Crazy because like it's trauma that like Again so much happens to this woman where it's like every day was something else But I've just one of those things happened to like a regular person It would be like so traumatic in a story in and of itself, but if to you was just like another day I'm a queen and that's what everybody thinks she's just Hello, welcome to the just trash podcast. I think the vibes are really good today guys I think the vibes are going to be great one. I got my hair trim But two Oscar came in bouncing you're bouncing today. You were laughing. You were giggling. I was like, oh, I fixed our microphone You're like great You were so excited about it. I was like wow It's like lit up. It looks like my Mercedes like it's so you're looking cute you look like my iPhone cover like it's so cute Like I love this the whole vibe today Maybe because we have like we have the week off from each other. I feel like you come in bouncing That's true and when I am on those uppers, baby When it's up, then it's up in the words of Cardi B. Okay, it's up. It's yeah, you're giving up to it I love the whole fit. What is this vibe? Oh, thank you so much for asking my sweet lovely boyfriend bought this hoodie for me And it says sweet on it. It says sweet. That's our adjective. We always use for each other like oh that's sweet So it's like yeah a little inside Tea I guess but then I later found out it was a scheme because he was like well Also, like you should post an Instagram on it and tag the brand. I was like girl Cuz he's like maybe they'll send you like PR and also like he wants to wear and he's so teeny tiny We also have the same denim shorts that I'm wearing right now And I I mistook his for mine and then I look at the way size 24 and I was like these are certainly not mine 24 Waste that's a whole other you're wearing a 24 ways. No derians are 24. I am a thirty-foot. Oh Got it. I thought you were wearing that. I was like wow. Look at you. You imagine I don't know size I'm so about with size 24. Just know it's teeny tiny. Okay. Just know it's like guy size is confused me because I'm like 10 So I'm like that sounds huge. I don't even I didn't even know they made a size 24. Let's just put it that way. Yeah, that's so tiny. It's so teeny tiny. I never even heard of it for your 24 34. What are you 34 I can be there. Yeah, like I'm twice is I'm trying to figure out I'm trying to figure out. Okay. Got it. So he's like. Oh wow. Okay. Yeah, I guess like women is like 12 10 and it's like It's a pretty big jump 12 and 10. So that's why I'm like, okay Sounds like he's nothing then he's literally it's literally nothing Well, you you are skinny as a meal. You look great. You're just a great. I feel bigger than a whale, but thank you for that. Thank you for that Well, you look amazing. I like the energy Good. It's gonna be good. I got a little trim this morning. I thought that I'm in comfy clothes What's this? Where'd that come from? I don't know. What do you mean? You don't know. What do you mean? Is it like a Easter egg like did you get her a car? No, it was just like what I think you bought you a car like all tee No, I will not buy We I made her promise that we'll never buy each other cars because we're so specific about the car Jake and Johnny I'm so confused. Where did this even come from because I've never owned this in my life It was in the studio for two years at least here just bouncing around places in the why is it here? Because I was organizing I was like oh, you know, it's like it's like you're I always think about it if it was your room Right, so we have this little moon this figurine with a flower your book And then when I looked around I saw this little Jeep and I was like well, we've been shopping for a G wagon I mean to G wagon well the problem with that is we've been having a reunion by putting this up whenever time I think that's why like I get in bad moods because it's like Like I love car shopping, but like obviously I'm a person where I like if I see something I want it and then when it's like so expensive Do I tell you the whole drama? Well, it's when you went to the G wagon dealer and they couldn't get rid of them or something Yes, but then we went again to the one in Santa Clarita and they were actually really nice But my whole thing is my lease isn't up till 2029 And we find that out because we were closing on this They had me sitting inside this G wagon. I'm like, you know what? I do love it. Okay, forget this Rolls Royce I want this then they're like oh, well actually so again G wagon so expensive 315,000 all the stuff like that all together and then it's like oh, but also on top of that another 50,000 for us to take your car Why my lease is up and they're like no, it's 2029. How did she mix that up? Because we both got cars like in the same week and mine is a three-year lease and mine's always been three years Five-year lease, but that Maybach was so Anyway, it was such a thing to get it and the only way to they made it was like a five-year lease And I kind of remember when we talked to him I was like well anyway, we'll change the car in two or three years. It's like oh, that's gonna be hard You know, I kind of remember him saying that but well, they want to give us 100,000 for a $300,000 car I'm like and then but they want us to put another I was just over it. I was so over I was just like I'm keeping this Maybach I'm just gonna keep it like and also nobody wants these cars. They're trying to get rid of them So I mean whatever first world problems, but that was triggering That's why I was like wait why is it there unless it's in the driveway. I was like why is it there? No, you hate the white cars Well, okay, but it's a Mercedes. I'm so confused. It's a G wagon I mean, it's part of what's happening so it's like of what's happening? Where? In our life, yeah, but that's like the worst moment of our past month That's like been a constant. We saw a blue one at keys. I'm like love it. Can't have it Then we saw gray one and it was in the showroom and they really they're like we really want to get you in this and they actually knew me at Santa Clarita that like we'd love to like make this happen for you They were really like nice and then we just left it and just like well I was and I was then I was like literally so I'm not keeping the Maybach cuz it's like what is the point? But I mean the whole point of getting cars because you thought you at least was over and it's not so it's here for a very long time But they were super nice though. They were really nice actually 29 though Yeah, it's five years cuz now you three two more but the closer you get to the end of it the easier it is to get out of it They kept sending us emails to like we don't want to take your car like bring your car and we want to trade it and it's like Well, obviously not that bad. I'm like what can we do to make this work? And I'm like can you just absolve? The 50,000 that we owe and they're like well, maybe five, but it wasn't really that they were gonna take five off the G I was like honestly that's they did everything they could I mean they were nice. Oh, I mean you could literally just take the car back That's everything They still got for $40,000 dollars now like no They did send an update. Oh Is that why you're putting this here what the update now? I just remembered like different not new numbers and stuff Anyway, I was really how about just take the car and we're say he's just take it all The influencers are getting sponsored by like Cadillac escalating. Oh, I've been sending him to Moses like family people They're like, oh, I want to say Kean and a la maybe Like O2L. Yes. Oh, that can Yeah, or even maybe it was a Naviator something that had all the screens in front I kept doing I was just like we need this I don't think it's a keep it's one time someone told me that they just actually get it for like a week And they don't actually get to keep the car remember was it Joey, Grisaffa back in the day Didn't he get sponsored by like a car something where he had it for a year? I think it was like a Ford or something And it was like the tree house days When you were there. Yeah, so I was like 2012 2013. I Makes sense and like catrific it was like that group. I was sponsored. Yeah, they only got it for a year But I mean that's so pretty good like I say take it especially cuz I have this made back for two years for Give me a Ford focus give me any honestly the Ford focus is our kind of lip my brother and I we were trying to compete in Ford Focus rally when like 2010 and we did like a whole video Auditioning for Ford for Ford focus, and I remember my brother's wife had a Ford focus and it's actually really comfortable So honestly forgive it to me. It sounds more affordable than these Maybacks and these G wagons which are booge, but It's just like the Mayback and hold out like these cars will hold value as like well That's what they said about this May back and now nobody wants this May back and It's fine. I mean this I have a car right grateful Love that car right there, too, so I don't know where this came from and why it's here It feels a little triggering, but okay, I know I thought maybe because you just came in. I'm like did you see something Anyways, if you're gonna surprise me get a big bow on it. That's all I'm gonna say heat wave heat wave here in LA for the weather updates Yes, yeah, 100 degrees yesterday Disneyland empty. I sent you a thing on rails. No lines at Disneyland and then credit coaster shut down at California event what is it called? Adventure part. Wait. Why I don't know I saw a tick-tock of people having a walk down the in credit coaster because it it froze Whatever it's called it stopped working Because the heat I don't know if it's heat related, but I guess maybe it goes hand in hand Oh, they literally had to walk down the in credit coaster If you're up like hi, I was pretty high. Yeah, I was I was guy usually there's so my pod. Yeah, they walked down just like the That seems very dangerous because people that maintain it they have access usually see they're like some kind of a it's a makeshift. I mean it doesn't look Sturdy, but it's like little steps or a ladder or something. I heard LA. I didn't fact check that
this myself to take this with the grain of salt mind you. But I read that L.A. is hotter than 99% of the world this week. - Oh, I believe it. - I believe it's like 110, that's pretty hot. - It's out here and in Orange County, it's like 100 degrees, but then I looked up like L.A., which I don't know what that means, like downtown or something. It's like 80 degrees. It's like why it's so much cooler now. - It's like 110, where I'm from. - Yeah, same, it's so. - The baddest bitches in in L.A. That's kind of how I feel being in the valley. - Or technically L.A., but I feel it's far removed. It's also 20 degrees hotter. - Yeah, I don't understand. I'm surprised you are, 'cause you're by so many trees. - Yeah, you would think global warming wouldn't hit us hotter over there, 'cause there's more trees. - Is that why? I don't know, I just thought it's shaded too. Like, you know, it's hot. What are you gonna do? Well, you're not a sweatshirt. I'm like, you know, I feel like I'm dressed for a heat, not a heat wave. You look like you're ready for foam. - I know. It's the kind of the foam mentality and I'm booking like fall activities. Mind you, it's still like so hot. - What are you booking? - The nights in the pumpkin patch is what I'd booked so far, but I went through an apple picking. Like, I wanna go to Papa's orchard and pick some apples. - Where's Papa's orchard? (laughing) - I never heard of that. (laughing) - There are apple picking orchards like an hour away. - Oh, far, like the blend of one. That one is like two hours away. That's like the good one. Are you gonna go there? - Maybe. I heard this little homophobic over there. An hour, it was kind of hate crime this week. And so I don't know if I wanna double homicide it, you know? - I mean, what is it? What happened? - Oh, at a place of worship, I remind you of the Cheesecake Factory. - Oh. - The Cheesecake Factory. Like, the last place you would ever think could be hate crimes. - Well, like, I like Cheesecake Factory, it gives a little homophobic. It just feels a little outdated, like, it doesn't mean-- - It doesn't even have a phobia, that's the gag. The waiter was gay, and I was clocked by the waiter. - For what? - What was that crime? - First of all, you know, I love-- - I have a feeling that I'll do something. - I didn't know that. - Nothing. - I know. - Oh my god. - You do ask Jesus Christ. - What happened? - Well, first of all, I love the Cheesecake Factory staff. Like, I support the troops. Like, better than say, those are low key veterans. Like, salute to you. They work so hard. That menu, it's hard to remember all that. - So, my organizer, Manny, worked at Cheesecake Factory for nine years, and she's like, it was like-- - It's tough. - She's so good. She's so, like, organized everything else. And then I remember even when she had, like, lunch here, she, like, stack up the plates. I'm like, I can help you. She was, don't worry, I worked at Cheesecake Factory for nine years. So, she was, like, everyone's plates and, like, one, eight. I'm like, it's-- - It's hard work, and, like, that's why, literally, I'll get out of the way, when they're walking, I get them a little salute, a little one, too. - I love the Cheesecake Factory worker, I love them. - They're amazing. - Although, this one, uh, well, first of all, I brought the bread. I already had a little bit of attitude, but I'm like, you know what, it's okay. It's Cheesecake Factory. - Was he fat, phobic, or homophobic? - Fat phobic, I still get to win a moment. - Wait, is it a hate crime for fat people or just-- - I think that's still-- - I don't think so. - I, yes. - I can't say I was hate crimes. - I think you were hate crimes in Las Vegas, mind you. - I'm reading the book, so all of this is, like, freshen up my butt, but-- - Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - So that's kind of what I felt like, but, first, I was with Darian and his friend, and then she asked for brown-- He only brought the sourdough bread in the basket, and she was, "Oh, can we have some brown bread?" And he goes, "You're gonna have to wait. "It's in the oven." - And then, "It's in the oven." - That's right. - And then I swear, yeah, hang on the bible, and I was like, "Okay." - 'Cause they always bring both of them, half in half. They always bring them. - But brown bread is popular, and what time did you go to go right when they open? - No. - No, so if you go right in the open, they're gonna be half-- - Oh, no, it's out by 3 pm. They're switching between lunch and dinner, but I digress. Okay, so he's like, "It's gonna wait." - It's like, "Okay, fair enough." Although, she asked very nicely to you, but I was like, "You know what? "Again, it's a little busy right now. "I understand, I understand." And then, it comes back to take out order, and I just had a question. I was like, because I was not super hungry, but wanted, you know, to be satisfied, 'cause we're gonna see a movie after, and I was like, "Um, how big are the meatball sliders?" And he goes, "He goes me the up and down." I think we both have a very different definition of big. - Stop. - Yes. - What did she say about that? - She's a big monster. - What did he say? - Oh my god, many of us from now on, like-- - I literally didn't date this guy with some point of the past, and he forgot about being here with some thing, and that waiter's name was Jeffrey Starr. - That's great. (laughing) - This is very personal. - Damn, he goes, they're kind of like this big, and like, does his face? And I was like, "Okay, well, I'll have the brussel sprouts." - Wait, you forgot! I follow a girl on TikTok who says you're supposed to eat the size of your fist. So, honestly, that's the size of your stomach, and that's, so you'd be like, perfect. - But that's a huge meatball. There's no way there. - Oh, that is a dance ball. Oh my god, crazy. So, you went to salad? - I went to brussel sprouts, yeah. - For your meal? - Yeah, yeah. - You just had brussel sprouts, and she's getting factory. - I sure did. - Yeah, well, and the bread, not the brown bread. (laughing) - He brought it out of some boy, yeah, yeah. But, yeah, I was, seem very targeted. I'm like, "Damn, gay on gay crime, you hate to see it." Well, I'm assuming gay. I'm pretty sure. - How could you tell? - I could, I think the, it was such a fierce read. That I'm like, "You have to be honest, actual." - What did she say? You just said, "Alp, brussel sprouts." What about your friends? Did she say anything about their order? - No. And Darianz, it's 24 ways, so. - So, what did he, what did he order? What did Darianz get? He gets the, it's like the fried chicken with like mashed potatoes and something else. Like the country, something, the country. - And he didn't say anything about that. - No. Although Darian didn't ask any questions, so I guess maybe that was my mistake. - Uh, yeah, not to victim blame, but never ask questions. I never do. I never say anything is wrong. I never ask questions. Just give it to me as is. If it's wrong, it's fine. And that's what is the morning. He's like, "Yeah, we went to cheesecake factory over recently, like a couple of weeks ago." Remember, I got like every single fried appetizer that could be on the menu? - Oh, I didn't see that. That's what I took. - I got like 20 appetizers and no judgment. When I ordered and no judgment when they came out, 'cause the table was too full. I had to keep like shuffling them around and take this one while we were on came out. Like we were shuffling him around and he was helpful. And great. And then, yeah, no judgment. And then even when I only, 'cause I like to take a bite of everything. So even when I took a bite, you know, he was very, very sweet, that's so sad. 