Time to end strong. What to work on the last 12 days.

Okay, welcome, welcome to this class. Today's class is the Mishmaj Yuhmeh Danim of the Dalyus Shroud, Successful and Shamanim of the Gadi Al-Nashaba, Amnouh Shaba, Shaba of the Shaba of the Shaba, Reina Mako of the Tababasha and Gadi Al-Nashaba. Today's class is also sponsoring the tutorial for the more Dachan Githwa and the Rachel Brown matchmaking. The guy will in the next Sunday we're going to have an event in Lincoln Road, Khabad, for on Russia Sharna. Okay, today's class, today's class, we're going to talk about Haiello. Today is actually the birthday of Hacidut, very, very special day. And today represents also the last 12 days of the year where we can rectify the whole year through these months. We're going to talk about specifically what to work on these last 12 days, but it's actually the birthday of the Balshamtov and it's the birthday of the Balatania. So you could just imagine all the Khabads, imagine Bresla today all coming from the Balshamtov. So today's really, really a day of renewal. And again, this is why we need Hacidut in our lives because everything's about renewal in life. There's nothing else to talk about. You have to go into your business with a brand new mindset to get new ideas. You have to go into new relationships with brand new. Everything prior has to become a new experience. Why we need Hacidut? This has got forbidden. If we get stale, if we get old, that's when a mullet comes. A mullet comes when the person is weak. So we need Hacidut in our lives in order to constantly, constantly yearn, desire, et cetera. If we looked at the 98 curses, why we Jews got the 98 curses, the number one is because they didn't serve God with happiness. They didn't serve God with desire. And it's an amazing, amazing insight that I heard on that. How is that? Some people say that's actually a blessing that the curses were blessing. And Rabbi Malau says something beautiful. He says, "When something is taken away from you, in these 98 curses, it talks about how people you had a wife and somebody took it away. You had a field and somebody took over it. You had oil. You had an olives, but somebody that didn't write. It's the big difference between somebody having something and getting taken away from them, not having it at all." People ask me, "A lot of times people ask me, "Why did I have to meet this person in my life in order for it to break up and now I'm stuck with a dead end?" Very simple, because that increases the appetite. It's like asking God, "Why did you give us the first day of Passover and all of a sudden take away 49 days for Shabbat war? Why did you make this go through that?" It's very simple. It's something that's given to you. It's number one to show you that you lost it. You lost it, so you got to increase your appetite for it. So many times in heaven, we get the flesh, we get the Huffman, we get the light. Now, all of a sudden, now we have to go in and develop it. We have to go develop. We have to build the vessel for it. This is not a PPP loan. God wants to die, He wants to yearning, et cetera. So this is where the actual curses were actually blessings if you look at them the right way. That means, let's say you didn't have a job or something offered you a job and you worked for a week and then you got fired. It's better than that that you should say there's no jobs because that's supposed to weaken up yearning. So you have a lot of the questions we have to ask ourselves in these last 12 days of the year and specifically we're going to do one for every month. What areas was given to you and was taken away from you and what did you do with it? That's a question. What did you do with it? Did you restart? Did you rebuild bigger or did you say I'm a victim? I got screwed. And here we go. I had a bad year. You can't come into Russia with these kinds of mindset. You have to come in there with openness, expansion of vessels, everything was an expansion. And the more we have done something in the world of Kabbalah, it's very simple. Either you decide to get out of your comfort zone or Hashem will get you out of your comfort zone. So all we have is one option. We have the ability to go through inspiration or through desperation. That's pretty much. I realize it today. I'm getting out of my comfort zone where I don't even know what the word control means anymore. You understand? But let me do it on my way instead of doing it some other way. And that's the question you're going to have. It's really it's not the cool. There's no such thing as comfort zones. And this is where we today where we we're looking at instead of looking at things so stressful. You got to look at it. Wow. I'm Scott. Thank you for the blessing getting me out of my comfort zone. I would have never done it myself. If it wasn't for this situation, I would have never taken action. I would have never happened. So we sometimes it's important to look at the past, especially at the past. Because remember, this whole 12 days is about fixing the past. What areas did you look at stress, which really was a blessing in your life? What areas were some things given to you, taking away from you in order to evoke desire. And you called it. I got something really sacred away from here. Very, very important to understand that. I think that's a big insight because either wakes, it says bring it on. I'm excited about the light or look what happened to me somebody broke my light. And unfortunately today, the majority of people are saying look what happened my light broke this broke. It's not supposed to. Something is taken away from you is that you can now evoke desire. And this is exactly why Robin Atman says, all we came to this world is for one thing to evoke desire. Desire, let's on. And if you don't understand that point in life, it's going to cost you a big lesson. You have a football player. He almost makes it to the