Trisha & Moses Address Ethan & Hila Klein For the First Time... | Just Trish Ep. 323

It was definitely the most, like, altering thing for my brain to go through. It was really, really difficult. And I think from that time, I was like, I cannot engage anymore and talk about them anymore. And it was just really hard. And it was hard for both me and Moses, obviously. So we kind of made that decision together. Today's episode is brought to you by Hulu's new original series, The Mob. Check out The Mob on Hulu, October 26th. Hey, guys. It is the emo episode you've all been waiting for. The Jake, Johnny, Tara trio. Tara trio. We've got my ex-boyfriend, Jake. We guys, we are just friends. I just, like, stop being like, why are they always together? We are just really, really close. And whoever Jake ends up with, I can't wait to be at their wedding. We're actually married. We're secretly married. But don't tell anyone. This gets us viewed. Jake, no. What are you even talking about? Johnny, tell them you were there at the wedding. Just because you bought me a G-Wagon. And I also want a G-Wagon. Just putting that out there to you guys. Buy things for each other all the time. But Johnny could use a G-Wagon. Pink interior as well. Just throwing it out there. Well, Johnny, if you came around in our videos more. I've been with Grace. We've been touring. You know, it's been a little busy. But we're going to get the trio back together starting now in this emo-mazing episode. I think you had time. I saw you at the Hollywood Bowl last weekend. I think you have the time. Listen, when Hot Topic comes calling, you know, you got to be there. Well, Hot Topic was calling. We did our Patreon extended Hot Topic challenge. Not sponsored. Although Hot Topic offered to sponsor me last week. For the My Chemical Romance. And I kind of go, because we already had plans. But we love you, Hot Topic. Free sponsorship, I guess, at this point. Because on Patreon, we did a Hot Topic call. We bought everything from Hot Topic. Got the Jake and Johnny from Hot Topic. Hot Topic really is that girl. We went to the one here at the Oaks. And the lady gave us an MCR bag. And we're like, wow, I thought this was only at Hollywood Highland. She goes, that's the big one. They had the exclusive merch. But I also got you guys the bag. So we each got a bag. We each did the challenge. I bought so much for myself. But I also bought a lot for you guys. If you guys want to go see Patreon at the extended. Of the Hot Topic Challenge, which is just us shopping, go see it. I think this stuff is really good. I'm really excited to show you what I got for you. I'm excited. It really is a store. I mean, I don't know for Moses. But for the two of us, in particular, with our interests, it is kind of crazy. I couldn't stop. Like, everything I saw. I was like, that's why I'm so excited. Because there were some niche things that I remember you talking about. And I'm like, oh, my God, this is good. There's the obvious, of course. I know. I think we got you some good things. I can't wait to see my stuff. I was, like, picking a sweater out. And I was like, wait, I was going to get that for you. And I was like, all right, here. Here's my size. Here it is. And there's a lot of good stuff. So, just go to patreon.com slash justtrish for that, you guys. Happy Halloween. Halloween week. My book, Crying on the Kitchen Floor, is available for pre-order. It comes out in two weeks. We are getting so close to pub. My first interview about the book comes out this week. And I filmed it about a month ago. So, it comes out this week, which I'm really excited. And I can't wait for you guys to see what it is. I'm so excited for this interview. The first one that comes out on Wednesday. So, I am very excited for it. I'm very nervous. But, again. I can't wait to hear what you all think. Trishmas is upon us. We just filmed my Christmas music video this past Friday. It'll be out soon. And, you guys, if you want to come see me at Trishmas, I'm coming to Florida. Florida, baby. We are going to Jacksonville. We're going to Fort Lauderdale. We're going to St. Petersburg. And we're going to Orlando. And then we are going up to New Jersey and Niagara Falls. So, get your tickets today. Also, I'll be in Australia and New Zealand playing arenas. My first ever arena tour will be happening. Starting February 27th in Auckland, New Zealand. And then we go over to Sydney, Melbourne, Brisbane, Adelaide. Extra shows added. Venues are upgraded. It's going to be a great time. Lots to discuss. Cooking videos. Moses has a cooking channel. Moses cooking videos. Oscar has a vlog channel. Oscar Gracie. And a TikTok. And a TikTok. I am a TikTok star now. You're? Yeah, I've transitioned. So good. You're so good. No, did you? Have you seen his TikToks? Like the way he edits them? I saw the one with the book. The reading? Oh, that one. That one was great. But then the wig. I know your concepts are so good. The wig one. Like he like, he does his editing like he does. He does like the jilting and the coolness to it. And even today, he was doing something slow-mo in the mall. And like, couldn't see the vision. But I'm like, I know his edits are going to be so sickening. Yeah, once it's, you know, out of post, I think you'll totally get it. But I am a TikTok star now. It's been fun. I love coming up with ideas. Jake Shane, that wig, is in jeopardy of being pulled and scalped. Yeah, I fear. I fear I'm coming. What's the? TikTok. Just, just Oscar, right? Oscar, just Trish. Oscar. Which, there was a typo in my username for a really long time until Darian clocked it. He thought it was a creative choice. And he asked me for my username. It's Oscar, just Trish, right? I'm like, it's Oscar, just Trish. The podcast I'm on, I was so sassy with him. And he's like, well, you spelled it wrong. I was like, oh, my bad. You're so me. You're so me whenever I say anything. What did I say to you the other day that I felt really bad? And I was like, oh, you were right. It was something in the car on the way back from the marathon. You said something. I'm like, I'm so sorry. You're right. God, it was like on the way to the. I know you tell me it's not. After that, you told me about that one. TikTok is like, it's not that I don't like he's always right. I just don't like his tone. Yeah, yeah. He always wants what's best for me, but I don't like his tone. And he was telling me something. And I was like, so snappy. And I was like, oh, my God, no, you're right. Like, so sorry. Yeah, I get the same way. I get a little sassy. Oopsie. Wig snatching. Did you see Shane take that wig off? He was wig snatching. I think Jimmy sent it. That was Shane Dawson, y'all. Shane Dawson. Not Jake Shane. Yes. Why are people getting them confused? Because even the Shane candies. The Jake Shane candies. Someone's like, Shane Dawson's octopus. And I'm like, I was so confused. Why are people getting that confused? Because Shane? I think just famous Shane. Famous queer Shane's. OK. Ish. I have no idea. I guess they give similar vibes. Like, he's kind of early Shane. You think? I mean, not like gross, but. I think. Quirky. Quirky. But senses of humor are kind of different. I feel like Jake Shane more of a wholesome funny and Shane Dawson more of like a quirky. Well, self-deprecating, though. I will give you that. Self-deprecating quirky. Question. We don't know if Shane's gay. Jake Shane's gay. Is he out? He's never talked about boys. Yes. He said like his E.T. actually interviewed him a couple of months ago. And like, what's what do you you've already done so much? Like, what's the one thing left on your bucket list? He said a boyfriend. Is that it's coming out? Was that it? I don't know. I didn't know. I didn't know if we knew. I thought we were. OK, the lip ring. Someone swung the lip ring by the end of this episode. I feel it. I'm scared for both of you. I love the commitment you guys did. I should have gotten like an eyebrow one or a belly one. You guys really committed to it. I love this outfit. I love the blazer. Did you find it at the mall? This is. No, I ordered it online. It is nearly biblically accurate. He Johnny Gilbert wore a leopard print moto jacket on the Zach Sang show. And I was like, oh, people. Period. I'm going to get that. His over a thousand dollars. I'm like, OK. Wow. So I did find this one. Didn't realize how sequined it was until it came in the mail. I love it. So it is kind of like a can't be gay version of Johnny Gilbert. Not that biblically accurate, but close. He would appreciate that. Can't be gay. I think he would too. I think he would appreciate the creative liberties that are being taken here. Well, I saw a Johnny Gilbert TikTok on Grace's. So Grace Vindian posted a TikTok of shaking my boyfriend and my dad doing garden. They were like doing yard work. So it was like Johnny outside because the Jake and Johnny is like, what? Which one is which? OK. Johnny was outside like doing like the manual labor with her dad and her dad. I'm already prepared for you to not know who this is. But he was so iconic back in the day as Casper Vandian. He's like a really famous actor. Like he was like he was like skyrocketing. I don't know what happened. Like, but he had some pretty major roles. Have you seen it before? I've seen Sleepy Hollow. Yes. Back in the day. He's been in a lot of big films. I can't like think of all of them. But as soon as I'm like, oh, God, he looks familiar. And then everyone's like, oh, my God, your dad's Casper Vandian. Never put that together. And of course, I like knew. I was in Casper meets Wendy as well. I feel like he's been in everything. He was like that guy. Major. OK. And obviously she was in Stranger Things. Yeah. OK. That's fierce. Oh, my God. Which is like crazy that she's like a full adult, like with a full boyfriend. It's like because I remember him. I remember him like just being young and hot. And now he's just like a dad of like a. Grown daughter with a boyfriend like I. I cannot imagine like Malibu posting that on TikTok like you with like a like a Johnny Gilbert type in the future, just doing yard work together. I'd be like, oh, why? I'm not old enough for that. Like, that's how it felt with him. Like, he feels young, her dad. And that's I was like, that's crazy. But I mean, I guess people I just just people age, I guess. So true. And he looks great. Like, I remember looking at her dad's again. Her dad's kind of hot. And then I was like, oh, that's like a really. And he was super hot when he was young. And I was like, that's crazy. People, people age and people. It's this crazy. Two is like people age. Who was it that did not age? Well, someone we were talking about someone being really hot back. OK, well, this is very niche. We're talking about someone else's Hollywood costume. He's being Benny from the Sandlot. Did you ever watch the Sandlot? Yes. As a as a tot. OK, do you remember any of the hot? Do you remember anyone being hot in that as a as a young boy? Obviously, no. The only one I can even remember is the chubby one. But that's probably just because I love him. Identified with him. I would assume he was in everything. That one was in like the big green. I forgot his name. I think his name's. I don't know. He's on TikTok. OK, well, there was like one that was cute, like that we all thought was cute because I'm like when I was their age. I'm not saying they're cute growing up. when I was like a 12 year old I also thought like there was this the main guy was like Benny and anyways we looked him up now because all of a sudden Glamour like he was so hot we loved him and we had such a crush on him as a kid and then like I mean just didn't age well but I guess that happened I mean I guess it's a blessing to age so who cares who am I to as long as you're alive right it's like that comic con where that one guy gained a bunch of weight and everyone was mad about it anyways they look fine everyone looks fine I guess some people get better with age some people look hotter like Jerry O'Connell was the fat kid in Stand By Me and then he got kind of moral of the story be fat when you're young and then just get hotter as you age yeah and don't you feel like that too like you got into your I feel like I got into my own yeah cause also like when all the jocks you like peak in high school and I still live like in the town I went to high school in so when I see people like at the gym or something I'm like damn you really were peak physical performance in high school that does suck cause it is kind of downhill from there whereas me I started 300 pounds anything after that was kind of like a glow up you know that's how I feel too I was like I think I like look the best I've ever looked right now thanks to Ozempic which is crazy we always think about like not to bring it up but I swear after this book's over I'm gonna stop bringing up David Dobrik cause honestly no one cares by the way I will say I've done like literally like 20 different interviews with different press outlets different podcasts different things not one person has ever brought up David so I'm gonna stop bringing up David cause no one gives a shit and I love that that's like the ultimate and me just keep bringing him up but he had always talked about how he high school was his best year so he wished to go back to high school he peaked in high school and then you think you brought it up on Hot Topics where you like looked up a picture of him and you're like that was the peak yeah he was giving same he was giving same but worse I mean now he does talk about he talks about his own insecurities his hairline and stuff like that I mean it just got worse for him but sometimes I do think the ugly comes out within do you know what I mean it kind of like seeps out to the outside it catches up with you yeah yeah so we just we're just great people so our glow just was becoming even greater yeah crazy I know as Moses had black on his beard we did a we did a Christmas music video last week where he played Jesus and it was like a cute did you did you think the dignity of the character was kept intact yeah because I was like the master of ceremony you know yeah he was a DJ he was like a little DJ Jesus they called you DJ JC all the background people were saying DJ JC I love that yeah it was everything it was like a vibe and he put like black they have like black mascara for like your beard because obviously Jesus only lived to be 33 so biblically not accurate if he had the gray I see so and then he has to keep you were keeping it oh and then for our costume on what are you keeping this for you were keeping the beard or the mustache I thought it was gonna be Mario oh yeah yeah yeah so you had to keep that so you would have like shaved today but anyways he had the black and more or less right he looked so young his whole beard was like black and I was just like not to say I liked it because I do think like it's kind of in my personal opinion I don't really love when like older men like have jet black hair and you're just like okay you're clearly like 50 white you know what I mean okay well I mean I love this look on you today I actually really do like this both of you this is my favorite costumes we've ever worn I saw you and I was like we saw you we spotted you tattoos now oh I kind of love and I don't even love tattoos like that I kind of love these look great we spotted Oscar you spotted him first like up top like you saw him a mile away I thought you guys were high school kids when I saw you I'm like not even being funny like I saw you I just walked in I was on the second level you were under on the first floor and I literally thought you two were high school kids I mean we kind of were until Moses went oh there's Johnny and then I was like oh just in the middle of the mall then I was like in the mall just like shouting Johnny that's exactly how it went too it was giving high school just high school kids at the mall vibes but when I saw him with the black beard I was like damn I