'Cause cheesecake factory is known to be for the fatties. - I think it's huge portion. - You didn't watch the delicious menu. I mean, the skinniest menu, though. - It's not the skinniest. It's still pastas and skinny cheesecake. And I'm like, well, okay, I mean, I guess, but- - Yeah, it felt a little, a little targeted for sure. And at the, also at the same time, like I, I've been gaining a little bit of weight because of traumatic things, you know, I've been having to eat whatever I'm like, whatever I work on, I lose it at some point. But all the clothes I've been like tighter, especially our t-shirts. And I thought it was just because me getting fat. And I was like, oh my god, like should I just jump out the window now, etc, etc. But I'm just trying to keep it moving. And then I found out Darian has been in charge of the laundry. And he thought you can just put everything straight into the dryer and our t-shirts have shrunk. All our t-shirts have shrunk. - I mean, what are you supposed to do? - It depends like what, if you, what temperature you wash them in, then some you're not supposed to put it in the dryer. So all our t-shirts shrunk. - So that's why. - Yeah, well, I've also been getting fat, but- - No, he's fat. I was like, you look, I was like, all the cups of me, you look the exact same. We were in the same shore. It's your 34. I mean, if you're 34, you're guys at the same size. Getting kings, like, you know what I mean? Like that's very tiny to me. - Oh, well, I don't know about that. - But the shirts thing, that's, I mean, it happened to us and it's a disaster, right? - That's true, most of the shirts have shrunk kings. - My whole being is my, the few shirts that I like to wear because they're comfortable. But and then suddenly, like, they're tight. I was like, what happened? Is it me or is it the shirts? - Yeah, it's very triggering. - And then finding out their own shrunk. And you can't undo it. It's like- - It's over. - Mine too, mine too. I think we knew because like, I, my, I was where like, really long ones to bet. And then we're just getting like shorter. - Yeah, that's really like okay. - When my comfy shirts that you sit with me like at night ground, like I was sitting in, suddenly with me normal, I was like, oh God. - Yeah. - Oh God, it's so over. - Our, ours is like on high heat or something. So we have like, turn it down. - Yeah, now everything is like in the coldest setting. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. So that's real. So you're not getting fat. - No, I think both, but two things can be true. As I said, yeah. - Well, I guess you know in your own body, I know. I mean, it happens whatever. It's a circle of life. - Oh, I was going to say what it's like, hibernating season. It's time to like, you know. - Very bad. Yeah, it's winter. - Squirrels collecting their nuts. - Exactly. So get nice and warm from winter. We'll shut it in the new year. - It was called the dammy wave. So it's a little, it's even hotter. - Just even hotter and sweatier. I was like, town. I know, I can even, because I'm sweating it off. What mood do you see after? Where'd you go? - I saw the movie Verity with Dakota Johnson in half the way. It's Colleen Hoover's book adaptation. How was it? It was, okay, it was interesting, long. It was long. It was kind of like housemaid, the Sydney Swinney movie. Did you ever see that one? - Yes. We like to see that. - Okay, it was like a less good housemaid. - Oh, it was pretty good. - Yeah. And I think it comes down to the source material though. I think the housemaid was just some more fun book. But similar promises as far as like murder and mystery, the one partner of the husband and the new girl comes in and works for them. And there's like some kind of a fair situation. - That's the same exact story. - It's pretty much, yeah. - It was the exact, it was the guy. - The guy was Josh Hartnett. And then Anne Hathaway was the wife and then Dakota Johnson's the new girl. - That comes into the house. - It's just like housemaid because they look like each other too. - And she has a dark past, the new girl has a dark past. - That's literally the same. Okay, well, I guess it took you got you to see it. Why was it called Verity? What's that even mean? - Verity is the author's name. So Anne Hathaway plays an author and her name is Verity. And she's a very famous author. And this is just the summary in the spoilers. But she has like an accident. She's no longer able to finish her very popular book series. So her husband hires like an up-and-coming author to kind of ghost right and finish out her series. Because she signed like a multi-book, million dollar deal. So she has to finish out the contract. - I guess I can't get my eyes out. - And then it gets a little dark. But Alex Cooper has a cameo in the movie as well. Which is by yourself she's playing herself there it is
does a press tour this to show how like famous she is she does like a press tour so she does hot ones she does gal king and she does Alex Cooper that's kind of cool that's kind of a slide you like that take you out of the movie at all when you're like oh that's weird or do you like it you're like oh that's cool it kind of took me out of it because Anne had the way is so camp it's again very housemate he's where it's like so over the top and drama and so she's so camp she kind of has this like New England kind of accent like very like coity-toity like I can't even believe I wrote these books like Alex Cooper is like so like when you're writing these characters like have you tell you to have into such like dark things like what does your husband think when you're writing about sex and darkness and then and then and at the way I was very he's like oh he thought it was just so scared when I'm I didn't just evil and I'm like okay well I think you look for this movie you're really into it well and then get out of it and the first thing I see when I open my phone is you sending me the news of Ken Roker and Gypsy Roses Beyonce and it literally coming out of Verity which like murder mystery tease into that I was like and Daryl and immediately goes she did it what do you mean everyone saying like I feel like everyone do it which is like it is like a little like sad like damn people I guess I appreciate the internet sometimes making like I don't know but I can appreciate the internet right but then it's like damn someone did die you know what I mean like that is kind of crazy but all right thank you so much to Seek Geek for sponsoring today's episode I am so excited for October young Miko was coming to LA my chemical romance is coming for five nights and you better believe I'm gonna go all five nights thanks to Seek Geek that's right Seek Geek is everyone rated ticketing app with over 35 million downloads or over 70 thousand events listed on Seek Geek including concert 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three pointing back at us you know who was a little spooky ookie for sure I was like damn I actually the group chat I just everyone I wrote well my mom gives me probably a minute after it was like release because she texted me first I didn't see it and then I was like an outlet and I hadn't heard from me so then I texted the group chat I was like is this real because like we talk about so much and we like more like we just like see him in the sphere like yeah like aren't tick-tock live and yes but yeah Gypsy is doing interviews Ryan yeah sister was on like tick-tock live when the news broke it was very spooky yeah yeah it seems a little a lot yeah yeah yeah sad I think it was like shocking it's just like they're like so young and you're so young all right they were just doing like a press tour together to promote their show last year like last summer right yeah so it's crazy how much I've changed in one year obviously having like a daughter together and then him passing away so suddenly mysteriously because it all happened like usually you hear about it and it happened maybe a day or two days ago like once the documents have come out but it was like that same day it was birthday Gypsy is doing it people magazine and TMZ interviews that same night so everything just seemed so like oh yeah yeah how could you talk about it you know like you just put yourself in that situation like you can't talk about it the day you find out someone that you don't gonna like do a TMZ interview yeah even when I gave birth TMZ's calling me I'm not gonna be like yet gay birth like you know what I mean it's just like damn this is like a big like life moment and I was a little a little spooky a little but you probably wanted another by so like I was on the fun with TMZ I said I heard about that too like maybe yeah yeah I yeah should I send a text to know reply and I was like oh I don't know it's given a little like sending a text to know reply I send a text I don't know like is that yeah damn they really Ryan Ryan is her yeah he was he's doing those interviews quick he's like I just want to be there for Gypsy I'm like all you guys I heard the I heard the all the phone calls from prison from Ken and Ryan I'm like both of you we're saying crazy we see that one not to talk like too bad about him but the one where he's like if I made CP would you still love me yeah I didn't see that Ken sent that and in prison like a call and it was like you know obviously a while ago and she was still in there and she was um I would still love you but I wouldn't be with you it was just like a weird thing yeah and but Brian too I had crazy like the phone calls they had with Gypsy in prison I'm like weird all of this is weird I don't like actually anybody involved in this because they all are obviously Gypsy when she made those videos saying like stuff to her ex-boyfriend about their daughter a future daughter I was like y'all are weird this is weird Ryan too weird like just weird doing these interviews I don't know very sad of course I mean it's always sad like it's just sad but um because also like he didn't seem like a drug person to me I don't know because it was over overdoses I was like that's allegedly that's right now yes a right moment yes because I was like he doesn't seem like a like you know drug but so weird and he was supposed to go to dinner with Gypsy Rose's brother is that what it was yeah and they found him and then he also like was on TikTok live right before yeah yeah it was there's a lot of weird circumstances around it it's very spooky the internet is not you know the internet's right a lot of the time so when the internet is be speculating if I'm like I know some people do jokes and stuff like that but I'm constantly like I don't know girl also like just not be on social media she like reactivated her TikTok I was a girl this is the time to be off yeah yeah on a birthday yeah I don't know uh Gypsy has some weird energy but so does why I'm doing interviews oh my god everyone just like literally this guy died like eight hours ago and you're just like I hope Gypsy okay it's me and I contacted her dad to be like talk to me as like don't let him near you either like I don't know that was shocking though the group job wasn't gagged though I sent in the I didn't even hear back from you I don't think I think just Jimmy was like that's crazy I was processing it cuz I had to like also look it up after cuz you are all for fake news all the time yeah so I also had to like look back check it and then I was processing it and also it was so much later cuz very it was pretty long it was like like two out oh I see so you're just getting out yeah and it was kind of late when I got out so I was like hmm that's it's late I don't even know when I know you get it but it's on the movie but like once I was out I was like it was maybe like eight or something so I got a movie last night at 10 30 PM so many people out just like Lloyd like by their cars just hanging out by the cars okay I was like running for my life I was just like oh my gosh like there's people that just hang out by the car so oh my god kind of it's winning because I saw another movie Saturday night I saw my god don't even a big mistake on my part I saw Avengers in-game encore which is it was over three hours so again we got out like a 10 no what's the 2019 movie they just put it back in theaters with like some extra footage or whatever and I kind of fell for it but I realized it was the extra footage worth it no and I was just wanting I think the experience of feeling like 2019 again that's what that's where I went wrong but why I thought we hated 2019 um I think I was just younger and skinnier so I just wanted to feel like fat again so okay I thought it period with you on that shirt and also like Darien never saw any of the movies in theaters because he didn't like them until like we started dating we saw him at home during like quarantine so I was like oh it'll kind of be fine anyway as long as how again getting to the parking lot just people attend 30 also like at their cars like making like really loud and like smoking and stuff and then they're like yelling and then Darien stops at the car like look and I was like survival instinct like open the car out here he stopped like door on uh hand on the on the handle and he stopped like look and see and investigate I was like getting the car I sprint full speed ahead I look around before I get the car I'm sprinting full speed ahead I was like oh my god and I'm by myself I have no one with me I was like oh my god I'm sprinting full speed ahead I'm locking the door as soon as I get in I already have my finger on my lock on my key button so I can just do it right away I was just like there's just too many people out at 10.30 just hanging out my cars and I was like why yeah yeah movie starting at that time and there was a shooting kind of not oh maybe like yeah yes at the Korean fried cheese plate upstairs there was a shooting and two people passed away like the day before so I was kind of like already paranoid and I was like Darien getting the damn what happened to people survival it's like get in here I think like obviously even to go on night shore but I just don't go out night I hate going out at night like actually I was like why am I going out at night I was just like, oh my God, I think I took a nap and it was--
I went to like 5.30 and so when we started like 8.30 and I was like, I can go out. But then I was like, oh, nothing good happens at night time. I mean, you can't be scared of things. But I was singing that too. I was like, you know, I'm part of their high school kids, but sometimes the high school kids really be the shady. - That's for sure. That is for sure. - What are you all doing? So you saw two movies this weekend. - Two movies this weekend. What did you see, prime time? - I was hoping you would see. I told mother, when did you see it? 