next last year. They almost made it to the playoffs or to the finals. What did they do that they tasted almost the victory? That desire got them the victory today, this year. So this is very, very important. What you do with the lack and what you do in something is taken away from you. That is really the same soon. That's the test today on what we do with it. What you do with it. Here you go. It's not what happens. It's really what you do with what happens. And this is where you have to think about these last 12 days of ending strong. So today represents 18th of all. And today is representing the areas of resolutions in life that we didn't really hit. What commitment did you make? What resolution did you make? Let's say everybody starts in the New Year's list. You say two weeks after New Year's resolutions. They're gone. Just the same way as we don't see locker rooms being built in gems. Because people go to the gym and then they go right out of the gym. But they sign the membership. They get the shoes. They got a little lemon. They get pants. They go to allow for a shirt. That they do. Plenty of that. But when it comes to the grind, very few people are interested. If it doesn't feel right. So think about this year. What resolutions did you make? How many did you hit? And how many did you not hit? And what are you going to do about it next year? And I would recommend people think big and they plan big. You should think big, but plan small. Very, very important. Anytime you want any resolutions, you want to think big, but all of a sudden create right away a contraction of light. Because we know how in the world that you can all of a sudden hit these goals. You haven't hit these goals ever in your life. But start with smaller goals. Because what happens is whatever stays in motion will continue to stay in motion. Most important thing in the spiritual world is momentum. When we get momentum, when we feel good about ourselves, we end up investing more in ourselves. How do you feel good about ourselves? You got to hit the target. You got to hit one target. So this is why think about the resolutions. That's the day today. What resolutions did you hit? What resolutions did you not hit? And how are you going to now change this situation? How are you going to change? How are you going to change the vessel? Again, start small, hit the goal versus think big. And you know, because all of a sudden you shot an Instagram clip. Yeah, think big, think big. Next thing. You know, there's no vessel for that light. Think big, but plan small. I can't tell you how important it is. Think big, plan small. Think marriage, plan a coffee day. Don't plan a three day coffee. Three day vacation on the first date. You understand? Because it's not maintainable. It's not maintainable. You could do coffee. That you could do. So it's very, very important. Where people understand is the most important part of hitting goals is that. Not excitement. Is that strategy? Not excitement. So the next day tomorrow, which is Tuesday, the 19th of all, which is September 1st, this rectifies the month where we've been able to rectify all the areas of Cheshvan. Cheshvan is the times. How did you handle transitions this year? You know, Scorpios, they're born, they're death, born, reborn, you know, seven times within, sometimes a week. How did you handle transitions and how did you handle resiliency this year? That's that's the work of tomorrow. How did you handle that? Were you resilient? Did you give up or did you turn it up? What areas in your life do you think that you're you're too controlling? You know, that's the area of Cheshvan. It's really, really, really, really reborn, constant reborn in our lives. I think I was reborn this year, I think six times already this year. Literally. So that's another area. How did you handle? Because remember, if you can't expand, remember, God is always no matter what's happening. He's always trying to give you the most bounty possible. Why? Because it's the enjoyment on the creators better than is much more growing, but happens if you're thinking too small, you're too controlling, there's nothing that you can receive. So the transitions have to come to get you out of these comfort zones. So you have to think of comfort zones mean control, control means very limited blessings. Getting out of your comfort zones means going into the concept of iron. Iron means no man's land. You have no idea what's going to happen. That's the place where you have the most capacity to receive. So as much as we want, we want to show up to, you know, to rush a shine. I wanted a good year, good year, good year. And here we are, we're controlling every single part of our lives. How are you going to have a good year if you have a one car garage, and you're asking for five cars. You literally have a one car garage. Where is it going to fit? Where is the blessing going to fit? If every single time you get, you know, you have a little anxiety or popping pills and smoking weed. Where is your growth happening? So we have to be careful that whatever you're asking for, you have the space to receive it. It's never about the light. It's always about the space to receive it. And this is where you have to ask yourself, how did you handle transitions, scorpio, the energy of trans scorpio. Is all about, that's it. Start over, think differently, come back. differently, etc. Sometimes in life we actually need a separation to reconnect. It's purposely wise, sometimes every single time with the juice scent, what happens? They came back much bigger. So sometimes even send itself from nothmances. When a person falls in from a level, that separation actually causes a new arousal. So separation is always sometimes needed in life in order to what? To come back with a bigger vessel. So if there is that you felt, there's nothing wrong with the falls because remember every single time you fall, there's sparks