Meet Warren Zanes, the Author and Rocker Behind the Springsteen Movie | Better in Person
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Warren Zanes’ journey from a young band member in the 1980s to a celebrated rock and roll scholar is a powerful story of resilience, reinvention, and emotional depth. After being pushed out of the Del Fuegos by his brother, who feared sharing creative credit, Zanes turned to writing and academia, eventually publishing deeply personal biographies of Tom Petty and Bruce Springsteen. His work on *Deliver Me From Nowhere* centers on Bruce Springsteen’s *Nebraska* album, a raw, unfinished record that initially troubled him but later became a profound exploration of trauma, place, and identity. Zanes’ background in art history helped him connect with Springsteen’s manager, John Landau, through shared appreciation for art and emotional authenticity. The book was adapted into a film, with Bruce actively involved and emotionally engaged, reinforcing the idea that true artistic storytelling comes from honesty and vulnerability. Zanes also reflects on the value of mistakes, seeing them as moments of emotional truth rather than failures. Years later, the Del Fuegos reunited, symbolizing the enduring strength of creative bonds. His story underscores how personal setbacks, unmet expectations, and emotional ambiguity—like Bruce Springsteen’s ambivalence toward success—can lead to deeper, more meaningful artistic and personal growth.
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Hey there, it's Stephen Duggar.
And this bonus episode comes from our new TV talk show
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Our guest this week is Warren Zanes.
Don't worry if you've never heard of him.
By the time you're finished,
you will feel like you've known Warren your whole life.
As always, thanks for listening.
I knew never self-referenced.
Oh.
Ever.
So my first. That's all I got, Warren.
That's all I got.
This is Better in Person with Stephen Duggar and Warren Zanes.
If you've ever chased a dream,
the kind of dream that would rearrange your life,
you may have wondered, what if it comes true?
But also, what happens if it falls apart?
Warren Zanes has lived both sides of that dream.
In the 1980s, he joined the Del Fuegos,
a Boston rock and roll band that was started by his big brother Dan.
They put out a few good records.
For Warren especially, things did not end well.
But over time, he would mount an amazing comeback
as a rock and roll scholar.
He wrote an intimate biography of Tom Petty
and an even more intimate book about Bruce Springsteen
that was recently turned into a film.
I knew Warren and his band way back when
because I was in my own band, The Right Profile.
For a good while, it was really the only thing I cared about.
And there was this one night in Greensboro, North Carolina,
the Del Fuegos were playing two sets in a bar.
I went to see them.
Between sets, we were hanging out in the back room,
and in walks Bruce Springsteen.
When Bruce came to the Rhinoceros Club in 85. You're still touring your first record.
Yep, touring the first.
We were coming down from Boston,
going down the eastern seaboard,
and then across the southwest to L.A.
So it was, for us, the biggest tour yet.
Okay.
Biggest tour, still small spaces,
but a moment of great promise.
You know, it's your first record.
You're seeing things you haven't seen before.
How were you feeling about that record at that moment?
One part of us felt like we just made beggar's banquet.
You know, another part of us worried
that we made something terrible.
You know, flip-flopping between the extremes.
Yeah, yeah.
This night, it was a night off
for Bruce Springsteen and the E Street Band.
And we knew that.
How'd you know that?
Because we listened to the radio.
You know, you're touring.
You're touring.
You're touring.
You're listening to rock radio.
At that point in time,
Born in the USA is on its third single.
He is a global superstar.
It's Madonna, Prince, Bruce in that moment.
Just huge acts.
And we were in the dressing room.
You were there.
And Nils Lofgren came in.
Right.
And it was like, wow.
You know, a member of the E Street Band.
Did he have a guitar?
He didn't have a guitar.
He didn't.
a backup guitar to him. Very quickly though, and we were talking about what songs he could do on
stage. Dressing room door opens, Bruce Springsteen comes in. And he said, I got your album. Backseat
Nothing is my favorite song. And we were speechless. And you were also probably super high though,
right? To be fair. I mean, that probably from 10 a.m. that day through the time we went to bed.
Right. That's the kind of shape we were in. But we had a lot of youthful energy where it was,
you know, I'm not going to advocate for that particular chemical mix,
but it was working for us right then. Also, just to say, you've been sober for like 30 some years
now. Yeah.
