Times not real with Will from ATL

All right, so this is actually we're not numbering it anymore. Nothing like that because it's just ridiculous. I don't even know the numbers, but last season was season 444. This is now again season 444. No such thing as time and we are starting another season. So what's up? Will. We'll introduce yourself. A little bit to everybody. Everyone kind of knows you. They might not know you face and I know you as well. I'm going to introduce you today, but introduce yourself to the masses. Yes, well, my name is William and I'm from Atlanta. And I just want to say everything I just want to one thing I want to say first is I appreciate tragic America for having me on this podcast. First off, you know, first and foremost is, you know, my life has been a it's been kind of a challenge. I've been going through a lot and my as my as so or so forth. I of course, I lost my father when I back in when I was 21 years old. I had I had a lot of fucking challenges growing up, you know, cognitively, you know, mentally. And I've been in struggling and struggling for quite a quite a bit. So, but is it like an anxiety? It's more of like, it's more of anxiety, you write, but it's also has to do with, you know, fear, stress. Yeah. All the all the above in that in that certain nature. So I get that to man and like overly where I'll obsess about it. And like, you know, like, do you think we're somewhat programmed to be in that state? Like dude, like just from what's on TV and the computer and all that. Like, in my opinion, I think I think of social media has a lot to do with the with it social media is brain, brain rot killing killing killing the new generation, the newer generation nowadays. It's like I recognize it, bro. And I don't say that to be rude or nothing. It's just like it's a it's a it's a difference, bro. Yeah. You can tell. Yeah. And that's going to happen. And I'm not here to talk about, you know, most of my problems because I know everybody has problems in their own life. But at the same time, I want, I have a couple of topics I really needed to need to get out the way right here real quick. That's awesome. Yeah. And of course, I've been talking, will you tragic about these topics? Let's try to let's try to get it like trying to try to explain it like you're like you're five, explain it to a five year old. Just so people like, you know what I'm saying? Okay. Okay. Oh, yes. So as soon as, you know, as soon as it's it's crazy because once, you know, once the world is changed and once the world is, you know, it's it with it with everything that's going on with the Trump administration. Are you starting from COVID though when you're saying once the world has changed? Are you? Yeah. Yeah. COVID, yeah. I'll start from COVID. COVID, once COVID, you know, COVID changed a lot of things, you know, in today's environment, with people's mindsets, people's, people's beliefs. Yeah. It, it questioned, it made people question everything, I think because it's, what is to eye out looking back on it? It's just like, wow, like, and I don't know about copy strikes. If it, what I can play or what I can't. But I think I play a few seconds of it. I was watching this video the other day of this Senator that was, he was advertising on like Fox for people to go get their COVID shots and he was eating a hamburger and fries. And I guess McDonald's was giving away free. You just see that, dude. So the CEO, right? It was the McDonald's CEO. Was it the C McDonald's CEO? Was that or like some congressman? I'm going to find it. Yeah. And I think I think what they spit the hamburger out and all that because. It's like the lunch that, you know, I found you. That you would go into black neighborhoods and try to give away cars like for raffles and they're like, fuck you, dude. You know, it's, it's, it's a bit, it's a bit of a brain, you know, brain fucked because, you know, most of these people's like, it's just something happened where it, everybody just started, you know, really like, you know, trust them. And it just, it just changed like the whole entire, like, you know, significance of all this fucking shit right after COVID. And it just, it really just like, I don't even know what even happened. You're not the only person that feels like that. And like, it's like exactly like that. I do too. Many people I hear also do. And I try to piece to see for me, bro, it was weird as fuck because I just got out of prison after seven years. So like, it was like coming out as a newborn kid. Yeah. And so what was the prison prison system like, you know, during that time? What was the, I mean, what was the, what, what did the, what did, you know, the prison system do? And like for, for the coat for a COVID in that, in that whole entire area. Thank God. I got out like a month before. Okay. So I missed it. But everyone got hit, you know, like, at least I said they did. It was all locked down. And then you get visits for like a year. Like it was bad. I'm sure. So I got out before, luckily. So now while I'm in there, I'm only speaking to my mom and my sister, like on the regular. My sister straight up Democrat teacher, my mom was a straight up Trump. So like, I wasn't watching no news in there. I would just hear them. And my sister was saying my mom's crazy, my mom's saying my sister's crazy. So I'm like, what the fuck is going on out there, man? So before that, I was never into politics at all. But like when I got out and I saw like how divided the fucking whole fucking world was over Trump, the lies on the news, the fucking, just the nonstop. And then when I got out like a month after COVID hit. So once I was already doing research at that point, see what the fuck happened. And that's when COVID hit. And I was like, this is not real. My first thought stage, that was my first thought. And, you know, when that happened, you know, I was like, I was in my own little fucking space. You know, I had my own, I have my own friend group. I went down to Jacksonville, maybe maybe twice in those years I went to car shows when my brother, because we like to go to car shows and all that, because it's fun for us, because we like to go and do like, you know, racing events and all that type of thing and all that type of shit. And so that is so what really happened there is the fact that, you know, it just, you know, it made the whole, it made the whole, you know, it made us like, differently. Yeah, it was. Listen, I always thought there was a, I took sociology when I was in prison and before I, I'm trying to graduate it now. Since the beginning of that, I saw the social component to it, like with the six feet away, wear a mask. The mask to me was more like, keep your mouth shut. You know, that's the thought I got. You remember in like California, they were like calling on their neighbors if they had more