The Emotions of a Half-Dead Husband

♪ Ooh, I'm trying to decide ♪ ♪ Where I am ♪ ♪ And I made a round and back there somewhere ♪ ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ - Anyways, hello, everyone. Again, I'm Hemlott Springs. - And I am Hannah Beachler, and this is the read. Thank you for joining us. - Work Bleach. (laughing) - Yes, and Dee Dee, welcome back, everyone. How's New York? Is this still a wild ice? - Well, it's not-- - It was like a taste worm? - I mean, it did warm up a little bit and all of the snow from a month ago finally melted and then we got another two feet of it a year today. - Oh, okay, well, all right. - That was nice. Yeah, so I am recording from home today. My apologies if you hear New York City in the background 'cause it's also supposed to, it's like sunny now, but it's supposed to snow again tomorrow, so. - So we are just getting fucked. We are just getting fucked, man, I'm over here. - No, there are many, many sectors of age and mythology around the world where hell is, it's freezing. You know what I mean? - You still do it. - There is an idea that, so what I'm saying is like, is it, is the devil? It was like, that is not a god. And then does it have anything to do with anything good? - Yeah. - Why would the ice fondly melt? - Right. - And then be like, here's two feet of it. - Yeah. - Demons. - Demons and stuff. - It was, the mayor had to put out a travel bin where nobody could drive or ride e-bikes or anything in New York. - From 9 p.m. Sunday to noon Monday. It was like-- - Work. - Don't leave unless it's, they Uber eats, a door dash, all of that shit shut down. Just literally open the app and they're like, you cannot order anything bitch. You should have went to the store, carry your ass to the bodega or starve. So, it-- - Oh, I guess I'm going to go first, go fish cracks in that somewhere bitch because now. - Oh, right, right, right. So it's just been, you know, it's New York. But I already know L.A.'s gorgeous and perfect in 77 degrees and you're all out there getting high and at the beach, so-- - You know what's funny? - Fun for you. - It was the week where I wasn't going to do that. (laughing) - But I know it is. - I know it is. - Actually wasn't going to say anything. - I know it is. I've seen so many TikToks of people on the beach and they're like me, FaceTime and my friend in New York. - Okay, so now that's disgusting. - Go to hell, man. - That's true. - Go to hell. - This is so smackful. - It's been bad. - But I did hop over here and see that she was at home and I was like, like-- - Yeah, yeah. - Returns. - No, it's not today she won't. She is in her crate. She has been given explicit instructions to shut the fuck up. (laughing) And so hopefully she naps over these next two hours. I'm not dealing with her black ass today. I'm not, and I mean it. (laughing) You shut the fuck up. - We are! - No. - Okay, guys, let us get into the week here, starting with some black excellence. This week's black excellence is going over to one Teddy Bridgewater. Teddy Bridgewater just had an, oh, bill. The Teddy Bridgewater Act. That if passed, we'll allow high school coaches to use up to $15,000 of their personal funds to support student athletes with things like transportation, food, and other needs. Now, the reason this act is called Teddy Bridgewater is because this 33 year old NFL quarterback was suspended from Miami Northwestern High School, or as we call it, the West. - Oh. - Because he was using his funds on these particular things for the teen. Now, if you've seen a, I don't know, lean on me, or what was that Kiana movies with that hard ball where he was like teaching baseball? - Now, you know, I don't know. - Remember the Titans? - Oh yeah. - You know, the girls don't exactly get a big, breast, brazier, full of cash. (laughing) - Like, hey girl, they don't even go fucking, these bitches agree. So, with that said, I mean, be perfectly honest with you. There are probably different high schools in the nation that are like the only thing that we're spending our money on is oil. - Yep, I mean, Oklahoma knows all about that. (laughing) - We literally do. - But I am not surprised that this black brother who had a good heart and was freely expressing not only that heart and intention and care, but is also doing that with. He's also putting his money where his mouth was. - Yeah. - And so why people were querying in their boots to spend this money? - Yep. - Perhaps look the fuck know goddamn where he's at. - Exactly. - And now the law is like, why don't you hold everyone's nuts? Why don't you just cup the balls and just press them close? Because. - It was ridiculous from the beginning. - Are you stupid? - Yep, are you ridiculous? - Are you stupid indeed? And the answer is yes, they are. They are that dedicated to kids and not having shit that they would punish a rich-ass grown man for trying to do something for those children. - Mind you, he went to the West. So lovely. - Oh, okay. - Yeah. - So that makes all the more sense. - It's also his school, right? - That makes so, oh wow. - Wow, wow, wow. And they still like, no. - Those poor children don't deserve this. - No, I'm out. (laughing) - They should bring a natural value on the bus if they're so fucking hungry. - Oh, boy, yeah, I really don't give a shit about kids and it shows in the decisions you make. - Yeah, so that's our Black Eyed Synthesis week. Shout out to you, sir. - Shout out to you, sir. - Also, shout out to Justin. Who is going to be this new movie is God is. Have you seen the trailer for this? - No, but I did see. I think Janelle Malney posted it and I was like, is this scary? Yeah. - I don't think it's gonna be a horror movie. It looks like more of an action drama thriller. - Got it. - A type of a thing. So, first of all, shout out to you, sir. I'm so excited. I screamed when I saw this trailer. I can, oh, so thrilled. I would've just gone to see it just because, you know, off the strength of it. - Janelle Malney, for me, that's all you need. - Young man, having this big picture debut. But I watched the trailer and I was like, oh, I'm definitely going to be that. So, these, this is about these two, these twin sisters, who their father, like abuse them and then left them to like die in a house, I guess, in a fire. And these twin sisters and their mama play by Vivek Fox. So, one of the twins is like very badly burned and Vivek is very badly burned because of the thing that their dad did. And so, the sisters, oh Lord. - By way of their mama on behalf of their mother, go on this like fierce, black girl braided, kill Bill's style quest to go murder their father. I am going to be what? - What? - Oh, whoa. - Yeah, I'll be there. - I'll be seated for that. - Eyes bloody. - Yeah. - I am going to be their bitch. - Absolutely. - And the trailer has them like one twins, the rough one, one twins, quiet one. I think Janelmo, Janelmo and I think is the new wife is what they call her. It's very just like, give it to me. I just, yep, yep. I can't wait to see these two black girls set shit on fire and kill. - I will be seated for that. Thank you ever so much. And the title is great. It really pulls you right in. And so, I am looking forward to that. - Yes, shut out to your friend and everybody involved. - I'm just a fan. - Oh, oh, okay. - Yeah. - You said it like, my nigga just did. I'm like, I'll work. - No, I'm just a huge fan. I think he's going to win Grammys and shit. He's like a superstar. - Oh, okay, well, amen. Hot tops. - This week, my God, let's just try to scurry. I believe in myself. Was it last week that was like, oh, no. And we ate that. - Did it. - 38 minutes, essentially. - Literally, you got right through that shit. - Okay, so first off, best for first. - Are we going to the Houston Road here? - Because. - Oh, yes. That lady. Miss Tina and her boots that. I'm clearly designed for walking. Post this adorable video, "God, she's so cute." And she said that she's going to be officially down to the Houston rodeo. - Oh, of course she is. - Selling her incredibly famous, talked about celebrated legendary gumbo. - Mm, mm. - And not just think to myself, okay. - Miss Tina is giving an opportunity for the streets. - It's a taste of it. - Right. And also at the Houston rodeo, 'cause I've never been to a rodeo before. I'm like a real one. I've been to like knock off costume rodeos. - We'll have him like element. - Okay. - So that is not. - Wasn't on a daily basis. - But nothing. - My homegirl, three to who was showrunner for rap shit, her baby's first birthday, was this past our day when it was rodeo themed. And we had a really good time. - Oh! - And they got her a little stuff worse. - How cute. - And a cowboy hat. And I feel like Minnesota was the only one from Stone. - My dad was just up to her dad was just up to her. He has cowboy hat all too. And he had to shirt this in constant cowboy. - They said no, actually leave me alone. We not doing not it. - It was like, all right, this is the theme. Plus get into it. All right, I can find a hat. - So yeah, like I've only, I've never been like a real rodeo before. It's like a real rodeo and mist. She's had mistinas. It look like it has like a logo. - Oh, don't do that. Oh, that's so cute. - I feel like I'll go on the part. - Oh, I love it. - Love it. She's adorable and honestly, whatever you have to give, if I'm interested. You don't really miss, so. - Right, I mean, I'm sure this gumbo is amazing and they probably gonna sell out every day that they're there. Hopefully they're there in the whole time. 'Cause the rodeo, this is going on for like two weeks. - Oh no, she said March 2nd to March 22nd. - Second, yeah, yeah, yeah. So they, somebody gonna be cooking a lot. Somebody is really gonna be dicing the fuck out of some vegetables, okra, and shit. Somebody is really gonna be arm sore and the room is gonna be a lot. - They might have to raffle out spots in my bitch. - Why? - They really might, they really might, it's a bunch of people performing, like I'm on the website now, and it's Jay Balvin, Rascal Flats, Lizzo. - Jay Balvin, Lisa. - Luke Bryan, Creed, Chris Stapleson, Shaboosie, KFK, Laney Wilson, Tim McGrogg. It's a lot of people who are performing, but then, oh no. You can also just get tickets to the grounds, and I'm sure that's, yeah. ♪ My precious friend, this whole girl ♪ - He's like, "Create's gonna be there, teeny." - That's what they said, so, but then of course, you can get just tickets to the grounds in general, which is, I mean, hell, are there any events? All I'm seeing is like concerts and booths, but I'm not seeing the rodeo itself. Where is the, oh. - I wanna see the six-year-old's going and he, walking their ponies and all. - Ooh, we bitch. - World Championship Barbecue Contest? - Oh, girl. - Oh, bitch, great to meet you. - Oh, bitch, bitch, bitch. - Switch the game up and set the frame up. - Oh, girl, champion, shit, barbecue. - Oh, I need to be there. Ooh, Black Heritage Day. - This sounds kind of. This sounds really, this sounds like the one to be at. - Oh my God. Oh, you know, if I was in Houston, I would just get a season pass and probably go every fucking day it is, 'cause this looks incredible. - Some homes. - But. - Where'd it go? - I do, I love this for her. Like I said, I'm sure that that is going to sell out. But yeah. - You're right, brand, who ever gonna be good. It's like, I'll be like a dirty. - Somebody is in there right now, like goddamn. - Girl, you're low in. (laughing) - Okay. - The devil wears Prada 2 looks like it's gonna be good. Like I- - It does. It does look good. - It does look good. - It does look good. - I'm very excited for that. - Me too. - Okay. They got girl. - Girl. - Okay, or archery contest. - Okay, okay. - Archery. - This bow as well as arrows. - They do that to the broody. - This is a big rodeo. This is not like the rodeo is Spencer. No, she ain't just Spencer, but this ain't it. This is big. Oh yeah, they giving us scholarships. Oh God, I wish I was in Texas. - Javelin? - Bitch, I would be. - I'm really down here, but you know, let me knock down it out. - That's a good fight. - Oh my God, I wanna go. - It does sound like really fun. - They have. - I mean, you have me at Gumbo, but this sounds like. - Wow. So they have Bearback Riding Bull Riding, Saddle Brunk Riding, Fear Wrestling, Tie Down Roping, Team Roping, and Women's Barrel Racing and Breaker Ray Roping. Wow. - I knew what. - Oh, I love this. - Two and a half of Basically's work. (laughing) - This is it, I love learning. - Yeah. - What is, what is Barrel? What is, what is it? - Which one? - Women's Barrel Racing. What is it? - I don't