kind of like I started crying I was just like I will never know you as this young 33 year old Jesus actor because that's like the age he played Jesus at and I was like I'll never get to know you in your 30s it's like so sad it's like damn there was a sound when we were waiting for you there was a sound of Jake and Tara being like I really wish you would have met later in life like 23 or 24 we would have had a better chance it was their breakup video and I was like how young were they when they were dating and I was like we should do that sound and I was just like I wish you would have met later in life like 23, 24 which in a way is exactly what happened to us because I think had we met back then when you were like 23 I was 33 you probably would have not even swiped on me you know you were like that hard but likewise you not on me either I don't know I just don't know because I haven't met you but I think I don't know I mean I always liked you from the minute I saw you so I think if I saw you back then but you had to give it a chance I wouldn't have given it a chance as we know from my book if you read pouring on the kitchen floor I was looking for a very specific old famous rich actor which I didn't meet and none of them were famous or rich just old really just old and user so I was seeking something and I found it and it wasn't what I thought I was giving and sometimes you gotta seek for what you're not sought after in order to reap this that part that part you know where I was going so do people get Jake Webber and Jake Shane mixed up because they're both Jakes like it's just Shane and Shane I think it's just Jake Shane which is crazy because it's the last name and first name at least Jake and Jake are first names I know but I think it's the the vibes are very different you know there's a lot of Jakes not a lot of Shane's that are famous that's very true do you think people get Jake and Johnny confused a lot I still do I still not sure who I am like they look very different I'm not sure who I'm supposed to be they do look very different but I think it's the name Jake and Johnny it's just like which one is Jake which one's Johnny I know now at first maybe like when you first discover them now I feel like I know them so well so yeah I know and even today in Glam they're like oh cause they saw the merch like they have some merch on topic and I was like yeah are they that famous I'm like they kind of are they're kind of like cause Tara's in Zoomies yeah Tara's in Zoomies she's in Zoomies they're in Hot Topic like they're kind of really famous they are and they're really sweet we were saying this in the car in our vlog we were just saying how like like really really nice they all are like really nice like insanely nice so and even when we poke fun or talk about the drama or Jake being in love with Tara they're still they're still really sweet they're still like yeah cool whatever like Tara's always like love you like they're always just like really nice where they could throw shade but they never do they're just they're just good people they're key they go with the flow they know it's not serious you know I know and then they came back as a trio we love to see it Jake, Johnny, Tara forever forever and ever weekend a weekend update we both went out of the house this weekend yeah I feel like we did a lot this weekend individually and also together oh yeah oh my god god oh my god that's right I kind of even forgot about the marathon oh my gosh well I guess we can talk about that further when like Jimmy's here but we did the marathon before that my first outing first being outside as you would say is I did my chemical romance so after we did the Lucille Ball episode last week then we had to do a quick change into we went to Costco that's coming up to our Patreon patreon.com slash gestures we did the Costco run and then we went to MCR which was oh my god life changing it was life changing I haven't been I seriously someone correct me if I'm wrong I don't think I've been to a concert since I've been I was 12 years old I don't think since I've seen Britney Spears not a mega show a concert I've been I saw Donny Osmond I was from Caretop but I don't think I've seen yeah because I feel like the only time you see shows really is Vegas Vegas or I guess Broadway I'll see a show but I've never haven't seen like a concert and it was I felt so alive I guess Ben Platt oh yeah yeah yeah I don't know that definitely counts how could we forget that were you being serious yeah oh okay okay yeah because that was a big moment for you it was a big moment that's more like a Broadway musical not a rock concert yeah I guess it definitely was at the Greek so maybe that but aside from that oh my god I just felt so alive just to be I guess we talked about it with Ben Platt and that's why I thought of it is like just being in the same vicinity with so many people that are just like singing the same songs and feeling the same energy like everyone was dressed up there was a lot of cosplay I was worried about being like the only one there was a lot of cosplay which was beautiful we'd love to see it the person next to me was a cosplayer like it was a vibe and it wasn't bad Tana was right it took me 8 minutes to get to our seats and 8 minutes to get back to our car that's fierce it was crazy and we had to go all the way around we got dropped off at the bottom of the bowl went all the way up saw a VIP valet check in I'm like who's getting that I was like how do we get that we were GA all the way we could have been more GA which honestly loved it honestly was a vibe we were walking in with my sister and then we got to sit front row that kind of got to be VIP they gave us a little front row thing so that way no one could sneak to the front which I thought was fun and so we were front me and Moses were the very last seats at the end but it was kind of cool because we had like 5 security around us so we felt like VIP whenever Gerard gets off stage to talk to the audience and do something that's where he comes down so everyone are standing their guard so it's like so it's Trisha me and next to me a giant security guard and another one and we're all kind of like yeah we're here for her yeah yeah we're here to watch I think they were blocking me I think as soon as Gerard came down they were like they were like blocking I was like I want to take a video I was like oh my god but it was the best experience of my entire life and I they have two more shows this weekend I really want to go but I don't know I mean it's Halloween shows I might be busy 20,000 20,000 dollars for a front row ticket this weekend what? 20,000 20,000 dollars I thought 2,000 was a lot I was just bringing for 2,000 20,000 start opening a piggy bank like Tara's World that's what she's doing what? yeah she's she has a piggy bank to save up for Harry Styles and every week she's putting away a random sum of money in her new piggy bank how about sell the two houses that your mortgage is on that you put a down payment on you can get that down payment back that's this girl this girl is the rage baiter of all rage baiter but I love you girl I get I guess like she's she's something else I do love her you should dress like her for Halloween that would have been a vibe I know T seven cats I have really fallen down uh me and another influencer i guess i can't name her but another tiktoker wait why can't you name her i've seen it too yes wait what are we talking about so i know gabrielle what did she post she posted a tiktok addressing tara's world she's like you think i'm a hater but i'm actually a fan because you stress me out and i worry about you and i was like i really identified with that tiktok actually i'm like that part gabby i'm the same like a fan at first i was confused perplexed by tara's world the financial decisions the life decisions the everyday decisions so at first i was a hater turn fan now i'm like really invested i am seated for every tiktok love when she starts and legs spread apart like thigh gap on it's like it's evident yes 0.5 too where she's like as teeny tiny and tall as possible i'm gonna get trish and tara's world confused any second now because you're also teeny tiny 1.5 and then you'll see it side by side and sometimes in your tiktok see you're standing i'm like oh my god such a big thigh gap well it's really easy to do because you just like stand apart and lean forward and then you could have anyone could have i had a thigh gap when i was 263 pounds i was having a thigh gap like it's very easy to fool and not to say tara's not obviously she's is she tara tara there's too many oh my god tara's world and tara yes they're not pronounced the same i know that for sure tara's world but um yes tara is setting up for harry's styles because he's coming to la she wants to see him every single time mind you she did just fly to new york to see harry styles but okay forget that girl maybe it's too much that's how i feel i'm like if it's not meant to be i'm putting it out to the gods of mcr right now like if it's meant to be we'll go i definitely definitely can't pay twenty thousand dollars but i will maybe get a piggy bank as well maybe me and tara's world can do a little collaboration do a little tiktok battle earn some extra coin or something would love to be on that or maybe hot topic hot topic let me know i can now take a plus one because my sister works on the weekend so now i can have a plus one and go but i don't know thank you so much to see geek for sponsoring today's episode of just church i just saw my chemical romance this weekend and i got my tickets very last minute i didn't know if i was gonna go with a sponsor i didn't know how i was gonna go if someone was gonna invite me ask me well guess what no one invited me or asked me but i didn't need to because c geek had my back that's right i was able to get three tickets front row day up and how did i do that well you can put in three tickets or you can put in two tickets or one ticket you can kind of search around to see where the best seats are in the best tickets i wanted front row i need a front row i need to fit up in that pit and that is what i got thanks so much to seek geek with over 35 million downloads c geek is the 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obviously seeing you moses but you and callie too since you you know were influenced of course no like it was the best actually my sister what she was living her best life so she got like a middle there was only one middle one and so i was like well we can just switch on and off especially because we were in the front row so i would like textures throughout the show and she's like no i'm good because gerard never came to our side of the stage unfortunately because there was a big giant speaker and then there was like a table where like an actor was sitting the entire time which he never had a reveal there was like a person in costume playing some sort of like regime um but he never talked he would just sit there and take notes the entire thing and so i thought there was like a reveal who this who is who's this guy literally no idea just was like part of this show um but my sister was right in center so she was getting so much she's like i got b-roll for jimmy she got so much like close-ups of gerard so i kept like texting i'm like hey do you want to switch with like moses he'll go to the center which would have been so funny if moses was like front row center for my chemical romance like he's like i would have stood up for it i was like okay that wouldn't everything but my sister's like no i'm good here and then when the b set came because it was it was a 45 minute rain delay and then they had to be out by 11. so we really got like a shortened version which is fine honestly fine for me because i do love mcr i don't know deep cuts i definitely know just the hits you know what i mean so i knew all black parade of course they didn't play blood which is like one of my favorite songs but um but then when they do the the deep cuts i really didn't know most i was only waiting for three main songs and that's really all they had time to play so i was fine with it um and then my sister got to come over and we got to sing our little hearts out because moses then because my sister like i'll wait till moses gets back because he was going to the bathroom and we were getting merch and we came back and then she like is he okay does he coming back and so i just said moses he's like oh i thought you were coming out i was like no so he's like i'll just wait out here so then moses just wait out and then my sister's like oh i'll wait with you i'm like you go back to the center i'll wait with you and so she we were partying at the end and it was the best yeah my sister was so excited because that is like she is the og mcr fan if you read in my book you'll find out when i became an mcr fan and why and it's very weird and very random but that's how i start all my hyper fixations is hyper fixating on someone else sister was texting me he's like trisha should come here because she knew how amazing the center is it's like trisha should come here she really needs to be here so i texted back and i said well she doesn't want to distract gerard what why did you you texted so sorry gerard my husband does not reflect my feelings i don't know why he thought that and then i don't think he was even looking he doesn't really look at the front row which i get he's performing his little heart out so i was there was no mikey way i was very excited he kept coming over i don't know if it's because the photographer the photographer had your hair actually he has red and black hair just like that it was two-toned it was always in the back of my shots um and mikey way was over there the entire time he kept coming over he was running back and forth he was going cross country on that stage it was crazy to see um yeah it was fine yeah maybe i should have actually i guess hindsight maybe switched her for a song or something because we didn't get to see gerard up close too much because we were kind of blocked came a couple of times i mean twice we sat on the desk i mean as close as we could we were front rows no well my sister was closer so it wasn't i'm saying compared to all the people behind us yeah i do love a front row i mean even like the box would have been cool but like god i need to like see them i think i have some really bad eyes so i like like when they come close i like to like see them you know otherwise they are suspect to me because i have horrible eyesight it was the best it was the best night ever i felt just free and one with everybody the rain had subsided it was like pouring rain that day and there was no rain at night so that was perfect and everyone felt alive although i did have anxiety was there sometimes i just get anxiety around people and not like enough anyone's like coming up to me i was like they're watching the show i'm like anxiety isn't about like i think they're watching me it's just that there's a ton of people in here and the panic is like what would happen if it was like that what was that movie with josh hartnett you know what i mean like what if there's a killer yeah what if we're trapped and it's like where do we go it's like there's just so many people isn't really what happened in the movie but no one was actually trapped except for josh hartnett who was the serial killer but why was he he was trapped because the fbi knew that the killer was going to be at this concert because i think they tracked his purchases or something but everyone else was free to go in and out so he was the only one trapped in and so they knew it was him they didn't know it was him in particular like his face whatever they just knew the killer was there so why did everyone else get to go on and out except for him if they didn't know it was exactly actually that's the t i'm kind of forgetting the the fine details of the plot everyone's trapped in there and my no everyone could go