people over for Thanksgiving? One thing I went, one thing I want to add on to the word I was just talking about is that, you know, of course, like, I was like, of course, I was still living my everyday life when, you know, I was, when during COVID, but when from March on, March on to July, because that's when I'm probably, it was a June or July, I want to go see my friend in Florida or Jacksonville, yeah, no, from March to July, I mean, I was wearing a mask going into fucking warmer. And when I was, and from then on, you know, you know, March to July, I was doing all these other events and I felt like, felt like, you know, nothing's changed that, you know? But ever since, but after all of that, you know, I had family members dropped and left the right, you know, I was having, I was having an album in those times, not COVID, cancer, cancer, my grandfather passed away, my other aunt who passed away and no, and that was needed, that was mainly due to cancer. And of course, I was having to wear a mask all around them because you didn't want to get them sick because of, you know, the whole, because of the, and that's of the, that's how you got, I've actually got guilt into getting the shot in the first place because of a situation like that because it started with the older people remember, yeah, you can't get your grandma sick, you can't get your mom sick. So, so they were the ones that risk. So they went to go get the get their shots. And then the next thing after that was my sister saying, well, how are you going to come be around mom if you don't have this. and she has it, you know, you might end up killing her. And it's like, it literally got, it was that bad. Like, do you remember the news? Was like, there were like any anti-vaxxers relabeling them as like scum and like fucking just like, like it was dude, that was like one of the biggest sides, besides now that I've ever seen before. And you know, it's crazy because when, you know, I got, I first got, when I first got my shot, my mom got my shot before I did. And when she got her shot, it was, I mean, the lines were longed, you know, and there was a very, very, you know, a lot of uncertainty about the vaccines. Oh yeah. Of course from what you know. But, but, you know, when compared to when she wanted to go get her shots and when I wanted to go get my shot, it was a lot different because she got her shot when she was still sitting in the car. And then I got my shot, I had to go in somewhere to get a shot, you know. And it was like, I went to a lot of things. Yeah, no, I remember. I think it was Christmas of maybe 2020 or 2020, and the COVID lines, bro, to go get tested in the part being lots. And I remember this lady in front of me and my ex was like, I feel sick. I think I might have it. And we're like, get the fuck away from us then. Like, like people were free to out, man. Like, yeah, I got, I got a coat. I got tested in my car when I was going through the Walgreens dry through one time. And then they put that shit so far up there, bro. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh my god. It fucking, it's so, it's sucked. It sucked, it sucked. But, uh, yeah, so, it, it didn't, it didn't, what happened after that, after, you know, all that shit, it's somehow, I believe, you know, even, even all, even before all that, because something happened where, you know, where all these people, you know, started becoming, it just became like, even, it was, it was, I remember back in 2018, you know, people of people like, you know, it just wasn't, it just didn't feel the same as I, as I felt like back in 2013. Yeah, you know, I think this, you know, this, well, there's been less than there's more. It's, and, and the, the reason that, that, that the only reason I'm aware of it is because I'm interested in it. So when I got out of prison and I started traveling America, I studied it into all this shit, like different ideologies that were getting put as social media, like just, like, I, I just went all in. And this started before COVID, um, and a lot of it has been programmed through social media, through colleges, through institutions. And it's kind of like more of a individualism to the point of debt your own detriment, basically. It's very nihilistic. It's very like, um, victim, like, you know, you're always the victim. That's the mentality. Like, um, uh, this is what started to come out of the institutions. And a lot of this is in line with Marxism and communism. And COVID itself, I mean, just the way, do you remember, I don't know if he was Jimmy Kimmel, no, Stephen Culber. He had needles dancing on the stage. Dude, what the, like, like, it had to be crossing some people's mind, like, what the fuck is going on here? Like, this, I remember thinking the shot was out what, like two or three months, like Florida didn't, didn't shut the shit down for that long at all. Like, don't pull me on this. I could be wrong, but like, I didn't listen to it anyway. But I think maybe two, three weeks we were shut down. You know, I'm gonna tell you this, but look at, look at, look at the state I live in. The state I live in, look at 2020, you know, the state term blue in the first time in, like, 20, was a 25, 30 years since Bill Clinton. Yeah, but, uh, you know, and not even not even during the Obama stages where, you know, the, of course, Georgia is a fucking major. It has a lot of minorities in this place. Sorry. And let me explain to some people with the red and the blue and how that's, and me, I don't consider myself a Democrat or a Republican, although, I'll admit it. I voted for Trump and I regret it. Actually, I regret a voting period because both of them, I don't agree. I think either, either one we still would have been in this war. But, um, would I believe, where was I going? I, I, I got high. Where's it going? Um, something, I'm talking about, um, so, uh, oh, before, before, when in blue and the politics, so the red and blue, right? So that's what you've done. I've gone to the point right now. Well, I feel like, and if you ever know, this Trump always says central casting, central casting, central casting, like he'll point out like a soldier or something that, like, looks to part. And you'll be like, look at, look at that guy central casting. A lot of people say he's not saying that for no reason that all of this is really fucking stage. Um, and I know it might sound far fetched, but think about it. Like the people that own the DCIA, the massage, who do you think they are? The richest families. The richest, the richest, the richest, the richest. The wealthy. So they worked for the people that run the central banks, which are private. And if I reserve, which are, you know, some known families and, and, you know, I want to ask you some, how do you feel about these corporations trying to, uh, trying to influence all