know, but I've actually seen it. So I may not know either, but I'm imagining it. - Team Rope? - No, going around the Barrel's. If that, I think it's like calling it. - What's, what's Team Rope? - It's when the team roaps. (laughing) - It can be time. (laughing) - You got a Rope of. - Oh, duh! - Oh, Laura, Fear or something. Somebody gets the head, and somebody else gets the leg. (laughing) - In my head, all I could picture was Tug of War, and I was like, bitch, I just called it Tug of War. - Oh, right. - I don't know why. - You didn't even try. - I couldn't, but yes, that was a huge mess. - Like, duh, girl. (laughing) - 'Cause this is the rodeo, you know, we working with a literally girl. - Like, literally girl. - Hello. - Like, what's not clicking? - Do you also know they wear boots? Stupid. - No, actually, I mean, I have been to a lot of radios, but I don't know that I am super familiar with every single aspect of the rodeo, especially when this big, so, God, oh, I wish I was anywhere near Houston, baby. Y'all would not be able to get me out of there. This barbecue contest, bitch, when I tell you, see it, see, okay, anyway. Oh, that's going on this week, the 26th through the 28th. Okay, anyway, yes, if you there, go get some Miss Tina gumbo and let us know how it is. - Oh my God, and right like the longest, most descriptive letters to us about it, tell us how everything tastes. Tell us what fell off the bone. Tell us, like, I want to hear all about it if I don't get to go, bitch. And I mean that we can do a whole letter day about the barbecue and the roping, because, bitch, this sounds like heaven. It sounds like the South like, - Like, it's, well, and it's only $30, and it comes with admission to the carnival. - Shut your mouth and the truck wagon. - $30 American dollars. - And free sliced brisket beans and chips. And then I'm sure you can buy other meats and other foods, a la carte, but oh God, damn. I miss the South, so bad. - Oh, big, bigly. That sounds amazing. Well, prioritized. - Yeah, good for her. - Well, Fantasia's husband has a bit to say. Well, he should have just a lot to say. I didn't even watch his whole video. But, okay, yeah, real quick. We spoke last week, I believe, about Fantasia Daddy Hoppano. God's internet via his Zoom, I guess. - Mm-hmm. - His fat back, I bet. And, you know, accused Fantasia's husband of, like, leashing off her and using her for her money. And, you know, were full nonsense. - Yeah. - And so, you know, I think we rightfully read him last week for it, because, girl. And so, I think, you know, the sentiment from Kendall Taylor, husband of one Fantasia Burino was, you know, pretty much the same, but straight man and saved. And way better, like, he ate. Did you see this video? - No, I don't think so. - Like, he, from what I did, watch of it. - The daddy of the husband. - No, the husband. - Okay. - His response to the father. But, from what I've watched, I promise you, out loud. I'm at the laptop leg. And I think it was, like, putting away clothes on the other side of the room. And I thought I was like, well, well, come on now. Like, he just, he was very much like, you know, I don't even really do this. But, you know, he said, I'm in the manhood business. There is, you know, if you had something that you needed to say to me or some concerned, you could call me, you could reach out to me, what I'm, you know, he was essentially like, it gets to this point where I'm going to step in, because I'm not going to allow you to have my wife, you know, riled up or feeling like she got to step out of her character, because remember, we were saying, "Fantasia, please do not go online tonight." Oh yeah. And I get a life and drag this thing up, please go. So he was basically just like, "Uh-oh, that's fine. Please, Fantasia, she's good, she's successful. I was making money with my own business before I met Fantasia. I asked her for the prenut, because I wanted to make it clear that I did not want to use this lady for her money, and we were walking into this with love and not concerning ourselves with hitching each other to who had what and died about. And she was, the other said to me that I think where I kind of left it was, he was like, "I'm not going to have you driving my wife crazy and make her feel like she got to come out here and give it to you. I'll do it myself, because you're talking about me, so let's get to it." And then he started to go into a longer rant that essentially to me felt like, "Let's get into some tea, bitch." You know what's tea? What's tea up to, Fantasia? Oh, Lord, help me. I did not even process until I listened to the full song that she absolutely said, "I'm a real fine shit." Yeah. I mean, you know that you premiered that into my life. Well, I mean, I don't even think she, has she even released it? I think she's just letting it be an internet joke, "Oh, okay. I think it was funnier when we didn't, we couldn't hear the whole thing because it was like, "God damn, this is bad. I like it." I like it. You do. You would. But I told you it's so bad, it's good. Yeah. I understand that concept. I don't feel this way about it, but yeah, I'm not shocked that Fantasia has been said something or even that it made sense. I've, from the beginning, I've thought it's possible that two things can be true. And both of you are suspect or, yeah, you know, it just could very easily be that. So we're the, but the daddy, this is me dipping, coming on into the saucy crooked, yeah, that's good. Yeah. It's like, hmm, but you, you know, you didn't even really raise me. So you getting online and talking about what my man is doing, what I deserve now is that another bitch, where was you in the 80s and 90s when somebody could have used you? Didn't you try to sue me and Simon and Schuster and everybody in between Roger Eeper, Roger Eeper is crazy, Cisco, everybody, because I wrote a book and told the truth. Yeah. Yeah. This was like interesting, but it was definitely a give it. It's gonna be some tea, bitch. Yeah. It's a tea tea. Okay, sir. Chris Ronald legendally has another child on the way. His baby, mom's fighting. I was gonna read more about this, but do you go, do I, well, no, I just didn't know he had another baby on the way, but how many is this his last baby mama alleges that he his current girlfriend pregnant. I think this would be the fourth one. Yes. Tea, Aiko and lovely symphony bliss. So lovely's mama is the one that's like going off and accusing him of harassing her because she got a new man and threatening and his new man. And yeah, he, I think she was essentially like, you need to worry about this new baby that you are on the way and leave me in my neighborhood. Oh, well, that's very valid. Why indeed? Are you worried about me? If you have a whole another baby on the way, that's a very good question. Now obviously the current girlfriend hopped on, they had like a really long Instagram story back and forth. They would be trying to call each other all kinds of bitches, and I was over this nigga. How long? And you know, the current girlfriend is trying to walk back what the baby mama or the last baby mama was talking about and like, oh, you're this and that and the third and you're probably whatever. You know, just typical. Right. Meanwhile, this nigga post, I ain't playing it in an internet games when I believe you are absolutely. Since when and completely busy, there's like, I absolutely believe that you're harassing us. I mean, it's not hard to believe about Chris Brown. It's really not because we've seen you harass other women publicly for years actually. So it's not that big of a stretch and you wouldn't be the first nigga to be acting a fool behind one of your baby mama's even though you have another girlfriend and another child on the way. So unfortunately, it's all extremely plausible. You wouldn't be the first nigga in like the past six months, even the week. Right. I think it was always some shit like that going on, but yeah, whoo, forced baby mama, good look. First of all, these two women look like sisters, like legitimate, okay, now I got to go with his baby, my sisters, like, like I gagged. We know he has a type. But these two women look related. Oh, wow. Oh, damn. Yeah, I see what you mean. They do. I thought that was wild. They all look like they could be Karusha's cousins. All right. Let's move on. How do they do? Good grief. Girl, why even on CBS Morning talking about Tyra Banks as Jesus. She didn't say that, but she, see, why do you even play? Because that definitely. I don't know. I don't know. No. I tell you everything. Just step over. So what does she really say when I was when I was at his baby party this weekend, they had like brisket or ribs and stuff, but I didn't know I was looking for some sauce that I couldn't find. So I just ate it. It was still delicious. Yeah. Later on in the night. Somebody was like, always some barbecue sauce is over here. They was on there. And I out loud said they did have our barbecue sauce. Shoot me in the mouth. And somebody put their eyes on. I mean, there was no children in the room at the time. Okay. Well, good. For that. The kills was outside with the ponies of shit. I was like, I said this extreme thing. And it's, oh, but it doesn't start left. It's like, I have to use that as well. I was like, no, I don't do that. I get excited. You say things. Say things. Sometimes the first thing. I didn't even talk about gun violence. Not that way. Just talks. That was why. That was why. Right. Although if they had headcountry and you missed it, then I would understand. Girl. What kind of sauce was it? Do you know? No. I don't know what it was. What kind of sauce it was. It was in a very luxurious bottle. Oh, no, it was just like an acute bottle and it tasted nice. Okay. Why are you country? But it was good. It was good. And country is elite as far as I'm I mean, she's just bottled but of all the bottled barbecue sauces. Headcountry is it. Did you see? Have you seen a video of those absolutely correct and beautiful black queens who are singing about Hidden Valley Ranch? What? No. Sicking about ranch. Oh, God. Where did you see this? It is not just. It is the best. Yes, they're on TikTok. I think I saw this on Instagram, though. It is the like everything about that I have to pull it up. Is this oh Hidden Valley Ranch jingle. Why are people singing about salad dressing online? Because the sun is fucking cash nails. She got rich nails. Oh, no, and she is going in. They are seeing in on top of the fact that correct, correct for the ranch blot there because I know, you know, not everybody. Not all the niggas. Yeah. And I understand that. But those of us that do enjoy a ranch, my God, the valley that remains to be seen. This song I was crying because black people, especially the ones who were gifted like with the power of song built into them, they will always ever ever grace us with a song about nonsense. And I never want it to stop. I never wanted to stop. So they're linking up with Hidden Valley Ranch. and sent them to march, and some pack of the ranch, and apparently they've been to come out with some hot sauce. - That's what the fuck I'm talking about. - This is just like a Dr. Pepper lady who got the Super Bowl commercial. ♪ Dr. Pepper, baby, it's good and nice ♪ (laughs) - Is that where they came from? - Yes, they came from a girl on TikTok. You know what, I love that for the girls. - Yeah, amen. - I love that. - Sounds, oh I'm gonna say this wrong, sounds of a lorry. - Guys, it's TikTok. S, well, you know what I'm supposed to sound of. A-L-A-R-I-E. Sounds of a lorry, yeah. - Again, oh, Durant is on here. Oh, I did see that video already. - I will say though, there's nothing like ranch made from scratch. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. - That's right, that's right. - Homemade ranch is elite. - I mean, homemade most things, right? - You know what? - Exactly, exactly. But Ranch is one of those things where you don't realize how easy it is to make and then when you do make it, you're like bitch, this is phenomenal. But if you have to buy it, I mean, niggas love. Black people, I feel like very loyal to certain brands. Hidden Valley is one of 'em. Tide is another one. - Girl. - Niggas love Tide. - Yes. - Oh, what it is about Tide. - Ooh, um, um, crystals be having the girls in a cell car. - Oh, the high sauce. - Yes. - Yes, absolutely. - So this collaboration makes sense and I hope it ends up in like a national commercial for them. Absolutely. - They have beautiful voices. - Give all the existence, I think, these two girls. - Yeah, I think they're sisters. - Alana. - Are you? - The way that I agreed. - Anyway. - Oh, yes. - I'm very emotional. - Yeah, she went on, she went on CBS morning. And I guess they invited her there specifically to discuss that documentary. I wasn't surprised by Eva sentiment. This is not the first time that Tyra has been called out and she's been like, well, I had a blast. - Yeah. - And Tyra, you know, she's fierce. - Yeah, she'd be. - And everyone should just get over it because I ain't seen nothing. That's pretty much what she did here. She went on there and was like, I never saw any abuse, never experienced any abuse. I think at one point she even said that she contacted J. Manuel and was like, what are these people talking about? Because I feel like if these things were going on, I would know about it. Man, you were on that show. - You were a contestant, sweetie. You were a contestant. - You were on one season. - Yeah. You were a 24 season program. - And although you are one of the most successful stories from top model, you literally can only speak for yourself. And I did see that she was like, you know, even though Tyra apologized a lot, some of these people you have heard so profoundly that there is just no, I'm sorry it's not gonna heal. It's not gonna make it no better. - Did she apologize a lot? - Well, so I haven't even finished it. So I don't know for sure, but that's what Eva said. She was like, Tyra said I'm sorry multiple times, but it doesn't, okay, well, work. But right after that, she was like, so yeah, even though it's not enough for some of y'all hosts for me personally, I am a diva. Even the diva was truly born and launched thanks to Tyra. And I will always be grateful for that. Me and ask wretched bitch, so y'all not liking it. I mean, yeah, that's too bad, but shout out to me. - And she's like, don't you need to go find all your main queen? I don't even understand why you up on here on the morning of CBS, running out of mouth about this show that you wanna own. - Oh, yeah, we didn't invite me. I don't understand why. And I was like, that was some shit I saw a lot of people saying about this, why didn't they bring in Eva? Why didn't you say nothing about Eva? First of all, she literally mentioned Eva. And I says, and Whitney, she, they were mentioned. - Yeah. - They might not have invited Eva there because Eva doesn't have a story that needs to be told. - We all know Eva. - Knowledge. - We haven't gotten away from Eva over the past 20 years. She's been right here. She's been everywhere. She, we know about her. We're not wondering what happened to Eva. - Meanwhile, many of the women who weren't, who were on top model, who weren't in this documentary, have either been like, yeah. Or have been in the comments of other top models showing love, agreeing, what have you. I don't understand why it is difficult to just acknowledge that that show was really entertaining and put spotlight on a lot of people, really did cool photo shoots and really good, cool fashion moments and was a fun show that also exploited abused and traumatized several people in the cast and behind the camera. Like, I don't understand why it's difficult. Like, why are y'all bitches so allergic to walking while chewing bubblegum? Like, you can do both of those. Like, you can do two things. - Yeah. - And Tara Banks being wide, open, crazy, and refusing to take accountability for shit. It's like, what are you defending? Oh, well, top model do great things. And if I'm saying top model should be dipped in cast women, you know what I'm saying, said it blaze, yeah, the show was fun. - Yeah. I mean, it did what it was supposed to do, which was entertain the masses. - Right. - But those girls thought they, at least in the earlier seasons, you had every reason to believe that a show host that by Tara Banks would legitimately give you a modeling career. Like, a lot of people signed up because they thought it was their best shot at achieving their dreams. And I don't know why even didn't just say, well, after watching the documentary, although none of that happened to me and I had a completely different experience, it was very heartbreaking to see what some of the girls went through or how it affected them privately and I'm wishing them the best as they heal from this. And I think it's good that they're talking about it. Like, I don't know why you couldn't just say that. Instead of, well, I mean, I get that it hurts, but I never gonna knock your tie. Or her flowers, like, girl, we know. We know you are one of the success stories, but I'm not sure why you couldn't send to the people who actually mattered in this story. - And great that you, you know, went on to have some success and be on the game or whatever. - Real housewives of Atlanta. You got to do that. - I don't care. - You should probably even model it a little bit. - Yeah. - Well, yeah, yeah, yeah, um, is, - And guess what? - Yeah. - Yeah, yeah, genuinely works. And yeah, yeah, is a genuine actress. She worked for Real. - Yeah, I got this. - Not see it. - And she's so sweet. - And I feel like she might have been the one who said something like, top model is not the reason that I'm successful. And evil was on like, watch what happens live and was like. - Oh, my God, the top model is a resource. Well, put us on the map and I could speak for yourself, such a result. - Well, yes, here's the thing though. It can put you on the map. It put a lot of girls on the map, but very few have a career like Yaya does. So she is correct. That top model is not the reason that she has a career. Her own perseverance, work ethic, talent, those things are what has driven Yaya to the point of still being relevant, still having a job to this day. So I'm not, again, evil, what are you? Okay. She's still beautiful. I can say that. Even still very pretty and very nice to look at. - That's never been. - She's gorgeous. - But yeah, Yaya didn't lie. She, um, uh, Lincoln lawyer right now. (laughs) Every time I watch this show, I'd be like, ah, that's like a Yaya. And I met her once a long time ago and she was just the nicest. So I've always had a soft spot in my heart for her. She was like, do you want to take a picture? And I was like, next to you? No. (laughs) I don't. I do not want to look terrible next to you. And she was like, don't say that. She was so nice. - It might've been Winnie Harlow that said that. I don't know if you don't remember. It was either Winnie Harlow or it was, or it was, uh, Yaya. But I mean, Winnie Harlow is also incredibly successful. And is, I think, still a, a working supermodel. Winnie. - I think she's still a high fashion model. - Winnie Harlow is so successful that I forgot she came from top model. - Exactly. - It's like forgetting that Fantasia and Jennifer Hudson started on a American Idol. - American Idol, yeah. - Kelly Clarkson. It's like, I forgot you saw it in reality TV. - It was the first one to win. - It's like, damn, you really got to know. And for all of those women, you can say the reality TV gave them the platform. But if the platform was all that mattered and everybody would have that success, it's something about them individually. Them bitches wanted it more or worked harder or had more luck or whatever it is. It's something, but it's not just, being on the platform. How many bitches have gone through reality TV? More than we can name. And yet there's only a few real superstars. There's only a few who have really parlayed that into something that matters. Cardi's on a giant tour when he's still modeling yaya yaya still acting. Jennifer Hudson's show just got renewed. Fantasia something's going over her man, but she's still performing. You know, like, despite all that, you know, the girls are successful. They have real because what's your view? Fantasia Burin. Every time she go kick them shoes off. And you go get a fucking show, man. Every time kicked off shoes. Yeah, every time. Black singer, staple. I do love. Well, Tiffany Richardson also had something to say about the documentary. Tiffany is the model who was on the other side of tire banks famous explosion. I've never had to yell at a girl like this or whatever the folks. Yeah. So Tiffany on her Instagram said the following. Hold up. This is so good. I mean, true. I love her. I love her. Hold up at tire banks. Let's keep it cute. You are one lying as tired as bitch. You know how you treated me the whole time off and on camera. You are bullied. You treated me like shit and said the nastiest things about me and my son. That is not how the argument went, but y'all edited to make it look like you cared. Which, you know, sit like a couple of them said. Yeah. Also, fuck the shade room, fuck your weird ass fans and fuck you tire banks. I bet you won't sit down with me face to face and talk about it. Also, fuck my family too. Y'all don't ever defend me. I got more money and have a more people than all or many of the top models, but that's the update y'all give. Damn shame. It's giving y'all still hating on black ass me at tire banks. Hold it. Let it go. It's been over 20 years, fuck. Work. I really do love it and work. I can only imagine how being berated and talked down to and just really mistreated for the whole time for 20 years. That's literally where it's going. Like you you went through all that bullshit that the fans don't get to see. Then the edit comes out and it makes it look like they really just cared about you and you were just dropping the ball or whatever. The whole time everybody knows everybody who was there knows what really happened. And the goddamn fans are treating it like a joke. 20 fucking years later. Mind you, the reason that Tyro blew up on her in that scene is because Tiffany was leaving and was like, oh girl, don't cry. It's okay. Like she wasn't broken down weeping or whatever. She was just trying to walk out with her head held high and tell the girls not to get emotional. And Tyro called her back and started hollering her because she didn't give her a raggedy ass TV. Right. Yeah. And Tyro, fuck her. You're not going to give me a moment. I'm going to make a fucking moment. Yeah. Horrible. And all you did is the ass cock out bitch. She's making excuse for her to suck my dick too. Anyway. Yeah. I've seen a lot of like y'all are just blaming Tyro. Like no, I can blame everybody involved. I can blame every single person involved with manipulating and taking advantage of these women. I sure can. It's not just her, but she is the face of the franchise and that is the responsibility you take on when you are the face of the goddamn show. That's not difficult to understand. Naomi Campbell lawyer has taken a deep sea dive into this Epstein shit because Naomi Campbell is mentioned in these Epstein files quite a few times. And so her attorney says that quote, she had no idea that Epstein was a registered sex vendor. It says prior to Epstein's 2019 arrest in New York, my client knew nothing about his appalling criminal hunger. If my client had ever encountered any young woman whom she thought was being victimized by Epstein, she would have personally taken immediate action to help her. That's pretty much it. I saw Ruby Goldberg was also down to the view talking about her name being on the Epstein list. And first off, I didn't know what girl groups still on the view. Second, I know the view was still long. Yes, to both. But she said there's a something in the files that mentions her and a plane or getting her a plane to go somewhere for some event. So she brings it up. She's like, I want to clear this up and make it clear because people are saying that I was involved in this resumption. And they offered me a flight or a plane something somewhere. And before she even said anything else, I knew what she was about to say. She was like, if anybody knows anything about me, what do you think I say? Everybody know what will be Goldberg don't fly. All right. I was about to say, because I'm sorry, a private plane. Anybody. Somebody offers a fly me private. Unfortunately, at this stage in my life, I am saying yes, girl. Now knowing what I know about Epstein, I wouldn't say yes now. But if you didn't know nothing about him, and you just thought rich people was going fly you somewhere, I can easily see people being like, oh, yes. Hell yes. That lady flung her her dreads back and said, let me tell you this is one thing. I know they offered me a flight. And I told them no. And that is the long and they're short of it. Yeah. A lot of people names just show up in files because it doesn't mean you, you know, we're getting flown out to the island. Or you were requesting some girls with unlike Deepak Chopra. Did you see that where Deepak Chopra was like, I need to examine the horrors of some of your sweet girls and all this like, oh, yeah, nigga. Baby, I deleted his meditation album right out of my right out of my Apple music. So quick. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. No. Jesus. Right. So, but shut up. I think John Stewart said the same thing. He was like, I'm in the Epstein files because Epstein's assistant had said something like, you know, I think we should book somebody for this event, you know, a comedic talk show type, like John Stewart. So it's like something like that. And then bam, your name is associated with this. But I see what be coming out and being like, now, yeah, no, good and damn wedding getting on an airplane. I will am tracking across the globe. I ain't no way. I think in regards to Naomi, though, they said her name is in it a few times. Oh, 300 work. Yeah. So that doesn't look as good. That doesn't. And Naomi Campbell has a reputation for not being that great of a person. So nice to learn. I mean, and as a supermodel, you certainly would have access to young, beautiful women who are willing to go where you tell them to go because you're fucking. I guess we're going to see girl, but that don't look good. You don't do not. Well, well, now it is time for some sports information. Apparently Floyd met. No, just. I'm not even going to say nothing. Okay. I'm not even saying nothing. I'm not even afraid of Floyd Mayway. They're coming out of retirement to fight Pacquiao again. The purse must be huge. Girl, I saw like literally days before that they say he's suing or it's like they always asked for like some jewelry and pay for something. Why not, nigga? Why you didn't buy it? Why you didn't just pay for the fucking? I don't like when rich people don't just pay for shit. I don't like that. Yeah. Well, he's allegedly not been rich for some time. Really? How can that be? One of the most terrible people alive. He doesn't lie off. He's just terrible. Well, a curse Jackson is finding himself in the middle of some shit at the moment, but I don't know you. I don't know if you're going to get to that. So let me just wait. But I didn't realize he was, but you know, this is part of the problem with becoming extremely wealthy and not having any sort of discipline about yourself in that way, because like how? How do you not have money? How is it even possible that we're talking about a world where Floyd Mayway there is not rich? How can that be? I mean, I know they fell out or whatever. So that's part of it, but whatever. All that to say, I did see this post that he was, you know, dealing with a lawsuit because I have a percentage of a video down there and just a couple of days later, I was like, oh, he's got the fight booked, bitch. Yeah. Well, let's get to it. Yeah. Go on and bring your ass on out of retirement, nigga. It's time. I'm trying to pay these fucking bills. Ooh, that should be a good fight though. I'll tell you what, Niggas is gonna be. Yeah, somebody, somebody with a big TV gone and booked that pay-per-view. Everybody saying you $10 to come on over. Ooh, I should have like one of the parties like Martin. We had those on. I had one of my home girls at the door and be like, $10, $10. $10. I love that the kids still watch that sitcom and some of our other sitcoms. Children need golden girls though. But I mean. Golden girls is so accessible. It's on eight different channels. It's always in the Asian forever, yeah. But I still gag how many of us in our generation are like, oh, you know, I didn't really even start watching the golden girls until you were such an asshole about it. Really? I'm like, I've been watching my whole life. My. - Y'all didn't grow up. - Oh, wait a minute. - Life. - Y'all didn't grow up watching the golden girls. - Quite a number. - It has been on, even after it got canceled, I don't think there's ever been a time it was not on TV. Like, it has just always been on TV. - I think I started watching that when I was three. But I vividly. - Wow. - Not so vividly. But I remember sitting in the dent of my house with my grandma after she would come get me from kindergarten or whatever. And she would be folding clothes. Well, basketball would be by me. And I'd be sitting in the front. And it would be the golden girls. And I specifically remember being fascinated and curious as to why this white lady was biting her hand. - You know, Dorothy bites her head in the last day. - Yeah, it does. It's in the intro of every. - It is. - I remember baby me thinking this thing. I thought I was like, maybe golden girls is for like, those of us who grandma had like, sweets and a purse and like, folded clothes in a daytime. - Well, 'cause that was my meme all. - Although she was really more of a young and the restless type. I don't know that I watch too much golden girls with her. - But. - Grandma, they're watching that tubit. - You had a sick day and you had to stay at my mom's house. Guess what? (laughing) You sitting down with that soup and crackers and you watching all the soups. And you watching gun smoke, you watching Perry Mason and Matlock. - We're doing general hospital. We're doing days of our life. - That will fortune. What's the other one? - Where you guess the price? - No, come on, undead price is right. - A price is right. - Yeah, you watch a price is right. - That's cool. - You watch a price is right. - We are watching the price is right. (laughing) - Childhood. - Yes, bitch. - Yeah. - But yeah, probably the children did get into that too. - Price is to me. - But my grandmother had me on golden girls and she had me on soap. I think Jamaicans just really love soap because even when I would go down to Jamaica as a child, they stay at my granddad's house in Linstead. They'll be in there watching general hospital watching young and the rest of us in the gang with their episodes to be late. - No. - It would be like a couple weeks behind. - It makes sense like this, 'cause different countries. But yeah. - My uncles. - My aunts. - Oh yeah, everybody be locked in. And I think that's, you know, that's kind of worldwide. The K-dramas. Everybody's obsessed with K-dramas these days, but shit, even the telenovelas. - Even the telenovelas. - Bitch. - You don't understand one fucking word. - But you don't. - I don't really need to. - She didn't own his pregnant wife. - And she will. - Shoot it. - Shoot this bitch up. - Yes. - Yes. - And fit in her car and then she sets the car on fire. - Or push was the car over a cliff. - And you don't know who I was in it. Oh Lord. What's she in the car where she did it? Oh Lord, what did she do? - No, no, no, no, like oh, the drum hub and it just red. I think I just read that. Shamar, Warren, Vivica Fox are going back to soap. - Really? - I don't just make that a, I don't get so. - To the black soap opera? - The one that they were on. - Oh, okay. I was about to say, if they're going to be on the gates, that would be so funny. - Yes, he's going back to young and the rest is as Malcolm Winters. And I think, yeah, Vivica Fox is going back to work for a multi episode arc. So maybe just a special little, a special little return. Yep, they threw a bunch of money at him and said, come on, and the girl said, I will be there. - Did you see, are you here about, what's that name name? - Jaylen Brown, talk about Brownie. - I love that you're actually having a sports moment right now 'cause I did not expect you to say those two names. Yes, I did hear about LeBron and Brownie and Jaylen Brown. Yes, I did. - Why would he, why would he do that? What, what's wrong? - Oh, well, I mean, it's not that unpopular of an opinion about Brownie. It's not that unpopular of an opinion to say that they don't think Brownie is that much of a pro. Like a lot of people have said that he's right back in the G-League, so he wasn't wrong. - Yeah. Yeah. - Won't you start? - And what's this lady name for long? What's her name, who played? That was next star, where? - He's girlfriend, Kaiser. - Kaiser. Okay. She said, I think you know the G-League team. - Yes, gorgeous. - Go ahead, just. - She said, I think he'll be on the G-League team for sure. He said, I don't think so, I think his name he'll be on the Lakers. - Correct. He was. But he's just. - And LeBron sort of kept it cute. - I mean, once again, he wasn't wrong. - Doll Beach. - Yeah, so she got out of her crate, but she's still dedicated to shutting the fuck up, so. She's gonna just sit here. - She's gonna sit here and be so nice, aren't she, Lanes? - Lovely doll. - Mommy, girl. - Oh, that's mommy, baby girl. - Why sweet. - Sweet, diva, God, she's spucking cute. - She is cute, my little girl. - Let's talk about Fidizant and TI. Where did this come from? Well, I know where it's from. I just didn't play too fucking much. Playing too fucking much. He played too much. That's a grown man. - I don't know if I knew about this or not, but apparently, I guess there were talks of having a TI Fidizant versus. And TI accused Fidizant of ducking the verses. - Yep. - And I guess when Fidizant got a word of this, he decided to post this unflattering photo of Tiny on Instagram as like, I guess his little trolling fuck you. - Yep, trolling. - TI, who I think I read is working on an alleged or a timing album. Who's gotten an album on my way. There's a snippet of a song called War that was released after this. That people, I guess, seemed with a distret. And then we're saying it wasn't very good. I think 50 even posted a Pepe the frog meme and a response to it. - Oh, Lord. - Which is like, are you 15? - He acts like it. - Emotionally. - Hey, that's right. You definitely act like you are. - Then another distret came out that was, first of all, I don't know if that war song was a distret. It sounded like a fine song. Maybe a deep cut for an album. But I was like, is this specific to anything? This other distret though. Definitely. - Shout out to King. (laughing) - Now. - Whoa, this was funny. - See, I've been coming at him with music and things like that. King Harris. - This kind of feel like that one time where Chris Brown stopped the fight or whatever. - Yeah. - And we were like, you fall into the ups. (laughing) - He do. He don't feel like that. - Boy, King Harris was not playing behind his mom with us. - I noticed. - So he decided to take to his social medias and basically bring up every single thing. Like a laundry list of fucked up things that this nigga has done, including abusive women. - He said, bitch asked nigga, sorry. (laughing) It was just so funny to me. - Bitch asked nigga wanna say something about my mama. Yo mama dead as fuck nigga. Yo mama dead as fuck, go dig her up. Post a picture of your mother fucking mama. Niggas, she dead nigga. All you do is apply pressure to females. Bring that smoke to the chimney. Fuck, nigga, I'm just getting started. (laughing) Okay, little nigga. All right, now little like skin nigga. Go off, King, 'cause that's right. You're not gonna be talking about my mama when you are a known abuser of women. Fuck you. Who the fuck you think you talking to? Curtis 50s sent Jackson. I think this is this Instagram stories. Got shot 9 times and did nothing. This little Kim after she refused to go on a date with him had to duck shots because of it and start making games. Got smoked by J2Kist and styles P and a rap battle. Talk tough and then duck the beef with Fat Joe because he knew he couldn't fuck with Joe on the street level. Got outsold and embarrassed by Kanye West on the third album knew he couldn't fuck with Rick Ross musically so he resorted to making skits. Reposted a sex tape of tier Marie just because has publicly disrespected a shanti serial, biblical fox, etc for no reason. Duck T.I. in a versus battle called him a snitch even though he's a known federal informant makes fun of T.I.'s wife as if we don't know his track record with women. My God the lie this nigga is not nearly done. Criticized rappers for publicly speaking on politics and religion but his cowardice won't stand for anything even though he's a known Trump supporter. Helps reduce the documentary on Diddy Stragresha but won't speak his own history of domestic violence and abuse. Makes fun of other rappers families but his older son hates him and calls him a deadbeat his younger son was living in a house that did he was paying for. He burned his older son's mother's house did he had his younger son's mother prostituting herself in his freak off parties. The list of people he's disrespectful spackered over the years endless he came into the game creating unnecessary unnecessary controversy and damn near 30 years later he's still the same attention or I