(upbeat music) - Hi, and welcome back to Crystal's couch, the show where I answer your letters for advice and talk to the most interesting people in the world. Now, as you all know, I do have a master's degree in mental health counseling, but I am not licensed. I am not a practicing therapist. I just love to give advice. I love to help people out where I can, and that's what this show is doing. Now, today, we are back to answering some of your live calls. Yes, we've tried this out a couple of times. It's been so fun, so I am going to dive right in. Let's see who's up first. Oh, who am I talking to? - My name is London. - Hi, London, what's going on? - So, my best friend and I have been best friends since the sixth grade, we're both 32 years old now. And last month, she randomly texted me and asked me if we could have a private conversation, just me and her, knowing else around. And she brought to my attention that, I guess a few months before that, myself, my girlfriend, her and her wife, we were on the group FaceTime, and she claims that my girlfriend told her that, I said that when we were younger, we used to go to the mall and beat up bitches and steal shit. (laughing) - What? - Yeah, very specific. When she first told me, I thought it was a joke, I laughed it off, but then she went on to explain to me she was very serious, and she knows that it's not true, and she feels, she feels the only way that my girlfriend would have said something like that is if I would have told her that. And she wants to know basically why would I tell her a lie? And like, she felt that, you know, it brought up a lot of childhood trauma for her, and she felt that I could have possibly lied to my girlfriend about her because we were younger. I, you know, I kind of lied about some relationships that I weren't very proud of at the time to her. But since then, you know, like I've tried to be a more forthcoming, but we haven't talked in about a month, and I'm just not sure what I should do about it. - Got you. So it was just the four of you on this FaceTime? - Correct, yes. - So then how did your girlfriend say this and you didn't hear it or no one else heard it? Like I'm confused. - Okay, well that's the thing. She claims that her wife did hear it, but my girlfriend and I have no recollection of this whatsoever. Like I don't remember it, but this phone call probably took place around January or February. So it was a while ago, but I just don't recall ever saying that because it's not true. I mean, that's like the basis of it. It's really not true. - Right. So her wife told her, hey, London's girlfriend said that when y'all were younger, y'all used to go to the mall and beat bitches up. Apparently, what we were all for on that call, apparently both of them heard it at the same time. - So they both heard your girlfriend say this, but you, who were with your girlfriend, did not hear her say this, and your girlfriend doesn't recall saying it either. - Correct, yes. - Something weird is going on. - I know it's very weird. And I mean, like I said, I'm in my best friend, Have legit been best friend since the sixth grade. Like, we need, we know the story of how we met. Like we grew up together. We even grew up like in the same neighborhood at one point. Like this is my, this is my husband, like this is my daughter, you know? Like so we have had disagreements in the past and we're usually able to talk about them and kind of move forward. And, but this time, when we tried to talk about it again, there was just no resolve because she is very clear that she feels like it was said and she feels like I'm the source that came from. And I personally am extremely offended that she thinks that I would lie on her to anybody. - Right. So when you said that, there was some incidents in your earlier 20s where you kind of lied, tell me a little bit more about that. - So, when I was, I mean, I really had no problem saying it. It's just an interesting situation. So the first one, I mean, it's bad. When I was like 20, 21, I did data dude who was 32. And so it's just a really extreme age gap. He also had two kids. So I just wasn't very forthcoming about that information to anybody though. It wasn't like I was very open with all my other friends and I left her out the loop. It was kind of like no one found out until we realized that he actually had an age appropriate girlfriend. That's like when it came out. Yeah. - Got you. - Okay. And my second situation, I was also in my 20s. I enjoyed my 20s a lot. And I was in a poly relationship. I was a unicorn for Mary Couple. - Why not us around? - I did not tell her that. She actually found out because the wife posted a picture in a group and someone in that group saw that sent it to my best friend. So that's like how she found out about that one. - Okay. So were any of these people like her exes, her cousins? - No, they were people she did not know at all. Like it's no connections to her. The issue was that like I didn't tell her the things I did tell her were like more like half-true, just to kind of like keep her off my back too