this, all this other shit like, especially oil companies, insurance companies, healthcare companies. A lot of this was part of the plan. If you read a gen to 2030 or, um, the new world order, like on the, um, W E F's website, right now what you have is two factions within the Republican party fighting each other. Behind the scenes. And it's, it's basically it's old money versus new money. The new money is AI. It's information, you know, because it's going to be, they, they feel it's going to be moving at such, an exponentially rating, growing and multiplying that, that we don't need money. That is a new money, basically. I don't know how that's going to work. That's a theory. Now, fucking, um, the old money is the bankers from the 16, 17, hundreds of those families that ended up coming into America. My theory on Rockefeller, let me tell you my theory on him. He didn't make all his money on his own. I think that he was the face and England sent him in here with a bunch of different backers to take over the whole oil industry. Because it was one man, one man. One man, one man or two. Yeah. So they got in with the Roth trials and the Federal Reserve happened in 1913 and think about how I want to ask you something. How do you feel about the other candidates, Mitt Romney, John McCain, all fucking, especially, no, because, you know, especially, no, no, no, I feel, I know you're not affiliated with any party, but, you know, when you, when you vote for, when you vote for a certain party or you vote for, like, you leave, like you voted for Trump. And um, it just like, how do you, how do you, how do you, how do you feel about like the certain people? Yes. So, so, so certain, certain people on their public and democratic party. The only politician that I could like actually, up top my head say, I could actually maybe trust this dude, Thomas Massey and Ron Paul, um, the libertarians, the libertarians. Yeah. Ron Paul, my, my brother liked Ron Paul at one point and, uh, and who was the Candace Owens? He was, he was a talent. Candace Owens. Yeah. She's very smart, but she goes off a little bit sometimes, but she's a car. She's in a good place and she is very smart. She's been going through hell because she's been getting attacked. But, but you have to say that's probably the current shooting. There was more to it dude. Like, there's definitely more to it. Like, no matter who, I don't have enough proof to say this, this, they did it, they did it, they did it, but there was more to it. Like, you know, like JFK, it reminds me of the JFK shooting, you know, but um, and then you have this ballroom one that popped up and, you know, when they need the ballroom to get fixed and this Supreme Court just struck it down. Do you think we were warned about 9/11? Yeah. I don't think we were, yes. I think they knew, I think the CIA knew, the Saudi government and the Mason, and I believe it was a joint effort. Those building has, they were loy with the spesos. Nobody would buy them. I think Larry Silverstein ended up buying it like a month or so before and you took out insurance specifically for that. And he happens to be there that day. Same thing with Howard Lutnik, Trump's like, main friend. He happens to not be there that day. He was taking us to the school. And um, would I think 9/11? And I think, but do you think the, do you think the American public should have known, known about the intimate thread of what was coming at that time? - I think that it's sick that our own country would do that. I think that some people I think don't even want to go there yet, 'cause the virus thing, that's one thing in itself. The only reason the virus was in China is because Obama made it illegal to have that here in North Carolina. It wasn't Chapel Hill. So they moved it over to China. Fauci was single-handedly breaking law. - So what you're saying is that it wasn't, so since the Center for Disease Control was in Atlanta, so you don't think that it was ever associated around the CDC or anything like that, where all these other agencies hadn't had a lot of capabilities of coming out and trying to eliminate the whole and rest of the world. - What I do know is the COVID-19 research that was being done in Chapel Hill, North Carolina. When Obama came in, I'll double check this actually, just to be sure, 'cause we're recording. But when Obama came in office, he made it illegal. And basically what Fauci did was broke the law. He still did that research, the mRNA research, but he moved it to China. I wish I could, oh, I'm a phone. So, single-handedly, and Ron Paul had him in court for weeks and weeks and weeks. But single-handedly, Fauci broke the law and you could pretty much blame this on Fauci, like himself almost. But, you know, it's just, it's really, and I read the book, The Real Anthony Fauci, by Robert Kennedy. And it is, it goes back to the HIV/AIDS thing and AZT and it is sick, bro, sick. This man. I'll tell you one quick story from the book, Him and Bill Gates are tight. Bill Gates' foundation is basically a pharmaceutical company, like their top or upper pharmaceutical reps. So, one of these like Pfizer or other big industry, they had a shot where they messed up and it was way too much mercury. So it was like millions at dollars worth of chemicals. Bill Gates bought it on discount. It's fucking went over to some African country and fucking sterilized the whole population. That's the kind of people we're dealing with here. - Okay. - You know, was that, was it at the time during the Ebola virus? - No, Bill Gates has always had this thing, not just Bill Gates, but the world economic forum that there's way too many people in the world and not enough resources. And Elon Musk and the tech people, they have a different view on that, but they're very, very obsessed with that view, the world economic forum gates that they, some numbers are written on the Rockefeller papers that 500 million is the number that they would really, you know, now, I don't think that's gonna happen. I do think right now it's just, - During the time of the Ebola virus boom and all that, you know, of course it was 2014, you know, all that shit was going down and, - That was so much. - Yeah. And it was kind of a weird time in politics and, you know, in society in general at the time because just a lot of shit was happening. A lot of shit was going on with the, you know, of course with the Ebola virus and a lot of, - I didn't know nothing about this, bro. - All right, I must say. - I don't know if you know about what happened in Dallas or that war period or that was the nurse, that nurse got sick by, that boy by the, by, there was somebody who came over from, where was it? Uganda or something like that? - That's right. - It's a different place. - It's somewhere in Central Africa. And yeah, I mean, it was, I mean, she got sick and he