to be retrieved in those walls. It's how you come back. That's tomorrow's work. So it's the 19th of L.O. which is Tuesday. Wednesday we're gonna rectify the month of kiss life. How did you anticipate cheesecake parties? Did you anticipate miracles in your life? How did you live in an miracle mindset? Again, what's what's stopping us from receiving miracles? The same thing, lack of faith and control. Really control is really the worst, pretty much the worst of the worst. If you get to tell me one thing that's really, really sabotaging pretty much absolutely every blessing in life, it's the mechanism of eye control means God, get out of the way I know what I'm doing. Let me control the situation. I can't tell you if you have a control issue, it's just gonna limit absolutely every aspect of every area of life. We have to do as much as we can to try to get rid of controls because miracles do not come to people who are controlling. Miracles come to people who completely let go of it. It's not the more you control the more you constrict. We have many times we say this but the month of kiss of which is Wednesday. I'm gonna put the chart for everybody could see it but Wednesday's work is really to work on the moon of Bitcoin and more importantly anticipating miracles in your life. Rambnakhan tells us something in the Bustalum tells us something in beautiful. He tells us that miracles come to a person who are willing to sacrifice his name. Who's willing to sacrifice? Sacrificing to you today means whatever is practically hard for you to do you do the opposite way. If you're cheap to give charity if you have a problem with the morality to keep the breath. If you have a problem with with with sleeping late waking up early it's whatever if you have a very emotional person you can't let go. The tycoon is to let go. Miracles happen when you change your nature. Why? Because as below so is above. If you change your nature below there's an stimulation on high. Cabal is really as below so is above. I mean it's any single time that we want a new reality what we need to do is we need to change our own reality. Cabal is not sitting with a bunch of names and looking at charts and trying to manipulate numbers and red strings and trying to know it's taking knowing that any action you could take below which is either from giving to receiving. How do you draw closer to God? You connect to him through giving. Giving means going against your nature. Receiving means doing whatever is comfortable for you in life. So we could do we could expand the vessels in the minute we go into giving mode instead of receiving mode. What is that practically? Doing things that are very difficult for you and your life. So that's an area where you want to see miracles you have to ask yourself where miracle did I do my life? I want to see a miracle where where where can I become the miracle in my life? That's the key. That's that's the answer. That's the month of Kisla. That is Wednesday's work of the 20th. And the good thing is we're able to rectify because the Creator is interested in how you end. This is why the month of L is such a powerful month because it's given us extra energy to end strong. You're getting extra end. Hashem wants when we need to understand it's not about Shem wants to give more than we can receive and that's one of the things you need to understand when I the always when I pray I say Hashem helped me look at the situation differently because I know you want to give me more than I can receive. I just don't see it. Open up my eyes. We always want to ask not to change but to open up our eyes to let's let's see everything for the best. I'm telling you that you might have to say that prayer three thousand times because the evil inclination is always labeled in something as bad bad. This is terrible. Look what I have to go through. This is per minute. How long is this going to be? I can't believe this. Why did I get stuck like this? I'm telling you every other answer but let me look at this differently. The AIDS are hard not going to tell you know you're not looking at it the right way. Did you ever look at it the right way? Did you look at this as a boss in the skies? No it's going to tell you bad permanent get anxious. Give up. Don't put energy. Why do you think? Why do you think that the 98 curses came to a person who who's sad? Because he's not he's not seeing a different perspective. When you're sad you're not seeing a different perspective. Sadness means permanence. You go to a football game right? You're losing ten. You get sad? No. Okay guys let's go. Change it around. Change it around. We don't get sad when they're down by then. You try to cheer up the team. Maybe the dolphins you can get Cadish because the ten becomes 20 30 40 but normally you're not supposed to get sad. You're supposed to say how do I let's go? Turn it up. Change your perspective. So this is why sadness is a denial is because sadness itself is that you're not seeing it the right way. And what is not seeing it the right way today? Lack of doubt. Lack of perspective. Lack of perspective. This is the only reason why we're supposed to pray and learn is so we can come out of the situation with a different perspective. We're not asking for the things to change. We're asking the same the way we look at the things. And once you change the way you look at the things the things that you look at will change. That's how it works. It's not we're not going there manipulating God. Change this changes changes. Let me have more money. No. Become more trustworthy and then you will expand your vessel and more money will come to you. Improve my relationship. Work on your self-esteem. Don't become so it's a self-centered all the time and then things won't bother you. You'll be happier. Which will lead to a better relationship. It's never it's never something that's why sadness has no no place in it. A broken heart. Yes. A