much. So she really heard that the fact that I didn't feel comfortable sharing like the whole truth with her about those relationships. - Okay. Well, I mean, I can understand that to a certain extent, but I also don't think you owe anybody full disclosure of your romantic relationships, especially if it's not, like I said, if you're not dating her ex or her daddy or something, then I don't think it really matters. Like I don't think you have to disclose that information anyway. So I wouldn't, I would maybe consider that more like if you gave her half-true when answering certain questions, maybe that's a little suspect, but I would not call this, you know, some pattern of lying based off, you know, and based off of that, I now think that you may have lied to your girlfriend who then repeated that lie on a FaceTime that I keep coming back to the, we were all present on the FaceTime and yet the two of you claim that something was said that we did not say and don't remember hearing, like this is my first time hearing about. - Exactly. And like when I said that, I was like, you know, my girlfriend is very sarcastic, like she's not everyone's cup of tea. So she does make jokes sometimes that I think her funny, that other people don't think her funny. And I even thought I was like, well, if she did say it, it was probably a joke because like again, this is my best friend since the sixth grade. I grew up in the South in a, I have very traditional Southern black parents, whatever you think that is, that's what I have. - I was not going nowhere when I was the kid. I wasn't allowed to do a lot of things, to have a lot of friends, things like that, like that's not how they wanted to raise us. And that's very well known for anyone who is my friend, especially for her particularly, because they didn't even want me and her to be friends. - God yeah. - And so like, and I reminded her that too, 'cause she was saying that, you know, people in her life, that she's grown up, have assumed certain things about her, because of like where she's from, and like her mom is a single mother, and like things that are outside of her control, they have made for assumptions about her, which 100% agree and think that that's wrong. But I reminded her like, that's the whole thing about our friendship, like I've never felt that way about you. I've never made these types of assumptions about you. I've defended you to my family, my friends, other friends who have even said that they feel like our relationship maybe isn't mutual. So it's like for me, for you to think that I'm the person who's talking bad about you out here in these streets, at this big age, after all these many years, it really hurt my feelings. I really got upset. She's really upset because in her mind, this is true. As she said that she felt like our previous conversation had met, left her feeling ghastly and crazy, and that it comes off like she's making things up about me and my girlfriend, and I'm like, well yeah, that is how it comes off. It comes off crazy. It comes off like you're questioning my character, you're questioning our friendship, like what's up girl? - Right. So what is your relationship like with your friends wife? Have you two ever had any kind of conflict? - So that's the thing, my friend and her wife met, dated and got married all within a year. So I have not had the pleasure of actually spending. - It's okay. - I have not had the pleasure of meeting her.
her just yet. Like I said, I live I live in a different state. So I did go home this past August for about like three and a half weeks. And I was not going to meet her then either where we've had like some FaceTime chats like as a group, nothing one on one. But she's not extremely involved in the conversations, which I didn't I don't have a problem with because I'm not sure why if you know like I would love to meet you and know you. But for what I've heard about her, it's all been positive things. So I don't have an issue with her and I don't believe she has an issue with me. Okay. I'm just wondering if you suspect that maybe your friend is being abused somehow by this person. I'm really trying to figure out why your friend would be so dead set on believing that you said this or that she heard it like I was I was wondering if maybe she her wife said this to her and she's like oh well now that you said it, I did hear that like I'm really having trouble understanding this whole London lot about you know the things we used to do when we were kids kind of situation. So I'm just trying to find anything that can help me make sense of that situation. I mean I feel like there's really not much to make sense of. Okay. Okay. But that's why I need some help because I don't know if this is something that I should just be like you know and I guess our friendship is a wash or if I should reach out or if I should just wait to see if she reaches out and be receptive when if she does. Right. Well if it's been a month and you still haven't heard from her who who reached out last I hate to play this game but I reached out last it wasn't a very