died and on the fucking operating table at the time, you know, I mean, - Ebola. - Yeah. - And you know, that was before COVID, you know, and a lot of people were panicking because they were bringing Ebola, Ebola virus over to the United States, you know? - Maybe something like that was predictive programming too, just to show it on the news. No, not like COVID, because in these Epstein emails from 2017, their Bill Gates and Epstein are referring, they're making references to a virus simulation. They knew about this for a very long time. - We started to think, right? - Yes. - So if you Google the patent to the shop, you'll find the Google patent from my 2013. Don't mark my words on that date, but it's like, it's much earlier. - I feel like from 2012 on to 24, 20, to the end of like the 20, you know, 2010s, you know? It was a fucking wild, wild scenario. You have people fucking, of course, you know this, but you had fucking people eating, somebody people spaces eating off of Miami, do the drugs and all that type of shit. - Yeah, the actual thing going on here. - Of course, the basalt, what was K2 spice, all that other shit that was coming out of the car. - Yeah, on top of that. - It was just like, you know, how did we get from, you know, 2010 to having, you know, all that shit that, you know, they must be mixing a bunch of shit together. - Oh, dude, right now 80,000 people a year are dying from fentanyl. - Yeah, fentanyl. - fentanyl, yes what I'm saying is like people are mixing these drugs all together to create one massive fucking drug that's gonna, that's gonna try to fucking in the fucking body. - And they're using it as, think about it, bro. COVID was used to knock off older people with underlying conditions. Fentanyl, that takes out the wee people addicts, you know? They're basically the populating, like in a way, without, you know? I hate to put it like that, but be aware of it because like, you know, there's other things in the food, the food that we like, you know, it's just, I got a letter today saying that I won't be covered under my insurance next year. Thank God, this is in April. Most of all, I've played a time to like, you know, figure out a plan and what to do with my doctor and all that. - I think I got a really new mind insurance. Sometime this year too, I don't know when, but, so hopefully sometime in the next few months, it should be, I don't know what we're gonna get, but of course I'm gonna, I'm gonna, of course I'm gonna try to start this, was this IT class here at the year, at Brown or College. - Dude, fucking, if you like, stay down here, bro. Like, that'd be cool, bro. - I'm wrong, I'll put that back. On my class, I'm gonna have to pace myself, or so. It's gonna be fine for like, I'm not gonna, don't get me wrong. I've been trying to, I'm trying to get back down there for a long time, bro. And it's just, and you know, at the same time, I just don't, and I just, I don't know if it's gonna happen, bro, I just don't know if it's gonna happen, because I think I might be moving out west. I think I'm gonna be going here and I think I might be going there. - That's yeah. - That's the average, that's the same with me, like, every, - I don't have any money saved up for, you know, I don't have money saved up, you know, to at least like put a down payment on a apartment or anything like that right now. A lot of young people like us, like you, like us, we can't, we can't really afford it, 'cause it's rents are high. - You share a, car payments. - In the last month, like everyone that I've talked to has noticed the jump in prices in one month. - Especially rent, look at rent, everything from YouTube to gas, so like. - Especially rent, rent is probably the highest that has probably been in, and probably maybe a decade, you know? - Maybe ever, bro, like, I mean, like, like, a single man cannot get an apartment on his own. He has to be making like, down here, like. - Gas prices, gas prices are through the fucking roof. - You can't even leave, I, 'cause in Jordan, well, it's not as bad in Georgia as it probably is, and maybe like California where it's like $10 a gallon and fucking maybe San Francisco, right? So it's three, 50 here, like, down the street for me, a racetrack. So I can go down the racetrack, get it for 350. And well, maybe a little bit more, maybe at least like four, maybe four, 25 or something like that. I don't know, 'cause I use premium gas, so I use like the higher grade of gas in my car, 'cause I got a higher end car, and it's a little more powerful than a regular sedan, or SUV, or whatever, whatever, the regular people drive like a Toyota Corolla, but. - Which a cushion fell down? - 50 bucks, 50 bucks, everything. Yeah, 50 bucks. To last time, I think last time, or the time before, $75 for the tank, bro. - Okay, yeah. - I'm meeting. - Yeah. My mom has a Honda 2000. 11, Hyundai Sonata and 70 bucks to fill that tank. - 70 bucks, yeah. - Yeah, a regular bro. - Regular. - Regular buck, yeah. But I don't know what could the comparison for gas prices to Florida compared to Georgia's, 'cause my friend looked at it because he thinks, 'cause it definitely seems that gas prices are a lot cheaper here in Georgia than they are. - Oh yeah, especially both for a tonne, Pong BHS, they're higher and brower and entire. Yes, for sure. How much? Probably maybe 50 cents, dude. I don't know if it's a dollar difference, but no, not a dollar. Now gas has been going down. Stop wise, the last two days. Obviously, as soon as I put my money in it, it goes down. Fuckin', so it started going, which is a good thing, it's going down. Supposedly the straights open, I don't know, I didn't watch the news today. But listen man, it's like I stop watching the news because I don't know what's fucking real or fake. And it's like, I rather just chill. I rather fucking talk to my friends. I fucking be here talking to you and fucking podcast, talking about it. And I'll watch it here and then let people know what's going on until they do the bullshit. But like I said, for the most part, this season, bro, like it's just, I don't wanna focus on it. Like the only way I just really make a statement in history, think about it. Like you could talk, scream, yell, he's a good shot. But through art, bro, through like a painting or fucking saw. - That's how people used to express themselves, you know? And I feel like the freedom of speech is becoming less and less. - I feel that way too, but in talking sense, but I think with art, I think it's still impossible. - Well, of course with art is like, you know, like what's your definition of art? Like painting and stuff like that. - Anything. - Oh, okay. Oh, well music. - Let's say you're a builder. - I know a lot of people are still expressed, expressed themselves through music. - Yeah, for me, yeah. - For me, yeah. - Yeah, of course