'Cause I was just gonna see it too. I'm gonna ask, I love prime time. I love Robert Pattinson. I love Skylar, Jizanoto. - Hi, my name. - Gizando. - Gizando, I love it. First of all, I've been seeing his meme all over Twitter and I love it. There was one, like how I met Habachi when the shrimp comes in my way and it's like, at the mouth open, I was like, I love all of it. Then there's one of him like smiling. I don't really get these memes 'cause I think he looks perfectly fine in these pictures. So I'm not sure. Have you seen them? - Yes, it's like this one, get the image of him. That's just like-- - Fine, you're just smiling. - It kind of reminds me of the Glenn Powell at the image where everyone said he looks like a cap of Barra. Like-- - Oh, it's a cap of Barra. - It's some mammal, it's an animal in here. - I think what the hell's a cap of Barra, okay. - It's a weird monster dog. - Yeah, a marsupial maybe. - Are they in Australia? - Yes. - Actually, you know what, Ryan, from CAA, I saw him this weekend and he's like, I can't wait to go see a cap of Barra and it was like the ones that are smiling. - Yes, yes. - Okay, I do know that. That's why when he said that, I was like, wait, what is that? - So it's like one getting image that someone just turns into a meme and it's like, I know he don't play about writing on the scooter and PE class. It's stuff like that. - What do you guys like-- - He looks like he would love to jump on a trampoline. It's like, it's so specific. - But why? - Just 'cause I guess the grin, like, it's just-- - He's just smiling. Like, he literally just like, it's like, not even crazy. I was like, okay, the one I like is one with his mouth open and I'm like, okay, that's a little more goofy but the one with the smiling one that they use all the time, I'm like, I don't understand. Or people aren't as being stupid. - I think it's just the energy. It's just the vibe of it. - But like, so specific, like you said, like, oh, he would love a PE school school. - Where do they, I read it and I'm like, that makes sense. It's so niche and specific, but I'm like, I see it. It's one of those things where like, when someone, you know, puts the text to the photo and you check you can't unsee it, I'm almost-- - Right, right, right. No, it does not get it. But then I'm like, I don't understand the photo but I love him. We need to get him on the podcast. Can you reach out? - Sure. I mean-- - I love him. I loved him and right just jumpsons too, but, like, love him in this. I think he's just like the best actor. I feel like if you are in movies where I'm Pattinson, and I'm like, more drawn to you. Like, Robert Pattinson, obviously, he was so good, I'm like, he was so good in this movie, but, but he was equally as good, where I was just like, damn, I love this actor so much, he's, he seems great, gay. - I think he's straight. - Oh, maybe we don't need him that. But he's a great actor. He just plays gay a lot, I guess, huh? Or I don't know, maybe he doesn't. - I've only seen him in Superman, and he was straight, he was straight, and like a playboy, like all the girls loved him. - In the movie, or in real life? - In the movie. - Okay, damn, I didn't, I didn't clock that, but he was a really good actor. - He plays like the decoy boy, right? - Yeah, I mean, I really was sure to have seen this, because I saw the movie, and I was kind of like, why are people, I didn't understand people, like, so up in arms about it. And I was like, wait, it kind of, honestly, didn't make Chris Hanson look that bad. It didn't make anything look bad. I was just kind of confused why everyone was like, so upset with this movie on both sides. To me, I was like, it was kind of just like a perfectly fine movie. They showed Chris Hanson as a cheater, and they show bad guys, like, getting caught. It didn't seem exploitative. I don't know, maybe I'm like so off, but we had saw so many discourse. I don't know, it wasn't like bad at either side. I was kind of confused why people were so upset. - Yeah, I'm still gonna see, I know the discourse is kind of like, both the both sides of it is like, on one side, Chris Hanson went to like extreme measures and the pursuit of like, recognition or like, date line and stuff, like, just chasing after the bigger whale to get more accolades, basically. - Yeah. - And then the other side of it is like, well, it doesn't matter, like, the intense or what motivated him as long as like, predators were getting caught. So there's like, two sides of it. I feel like it's just really nuanced where it's like, you know, going around the law. So like, a lot of the people that they would like catch were able to like, get away because they weren't doing it like judiciously or following the law or building a case of whatever. Like, they were kind of going vigilante mode to do whatever it took to catch him. So that was kind of the, I guess, negative aspect of it. - I mean, I feel like it put fear in people and I was like, well, this is kind of, I don't know. I remember it so specifically, I guess if it's like, you remember that time, it says to time capsule, because it seemed like yesterday, but also seemed so long ago, because not only did they obviously talk about like, catch predator, but it was like going up against lost. And so I was like, they mentioned lost lot. They showed lost, like, do you see the, do you see the panda bears or the grizzly bears on lost. This is what we're going against and see like, okay, we need to get the whale. So I was like, they showed like clips from lost. I was like, wait, I kind of love that. So they were talking about lost a lot. They talked about like, uh, John King, you know, is, you know him? - No. He was such a part of my childhood, too. So there was Chris Hanson to catch a predator, which I watched all the time. And then there was John Canione's on ABC for what would you do? And it was this great show. It was like the, it was kind of like to catch a predator, but it came about right when catch a predator went to prime time. And so they did this kind of like, anti, or this other part of the show, where it was like, hidden cameras, but it was, it was basically like, okay, if you like a couple went out at a restaurant and the guys, like, if the guys like being rude to his wife, like, you're so fat, like, you're so disgusting, like, what would you do? So like, strangers would come up and they, hey, don't talk to her like that or something. And if they did, John Canione's would come up and be like, Hey, thank you for standing up here. I don't think either money or just like gave my handshake or what, but it was like, it made you feel good about good people in the world. So like, if you know, a woman was struggling pregnant, and someone gave up their seat, they're like, wow, you were such a good person. Like, - You're by. - Why did you do that? And then he'd come out and interview them. And it was great. And the whole tie-in with the tech catch a predator movie was like, they were trying to poach his producer who was like, I guess she was just supposed to, she's like, I, that's too good for me. I'm like, bet the bone. I need to be young to catch a predator or something. But then like, he wasn't appreciating her. So she was gonna go, but it was just like, I remember that time so well. And they were showing like all the shows, like, Joey was like on NBC, I guess. I guess Joey was the one they're like, we need. - That friend's been all? - Yeah. So they're like, we have nothing. We need this, you know? So like, he was like, Chris Hansen and then they had like, Stone Phillips. So I remember so vividly, because my mom thought he was so cute. He was like, uh, an NBC broadcast, like a journalist, you know? So like, he would see Stone Phillips on the thing. And he's like, I need to be better than that. I don't know. I guess I'm just like, when it's your era. And I just remember being like, you were hand time about 2019. I like, middle school, I don't know. I just like that era. I was just like, home eating just happy. I don't know. I was like, I don't know. I was like, by myself at home a lot. And I just was like happy watching these shows on a Friday night. And it was just, I don't know. It was like nostalgia. And I do love Robert Hansen. Damn, he was so good in it. And Anna Ferris is in it as his wife. And that was really good. I just love him was so good. And I really do love that little kid being the decoy. He's not a kid. He's like three, but he does like a kid. And he was so great. I don't know. I was so, I never go to the movies by myself. But I was just like, you know what? I really want to see this movie. And I'm glad I did. I thought it wasn't too bad. I don't know. The whole thing was, I mean, yes, Chris Hansen was like having a fear. So without people I guess, but you know, that's meant for you. They're kind of just awful. But I thought he was still doing good. I don't know. Then the one predator at the end was he, you know, took his own life. I was like, well, he was, he was, he was talking to little kids and saying weird shit. I was like, is that a loss? Yeah. And then I had a job in power, which is also terrifying. Yeah. Right. And that's, I guess, where I would argue the other way, which I know maybe it's like a hot taking people like probably don't like this. But I would argue the other way that like no one else, that was the whole point is the sheriff's department or whatever, which is like, oh, we can't get him any other way. So let's call Chris Hansen from prime time. So someone from, because they were originally like an Indiana and they had to go down to Texas to do this. And the one sheriff was like, okay, let's call Chris Hansen because like that was the only way they were going to like kind of like get this guy because he was, he was so like in the politics and being like protected and stuff like that. So that was kind of the, Chris Hansen was like the only person who was like down to try and get him with the sheriff. So I don't know. I thought maybe he was, I thought it was like made for Sansa kind of look good, actually, minus him cheating on his wife, I guess, but other than that, I was like, awesome. I don't know. Cute guys, you know, Robert Hansen. He is just so handsome. And I was like, I guess we could talk about it, but like slushy nubes got in the video. I slushy nubes British or no. The Canadian. But they were doing a British accent. Oh my god. Okay, there's so much Lord of this. So I need to like talk about it. Okay, well, I only know slushy nubes from you. Never heard slushy nubes. To me, it sounds like a really niche podcast that like no one's heard of except for you. That's in what my perception of slushy nubes. But then I see slushy nubes interviewing Robert Hansen and a skiler, Gizennato, is that a name? Yeah. I saw them interviewing both of them. But then I was like, they were doing an accent. So I was like, oh, I guess they were already over there. So they're just British people interviewing British person, right? Because Robert Hansen was in London. And so I was like, okay, that makes sense, just like British, they're already over there, whatever. But then they're living Canada. Yeah. So they got blown over. Yeah. What's the interview taking place in London? Yes, because they didn't very limited press for prime time. Like there was like a junket where it was Robert Hansen and skiler, Gizennato, pair doing interviews, but like not a lot because like entertainment, like we didn't interview them either. And usually that we get like literally any movie because it's just like the longest running entertainment show. So I was like, wow, they must be picking really specific things to promote it because also Robert is filming the Batman sequel. Yeah. Like literally simultaneously. And that's all in the UK too. Yeah. And then yeah, all of a sudden, Hamza and Martin did the. Where did the only ones? Influencers. Yeah, there was other press. I forget what other outlets, but it was all like British press like that I saw. But they weren't. No, they're they're Canadian. Although they did cover like Paris Fashion Week. So like maybe they were already over there. Maybe. Okay, so I don't know what I found on Patreon are here, but I was like, oh my god, I remember tying it. It was like a really busy week for me. But I remember it. They're like, okay, so I reached out to age 24 because I did the moment for them. And I was like, when this movie as soon as this trailer came out, I was like, I want to go to the premiere. I want to do something with it.
And they were so sweet. I love age 24 more than anything. So then they literally emailed me back like, yeah, we'd love to work with you. And then like a week later, they gave me a call that came to call you. I was like, yeah, are you actually available? I don't know what it was that weekend. Something was like, I was so busy, but they're like, can you actually like come, would you be able to go to London for like, you could get like 30 minutes with Robert Pattinson. I was like, yes, absolutely. I was like so excited. He's like, he's not really doing any press and I've never seen him on like all the shows that you see like their puts and all these things. So I was just like, oh my, just Trish exclusive. You're like, they're like, you can use it for the podcast. And I was like, oh my God, period. I was so excited. They were gonna send me a screener. I didn't see a screener before. I would have been even more excited. I think it was kind of like, I just like Robert Pattinson. So I was like, whatever. If I were to send a screener. And now you're a Skyler. Gazonda? Gazonda, I'm gonna stand. Also Robert Pattinson asked Chris Hansen to stand. Also this movie prime time. I'm like, such a stand. I think I'm the only one that's like standing so hard for it. Like I loved this movie. Like I want to go back and watch it. I like loved it so much. And I was like, damn, I would have been like, so, I would have had so many good questions, I would have been so excited and then I was like, but then they were like, you know, it's like not a guarantee. We don't know if he's going to even have time to do the interview. And it just kind of was like, you know, but they'll be a screening with Lance Oppenheim. Yes. There was a screening, but then I couldn't go to that. There was, there was a reason because I was like a week. I was like so, so busy with something. Yeah, I was, I forget what. You had a lot and you already have like two other things that we're traveling or something. Yeah, and then you would have had to have gone like on a Sunday and come back Monday morning and then done the podcast. Like after your flight. Yes, yeah, yeah, it was like, yeah, it was I had to come home or that's what it was. Yeah, there was something and then I couldn't even go to the screening. Like, well, if you want it, whatever. So I was like, damn, so I like didn't work out. I was ready though. I was ready. I remember telling like Moses because there was something just a lot happening and I was just like, but this is like everything. Like I need to go interview. And I think we were like, down, we were down to do it. And then, yeah, I just didn't like work out. But then I was like, well, maybe you didn't work out because he was busy. But then when I saw slushy noobs with Skylar and Robert Patton said, and slushy noobs, because I would assume you can cry me if I'm wrong. I don't know slushy noobs like that. I love them. They do seem funny. They seem kind of quirky because they were like doing a British accent, but not British. And it's kind of like, oh, I love that brand of, but they give me, we're probably on the same caliber. We're not like a royal court. Right? We're like kind of in the same thing. They're really popular. Okay. Yeah. I remember it was like, we're probably the same. Okay. So we're not, we're not flop cast and just trash it and slushy noobs. Slushy noobs is where? Where do you put them in the hierarchy? Oh god. Are they legit shuddy? To me, I think of like vanilla maze slushy noobs, like very popular, like streamers. Oh, they're streamers. Yeah, they stream. They also do YouTube. They're not podcasters. They have a podcast together as well. They kind of do everything. They're just really popular. They're very, very popular. Yeah. More popular than us. I think so, yes. Okay. We might have lost that to slushy noobs then. Damn. And they kind of, they are quirky. They kind of troll all the time. Like Martin, for example, like he started covering the Met Gala on TikTok. He also is a TikToker. But he was like reporting everyone's outfits and he was spoofing holding, holding Smith on TikToker. So he was literally copying his videos, but like, it was appropriating it. And as if he was the one that was doing it his whole career is like, no, like I cover fashion. Like I am the fashion influencer commentator. That's very quirky. So his whole thing with Robert Pattinson was like, it's four, four Gen Z people, and they're also being British and then they didn't reveal that they weren't British until like towards the end of the day. Oh, do they tell them that he was? So I thought they were just doing this accident the whole time, which I'm like, I love. But at the end, they were, they did the, uh, the bait and switch. Like, oh, you thought of his British and then what was their reaction? I didn't see that. Robert Pattinson was like, he just, I think he clocked it kind of immediately because he was Robert's face in the beginning was like, uh, quizzical, like what is this? And then I think he caught on that it was a bit very, very quickly and then he just went along with the, with the bit. Also, he's like shooting batman. He's probably tired. He's like, I don't want it. That's what I thought too. I was like, obviously I would have done it. Even if it was a disaster, like if it was a train rocket, he also gave me that look like I hate this person. It's the one who kind of can't because you're like, you're interviewing Robert Pattinson. But, um, I feel like he probably was just like tired and stuff, because I just like love him. I just like do love him so much. He seems quirky. I like the whole approach. Like the Gen Z, that is kind of funny. But they did a good job. They did good. I do know what I'd ask actually, I have a whole list of things I would ask, especially after seeing this movie, I have so many questions. It just was like, he just really gave us all. I think everyone should want to ask her for this. I think he just gave us all. He put his whole body into it. He was like, it just was, it was so good. It's like us watching Chris Hansen, which may be kind of a fan of Chris Hansen. But I think Chris Hansen is like only doing like Fox News and Erizo. Maybe I don't like Chris Hansen. I don't know. I remember as a Penn State and they asked me something. I was like, I really want to see Chris Hansen movie. I was like, ooh. I was like, okay, maybe I'm like on the wrong side of this. My pants and the Chris Hansen was great, shout out to Leshi Nubes for getting that interview, that was great, I was very, I was very, very jealous, but hey, I'm still promoting it. No, I'm not getting paid. But I love, I love A24. 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But with your book, I literally was like staying up where I had to force myself to put it down. And also, the chapters are long because the other book I was reading, I was like, "Oh, I'll just read a chapter and then go to see." But it's hard with your book because they are longer chapters. They're long chapters. We actually had to cut them down. The chapters were way longer. And then, yeah, they're like, "Okay, chapter one was literally like. " That was so. We probably put half of what the original chapter one was in there. Yeah. We had a lot in there. And I loved it. And it's so funny, too, because I guess going into it, I was so excited to get to the tee. Obviously, I feel like everyone knows that it's going to be in there. Yeah. From 2018-19 onwards. Yeah. And I was like, "Oh, God, I'm so. " Going into it, I was like, "Okay, I'm so excited to get to that part. I can't wait to get to that part." Yeah. But then, I was like, once I was going through your childhood and your early days in the lay, that part to me kind of stood out the most so far. I was like, "We. I love this chunk." Yeah. And I was like. Are you really? And I visualized it. No shade A24, but I'm able to do it as a series. I see it more as like a series, like an Apple TV series. Oh. Because there is a lot. There's a lot. And in my head to me pitching this, whoever's listening, I see it like, "How's the Dragon?" Where it was like two actresses were playing the same character. It was like, Emma Darcy and Millie Alcock were both playing Ranera Targaryen. Same character, two different timelines. That's how I imagine crying on the kitchen floor, like almost like present day trash, baby trash, and then like, it all kind of, and growing up and stuff. Okay. I'm going to have like, see it. Okay. I love that actually. I love that so much. Okay. Okay. Thank you so much for saying that. Because it's like, especially those areas, like, especially childhood, I was like, no one's going to give a fuck about this. Like, you know what I mean? Like, that's what I was. I was like, kind of like, I don't know if I want to write about this, whatever. So I'm glad that you like that. And then even the Hollywood part is kind of like, is this interesting? I don't know. It's so interesting. It gives so much context as like, who you are as a person, especially back then, too. Like, and I just visualized it so clearly. Like, the one thing that like, stuck out to me and literally made me laugh out loud. I text you this. I was like, wait, it's actually so funny. It was like the one part where you were trying to get on a show and you would just like lie about whatever anything they were looking for you said you were and you're like, you're a girl obsessed with pink and then they called you and cast you and then you looked around your room and nothing was pink. And you just screamed. And I was like,