friendly message I will say that like we were in a text back exchange okay but I before before we started text and I I had asked her if we could talk she was like if it's about what we talked about the other day I don't want to keep it going but then she proceeded to talk about it via text and I was like why I don't think we should talk about this via text like. So yeah. Okay and and when you asked her about you know like why would you even believe that I would seriously say something like that she was like oh well because you lied about them other relationships when you was 20 something. Basically yes. Okay. Oh this this one's hard because y'all have been such close friends since childhood and so right the idea of letting that go behind something that sounds so I can't even wrap my mind around how ridiculous this sounds London like what do you mean? I could completely understand your frustration because this sounds ridiculous like why would I say that and and why would that even if even if my girlfriend did say that why would that be construed as anything other than a joke why would that why would you take that so seriously that you were now questioning our friendship behind it like nothing about it about this dynamic or this situation is really making sense to me and I think if I were in your shoes I would feel so frustrated and confused. I am I'm really frustrated I'm very confused I'm really hurt like I don't have like a whole bunch of friends you know like I feel like as you get older you start seeing like who's really there for you who's not I have lost friends as I've grown up I feel like that's just like you know part of life sometimes but never would I imagine that me and her wouldn't be friends like we've been making plans about our adult life since we met and how they would you know intertwine and you know just how we would always keep our relationships strong and our friendship going no matter what like we've seen other people's friendships break up so it's really hurtful and it also just offended me because I'm like I feel like you're like questioning my character like who I am you think that I'm a liar and you think that I was too so low to lie on you out of all people right why would I say that why would I say that to my girlfriend about you and and this whole you know you said it on FaceTime but we don't remember saying it and both of y'all swear that you do it's just something about that sounds very fishy I I'm kind of side eyeing her wife here and I'm not entirely sure why I just the the wife is giving me sketchy vibes for some reason but I think I actually don't think this is too much in your court at this point like you were the last one to reach out you said I think we should have a conversation not a text message back and forth but a conversation about this which I think is a good idea a lot of things can be misconstrued via text tone especially or sometimes context things like that and it just takes away the humanist some of that human factor of of communicating with people that we really love so I think for a serious allegation I guess even though it sounds silly to me it's serious because of how it's affecting your relationship with her so I think a phone call a FaceTime or a regular phone call between just you and your friend is a good idea but if she's not willing to do that I mean I think your hands are kind of tied um even though this it feels almost absurd to have to accept things um like that so I would send her another text and say hey I would really love to talk to you like I'm not sure what happened here but you've been my best friend since sixth grade I don't want us to be in a weird place because of you know this FaceTime incident from January please let me know when you're free to talk I would send a message like that and then see how she responds to it okay all right thank you Crystal I'm sorry London this is I cannot even tell you how irritated I would be if I was in this dynamic it's it's crazy it's wild but I appreciate the advice and hopefully you know we're able to salvage our friendship yes I hope you are best of luck to you thank you oh my goodness thank you for calling bye bye oh wow man sometimes you just end up in situations with people and it's like bestie I don't I don't know how we got here but I'm just trying to fix it let me know if you open the fix in it all right good luck London this episode is sponsored by BetterHelp if you could permanently delete one thing from your brain what would it be this might sound kind of silly and in the grand scheme of my life it probably is but I did have a failed romantic encounter earlier this year that really triggered me in like my deepest places and it's been harder than I thought it would debounce back from that I let it take up way too much mental space for way too long before I finally just broke past the shame and talked to my therapist about it and I'm very glad I did because now I'm definitely moving on and feeling better but it was quite the emotional journey to get here if you've been thinking about starting therapy consider BetterHelp they have thousands of licensed experienced professionals who can help you work through whatever may be holding you back BetterHelp does the initial matching work for you all you have to do is complete a short questionnaire to help them identify your needs and preferences so you can get right to the work of focusing on your therapy goals but if you aren't happy with your match you can switch to a different therapist at any time BetterHelp is now in network with more than 125 health plans with many co-pays as low as $15 for eligible members and if you don't have eligible insurance or live outside the U.S. you can still get 10% off your first month sign up and get 10% off at BetterHelp.com/crystal that's