that's, that's the best thing. - Like my art is like my poetry, like my short films, like, you know, like that's like, whatever you create. I say whatever you create, like whatever you enjoy, enjoying. - But have you heard of the Rico cases about these art and that these music artists have been getting fucking slammed about their lyrics and all that type of shit here and everything? - They're making a AI song, is that right? - No, it wasn't AI songs, no, I don't believe it was AI. It was like, you can cheer you like young thug. Young thug was like the big major case during the Rico trials up here. And because apparently because of the lyrics and his songs or songs. - Oh yeah, I heard about that. - You just saw it on the right. - Sociated with murders and stuff and shit like that. And, you know. - Yeah. - He ended up getting off, right? - Yeah, he ended up getting off. - And he was kind of sort of such a-- - He had a great, he had a great fucking Jewish loyal lawyer, bro. I would have thought, I would fucking hire Brian Steele for that. - I had a great Jewish lawyer, like fucking Jewish lawyers are awesome. Fucking average Jewish lawyer, Jewish talent, Jewish dentist. Like, yeah, no, great to do business with. But fucking, yeah, as soon as I got that lawyer, they went down from 14 years to 11 years to eight years in like four days. And I was like, well, they're not playing. Like it makes a huge difference. Huge difference. - But. - Yeah, dude. - Now, it might be personal, but can I ask you what? I can't, I know I can't remember off the top of my head about it. What would you-- - You could have people who would have-- - The DUI, the DUI. - Okay, so what I went to prison for? - Yeah. - I went to prison for DUI manslaughter. And what happened was I was 24 years old. And from down here was like the wild, wild west, back then. Like literally people were going to 30 doctors a month, pain doctors, you know, there was a pain doctor like every clinic, every shopping center, security guards outside. It was a madhouse. So I got introduced to that world and right away I was going to five. Then I got a girl, she was going five. And I used to think before I was getting all these pills, I used to think it was just a matter of not having enough money to support my habit, you know? Soon as I had all these pills and it was a different-- Now it was like, okay, you have enough money. It's not doing anything, but keeping you okay. And I wanted to kill myself. Like I was getting dark, dark thoughts. Like fucking-- - Bad thoughts. - It was more than just suicidal ideations 'cause it was planned out for a couple of days. Like me and my ex, I was talking to her about it. Like a couple of days. I knew something really horrible was going to happen. I couldn't explain it. So the night before that morning, I didn't-- I had Xanx at the Walgreens and I picked up the OXIs and I had this feeling in my heart. Like if you pick up the Xanx, you're fucked. Don't pick up the Xanx. So I went like two days without picking up the Xanx. Of course, on the way home one day, I picked up the Xanx. I get fucked up that night. I wake up in the morning. I drive her to work. On the way to work, I get in the head on-- I'm not a head on colors. I hit the back of another car. It's fucking-- it was nobody deal, fender bender. We exchanged insurance. I did, well, we leave. I go hang out with some other chick all day. She's at work. I go pick her up around six. We go to her mom's house. And now I'm starting to feel like-- drowsy, not right. Like just like-- now grand at the day prior, I filled 180 pills from Walgreens back then 30s. Back then, to fill the Walgreens was like the thing. Because you saved 500 bucks. Mom and pops for 700 bucks for the same amount. So-- Me, though that's the thing about insurance companies' growers, that they're rate-- I mean, that's one thing about the raising drug prices too. Do you know how much Adderall is? Not the prescription Adderall, but like the actual-- not generic, but the actual Adderall. I don't know how much I got. I can't remember how much I paid for the last prescription I got. It was maybe-- God, it was probably a year back or something like the-- Dude, to get the regular brand non-generic, I get 60, 20s. And they wanted to charge me $900. It's like basically a street prices. That's when my doctor said when I told him, he's like, damn, that's street prices. I'm like, yeah. Can you get that shit off the street? The problem was-- And this is a problem too. 80% of our pills are made out of this country. They're made in India China. Now, I have noticed this with two pills. And I'm not the only one because I looked online, the forums, how many people are talking about this. One month, Walgreens ended up having-- they ended up having Malancraught 20s for Adderall. They're a different brand. They always have the Teva brand, which is the same brand that makes it. Every other generic, every single other generic I tried, never ever had a problem. This one, you can tell it was about a third of the active ingredient. And it made my stomach sick. It just-- Yeah, I was on a drug. I was never on Adderall. I think-- no, I may take that bag. Maybe this was-- God, it was a lot very long time ago. Maybe when I was took Adderall, maybe at least once or twice. And I fucking hated it because I was up all night. And I couldn't sleep. So that was one reason why I stopped Adderall. But I was also on other drugs called-- one drug called Focalin. I don't know if you've ever heard of that when you're not. It sounds like an ADP drug. Yeah, an ADHDD, ADDD drug. Yeah, that type of nature. But yeah, that was one of one other drug I was on. And recently, it's been-- I was prescribed Zooloft, but I haven't taken that. And Lexapro. But I hated Lexapro. Lexapro made me feel like a complete fucking ass. Listen, I have heard-- I've tried the anti-depressions. Only one of her good things about it will be a term. Yeah, I was on that. Yeah, I think that should put me right out to fucking-- really? Yeah, listen. That was-- Oh, fucking years back. But I think that one kind of made me a little like sleep the end shit. I really think that these anti-depressions are possibly more harmful than even like Xanix. Because people coming off of it-- Oh, they brought-- I would take a fucking Xanix any day over and all that. I tell my mom all the time, I wish these fucking doctors would have subscribed me. Per-scribe me some annex. It'll help. Make a situation a lot more than fucking just. If I did that, I wouldn't have the problems I do now with the fucking. With depression. That's not necessarily true because she built a tolerance unfortunately. I know people have built a tolerance and then that's very the thing. But the thing is these end up depression is they're not much. They're also very they think I'm awful. And like I