cackling because I can visualize it so big because you are very much like yes and like whatever you need I'll be it yeah so like in a match I just visual that visualized it so like clearly invisibly yeah yes I'm obsessed with pink yep and then you trying to call your brother and be like can you yeah I was doing I was being my brother for I was just obsessed with pink like culture yes all of them like oh my god now I gotta get pink and I was like broke and like obviously the like my dad is a big character in the beginning of this and we were always like kind of like had like we but had so much like my dad like never understood me but for some reason my dad was like I'm like can I get a pink couch because it was like his like little like guest house which he still has so I can show how sad that a little like place was I mean grand love a place to live but it was um I want I needed to be pink and I asked my dad like can you get me a pink couch and he like weirdly got me a pink couch didn't get me anything else like didn't get me anything else but he's like all right I get your pink couch or something so and then it was pink and then I know I would find that show that show so hard to find so great bear and show um because they show my pink apartment which was like literally just like pink sheets and a pink couch because I was like I love pink but um okay I love that way it's so good I'm so excited for everyone I'll see I was a little scared I'm like dammit really there's a lot in there that's how I felt like writing it and then I was like whatever and I reread it obviously for proofing and legal laws have that and I was just kind of like okay and then I did the audio and I was like oh I'm like this is my own voice saying it so it's like I can't even be like that wasn't me and then it's just like my voice like reading all this stuff I think the same thing I think again it kind of just recontextualizes a lot of things um and also obviously I'm incredibly biased so I'm excited for like my mom for example to read it and see like what she thinks I'm so scared but yeah I just give so much context as to like who you were and like also who you are now yeah and it's the stuff that you've been through I'm like damn at not one day of peace like every day was something and the world of Trisha I'm like damn how much work have this lady go through like every chapter like in the beginning the chapter two opens up something traumatic and then like a joke about it so it's like funny but it's also like damn girl like you survived all that like it is it's nuts it's it's a it's definitely a roller coaster it's so entertaining but it's also like damn congrats on being here because yeah like I think like that's why I'm excited to see like people kind of re-contextualize the timelines of like events and stuff because like there is like video evidence of all this stuff from your channel but there's so much context that like we didn't know is going on what's gonna weird because like with you you were very transparent about everything that was happening but you just like obviously weren't in a place where you could like be eloquent and actually talk about what was actually going on yeah uh so that's why it was so easier for people to like not believe you yeah and now that you were able to like reflect and give context and actually verbalize like how you felt and what you were going through what you're dealing with I think it just has people look at things like very differently so I'm excited for that part it's scared but yeah I feel like yeah I was trying to be yeah everything like hindsight because yeah I was so and I still could be this way I can still be like a little incoherent all over the place so I did like obviously I said I had a publisher I had a collaborator like I had my book agent at C.A. So like everyone was like helping me because I I can be so all over the place so it really was trying to focus on like the parts that matter and then also like reflection of where I'm at now so like if I like you know if like there was someone who like didn't want me around their kids or something it's like now I can be like yeah the mom I'd be like yeah I don't want that crazy bitch around my kids either because like how I was presenting online so I try to like look at it now I was trying to be honest of where I was in the moment how I look at it now all this stuff like that hopefully there's like lessons and takeaways from it too which is you know I was just mess I try to be as honest as possible and timeline yeah timeline a lot of my stuff was deleted obviously videos but there was like endless like videos that were re-uploaded Facebook too weirdly had like stuff from kind of like early on like 2008 so I was kind of I had a photo bucket that I re-opened so I was able to kind of like go through pictures because timeline was hard for me timelines are always hard for me like like when I met Shane and stuff like that like all those kind of timelines are those were difficult but I did for this book I really didn't make sure I go back and get everything at the right time and everything but you haven't gotten to your part obviously because you haven't finished the book you're at the you're towards the end but yeah I'm I'm towards the end I'm about what 20 end of 2021 2022 you already got some Moses parter yeah which was that was so funny too I don't know if he's even a read it or listen to it how do you think he'll react you're very honest about how you thoughts about him at first which is hilarious it's my obviously like knowing where you end up but it's so funny like your perspective about him at the beginning which like I mean it's just a lot a lot of synonyms are weird I'll say that I got it to tell I did tell him that part I was like it's so funny because I was like how do you feel about it it's just hard because it's like obviously also like the way we remember things is different so I think he's like you tell like the story how we that is so different than like how he remembers however though I remember when I was writing the book I would ask you like your input so there is times where it's like Moses remembers this differently so I did try to put that in there as well because obviously we have like two versions I mean well you know how I felt about your Instagram so there's no surprise there but I remember being like okay yeah okay that's good I know I know I know it's I am nervous because he feel like I was so honest and then it's like yeah knowing people are gonna read it and dissect it and like put certain parts all over it's you just like oh my god hopefully um what was because I want to do like a full like maybe like a full day when I go on my book tour or something about this but like what was maybe the one like that's the part that you was like maybe most surprised or shocked or like honestly you're like life in Hollywood like as a sex worker especially I think again recontextualizes you as a person and you kind of have a quote in the book too where it's like um obviously all the trauma went through when you were younger makes makes you almost separate yourself from your body and I'm like oh this makes so much sense to like how you were like portraying yourself as just like the caricature of like the sexualized like bimbo and everything was like sex in your character move vlogs while like everything was just about you being a dumb girl who is horny 24/7 in that insatiable sexual opposite I'm like oh this makes so much sense but again so crazy because like it's trauma that like it again so much happens to this woman whereas like every day it was something else but if just one of those things happens to like a regular person it would be like so traumatic in a story in and of itself but to you it was just like another day and I was like and it goes so fast so like you're going it's like one trauma another trauma another and I'm like wait but it's like damn like you really have been through a lot it's like I think we'll have people just again I always say this about books you like you just have more empathy when you put yourself in someone's shoes so like kind of being along the ride for you and like going back to these memories like I think we'll have people empathize with you more or see you in a way that they didn't before because like I mean you talk about this in the book all the time too it's like the list of problematic things but it like doesn't excuse those things but it really lets you understand where your head space was how you viewed yourself and weirdly it also reminded me of easy A in my favorite movie a little bit because it's like when you have the reputation of like lying about one thing and like being portrayed as you kind of like become the scapegoat like your character is like anyone can point the finger at you and shift the blame at you and make you the bad person in their story and you kind of just took it because you're like I don't see myself very highly other people don't think of me highly so what the hell sure like yeah you can say this about me and I'll take it you know because like I will never be anything like my reputation is this is just who I am yeah and then it comes to a point where it's like no like I don't want to view myself as this anymore like I want better for myself and I think that arc is like really beautiful too so yeah that's switch change my life for sure I think like the minute I tried to value myself a little higher it's still hard I still hard I'm still very much like yeah I know it's awful it's fine if people don't like me whatever it's still it's still hard but well I'm glad you got that that makes me feel I so it was actually so nervous I think I held off for so long giving you a book even my sister she's been seeing these advanced reader copies and she's like I'm like I'm just like nervous obviously my sister like gave me no trauma in life she was like in the book but like not as like a trauma in my life so it's fine I think it's just more like yeah having someone close to me really it's just so far just gave it to you and then I did give it to Tana because she was like really so I was like okay because have you got Tana's part you pass Tana's part yes yeah yeah she was like briefing it on the not-love line so she saw her part a little bit there but yeah it's yeah it's definitely to scare also because it's just people and there's like you know we oh I think we only changed the name of one person in the book I think which was like weird I guess because he wasn't like a known figure or something I don't know I think there was one person we changed the name too but everyone else is like yeah these are like people but but like I said I everything as much as yeah my reputation could be bad for exaggerating or lying or whatever it's like this was like 100% truthful like if there was something that didn't back it up like an email attacks like I just didn't write about it I was like because you know obviously go through legal and stuff and also for me I just I know people will go through with like a fine two coat so everything even there was one I mean there was like one error where I said like senior year and sub-junior and I was like we have to change it when I did the audiobook I was like we have to change all the transcripts because like I can't just say I went I moved back my junior my senior year when it was my junior year so I was like trying to be as like so like nitpicky as possible so this is definitely 100% truthful and I came back it all up so that's what felt good about it is like okay and I'm coherent and I can like see everything and I thought I was I thought I was like fair and you know I try to be not too attacky with most people I know I didn't really think of it as a tacky either like to me it was kind of just like you sharing like your side I'm sure every other character in the in the book will have their side as well but I think it kind of showed again where you were at the perspective what you're on what you were going through there was always something Yeah, and it doesn't like excuse any of those things either it just like
It just states everything very matter of faculty from like your point of view. Yeah, I thought was good to like It doesn't you don't like victimize yourself. You're just like yeah I was doing this. I was doing this thing. It was stupid as how I can't believe I was out here on the sidewalk Crawling with my titties out like it's so like matter of fact It definitely was like yeah, I understood why people thought the way they did about me like there was never like a thing I was at the time of like what people are so unfair to me, and then I was like no, I would also judge this person, you know, so All right, well, I'm very excited. Yeah, I feel like the part of the book here. I feel like it It gets better. I mean that that thing's pretty good. The very ending is good, but then that part that arc is good I don't know. There's a lot. It's a lot. Well, I know that's why my I had only been thinking a movie is enough I genuinely think it's like yeah, I need at least at least eight episodes eight hours And I love like again that early life too. I'm like I didn't expect to love it I was so I was like I thought I'd be so excited to fly through and get to the end But like I really found myself like wanting to slow down and I had to like re-read some things too Like I would go through it when you talked about like your childhood and stuff and then I would like have to wait I'd be like wait, did I read that right and go back? Oh Damn she was just going through it I know the challenge I really was trying to skip through I think my first like Autobiography I did when I was like 23 or something like that like I literally don't even think I like mentioned my childhood I think I just like I'm not just happened. That's it. That's yeah, I don't know. So yeah, there's a lot All right, well, I'm very excited. Thank you for that review so far. I can't wait to react to my good reason I know I can't wait to start seeing the reviews too. I thought like I saw a couple on TikTok and it makes me feel good So far everyone who's read it like close to me and stuff like that or just people that I know they they really enjoy it So that's good. You said it was funny, which was good too It was really funny. Yeah, it's like it kind of reminding me of like the Chelsea in their books and Where it's like even when it's like something dark. It's still there's still like that comic relief. Yeah, and the jokes are like really good Yeah, I was like, okay, I was very surprised. I was obviously I knew it was going to be good, but I was shocked at like How like witty and quick and smart it was? I'm really proud of this. I think of all the things I've done I've always said this to like everybody. I'm like of all things I've done I'm like you most proud of this like I just think it's like obviously like my story and stuff like that too But I just again, it was like a lot of care because everybody that I worked with like I said publish her editor Everybody like they like knew me they like cared so much about me So even like my my editor at my publishing company. She was so great She was the first person to come meeting with and like the last one I had so many scheduled and it was like the last one First and last because she just got me so well and so when she read the treatment and like all the chapters She like she would tell me like oh, I think because I kind of like breeze past to me and Moses I was like my my most and that that's it She was well, I would like to like know more about the happy stuff in your life, too So she really like helped me just pull out like all the stuff that was like that she wanted to know more about as because she was like a fan You know what I mean? So that like meant a lot to me because I you don't know when it's your own life. You're like, I don't