in and out except except for him i think so they knew or maybe someone maybe everyone ended up getting trapped actually i just remember the daughter of nishan malone's daughter also ended up getting abducted but okay i forgot the details really good movie though i want to check it out it sounds good but then in my head i was just thinking like that's gonna happen anyways hollywood was very organized it was great my chemical romance is the best show ever they did say they they put the to the show together in two weeks but hey i still thought it was great his vocals were amazing i was crying i was screaming i was doing all of it it was um it was a great experience more people should go to concerts i just had a really outer body experience actually it is sponsored by c geek today so honestly got the tickets on c geek too and that's how i found and not again was not the ad read of it but we could go into the ad read literally the two tickets i was able to see because i put three tickets right but that meant three tickets together and then i went around the system i was like let me put two tickets i saw two in front and i saw one in front i was like boom we got it it was so great that was amazing so thank you um seek geek i did pay for them i did pay a lot of money for them but uh use that code i did get ten dollars off which hey that's something that is something you went outside the house you saw oh yes i went to a pokemon rave did not know it was a rave really i knew it was like edm said it was marshmallow the dj um i've only really seen him in fortnite and i think in a david dobrik vlog vlog back in the day david mentions but i know too many sponsored um but yeah it was really fun i went i got invited by pokemon somehow that's so cool yeah it was really cool because obviously i loved since i was a kid that was the first thing i've ever done with them so it was really fun there was um an opener alice in wonderland i think her name was and she'd like remix pokemon songs there was all these pokemon on the screen it was like videos it was really cool it came up on my tick tock i watched every video yeah i got goosebumps i mean it was cool they like incorporated the pokemon into the dj set so they were like reacting to marshmallow it was really cool and uh like like sometimes you let's say you have a fight scene between two pokemons right so and the music and the fire and the smoke and everything so it's kind of like a three-dimensional yeah it's like all times like the beat drops and stuff it was not was it ravers or pokemon fans it was mostly pokemon fans i would say but dressed ravey i guess a really wide demo you got the the girls gays and days you got the street boys a lot of pokemon goers was thinking about moses yeah the pokemon demo is quite wide for sure which is so interesting but um a lot of pokemon goers i felt bad i should have downloaded pokemon go and got something for moses that's crazy you didn't have that while you were there i know i don't play pokemon go mostly because i hated that i had to go like i hated having to go out of the house like that like when it was quarantined and no one had to go outside they let you play in your house like this is great but when you actually like go and walk around i'm like i just want to like play pokemon at home i kind of love seeing people do that for a minute when that was the hype it's just people like outside it was kind of nice it's like wow people are like outside playing with each other again it was fun for a minute i remember when it came out um i was in san diego for comic-con and that was lit because obviously comic-con there's going to be a lot of action yeah but then after that it's like like i want to play on the weekend but like from bed i don't want to like go out drive find somewhere and then walk around for two hours that's where tiktok hasn't nailed down it's like what's the perfect bed rotting activity like it's just like i just need a scroll because you can't be driving you can't be distracted you can't do it you have to just like sit in bed and scroll although i do love a scroll on the elliptical like cardio whatever that's kind of fun do i would get seasick like i would get motion sickness you don't get motion sickness no although i do get tired of holding it but they have a thing where you can like have a little phone rest and then they have like a bluetooth scroller that you can get i don't have it yet but i have seen it on the tiktok shop and i probably will at some point you are thinking about getting it yep yep because that's cool because then you just have it on your stairmaster or something just i think it's like a ring or something you just scroll it yeah i have to look at the tv when i was on my elliptical i would watch what i was watching a lot of 90 day fiance back i remember in your garage right three hours yes i remember you would be posting the whole three hours and you would keep showing your timer i'm like damn this girl's still going that was you training for the marathon that was me training for our marathon which took less than three hours which was great moses is reviving the gym he's like oh i'm cleaning it out because he wants to also start working out in there so i was like the gym will be the aloe gym soon yes period i'm so excited version though workout equipment is going to be fierce yes yes unfortunately well i was going to say jeff what it was supposed to be a trainer but i don't know if that's in the cards i don't know i don't know why this is happening with him also on tiktok if you watch a playlist it will automatically keep going that's a good hack so if there's something a subject or somebody you want to watch me for tara's world that's your playlist just watching her they should do like if you go to their page like yeah just giving them to the next one like kind of like youtube like an automatic play or something your eyes look beautiful with eyeliner i forgot i had this on oh my god i forgot i had eyeliner you do like a tight line oh i was struggle city i've never done eye makeup before i very much another shane dawson mentioned i'm so sorry but i was very much doing like it was really shaky and i did it and i was like wait i'm actually getting so much better that is giving took a little black eyeshadow smudged it over the eye top i tried to do a cut crease a little cut crease yeah it's giving it's giving it is giving a little shame to i know have no fear your hero is here if he didn't have a black wig right no he did on one it was the it was the god lady gaga douchebag you remember we watch it but you're falling for a douchebag baby the lady yes the judas lady gaga oh is that what i don't know what's parodying but it's like lisa and he has he has the black hair with like a blue yeah he had different names for those characters i don't know he's like oh that's switch i was like okay so sorry i was like i thought that was just us emo but okay um no one really talked about canceled i was i was seated to look for those clips on um on tiktok but i haven't seen anyone give a review oh shane's canceled okay see jake shane canceled tana like what where are we at where are we doing yeah no one really gave any reviews early looks no i've seen clips on tiktok of shane taking canceled live the pilot episode i did not know it was just the pilot episode as well oh i guess it's just the pilot episode and then hopefully the hype gets it picked up to a series hopefully i don't know it's a hype there yeah maybe who picked it up as of right now like any news outlets as entertainment tonight there no i'm not saying it in a shady way i'm saying it for real because you always tell me when there's mainstream news not that i know of but maybe i missed it you know maybe i'm busy this weekend i was busy yeah i was out and about i just saw the one jimmy sent of him taking a fan's wig off but like i think because they asked or something yes i would assume it was um someone in shane drag it was a shane shane and jeffrey drag oh did you like it yeah he took photos i saw it on shane's instagram so tough one it was a hard post actually so he you know he loved it yeah all right so many questions but well pokemon go mcr our marathon yesterday we are girls on the go yeah very much out and about non-stop october is as i say all i say for every month but it's like everything is planned to the minute to the day nothing can detour it whatever is on the schedule is on the schedule so this is another crazy week because it is officially halloween week so it's it's a full stretch it's the home stretch it's the home stretch yeah so you're going to horn nights yeah i was supposed to go to horn nights after the marathon which yes it was the 10k but i'm going to keep saying marathon because everyone loves to correct us it's actually not the you didn't do a marathon you did 10k but it's the malibu marathon that's why like people are so dumb no offense if you were one of those people but you're so dumb because it's called the malibu moves marathon yeah yeah so there's a half marathon there's a 10k there's a 5k they don't call it malibu moves 10k they call it a marathon because they say it's a marathon it's a marathon it's a marathon it's a marathon and route so people love to correct even in the new york city marathon you can do a 10k so i could say i'm running the new york city marathon but i'm only doing the 10k gosh people okay anyways the 10k sure whatever i was supposed to go to horn nights that same night because i booked horn nights before i realized what day the marathon was that was my own poor planning but luckily darian called customer service because you're not allowed to really change your date and i was like please tell them i twist my ankle or something because i was so tired because we had to get in the marathon like i mean i woke up at four to get there at six so and i just did the pokemon concert the night before so i was so tired and i'm like there's no way oh yeah yeah i didn't i didn't i got like two hours of sleep so i'm like there's just no way there's just no way how are you feeling yesterday after the marathon i was kind of dead i couldn't nap because i'm a bad napper darian napped right away either the kids were all up and it was struggle city yeah we had a shower and stuff and like the when the babysitter's up i was just like oh i'm like oh no i was about to take a nap and he's like it's their time's up the kids are all up it was like because i was full fresh shower i was in those sheets i mean literally i was i think just uploading my troy bolton video i had like five minutes and i was like all the kids are up and they're leaving and i was like no it was fine honestly it was good because we hadn't seen them in the morning so it was like good to we were playing forts and stuff with them but man i was ready for that nap i was ready to yeah it was exhausting more tired than i thought really was just like my feet hurt my back hurt because um i did have moments of sprinting because i really wanted to be daring and i really sprinted like my life depended on you were the winner for sprinting you raced jimmy in one you raced darian in one beat me oh at the end he was the first one out of just trish to cross the finish oh he oh i thought you were no he was he's been training though he's been training he does he has a strava account he you know he takes it very serious all the girls have strava all the girls have strava yes that has to be your next darian was excited about the strava and you're like he has a strava and i was like i don't know what the talking about but okay and then lo and dad the nike female run the night before everyone's a runner it's a very in thing right now i know the girls are running laura lee was running connor franta sent me a dm said proud of you and i was like oh that's cool so then i went to go look and it literally just started popping up i guess runners on my feed connor franta just won uh ran this chicago marathon like a full marathon so i think it's a thing people nev shulman from uh catfish ran a marathon like it just kept popping up all these people running marathons i thought you meant the tri guy ned sure what's this ned oh my god i could actually oh my god if i saw that marathon oh my god i would be running the other way i'd be like yeah he would be no we don't want you trying the marathon um it was fun they had a they said there was a celebrity there yesterday david chokichi from baywatch he was oh that's where he was from yeah yeah so he was there um we got stuck i think we we finished i finished 380 of 383 yes that's serious because we were in last place for a long time yeah and i was like i think this is just our fate we lapped those two moms yes where we passed yes i guess and then i don't know who was the last person but we didn't even see him so but he was like 75 to moses like his thickness we won best content best photos because we made the most stops to take photos than anyone else we were like every time every time that there's a place where you're supposed to get water so you're supposed to run and grab the water and go they would stop trisha to take pictures that's the pepperdine girls love them but it was like four times like every stop yes that's why we were close to last we would have right right we would have had i think and then we find a couple of spots that was just a beautiful view and all the couples wanted pictures and one of the pictures of the group yeah yeah we did that i had a knee injury too i still have the knee injury from my high school music video um there was a lot the boobs once the boobs are out next year i'm going to be doing half marathons that's what i decided because i think i would be able to do a half marathon but yeah not with the chest i do need to train a little more my feet didn't hurt i wasn't tired but i was like weirdly like in shock we were all eating the breakfast burrito we got like free breakfast burritos with ours and we're i was standing because i was like oh we're gonna like leave soon so i was like standing then i had to sit down because i'm like i feel like i'm in shock my body did just start to kind of like shake a little like my stomach was shaking like Everything was shaking, and I was like, maybe I should sit down for a minute. I didn't feel it until we stopped. And then when we were in the car, and then when we got home, I was just like, I don't think I can stand up. Like, I just felt very, like, I couldn't move. My hips, like, everything. I was just, like, walking like a robot. It was very odd. So I did have to train a little more. But I felt alive. I didn't feel it during it. Like, when we were walking, talking, we're all, like, having a key. I was like, oh, I gotta keep going, actually. Like, I really felt that way. I didn't feel tired. And then, yeah, I felt tired. When we did the sprint across the finish line. The pictures haven't come through yet. I keep checking to see our official photos, but they haven't. Oh, that's really funny. Yeah, I really wanted to post them. We were performative running. Anytime we saw a photographer, we'd be like, okay, let's go, let's go. Smiles on, and run. Well, that was some running. That was some running. We started out running a little bit. I would love to run more in the next one. I would love to run. We did walk a lot of it, but what did you guys do? Did you guys do anything? Did you walk any of that 10K, that six miles? Six miles straight for two hours. It's all for charity, too. I mean, that's really the main thing. Yes. That's the main reason. We did it for charity, which was wonderful, and everyone kept giving us high fives. Like, you guys are charity walkers. Woo! So, we did it for charity, and it was a great time. We had so much fun, and we got to, it was like team building. It was Oscar and Darian, which is like, I love Darian. He's like literally the sweetest. I got to catch up with him, and his family, and how he's doing, and then Jimmy and Dallas. I got to catch up with them, our Grindr