broken heart is very important. Broken heart means I don't I'm not seeing it the right way. Help me. Where's my help going to come from. I'm overwhelmed. I'm overwhelmed by the by the a to hardest tactics. I'm overwhelmed by the negativity created the world. That's a broken heart. That's a good prayer because then that change is perspective. That's asking for help. Where sadness is saying I don't like the way my cards are dealt and there's nothing I can do about it. That's why the the price for 98 curses of serving God with not happiness is because you're not looking the whole purpose of tort and has to do it. It's a change of perspective. It's to change your perspective. And if we're not going to change our perspective we're not going to change our reality. That's the bottom line. There's times in business where I said you know at this year it's not a profitable year. This year is a year to learn. We're learning this year. Pretend you're on a one-year university in business. Some years there's there's you can run and some years you have to reconstruct. Some years that that's what the or say just says it's 28 times. There's a time to laugh. There's a time to cry. There's a time to to everything. There's a time for everything. It doesn't mean that that time is bad. It means it's a time that has to be handled at this moment. And what do you want me to do at this time? We can't rush the time because there's a lesson in every single time. And we also can't can't numb the time either. So it's very important all has to do it. It's all about really really being able to understand these things on on on Kislev the 21st of all, which is Thursday we're going to rectify anything with Tibet. Tibet which is a capricorn energy represents the impatientness, the Toho energy. Where have we had addictive personalities? Where have we had angry issues in Tibet? Tibet is very cold. It's cold. It's Toho. Toho is Tibet. That's the month also of a lot of a lot of control, a lot of earth, a lot of logic, a lot of routine. Get out of that logic and routine. This is the month that we have to rectify that. And also in and realize, yes, Tibet is great for tremendously great for work ethic that we need the energy of capricorns for work ethic. But at the same time, Tibet is rooted in anger. Anger means impatientness, not trusting the process. So that's a month that we work on that that day, which is the 21st. Remember, Tibet and both Tibet and Tamos are both months that there's massive, massive amount of inner work because those two months, Capricorn cancer are ruled by Asaf. Those are both Toho energies. What is extremely cold energy? Extreme resentfulness. The other one is extreme heat, which means cancer is a very, very day. They retreat very quickly. They get very irritable and they retreat. So those two months is always the that the coin of those two months is patience, calmness, pause before reactive, right? Patience. The opposite of Asaf. Because what did Asaf represent? Give me the right stuff now. Toho is a very addictive personality. Give it to me now. I'm not on a patient. I don't get it now. I'm going to be angry. The perfect lunch combo. That first bite of your favorite sub, followed by ice cold Pepsi. Add a couple of friends. And now that's next level. Suddenly, the laughs get louder, the stories keep flowing, and the food tastes better. Because Pepsi brings out more flavor, more fun, and more of the moment. Food deserves Pepsi. Grab a Pepsi Zero Sugar today. Trusting the process as a cancer, right? Being less emotional reactive versus this is terrible. I'm going to react. I'm going to go into retreat. Those two months have the most amounts of din of judgment because those two months have them already in the month itself, the Asaf energy, which you're almost walking into that. What's good about that energy also is when anytime you have a Toho energy, you can also do a lot in life because you'll have extra energy. But the problem is anytime with extra energy if it's not using the right direction, it becomes using the wrong direction. Right? I can use anger to fuel myself. Right? Get up. Let's go. Use anger. the gym. Don't use anger at the office. Period. That's the month of that's the month of Tibet. The month of the 22nd of April, which is Friday, we rectify Shvat. What is Shvat represent? Your relationship really really to food, right? What's your relationship to food? We know there are a math and speaks about less and speaks out in four torres. Have food, you can actually put you to speech, put you to sleep spiritually. Food, why do we say a breakup before we eat and after we eat, right? Say a breakup before you eat, what do you need an after one food? Because this is just a mean we eat kosher food, you're gonna feel better. Obviously, you could see a lot of people are eating kosher food with 25 hash squares and passies for all of this one. That half is for all triple squares and then diabetes. Also diabetes also at the end. So it doesn't mean because it's super kosher, it means it's super good for you, right? We always say the more ingredients, longer less of your life, less ingredients, longer your life. That means looking ingredients, five, six, should be enough. 