32 years. Congratulations.
Not drinking and drugging. Some of my kids have never seen me.
Yeah. Like you saw me that night,
Bruce Springsteen came to play with us. Yeah. Yeah. So Bruce walks in. I recall that he was
actually singing the song or humming the song. Do you recall that or no?
I love that detail. I'm going to use it from here on out.
Can I tell you, when you guys had your first record out, we had maybe just signed with your
management group. That's how I knew you guys. Yeah.
We hadn't played together.
I don't think you'd signed with them just yet.
Maybe not.
So you were just coming and hanging out with us.
I was just coming to. And we hadn't done shows together yet?
I don't think so.
Oh, wow.
I'm not sure, honestly.
But I also wrote for the local, like, the village voice of Greensboro.
Yeah, so this is me reviewing Bruce's Coliseum show.
All right.
Right?
Arriving in Greensboro the day before the first of his two sold-out Coliseum concerts,
Bruce Springsteen sauntered into the back room of downtown's Rhinoceros Club,
shuffling his feet and singing his favorite Del Fuego song,
Backseat Nothing.
And it goes on there.
Well, you just. Obviously, memory is a kind of pliable medium.
So I'm going to add that to my memory.
It's all yours.
Okay.
So now let's go back to your memory.
Okay.
Let's go back to your memory from there.
You're a kid.
You're, what, 19?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Late teens.
So you got Niels Lofgren coming in.
Now you got Bruce Springsteen coming in, apparently singing one of your songs.
And what are you thinking now?
Well, we knew that the next step was to get him on stage with us.
So that was going to happen.
And that's a thing that he liked to do with bands.
He is like the Johnny Appleseed of rock and roll.
He is. Orchards grow.
As he walks past.
No doubt giving us something that he felt he'd been given many times in his life.
He is aware of the people who extended a hand.
Do you remember the songs you played that night?
It was Hang On Sloopy and Stand By Me.
Yeah, right.
And when I got up to the stage, it was such a thing.
I mean, he does have an aura.
And I look and like, there's Nils has a guitar.
My brother's got a guitar.
Bruce has a guitar.
I'm like, I'm turning my amp all the way down.
And I just turned it to zero.
No, you did not.
Really?
Yes, I did.
Really?
Completely off.
Nobody would have noticed one way or the other.
And I knew like implicitly a memory is going to form.
And if you're not playing guitar, it's going to be bigger, fuller memory.
Seriously, you had that realization in the moment?
That strikes me as remarkably astute.
Especially considering your. Maybe it's a kid who's watched a lot of men leave.
And there's a pretty great one right there.
I'm taking this in because he's going to leave too.
There are complicated mechanics within every being.
At that point in time, I don't know if you remember this,
but I had a chipped front tooth and half of it was missing.
They had been knocked off on someone's beer bottle.
And I left it that way for. Like a year.
So when I met Bruce, I was a teenage kid with a chipped tooth in a rock and roll band.
And at the end of that tour routing, we met Petty for the first time.
And once again, I was that kid.
And he came down to a show.
And both these guys first saw me in that moment.
And I can assure you that neither of them said,
there's my future biographer. I don't blame them. But I think they nonetheless did an accounting
and that did matter later on, just as much as it mattered that I evolved from that.
You love the band? I love the band. I had nothing else.
Right. Let me say this. Growing up in Concord, New Hampshire, my uncle lived above us
and listened to oldies radio. So that was Little Richard, Buddy Holly, Chuck Berry.
My mother had a great record collection, Stones, Beatles, Dylan, Pete Seeger, Aretha Franklin.
When Tom Petty and Bruce Springsteen came along, it was like all that music was fused
in artists who we could call our own.
You felt that even as a kid. You knew that as a kid, yeah?
Yeah. It's funny how the fight for identity, I think it starts earlier.
Than we think. What do you mean the fight for identity starts earlier?
You want to show up at school with some sense of who you are. And when you can find music that
feels like yours, I think nothing serves that identity building quite like music does.
So I've heard you talk about your family a little bit, and it sounds like it was one of those
kind of cool, Yankee, New England, arty, ragged at the edges,
families. But then years later, I heard you mention that you felt like an unparented creature.
Yeah. I mean, my father, I met like 10 times. I don't know. I didn't count them.
