking to my therapist, telling her about it, crying by the way to her, just being like, I a, I don't know if anyone knows it. I've never met her fiance once, not once. I don't know who this man is, which I don't, I think he might be AI. I know that my friend set them up, Sarah, the matchmaker. So then I'm over here like asking Sarah, what's his last name? I don't even know his last name. I don't even know what this man is. He kidnapped my friend. And now they're getting married. Like who knows? So, and I know that she has a history of just not dating the best guys either. So I'm telling my therapist this, I'm in tears just saying we are just, I guess, on different life paths now. Like she is going to move out of the country. She's going to get married, crying, crying. That's sad. I don't know. It was really scary because I'm like, I don't know who this person is. No, that's insane. This is my best friend, my sister. And he would want me to be like the one that you would tell, like the person that knows every single detail about weddings and jewelry and weird, weird stuff. There is not one person I wanted to share that moment. I wanted to share that moment more with you than my mom. Love you mom, but like for real. Yeah. So it was just like so hurtful. But then you can tell your part. Okay. That was, that was crazier than I even remember it. Also, I was on the other side of it. But that totally makes sense. I have arguably the biggest life moment happen. It's something that I really have only talked about with you, right? Like thinking about like, oh, maybe I'd want this. And I'm in the middle of Europe. The relationship is fairly new. I mean, we've been dating a year and a half. No, no, no, you guys started talking in October. September. Okay. So like a year and two months. That's very new. Very new. But like not because like whatever. I mean, it's very new, but in I was obviously in a place, but that's besides the point. And then the way that I'm communicating with you is weird. But everything is high in times 100 when the person you're trying to speak with is abroad. Right. Yeah. Like everything seems scarier. I remember my mom was dating this guy and he lived in South Korea. And every time she would go, like if she wasn't the most communicative and like, you know, having like a pretty in depth combo, I was like, Oh, she is dead. Or like he could not turn something wrong is happening. I remember when she was dating that guy. Remember, I would like call you like little freak out. Yeah. My mom was just kind of being weird and whatever. So that's insane. Let's look at it from my little from my lens. I call out, I give her a very brief, flustered question mark of a conversation that was like rushed. And I didn't even like we needed to finish the combo. We have talked about rings and like, you are the one that taught me what the fucking cover ring is. You're like, do you okay? Do you want a halo or no? And I said, do I want my ring to wear a halo because it's an angel? Yes. I don't want it to be a devil. Like you taught me everything, you know, yeah. So you would be the first person I would send the picture to and be like, okay, tell me what's up with the ring. So we had that combo. And I had a wild night. This person who was like, started like blow up my phone. And I'm like drunk. So I'm like blocking and unblocking, blocking and unblocking the same person. I got really in this fun thing where I want I called, they would pick up, I would say like my banger one line, hang up, then see if they called me and if they didn't call within one minute, I was like, okay, they don't give a flying fuck about you block. But I literally only give them 60 second window. None of it made sense because I was not in my right mind. Somewhere in that and the crossfire. Somewhere in the crossfire, there was an unfortunate casualty, a civilian, which was Ali, she did not sign up for the missile attack. And I think I don't think I know I accidentally blocked you, right? Can I, I cannot emphasize enough the accidental part. And no, dude, if I was like, this friendship is making me, I don't know how it's making me feel. I wouldn't block you. That is, and also that would just never happen because we're family. From my point of view, what was happening is I was texting you, except I was texting you anytime I was in like a hotel and had Wi-Fi from your iPad. No, okay, wait, I think this is what happened. I would check your messages on my iPad. And the only way I can check those is if I'm connected to Wi-Fi and like have a signal and I'm looking at an iMessage. So I think what was happening is anytime I was in the car, which was a lot, which was quite a bit of time in the car, I was not on Wi-Fi. So I would text you or do whatever, and it wouldn't go through. And then anytime I was on Wi, not only was I on Wi-Fi, but anytime I had the energy and cared enough to go to the hotel, connect to the Wi-Fi on my iPad, which was not that frequent. That is when I think either if you texted in that moment, that was just the only time that I could see like one or two texts and they were weird. Like I remember them being weird from you. We should honestly post them. We have to. We have to take like a screenshot because it's so crazy. Oh my god, I want to read them so bad. Well, because then after the therapist situation, right, you're home right at this point. Wait, but can I tell them really fast? Because I just remember. I just remembered. I sent you the picture. You didn't say anything. Oh no, I did. I didn't. There's proof. There's proof. I didn't receive the text. I'm sorry. You didn't receive it because I was blocked. That's why you didn't receive it, but I responded because the conversation we had was so quick. You're like, oh my god, he proposed and I'm like, so you sent me a picture of the ring and I said, okay, are we engaged? Ghost. And then I found out she was engaged on Instagram. That's so fucking nice. You're in mind to be a real also kind of like. Yes, because I'm opening our text thread and to me it shows the photo. I don't know if it showed delivered, but like there were definitely some things also Jocelyn. And then I told Jocelyn, who I had on last week, she was like, oh my god. And how like, how is everyone taking it? And I remember saying, you know, it's kind of weird because my best best best best friend in the whole world who is like the go to in this type of situation is not really answering. Like, I guess she just really is not interested. I don't know. And Jocelyn was like, okay, like, do you think it's one of those kind of gel like woke gel? And I said, see, I wish it was that I wish it was a jealousy thing. She's not even answering. She doesn't even care enough to be jealous of the proposal. There's no jealousy here because she doesn't even give a fuck enough. She's not even jealousy would require she actually cares. It's less than that. It's literally zero response. So I remember sending the picture no response. I remember like a few texts. I remember the texts were just weird. And now I know they were even more weird for you. They were like, what the hello. It made no sense. No, because I would ask a question and then I would not get an answer. I'd get a picture and said I'm like, hello. What? Well, dude, and then you're like writing all this stuff, which I didn't see. But then the response from my end is all question mark. Yeah, but just like all question mark and I'm like responding. Okay, that sounds like 100% weird. I'm being held at gunpoint. Right. No, that's why I was so worried about you. I'm really sorry. Ellen, like that actually makes me very sad. But you know what? Now we're here. But the only way we found out is because you tried to FaceTime me when you got home. And then it was like, you can't FaceTime a blocked call like number. So she took a screenshot and then immediately tears are so I just finished my therapy session. I'm smoking a joint. Can I say that anyways? Yeah, you know, trying to cope with my emotions. And then my best friend calls me. I oh my God, when I saw that I screenshot it, I send it to you. I felt so bad. Also, I just want to point out because of the time difference, me calling you it's like, okay, well, why didn't you like call her when you were broad? Because every time I wanted to make a phone call, I can't you know how I'm with phone calls, I cannot be doing those if anyone is in or no, he's two feet radius, which that's like a weird thing I have I'm working on. Anyways, I feel really bad. Ali, we just got to our destination to skate. We're going to ice skate with the cast of the Mormon wipes. We're really excited. We're so, so, so excited. Not to skate, but just to be in their presence because I'm obsessed with them. And to be back with my best friend. Oh my gosh, I'm so excited. That's actually I was so, so, so happy all like yesterday. I was like, this is bliss. I know I love you. I love you too. And I'm sorry. It's okay. Now I know, though, if someone's not being communicative, always make sure and see if you block them or not. Yeah, I don't know why I didn't call you either, but I mean, you probably did. But who knows, but block block block block. I love you so much. I love you guys under construction. I'll talk to you next week. Bye.