25, 30 ingredients, not good. Why did this all come? Why did food become such a disaster? It's every single time in life where we get away from the creator and we start manipulating food and we start crossing seeds and GMOs and trying to make things bigger and try to store things. We're actually trying to get away from nature. So we're trying to, man's trying to take control, try to make a two pound chicken into a seven pound chicken, right? So what happens when you just, when you go into the world of this order, when you try to manipulate God's order, then all of a sudden you get sick because what happens to your stomach doesn't digest these things. So this is why food, it's so important because at the end of food from now on says food can give you energy or food can take away your energy. Food can give you life force or food can put you to sleep. We've had meals where you feel like a completely different person after you ate, right? So we always need to, just like a party, you can't stay too long at the party because then you're taking too much from the party. You go to the party, you say hello, you spend, you socialize every day and see you later. Too much, too much, doesn't help actually takes away. So this is an area of Shalat is how is your relationship to food that food lift you up or the food? Bring you down and the word for lechem, which is bread is also the word for milchama, which is a war. Food is a war. But today's food is a war. Food happens to be a war today. It's a mindset. It's a war. And most importantly we're not going to say this in that month, we have to work on, did you face your stuff or did you stuff your face? Pretty much. Are we using food as a coping mechanism for comfort? If you look at Uber Eats, you see comfort food. What do you mean comfort food? It's a comfort medications, comfort foods. What do you need? You need comfort for everything? You have to sit with your feet. We have to sit with the feelings. We can't just stuff a donut in our face because we don't feel good all the time. Again, just your relationship to food is whether or not you could rise or fall, etc. So that's the month of Shalat that represents the 22nd of Al-Aluw, which is Friday, the 23rd, which is Shabbat, of Al-Aluw represents Adar. How is your relationship to- how is your relationship to the remiss of- which one did I miss on until the second? Saturday. I miss Saturday. Oh, 23rd of Al-Aluw is Adar. Hold on, where is it? Where's ER? Oh, no, the 25th of Monday is ER. Okay, where were we? We were in Saturday. Shabbat. 23rd of Al-Aluw, which is Shabbat September 5th, represents the rectification of Adar. Adar. So Adar is- how is your relationship to happiness? We know in the spiritual world you're supposed to laugh first and then figure out what? Why is this happening? Because at the end of the day, and I can't tell you, what was known about Adar? What is known about this month of Adar? Is the month of Radla? Radla means you can get to such a level of knowledge that you know nothing. I can't tell you how many times in my life I looked at something as bad and I laughed at it. I'm like, I can't believe I looked at it that way. So what you need to do is you need to practice it that as soon as something hits you in your life, start laughing, cracking up. Cracking up like this is the biggest blessing in the world. That's the light of boredom. Adar represents completely throw away your knowledge and realize you know nothing. You know absolutely nothing. So Adar forces us to be happy because we know nothing anyway. And where is our sadness coming from? Thinking we know better. That's really why Adar is such a powerful month. We can have some turnover degrees. It's because at the end of the day, whatever your worst day, Tony Robinson says this a lot, your worst day will become your best day. You say, how in the world is my worst day become my best day? How in the world is that possible? It's because in the spiritual world's above, everything is backwards usually. And what you think is good is not. What you think is bad is good. So this is where the month of it. And this has happened to me on the forum all the time where I think this is what a great poem. It was the most opposite term. And what a terrible situation. The most opposite completely throw through away my inability to brand anything that I thought I knew something I realized I don't nothing at all. And that is by the way, the essence of knowledge is to come to the realization that you know nothing. You know nothing. The more you know nothing, the more you can learn. The more you can learn, the more you will succeed. Once I say I know something, then I'm already limited on my knowledge. That's why we have to be careful with the knowing. And this is from Nakhman says this prayer in a less than eighty-third, less than eighty-three in the second half of the tomorrow. And the prayer says, God, I know nothing. How many times will I have to remember that I know nothing? If I realize that Moshe Rebenu, King David, people like that said they knew nothing. How much more a person like me thinking that I know better. So this is a great meditation called Ma. Ma. What do I know? What do I know? We use it all the time and that should be a standard. It should be a standard meditation when things get chaotic in your life. You laugh first and then you go into Ma. What do I know? What do I know? And you will see, this is not just being neglectful. It's realizing that you're very limited in understanding and you will see from that miracles. The name that God uses to make the problem into solution is the name Ma. Is the name of surrender because Ma is really a name of surrender. If you look at my license plate, Ma, that's it. That's my license plate. To remind myself, what do you know? What do you know? Because things come at us a hundred miles per hour in life. And what are we doing? We're labeling things. This is good. This is bad. This is terrible. Ba-ba-ba. Good, bad. Yes. No. Good. We have a good expired. This is expired. This is fresh. This is terrible. This is good. We're, but we're meaning making machines. All we're doing is processing data. Good, bad. Good, good. Terrible. Yes. I lost the deal. This is wonderful. This is like, until I fight with this one. This is terrible. This is good. This is bad. You understand how it's like a big video game, right? And according to the score of what you meant that day, according to your mood, is your emotion at the end of the day. Why don't you realize the A to Harz game, right? Stock went up. Yay. Stock went down. No good. We're a bunch of ping-pong balls. So