didn't hear not one lie I didn't hear not one mother fucking lie and I do mean not one all that sounded right to me. You not gonna get on our mother fucking level nigga. And you a ho ass bitch ass nigga I mean it's true. And again he also mentioned in a clip why the fuck do you have to come at a woman like you got why are you talking about my mama why bring tiny into it over a versus right the escape already did they post him right post T.I. Make fun of him for being short or whatever I don't know but he does all the same shit that he always does you know I do find it fascinating and I think that when the documentary comes out I hope it's you know well produced because it's really fascinating how he has been able to make such a huge living off of being miserable. Yep. Yep it is but when you think about a brand is fierce yeah he's measurable and hateful and everything is sort of shrouded in this guys of like it's not that serious or you know trolling it's very profitable with the sort of people who spend all their time online they love that kind of bullshit so I can see why he's so popular whatever like I see why a lot of people follow him and laugh these antics and all that but like you are legitimately being laughed at nigga and everybody do not think it's funny everybody's not playing again why you brought tiny into it is beyond my understanding I really do not understand there's plenty of shit to say T.I. Got his own fucking allegations about women you really genuinely could have just stuck to that nigga but you brought that lady into it for whatever fucking reason and now T.I. and King is on your head did you see that video that T.I. put out that response with I have I have not gotten to that yet. It has been like an endless journey every time I can every time I turn around on his ass again. I just saw it a couple of hours ago is T.I. and the kids and tiny at dinner and you know T.I. is wrapping this diss track back to 50 cent of course you know it's like the wife and kids and T.I. is mama T.I. mama on one side of him tiny on the other side King next to tiny and he seemed to be the only one genuinely eating in the video everybody else's T.I. said our time King said well why are we here me me personally I'm getting into this broccoli rice in this state why do we have to simulate dinner I'm going to eat I mean we legit paid for this like I think they were in a real restaurant like I think they just went somewhere I was like hey let's get a table in the back and just shoot this video right we are not shooting a movie like I've got to get down we I don't know why y'all acting like this is a television show when I fake eating bitch I'm finna eat this shit right that nigga is Bobby his head that's not long week for the beer we're shooting right shooting multiple shots air for eight hours I'm getting in right I'm not gonna stab at this and pretend like I'm eating bitch this is not a movie I'm fucking eating here who knew um but yeah as much as I am not a fan of neither one of these niggas right I'm gagged that sounds like the intent behind that was like I have a family bitch yeah you see my mama over her breathing you see my wife right next to me and our beer here are my children that love me that love me hmm imagine having a son who loves you hmm can't relate huh like yeah turn this bin hat this shit coming bin hat it coming if y'all agreed privately to do a versus and then when ti announced that all of a sudden you like fuck you all want to do all that then yeah that is weird behavior nigga why would you say one thing in private and then publicly do something else you could have just said you didn't want to do like that makes sense why are you trolling rappers in a door dash ad child like I feel like Kai Sanat would be like I got you to do like you 50 like 50 actually years king said go dig up your mother me you know and I I understand the people are like that's it worse right that's the thing like you can't expect that everybody is just gonna play it cute and keep it cool when you talk about they goddamn mama or they wife people don't play about they people like that so I don't even talk to digger up I just let you know I'll do you really found the right one and if you don't I I only want to hear a response musically because one thing about ti he could still rap his little ass off he can still rap his little ass off it's just sound good so nobody has given a fuck about what that's the same musically since I think I had home room and that is an honest chat chat that's why he over here trying to fake right all these power books bitch yeah you got something to make some money cuz I don't know what you think we finished do I mean he makes plenty of money doing that yeah that's what I'm saying you had to do something like you said it's like so why why why do this yeah why it but you know when you're 50 years all but you have the mentality of somebody who's a freshman in high school you do stupid shit like this yeah okay that's gonna be it for the hot tops this week didn't blast the right but you know it's okay it was a lot to get through yeah and I know that you will love us through it we'll take a break you come back at your window welcome back folks it is time to read your listener letter indeed send your questions to [email protected] we may just read them aloud on the show speaking of sports moments we do I couldn't even do this to you cuz I really speak of sports moments because lord knows you don't know what you talking about but anyway um this question says hi this is mainly for crystal but since if you already have sports shorts he might want to answer as well yeah I'm a new women's basketball fan and I loved watching the w NBA and now unrivaled I have completely fallen in love with women's basketball and I am obsessed with so many of the players when did you get into women's basketball who are some of your favorite players do you watch unrivaled what do you think thank you so much love you both from Natasha clouds number one fan oh well I've been in the game since you know Cheryl swoops and um it really is name one team Cheryl swoops played for the best what I thought don't even worry about it um I have been what I do love the w obviously love unrivaled um athletes unlimited is also going on right now if you don't know about it check them out too I think their games are on espn is a lot of great athletes over there as well but since you asked about unrivaled specifically um I love Alicia Gray love Ryan Howard um Kelsey plum Natasha stewie of course um I've loved seeing um Dominique Malonga play Kiki Jackie young oh Kelsey Mitchell of course um I'm trying not to name the whole fucking league I think Ray Barrel has really come into her I want you to hit the game one or the other day uh let you hose know to send the um to send them to the playoffs so let y'all know the question quit fucking with her. Those are probably my favorites just off the top of my head, but yeah, I love Unrivaled. I think it's so fun. I love watching them have a good time playing together, knowing everybody is being paid well and it has the resources and things that they need. This lockout situation with the WNBA is looking more and more likely that there's gonna be some sort of player strike, which I'm sure Kiffy or you could tell you more about, but I'm all for that. 'Cause the league has been playing with these women and they would continue to fuck around and play with them if they were allowed to. So we'll see what happens as far as the W is concerned, but I got into women's basketball in high school when I started dating the players. (laughing) Good answer, good answer. I never actually really gave a shit about basketball. I barely watched it. I was definitely just that girlfriend in the stands to be supportive, like, whoa, I mean, I mean, but I really started watching it when the shock came to Tulsa. That was big for Oklahoma and we were not ready for a professional women's team. We might never be, but that was when I really started locking in with the WNBA was when the shock came to Tulsa. And then when I moved to New York, I picked up two New York teams 'cause I didn't have a baseball team or a WNBA team after the shock left Tulsa. So I decided to be a Liberty and a Yankees fan. I still have not getting into baseball. I might switch to being a meds fan. I don't know. The Yankees just feel very white supremacy. I don't know. It just feels like. - I've never been in that stadium and I used to work out right across the, I used to run track, right across the. - Yankees stadium in the Bronx. - And the track, the tracks, the one in front of the stadium. - Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. I've still 14 years in, I have not gotten into baseball, but fully locked in with the Liberty, you know. And a season ticket holder now for the second or third year in a row, but if we don't have a season, then hell's been to give me my money back. (laughing) - I remember when I was little, Miami had like this, this Marlins face for a while. 'Cause I think the Marlins were actually doing well or some shit. So, yeah, everybody was at school and things. - All Marlins, Marlins. - I was like, I think I'm in fifth grade. So, can we just. - 'Cause I don't care. - Can we figure out what a ratio is or what I'm supposed to be doing? I don't care about this. - Yeah, baseball. - It's almost like I say it's one of the few games I could follow. - Right. - I was little. - Yeah, there's a lot going on with basketball. Baseball has the opposite problem where it's like, it's not enough going on. And it just feels. (laughing) - True. - Unless it's like bases loaded, bottom of the ninth, it feels so boring. Like, it has to be like game three of the world series for me to be like, okay, let me cut this off. Otherwise, I'm just not really tapped in, but I do love Unrivaled. Love athletes unlimited. Love the W. And since you have gotten into Unrivaled now, let them not have a W and B.A. season. You've been to be watching the international girls. You've been to be watching the overseas games. All the different countries and so on and such as. Like, it's just, it really is addictive. The women's game is so great. So shout out to you for finally tapping in and enjoying it 'cause it is, it's just so fun. And the social media for Unrivaled, all of the admins for all of the different clubs, it's just great. It feels good to watch and to be a fan of. So yeah, thank you so much for that question. Shout out to all the ladies, you know, that are dedicated to a strong stud overseas that lifted you up here until your nigger get back from Beijing or whatever. - Yeah, you gotta fly on over to Turkey. And, wait, what y'all going to be there? But they make so much more money overseas than the thing. Like, the W is literally just for the prestige of the American professional league. But money wise and even respect wise, those girls get so much more anywhere else. So it's almost like, damn, you need to pay us what the fuck we're worth. Oh, anyway, they'll get me started. I can rant about that for a long time. So, let's move on. Our next letter is from Clueless who says, "Hello, I am at a bit of a dilemma because I know that this is a fucked up system and it's not my place to comment on this." I am a 27-year-old white male and my boyfriend has been looking for a job. I heard him doing a phone interview and he sounded unapologetically black. Now, he is applying for jobs in a lot of white areas, which makes sense because we live in the suburbs of Minneapolis and I know how these people are. I am suspicious that his voice has been the reason he hasn't gotten some of these jobs, although I can't say for sure. He is very honest and authentic and communicates in a very jeans-y way, which are things I love to be around, but he has been looking for work for a month and a half and finances our tough. I worry that the jobs he wants are not going to give him the proper chance. I feel like an evil person telling my boyfriend to code switch for interviews, though, because this is an evil system that I am then enforcing, but I also want him to get the job that he wants. I don't know what to do about this. I want to talk to him about it, but I also want to make sure that I'm not thinking about this in an ignorant way. I don't think there's anything wrong with lying and manipulating your way into a job, but I think he hates that kind of dishonesty. Any advice from you, too, would be appreciated sincerely clueless. Oh, roll your ass, this white man. He's trying to help. - My eyes are closed. I was actually hoping I could fall asleep and just didn't work. - Oh, I