nominees. But they made a great point. Votes are split, because people would say, oh, I voted for you on my phone for Jimmy, and Dallas on my computer. And Dallas did tell us that he wanted to concede, so Jimmy would get the votes. Yeah, he's like, I want people to vote for Jimmy. I know. I still want to campaign for both, but, you know, Dallas did say he wanted that to happen. And he did say he was only streaming five times this year, so he thought that Jimmy had a little more commitment. Both of them would be great. I would say still vote for both, but I don't know. Maybe vote for Jimmy if that's Dallas's wish. I don't know. I don't know. I know. It's hard. It's tough. Also, you guys can vote for us. The Jazz Church. I forgot to say that at the beginning. We're also nominated. One of us has to get that Grindr award. I want to see the mask. I want to be the acceptance. One of us has to win it. Or all of us, honestly. But then, I guess if Dallas wins streamer, Jimmy is part of the Jazz Trish universe, so he would win it. Same with Jen. If Jen wins, Jen X Penn wins streamer, you know, at least Jimmy and an honorary member of Dallas, we all get to share that one as well for broadcast. Okay, that's true. That's true. Dallas, yeah, very much so, too. Yeah, you're right. Well, don't campaign for Jen. What? No, no. Jimmy. We're Dallas. We love you, Jen, but also, Jimmy, you're Dallas. Yes, everything is a win. When all of us wins, we all win. So, it was great. I got to talk to Dallas a lot more, which was really great. It was fun. It was so much fun. We just gabbed. I mean, Jimmy, I mean, he definitely gets the most talkative, though. He is such a good talker. He's very good at talking. That's why he's a good streamer, because he knows how to keep a conversation going. It's amazing. And it's like, never dull. I never get bored. I'm never like, it's great. Well, he'll be here on Thursday's episode for our final. Final Halloween episode. And he can campaign more for his streamer, Griner. We should give him like 30 seconds on the clock just for straight campaigning. Like, bullet points. Okay. Why he should win. Jimmy, prep it. Yeah. Prep it up. And prep it up. Period. Grinder. Prep Mr. Get it for free at Mr. dot com. We'd love to see. We'll be at the WeHo Pride next year on the Just Trish flow. Okay. Let us know. Grinder. Maybe in relation with Grinder, we could do Grinder by Just Trish if we are the streamer of the podcast. Yes, we will represent you next year. Oh, did you see that Grinder drama though? No. Oh, with Grant from A Twink and a Redhead? No. And the Crumble Cookie CEO. Was it manufactured drama or is it real drama? I think it was real drama. I thought it was a bit at first because obviously Grant from A Twink and a Redhead, they love bits. Like, they do a lot of bits. They do love bits. So sometimes it's hard to know like what's real tea and what's like a silly. But there were many articles about it. So I'm like, okay, it must be. It must be real. But Grant called out the Crumble Cookie CEO, Sawyer Hemsley, for allegedly getting him banned from Grinder's party. Okay. That makes sense because he did kind of out the Crumble Cookie guy. Yes. Grant is the one that kind of started the whole trend. And he, I mean, clocked the Crumble Cookie CEO's tea by saying that he was gay. I mean, granted, as Moses clocks, whenever it happened originally, he was following Trisha K. Paytas on Instagram. So. Just. Hot hex clues. Was he actually in the closet or was it just not known? I guess that's kind of the tea. Yeah. Maybe it was not known. But Grant posted on TikTok that he was, he claims that he was specifically asked to be taken off the list for the Grindr's Halloween Pleasure Ball because Sawyer Hemsley was invited. Sawyer Hemsley, who, in my opinion, does nothing for this community. That's Grant's quote. Grindr, I have worked with this brand since 2022. I mentioned y'all all the time. You have been in our music video. I have literally been in your music video. I have literally been to every single Pleasure Ball for two years. I'm like very much a part of the Grindr community. But Sawyer, the Crumble Cookie CEO, did say that that wasn't true. He said, hey, Grant, we've never met, but someone sent me your post and I wanted to reach out directly. Neither I nor anyone on my team ever asked Grindr to remove you from any guest list and I've never discussed you or this event with anyone there. So I'm honestly not sure where this came from. And he did add about being outed by Grant. I'll admit the TikTok situation was hard for me at the time, but I've moved forward and hold no ill will. I hope this gets sorted out and wish you all the best. Oh, okay. Why did he think that he didn't? I think he heard, someone must have told him, someone must have told Grant that it was because of Sawyer that he's not invited to Grindr's Pleasure Ball. So it's a little, he said she's. I think it's who is the source. Because if you were to tell me like, you know, oh, you're not invited because Shane Dawson doesn't want you there. It's like, well, how do you know? You know, if you're telling me like, CA is not going to invite you because Shane Dawson, whatever. It's like, okay, well, how do you know? How did you know that information? So it's like, who would know Sawyer and Grindr that well to tell him that information? I know, T. I mean, I always believe Grant. I mean, obviously, I'm biased. I'm team Grant because, love him. And work together. Love him. He's always so great, so supportive. And Crumble. Kind of fell off. Kind of fell off. I'm never interested in Crumble cookies. Also, yeah, he's not doing, I don't know, but I don't know. It's hard to believe, but then I'm like, I don't know. It's not that I don't believe Grant, I don't believe Grant's source. Unless you tell us who the source is. Because no shade, I also feel like Grant, more influential. Than Crumble cookie CEO. A thousand percent. Twink and a redhead is way more influential than Crumble. Yeah, because Crumble's closing a lot of their stores. No shade, it's just factual. Factually closing their stores. And he's the former CEO, too, right? He's not even the CEO anymore. Oh, yes, he stepped down. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So now he's just like being hot and gay. Yeah. And no power. Right against, right, the Crumble CEO. So, I don't know. But why did Grindr, why was he not invited? Who knows? And I don't think he got nominated for a Grindr award either. Has he been? I think they usually get nominated for something. So, he knew someone at Grindr. And now it seems like maybe that person's position has changed. Me, just like conspiracy theorizing. But maybe, like, he dated someone who worked at Grindr. And now they're getting their lick back. Me, just making shit up. Well, I know. I feel like one of us is dating someone at Grindr. Because, like, how did we get all these nominations? Or Jimmy or Dallas. Yeah. I was like, wait, how do we know? Because, like, that is crazy. Both of them. And then us. Either way, we'll take it. Whoever's working at Grindr now with those nominations, thank you. Because none of us have been nominated before. And now we all are. And it's wonderful. CEO Crumble Cookie, unban him. Unban him. Just do the right thing. And make those cookies better. I don't know. Yes. Well, he pointed out, too, like, there's never a Crumble Pride cookie. But you want to, like, be at the Grindr event. So, I was like, oh, that's kind of cute. There is never a gay Crumble cookie. A gay Crumble cookie. They're all kind of gay, huh? All the cookies. With the little sharks in them and stuff. I mean, they're all a little bit gay. They are camp. But we want to see. They could be gayer. Let's say that. It could be all the way gay. You can't put a flaccid. You can make it a rainbow. Well, I don't know how gay you want it. Oh, a rainbow. Okay, yeah. I was not thinking. I thought you wanted, like, a rainbow. Oh, my God. Like, what? If you open a box and each cookie is a different color, you know, it's like a rainbow, a rainbow on a cookie. Something. Well, they missed the mark, I guess, without the pride of it all. Well, Grant always, always, always in the mix. He always has something going on. Where is the Grindr party? Where is it even happening? Yeah, I would assume New York. That seems like a very likely place for it to be. It seems easier to meet up there 500 feet. Can I have a little lemonade? Oh, how teenage of us to be sharing a Wetzel pretzel lemonade. Just one cup. Just one. We'll share it. Oh, yes. Love it. Keep it for a minute. Oh, why is that so sour and sweet? Woo! Is that sugar? Yeah. It's crazy to, like, taste sugar. Yeah, I mean, those drinks are. Oh! Thank you so much to Zenni for sponsoring today's episode of Just Trash. Getting glasses is always on my to-do list. I'm always putting it at the bottom of the list. 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But on Khloe in Wonderland, on Khloe's podcast, she went into it more and said that he started publicly hinting that they were together or that they were seeing each other. And then that's when she started getting uncomfortable. Oh. She said that he was putting on his stories. I'm going to LA to see a special girl and he was alluding to come see me. He was posting screenshots of conversations with his family about getting me an air mattress so I could sleep over for the night. He just kept, he insinuated like he kept saying like a special girl. I think in the text they said it. Oh okay well in that case okay let's let's verify before I say what I have to say. Oh yes yes yes so in the group text that he posted someone in his group text said get the air mattress for Khloe. Okay yeah that's a little weird. You're a little weird. Why did you do that? That's weird. And post it. Also just in the group chat's weird like why are you trolling your family like it's. If he had pictures somewhere like pictures that they were. Like she was photoshopped into or something. Yeah so there's a lot of weird elements that I didn't know about. No okay. But also you should have included that in keeping up with the Kardashians. Like you if you're going to make fun of him like you should have like shown why he was being he was DTM. Right right then we had more sympathy otherwise it's like oh my god this poor teacher. Yes that part. And now it's like teacher you're a freak. Like why did you do that? I do love that they would get an air mattress for her though. They're like. For Khloe. Yeah get a Brooklyn bedding. Get a roll of bed. Get something. Like that is kind of crazy but. Oh well that is weird. I do hate that too when someone tries to like insert themselves into this like narrative and you're just like okay I was just being nice we don't need to be. Yeah I was just doing the TikTok trend you know. Exactly yes. You were viral I was just being nice. Yeah I was doing a comment. Okay well apologies. To Khloe. To Khloe. Yeah should have known. Should have known. I love that she has her podcast still because I remember when she started it I was like she's not gonna keep keep this up but. Yeah I thought she just got signed a lot of money to do it because I think originally it was just like a Twitter promotional thing. Oh yeah. Like it was full episodes were just a Twitter and I was like oh she's gonna do like five episodes because Elon paid her a lot of money or something. But she just loves to do it. She's a podcaster. She's like I gotta talk more. Honestly of all the people I do want to hear her talk. Yeah. The most. I did find out yesterday from Oscar that Caitlyn Jenner. Caitlyn Jenner took like ran over someone at PCH and they died. How come no one talked about that and how come she didn't go to prison? Like. I remember when it happened. I don't remember this at all. Like you said something about Caitlyn because I was like the most dangerous freeway and then you're like Caitlyn Jenner and I was like okay. The chef from Nova would just hop in. Yeah. When we're like walking along PCH I was like I don't know if I love just that we're walking along here. The marathon course is literally like right along it like there's a lane is closed for us to run in the street but cars are still zooming back and forth and I was like oh my god I hope Caitlyn Jenner doesn't drive through here because in like 2015 or 2016 she was nearly charged for vehicular manslaughter because she did kill someone in a car crash. Why nearly though? She. The DA never pressed charges uh officially. Why they did that? Everyone can come to their own conclusion. Right. Dallas said he was gonna turn himself in. He said if that ever happened to me I would turn myself in because I'd feel so much guilt and I think so. I think you have to have like a little repercussions like you can't. You kill someone because you're driving recklessly. Yeah like I mean like she's like rich so she could go in a nice prison but like serve a little time like show a little bit more. That's kind of kind of insane. Yeah. Because it's also easy to not drive. Yeah. I mean like you really could just I I just I really value myself as a good driver. I really am like here you know what I mean? It's like it's pretty easy to just but especially PCH you just really gotta watch out and people are just not watch out and we were just we were there we were in the midst but. Yeah and Sunday it's when all the exotic cars meet up in Malibu so we walk in we just see all those exotic cars like going by and they're probably not expecting to see marathoners out there because even when we went to like go afterwards we got oh got a shake at Kip. I got a shake. I was just in it I was like you don't want an ice cream shake after that marathon that was so good. No because I wanted the other one. Oh you got the frozen coffee at Chit Chat. Because you got it for me once and it was so good. That's crazy. So I was just like I know I want that because it's kind of the same it just. No a frozen coffee is different mine was like an Oreo cookies and cream milkshake it was so delicious. In fact the one girl was like oh my god I love your videos with Tara Yemi. I was like that's so funny. I've only done like one. So specific. Yeah. She was she was Armenian. Yeah yeah. Tara's Persian. I was like oh are you Persian? She was no we're Armenian but same thing. Which I know it's not the same thing but that's what the girl told me and then she said that they live right next to Vardhan's kebab place. Oh. Because the other one's like I loved you and David Dobrik's vlogs which was the first time I actually heard David Dobrik and I was like oh that's very random. But then they're like we're in Glendale we live next to Vardhan's kebabs and I was like or Jonah's kebab I don't know who's at his book. I think it's closed regardless so. It's closed? Yeah. Well they didn't seem to know that they seem to be like oh we're right next to it. It's recently closed I think like last month. Oh no. That's kind of sad. Yeah it's just expensive to have a restaurant unfortunately. Yeah yeah especially but I guess they kind of did it ran cheaply right because they the family was running it and stuff. Yeah even so I guess the the meat profit. Yeah yeah all of it. That's kind of sad. Rent's expensive for restaurants. They were always really nice. The Antonian family was really nice. I really liked them. I don't know Jonah that well but like the sister was nice. It was it was sad when it closed like you saw that the dad was crying like because there was kind of like his dream and yeah it was sad. Oh no. I'm kind of shocked but I guess yeah I don't know. Well that's sad. Anyways. I think they said they might do a food truck or something though. Love that. Food trucks are so cool. They're so and we always talk about food trucks. I do love a good hibachi burrito you know. They have that at the Knights of the Jack. Have you ever been? No. You haven't been to the Jack? No no no. I've been to it at Christmas time. It's this big ranch right? The