if you understand that you know nothing, you have to process things, right? That's a deacon would say, what do we know? We don't want it. We don't, the thing is why you want to do this because you want to stay in potential. The reason why you don't want to label things in life is because you want to stay in potential. The bell-shemton would always say, don't say you had a bad day. Say you had a bitter day. Don't say you're going through a bad time. Say you're going into a symptom, a constriction, a new opening. Even Arsages, even the big said deacon would say, don't say you got forbid you have cancer. Don't say you have cancer. Don't give it something to label. Talk about the, because once you give it a label, God forbid, the evil inclination can come now and now give it, it's a program, right? When people had COVID, the minute they had COVID, they already chucked out for three weeks, right? It was a whole mechanism, remember, we had a cold. COVID mechanism, go, go, go, go, hibernate yourself for two weeks, take 25 shots, it became such a program that that program had feared to it. So like David Hawkins speaks about, don't say I'm depressed. Say I've broken heart, say I'm going through a constriction, right? Once you give it a whole definition, you lose potential. You lose potential. So many times, I can't tell you, I mean, I mean, we have business. How many people have been misdiagnosed? If I tell you, I think the third or fourth, third or fourth leading cause of death is medical malpractice. You understand? You know, it is mental malpractice. So don't, don't, don't, don't be careful with labels. The Lubabacharrabbi would say, a person can give you a diagnosis, he can heal you because God gave doctors the power to heal. God's really healing through them, but he can't determine life. So let me tell you, if six months to live, eight months, you understand these constrictions. I remember when I was 22 years old, the guy, I had five hundred eight at this, the guy told me you could never work out again. Really? That's not right away. I went to go work out specifically because he told me you can't work out. I specifically want to go work out. I said, I'm going to be 21 years old. And you're going to tell me I'm not going to work out again. Are you really giving me? I want to go work out. That's that's how I started becoming getting into shape because they told me I can't work out at 21 years old because I have five hundred eight at this. What am I going to do? 21 years old. Sit there and be in a walker or 21 years old. Are you out of your mind? But again, doctor, don't work out. Are you crazy? Are you crazy? So sometimes these things are given to us in order to beat them. You're not supposed to just take the loss and say, here, this guy's got to, and how many times are people beating them? don't don't always any time you're connected with faith there is no past present and future nothing nothing can anything can change in a blink of an eye once you connect it to nature then you screw then you screw because that's nature I don't want to be connected to nature I want to be connected to your kebafke your kebafke means past present and future that's faith this is what God's telling us what do you want what do you want to learn you want to you want to trust in in broken and broken this hurts or you want to trust in the in how Shemu's giving you the fall the waterfall like what do we connect it to broken jobs or you want to go directly to the to the source we want to connect to the source so we have to be very careful and that's the month of that's the month of others is to completely throw away any understanding of knowledge that you think you know and be open the the 24th of all which is Sunday represents September 6th which represents rectifying Nissan that's what what breakthroughs did you have what breakthroughs did you have what new beginnings were did you have you know what areas nothing in your life did you just see breakthroughs how did you plan did you again did you restart that's Nissan Nissan is also the concept of miracles etc and life and then we have and obviously the word the Nissan's representing where areas in your life have you been saved from from it's right right what is it's right today it's our something that's constricted in your life we know that this is the poster that says God you saved me in my constriction you have expanded the the the the constrictions are supposed to just like the reason why we have bitterness on Passover on the Passover Seder the purpose of bitterness to tell you I'm not tasting this bitterness again this is the last time the purpose of bitterness is to put it is to put a boundary when I taste bitterness from something I'm like I'm not tasting this again I know how it feels thank you for the taste that's the time to put a boundary you're not supposed to have bitterness and have the membership of bitterness you understand the bitterness is to tell you this is not happening again and this is my boundary we get the bitterness sometimes because we didn't put the boundary so not the bitterness to tell you no nonsense on the boundary and this is where I stop and this is where I go and once you have once you the reason why people are burnt out is because they don't put boundaries and that is Guevara you can have chessed without Guevara today more than ever you can have chessed so God gives you bitterness to tell you this could be a permanent that's why the reference is a beautiful line says if you're not going to suffer a little bit you're going to suffer a lot but you have to suffer a little bit so the little suffering could be the small bitterness to put the boundary because if we don't put the boundary then we end up in the trying we end up in mid-Sagaran we end up in power we end up in Egypt what is Egypt represents it represents two concepts God doesn't love you and somebody else is hurting you but God that's