know what people care about especially like the Hollywood childhood I'm like no one cares about this. It's not on YouTube like no one cares and then she like no No, I care about it like you should like expand more on this and it was great and because also like I had such a team of like women and stuff like that I think it was like My original concept. I think you remember this when I first did it. I was it just wasn't the right way It was like I'm just gonna talk about sex and salacious and all like that And they're like that's a part of your life for sure But it's like we want to know like how you were feeling and stuff like that rather than just like exposing and being like I slept with this person Whatever it's like so they gave me more um, I don't know just more support I think it was just like having such a team effort and being like we want to hear more about this kind of stuff made me like Oh, I should stuff I wouldn't like normally delve into because I think it's boring They don't know what's interesting and then you just said it now to like the Hollywood part I was like, oh no one cares about this, but you're that they do yeah, it really could like make sense as to I I kept thinking it's like largely like nature versus nurture like how both of those things contribute to the person you want now to and it like again Just makes me think of you so differently like obviously like having BPD So like there's like the nature part but then also like the nurture as far as like the environment that you were And also just escalated those things too, so like they can get very psychological very Freudian I think college courses college psychology 101 like I think your book is gonna be required reading It's a very interesting case study Yeah, no, but that's why I'm like thankful I am like thankful for that that like I could tell a story because I feel like yeah I think a lot of it comes from trauma sometimes my own trauma sometimes trauma like inflicted myself or whatever like that because yeah The person I was when I moved LA versus the person that I became it's just like there was there was a lot of things that happened And also like there's so many things I related to like as far as like you kind of rate being raised by like television and pop culture and stuff But then the there's I guess to pass you can go down Well, it's like you watch media and you take it like very literally and like oh that's just life or you take it and like oh that's fun Like I love watching this and you're like I want to be it I Think that's like the most recurring theme. I think everything in my life has like well There's a movie about it. So I'm gonna be this person like literally and for worse Yeah, I'm like what romanticizing like taxi driver and Pulp fiction. I'm like that's well. I want to live like it's very Yeah, I think that's why those arguments about movies like the violence and movies back in the day They pick well just encourages people to I'm like I was that case study I'm a definitely like yeah, I was encouraged and mine wasn't obviously the violence mine was more like the sex stuff And I was like well, they do it in movies and yeah, I must be out. Yeah Definitely influenced by pop culture I think I have so many references of just movies that I modeled my whole life after Not for the best part but well you guys crying on the keyboard November 10th. It's getting close It's getting so close. It's crazy. I've been doing so many like interviews and like Like stuff and press stuff about it. It's been it's been so weird to talk about it Also it'll come out in November and the audiobook comes out then. I'm really sorry for guys to read audio. Are you reading or are you listening? or neither I mean, I'm leaving it Do you want to relive it? I know I mean, I probably listen to our part Yeah, but I don't know Like when you love someone you don't necessarily want to like it It hurts to hear about certain trauma of the things that happen to them so you almost like you don't want to be exposed to that So that's part of that's the hard part like I don't know if I want to dive the dive deep and have that in my Because to me it's like you are the person I met and that's all you are. Yeah, like there's no past I'm so bad still the way I saw you was what I saw in you and what I saw you as and so that's kind of like what I was holding on to and Not having a past and everyone were like because I remember like people with you know in comments things like run Be careful, you know this happened and this happened and this person and learned from their mistakes I'm like no like I don't There's that past doesn't belong to me So you weren't scared. That's for sure. So I'm still kind of like and we both know that we're like opposites That got the word attracted so I know that I'm the opposite of everything you thought About what's attracted or what's a man like the things you wanted in a guy. I mean that was true That's why it's not very different. Yeah, so to be that part we know because it's true for me too is it like Like if somebody if you would go to people that I know until I'm like, oh, you know He fell over the girl that loves pink. It's all about like they were judging you on all his friends were like any every day it was like We're like the opposite so anyway, I remember he told me that when one of your friends is like oh my god You're like eating kfc saying oh my god that thing that's the thing you're judging the most around me There's so much more but I love that that there was no shock to you or someone who loved fast food Which I don't anymore you changed me that way. I do like fast food again Yeah, but they have better food to compete with it Well, I hope you listen to the audio book because I remember when I was doing the audio book I hope I liked I like this stuff that I just said about you and because I think it's funny our meeting is funny and I think So as a trajectory Well, I'm excited to hear what everyone said. Thanks. It'll be good. And if nothing else an Apple TV series I you know, it's an IP that's what people want these days crying on the kitchen floor. It's like You know what someone did to make a thing because I talk about like being a liar at the beginning. It's kind of like Boy cried wolf, but crying on the kitchen Very very T's - I guess maybe I did like them movie more than I think because that's all things who is like is she lying like which which ending is the right ending It's like you are interpretation like is this the right thing because there's like a twist where it's like there's two written things Two things that she wrote down The author about like her fates and it's like which one is fictional which one is real and you don't know It's like up for interpretation. Yeah, I kind of like a movie. I'm like that like I need it I know I like to I find I ending Did you Google it to see what people are saying? Well, I saw interview the Colleen Hoover herself and she was like honestly I don't know like when sometimes I think this is the right ending sometimes I think this is and I'm like But you wrote the book mom so like if you don't know how the hell what's gonna go like what you don't know No, the author at least needs to know. Yeah Well mine has a Mine is not a work of fiction But I guess if you do a movie dramatize it because at the end of prime time it did say like Based on like some dramatization. Yeah, I don't know if you need a drama When your real life is just actually was scary than a movie It's gonna be both because you cut you cut so much out of the boot So I think that this book alone will be a movie This book alone can be a movie and then with all the extended stuff that you cut out could be like that's true I think some people start off there's show intending it just to be like a two-part series or something like that so that could be my book
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[email protected]/trish to get started today. Thank you so much to nocd for sponsoring today's episode. - Yeah, everyone looks like I was excited to go more into it. I can't wait until you get to your part. I like, yeah, towards the end, it's like fun to work right about everything. I was like, oh, it's like, you know, happy ending, which is good. Spoiler alert. It's a good, a good ending. Oh, well, thank you for that review. - Of course. - It's like, can't wait to finish. - Yeah, I'm excited for you to finish it too. It's coming. It's October. Have we seen Tennessee's been October or no? - No. - You ready for spooky season? Costumes. - Costumes, our costumes for the most part, yes. - I think I thought I was ready, yeah, too. - But my material is kind of falling apart because I ordered it. I don't think it's going to come in time. Also, don't even know if it's going to fit. So, we might see as cost being in like December. - We're supposed to be professor Xavier in Magneto. - Oh, that's right, that's right, yes, yes. - He didn't want to get in the wheelchair. He's like, maybe I'll sit in the photo and you can like, Photoshop. I was like, okay, you're ruining the vibe. - Got a lot of dairy inside of this one. I don't know what I'm going to do. - If Kevin MacKale can be on rock, oh. - And that was problematic. - People love Glee. You know, the reboot is coming. - The reboot is coming, yeah, I'm best sure. But I think he can. - And sitting at the end wheelchair, I'll break your leg if I have to. You sit in that damn wheelchair. - I can't see. - But it was kind of falling apart very quickly, but ours, I think so. Although one of ours are a pop girly one, I'm like, now I'm like, ooh, do I switch to Adela? And so the one I was going to be. - Yeah. - But Adela wears a lot of like, just bikini tops and like, pretty short, so I don't know how that's going to work. - It's Halloween, it's time to just let it show it all. - I do like the pink hair though. Every time we see a girl, pink hair, I was like, is that Adela question mark? I'm seeing Adela this week actually, and I forgot. - Where? - I figure out where she's playing. I got these tickets so long, but it was before she even blew up. It was before her album came out, and they were easy to like, easier to get. Now they're reselling for like, oh, $2,000. - Oh my god. - 'Cause she's so popular now, but I'm excited. - I'm excited, but I forgot it was this week. So now I'm like, oh my god, what am I going to wear? - Where? - Yeah. - Your cosplay, do a cosplay, and then you can wear it again. - That's true. - Then you can have both. 'Cause that was a great costume. I know I'm so excited for our pop girly one. You and Darian should be Chris Hanson and Decoydan. - That would be so cute, 'cause he looks young too. And you were the greatest, too. Oh my god. - That's so cute. - That would be so good. - Yeah. - It's so cute. He's like, that would be really cute. Oh my god, that'd be great. Okay, that's a great one for you. - Maybe we'll pick that one up, yeah. - Um, we know, oh, we're doing ours. We have ours coming up too. - We have Baby Tony and Peter Pan. - Baby Tony's still being out with Peter Pan. She is with him everywhere. I guess it's over. I guess people don't care anymore. It's funny how that happens. - I know, the cycle, yeah. - Did you see Pete Davidson's take on female influencers? - Yes. - Who has not? - I mean, Pete Davidson has zero redeeming qualities about him. There's literally, and I've always, I've always had, do you remember Brooke and Tanna were kind of like, oh, there's like something about Pete, and I'm like, I don't see it, never saw it. - Yeah, one of, he was one of their celebrity crushes, right? - I think both. - Both, oh my god. - But I think Brooke was actually dimming with him at one point. I think he's telling the story on Cancel, I'm sure. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - I think Tanna, like they both liked him, but then Brooke, you remember, oh, she did tell the story because she talked about how he's like, oh, if you're in New York, and then she was actually, I'm gonna be in New York and she was, I had no plans on being in New York. And then she was like, in New York. And, but then Tanna texted something that she was on mushrooms and then he stopped texting back 'cause he didn't like that or something, so I don't know, something like that happened, but they, I just never understood it. I never understood the Pete appeal, and I definitely don't understand it now. Everything about him gives me the dick. - Yeah, because he didn't interview with Variety, and he talked about his true feelings about people who make money on social media, particularly women influencers. - Did they ask him, or he just said this? Like, where was the question that he even was like, I hate this? They were like, how would he feel about female influencers? - It's a question, let me pull up the-- - Yeah, but I was like, why did he just say all this? In this interview, he's being asked whether things are Staten Island or not. It's Variety's Ask a Local Interview. So he got asked about Nicholas Holt, and he's talking about a Nicholas Holt movie, how to rob a bank, what's the premise of the movie is? These guys learned how to rob a bank via YouTube tutorials. So that sparks his whole tirade about the internet being a crazy place, and you can do anything on the internet. So he, it was kind of unprompted. He was taught, asked about Nicholas Holt. It took a turn and became this anti-specifically female influencers. - Oh, so do you even ask what do you think of influencers? - Did not even ask guys influencers. It was a question about Nicholas Holt, and then he became a tirade into people who make millions of dollars on the internet, specifically women. - Oh my God, he just wanted to say it. He's like, how do I work this into the conversation? - The conversation, it makes me sad. Girls are just talking to themselves on there, and they're like, okay, come get ready with me, and I'm like, who the fuck are you? What do you do, nothing? What the fuck is this? They make 40 million a year. What, and then I'm like, the world's broken. So there's girls, my A's, I go on TikTok, and they'll mutter like a thing, and then do this, and dance, and I'm like, what the fuck are you doing? This is insane. Does no one else see how fucking insane and lame this is? And these girls are like super famous. Everyone's like, oh my God, I can't believe it. - Oh my God. Well, lazy loser, ask for a smile. He's such a loser. 'Cause it's also like, you're literally only famous because our Underground A and then you get a Kim Kardashian. Like, you're not funny, you quit SNL, like, you're always, like, there's nothing redeeming about you. Like, not good-looking, not funny. Like, you only date famous people, and that's why. Even like, even on the Kardashians, you just like melted behind Kim in the mech app. Like, you literally gave nothing ever. - And Kim, not like the number one influencer. Like, that's a thing. - Maybe that's why. Maybe he was like, 'cause when you think $40 million, it's like, well, I don't know how to do our making $40 million. But it's like, maybe he's thinking of Kim, but it's also like, Kim is just like so famous. And so, I don't know, like, she's the ultimate influencer. But he's talking about Get Ready With Me, the DMs of influencers, like, for Scofield. So, it's like, you're in these DMs, and you're being weird. It's like, I don't understand this hater vibe from him. It's just like, why, why? And also, he's just like, oh, like, I guess we won't get you much into it, but it's also like, you left your girlfriend, that was like pregnant. And it's just like, she just had a baby, like, three months, and you like left her. I was like, that's not a good dad. That's like, no matter what, even if you're like, not in love with her or something like that, it's like, you stay with them through that first year of like, having a child. And she would not, remember, she would not take that. And she's like, I don't even get money from him. So it's like, you're the loser. You're the, obviously, you're not making money. Obviously, you are the loser. You're projecting, you're so mad. And you should, you should be doing Get Ready With Me. Then he says later on, oh, I should just get my dick out on only. Maybe you should. Then your baby mama does have to be like, oh, I'm, I'm scrapped for money. I need help, I can't even afford a nanny. Like, maybe you should start doing that. Maybe you should man up because you are a dad now. Don't say your daughter is your whole life when you're being a loser-ass and just hating on girls. Get ready with me. It's like, obviously, you're very familiar with this content, and this category, and the genre. So it's like, why are you a hater? But we know why, because obviously, he's projecting. And he has literally nothing going for him except for the people he dates, and he's dating no one. So. It's also like so specific to go after the women who make money versus the men who also have like the cloviculars of the world, like the in-sell, red-pilled ones that are literally turning men into misogynistic, like anti-women. And the climate of like the Cornell 7 especially, like you see what these like in-sell men who think they have or write to women's bodies are doing, but then instead of saying the negative part of social media where like, yeah, there is that negative aspect that really makes men into horrific, horrible people, and said you're focusing on the women who actually are finding jobs and success and wealth and fame. Like- Inspiring other women and other people and stuff like that. Maybe like wholesome content versus like all the negative or horrific. - It would be one thing if it was like the Bonnie Blues. - Right.