Gillette Ranch. Yes and then they do seasonal events there with a lot of lights and stuff. Yes and they have a lot of food trucks. Yes. Oh my god okay so food trucks are pretty fast. We got a pizza in five minutes. I got my nachos in 10 minutes. My dad was in line for the Wetzel pretzel truck. I mean the whole time we were sitting there 45 minutes and then it took like another 20 minutes to get the pretzels out of this Wetzel's pretzels. It took us an hour. We were sitting there for an hour. The kids were restless. Moses is annoyed. He's like we need to go. I'm like okay wait for these pretzels. We could have just gone to the mall and got the pretzels earlier and then it was took so long. Those food trucks too much. They have a lot of food trucks there too which is pretty fun. Then you go walk a mile. You go walk a little mile and walk it off and it's pretty cute. That lights. Yeah the Kardashians went too. I think they they kind of went viral a couple weeks ago because they made a special pumpkin for Kylie Jenner and Timothee Chalamet and then they spelled Kylie's name wrong right? Oh did they have the pumpkin? Yeah there was a whole like lovers area so it was Kim and Louis and then it was Kylie and Timothee and I think Taylor and Travis. Oh that's fun. Maybe next year you guys can get a pumpkin. Would love. Consider us Night of the Jack and Becca Zamolo. Do you know who that is? That sounds familiar. She used to be friends with Colleen. Yeah she used to be friends with Colleen. I met her when she was friends with Joshua DTV and then they became really famous on their own. They're like a really popular like children's like they don't do children. They don't have their children in it so much but they do children's content like the ones like Swamp Monster you know like those kind and they would get like and they're friends with Darmod. They would get like hundreds of millions. I like heard they bought like a private jet. That's what I heard. Not from them but I heard allegedly that they bought a private jet. Like they're like from it and I was like ran into them and I haven't seen them in like literally like 20 years. I was like and she came up to me which I was really excited. I saw them and I was like oh I better not like say anything because they probably came up to me. She was really nice. Her and her husband and her their two kids and you just never know who you'll run into in Calabasas. That's for sure either Rylan Adams or yeah. Oh my god. You ran into Tara also in Calabasas. Yeah. If you want to meet celebs you guys go over to Calabasas. You'll see somebody. The Calabasas Confidential. You'll so funny is um speaking of Calabasas and Kardashians but like I Darian started watching like old Kardashian clips on TikTok and there was like a clip of when they used to work at their store in Calabasas and Darian was so confused. He's like so they actually like worked at this store and I was like yes because yeah in high school it was right next to the sandwich place and we would go to the sandwich place. I think it's called Blue Table and then every time we went to Blue Table we'd walk by Dash and we'd see like who's working and it was mostly Khloe. i want to say really hardworking queen because she was yeah she was always like i fold in some shirts you know so so okay so what year are you in high school it's 2006 um 2010 that's when i graduated and their show was when i think it started probably 2005 okay so the show was already on so that's how you knew that and then would you ever go in i don't know 2007 is when it started um i went in like once or twice i would chris jenner had a baby boutique also she was there a lot too that one was across the street next to the ice cream or bakery place where she has yeah she had babies no she had babies no just a passion for baby accessories i guess okay that's so random is the stores the stores aren't there they're not there anymore no they obviously moved on to other business endeavors but i remember the show they tried to make it look like they were always there especially courtney and chloe they were always just like oh they're working at the store nine to five i don't know if that was really but they were working without like cameras or anything which i thought was interesting like they really would go in and i guess to feel like i don't know but i'm sure when you like grew up rich and privileged like i want to feel like i'm working even though it's your own store that you own so i guess they weren't suit were they that rich before kardashian because like they had a townhouse before like yeah to me that's rich i feel like a townhouse is rich but i mean i feel like that's like no it's still like upper middle yeah it's not like rich where you can do nothing he was like a lawyer for oj that's a high true but he died a while he was he's been gone a while caitlyn jenner was making money back then i don't know from the olympics no idea the weedies the weedies box that's a good question i don't know yeah you would think the lawyer when you go on chloe's podcast you can ask how rich i want to interview her i would love to go on chloe's that was one and like they're on hiatus they'll get back to us and i have still waiting that's still tbd but i would like to i would love to go on chloe's i would just be so and on forever i'd be a bias for her i'd be like chloe can do no wrong she's the wrong most of the time like she's usually in the right i was yeah the jordan yes yes when it comes to men decisions a little finicky but overall i feel like she's usually the voice of reason all things considered but we all have flaws in this world you know so what can i say i'll have flaws yeah i guess that's maybe why i like her too is like not perfect she keeps it moving yeah okay guys i am super excited because hulu has a new original series called the mob the trailer has just released i am so excited to react to it from the producers of the traitors so i am so down i'm going into this completely blind i have not seen any of the cast i have not heard anything about this so i am so excited to react in this family when we need to make our problems go away not harry jowsey no already he's good tv let the game speak in oh i like this fashion there's a group of celebrities on their way to compete in a brand new bruno from dancing with the stars where loyalty and trust you always need a good post this is real mob life this is not for the week romeo i haven't seen him in forever too wait i love it i love the fashion in this series of jobs and choose a don who will have control over who gets paid if it's between us and who gets taken out whacked being a don is yes more red wives oh my gosh the girls are fierce i'm here to win this thing oh i'm here manipulate gas fly not for harry though oh he's great navigate the mormon wives period god bless everyone else on the show because i came well prepared they got messy i love it i love the messy reality tv forever she's fierce position of don no tea no tea go because family members can pledge loyalty to a new don i'm not a psycho people coming off team she's so good at lying i'm just playing the game oh it says harry rousey i'm gonna be honest with our family this is nothing personal so i know kids a lot bye-bye this is war i'm ready to strike wow me versus harry and this type of business i trusted her i mean the cash would definitely motivate me the kissing of the ring this is camp drama you do what you gotta do you do oh acting now if you'll excuse me it's time for mama's bubble bath arrivederci baby oh my god i'm scared i'm scared oh my gosh i'd be terrified to be on with that cast although parker prosy it's very much oh god i'm seated for it oh my gosh messy reality tv stars they got the messiest of the bestiest and i love to see it wow okay so obviously if i was on this show i'd be like oh my god i'm so scared i'd be like oh my god i'm so scared i'd be like oh my god i'm so scared i'd be like oh my god i'm so scared i'd be like oh my god i'm so scared i'd be like hmm who would i not trust with the money uh probably harry jousey we said it together yes sleeping with the fishes yes i'm like you absolutely not although he does seem ruthless and i feel like in the mob you always need one to kind of be the the sacrificial like lamb if you will so he would be one to keep around for a little bit an alliance builder an alliance builder definitely a mormon wife yeah i feel like she can be like though is so cutthroat did always give me the inside tea he knew about my own personal relationships before i did and he'd be like hey hey girl this yeah that's true well it's cutthroat messy but also a key and funny yes yes he caught everyone's tea early on for better or worse he kind of knew okay if i was the don i would definitely be ruling with loyalty i think loyalty like goes such a long way so i'm a very loyal person so if i'm the don i'm definitely gonna keep you i'm not gonna like backstab you because as far as i know like loyalty is a big thing and like the whole mob i love the and the way it's like shot i think it's like so beautiful i definitely also would love to be like aligning with chelsea from selling sunset i think she's also just fierce you know i see a pretty girl i'm just like oh wow um although the actors too like debbie i would be like you can act okay let's like let's team up together at the end of the day i would love to be loyalty until the end even if i end up like i don't know swimming with the fishes i still feel like i would have done my part and how would i end a betrayal oh someone betrayed me on the mob oh i'd either cry or i would have a one of my classic trisha meltdowns which is probably why i'm good that i'm not on it i'm just visualizing and watching it from afar um but you know too some dubious man in there or something would would annoy me but i think parker posey's gonna hold it down as the host i think she's like the perfect camp key all of it um it looks great it looks like it's gonna be messy it's drama it's camp i'm here for it you know i love a little acting a little pizzazz all these reality shows can be so boring these days it's just like let's get some costumes let's get some fun and that's you guys check out the mobs gonna be airing on hulu and hulu on disney plus on october 26th be seated because you know we're gonna be discussing the first episode here um have you seen all the drama in this new love triangle between tom brady and again with these victoria secret angels um with he's now dating candace swanepoel she's an original one yeah she's one of the ogs okay so more age appropriate than alex earl yes yeah um candace is 38 tom brady is 49 um but there was some drama because dumois posted that tom brady before he was dating candace was dating another model um jones smalls and secret too yes also victoria's secret and also of course not lost on all of us that his ex-wife is giselle bunsen another victoria secret maybe he's an investor in a victoria secret or something how the hell he like no shade like right now as a 50 year old i think right i'm nearly 50 year old man like he's that hot no you haven't played on a team in so long okay of course like football people will be like he's a legend but like i don't remember i like no one remembers him no one cares i understand he won super bowls and stuff but like okay a lot of people yeah yeah give us more and he seems just like a little odd like whenever i see interviews of him and stuff i'm like okay like he was obsessed with like cloning his dog so he invested in this dna company so he can clone his dog and i was like watching him talk about i'm like this is like a little he is a little what exactly is he bringing to the table that all these girls are clamoring i don't know i guess is he very rich well i guess so i guess that's where you go yeah and i guess he's like tall but i mean there's got to be i guess when you think like rich rich men they're usually like not attractive so i suppose he's like for a rich guy but still old i mean you guys when you're a model yeah you can date but who are you gonna date i guess adam levine is like what they're you know i guess i guess in comparison um but candace and jimmy are like the most attractive women in the were like best friends so this caused some drama because after dumois posted it basically insinuating that candace swooped in and started dating tom when he was already seeing joan and joan kind of confirmed it because she allegedly commented on this dumois post i'm not friends with backstabbers and then she also said uh she referenced the bravo show summer house and that's one with sierra who she was dating someone who was like i don't know i don't know i don't know someone then her best friend on the show went and started dating her ex yes yes so it kind of confirms that uh candace wanna pull stole tom brady from like have a man girl like if you can take him have him that's how i feel i mean it's the story easier said than done i know but it's just like if you're that easily swayed between one victoria's eager blonde so i'd take him honestly tom brady is not the catch y'all like he is not the catch like i don't know why everyone is like whatever and honestly a man that's gonna flip flop like that i don't want him anyways you know what I mean, like just let 'em, let 'em. mm-hmm and his whole dating history is like a little sus with like the alex earl of it all too i'm like okay he has been linked with obviously now candace and joan smalls but previously kim kardashian alex earl and arena shake so that's a lot because he didn't get divorced that long ago either yeah and now she have like he has like kids with yes he has like three kids yeah it's like so that's kind of the guy because if this if giselle boonchin of the dating history of tom like if it was flip i think giselle is either engaged or has been dating someone for a really long time um like a martial arts instructor or something so she's kind of low-key that's so specific but with her with tom brady dating like literally like six victoria's secret models that all like look the same like younger and younger it's like that was the other if she dated six super bowl winning athletes yo you're right people would never hear the end of it yeah getting passed around wow yeah isn't that crazy the double standard i know but then everyone thinks it's like so hot when a guy does it's like no like just take care of your kids like date one person like what are you doing did someone age appropriate oh i don't like it i would like to date someone age appropriate i would like to date someone age appropriate i always thought he was like 69 the way he's been around for a long time i just thought he was like way older 49 seems yeah yeah he's a little chopped to me and also like super conservative and stuff too so none of that is like lost on me yeah and i also look like chris jenner a little bit too that's when i first before i gave it a little shake and then when i just went but when it was just the go before the shake and go it was chris jenner boots because it was flat and i was like this is christian i like the eyeliner it's giving the hair you should do that sound or it's like um do you think your smoky eye is a little too dark i'm trying something new kim is that okay with you okay that's also what it's giving it's kind of giving that yeah i like it i was a little startled at first i like this whole outfit it's also giving adam lambert you could give so many different people oh my god for it uh we have one more shitty man category category for us to go over um have you seen anything from the new love is blind yes okay have you watched you know usually do watch it we haven't a while i've just seen the guy with the crazy looking face yes me too that's all i've seen of it so far they call him kennedy i guess yes he is pretty diabolical so he is okay i thought everyone like what i saw is everyone was on his side it flipped it really flipped with a fierceness so um jack's gueli