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So her siblings that are like close to her, they all know, but they're really not supportive of her at all. When you say they're not supportive, do you mean they don't like her or they've tried to help and it hasn't worked? Like, can you be a little bit more specific? So like her older brother has tried multiple times to have her like move out of that situation. Just find a job. Just kind of just better herself all around. And my aunt is in a place where she stuck in a way where she just doesn't see that for herself. And my uncle is just like, all right, well, I've done, you know, all communication is done. If you need help then, you know, you need to go ask somebody else. I've done all I can do. Okay. Okay. May I ask how old your aunt is? She is 43. 43. Okay. So and it sounds like this person that she's in a relationship with, they also support her financially. She doesn't work. No, she does not work. Okay. So she's dependent in this situation as well as being abused. And people who are in abusive dynamics already tend to not think very highly of themselves. They tend to not have very good self-esteem or a very low sense of self-worth. So that coupled with being dependent for housing and food and life on another person can make it very hard to leave. Do you know whether your aunt has tried to leave before? I feel like she's tried. She came to see her siblings and she's tried to say, okay, I'm going to stay up here and, you know, get my life together. But I feel like, you know, once he calls or reaches out, she just goes right back and then it's into this cycle all over her again. Yeah. Yes. Unfortunately, that is part of the abusive dynamic. It's about power and control. And they probably go through this cycle many times where the partner kind of calls her begs for forgiveness, promises, things will be different or that something will change or your aunt is out on her own or trying to be out on her own and she realizes how hard it is, especially in this economy to try to make something work. And, you know, there's also the fact that even when someone is hurting us, we can sometimes have very strong feelings of attachment to them. We can still love them very deeply, even though they are abusing us and hurting us. So that, yeah, it sounds like after there's violence or some sort of attack, there's this period of like honeymoon phase, everything is good, everything seems chill and sweet. And maybe your aunt is kind of deep down hoping that that person, that version of her partner will stick around. But five years of this sort of cycle, I think, is indicative that this is who this person is. And so have you ever tried to talk to your aunt about this? I have tried to, and I try not to make it, if this makes any sense, I try not to make it so heavy. Our relationship is, she sees me as her younger niece. I've always been that to her. So it is kind of hard for me to kind of talk to her and, you know, say in a way, how do you need help? How can I help you? When she's usually the one that like reaches out to me to be like, how's my niece doing? What are you doing? You know, things like that. So the dynamic is kind of, it's different for me. And I'm kind of having a tough time with that, just because of our relationship. Yeah. Oh, that makes sense. Okay. So do you feel like your auntie would listen to you if you said, hey, you know, I'm, I'm really concerned about you. I love you so much. And, you know, you've been in the hospital. I'm really worried about your safety. Do you think she would listen, being a place to really hear you out? Or would she be like, you my baby niece, don't try to get involved in growing people business type thing? I feel like she would listen because I know she loves me and I know she, you know, she thinks like what I say is important. But I think on the other side crystal, she'll call like an uncle and be like, what are Britney trying to call me and tell me about X, Y and Z? Like, I feel like she would be receptive to it. But on the other hand, she would be like, this is still Britney. Like, this is still my younger niece that is just starting out in her relationships and starting out in her journey. So in a way, like, who are you to tell me? Like, yeah, that's how I feel like it would go. Yeah. That I was, I was concerned that that may be the