the Egypt today that's the Egypt that's the Egyptian mentality God doesn't love you he doesn't want to bail you out and somebody else is enslaving you but Hashem himself and that's why if you think about every every place where where we were afraid of these fears these codependencies all these areas it's it's it's an Egypt mindset that not not believing we're getting the bitterness to get out to be free to taste like this is not what you want we're not supposed to sit in that and the bitterness too long so focus on getting better and that is the month of Nissan which is the 24th day of elo September 6th and the 25th day of elo is represents monday September 7th we rectify the ER here's the month of in a work the month of healing what areas to anticipate healing in your life you know what areas that we need healing in our life remember what is healing for elements earth fire water and air that's when you have harmony in your body how do we heal we heal by having this ease means there's too much of one element in the body too much fire in the body too much anger too much resentment water too much addictions earth too much logic air too much air lack of lack of planning lack of lack of structure in life so we have to eat it all of us though anytime there's a sickness it's because there's one of the elements there's too much of it we're either too logical we're too obsessive we're too one of the areas and that's the area where you have harmony that's why all these four elements represent God's name your cave of cake when you have your cave of cake you have healing when you're sick you have whole head you're missing light what's the light that's missing missing light means there's there's another light that's there it's missing God's light trying to take control you know there's a whole book on barren Katie how every single you know every single area in your in your body is affected by specific some specific inflammation or stored emotion we know back back pain to represent always money issues you know vertigo represents fear you know there's a lot of there's a lot of elements to that etc. the 26th of LL which is Tuesday September 8th rectify Sivan that's the times your your your relationship to spirituality how did you do this year and what needs to be fixed so we want to do is we want to we want to make Mishpat Mishpat means we want to take accountability and then we need to make adjustments to say what needed to be fixed how did I did I did I did I did I have a right time for that that I put enough time in tutorial that I have a set time for just like anything else if you don't have a set time for something you will not get it done period and then heaven you want to go to ask you did you have a set time you ask all these yoga people did you have a set time for yoga of course you have a set time for yoga at yoga at 30 and they're told yoga 9 o'clock Kundalini 9/3 there's no question if they had a set time they're going to alarm how about for yoga but we also have to ask us that did you have a set time do you talk to your creator did you have a set time or did you spend your whole life working working working it's where the morning classes are such an important time it's a set time that's it nothing nothing else can happen this is the time believe me I have businesses to run please people to see this is a set time it's non-negotiable you have to take this exactly the same way spiritually there has to be a set time where it's non-negotiable nobody's gonna bother you that's how you get it done yeah you don't put on the calendar so as so that's another thing don't just say I want to learn more to ask you put it set time put it on the calendar otherwise it's not getting done the 27th of L.O. which is Wednesday September 9th we rectify tamos we rectify the areas where we completely lashed out where we were completely we're very reactive where where there's construct where there's a lot of a lot of reactive energy you know I know this year there's a lot of reactions right what's the opposite of reactions creation either we reacting or we're creating what are we doing upset remember the line upset right upset means set up every time you get upset we're being we're being set up set up to react reenact trauma or respond responsibility make it to go that's a great way and react think about react upset as oh thank you for the to go and again to be able to fix this over and over again etc. and then Thursday September 10th we represent Av which represents how how did you deal with Ahavati Schraal how did you with with with love for others and also how that's a month that we reconcile we reconcile how is your reconcile what areas in your life areas that that broke that need to be fixed did you reconcile higher did you come higher we know that the cune four tisha bav is too bad right basis hatred became basis her love a good example of that would be basis hatred means hating the messenger now thanking the messenger for the growth that's how you fix that hating the messenger is basis hatred loving the messenger's growth that came out of it is basis love it's a very profound concept to understand that the same person who who taught you who who hurt you the most became the person who taught you the most that's the ship that's the shift we have to make the shift is always every shift that we will make spiritually healing is an expansion of intellect we start with a constrictive intellect we have to end with the expansion of intellect that's how you know you've handled every single test well it started with a constriction we all start with the constrictive intellect we go from constrictive intellect to expansion of intellect we go from reactive to this is for the best every single shift and what happens is when you make that shift of constriction to expansions constriction is God's name early eighty six teva when you go to expansion of intellect God's name of your kevavke