she was on the show and in the pods she got engaged to stew stewart what a name stew stewart and it's not real so they were in the pods they ended up committing to each other and the engagement happened and but during the face reveal it got really awkward because he was kind of like hyping up the way he looked in the pods and he was comparing himself to like looking like a kennedy and stuff and which is like let's stop hyping ourselves up in the pods everybody you all are chopped and look nothing like the people you're referencing like that's what's crazy and the whole point is do not exactly or or even imagine what the other person looks i would probably reference myself to someone just like even worse than like what i look like so that way they would really because it's like you don't want to reference yourself to someone hotter you want to give someone like you kind of could look like but like less i don't know people yeah also yeah just don't say anything just don't reference at all yeah and he just is like he was really cocky so he was really cocky he thinks he's obviously like super attractive and he kind of had like a checklist of like what he wanted in a girl as well and obviously kind of picked himself up so when the face reveal happened it got super awkward you could tell like she was not into it but stew stewart was feeling it and he was like grinning he was teasing yeah and they all call me kennedy she's like jackie kennedy which is crazy i was like damn do his face do his face yes and then um after that happened like after they meet each other they filmed that or she just ghosted like she fled she fled the show she did not want to go to mexico with him she was not returning producers calls the producers had to break it to him that she is not interested in being with him anymore well they even say that they're like she's leaving the show immediately because then he's like okay so are we engaged still or no and they're like well she's done with the show so like you have to figure that out is what they told him because i was like and he was being serious i thought he was kind of joking at first too and i was like he's like well you'll have to figure that out because she's she's left i guess he's asking you know does she have some emergencies she's sick they had to leave the show immediately i would just be like oh okay i guess i guess yeah i guess he wouldn't especially because she did accept the proposal why did she do that she's just like i feel her because you know that's me i like freeze and like people please him and there's cameras too i'm like yeah and then just ghosting that's so me i don't know how to handle stuff like that i would run away it's crazy it's one thing to accept two plumbers coming to your house another thing to accept a proposal out of so someone proposed to you now and it's not darian you're just gonna say yes because you're gonna freeze i think if i if i was in this predicament and love is blind like in the pods thinking one thing the face reveal happens because i've been there when i was like talking to someone on grinder and you think that they look one way you get there they look completely different and then that's right their apartment is crazy the vibe is deranged but i'm like i'm here i don't know how to get out of the situation let me get it over with as fast as possible so i like freeze people please whatever it does to it takes to get out of here and then once i'm out i'm like blocked never gonna be on this up again yeah i can't be like that i i'm getting better with like i'm really bad at saying no i just ghost usually i don't even accept or anything i'll just be like let me get back to you and then never get back but yeah she said that she went completely into flight mode she said i gotta get out of here this is not right um and but she did say it wasn't specifically about his physical appearance it was kind of just everything at the time and she said she did wish she handled it better i guess they do end up linking back up to me discuss yeah did you see anything about that because i have not i knew they did but i think they are they start seeing each other again from everything i've seen okay so they were still engaged a valid question i guess he had and he is super cocky though he does seem like a d-bag now on twitter i keep seeing people like they'll photoshop or face in his face or whatever to have like facial hair and be like she's just not seeing the potential they are the equal rank like they're both sixes like and they are perfectly adequate couple and she like they're turning it so misogynistic for her to be like not into him they're like she's not above him like she's not seeing the potential if you just give him like a mustache or a beard like he can easily be a seven or eight people say that and there's also guys saying it too so i'm like okay you guys sound really gay right now but okay because he's really odd he has a weird smile he's like no he's creepy he definitely has creepy looking yeah no his proportions are horrible yeah i mean he definitely is getting scary but and he's like very cocky too about like how wealthy he is like he in the pods or with even with other guys would talk about how much money he had growing going to private school playing polo someone did investigate his job he is an engineering job and like um i guess he makes an estimated like 200 000 a year um and because he works for he's an engineer for shark ninja that's not very wealthy it's not like billionaire status or like air to like oil or something 200 000 a year yeah i don't know i want people to brag about their riches in my opinion is they're not that rich not to go back into book promotion mode but my first person i considered a boyfriend here in l.a would always tell me he was rich he's like daddy's got so much money daddy's so rich he drove like a porsche i was like 10 years old but yeah i was always having to overdraw my bank account to get a bucket of kfc chicken for him he's like can you go pick up some kfc chicken and be 40 bucks and i didn't have 40 bucks so my account would always overdraw 35 then he'd be like can you pick up some mashed potatoes and chicken and cook some tonight at the grocery store and i'd have to pay another 40 bucks so i keep overdrafting and i was like where's all this money that daddy says he has like i'm not seeing it and he would always break everyone like i've got a porsche i've got a range rover i got a beach front where's that money where is it because i was paying for every fast food meal that we ever ate and i was overdrafting and i was going to the strip club at night and then he was like oh could you put gas in daddy's car and you're just like where the hell is your money do you know what i mean like it was one of those things so i side eye this guy this guy gives me that same ominous vibe like that where i'm like if you have to talk about money how rich your family is if your name is stew stewart if your name is stew stewart it's not stew getty okay it's like we uh we don't know you're not the gillette ranch owner i'm knight of the jack like stew stewart who are you that's a fake name someone should do some background check on him because that's not even real is probably the most dubious dating show as well too yes so we also mind you last time a woman i'm sorry i'm on this like patri i inside patriarchy kick but the last time a woman hyped up her appearance with megan fox they would not let that woman live you know what i mean on a spike you're hyping up her own appearance but this guy's like yeah actually he's not that bad like he's pretty hot like no he's creepy and that girl did look like me and fox and she still looks like fox now she's even like cuter now than she was on the show so it is misogynistic i think guys i think love is wine is guy demographic it does feel like a lot of guys on twitter at least are watching it because i do see a lot of guys and i'm like because like girls i don't know if we're like i was watching it i kind of got over it are gays watching it no there's not really gays but guess what gays i have a dating show coming don't date alone coming soon but um yeah it's like who's watching the show you're not anymore are you no i kind of fell off like sometimes you would actually hype it up to me and then okay let me give it a go and it's like it is i would watch it like doing other things like either cleaning or working out or something i would just have it on but the guys just get worse and worse and worse and worse losers like losers and the girls all have something to offer the guys they're always the same like you said they're always like braggadocious they say they have money they say they're hot and none of that is true it's and then they criticize the women i think the first seasons. People didn't really understand yet the structure of the show. So they really went there to find somebody to get engaged to. And they really were careful about choosing that person and interviewing people. And then slowly people understood, I just need to get selected. If I met with somebody, I make it to the rest of the show. I get to be famous. I get to, you know, get all that part. So then it became a race to like, I just need somebody to choose me and somebody to, you know, on both sides. So it became, and then we saw it, we just felt it. It wasn't genuine anymore. The conversations people had and choosing and meeting. And then suddenly there was just like one after one, like getting engaged like so quickly. And people were so devastated, not because the person didn't like them, but because they didn't get engaged. They're like, oh no, I'm not going to be on the show. So I think now people are just walking in, knowing exactly the target of getting engaged as fast as possible, no matter what. And then you end up getting engaged. Yeah. And then you end up getting engaged as fast as possible, no matter what. i'm kind of over these these kind of shows like get some more interesting people but honestly they probably can't either because again if this guy was such a good catch if he was a kennedy jk jr wouldn't be on the show if he was still alive you know what i'm saying like he's not gonna be in love is blind so also think about that girls are going on the show and the problem is is i do think the girls are genuine like i would love to go on that show i think like i do think they are genuine and like they could find both like love and like a career um they just met with such losers that are like i need to do pilates five times a week it's like oh my god i forgot about that guy oh my god yes you're right but there's always a guy like that every season and they always want to know how much they work out and if they like the gym and it's just like what oh my god that reminds me every time i'm at the gym now i always think of i know it's like three weeks old at this point but the shane gillis snl monologue about women's workout clothes oh my god i'm like pissed every time i go in there because i look around and like all like there's so many good gym jokes to make because like all these guys are on some kind of like peptide steroids something grunting doing the most but like not lifting a lot of weight just like so overbearing wearing crazy ass outfits the crazy like bright colored this and that mismatching shoes and everything i'm like there are jokes to be had here like the guys here are actually deranged like there's crazy over the guys at the gym like it's like i get like why was he targeting like women dressed like that at the gym. I think he just hates women and also probably I think he his ex-fiance who was like a lot younger also was posting about how terrible he was too so I think he's just like he's and then I followed her and I always forget people can see if I follow them because then she's like Trisha Paytas just followed me and I was like but I was following you girl because I hate your ex and I was trying to see all the stuff that you were dragging him through the mud like in the captions she was like dragging him so I was like but you are beautiful you are great way better than he could do it was just so funny because I don't I just forget because I don't ever see when people are following me. So I just, I think I can just follow people. But I kind of love, I kind of thought that was a key that she was like, oh, she was excited about me following her. I was like, girl, why were you dating Shane Gillis? But you're out, you're out, you're free. So that's good. I saw, talking about horrible men, Chris D'Elia defending Shane Gillis. Again, some men need to not enter the chat. And that was one of this. He's like, you guys, everyone's saying like, women are whores. Where's the joke? Where's the joke? That's not the joke. Like the way he talks is so, he's like, the joke is. And then he was trying to say a joke after, which was, like, not even funny. I was just like, didn't you just, like, sleep with a bunch of your fans? Like, didn't you, like, while you were, like, married and having a kid? Like, just why are you chiming in on this? Like, he is an awful person. He's misogynistic. Don't try to be like, you guys aren't getting the joke. We got the joke after. Still not funny. The setup wasn't funny. Like, nothing's funny. You haven't been funny in forever. Like, I just hate, hate when awful men also jump in. Also, if you, if Chris D'Elia is ever defending me, it's a wrap. Like, let me just walk off. Because it's over. Never defend me. When the worst person alive has to defend you, mama, you're on the losing side. Chris Lee goes to my gym, too. And Chris Lee's been around. I've seen him around. And he has no eye contact. I'm like, granted, I also don't do eye contact. I'm also like, let me not look. Because I just. with their hands i don't know how a paw works oh my god and then what the parents are just stopping them they're like grabbing it yeah yeah they start fighting the coyote genuinely um wait our coyotes always like run away from us like the ones around usually they do i guess if they do get really hungry like you know we they were here first so i see why on earth and in the vicinity like obviously before homes get developed you know it is wildlife so you guys aren't even in the mountains like that we are in like the hills coyotes are everywhere yeah they're in korea town we would see that not on that lake not on the island oh it's an island well there's no coyotes you're saying they're everywhere they're not there most of the america is not an island we never had coyotes in hollywood we never had them definitely in hollywood by the grove there's definitely yeah where are they coming from i never saw the hills i always would walk to like whole foods and get my green juice in the morning yeah but it changes all the time like there's more and more and more they come into the city more and more yeah as they lose resources and food they have to start you know getting into busier areas to find food like dogs and stuff are they a dying breed they're not at all they're very successful yeah they're not like endangered or anything but you know maybe they should be they're taking babies and dogs right you have to sacrifice yeah and tweeks and your boyfriend the fact that i was following him i'd be scared too maybe that was a child or something which is not that small i will say like oscar describes darian as if he's like two feet tall like he is like my height like he's kind of like a normal height when i say i'm kind of like you want to say tiny i mean like he's just like he is shorter but also just like just like normal yeah yeah bulky he's muscular but like tiny waist it's like yeah the waist is tiny but you guys have very similar strong nice legs they were very athletic and strong they actually looked very similar like i couldn't tell the difference so i took pictures of both of your legs i was like why you guys look the same and i just realized too on the walk i was there was one point where i was behind and i saw all four of you and i was just like damn y'all are just like really beefy what's a beefy gay what's that call like there's a twink a twonk like what is a beefy gym going with nice legs it depends there's like a cub if you're beefier than otter if you're a little bit slimmer okay yeah and then there's like twonk if you're a twink but also muscular okay yeah muscle gay is the general you're the muscle gays that's the general thing yeah and then there's like a twonk if you're a twonk but also looks what you guys wear. I know I was asking at Hot Topic today, I'm like, oh, what size do you? And he said XL. I was like, okay, pajamas, he's like, or pants are like small. I was like, small? You're so tiny. Well, they're stretchy. Dang. Maybe I could have been in a medium then. Moses was trying to find pants for me and he's like, they only have medium. I'm like, I need at least a large, but maybe, maybe I would be a medium or manifesting a medium anyways, but I can't wait to see what we got. Can't wait to get to that. Thank you so much to Hulu's new original series, The Mob, for sponsoring today's episode of Jess Trish. 