case. Do you think you can recruit one of these uncles to kind of join your team before you have this conversation? I think I could do that. I think I could. So what I would do is reach out to someone closer to her own age or older who you can say, listen, I'm worried about Auntie, you know, her being in the hospital head trauma or whatever else. Like, it, it sounds like the abuse is getting worse and she may be in more and more danger as time progresses. Like, and I know that, you know, it's been, it's been, this is something you could say to your uncle or whoever else. I know it's been challenging to try to support her in leaving this abusive situation, but I really want to, to reach out to her to have this conversation and for her to take me seriously. So I would love it if you could join me on this, you know, group FaceTime or group Zoom or whatever. Just so she understands that it's not just me. Like, we love her. We're concerned for her and this is a unified front here of family members coming together to say, baby, we're really worried. Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. I definitely can have one of her brothers like me and him can just talk and kind of connect and kind of reach out to her. It's just really concerning. Yeah. Yeah. And and that makes complete sense. So I would definitely say do it at a time where she is not at the house. I don't know if you all are in the same city. If maybe you, if she's still in the hospital or something like that, where you all can visit her there. I don't know that that's the best idea, but trying to plan the conversation, if you all can take her to lunch or something like that. Some place where it's safe and confidential, where she won't have to like whisper or hurry up and get off the phone if he comes home or they come home and really take the time to listen. People who are on the receiving end of domestic violence tend to already carry a lot of shame about it. And the fact that it's gotten to the point where everybody knows what's going on with your aunt because she has to be hospitalized and receive medical treatment for it, the internal shame could be really overwhelming for her. So try to approach the conversation with as little judgment or anger or frustration as possible. And it may be helpful for you to remember.
Remember that your auntie probably doesn't feel the way about herself as you feel about her. You probably think, "Oh my God, my auntie is so pretty and smart and talented and she can do this and that and she's such a great person and she deserves so much better." Deep down, there's something in her that does not feel the same way. There's very likely a piece of her that believes she deserves the violence that she can't do better than this person, that if she would only straighten up and fly right, then it wouldn't be so bad or everybody is going to treat me this way, so I might as well stay with the person I know or it's too hard for me to leave. I can't do it without them. There could be all sorts of wrong beliefs that your auntie has about herself, so remind her of the good things, her beautiful traits and the good qualities about herself. Tell her how much you love her, how concerned you are for her life, for her safety. Let her know that she'll be there if she needs support with leaving, but also understand that you can't force it either, trying to strong arm her into leaving is also not going to work. She has to be ready to do it and it has to be her decision. Be patient, trying to empower her, trying to get her to believe good things about herself. It's probably going to be the best thing that you can do here, because it sounds like her self-esteem has been decimated. Maybe that was way before this relationship. Maybe that's as a result of this relationship, but yes, I think your best bet is, if you can take notes from what I've just said, you can Google how to talk to a loved one in an abusive relationship. She's got a great resources online, but I think your best bet is going to be to make sure you get somebody else on your page so that she takes it more seriously. I'm so sorry that you're going through this. You also have to be sure you take care of yourself, supporting someone in a domestic violence relationship is a strain on everybody involved and it's hard to see someone you love going back to a situation over and over again that is so terrible for them. Remember that oftentimes leaving is the most dangerous thing you can do. It can be the most dangerous time in the relationship, so just try to be patient with your auntie. Remind her of how much she is loved and cherished and valued. Thank you so much for your advice, Chris. You're welcome, Brittany. I really, I pray so hard that it works out for you all. Thank you. Thank you. Bye. Bye. Oh, man, that really breaks my heart because so often when we know that our friends or loved ones are being mistreated, what we want to do is fly off the handle and be pissed and be like, that motherfucker better not ever blah, blah, blah and you know, I get that. That's my first inclination too, but we