and God's name of kell we just said those two names your kevavke is the name of miracles the name of mercy right kell is the name of kindness so kindness and mercy are given to you as you expand your intellect kindness and mercy comes to you it's incredible it's an incredible we actually we got as many names but he works with us based on how we interact with his name it's not just a one name for everybody his names completely changed based on your reaction to your creator when you have will Hashem's name is Eki I will be every name corresponds to how you can correspond to him so we always want to get into the the expansion kindness name because that's where the blessings come. All the headaches come from, "Din". "Din" is Elohim. Elohim is nature. So when we say something is randomly happening to me, this is a randomly happening, oh really? It's not happening from Hashem. Okay, you're gonna get ruled with Elohim. You wanna keep certain laws in your life? You get divine supervision. If not, you go by nature. It's very simple. Pretend you're in the middle of, you know, you got a house in Jamaica, for example, right? Security's taking off for the warmth. Okay, I don't know what happens in Jamaica. We have no security in the big house. Get robbed. It's a good chance you can get robbed. So in life, we don't wanna put ourselves in situations where we lose our security. And we lose our divine province. We wanna put ourselves in an envy area possible that we have divine province. 'Cause divine province means God will purposely watch you and purposely allow you to make mistakes that will lead you to your ultimate best. When you lose the divine province, you lose the supervision. So then you're just left to the battle of the fittest. That means you wanna make money. You gotta be the best accountant. You gotta be the best trader. You gotta be, there's no divine, there's no help. You just, you're out on your own. People can be very successful without the divine supervision. But it's, there's no enjoyment. There's no fulfillment. It's, they're on their own. They'll never feel safe. Where other people can be very successful, but they feel safe. They feel connected. Doesn't mean people don't make money. People, doesn't mean you could be the best of what you can by yourself if you, if you went, if you know how to win in life. But you don't, you don't have the divine supervision. You don't have the safety. You don't have the nachat. You don't have the, a good ruach. It's always, I need more. I need this, I need that. So this is what people compute. Oh, he's not religious. He's, he's, he's, look how much money here. Don't look at, don't look at it like that. There's the quality of life and quality of money completely change. You can have tons of money. Have a horrible life, right? Or you can have less and have a wonderful life. But we can have, it's good to have both. It's good to have a great life and have money. But as long as you know where it's coming from, this is where I'm not gonna say it. That wealth and wealth enriches, wealth and wealth and spirituality really don't mix. Why? Because if you're praying for wealth, you're praying unto the north. If you're praying for wisdom, you pray to the south. So usually you get one of the two. The only way you get both is if you're completely in no man's land. You don't pray to the north or to the south. You're so humble that all the blessings come through you. So humility is the only way to have both. It's to have both. That means you get both. The minute there's an ounce of arrogance, you will not, you will lose the spirituality. Yeah, you may be able to get the money, but you won't get the spirituality. So that's, that's where we have to be careful with money. So we can have to be so careful with money, because money just expands us. All money does is expand you. Who you are? Go to bed. If you're good inside of you, money will just expand you. Same thing. If there's a person's inside, he's full of fear, he's just full of hate, money's just gonna make him a bigger bet. So we have to be very careful that spirituality offsets that. Offsets that. And we can only do that by giving. And the last day of 29th, which is Friday of September 11th, we rectify hell, that's the areas of what areas that we make to shoot, then, et cetera. So we have a lot of these 12 days, there's a lot of inner work. I would pencil these things in and you're his bodidude. I would post a chart also on the chats, et cetera. But every day you have a different menu to work on. And if you work on those areas, you could now rectify the areas that need to be rectified. And if you come back strong, you come back with isn't, it's much better to have a game plan in September than, you know, different apple and honey and say, yeah, let's have a good year. We know what that's gotten us before. Pretty much no way, obviously. People have good year, good year, happy honey, date. What does that do for you lately? When you go in there, completely prepared, seeing completely everything differently. The only reason why we actually say those blessings is because blessings need an actual conduit from the food. But otherwise, you want a better year, better you. It gives better years. And this is why Hashem puts us as a partner. And he renews our, unfortunately he renews. Fortunately or fortunately you get your contract that you're doing, unless you see, how was the investment this year in this person? Did this investment do good? More avatkinam, more synatkinam. More charity or more hoarding? That's what they're going to ask you. And you have to go in there, if you didn't do well, you have 12 days to say, you know what? I want to be negotiated this contract 'cause we made a couple of big bucks before you can ask for more. Don't ask for more if you're a big hoarder. Don't ask for more friends if you hate everybody. Become the partner in the creator. Have a great day.