tell my mom that you know she's she's been on Lexipro for fucking many years. You know she's been on that for like as long as I can remember all her family takes the Alexa Pro. And every time she goes off the Alexa Pro she has these fucking moments where she just wants to fly off the walls. And just she goes she goes into like this manic state without that draw. You know. Yeah, it's it makes you dependent on the draw. These are sick. These people do. And I know just the newer ones that they're coming out with like my nephew has been trying like they're worse. And it's mostly that I feel like there's a lot of the has to do a lot of deal with a lot of fucking bullshit about the psychiatrist that we go to. Or that you go to or anybody that goes to them because I fucking I went to a psychiatrist one road. But once bro and I fucking hated that. I hated that bitch so fucking much bro. She was. And it wasn't any I mean I think she was recommended by my red my regular therapist. But. And I'm not a lot of life bro. And I took psychology psychology and sociology. I almost think it's fucking half bullshit at this point. I think they abuse it so much and gave. And the presence to so many people that didn't need it. And fucking. A lot of psycho the last time psychiatrist I talked to was just just a fucking. I mean literally I was told into the guy just like didn't even know what the fuck he probably was trying to do it. If you're a good psychiatrist you're glorified drug dealer. That's all you are. Yeah. You know, you know, hey, are you going to I need this. This is this. Thank you. Talk to you next month. Right. You know, at least I don't lie to myself and say, oh well I'm a ADHD. No, I like taking it out of all for work because it gets me through the day. And fucking I'm 41 years old and I've been taking them for like fucking almost 20. I want to. This is a related to the psychiatrist, but I went to this one guy. This was like many years back when my father was still alive. And we all went as like a family like family therapy type of thing. Yeah. And this guy and there's this guy who just kept repeating the same fucking story over and over and over again. And like every time I went to me just kept repeating himself. I'm just like what are you doing? I'm not like, yeah, it's like every time I went there, there was like only like two or three stories. He would just keep repeating to himself. Yeah, no, they're not over again. You know, that's why that that's why I meet you like like anyone getting into that shit is fucked a little bit. It wasn't he was like a psychiatrist. I can't remember what kind of doctor he was, but he was definitely, definitely like for like, you know, middle therapy and shit like. I was in work release with Dr. Christianson, who was a famous doctor in West Palm Beach. And this dude was prescribed in someone 90, 80s fucking 280 rock sees 60 so 60 per all on prescription like fucking. So he ended up killing two people. They charge them manslaughter. And then he got a federal charge. He owed the government 1.5 million. Yeah, like he got a federal charge note would deny bond parole. They type this. Yeah, so he got the murder and he got the federal charge. So get this. He pays the one point $25 million. He gets two years on the murders. He's in work released in six months and fucking out of there. And that's more than actually a lot of fucking people get. I mean, in such such as the much more like minor offenses, you go to jail, people go to jail for having fucking what drives me up the fucking wall is like people good my brother. I'm gonna tell you I'm gonna tell I hate to fucking talk about my brother behind his back like this. It's not like talking about his back, but he went to prison for under an ounce. He had under because it was an inflowder was a point to five. He was in Lake County, Florida in the Orlando area. So in the Orlando area, fucking he went in Lake County. It was under 0.25 that he had. I think it was like 0.20. I don't remember what the fucking. It was it was way under that way under way under way under an ounce. And he still and he went to prison for a night and he had any any went to and he's went and he went to AA and all this fucking. For about it for about a year or maybe two. How long though was this? 2018. Okay, because like Trump recently rescheduled it, I think to like a schedule three now. My brother first moved up to Atlanta in 2018, but he was still on probation at the time. Oh, yeah, yeah, still. Well, that just that just drives me at the wall because a lot of these a lot of like minor offenses like that. They get they get more fucking punished than the major offenses. Well, I would say the seven years I was in prison. I swear to you, I would say 90% drug addicts or people selling drugs. Um, seven percent, show most and three percent evil people. Yeah. Rare rarely evil people and the show most they get less time than the fucking drug dealers and it's fucking sick, dude. It's fucking sick. There's something going on there. Like that's not right. You know, I don't know. And yeah, they get chance after chance after chance. I seen it. I seen it. I was fucking sold with fucking these dudes. Um, and I can't make sense of it, bro. Yeah. Listen, we're at it. It's. I keep on. I just think it's crazy because my brother went just went to my brother kind of went through hell because my dad died in December. 2017. And think that's what that's really what kind of what led him to, you know, really kind of like get you know, fuck himself up. It's like not fuck himself up, but you know, just just just get caught in that situation. Yeah, it's easy to get caught and you know, we can use anything as an excuse, but that's just hard, bro. Yeah. That's just hard. Like the housing now is yeah, like a, there's ever girls. Yeah. He's doing better. He's doing these cognitive mushrooms. I don't know what they, what you call it. It's a my life. He claims it's not so asylum. But I think it's some other, it's some other type of shit that he's doing. I'd probably a little. A large man. I don't, I have no idea what is. I think I have one. I think we have a chocolate bar upstairs. I could probably read the ingredients on it or whatever it is, but. This is the one. These are it's like what I did, but Paul Stanman. I think he gets him at CVD American Shaman. This is a. Lines me. Lines me. Yeah, I don't think that's intoxicating, but I think it didn't what he, what it is. I don't even think it's intoxicating, but I think it's like he has more focus. He has a lot more, you know, he, you know, it's a lot more. There's a lot of benefits to him. It's too, you're right. Yeah. And there's a dude. If anyone's interested, his name's Paul Stanman. He's on the Joe Rogan show a lot. He's a mushroomologist. He has an app that has everybody's information that put it in