Specifically was like, you know, there are women who are just doing like horrific things for their bodies or whatever and In-term their children like a bunch of blue, but specifically like the girls who are just doing their makeup Yeah, no, it's giving he's giving ultimate intel He's giving like put him on a watch list because why do you hate women so much like why are you so like you said like? Why are you attacking them and being so aggressive because and those are the people we see like the frat boys and everything that it's always It's it's those kind of people especially comedians. I'm just gonna say comedians are the most the most creepy So it is kind of odd that you're so angry at women and you're coming for them for literally no reason not even prompted And I'm like, what do you think of these influencers that just you get right? You're right cuz I didn't think about it. I was like, yeah, what was the context of like how this got brought up? And the fact that it was Nicholas hole Sad island interview like why like there's nothing. There's literally nothing So and how I found it too was like people said it was the longest chunk and then I'm looking at the time-codes and none of them had Anything to do about influencers and the longest chunk was Nicholas hole. I'm like is it here? And yeah, it was like A little the over 10 minutes of him just going on about it crazy. Hey everything about that clip and that man and like just the attack for no reason Especially the timing of it all obviously like yeah, like there's this whole like you said the clavicular is the Cornell like all the stuff like that So this whole rage of like misogyny and just like Awfulness towards women and it's just like this is what you're and you were raised by a single mom You like dated all these half-profile women. I'm like this is this is what you're giving to us like this is what you're like speaking for you have a daughter Yeah, it's like and everyone he's dated like Emily Rattachowski are in a grand day can Kardashian like literally their businesses are dependent on Fem at least get ready with me female influencers to like they care how these beauty fashion brands without those Women who are promoting their products are they partner with so again So weird because he also like in another interview like defended Ariana Grande and like talked very nicely about her But she is reliant on that fan base on that demographic so why you should on all these all this whole Demographic also him like the people like that Pee-Pee Davidson like and because of Kim Kardashian Ariana Grande and those aren't her fans Like the people that like you P are these women. It's giving Matt right for it's just like oh my god Like these women these get ready with me those are the influencers that made you popular the only reason I knew about He's like cuz of Tana and Brooke being like he's so funny and so cute and just like couldn't give you know what I mean But because because these like females like you that's why you're popular Do you think these bros are into Pete Davidson like you think they love his stand-up like maybe I don't know who's going to his show But I don't see a bunch of like clovic yours being like Pete Davidson's the man. I don't know. I don't know But it's very odd and very weird and why people women especially like these influencers and young people who are influencing who are making On the money. Why are they making all the money is because they're selling product. They're both in Frankl Just I think she was talking about Pete Davidson. She you're fave Bethany Frankl. She was just talking about You're so connection. Yeah, it's all connection right there, which we love. We love she's my umphe She was talking about how this reminded her like 10 years ago when A-listers was on like reality TV stars like her Yeah, and she's like she's like she's on us, too, but like I think she put herself in the same category as Kim She's like Kim Kardashian and me, but like you know period, you know, cuz she didn't get a girl by greater She was you know, they would all on it But now the Jennifer Aniston's and all these people they're kind of coming around to like Wanting to push straight to brands so they're not going through like the studios and stuff like that like she's they saw us making all this money And now people are trying to get on the bandwagon Which is what influencers are doing to they're like getting all the coin they're getting all the money So probably yeah like traditional people like Pete Davidson like are pissed off about it But it's like just get with the program like that's what it is now So like use it why be like so combative with it. It's so weird and she is absolutely right It's like, you know They're making a lot of money and they have because they have the influence. They're direct to the consumers They're connected with their audience Pete you're so opposite of all of this. You're disconnecting from your audience You're not you're not going straight to consume like you're just so Off-putting because it's like you're you're fighting it so much and judging other people for it It's like so crazy because like we're not judging you order like we weren't but now we are like because it's just it to make Absolutely no sense, but it's just hate or it's hate mentality like it's giving in cell for real Like something happened where all these women rejected him and he's just like feeling some small man energy or something But not to mention his next movie that's coming out as AI it's called Bitcoin It's made with generative AI and it's also starting Gal Gadot Triplomicide like what do you mean? Let's start with Gal Gadot. Let's start there. Let's start there And with AI a movie are you and you're in a movie that's AI like you can't get with real creatives like what do you be like? I don't know his Cooper was in Verity which was no AI, you know Alex Earl's with Adam Sandler and happy year to yeah, where were you and happy get more to not there? You're in Bitcoin starting Gal Gadot and AI so like why are you being such a hate or like it's so weird? There's so many men online that are just streaming to like just the same thing, you know, they all the kick like white eyes and girl About those people like all they do is stage fight yeah streaming real life all day long, and it's the same exact man Yeah, and then for him I think the main thing that for me is like are you an old man? Like this is a new profession. It's obviously successful one multi billion dollar profession and there was a time where you know people There was no stand-up comedians and somebody was like, you know what? I'm I want to tell jokes and People were like, oh, what do you mean? That's ridiculous and then it's the same thing like are you not open to new ways of making money creative Ways and like new media and all that stuff also that's what's so weird about everybody's got the tonight's show SNL they all do stuff for the clips for it for TikTok like all those all those clips of those shows get more views on the internet And they do on their show themselves like that's what they rely on is a virality SNL will take the clips they filmed at rehearsal I don't make air and they just put them on you know their socials. They put it on socials before anyone sees it on TV Like people that's what people do everything's about clips That's why Jimmy Fallon has influencers on that's why influencers are going into the mean and they're becoming the same thing Like actors are trying to be influencers and vice versa because That's just who's watching thing that's who promoting things that's how things are getting out and it's yeah Like you said, it's just the lack of the Joining Instagram because she wants to work you know what exactly like Robert Pattinson. He's all giddy and interviews now You know what it's working because Robert Pattinson obviously always a star because he did Twilight But there was like a moment of law and how he's just like everywhere and but Jennifer Lawrence - those are great examples This is a day as the like Tom Holland like your viral on social media like you know to me I saw maybe an old clip, but he was like with pretty broski and like Yeah, and she's like I love Jack's going to and he's like just showing his like skinny legs And I'm like they get it like obviously they're great actors and like but they I Would say like need it more, but if you want people to go see your movie They're gonna do it because like social media told them to like no one's really seeing previews anymore watching commercials It's also weird like influencers at this point. It's not like 2012 anymore You know what I was like kind of like up and coming what is YouTube like? At this point it's been around for a while we all know the game like you have been on several projects now you've done We've been part with several studios where you know how influencer marketing work So it's not like you're with Kim Kardashian. It's not like any of this is new information Yeah, this has been like over a decade of like content creation being a job So being like legitimate and like lots of money and you see I mean Kim herself is always reliant like influencers at the update party at all These things like they rely scams all it's like that they rely on it because that's how people I mean Courtney was best friends with the Addison Ray Like hello get yourself get yourself a young friend. Maybe a female. Don't go with one of those males. Get yourself like a female He needs a friend and don't date them Yeah, let me let me be in like coach. Jackie on She has like she wears the hat backward and she'll do the reviews of like love violin and dancing with the stars She has the notepad love her Yes, oh, why is she a coach Jackie no idea about what I love her like these are my notes. She's great You know how to shop yeah, I like her to maybe she could be friends with p. Davison cuz they're both they look she looks like Jim Carrey and David said you know what I mean that would be you need someone like that like you need someone who can guide you in this cuz you are So far no one's gonna see that a movie with Gal Gadot and you like know what this is not helping. Yeah, what a lineup Yeah, what a lineup is it where is it gonna be where is it no idea what the rollout for that Like is it gonna be in fear big point to it's like I love we're okay. It's a little outdated already Yeah, I live fish on it though. I like I live fish or what she in that. I'm just gonna pretend it's not happening right right yeah We just avoid that oh There were so many in the comments so many people that are you know high level in Social media and stuff that they've dated Pete and they all tell their stories of how They dated him and he would like I love you to love my life, but then they find out that you know They he moved on by seeing him post another girl and just there's like this string of people that each one I found each one was that person that then found out he moved on to the next person just on social media or by him ghosting them Awful person even no he has an awful person obviously we can tell we can tell by that how he was with his Girlfriend that gave birth to his daughter and like she's like he doesn't see her and stuff like that you're an off person and you need to get help Oh, you reminded me Olivia O'Brien was one of the ones I dated him and then called him out What did she say about it? She said I was dating him in 2020 and found out we were no longer together by seeing on Snapchat Daily Mail that he went public with a more famous woman. He is an absolute joke of a human being Period we know but thank you for confirming honestly because there's probably so many more stories like that Yeah, yeah, I got him like what you're saying to like hate on female influencers and try to date so many of them is crazy No, you he has he has a he has probably has lots of problems that he needs to fix you need to go talk to someone cuz you're ruining society with these takes You are just awful actually. He's me. So you know the publicist was no publicist like I don't think it is who's taking them on as a client like Clearly nobody He's doing interviews about satin island. No, I'm just zero as a public say
Why don't you go grab a Jeff Woodic over there and stat Island maybe go get a haircut with them You guys could be stat Island boys. They get the same energy. I feel like Jeff would it would have defended women More than pizza. I don't know. He's he's gone a little bit off their opportunity. I think I'm scared. Oh He's been a little I know Yeah, I know I think I feel sad But also maybe something's happening inside on maybe there's a gas leak or something like something's happening Because like what is happening? Yeah, cuz like what what is happening over there with these guys and he's horrible takes at Peace not old, right? He's like younger than me. He's like 30 or something like he's kind of It's like you're too young to me. I'm right. I'm like this But I think you're just you just see like the classic stand-up comedian. They think they're better than everyone else They all and there's so many of them. Yeah, I'll like that. They're so arrogant and snobbish and all of them Thank you. David's base man, right Pete Dave. I mean Jamie can I can go I can name every single one Especially the ones from the 90s so early 2000s actually to now actually I know every single one They're all awful all of them. There's not one. There's not one good one and they're all awful people like they're all so arrogant They all think they're like just the like gods gift to the earth They think they're just so funny and everybody wants them and like you're not even that funny and they're all They're all like kind of ugly and I don't understand like the confidence just because you're funny It's like well, there's funny good-looking people - like what's the guy you just said the meme that looks like the Skyler goes on. No, I love him the other one. That was a meme. Oh, god. He said his name earlier Which means I don't ever love them the the the apricot d'abra Yes Like he's good-looking to most people and funny, you know what I mean, that's Skyler He is a good-looking to and funny, but I was thinking more of that like there's funny Good-looking people and all the ugly asses. What is in? You still keep up with him. I love that that was on the top of your mind. He is. Yes. He's a great example If he's like a member aspiring stand-up comedian ten of us. Yeah, have you seen him? No, but he told us here that you told you to hold them Oh, well, we see him at a show go to flappers Also, I think Harry, uh, he doesn't has a Harry Potter tattoo, so We're also side-eyeing you for that. We're like, hmm, I don't know Pete get help you're weird and I think that was the worst take of the year honestly like actually like it was the worst Most of your rating thing ever is funny and you're horrible unstopdating these young influencers when you're just hating ass So weird. Well, I guess a male influencer. We can talk about really quick. The bachelor is allegedly eyeing a reboot with Dr. Mike From YouTube the hot doctor. Oh Do we know him? You know him? I remember Mike I will did you know I don't know. I didn't know he collaborated with Carly and Aaron oh from the vlog spot. That's how I was introduced and I know but I think he did other stuff like he clouded with YouTubers all the time He has like over I think five million subscribers on YouTube. He's really he was named the sexiest doctor alive by people magazine in 2015. I thought Dr. Evan got that title. I think he was sexiest veterinarian, but this was also 2015 So who knows what I just don't like sexiest Broadway debut. I'm like, okay, now we're just getting every category. I was like, okay Sexiest doctor. Yeah, back in 2015 though. He's 36. I'm still very good looking for sure We're still making content get some age-appropriate women for him then because all those girls are so young in a bachelor like 223 24. So I think I'm gonna do an older bachelor at I think I'm gonna get older women to date him that part. I don't know 36. Oh he has 15.1 million subscribers on YouTube. Wow. What is he allies? See I am not super familiar with him except for the fact that he's hot clouds with a lot of YouTubers. He just clouded with the basement yard But I like that's the the two new Jersey. I want to say got two guys from New Jersey the hot guys Yeah, but they sold out Madison Square Garden. Remember we talked about that. Oh, yeah, it's aggressive and I remember this scondolo. That's part that sticks out to me the most because I remember in the beginning of quarantine Even though he's a doctor. He was like Going to parties with like a lot of hot girls, and I remember that was like a But people change I was six years ago I was an doctor in 2020 though That gives me a little side. I you were super spreading doctor bike Okay, I haven't heard much Decativity about him. So you know, we all make every one that's what I was gonna say not to go back to Chris Hanson But it's like damn he had an affair He immediately was like damn. I love my wife. I don't want to do this like I get it not the best look But it's like can we just no one's perfect? What are they saying Chris Hanson to be like this saying you know what I mean? Like everyone has a little bit of a pass. So dr. Mike we forgive you for I'm seated for it as long as we get girls that are also in their 30s. That's where if we get 20s Yeah, is it confirmed or just remember? It's just alleged right now. It's rumored by page six And the US son that's where they reported that they are hiring a new casting team trying crank the viewership back up And that they need a fresh start. They won't be following the tradition of choosing someone who's already part of the franchise They want someone who's serious about looking for love and not just in it to be an influencer So it does not make sense. He already is an influencer So he doesn't know. Okay, but last time they picked an influencer who wasn't part of the franchise And never air it lots of yes So the trot the the writing was on the wall with that one at least dr. Mike, you know as far as we know there's no incidents of Violence so right. Yeah, right. Right. Okay. Well, maybe I fear the bachelor may be coming to its end because my dating show is coming And I'm ending the bachelor. It's going to be the best one we film next week, which I'm very excited about So I think the bachelor's times come and do an end and I will be taking over so sorry to Chris Harrison He's already gone. Yes, yes, was it Chris Harrison? It was what happened? Oh, he was racist micro aggression Mac maybe macro. Yeah, like did apologize and it was like weirdly. Yes, kind of massive aggression. Yes, it was very like yeah, I was very odd TV hosts they really be She Ryan C. Crest rip abs Yeah, she's so skinny. You walk in after I saw that his face though, it gives a little Well, ozemic face a little allegedly in your opinion. I think that's what it is But I never I never get that way. I was kind of ready for ozemic face and I saw the fat face. Well, I can't I can't I think for people who didn't Don't need to be on a GLP one medically who you know get the workaround because they have they are rich and famous and can have doctors first Grab them whenever yeah, I think that it does have more of a Effects to say the least I was ready for the ozemic allegations. Well, the rope promotional campaign wasn't that I wanted to get that well, I guess you told me I was too skinny last year the only one though But I think it's because you know I want to hear it. You're like you're too skinny. No, I was scared You had a thigh gap in one of your tic-tocks or something I like paused it went like oh my gosh. Yeah, I hope she's okay It could be a decoy for decadent predator. That is crazy. They look so young on that show. I know not to go back to it I was like damn that boy because I went back to watch the real clips. I was like oh, he was 13. It's kind of crazy I was trying to delay my big topic because I didn't want to go from Pete Davis and talking about female influencers to Talking about Michaela the female influencer. Oh, what's the Michaela hot topic? I haven't seen any of the J-shetty in real air today. No! Did you already watch it? Why didn't you tell me I would have listened to it this morning? It was less two hours. Did you listen to it or you just got highlights? I mean, listen to it. I first I just got highlights of Michaela's interview with J-shetty, but then I was like I need to get the full the fourth name. I need to listen. Yeah, it's on Netflix. It's two hours. It's on Netflix only? On Netflix only. Yeah. It's on like Spotify to listen to. I don't think so. I think Netflix has the exclusive at least for a minute. Wow, I'm gonna why I'm gonna be glued to it. Okay, so how was it? What give me? I need to this is like this is like prime time I need to really go sit and watch it and like take it in because you know, I'm okay with it. Take a minute. Take a minute. I am like oh, I'm Mama Kayla's stand unfortunately. I were fortunately. I don't know. I don't know how to feel about her, but I'm glued. I know. I guess like most compelling characters. Yeah, she's sharing about Cody and Odin also. Yeah, it's a good chunk of it is Cody. Um, and divorce. Yeah, yeah. So it's interesting. Well, like, just filling his tea Spilling her tea about Being married to someone who is relapsing I'll say because I think that's a big argument that like people who don't like or will have like Oh, this isn't your story to tell, but like it is because it's from her perspective of like being married to someone who was secretly using And drinking behind her back and she wasn't aware. Oh yeah, so it's hard to get so fresh still though and he might Be going through something not to say that's like not her fault, of course But I think it's so fresh like all of this is so fresh and so public. I don't know. I can't not judge it because I'm not like looking at it obviously But it's but it's traumatic to her too. Yeah, for sure. Yeah, it's a huge trauma if you're if your loved one is addicted and you can't help them and or you Yeah, you know trying to from the clip as like wake somebody up and they're you know, like fear of them dying stuff like that. Yeah, I say overall like she does talk very positive about Cody Overall like she talks about her experience with Cody and like his using but when it comes like her divorced and how that all happened