12 celebrities, one Don, and cold, hard cash. From the producers of The Traitors comes The Mob, a new Hulu original series now streaming on Hulu and Hulu on Disney+. In this unique reality competition show hosted by the iconic Parker Posey, 12 celebrity contestants are about to become members of a powerful family. 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Ethan and Hila, we just, it was just something we set five years ago, obviously. I went through a really dark time in 2021, a really awful psychosis that was it was definitely the most like, altering thing for my brain to go through. It was really, really difficult, and I think from that time, I was like, I cannot engage anymore and talk about them anymore, and it was just really hard and it was hard for both me and Moses, obviously, so we kind of made that decision together like, for my own mental health and stuff and, you know, I pleaded at the time if we could just call a truce and to never talk about each other anymore, especially because we were family and there was other family involved that's like, not online and just like, make it easier for everyone. Obviously, I was not met with any grace or compassion when I was just like, I sent private texts and I was just like please, please, like, I am like, spiraling I'm mentally unwell, like, can we just end this? And I was met with like zero grace or compassion from either of them, and they said, we'll never stop, you don't get to tell us what to do, and ever since then I realized, like, it will never stop and oh my gosh, it's like, really hard um and I again, I stopped not out of fear of them, although it's been living in fear for the past, like, five years just always worried about them talking about us at any given time, and because we made that decision to set the boundary to not talk about them, we could never defend ourselves there was just no point, there was just no point it was, from the end of Frenemies it was just lies, and nobody wanted to hear from me, nobody wanted to believe me um, I've been just ridiculed for the past five years about everything from my child molestation to being accused of lying about fertility, just, it was just, it was never ending, um so, obviously all the stuff that happened over the past weekend um, was just a a lot of emotions, and I'm gonna let Moses do, like, most of the talking, obviously I have, like a lot to say, but I, I've been doing, I talk about Frenemies in my memoir, this book has been two years in the making, so I did not know, obviously, any of this happened, we didn't know any of this and literally until everyone else found out, like some people had to tell us, um, and I mentioned, it's mostly it's always between me and Ethan, there's a few mentions of Hila in the book, but all the interviews I've done that will be coming out in the next couple weeks were done prior, where I talk about um, just Ethan for the first time, cause again, it really was between me and Ethan, I've literally probably met Hila literally a handful of times in the nine months that I did Frenemies, so it was always between me and him um, and it was hard, it's been hard cause I was terrified of retaliation and just lies again and just more smear campaigns and it was, it was really, um, it was hard to talk about, but it's I thought if I was writing a memoir, I can't just skip that chapter I wanted to be able to talk about it in a clear head, and what I've talked about, again, before all this happened, so keep in mind all these interviews happened before what I talk about is having a real, like fondness, fond memories of the time of Frenemies, everything during Frenemies whether we were, he was, I was being triggered, or I was triggering him, or we were awful people at the time in my mind, Frenemies was a fun time for me, like it was like a great time, those nine months it was the aftermath of Frenemies that destroyed us, and destroyed me as a person, and lost all respect for Ethan, you know, it, there was it was awful, it was, it was really awful, so I've been talking and just sharing my my view of all that time, and taking my fault and accountability of the end of Frenemies, and the way I treated Ethan and Hila, but it was the aftermath that I really wanted to make clear that, clear my name, because there was just a lot of lies said, all that to say I'm kind of like going off track a little bit, because it's, whatever it's, you can read in the book, you can read it in interviews but obviously everything that's happened in the past, you know, 72 hours, whatever, it's hard, it's hard to talk about, I see a lot of people that were wronged by Ethan, you know, obviously like, celebrating rejoicing, you know, I don't feel that way about it, obviously, because it's, again, it's Moses' family, we also have kids the same age, like I couldn't imagine we talk about it all the time and obviously with Moses' family too, it's like there's just sensitivity involved, of course I will just say one more thing, personally, I just, you know, I hate to say that I felt like I just kind of felt relief that maybe it's over when he announced the podcast was over, I just felt like relief and that makes me really like sad and like I'm really like ashamed to say that because it's an awful situation like the way that that had to end, but I've been praying truly, truly every day for the past five years for like it just to end, I would reach out to everybody that I possibly could anyone I knew at YouTube, my agents like anyone, anyone, obviously we tried through Moses' family to get them to stop, we tried everything and not only was it met with zero grace and zero compassion but just more retaliation, it would just make them more upset if we tried to get help and it just was this nightmare so I just felt, once I saw that the podcast was ending, I felt relieved and it's a really sad thing to say and so it was just a lot of emotions and obviously I can just defer to Moses on the rest of this but you know I feel like I'm pretty healed and pretty we got through the storm, that was what we dealt with for the five years barely because it just this past year it still was brought up, things were still brought up and I was just like God it's like never gonna end so it feels like the end to this like harassment and it felt like relief but again these are people we know it's Moses' family that he's known, anyways I can let you take it, it's like someone he's known his entire life, everyone involved and he's lost the most he's said the least in all of this Moses has never said anything publicly ever about any of them, like anything that's happened he sat quiet and he said the least and has lost the most and you can just you can just say what you would like to say I mean I made the decision to never talk about family for you know drama, for views, for whatever it is that they were doing and for me it was like I chose to go no contact with them and the rest of the family because of that because I was like okay okay, I know what I'm not going to do, but I can't control what they're doing. And it's hurting my wife, it's hurting my children. Stuff that's being said are like blatant lies that people just believe and run with. Even now, you know, even now, with all of this, people are still like, in the comments, repeating lies that were said. So yeah, I've been no contact with Gila for like five years. So I have nothing to say about her, I don't know. Like, I literally don't know, I haven't been around, we haven't talked. But Ethan, to me, is not part of the family anymore. So I can definitely talk about it. And at first, he did everything he could to destroy my family. And he was successful at that, unfortunately. And after that, he did everything he could to destroy his own family. And he was successful at that, too. And when we heard the news, people were wondering, what's their reaction? I want to be a fly on their wall. I'm like, I was in tears because I read the statement from my sister. And, you know, it's like, even though I don't talk to her, I don't hate anyone. And I don't, you know, I understand where people come from. I understand why people do what they do. And it's unfortunate, but I understand. And I still have memory in my body of my sister. You know, it's my youngest sister. We were very close. And when I read the statement, I felt the pain. And it was very, very painful to read and to find out what was happening. I warned her in the past that he's a liar and he lies. And, you know, it's OK. I don't expect her to choose her brother over her husband. And I understand that, you know, she had to stay and do what she needed to do. But at this point, the lies have just. You know, got to a point where it literally destroyed him and his family and kids and everyone involved. So it's like a very. And from her statement alone, because, again, I don't know anything just from the statement. It just sounds like the lies were. He was lying to her over a period of time and trying to. I don't even know what he was trying to do. Because, obviously, it's not a sustainable situation. So, obviously, something was about to happen. And. Instead of doing the right thing, he did it the wrong way all the way. And got to a point where all of it was just out online for everyone to see. And it's painful to see all those videos and all. Because none of us were watching. But when you see all those videos and seeing my sister being humiliated like that by him on the show for months and months. It's very. It's very dark. It's very dark to see those things. It's very dark to think that somebody was going through that. And. Yeah, I mean, that's. That's one part of it. But for us, we know that darkness because we've been in it. I mean, the amount of lies that exist out there online about me that all come from one source. It's quite unbelievable. Like, if you really think about it, you know. From all the people I know in my life, people I worked with, people that. There's nothing but, you know, like. You know, we're hardworking, we do what we do, and we stay in our lane, and we're not like people that. But there's just. There was always this one source that just kept spewing out lies. And there was, unfortunately, an audience that would just take it and run with it and use it as ammunition to make our lives miserable. And even now, they still keep doing it when. I don't know. I don't know what wake-up call people need to have to understand that somebody is a liar and they lie to them. And simple things that are easy to prove. And that's the thing. Nobody ever takes enough time to research or check or anything. And obviously, with their politics, you know, they got a lot of heat for it, and rightfully so, because it's awful the things that were said and the stance they were taking. But then when they saw that we were not getting the same heat, because we don't have the same beliefs, we're not the same people. And they were. They were trying to impose on us. Like, no, you are. And he would make straight up. I'll just give you one example of a lie. And say, oh, he was a pilot, and he was in combat, and he killed people and stuff like that. Completely made up lie. And it's something you can check. It's not something that is, you know, my word or his word. I never graduated from flight school. I never was a pilot. I've never been in combat. I never hurt anyone. I never shot a gun on anyone. Like, I've never done any of those things. And something that I. I've never done any of those things. I'm proud of that I never hurt anyone. It's something that I'm conscious about and aware of. And I put intention into everything I do in my life. So when somebody spews lies like that, and then people come at me with those lies. And then, you know, you're not. You can't defend yourself in comments of things. And you can't. And so you just have to take it. And we've been taking it for a long time. And for me, it's the only thing that I hope people get from everything that's happening now is to understand, wake up and see who's been lying to you, what are the lies. Check for yourself. Like, go and see what, you know, from the things you've heard about people. Because I'm one of many, many people. We are. Of many, many people that have been hurt and harassed by this whole. I don't know what to call it, you know. Organization of harassment. I mean, like, to me, that's. The idea of all of that starts over there. And it's just like. Every week, there'll be a different target. And everyone will just rush to harass those people. For whatever reason. Sometimes political, sometimes personal, sometimes just for fun. Like, it just. But that whole thing is just so dark. And the people that participate in it and the environment and, like, what is it for? Like, what are we doing here? It's not entertainment. It's not joy. It's really the. People that want to feel good by hurting other people and want to feel good to feel that they have power and want to feel good that they can do. That they can get to people and do stuff to them. I think that's why when we stopped, when we went no contact, it was like a trigger because they didn't get what they wanted. And it was hard for them. It's hard for people. It's hard for people of that nature to be ignored and not get the response they want and feel that they're doing something to you. So anyway, there's a lot to say about this. But for us, like, you know, my family, I don't talk about them. Ethan, you're not part of my family anymore. And you're just, you know, this is your own doing. We just sat quietly and waited until you. finished doing what you were doing because we obviously knew it was not good or positive. And I think a big thing to note is Ethan blames everybody for his everything. We got blamed. I mean, he blames everyone for anything. If it's us, it's Hasan, it's whoever. It's like, oh, I'm blaming Trisha's fans for this. I'm blaming. Like, he blames everybody. And a friend of mine, he says, it's because of Moses. Oh, Moses doesn't have to his family because of Trisha. Like, there's a blame for everything, right? And I think the biggest thing to take away, especially now we can see, Ethan's self-destruction is because of Ethan. And it's always Ethan. So I'll say what I know. The end of Frenemies is obviously Ethan ending it. Ethan, we did that final Frenemies. We made up. Everything was fine. But he continued to lie about me. Everything. Like, everything. He lied to the crew and said, I want to fire. Like, everything is Ethan's self-destruction. This right here. My first thought when I heard this is, he's probably going to find a way to tell. He told his family all the time. It's because Trisha and Moses are pro-Palestine. That's why we're getting hate. Because they're turning against. Like, they don't support Israel. Like, everything was our fault. CPS, one of your family members calls me and says, you guys