there. AI. And it has like different three or high weight micro doses, macro doses, like everything, everything. So I can say it's Paul Stanman, S T M M E T T. Some of that. Yeah. Mushrooms, bro. They saved my life. One session, three days of a mushroom, a session of three days mushroom saved my life. Like it took me out of a social anxiety and that I never thought I mean really, really. I, I, that whole situation with my dad, I felt like I went through seven years of therapy in three days. That's crazy. It was not. It was not. Yeah. Well, it seems like it seems like mushrooms help a lot of people, you know, with their, you know, mental states. I wouldn't recommend it just because I don't know the person. Yeah, you don't know the city. Well, at the same, yeah, everybody has everybody, you know, does things that they're own has their own, you know, preferences about what they do and, you know, and, you, and, of course, like, if it's, if it's a person that would benefit. from something else compared to what mushrooms does or what does or what we does or whatever fucking whatever you take, you know, talk about the set and the setting. Like are you in it? You know, are you in an environment where you can just chill for like eight hours and not have to worry about nothing and not have to like, you know, like it's it's it's all about that. Like, you know, and put in your mind in the right place before it. And certain intentions, but uh, yeah, bro, it's um, I'm glad we got to have this talk. I'm glad I'm glad. I'm glad. Bro, it's you know, throw my heart, bro, real shit. You're you're you've been one of the like closest fucking people I've known on Instagram for for a long time. And that's real to me. And I really, I'm really glad you had me on the podcast. And I hope you have, yeah, you really hope to have more time on the podcast with you. This first episode, like, could not have gone better because we didn't plan on talking about this, but the way it was just structure was is pretty much everything that I wanted to to touch on my phone call, my phone, uh, microphone call quality wasn't the best tonight, but hey, I'm gonna get a little better with it. Yeah. Yeah. And um, what's the call of all that they're very cheap to very cheap. I'll look at team and see like the mic's and should what's the call because we can have with the four people like you're on here and we get we got to get the sound right and all that, but like you're on here, we can have another two chicks on here, fucking talking to whatever, you know, fucking, but yeah, this is right now. So I will, this is being air Saturday and fucking once a week, I'm going to be doing the podcast while you had brought up before something about businesses or something like, um, but, uh, anyone, um, what I'm working on now with advertising is, um, SEO and AEO, if anyone, um, is either an influencer or a small business and you tell what social media growth, website, building, um, just being taught anything like that because there's a lot of bullshit. I see if people trying to rip people off and like, it's like, a lot of games that you, by the way, a lot of scams out there makes sure you don't ever cry, you don't don't overfall for any of these mother. I got scared. Yeah, 60 bucks. Scams are scams are killer. They're legal. Don't ever don't ever do. Don't get don't overfall for any of this. Don't ever fall. See, I was telling them a little before this, this podcast, I, I was trying to be the nice guy with the first person I did this with and it was a thousand dollars for the month. They gave me 500 upfront, no contract and he never paid me the other 500. Um, so like in the future, obviously, you know, there'd be a contract, but like, I would show you here's the data. Here's what you know, the point is that you're not going to pay money unless you see a conversion of you make money. Like, there's no point. You a lot of these, a lot of these social media agencies will give you followers and likes and that's not going to do. It's not going to make you a dollar though, you know, that's the thing. So what's going to make you dollars just being consistent and being consistent, putting it out and putting out the concept. You're not going to make money by paying, you know, paying, you know, a lot of money just trying to, you know, I'm paying a lot of money to, like, promote yourself, you're paying a lot of money to boost your content. No, yeah, which is the time. Full show to and I tested this a lot of that boosting content is bots. They're botters. So like, yeah, I, I, I test. I'm guilty of it, bro. I just paid my, that's why I'm on this better business. We shit to get my payment info right right now to pay off this fucking pay off something, pay off this $2.65 cents right now. So I mean, I'm guilty of that shit. I think we're all guilty of guilty of some shit in our lives. We've done, you know, I've been testing out different a eyes for both film and work and, and this website stuff, but like, uh, yes, I got this be weary of that like you said, there's a lot out there that are just like guys like me and you just put that put three together and mid-ad and they're collecting money. So fucking a lot of people, a lot of people are just clon trying to collect money from you just so they can make a profit from themselves. That's the thing right now. I see that more than ever. More than ever, bro. I see people that are in like these moods and they're just like, I don't know. Like I know, I know it's a lot of shit going on the world right now. I'm sure. I'm gonna tell you that people do not care about yourself. They don't care about you. They don't care about your money. They they know I'm sorry. They don't care about you, but they only want your money. Yes. And they will give a fuck about what the fuck you do. They just care about how much you fucking paint. And keep that in mind when you see like question of charges on your bank, the three dollars or the actual two dollars. Like, yeah, because I see that shit a lot from different companies like these additional charges. I don't know where you know major corporations are making millions of fucking dollars and look at look what the fucking lower class is making their making dollars and transaction fees alone. You know, it's like five major corporations major fucking major corporations that we can't even a fucking imagine that with that or paying that you know, we can't even imagine how much these fucking people are fucking making. No, no, the US government and what the US governments and fucking trillions of dollars. Yeah. But then again, I don't even know what that really means, bro. Like can they wipe that shit down? Like like like in the real does that even really mean anything besides the fact that the dollar is losing its value, but like that debt. Like that's that's why question