She talks very positively about him and how they both were ready to like move on to the next chapter Yeah, but To backtrack a little bit the first thing I wanted to bring up that also plays a part in the J. Shetty interview was her tie rate against the filter accusations a few days ago last week. Did he ask her? Okay, I mean, you know me. I love a busy proctor. He's like so the filters Can't imagine him being like she brought it up on her heart. Yes. I love that. Okay. That's good As you should if you're gonna bring it up somewhere bring it up with J. Shetty's gonna make you feel comfortable So it doesn't support you last week she went on a big tie right against people who accused her of using filters in her content and I first I was like, oh, I just assumed it was like a smoothing filter I didn't think it was anything crazy, but I'm like don't we all use a little something. Yeah, and TikTok has like a filter Yeah, and then but she's adamant that she does not use it She keep people keep posting side by sides and it's just Flattering photo that she has control over versus like an unflattering one from a different angle and I will say like she is so adamant about it And like even on J. Shetty it comes up again. She's and she again She brings it up as she's like I have never used the beauty filter on TikTok. So even in J. Shetty's face She's not lying. So I'm like, I guess I will say I know I assumed there was just like a little just like, you know Nothing crazy. I don't there's like anything wrong with it either like it's like and I hate the argument of like It's so bad for girls it's so bad for young girls. I mean, we're all young girls have bigger problems right now Yeah, there is so much like no one cares. We're like handmaid sale We're on the precipice of a handmaid sale Like I think we need to focus on that versus McKayla Nagar using a beauty felt like we all wanted to look a little bit better We all want to look better and she's right to like there's angled lighting everyone can look better And then it can be a bad photo of you to like I also feel like I wish she wouldn't give it attention because it's just like Okay, she's at her piece people don't believe her I just feel like I can tell because I saw the last rant she did and it's like I can just feel it like ways on her I'm like girl you go I'll let this go because at the end of your truly not using a filter That's on other people that it's like who cares like I look good people think I looks I'm I look so good people think I have a filter and I don't who the fuck is like that would just keep it moving like it doesn't Um, I don't know why she gives so much energy to it because I think it Uh, it reminds me to yeah when I would give energy about my weight people would still like call me fat But the many stop talking about it people like just stop talking about it and it's just they know it bothers you So the people that don't like you are gonna keep going on it. Yeah, cuz she does have I will give her this she does have like TikTok stalkers who are so like haters that are so obsessed with the hating everything she does So it's like those people are gonna hate no matter what but they know it bothers you They're gonna just keep going at that and it's like why does a bother if you're not using filters like who cares I mean like why I just look really good and people just want to hate I know T. Yeah, and I I do feel bad because again like you said people are so like on her ass Yeah, what she says they'll do it and they'll do the side by sides or whatever I will say though like okay, she's so adamant about it I assumed even when she was like no, I don't use filters. I'm like, oh there's gotta be something because it's like I don't film with filters. So I'm like, okay, well in post-productive like But she's so I don't think okay Well, and her defense she does like and I mean this compliment three like when she's on camera She paints like a drag queen like as far as she does her face It's like almost like drag as far as like the layers of makeup, you know And then that paired with her lighting and she did like a breakdown of her lighting that she uses a film And it's like $5,000 for one light. Yeah, you're getting that great lighting. You're getting like full-blown beauty campaign lighting So I'm like, I guess which why she looks different on Jay shuddy because obviously he doesn't have the beauty filter I have a great lighting, but she does look different, but again to her credit. It's like yes angles and lighting are such a different thing So you are gonna look different, but you also showed the lighting you have which is $5,000, which is It's not a filter, but it's a different way to enhance your beauty. Yeah, she has no like who cares about the filter. It's also like As me growing up, I mean for you to like we go out watching consuming so much media especially when you're heavier like It wasn't like youtubers out making me forgot about myself. It was like oh and every single movie and every campaign Everything on TV. Everyone looks this way. Like it's like Zendaya considered the most beautiful person in the world And she is literally like a supermodel. You know what I mean? It's like Sydney Sweeney looks like perfect Like it's all these people that we see every day in every form of media like who we hail as like celebrities Who we stand who we love that all look this type of way like It's like kind of a bigger systemic issue than Michaela Niggira. Like she's not gonna be the Michaela is like very real very open and stuff like that Like I mean she it's so pretty and she doesn't make up so amazing So it's like I would take it as like a compliment girl But I get the fresh and also because she is like young and like it relatively new to social media Because she's only been on it for like six years. So it's like I get it Interesting. Yeah, interesting that she brought it up and I do but I I think the bigger argument is the fact that like there have there has been moments in her career where she has Manipulated or been deceptive as far as like the lash game of the world or but she That's the gag. Okay, so I Kind of expected to get into the lash gate the rage bait like kind of decipher like what is real? What is intentional? What is the character and as much as she revealed about her and Cody We didn't get into like that element of it. No lash gate mentioned lash gate was mentioned. He brought it up He was like I remember where all the hate you got when you were involved with the laurel scandal And she's like well, it didn't really faze me that much because I just got canceled like a month before over like you Try being an influencer for a day So she pivoted the conversation from lash gate to the you try being an influencer there. Did you know follow up? That's what I was missing So I really expected to kind of get into that more because she does Obviously obviously rage bait a lot and plays up her character She did admit to playing up the accent. So that was one thing. Okay. Yeah. She's like I know when people are gonna Make a big deal about my accent. So I play it up She had the accent the day shuddy interview No, and she also said that too. She's like you're not gonna hear my accent with you because I'm a little bit more uncomfortable and nervous. So I'm not gonna be my true self But when I'm with filming by myself, I'm just talking to myself. So my accent comes out really strong She's just like she knew it's British. She never even said about it. Okay. Interesting. Also he's British. Yeah, it's Boston. No, he's British. Got it. Okay. The thing is also with L'Oreal because you can see how when it's something that's Her herself that she can decide about she shares everything But she has a contract. She made a deal with them and there's certain things they're not probably allowing her to talk about So I don't think it's even her choice Whether or not to talk about it. I think she has a certain Contractual limitations to what she can say about it. Yeah, I don't think I said anything to L'Oreal because I don't think any brand It's gonna risk that being like, you know Don't talk about this because it's like morally like wrong. It's a big risk. There risk is worse if she had made that something was There was a line or some deceiving in the commercial. That's worse for the brand than what's happening now I like the benefit that yeah, but I don't believe I don't believe like L'Oreal would have that in their In their contract. And I think even without that like say even she doesn't specifically go into like lashgate There's a plethora of other as scondalos that she could kind of take more accountability So that's kind of what I was missing because even without lashgate there are other things where she Would you know do brand deals in the past without disclosing or she would take one brand deal and say it's amazing And then a month later will be like in her things. I'm throwing away. She's like I'm throwing away this And this is the less concealer and and it's like something that she would pay to move So I wish there was like a little bit more honesty There a little bit more self-reflection about that. Yeah, I think that's what I was missing. Is there was there anything Where she was like yeah She Took accountability as far as like the role she played and her marriage falling apart. She's like I Was so focused on my career that I was not the partner Cody needed and she got emotional when she talked about that Which doesn't make sense like she's so ambitious and she talked about her upbringing as far as her parents They had their own businesses and she you know went to school and she went to college and she was like dead set on being successful So she's very ambitious. She started getting this fame and like she was so focused on that that she couldn't also Be a partner of Cody who's dealing with Like a relapsing and stuff like she's trying to be their friend But she can't like constantly like tracking and make sure he's okay when she's also trying to take have her career take off So yeah, she was very young Obviously, yeah, you chart making money or an influencer losing weight. You're having your glow up It's hard for I think anything even if you had the most stable partner But then you have a partner. Yeah, that is obviously like an addict and so like so like it needs that extra care from you And like you just can't give I mean that's also just being young, but yeah, I added to that too. Okay, interesting That's interesting because it's like I don't think anyone blames her in that aspect. So it's interesting That she Feels bad in that aspect because it's like well you also are dealing with someone who is lying to you and hiding stuff from you So I don't think anyone is blaming you for your marriage falling apart. So that's kind of interesting I think they're I'm sure there are because if you hate her you're gonna kind of throw everything you can at her Yeah, and I think And she has always dealt with like bullying like that's her big thing like you know, I think the last question He asks is like if he could make a law about Anything to fix anything in the world what would it be and her law was like and cyber bullying because she's cyber bullying So she's like so that's it was I guess she has harassed a lot Um, and she's talked about having like cope with that having to like not look as much or whatever And I'm sure there are people weaponizing like her divorce again
I think that's one thing, but again, it's kind of like even though there is so much criticism that's invalid, like not constructive or whatever, I do think there is criticism in there that she could like address as far as like her best practices, what's Rage B, what's Authentic, but maybe what I was thinking is like maybe she still doesn't know herself, because she's only 28 right now. Obviously I consider her very much attrition-painted daughter in the sense that like it took her, I might take her in her 30s to figure out like where I was being myself and where I was putting on a performance, what was the character, what was my genuine Authentic Mikaela, you know? I think it also takes that a lot of time. I think about JoJoC Watch. I think it also takes the time where I'm almost 40, right? It's like it's almost like to kind of reflect, 'cause you kind of don't know when you're in it, and you don't know what's trauma, what's not. You know, you reflect on it different. So I think it's like it takes also like another 10 years to fully kind of see where you were at the time and what all that was. I don't think she can see it. 'Cause it's so hard also when you're in it, right? And you do just, oh, especially when you hear comments and criticism, you do kind of just think people are just haters and you can't really take in like what, 'cause you know, obviously the switch so quickly to like dating this new person and he's in our face now like Cody was. It's like it's jarring, it's jarring for people. So like I feel like she should, you know, she can't see it 'cause she obviously knows her marriage so differently, right? She obviously knows like the marriage was awful and it was over early on and like this guy she knew for a while. So she sees it differently, but how the world is perceiving and how she's being perceived. She can't step outside of herself to see it, I don't think. So she's very smart. I really like Michaela. Yes, I agree. I feel like daughter vibes when you see, like at JoJoC Watch, it was you see him and you're just like damn, like I get it. Even though I'm very different people obviously, but well, I'm glad she was like honest, I mean about that stuff. Yeah, I guess the trolling and the rage baiting and the money and all that stuff. Like that's like, yeah, I mean be interesting to hear more about that, but. I know, and maybe it's just saving it for her book. 'Cause I thought like Jay Shetty would be the place where you really just like get into my stuff and yeah, her big segment for that she saved for the podcast was the Cody divorce. Like that was a huge chunk of it. It was maybe 45 minutes of it. 'Cause I mean that also was like, took up, what, they got met 2023, right? I think, or got married in 2023. I think they got married in '23. I think they met pretty early on. Like I wanna say 2021. Oh, when she was 23, they met. Okay, yeah. Got married at 25. So that is such a huge chunk of our life. So it makes sense where that'd be a lot of her story. How long was the interview? Two hours. Oh wow, so 45, okay, yeah, that is long. And like a good chunk of it was like her upbringing, college and stuff too. Interesting. Yeah, I just, I'm so interested. Especially like, she did talk about the divorce content she was making and but she was like, who wouldn't be excited that you get a divorce? Like it's an amazing thing. But she didn't like get into it like, but you were really playing it up and like. Yeah. You were making like a whole spectacle. Yeah, like the winner takes it all and it's your new boyfriend. It's like, girl, what? So it's like, I wish we got into that more because there is so much there with like everything, buying everything, my haters pay for whatever, you know, like the halls, how she views money. 'Cause she just did another luxury hall like two days ago in Canada, everything she bought in Canada. More Chanel, more, Cartier. That is the line that worries me not even like, I'm like, we're just gonna run out of money. Like maybe, you know, that definitely can happen. But it's just more like, I know that feeling too of like, feeling the void, feeling like something that's, I don't know. I may still love shopping, but it's like when you're, I don't know, not in the best place you spend so much more and so frivolously like that. Like all those black Chanel's, girl, that's two. I mean, that's what I need to ask her if she's on the planet. Why so many black quilted Chanel's, bro, you're like, I'm counting. And you all, all she got that white quilted Chanel wallet. I mean, her Chanel collection has to be millions of dollars. Like, it's insane and it's like-- Literally, yeah. I feel like it's just filling a hole. Like I, it's like, 'cause no one, as much as I love purses, I love that I love them. It's just like, oh, I just know that's like-- - 'Cause her last fall was another 140k per candidate haul like two days ago. So-- - Does he ask her about her spending? - No. - That might be number one. She needs to go on financial audit with Caleb. He said he's number one podcast, and that is not true. He's like, I'm number one right now. I was like, are you, I don't know, he like pops up. I don't even follow. - He depends on what chart you look, probably in finance and something. - He was like, number one, I'll write it down. He needs some Kayla on there. I'm like, I know I'm parasocial, but I love her. I'm just worried about that. Like truly, that seems, that seems like a problem. I know 'cause I've had one, and I've been in massive debt. And I made a lot. I probably have made more than Michaela in my lifetime, but it's like, I've made a lot, went in a lot of debt. Ah, it's scary. It's scary girl. I don't know. Also, the people you attract and those kind of things, it's like, you were buying Cody all these nice things, it's just like, I don't know, I should ask her about that. 'Cause I knew when Dr. Drew was here. I'm like, hey, I gotta tell you. I think I got spending addiction. I just, I need help. I think that, I guess he's not a therapist. (laughs) - Just a mom car, whatever. - Yeah. - He feels like one more guru, I guess. Interesting. What was the, is anything shocked you? Was there any surprising? - Honestly, nothing really shocked me that much. I mean, I guess with the Cody situation, she said there was one night where he would like, where she thought that he died. Like, he was passed out, was not responding. She had a call 911 and I have an ambulance come get 'em because like, he was just was not waking up. So that was kind of the most shocking thing. But at the same time, this is the way that she talked about it referred to Cody in the past. Like, I figured it was kind of like, dire stakes, you know? So, it kind of made sense. But I'm glad she got to talk about it more. 'Cause obviously that's a big thing. She goes on to her next shop, but like, everyone has so many questions about her last relationship. She moves forward with Zach. Is that the same? - I think Zach, it's so funny that it's such a big chunk 'cause to me, obviously, like yeah, I was like scandalous, but it's like, I don't, like when I think of Kayla, it's not like the biggest chunk I think of. I don't think of like, Cody. Do you know what I mean? And I think as her, I was like a business person and all this stuff, she's achieved. I wouldn't want to focus on Cody. I get it, that's like a lot of things, but I don't know, like, and not to go back to like, my book or whatever, I kind of try to like, skimpass the guys quickly, you know what I mean? 'Cause it's like, I don't want them to have that much narrative in my story. You know, I was like, yes, it was a chunk of my life and it like devastated me in so many ways, but it's also like, I'm just keeping moving. But specifically, like the addicts in my life, and I talk about three different ones, I actually give them a lot, not, not comparing this to me, Kayla, but I give them a lot more care because they were like actually good people, as opposed to the people who were just diabolical awful people, or not the addicts. They were like completely separate, the three addicts that I had in my life, like, really like good people, just sick, you know, just had like a really dark sickness to them. So I don't know, Cody's story or anything like that, but yeah, I mean, it's good, yeah, she wants to talk about, obviously, talk about what, like, affects you, but I think she's so much more than that. And I also think of all the things in her scandal and her career, I think like the Cody stuff, like no one blames her. I mean, like I said, there's haters for sure. For me as like a fan, I'm never like, kind of dick Cody dirty, like never that, I never, and even her moving on, I was like, you know, we don't know what happened in that marriage, so it's like her moving on was like whatever. I think it's more just like the optics of it all and how fast and how you said, how kind of rage-bady she can. - Yeah, I should think kind of, just thought she was like, 'cause she was like, was in the middle of separation, it was a few months after they talked, she asked for a divorce, that Zack reached out to her. And she's like, I understand people have a problem with that, like not being actually divorced before you start dating again, but we had been separated and we went to the Cheesecake Factory. It's always the Cheesecake Factory apparently. But it's funny 'cause I remember a TikTok and she was like, I went out, like, she was really hyping up the places if it was so like mysterious and fancy, she's like, we went to a beautiful dinner. I gotta see how the Cheesecake Factory is. - Cheesecake Factory is a beauty. - I love a Cheesecake Factory, I do love it. She just was hyping up, like any paid for dinner, I was like, okay, but I've worked. - That work too, it's like, we don't need to know so much about the relationship, you know what I mean? Like, it doesn't matter if he paid. - He did ask about that, so he was like, so what, like, did you wanna keep a secret at first? Yeah, but you're on social media, you know, people take photos of you, so you gotta just like have to talk about it, okay? - I don't know if anybody was leaking you in Zack. I didn't see it anywhere. - I remember people, like, 'cause she started talking about dating somebody first, and then people like, brought up, oh, like the twin thing or whatever. But, like, she also had to talk about dating for that to happen, you know what I mean? - Yeah, he's like, I'm pretty quick too. It was like the scroll of like, guys took out a meeting divorce, get ready with me for a first date. - It was like, guys, take a minute, take it in, I am never gonna talk about dating life again. I learned my last thing, get ready with me, for a day with a Cheesecake Factory. - But that's how I can relate to her, I get that girl. It's like, taking a break and then taking her mind, yeah. - Taking a break, be back in five hours. - That's why we love her. - I'm taking a break from YouTube. I open my subscription box again, eight videos from Trisha Paytas. (laughing) - You never take a break. No, I really like to her so much. I really like to her so much, especially in my 20s and stuff like that, and yeah, I get it. But, she's beautiful, she's successful, and girl. - She's a character, she's smart, she's definitely smart. - She's very smart, obviously, the character, the polarizing, but- - Anything in time and due time, she'll be able to separate, like I said, what is the character that persona versus what is the- I think right now, in my genuine opinion, I think it's so blended as far as like the rage bee and herself, and I get it too, 'cause it's like, you get so many negative comments. Kinda like that.