Is he dead now?
He is. He's like, I don't know, eight years. But that absolutely,
Absence was a formative absence in the home I grew up in.
So, you know, my mother was single parent, three kids.
There was a lot that wasn't going to happen.
Some needs weren't going to be met.
And so we got filled up on the culture side.
On the emotional development side, it wasn't always as abundant.
All right.
So how did you end up in a band with your brother then?
My mother encouraged the three of us to apply to boarding schools, you know,
to go after a better education than Concord, New Hampshire could provide.
But we would need to get scholarships.
And we all did that.
So I went to Phillips Andover Academy.
And two times the school asked me not to return by formal letter.
And I was like a boomerang.
I kept coming back.
And I graduated.
In my senior year, though,
the Dolphins were the best band in the world.
The Dolphins were the best band in the world.
And there was really,
that two-guitar sound
was what we were after.
Who'd you like more in that band,
Keith or Brian?
Brian was such a tragic figure
that I didn't want that.
I already felt like a nascent tragic figure.
And I didn't want to attach myself to that,
but I had blonde hair,
and it kept happening
that I was associated with that.
But Brian was so much more
than a guitar player
that I didn't,
I didn't want to identify with that.
What did you guys fight about in your band?
Because that's kind of what bands. We didn't fight at that time.
I mean, we really didn't.
Something was unfolding.
They put out a single
before I joined the band.
And, you know,
2,000 copies.
And Robert Plant got one.
He talked about the band in Rolling Stone.
Sam Phillips got a copy.
He also talked about it in Rolling Stone.
And we were all,
you know, watching it unfold.
And that bound us as a unit.
And our point of view on it
was a shared point of view.
We ate the same food.
We used the same bong.
You know, we listened to the same records.
We definitely drove
in the same shitty vehicles.
You were a part of a gang.
And it was the best time.
I liked hanging out with your band.
You guys were a fun band to hang out with.
I think we played with you,
I don't know,
four or five, ten times.
Thank you.
I was really impressed
by how hard you lived
and how well you played.
Because we couldn't do that.
We were relatively. Yeah, we recognized
that you guys were lightweights.
I do remember,
I liked swapping music.
I remember I got some really good music
from your brother, Dan.
Did you listen to
Syl Johnson?
Yeah, Syl Johnson,
I remember absolutely.
Yeah.
Yeah, no, there was
a lot of. You could still forage
in record stores.
I loved it.
So there's a lot.
I feel like there was
a lot of trading going on.
Well, your cassettes,
and we didn't know
what underworld you went to
to find this stuff.
Oh, Rolling Stones stuff.
Well, you gave us. There were Petty outtakes.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And when we went to Petty
and said,
we love Parade of Loons,
he looked at us like,
where?
Did you find that?
Yeah.
And then, of course,
the Keith Richards tape
of him playing
in his hotel room
after he had been
busted for heroin
in Toronto,
I think it was.
That one never left me
and I went
and I learned
a couple songs from it,
but. What'd you learn?
I learned
Apartment No. 9
and We Had It All.
Yeah.
And We Had It All
was the one.
And that song,
you know,
it's pretty good.
It's been covered
by Tina Turner,
Dolly Parton.
Waylon Jennings.
Waylon.
It's incredible.
Willie and Keith
played it not long ago.
Yeah.
Warren Zanes played
in the Del Fuegos
for five years.
They had a minor hit
with a song called
I Still Want You
from their second record.
They made it to MTV,
they made a beer commercial,
and they toured
with Tom Petty
and the Heartbreakers.
He sang on one of our records.
It wasn't too much
after that
that I quit the band.
Want to talk about quitting?
Yeah, it's a simple story.
And I think older siblings
sometimes have a hard time
seeing younger siblings
as something other
than a younger sibling.
And I think my brother,
though he recognized my spirit
and wanted that in the band,
didn't want to share
the creative work.
You wanted to get songs
on the album
and stuff like that?
Yeah, I mean,
I was writing.
I showed him things.
And his last comment to me
before I quit was,
you know,
I think you're there.
I think the songs
are equal to mine
and you've got to go
form your own band.
And I felt so betrayed.
And that's all
he needed to say for me
to say I'm done.
I'm gone.