have to kind of push past that initial response and think about how best we can emotionally support our loved ones. So sending Brittany and her family all the best. All right. Who's next? Hi, Chris. My name is Tyler and I've been a fan of the read. Some really happy that you created this space for honest conversations. So I'm coming to the couch. Thank you so much, Tyler. And thank you. In 2022, I went through a really difficult break up after a three year relationship. During the ups and downs, I often leaned on my aunt for support. She was someone that I talked to regularly and trusted as the sounding board. With the relationship finally ended, I told her we broken up and her response caught me off guard. She said you will never find a man like him and I told her that I didn't want to. She responded negatively, continuing to say that I made a mistake. I was really hurting. So that response really stung. I later told her that was she said hurt my feelings and she essentially said that she didn't care and she would do it or say it again. Since then, our relationship has changed a lot. We used to talk almost every day, but now I don't really share personal things with her and we're not close in the same way anymore. So my question is how do you navigate relationships with people who are once a source of support, but show they couldn't be better for you in a difficult moment? Is it okay to keep the distance long term or is there value in trying to repair things even when the other person hasn't taken accountability? Oh, wow, Tyler, okay, another auntie. So what is it about your ex that made her say, oh, you'll never find anybody like him? Oh, he's a good man, your quotations, life, he didn't hit you, he didn't beat on you, he has money, that was the thing, he's, he had money, but I was bored, I wasn't happy, and that's the bigger thing for me. I said that the money was like, look, girl, he don't beat on you and he got money. What else do you want? Are you like love, a connection, chemistry? Right, exactly, exactly, that's what I want. But she was really focused on the financial things because like, if I needed something, he would get it for me. He would provide that for me. Okay. Did he buy things for her too? No. Okay, I'm like, what? It sound like she won his number, hell, did you want, like, girl, you won his number? Right, right. I'll give it to you. Sorry, no. Oh man, so how long ago was this? We, it's been like four years since we broke up. Four years, okay. It's been a while. It's been a while. You know, it's one thing to say, you'll never find another version of this man, like, which there are plenty of men out here who don't hit and have a job, so I wouldn't even go that far. But for her to be like, yeah, well, I don't care, I'll do it again. I can see why you're like, damn, I feel like I can't even talk to you now because why would you be so dismissive of how I feel in favor of this man that you don't know and have no connection to outside of me, like, that's, that's concerning. What, do you know much about your aunt's dating life? Is she married? She's married. She's been married for over 30 years. She's in her early 60s. Okay. So, so yeah. Okay. Her husband, the provider type, ooh, I guess I never really thought about is he a provider type? I mean, financially she makes more money than he does, but there we go there, that's, that's a really interesting question I may have to, yeah, I never thought about him as a provider. Yeah, I'm wondering if your auntie is projecting basically, and probably thinking, if I could find somebody in his 60s who made more than me, girl, it ain't nothing that would get me up off of that man. That's what I'm hearing. I'm hearing, you know, I wish basically that I could be in that position and there are quite a few in her early 60s, that means she's what, she's in like an older gen X or maybe a really young boomer, yeah. So that, I'm not shocked to hear that from women of that generation, like, and even, you know, just as we age, sometimes our priorities can shift, but yes, it sounds like your auntie's being really dismissive because she thinks that your values should be different. And did you, how older, how older you Tyler? I'm 36. 36, okay, so very much grown and older enough to know what you want out of a relationship and don't. Yes, very grown, yes. Right. And it's been four years since you've broken up, you never thought, man, I should call that boy who didn't cheat and had a job again. Okay, I have not, it's been great. I'm still single, but I'm so much happier than I was when I was with her. Yes. Well, you know, would you describe your auntie as like male-centered? Yes, I would say she's no-centered and I will also say that, you know, since our relationship has changed, I wouldn't even say that she's like acting out, like she has ignored me and like family conversations, like I'm at the table and she'll talk around me. She has said things like meeting my friends, like, oh, I know you haven't heard anything about me, like when she's meeting a new friend or like, no, I'm not the mom. I was fired years ago, like she's been saying it's some really slick things. It's, it's a lot, Crystal. It really is a lot. So that's why I'm like, here, like, help me understand, but the male-centered part and the provider part, that's something to explore for sure. Yeah, because I'm thinking that may, I mean, of course it doesn't excuse this way.