sometimes like even if they paid it out, we just never know what's what's gonna happen. We just never think that's what they want. Our our our we spend fucking millions of dollars on our fucking military. Like for nothing like I know I'm not not not technically not technically for nothing, but we don't need to be winning billions on our military. We need to be spending millions on elsewhere infrastructure on the American schools of the American people, right? Now that we know we've been sacked, okay. Instead of any 50 billions you claim my month send 50 billion to a billion each state in America. Haven't seen it's a homeless. Haven't fucking redo the schools. Haven't fucking get different food. Fucking you know, fix it shit infrastructure. Don't say money. Don't send money to all these countries that that you know that we support Israel all that other shit, you know. Yeah, a lot of these countries don't even like this, bro. No, they don't. They just want to and most of them and I'm gonna say this. Country's like Russia. Country's like Israel, you know, they got something I believe person. They can't something on our president. I did I I believe it's a they got something on the progenit and there were a couple of sources from the White House that said something about a meeting and yeah, I do too. I do too. And and thinking about how fucking scary that is, bro, because Nenyan was here seven times. The last time he came, 33 million files dropped. How many files total? Six million, six million, using a Holocaust. The other three million didn't drop yet. So before it dropped, Trump bonnet should have had a by ran. No. Now I think it's probably a mix between money, bribery, everything. Black male. Money, money bribery, fucking exhaustion. Everything. Money laundering, fun manipulation to finance some markets. I think they put him and I think they pulled the whole psychological operation on Trump like a whole as he's getting older too and like, you know, yeah, I think it's dangerous man. Like and that's another thing. I told you you had to get pulled out of the new crew, right? Because he was arguing. That's that's fucking dangerous, bro. Like at the way at least you got people there that would be that will do that, you know. But he's screaming about about fucking nuclear weapons and supersonic weapons and to the point where they had to like remove him from their own. She's fucking whom. What the heck, bro? Like that's why I like, we it's good to know what's going on, but like focusing on it. Only thing we could do to change it is create and that's what the season is going to be about creating and fucking having little people on here that we can fucking have connection with and do it. I'm not like this. This isn't my, this isn't my first. This is, I mean, this is my first, but this isn't my last time. So yeah, man, I'm happy. I'm happy that you have me. I'm happy that a lot of other people have you to come on, come on these podcasts and express their opinions and everything like that. So we'll definitely top it up. We'll stop this. Yeah. This is number one. So I'm going to do one a week, one sub stack a week. I have 40 40 subscribe for free subscriptions of substats to give away. So fucking, I'll email you on half 40. So fucking yeah, fucking I don't I don't want it. You all don't have to pay, but it would mean so much to me if you all read my stuff. Now just just to be clear, this is gonna this is all this may also be uploaded like a little bit chops and everything like that to tick tock Instagram Facebook and all that. Yeah. So this yeah, I'll after I download it, I'm gonna run it through an AI all you know, cut it up into different clips and then those clips will go all over social media. Sounds good, bro. Yeah. And fucking that's something we need to get organized on too, because it we're organized with that. Like fucking like if you have like it takes me two seconds, bro. Like a lot of times I'm putting headings on it. I just my mom, you know, and just send it through and I have like three extra two talks. Yes, sir. But um, we yeah, well, we will flood the internet and that's it for tonight. Fucking well, we'll just we'll just keep on going and see what we can go. Yeah, that's been bro, like since 2021, tragic America has been going strong, the project, the name and fucking I'm not stopping anytime soon. So if you don't stop, oh by the way, check out tragicamerica.com website tragicamerica shop.com. And I'll be helping out with the tragic American merch. So keep me keep me keep me keep me and keep me informed on all the all the shit that's going to be there. Whatever you see on there, there's also some herbs and other things, a DM me directly on that and that that will get taken care of. And there's also some mushroom herbs and all that, but the merchandise is fucking cool. I have some of the shirts here, but also besides that, it could be custom. Say you want an itchy hustle shirt or whatever, like custom shirts are available also. Basically everything's available, but my fucking ass. Yeah, just just going to think of some, just think of some good things to press, you know, that for the press is, you know, you got to go, got to go somewhere to start pressing, you know, different, uh, different via, you know, with the car vinyls, right? Something like that. China fun. Super decline one. Uh, one of them. Let's do it. I guess so. Make sure, uh, you make sure you all go follow, travel, follow follow tragicamerica, uh, Instagram, TikTok, I don't know about Facebook, right Facebook. You want a lot of them actually change right now. I have tragic American, tragic American podcast. The other ones, tragic America, tragic America podcast, uh, tragic realities. Yeah, tragic realities. And then the other ones are going to be content pages, tragic, tragic news, maxing. That's going to be focused more on news, like, it's going to be set up like, you know, take everything I say with a grain of salt, man, it's, it's, it's serious, but fucking, we don't know what's going on. Like it's fucking, you know, we're all trying to figure it out. Our next step here. But, uh, well, anyway, man, I, well, I guess you can, you can finish up with the merch if you're going to show somebody the murder thing or show them the merch if you can't find it. Uh, yeah, now I'm not gonna look for them. I'm sure I know, but fucking, yeah, anything on their DME and, yeah, fucking, this cookies came out with nicotine fucking. Yeah, yeah, yeah, cookies, man, cookies, cookies, cookies, there's always a one, a one plus plus, a one plus plus in my books. Hey, what's plus plus? That's not what tonight burn on this room. All right, bro. Yes, sir. I'm, I'm gonna take you to get easy. Well, well, we'll, uh, we'll, we'll chop it up later on. All right. Yep. Peace. All right, brother. Episode one. We're out. Out.