thought you were rolling them underneath all there. - No, I got you. - You know what? - Can your white man tell you to- - I know you take us off. - Can you? - I don't even- - Well, so that's the question I'm gonna pose to you. If you were dating a white man and just pretend like you were capable of this. - Right. - If you were dating a white man and he had something racially sensitive to tell you, would you appreciate that coming from him or would you be like, I don't want to hear that from you, Cracker. - So when I was with you, even in this world you've created where I am dating a white man, I couldn't see me with any other white man besides one that listened to Crama. So where would you even get off? - So let's pretend he listens to Crama. Yeah. - So I think clueless would be the last day of our relationship. - Really? - Again, you have to understand that you're speaking to me. So- - A real Miami, that's it. - It probably- - I can name a lot lighter things that would get me up out the door. We would have one chance to like. But that is me. - Yeah, yeah. - Give me a reason. - So? - Yeah, I don't know, bro. - I think first of all the idea that your black boyfriend hasn't already considered this is kind of ridiculous. Like I think he would have probably already considered that like not code switching is going to lead to you not getting as many opportunities. That's why we code switch. So it's a very deliberate effort. But it also sounds like you're paying for things while your boyfriend is waiting to be hot. - Right. - And that's why you like clean this shit up. (laughing) - Bro, I'm trying so hard. I'm trying so hard. - It's something about that it's so funny to me. (laughing) - What is unapologetically black? - It just means you talk like you normally talk and you don't try to hide it. - Okay, that's what I thought it. - Yeah, yeah, that's it. You talk like, I mean we all know black tones of voice is most of us can tell when we talk to another black person unless they are really dialing into the code switching and even then sometimes I could tell, but I think it is very valid that a lot of white people want you to give that sort of Gentile Negro type of vibe. Like they want to feel like you're going to come in here and put on your good white corporate quote-unquote professional voice. - I would, if you must say something, Clueless, I would say something like, I don't know, this is hard 'cause you don't want to be like, well has anybody ever told you about code switching? 'Cause like, who do you think you talking to? But like you say, if it is giving, I'm not trying to hide it. - Yeah, he absolutely knows what the fuck code switching is. And it's also like, have you never heard him code switch? - Yeah, he probably doesn't. Like you said, he is very honest and authentic in all times. He communicates this way, which I love, but it's becoming a problem in the workplace for him. - Because I'm holding up some of the coin. - And I am. - You want him to hurry up? - And hurry up, right. Fighters are tough and you're not getting up. So I might say something like, I don't know if maybe if he was in college when they have like job fairs and stuff and they try to help these people who are about to graduate from college, they like tell you things to do. They kind of coach you interviews and resumes and stuff. So I might say something like, did they ever, did they, did this college, whatever, like did they bring up, sort of changing the way you speak for interviews or like I would try to dance around it. 'Cause I just can't, I can't, I'm trying to think of what would be least offensive to me personally. So if my white partner said, has anyone brought up like the tone of your voice or changing the way you speak for interviews? That might be the least offensive way, but I think you just have to be prepared for him to say, no, I'm not gonna fucking code switch if they don't want to hire me then, as I am, then this is not the job for me. But yeah. - All I can really see in my head is, you remember that soulful when Terry was in a kitchen and she came out, her husband had faith with their knife. - Oh yeah, the family, the family, the family that I let in my house, yeah, the family fucked my husband. - Yes, faith fucked my husband. - You could never hope you're obviously no dumb shit like this to me, boy, are you from, like I'm honest, okay. - I'm just trying, I don't know, I don't know what, if I don't even wanna give you advice, I don't care about your plights, or God bless. - I think you should wait for this. - I have to reparations. Get off the couch, bitch. - I think you should wait for him to ask for your advice or your input or ask if you don't want me back. - I have to pay because this black man speaks in our twink. Even though this wasn't even our goddamn language. - I'm fucking begin with, keep the lights on. - Facts on my Stanley Cup. I'm a Stanley Cup drawn out. - Oh, they're great. I have a O'Walla, but it's a nice, good keeps water cold all night. Like I feel it up a bar, go to bed, and you take a drink at like 4 a.m., and it's still ice fucking cold. You're like, bitch, what kind of sorcery? - Take knowledge. - It is really amazing. - Yeah, I would, Clumus, I would wait for him to ask me for my advice or my input, or I would ask him if he wanted some coaching for interviews, or if he wanted me to review his resume. Like, do you want my help or my input with this process? If he doesn't ask for it though, or if you volunteer, and he's like, no, I'm good, then I think you gotta let it go and just pay for this black man. I think you do. Anything else might be, you might get cussed down and left. You really might. Clillus, what I said was rough, but I don't take it. - You meant it, no, you meant it. - Yeah, I'm an everywhere, but it was spicy. I'm just acknowledging that. - Good luck to you, and your man, as he tries to find a job in Minnesota. - Hook to your man. - Our next letter comes from Jamie who says, "I've been married to my husband for over 20 years. "We have four kids in college and in high school. "While my husband is a present father, "the mental load of everything falls on me. "Not only that, but I am also the breadwinner "by a large margin." - Oh God. - Over the years, my husband has struggled with ambition and goal setting. He's stuck in a job that he's not happy with, and he has very little executive function skills. After struggling for many years, he was recently diagnosed with major depressive disorder and ADHD. He began, yeah. He began taking a low-dose medication, but he also self-medicates with weed. Here's the problem. He has forgotten or done very little for my birthday or our anniversaries over the past 20 years. This year, he wished me a happy birthday and kept it pushing. For Valentine's Day, we went to the grocery store to get breakfast, and he told me to pick out some flowers and throw them in the basket. - Jesus. - He has never planned a couple's trips, and I can't remember the last time he planned a date. When I called him out for his lack of planning for anything, he got upset with me. He said he has ADHD, and so calling out his lack of planning is offensive. - Girls, for no. - He said I wouldn't ask someone with a broken leg to run, so why would I ask him to plan anything and that I should give him some grace? He then was upset that I didn't apologize to him for pointing out his lack of ambition over the years after finally being diagnosed, and he said that I should apologize for being wrong. - I have suggested we go to couples therapy, but his response was that I should get therapy first. Our communication is a struggle. He is more open to conversation only if he's been smoking, so I actually prefer it when he's high. My question is, am I being gaslit, or should I have more empathy for his mental health struggles? Thanks, Jamie. - Okay, Jamie, real quick, before I get into this letter, I just wanna say something I think I've said before. I think women should be permitted to murder at least one man in their life. - Yep, pick wisely. - And initially I say shoot them, but I think it should just be up to you how you wanna do it. - I stand by this if I was running for president, I would openly say it and approve it. I just believe because how the fuck, okay, like bitch, are you pick out some flowers and throw them in the basket, bitch? First of all, I have a portion of frustration with you, ma'am, because 20 years, this nigga ain't been bullshit, wanna do shit, ain't celebrating your birthday, nothing Valentine's Day, don't give a fuck, and you are married to him and probably fuck him. Furthermore, as someone with mental health issues, you gotta stand up and take responsibility for yourself. It doesn't excuse you treating people like shit. Blaming people for your issues or shortcomings or using those issues as an excuse. So being of, you know, considerate or whatever of his mental health issues, I feel like you've been doing that by not pushing me, he's got to be on stage. When he tries the fuck out of you. So it is now up to him. To do something about those things. If he's been diagnosed with these things as well and they are things that are affecting his life and your life together, he should just be in therapy off with, that could help with a lot of things, but everything in my body is telling me that you should be as far away from this person as possible because I'll dare you. The person's gonna be like, oh, you know, well, you really want him to plan this and plan that. Maybe you say, hey, for Valentine's Day, what if we do this? Maybe you are like, okay, I got some tickets for a cruise. But you didn't mean but 20 years. 20 years. We're a husband is just like, hey, girl, happy birthday, what's for dinner? Bitch, I'm not okay. Right. That's pretty fucked up. Have you been working on the railroad all the life long day, bitch? Yeah, girl, please, I don't understand. Well, I, hmm, the thing about this, I do understand how depression and ADHD can combine to somebody who, to create a person who is physically present but emotionally not really tapped in. I do get that and you owe your spouse better than that. And so once you got diagnosed and you're on an antidepressant, the very next step is ADHD medication or coaching or something, like this is the thing, you can be taught, you can, and you can adjust the way you do things so that you are a better husband, better father, better person in general. Like, there are things you can do. There are so many resources out here to manage ADHD with and without medication. I'm not saying it's easy. It's actually extremely fucking challenging. But I, it's also not easy and incredibly challenging is being able to make everybody miserable. Right, right. Because if your wife is miserable, your children probably are too. And it sounds like Jamie wants them less, wants that less child or two is out of high school. You're probably gonna be on your way out as well. Because you even said, I don't even want to talk to this man unless he's high 'cause that's the only time he's really open to conversation. That is the idea that he can't be held accountable because he has ADHD is fucking absurd. ADHD means I understand why you have been behaving this way, but also it's not a stretch to say, huh, I have a wife and Valentine's Day is coming up or I have a wife and it's her birthday. Perhaps I should give like, why don't I then, if I know my wife's birthday isn't a month, I can since I'm bad at executive function and planning, I'll set an alarm in my phone to give me a reminder that Jamie's birthday isn't 30 days. And so now I'm gonna make myself a list break it down. It's a very small actionable steps of what I can do. Today I'm gonna call the florist. I mean, but this is not hard. This is not, this is, if you can't do this. - Of course it's not. - If you can't say, okay, I'm gonna break it down. I'm gonna make a list of five things. I'll call the florist this day. I'll have a cake arrange this day. I'll text her friends to see if they can come to dinner on this day. I'll make the reservation this day. I'll order some balloons and get the kids out the house. Like if you can't be asked to do what is right in front of you, what is completely fucking accessible to you in order to show your wife that you give one hot nut fuck about her, then maybe you don't deserve to have a wife. To turn it around on her and be like, "Well, bitch, how dare you say this is, "I'm actually offended that you are hurt "by not getting shit for your birthday "for the past 20 fucking years." We went to the store. - You should apologize to me. - Why wouldn't you, if