weirdo behavior. But it does explain it. Um, so I, this is strange because it would be one thing to just try to figure out how to deal with an auntie who, you know, said something like this. But now she's also acting weird towards you, like talking around you at the dinner table or something. It's like, are you mad at me for breaking up with this boy four years ago? Are you serious? Right. Like, like, does she have an attitude with you? Does she feel like, you made such a huge mistake that what now you don't want to be close to your knees no more? Is that really what we're doing? Yeah, it's like, it's like ups and downs where she has moments where she's not talking to me and then other moments where it's like, we're great. Everything's fine. Oh, no. Yeah. How do you feel about saying, girl, what is it? Like, what's really going on? Because you've been real sometime with me for the past four years behind that one little boy. So like, what is it for real? So I thought about it. But it's like, I don't want to get hurt again by her. Like, I don't want to put myself in another vulnerable position to say, you know, like, what's going on for her to say something else that hurts me like she did before. Yeah. Well, I would, I would challenge you to ask yourself, what hurts more? This kind of weirdo back and forth. Sometimes things are cool. Sometimes they're not. But I never really know what energy I'm going to get from you versus I tried to talk to you about this. You shut me down again or you made me feel small or like my feelings or my thoughts don't matter again. And so from there, I'm able to to make a clearer decision about what I what kind of dynamic I want to have with you. I think that's something you should really talk to yourself about. Maybe spend a little time thinking about which one is more tolerable because it may be that you would rather do the, you know, back and forth. And sometimes it's cool. And sometimes it's not. It's really up to you. But I think I would, I would recommend just trying to flat out have the conversation if only so you can say, okay, things were strange. I gave it a lot of time. You kept being weird. I brought it up again and then you once again reacted in a in a juvenile or immature or childish way about it because this is your aunt. She's, you know, got almost 30 years on you. You would think she would be able to take a look at herself and her behavior and be like, wow, I'm really pushing away my niece because she made a dating decision that I didn't agree with. Like, I'm being a little ridiculous and and hot headed about this. But it could be that, you know, just flat out being like, auntie, the vibe has been off for years. It could be that that doesn't go well and still brings you a sense of closure. Like, okay, I have to shut the door on hoping that one day she's gonna go back to being herself not saying that she can't do that. But we have to sort of let the hope get back down to realistic levels of like, I have to accept you as you are and it blows my mind that you're willing to sacrifice your relationship with your niece because I broke up with a man who had a job. But like, I just because you are centering your whole being and purpose and you think men are just, you know, God's greatest gift and and they're so important and special and and all this to you does not mean I'm going to live my life that same way. And I want more than just employed and non abusive. Like, that may be the sky for you. It's the ground for me. Yes. Anything else, Tyler? Of course, so I think that's enough. Thank you. I'm sorry if I like came at your any a little hard, but this is ridiculous. Oh, no. Yeah, I agree. So I'm definitely going to let my mom hear this conversation because. Okay. Yes. Yes. Let your mommy hear it and get her opinion on it because like, think about what you're really doing here, Auntie. Are you really pushing me away behind this boy? Really? Right. Like, come on, man. We can't let it go that far. Great. Great. Oh, all right, Tyler. Good luck. I hope your mom is on your side. Me too. Thanks. All right. Thanks, babe. Good luck. Bye. Bye. Oh, man, it can be so hard with older family members who just don't share our values when it comes to dating and things like this. Y'all, but you know, just like Tyler, if you're in a similar situation, sometimes you just have to be upfront, direct and honest about it and let the chips fall where they may, but hey, you can't save them all. You got to take care of yourself first and foremost. That is going to wrap up this week's episode of Crystal's Catch. Thank you so much to everyone who dialed in today. If you would like to chat with me, send me an email at
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