If you can send me
back to square one,
and not see the investment
I made in this band,
and how it served you,
I'm out of here.
And what I wasn't thinking was
I was going to nothing.
You know, it was really
psychically for a young person.
It was brutal.
And I was still
out in Los Angeles.
And it was right in that time
where Tom Petty and his family
had a Christmas party.
Their home had been burned down.
It was an arson case.
And they were living
in Charo's house
in Beverly Hills.
True story.
I don't know why that's funny.
It just is.
There's something about
the cultural mix.
Also, just the idea
of Charo having a house.
I imagined her, like,
floating down in a cloud
of something awesome.
I always remember
there was, like,
a Picasso print
of Don Quixote
and Sancho Panza.
And they're just always,
they stayed with me.
But at that party,
Tom and his wife, Jane,
gave me this Beatles magazine
as a Christmas present.
Oh, that's nice.
Oh, meet the Beatles.
Yeah.
So it's from the year
I was born.
And I have so few artifacts
from my life.
But I went to Jane Petty
and I said,
Jane,
you gave me a Beatles magazine
for Christmas.
And I know there's a Beatle
in this building.
Because this,
the second he came
in the front door,
whether you saw it or not,
it's the Beatle power.
You know?
Come on.
People are like,
George, George Harrison,
just shut up, George, George Harrison.
And so I knew it
and I went to Jane
and she said,
come to here.
Took me down this hallway,
opened the door,
kind of prodded me
in the family of a push.
And I'm holding this magazine
and she said,
Warren's got something impending.
Impending?
That was the word.
And she shut the door.
And I'm suddenly in a room, and it's Tom's office.
And behind the desk is George Harrison playing a guitar.
And to one side, there's Tom playing guitar.
There's Jeff Lynne.
You got three of the Traveling Wilburys, weeks before they became a band.
And then Mike Campbell, Tom Petty's guitar player.
And it almost appears that I've run into the room.
And, you know, it was neat.
With a Beatles magazine.
And George Harrison sitting there playing guitar.
And it was the 80s.
And there was some overindulgence going on in the territory of fashion.
And I embodied it.
Yours?
Yes.
Oh, I thought you were saying them.
I thought you were saying they were overindulging in drugs.
You're saying you were overindulging in fashion.
What are you wearing here?
I had this embroidered jacket that was very floral.
You know, I was wearing a. Was it all the way down to your boots?
Yeah.
Yeah.
I don't even know.
I don't even need to go into it.
Just imagine the worst.
But long hair, you know, long blonde hair.
They stop playing.
And George Harrison says, it's Brian Jones, Back from the Dead.
And then he starts playing a song about a dandy.
And everybody's laughing.
And I'm standing there holding this Beatles magazine as a Beatle makes other people laugh at me.
He gets to the end of the song.
And I just. I just put the magazine forward.
He takes it.
And he signs it for every Beatle.
Because they learned one another's signature.
That's what I'm looking at here?
Yeah.
So he did each person.
Walk me through that.
It says, to Warren, you have something impending.
Good luck in the future.
I do appreciate it.
George Harrison.
And then after he did it, I'm like, he's signing for the others.
Right.
And he just signs their names?
Or does he write a note from John and Paul?
No, no.
He just signs their names.
And then he gives it back to me.
And what's his affect now?
Is he. He is. Does he know that you're a young person to be respected?
No.
He is making his pals laugh.
And how many things has he signed?
Let alone, you know, how many has he signed for Ringo Starr?
But after he. He handed it back.
I was standing there with it.
And Tom Petty was beginning to end really kind to me.
And he saw my social discomfort and said, it's okay, you know, you can hang out.
And I said, no, I can't.
And I left the room with my Beatles magazine that I treasure to today.
And you saved.
Amazing.
It's amazing.
It's amazing.
I mean, I can't imagine what that feels like for you.
Because it's like going from inside to outside to inside to outside, back and forth.
Yeah.
You consider yourself in a band some fundamental part of that organism.
And then suddenly you're told it can function just as well without you.
And if you're young, this is a psychic rug being pulled out from underneath you.
And it wasn't. It wasn't a happy landing.
I remember going to. A little bit after this Christmas party, going over to Petty's house.
And I'm sitting in his office with him.
And we were just smoking some of my mother's pot.
Which is called what?