you forgot it was Valentine's Day, why wouldn't you just sneak and buy the flowers when I was somewhere, when I was picking out bacon or some shit? - Pick out your own Valentine's Day. - And throw them in the cart, bitch! - What a fucking nutcase. - Oh, how romantic. I definitely feel loved and cherished and valued now, bitch. And then to say, when you suggest a couple steps, he said, "I think you need it more than me, bitch!" (laughing) Men are something the fuck else, show. - I don't want to continue suggesting violence, so. - Right, so I am going to suggest ADHD coaching. I am going to suggest talking to your provide, whoever's prescribing the medication. I'm gonna suggest talking to them about ADHD meds. If those are right for you, that can help a lot. But also, there are things like I just said with the birthday, you can set alarms and reminders for yourself. My calendar is full of shit. Like, I have a water delivery and coming on Thursday. So that's on my calendar for Thursday, and then I have a reminder set for 24 hours in advance. Hey, set out the empty water bottles so that when the new water comes, the man can take the old bottles and drop off the new ones. Like, that is the sort of thing I have to do to make sure I stay on top of shit. Otherwise, I won't stay on top. Like, they, it's right there in the palm of your fucking hand. We are all walking around with these computers in our hands. You fucking use it. Use it. - You hold that one side button, the power button for two seconds. - Oh my God. - Hey, remind me to wash dishes tonight. - Yes. - All right, girl. - You can even have, right, you can have Siri or Alexa do all this shit for you. - Right. - The fact that you're not even willing to do that, and instead you turn around and put it on her. - Well, if this man is not willing to get help for his ADHD specifically, then if I were you, I would drop it and start planning my divorce. - Exactly. Before even getting into that, I would try to ask myself, I would ask myself, does this man even want to be a better husband, better father, better, is he even interested? And if my spirit, my chando, my heart is telling me, the answer that is no, I am packing up. - Yep. - My children, my vacuum cleaner. - Got to. - All of my things, both of my titties. And I'm doing them the world. Because when I'm not is just, you know, moving or kicking this nigga out and divorcing and all of these things difficult and he's that, would that be trying? Yes. But baby, let me tell you what I'm not about to do. Live in no goddamn house with a nigga. I make more of that dish spammy all the time to be miserable. And don't even want to talk to nigga if he has. One of us must leave. - Yeah. I would definitely just be like, unfortunately, if you're not willing to do something about this ADHD 'cause it's not some irreversible thing. Well, my god, we just can't never, like you ain't never gone, be able to do things any better, anything like that. If you're not willing to actually take actionable steps towards addressing the fact that I'm not happy in this marriage, I feel like I'm not valued. And you simply being here is not enough. I need an equal partner emotionally as well then, yeah. They're, yeah, we're gonna have to actually call it a wrap. - Bitch, you gotta be high to feel mildly okay. - And I'm the one who needs therapy. Call his mama. - Yeah. - Call his mama, lady, please come raise him. (laughing) - He's not done, he isn't done growing up. - Right. - He needs a little more help. - So let's do it. - Take a fork in this game. (laughing) - So yeah, I would err more on the side of you being ghastled and as opposed to you needing to do more to take care of this grown ass nigger. - What an asshole. - So it's blaming this basic shit on you, baby. But best of luck in figuring things out. And if you do get divorced and hey, enjoy your new, watch you all of a sudden have way more energy, way more peace and patience because you're not taking care of some grown ass man and everything he needs emotionally as well. Watch that. - And it's clear. - Yeah. - Buttered. - Sleeping better. Your friends are like bitch, it's like glowing your face as a pep in your step. Like, oh yeah. - Gluxy bitch. - That's what's going on there. - Right. - Freedom. - Right, freedom. - Freedom. - Fuck her. Right, how dare she take that away from us? - I don't know. - All right, good luck, Jamie. That is gonna wrap up the letters this week. If you have a question for us, send it to [email protected], we'll be right back. - We are back folks and it's that time for the read. I would just like to kick it off if I may and talk about the BAFTA. - Oh, wonderful, 'cause that's my read as well. - So if you haven't heard the BAFTAs took place, I think this past weekend. Michael B. Jordan and Del Roy Lindo were there presenting an award because sinners, best movie of, you know, the past decade. - I've watched it a million times. - So this man named John Davidson, who is like an activist for Tourette Syndrome, I think he also had a film about it. That was nominated for a BAFTA that night. Okay, so he was apparently having these ticks or, I think they're just call ticks or-- - Yeah, he has the risk. - So what have you? And so they're saying it was kind of persistent. One of the things that are like the main thing that made headlines was him screaming nigger while Michael B. Jordan and Del Roy Lindo were up on stage. I have not looked at this clip because I refuse to be there for you. - Same. - But here's what I feel about this, right? I'm not gonna get into this, I'm not gonna get into Tourette Syndrome itself. From what I know about it, from reading and listening over the years, I understand that many people with threats can just say things sometimes that are like unexpected vulgar what have you. I don't know enough about Tourette's to start making assumptions about this thing. What I do know is how Britain gets down with its racism. There we go. So I'm not too surprised that Nigger was up in that noggin' when he saw some black people in a room. And I also know that, this is a world where that sort of thing is brushed on the rug and we are expected to take it on the chin and just live with it. And that is my primary frustration here. Don't tell Nigger that they shouldn't be offended or it wasn't deliberate or how can you be mad because anybody who heard that has every right to be offended has every right to be upset. - Right. - Every right. And so I find it incredibly irresponsible, negligent, disgusting, violent for this to be another situation where my even as a black folk, black folk who have worked incredibly hard for X and Y amount of years. - Yep. - And done incredible work, including this movie that I won't shut the fuck up about which is why they're up here together. Darryl Indo said that, you know, he and my go just did what they had to do, but he would have liked it if after would have reached out to them after it happened. Reasonable as fuck. So why the fuck y'all coming up on here on this program that for mind you, it was tape delayed. So it wasn't edited out of the actual broadcasts. And then they went on to try and eat dick after and be like, oh, we're going to remove it from the video on demand or whatever. And just kind of gave this whacketh like, oh, please, you know, understand or thank you for understanding that I don't understand a fucking thing. Please don't speak for me. Like, again, I don't know enough about Tourette. I've not seen this person's movie to say like, oh, burn them at the stake, Phyllis Hasselth threads. You don't say give them death threats. But what I'm specifically pissed off about is people trying to minimize our feelings and the frustration and disrespect behind it again, walking bubble gum. Two things can be true, okay? So even if we aren't, even if you aren't like many of us are like, well, why did his mind not want to say nigga so bad or whatever? Yeah. Yeah. Fix your mouth to be like, oh, give them a break, girl, I can give a few of you a break. Yeah. We're allowed to be upset. Literally. We're allowed. More than. Yeah. The situation we're eating immediately, people within the production of the ceremony found something to do about it and apologized. In fact, you then deflected, tried to make space for this white man's feelings and then ignored them. Suck balls, testies, yeah, I'm done. It is really pissing me off the whole thing because I, the, what I think is the deeper issue here is the debate of should people who involuntarily hurt others be allowed to be around others, which is a very nuanced conversation that I don't really want to have here, especially because I know my personal feelings are not aligned with like my education. I know that personally I feel like if you can't help but to scream nigga, you need to get the fuck from round median, but I, but that is because I have been subjected to people's horrible treatment for all my life and they have used the excuse of like, well, I'm not trying to or I can't help it or whatever else to absolve themselves from that. So I know that's my feelings about it coming in and I'm not trying to project my experience onto this. I will say that seeing their faces, like I didn't even, I didn't even have the audio on, but seeing their faces after he said nigga and what that did, like at that moment of them staying composed, but like obviously being affected by what was said. And then for the production designer, Hannah Beechler to say it actually happened three times at night and once it was directed at me and then another time towards it. So it's like on the one hand, I do understand Tourette's, I do understand that the type of Tourette's he has is like the specific on where people do say very incendiary things. I don't think he did it deliberately. I do also still think there's something in there like it's either you have been social ized in a racist society, which if your British, you absolutely have. And then also, societally, globally, we don't really care about black people being called niggas by non-niggas. We don't really care about that because y'all make sure, y'all made sure to edit out, I can know that Davey's junior won a BAFTA for outstanding debut by a British director, writer or producer and had his speech mentioning stuff about free Palestine, free Sudan, free Congo. And y'all made sure to edit that out. Work. And they said, BBC said, well, you know, the ceremony's three hours was televised only two hours. So everybody's stuff got cut. Sure. But what you chose to cut was very deliberate. And so then there's this whole conversation of, well, it wasn't really audible in the media room. Not at all, but not the media room. So how is it that nobody in the entire two hour delay texted somebody in the media room and said, hey, oh boy, just screamed niggas at the niggas on stage. Let's make sure we cut that out. Like y'all definitely dropped the ball multiple times here. And so as irritated as I can be with this man, Mr. Davidson, as irritated I can be with John Davidson for what happened here. I do also think the BBC and the BAFTAs had a responsibility to protect the people who were there. I mean, and this was not even his only outbreak. Like I know it's not the only thing he said. He says something about, you know, shut the fuck up or suck my dick or something like he had multiple outbursts that night. And then he put out a statement saying, you know, afterwards I excused myself from the auditorium because I could tell that I was causing harm and distress to others. My question then becomes why you wasn't in the overflow room in the first place. If you knew that this was even a possibility, but again, that gets into the argument of who's allowed to be where and disability and all that. And I'm not even trying to get into all that because again, personal feelings. But what could have been controlled here was not to have that man to have the host come on stage and say, we apologize if you were offended, which Hannah Beachle was like, bitch, what are you talking about? Of course, we're offended. Exactly. We got called NIGA and I'm assuming this is like the British Oscars. You sat up here and called us NIGA's like, why wouldn't we be offended? What do you mean if we were offended? And the man himself, John Davidson, has still not apologized. He put out a statement talking about I'm mortified if anybody thinks that I did this deliberately, like I did not and this is the subject of his documentary. I get it. I get it. And I do think we owe people apologies, even when we hurt them mistakenly, even when we hurt them involuntarily, I do still think they