need to end this. Like, your fans are calling. See, we haven't talked about them in five years. So when this came out, my first thought was like, and that's crazy. It sounds like, oh, there's. I'm sure there's a way Ethan's going to blame us for him cheating or something. Oh, like this. I don't know. Like, but everything that Ethan has done and destroyed is because of Ethan. It's all Ethan. Everything starts and ends with Ethan's lies and self-destruction. Like, I've never seen anything like it. And the enablers and everyone around him. And I guess the one good thing is the enabling's done, I guess. He doesn't have a sister anymore to be. Or your sister, I'm sorry, his wife anymore. He let to be blind to it all. And I get it. Like you said, she's not online. She's going to believe Ethan. Sure, I guess. You know, the crew was always enabling him. And I hope they've seen the light. Of course, they all seem to be turning around. Like, I think at some point, like, the thing is lifted. So it's like, at the end of the day, and I hope Ethan himself. I mean, we were saying, like, at the very least, maybe there's some, like, rock bottom where you, like, grow from. And you can be like, damn, I really am. I think that last episode of Frenemies, he was like, damn, I really. Yeah, I did. I did live. I never would have told the crew his fight. Like, all of this. And that's such a minuscule thing. I'm saying. I'm only saying that in comparison to the. Also, this is like the downfall of everything. The podcast, their businesses, his marriage. I mean, it's Ethan. It's all Ethan. Say whatever you want about any other speculation. But it's like, it's all. It's all his choices that he's made. And it sucks. When Frenemies ended, like, I had no part in it. Like, I never told you what to do. I never told them what to do. I never, there's no part of it. Me and Hila were not part of that. And then he lied to Hila. And I was trying to tell Hila, you know, like, we shot the last episode of Frenemies. And he admitted over there that it was his fault and that he admitted to that. And we apologized. And we were now going to be in good terms and move on from this. Like, we were happy that day. And then when he realized what the backlash would be that he will get when people find out that he lied about that, he decided not to release the last episode. And the truth never came out. But to mask the lie, you have to come up with other lies. And who's the one person that's not talking and defending themselves? That was me. So it was like, no, it's Moses' fault. Like, we're more upset with him than with her. And I was just like, what are you guys even talking about? Like, I have no relationship with you. I've done nothing. I had nothing to do with Frenemies. I had nothing to do with any of your arguments. I never told anyone what to do or how to go about it. Everyone chose their way of going about it. And then to be blamed for it. And even now, you know, people will keep repeating that. You know, when people talk about Frenemies, they're like, no, it's between Hila and Moses. It's a much deeper thing. There's not. There's not. There's really not. Hila couldn't care less that Frenemies was over. He tried to blame her, like, blame her too. And it's like, no, she didn't care. You didn't care. No one cared. He would put out there lies about, like, me trying to upset my family and the relationship I have with my family. He created a whole persona that his fans believed into. And he just kept stacking into it. You know, he's a creep. He's awful. He hates his family. He hates his mom. He hates his sister. He's the end of Frenemies. They're like, all of those things were, not even one of them is true. None of them. And then, you know, as those things were happening with Frenemies, I found out that he was talking badly about me to my family for a while. So it was hard to even correct that. You know, when you, when somebody hears stories and stories and stories, it's hard to go back in there and correct all of those and be defensive, right? Then you come off as defensive that you're, and you're in the wrong. And that's why there was damage done that I couldn't repair. And I was just like, okay, I'm just going to step away until you guys see the truth. Because I'm not going to be fighting here for the truth. You know, I'm your family member. If you don't believe me, you take his word for it. That's for you to live with. And now I hope everyone does see what the truth is. Who is a liar and who is not. And just, I don't know. Again, it's hard. This is not, we don't wish it on anyone. But my choice to be in no contact will remain. It's not something that's going to change now. Because, you know, you don't know where I knew for a long time, that at some point their reality will shatter because just the nature of human being, especially when you become famous young, it really stops your development as a person. And the biggest developments I had were much later in life, like, you know, when you're like 30 and stuff. Like, so I think at this point, reality has been shattered, especially for my sister. But I don't know when you pick up the pieces and you build back a new world and a new reality you live in. I don't know what that reality is yet. And if I'm part of it, you know what I mean? So what she's going through now, I don't think she needs me or needs to hear from me. I'm the last person that she needs at this point. But, you know, for me, it's like, if people understand what happened and make amends, my door is always open because I don't hate anyone. And I don't have any, like, I believe anyone is capable of change and anyone is capable of growth. But you have to see it. You have to see that it's there and it's real because I have a family to protect and we've been hurt badly. And we're not taking risk with our family and with our children. So, you know, my door is open, but I'm not on the other side of the door. You have to walk in through that door. You know, I'm not going to risk it again because we just don't know. We haven't been in no contact for so long. So we just don't know where people stand. And I just do know. And I know that, you know, just a month ago, they were making fun of me on their channel, all of them together, happily so. You know, so I know that part. Just a cooking video, like a cooking video. That part I do know. And what would even, that's not entertaining. That's not, like, why would somebody even do that or go through the lengths of doing that? That baffles me. And that's what it is. It's hurtful. It's not even like attacking anything that we're doing. It's like you cooking and then just making fun. And it's just, it's a lot. It's all a lot. But I mean, the person that Ethan. Ethan has become since Frenemies. I really enjoyed him when we did Frenemies. And this person that he's been in the past, like, year, just awful to everybody. Just trying to financially ruin people and all the lawsuits and just the nastiness. All those times he's berated you online, you know. I think family was always like, oh, they have kids. It's like their kids should be together. It's like our kids will have to see all the times he said awful, awful things to you and harassment and just. Yeah, everything he did is online. The profanities. He will live forever online. And that's something that one day. Our kids will watch and see him. He's just. And but even all this now, I never. I think both of us or else, you know, we both talked about never thought this would happen. Obviously, people have seen 20 years of him and Hila having a great relationship. So it's like whoever this person that he's become, I don't know why. I don't know what it is behind it. I don't know what the change is. But he's a really awful person. I mean, he's always been a liar. This person now is awful, destroyed companies, his family, everyone that he would judge and that he would judge. He hated and chastise he's become. So I don't know. I don't know why. But he's like he is like this monster of a person and obviously needs help. And maybe maybe he will. Maybe there's something going on, but he needs to get some help and like stay offline because it's I mean, this is this is this is without a doubt the most shocking thing Ethan has done, in my opinion, that I've witnessed online is this. It's the last thing I thought he would have done. It's like, damn, you're really ruining everyone's lives. He was kind of standing by him through all of it. But to. To turn on like Hila through all this, the one person who was OK with you being an awful human being like you have kids with, you have a family, you have a business with like to do that to her, the betrayal to her like you're done, like you're you're just done. You'll have zero person. She was the last person to kind of like maybe have faith in you or be a partner or at least at least shield you because she had so much stake involved with you. And now you have no one. And it's like if that's not a wake up call, I don't know what is. And it's all. It's awful. It's shocking. It's awful. And like physically makes us sick. Talk about it. I hate talking about it in this capacity. I felt like I was taking control back of my power narrative when I told my story in the book. And I thought I was being really respectful in interviews about it and talking fondly about it. But he's really just become a monster of a person. And there's the Ethan I thought I knew or that I liked or enjoyed spending time with during frenemies is just completely gone. And it's really sad because I think a lot of people found him funny and entertaining and don't know what happened. But thoughts. I don't know. I mean, it is like so crazy to hear you guys talk about it because you never do. Weirdly, I was kind of I just remember that text when you wanted to hire me for frenemies. And I remember the day after seeing you say that it's over. So it was weird to kind of be a part of it in a weird way back then. And to be here with you now, it is oddly full circle. I mean, I've seen. You know, you were that patient zero in a way because what happened to you ended up happening to Hassan and ended up happening to multiple other women who are once fans of him that he turned on and wanted to financially destroy and the targeted hate and everything like I've seen. I've seen it happen to a lot of people. So it's not even just you. And I think the fact that so many people were celebrating the end is is very telling as well. And it is like you said, it is fitting that. Time is like the ultimate truth teller. And I think, you know, there, of course, are people that are going to say this, this and this about you. But if you see where you are now and what you've accomplished and I don't know, I at least see you. You can never make amends for what has been the past. But I see you actively choose every day to, like, be a good person, like genuinely. And I at least see you every day. Like, try to be a good person. The things you've done for me personally, you know, that people have no idea. Like, you don't do it for clout or attention or for optics. Like, you do stuff for me and everyone who works for you that no one has any idea about. Yeah, it's been weird to, like, be on the outskirts of this and, like, weirdly, you know, on the sidelines as all this happened. But like I said, I've seen if you've seen it to everybody, you know, if it's not you, it's Hassan. If it's not Hassan, it's Frogan and Denims. And Casey Tron and Cutie Cinderella. Like, there's just so many people. So, yeah, it is. The timing is insane. I think that was the first thing I sent you was, like, how? Like, when the first interview is coming this week and you were so trepidatious about what the retaliation would be for the book. Even though you were there, all things considered. It is really insane timing. I'm glad everyone can kind of see what we saw for so long you know just manipulating the truth and so uh manipulating people like this i think he had a image that he really wanted to uphold and it was funny like when you accidentally liked a comment about frenemies returning and then he was nice to you for like a week because he thought there was possibility of reconciliation and then when that wasn't the case how quickly he turned again and you know always he yeah just the way that they would pick some a new villain of the week or the month and how it was like relief when all of a sudden when you know it was like a wheel of like enemies to pick who we they would hate every month and when it wasn't you one month it's like thank god you know but when it was it wouldn't end it would be weeks and weeks of harassment and i just was like at my yeah what's then and when all the lies it's like me firing the crew was just me wanting oscar and he like approved that or him at the last episode in front of me is when dan was there and i think that's when he finally got caught when i was like show me a text i said if dan's there i'm not showing up and he couldn't find it and i think that's when dan what i would assume like saw it so it's just gosh you guys and you and you the truth like there's people that were there witnesses about the race for the crew was supposed to get that there was text messages and him being like i don't know where she got just so much there's there's obviously so much more and when i go on my book tour we had talked about already it was already pre-decided we were going to go into the chapters especially with like oscar and there was a whole like segment there because ultimately this is like not about us what's happening right now um i think it's just like you said so many people were hurt and unfortunately are celebrating because they've been hurt and this is it's been like this like looming evil on the internet and it's not just a beef it's not just drama it's like life ruining for so many people whether it's financially reputation lies that you just can't combat like it feels like there's an end to this um and yeah i mean hila doesn't deserve to get cheated on obviously we're no contact for a reason with both of them but um at least it's like at least it feels like it's over people see ethan's true colors including hila the one person who had his back weirdly through all this so i guess thank you both for thank you oscar for your insight you always put it well and that is that is very well well said because i've been talking about it a lot and i've been talking about it a lot and i've been talking about ethan and i think i talk about it in such a different nuance and maybe with a little fear before um of what he would say so i was kind of talked about it kind of nicely and always made sure to keep hila out of it because he'd always try to throw hila and moses in the mix when it was just between me and ethan and um yeah and i i don't i don't have any yeah i don't know and thank you i guess for staying because i know you never want to talk about it publicly and no i mean i just want people to do well and be better and find peace and you know so for for everyone involved i just hope they find the healing they need to find find the peace they need to find do the work they need to do and just look inward and stop you know looking at the world is like everyone is coming for you yeah stop the hate stop the paranoia stop all of it like it's just the hate was a lot i don't think i ever had anything against um like hila but like obviously like the hate that was sent your way is like that was our and i cried and i cried so many times and it was awful and um because of the day you never did talk you never talked about them badly it was all me and it was crazy that you got uh thrown in there but all right guys i guess that's it for now and um yeah i don't know i don't know where we go from here but thank you guys for tuning in today um and we will see you guys in the next episode halloween episode every day is halloween here really all right thanks for watching and we'll see you guys in the next episode thank you