- Like what I was saying with you actually, where it's like everyone is using me as a scapegoat, then fine, I'll be this over consumption bitch. - Right, right, I'll just be it. - Yeah, very much that. - So I can maybe a little lost in the sauce there, but you know. - You'll take girl, she's so young, she has so much time. - Yeah, you'll love your girl. - And you know what, dare I say, the lighting is better here than Jay Shetty, so. - We got girl, do you see this? This is 38. I'll tell you without these lights in my filter, I look rough, I look rough girl, come glow here, I told her that when we were in talks with her coming on, I was like, girl, 'cause she had set rope back, 'cause I'm a little scared, and I was like, this was like way back months ago, and I was like, call that lighting, it's a bomb here, and the chair will make you teeny tiny. You were gonna look so microscopic here. She can take the photo with us like, you know how, when people are in the middle of us, and we just look like huge bookends, and the guest is so tiny, you're gonna look so tiny. One, 'cause you're in the middle, and two, 'cause you're tiny. - Oh my God. - And so come on, come on in. We would love to have this doll. Congrats on the J-Shatty. You look beautiful too, honestly, you look beautiful. You look great, love that you're in LA, love that you're living your best life. Actually, you know what, we were talking looking for book moderators in Boston, and like, who, who's someone in Boston? And I do have a lot of Boston friends. - Stella F.D. - Stella F.D. or. - Stella F.D. - Stella F.D. is in Boston? First of all, the Stella F.D. I'm over it. (laughs) But in the Kayla, do you wanna moderate my books thing? I was like, every time in the Kayla and I go, I'm just looking busy now that J-Shatty is so busy, but I love you. I've always been a fan. And supportive always. What was your promoting? Was she promoting either? - P.O.V.S. Sephora. - Do they vlog it? - Yes. - Great. - Specifically Sephora, yeah. - What did they say at then? He's like, okay, check out P.O.V.S. Sephora. - She's like, why did you pick Sephora? And she's like, she had a whole rationale about how brands who have creators, they go to Sephora, and if you removed the creator's face, you'd still know the brand. If you removed Patrick Star's face, you would still know it's one size or an hour. She had a whole, 'cause she worked out all the time. So people thought she would go to Ulta, I guess, but she said Sephora. - Why did she take going to that? What's the deal with Ulta? - She just said she like Sephora made more sense for her and like as she developed the brand, they were involved with her and stuff too, so. - No loyalty. (laughs) - Damn, girl, you switched up real quick. I'm the almost girl for like, Pizza Hut can't give me a check big enough. (laughs) They cannot. Even sometimes I have a little breadsticks from Pizza Hut never posting, never posting it. (laughs) All right, well, I know what, Guffer. Love the press tour, love the openness, love the healing. - Love it. - Love it. I'm gonna watch it, I'm still gonna watch it. I love her. I love her. Who says that? Nikki Blonsky. I know him. I love him Hollywood. - I love that. - Sorry me. - That, sorry me. Not happening. Okay, thanks guys for watching. We hope you stay cool. Well, if you're gonna know me. Otherwise enjoy your fall, enjoy autumn, autumn all. We have a big week ahead. You look great in the mirror and you literally look at my iPhone. Let's put the iPhone next to you real quick. I wanna see if you match it perfectly. (laughs) I love it. Oh, it was plugged in. Okay, let's pull it next to you. Wow. - Oh my god, it's you, yeah. - This is the color of the May back. I really wanted to get rid of us too. There was this color. And I was like, well, it doesn't match my iPhone, but I like it on you. I like it on the phone. I don't know if I like it in a May back. - I don't know if I like it on a cart either. - Yeah, it's like giving, but it's giving cranberry. It's making me want Thanksgiving. (laughs) Great shirt on you too. Love that. - Thank you. It's very detailed. I don't know if you can see. - Okay, let's go to Patreon. Patreon.com/justtrish. We're gonna do extended. We're gonna decipher more of the little clues here. And go check out my September vlog was on Patreon. I did a whole vlog. I was gonna pop a main channel. I was like, you know what, get the patrons, 'cause we've been really, really busy this past week. So it's gonna be on Patreon. Thank you, Jimmy, for editing it and making it funny and cute. And we'll see you real soon. Bye. You want say anything? You require it. No, you weren't. Just kidding. You want any buys? You want the last word? Okay. Promote something, cooking videos. You missed one this week. - Yeah, but we'll be back strong for the Halloween season. Yeah. - Oh, I have a vlog. - Oh, was it out? - Yeah. - I see it. - You commented on a TikTok of my vlog. - What was the vlog about? - It was my house tour, furnished house tour. - Slash. - In a secret, though. - Yes, in a secret I've been keeping. That was the title. - What's the secret? - We don't know. - We don't know. - Okay, tell me and I'll react. We can leave it. - We don't know the secret. (beep) - Yeah. - Is congrats. Why did I see something else about that? Was it your TikTok? - It was someone clipped my vlog and you commented on me. It was like, "OMG Oscar is so funny." 'Cause I made a joke about my yard and then you're like, "OMG, love him." (laughing) - Maybe that was you. Probably thought I was like, "You're a coward." Something like that. That is so funny. Check out Oscar's vlog. That's exciting. Find out the secret he's been keeping. Did he just say it or we bleeped him? - Oh bleeped, sure. - Okay, bleeped. And Shadow Moses, I should give you a shot at the beginning. Thank you for holding it down here. Most of us has really been letting me live my, I can't say what I did over the weekend. I mean, me being Michaela at the Seeker project. But I wanted to be a surprise. It's not that much of a surprise, but maybe it was the most one I've had in so long. And it really was just like a passion project and Moses held it down all weekend here. So thank you. And last week, honestly, this whole week, you would hold it down. So if you ever want to do anything, ask me about this at the theater yesterday when I was there. I was like, "If you ever want to do anything fun, I'll hold it down for us here." I wanted him to go on, did we talk about that show, but it films with Scotland. I wanted you to go on it, but he's like, "No, but I was like, I can hold it down here if you go." Well, thank you to people who are watching, 'cause they actually, they reached out to the show and the show reached out to me. - No way! - Did we talk about that show? - No! - Okay, next chef, yeah. - Next chef. And they reached out to me and I was watching all the episodes, had a call with them, but they don't film here. They film all the way in Ireland. - Ireland, oh yes, that one's really nice. - Yeah, and so, so yeah, so I mean, if the time is right, it can be in the future. I feel like I need training to more. - I think you could win it, and I was very supportive of you going over, but you did say it was too much paperwork or something, 'cause I like, did you apply? - So the application, like 50 essay questions, something. So, I mean, I started it, so I started it, I'm going, I'm going strong, I'm going strong, and I was like, "How many more questions?" And then I scroll, and I scroll, and I scroll, and there's more questions and more questions. - Do you have any time before you, 'cause I always type our emails, I could type it out for you. I'm so good, I am a good type, right? - Maybe, maybe, and now that we know how you fit yourself into any show, you can just lie in my behalf. - I can get you in, if you really let me answer for you too. I can really get you in on that show, I support you. I want you to go have fun and do something. I feel like I can do so much fun things, and you don't do enough fun things for yourself. You do a couple of fun things for yourself, but I feel like you need to go on an adventure, and I can hold it down here and show you that I can. - With the kids every day, is it an adventure or so? - Yeah, no, it is, and kids are, but you never have a new adventure. - I don't know, like, my life was four now, right? - Yeah. - And it's happening so fast, it's like, I can win, and I'll listen. - Yeah, but having a couple of weeks of you adventures, okay, you can go have fun. - I don't think it can be a way for two weeks. That's way too long, way too long. - Wow, if it's four. - But that's what I'm saying, like, those shows, and the people in their age, like, I can do it in two, three years from now. And that'll be better too. I mean, those chefs are good, I mean, it's a great show, and it's such a fun show. - How my Jordan from Worm and Wise was on there, right? Wasn't that the one he was on? - What? With Gordon Ramsay? - I think he was on that one, no? - It's possible. 'Cause they do, they bring, like, chefs, social media chefs, and home chefs. - Yeah, yeah, I think I thought it was like, oh, I thought it was, like, chefs chefs going on there, like, that people at work. - They are, they are. Like, there's a mixture. - Just because he was a cook when she was here, remember, she's like, he has a chef. - Oh, yeah, she's like, he's actually really good. So maybe, I don't know, maybe he was good. - There's a mixture of, like, real chefs, home chefs, and social media chefs, which are also, like, professional chefs. - Right. - And there's, like, three levels to the building. There's the basement, the middle level, on the upper level, and then all the ingredients go through the levels. So the top, get to peak first, second, and the basement gets to peak class. But if you, but I feel like I can be in the basement and get the last of the ingredients and make something amazing. - Yeah. - And then you get to upgrade to the top. It's a great show. - Oh, you watched it. You were watching it. - Well, I was studying the show. - Oh, I don't know. Oh, that's so funny. Oh, I love that. - Oh, what did you do it now? - Before the interview. - I'll fill out your application. - But, but that's the thing. I didn't want to apply when I'm not able to go. I want to apply when I can go, you know what I mean? - Okay. - And then. - Well, you have an acting gig coming up too. He's gonna be playing Jesus again. So that's very exciting. I can't wait for that role. That's gonna be so good. Well, I'm down for it. - Well, I passed the casting coach again. (laughing) - No, 'cause he's making time, like, I'm gonna do it at the top, like you get it. - Well, the way he said that was so crazy. Yes, I mean, there was no casting. It was just you. - Yeah, exactly. - He had casted by my wife. - Got it. - Yes, I'm very excited for that role of Jesus. - Wait, I've been practicing. - Oh, wow, where did this prop come from this whole time? What? Why did you have that in there? That's so funny. - It was behind me still from Burning Man. (laughing) - There you go. That's your Jesus. Oh my God, that's so funny. There's a prop at the end of it. - Oh, he's ready. You know, it's like Superman. You have to have the cape ready. - Oh, be ready. - Yeah. I wanted him to have a little Christmas theme on his Jesus album. He's like Jesus wouldn't wear. Oh, because I wanted him to match me in the music video. He was like the character. I was like, all right. Would you play in ropes then? (laughing) It's like so into it. All right, that's it anyway. Thank you so much for letting me love my dream. I said you're gonna be kidding. I can't wait to talk about it later. But it was so fun, best weekend ever. I love my life and that's it. All right, thanks guys for watching for real. See if we had something to say, but I asked. Yeah. All right, bye.
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