deserve apologies for that. I don't think it's apologizing for your disability. I think it's apologizing for the harm you caused. The same way when you, when you, if you run into catch the train and you bump into somebody, oh, my bad. Sorry. Like you just saved these things. I didn't try to run you over, but I did and I'm sorry, fuck, is that so fucking hard? Break that down too for people, but it's just, that is, well, he couldn't help it. Gump into somebody on the subway, like, and I say, oh, girl, you having a bad day to feed the snow. Right. Calling people niggers in any setting, in any setting, yeah. And no apology, no acknowledgement, no anything. You're completely right. It's like that happening should have led to an immediate apology and acknowledgement. Or even if it's like, oh, my God, I'm so mortified, I have to get out of here or whatever. Right. Yes. Afterwards, you have the opportunity to apologize to these people you caused the harm to. Right. And I just don't understand why you must feel like what you would apologize and be like, fuck your way out of your Tourette. Like this, but honestly, I'm like, you know, you have Tourette, it is involuntary. Yes. I appreciate you apologizing because that hurt, that hurt, that fucking hurts to hear, especially in this context, it fucking hurts. But nobody cares about black people's pain. We just supposed to get over it. And why are you even asking for an apology? He's disabled. He can't help it. He can't help it. And he still did it. Yeah. Babies can't help screaming at the movies. But most people, if you're a child screams at the movies, you say, oh, I'm sorry. And you get up and you take your baby out so that it isn't disturbing everybody else in the fucking room. I don't understand why the idea that you should be asked to apologize is just so flooring. It's just so crazy. Like, apologize to these niggas for saying niggas. That's really what it feels like. And then Google, did you see the Google alert? So Google pushed out an alert about this and they linked the Hollywood reports story on it. How the Tourette's Fallout unfolded at the back of the film or blah, blah, blah. And so it says the Hollywood reporter and then see more on niggas. Great. Work. Great. Thanks, Google. Thanks, the largest search engine on the fucking planet. Thank you so much. That feels good. That feels good. Yes. Yeah. So once again, it is very much this feeling of y'all just. do not care to take care with us. And I cannot help, I cannot help but believe that if this man had shouted out, "Fag it to the host of the show." - Come on now. - I cannot help but believe y'all would have made efforts to make sure that, and then to find out that Warner Brothers obviously heard about what happened and reached out to the Baptist and said, "Make sure you don't disrespect our fucking actors in this broadcast, like make sure that's edited out, "make sure that's cleaned up." And y'all still didn't do it? I cannot help but to believe y'all simply don't care about it when it's only us that's being affected. I believe y'all would have bent over backwards to make sure nobody heard of "Fag it" or a pussy eating bulldog and dyke. I do believe that. - I do believe. - I literally said that exact same. I was like, let it have been somebody yelled out "Fag it like it's been a black person "but to rest I was afraid it's white devil." - Right. - Like please. Let it have been a black person, say free, Palestine, y'all, make sure to edit that out. - Hey, wouldn't even make it out the fucking-- - You don't give a fuck because it's us. - Exactly. - And it's, at this point-- - I knew that Google Alert was AI. So absolutely get off my sack about it. - Oh my God, bitch, I knew that this was AI. Thanks. - I just don't care. - So I'm really over it. I'm really fucking over it. I'm tired of this. I, and I don't want apologies at this point. I don't even want to fucking hear it because I feel like if you have to be pressured into an apology, you might as well not give it because you don't mean it. And apologies supposed to be you saying that you are remorseful for what you did. You are remorseful for the impact that it had on others. You did not want Michael B. Jordan and Dolor Lindo to feel shitty about themselves, to feel attacked or whatever else. During a massive moment for them. And yet, that is exactly what happened. So I don't even want to, I don't want to hear it now. I don't want to see it. I don't want to beg you for it. You didn't feel like you needed to apologize. So fucking don't. It's just a goddamn shame that on a night where sinners won like the most awards at the BAFTAs that any black movie is ever won in Ryan Kugler, got the first award for a black man or a black person for original screenplay and all this, of course this bullshit is overshadowing all of that because y'all can't just give us our things and let us have that. It always has to be some fucking mess. The rest of us, this should have been something that came out days later with whispers around from people in the building like, oh yeah, the man with Tourette's his movie, the man one best actor. He actually did holler out, Nigga Wally was on stage. Thankfully the BBC edited that out, but it was very uncomfortable for us. The fact that the rest of us even knew about it and y'all took 15 fucking hours to remove that moment from the broadcast. Then talk about, oh well, once we noticed it, we went in and deleted that bitch, it's over. Now we've all seen these clips, it's over, it's over. Go back and edit it now for what? You don't actually give a shit about us. It's so clear. - You also raised it a perfect point that when it happened, do you know how many producers, do you have any PAs? Do you know how many people are like, literally producing that show that are in there that would have been like, "Hey." - Yeah. - I just screamed out loud. - Right. - So they didn't care. - Even Deadline, 'cause I've read eight articles about this, I was like, I need to know every bit of information about this before I talk about it. Even Deadline said, we had two journalists in the room who heard it and texted in our group WhatsApp, like, "Oh, John Davis and just said, "Nigger at the BAFTAs is very uncomfortable in here. "People are shocked." You mean to tell me nobody associated with the production said, hey, let's kick this out to the media room? 'Cause we have two goddamn hours mind you. This is a two hour tape delay. We have two hours to make sure that then few seconds are cut out. Nobody did it. Deadline could tell they people outside the room, countless other journalists, other actors, producers, people involved. They all could say something and you couldn't. All right, that lets me know you simply did not give a shit. Of all this backlash or whatever, you knew it was coming and you didn't really give a fuck. - Just another example of why people was just taking a hateful piss down our bags and then going, "I'm not racist. "Guys, I'm really, it's really hurtful "and it's really caused a lot of harm "that you guys would think that I'm racist." Instead of, whoa, my bad for all that urine, I was pointing it wrong. Listen, don't tell me to get over a fuck thing. Don't tell them to go over it. How about you get over my fat black head? (laughing) 'Cause I mean, bruv, go fuck yourself. - Right, just go fuck yourselves. That you, the lack of care for black people and what we experience is so evident. And I'm really sorry to Michael and Delroy that they had to deal with that bullshit. I really am. - Me too. - I just saw a story about Michael B. Jordan's parents were crying after that, like in complete distress. - I don't blame them. - Because their son is at the fucking back that's being called a nigga on stage. Like the incident is hurtful enough. The incident is bad enough. It's bad enough by itself. It's worth talking about by itself. The fact that the BAFTAs and the BBC dropped the ball this way. Unfortunately, great Britain, y'all are never, ever beating the original racist allegations. Never, ever, ever. It's times like these where I remember that the racist white folks we have over here came from somewhere. And that's somewhere is there. - I think that's all there is. - 'Cause I do think the Oscars would have edited that out. I do. - No shame. (laughing) - Oh shame. - I'm pretty out of terrible whites, but they're not, they're not like that. (laughing) - No. Shame. (laughing) - Turning point, Mar-Lago, they had a left today. - Right, right, fucks with a left today. - But the Oscars would have, like, we don't, we cannot keep it. - Yes, sure. - The ABC Disney would have edited that out. - Right. - Oh fuck out of here. - Wild. - A crum of respect for black people, especially black people at the top of their goddamn game would be appreciated. But maybe that's asking for too much. - It says none of you bitches could fuck with sinners and that's on a live fact today. Bitch, tell your mom about that. - Yeah. - Yeah. - Okay, that's it for me. - I'll be in tonight. (laughing) Watch it again tonight. Resident Evil comes out this Friday anyway. So I'm already in a horror mode. I watch horror movies all the time. I think I watch one horror movie a day. - Woo. - I can't imagine. - I don't have nightmares. - I just don't, I can't live like that. I cannot do it, but. - My nightmares are about deep space, which I told you, high school. - All right. - High school. - And like argue with my family. - Okay. - Well, I don't believe that is gonna wrap up this week's episode of the read "Begging White People" to at least pretend to give a shit about Black people. It would be very nice if you could just try a little bit. Maybe think about it. - I'm gonna go to college for it. It's not like, you're like, just fucking be decent. - Shit. - It's a small ask if you all would please consider it. - I don't want to. - Um, check out the read on social media at this is the read. Our website is this is theread.com. - Um, "Crystal's Catch" new episode out now. Check "Crystal's Catch" dot com for links to all episodes and to follow us on social media. Any news from you this week if you're here? - Yes, indeed. I have a new podcast that just came out. It's called "Fury's Thoughts." (baby crying) - Finally. Yeah, go check it out on your podcast platforms as well as the YouTube "Fury's Thoughts" pod on Instagram. Shout out to my girl, Queen Shar, for being on the first episode. It's gonna be a wedding day and doodle. Have a couple more guests. Them episodes will just be neat. Thank you guys for being patient. And I'm very excited about it. You can also go find me on Kid Fury across your socials as well as patreon.com/kidfury for goodies, upcoming pod exclusive, and my breasts. I think my TikTok. I think my TikTok. I think my TikTok is crotchety thick. I don't really know. You can figure that one out. (laughs) And yeah, I think that's about it. - The girls are waiting for the salmon wall. They have been waiting. - Girl, okay. The redesending meme is on my nerves now. - What? - It's officially on my nerves. - You know, it's always been, always the red ending is the red ending. - Oh, y'all have been saying this since like year three. - Right, but it used to be, all of the girls have been doing it for a while now. Are they quitting? That was like, you have a podcast. I have a separate podcast. - So? - Is it girl, they're different things, girl. Calm down. We will tell y'all when the show is ending. You do not have to speculate. - First of all, I wanna make a thing of it. I wanna full four weeks special guest, the musical appearance. We got it. We're gonna go all out when this show Can we have personal separate inch? Thank you Girl you have podcasting dollies that you love who've been successful in the game for like four years They got eight podcasts bitch becoming like we just passed 13 Everybody come we can't have two more bodies God damn now you get on my nerves We've done other we've done things separately before did you do this when I did insecurity did y'all act like this? Oh God bless, I love that y'all is stressed out, but we will tell you okay? You don't have to do all this and they do and I really do appreciate it But we will tell y'all I promise it won't just be and I understand some of you are scarred because some of your favorite shows Just ended out of nowhere. Oh, that's true. You got a little these a semero PTSD, but calm down calm down Thank you for caring so much. Thank y'all for tuning in all these years We really do appreciate it, but you can simmer down about this one. Please my god All right, take care of yourselves. We will see y'all next week. I promise Right