Conquered Grape.
Just for home use?
She wasn't a dealer?
No, she wasn't a dealer.
But when we were on tour with Tom Petty, he finally. Said to us, I can't keep coming to your dressing room to smoke your pot.
Can you connect me with your dealer?
And we said, well, it's our mother.
And he said, next time she's in Los Angeles, please have her come out to the house.
And she did that.
She did.
Yeah.
So he knew kind of what we came from.
But that afternoon at his house, it was just the two of us in his office.
And there I was, a guy who was no longer in a band.
And he was asking me, like, well, what are you going to do next?
And I was. I still had some bravado in me, enough bravado to say, well, I'm going to put a band together.
And I'm going to show him, meaning my brother.
And Petty looked at me and said, Los Angeles isn't where bands come from.
This is where they come to.
But they come from other places.
And you got to go back home.
And it was. It was not what I wanted to hear.
And. He was right.
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I remember being shocked and thrilled years ago to hear that Warren Zanes was still alive.
Because if I'd had to put money on it when I knew you when we were kids playing in bands,
I didn't really know how you ended with your band.
I left my band.
Yeah.
But the Warren I knew then was a raw nerve, kind of, is the way I would think of you.
Yeah.
And so I was thrilled to learn that not only were you alive, but you'd gotten a PhD.
And we're working at the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame as a VP of something impressive sounding.
So how did that happen, briefly?
Well, I'm still in touch with that kid.
Yeah.
He's still alive.
He's here with us today.
But yes, I was walking close to the edge of the cliff,
not knowing I was close to the edge of the cliff.
And I don't even know how to describe the trouble I was in, but I was in trouble.
And not through my own good planning, I eventually pivoted from music to college with the intention
of only doing music.
I was only going for two classes.
You get four degrees, I think.
You get a bachelor's degree, two masters, and a PhD, correct?
Yeah.
Seems like a little overkill, but okay.
I liked school.
Yeah, you did.
Did you think it would save you?
What did you see in college?
I was living in New Orleans and I was repairing bicycles.
And so, you know, there I was repairing a Schwinn, and it had only been a year since we'd played
Madison Square Garden with Tom Petty.
And I'm listening to the radio, and the first single from "Full Moon Fever" came on, and
it was "I Won't Back Down," and it just was the sound of a man who had reinvented himself
again.
He obviously hadn't settled into anyone's idea of who Tom Petty was.
He went exploring for the next version, and the message to me was, "You know what?
You damn well better go explore for the next version of yourself."
In 2015, Warren Zanes published " The Biography."
Eight years later, he published "Deliver Me From Nowhere: The Making of Bruce Springsteen's
Nebraska."
In the 2025 film version of that book, Jeremy Allen White played Bruce.
I asked Warren what it was about Nebraska that captured his attention.
Yeah.
I mean, Nebraska, can I pull out my copy?
Yeah, sure.
Yeah.
It was a movie that I got at Pitchfork Records in Concord, New Hampshire in '82, and I took
it back to boarding school, and I was listening to it the night I got busted with pot that
my mother had grown and a case of beer on a Monday night.
I'm listening to Nebraska, and the house counselor comes in, and I still graduated, but I formed
this relationship.
It was a relationship with Nebraska that was slow.
My first response to the record was disappointment.
I was a Bruce Springsteen fan.
What kind of fan were you?
What were your favorite?
It was album number two that penetrated our household.
"Wild and Innocent."
Yes.
"Wild and Innocent," the "East Street Shuffle," and there was something about the sense of
place.
You know, you listen to "Fourth of July," Asbury Park.
And you, it's like the band,
on their second record there's such a strong sense of place and that's what hooked me you know there
are characters there were conflicts but it was the sense of place yeah so this this record nebraska
sounds very much like a place but such a different dark unusual place so how did you receive that
Well, it was so, you know, in reviews, Rolling Stone used the word shock to describe this,
and that was the right word. It felt like a shock. It felt like what it is, unfinished,
raw, imperfect. There were lyrics repeated in songs like he hadn't finished writing,
and it just didn't make sense. You know, this guy had just had his first number one record.
It had his first top 10 single, and then he made something that couldn't even be played on the
radio. And so I didn't get it, but I got him. So I stuck with it until it became my favorite record.
Did you really? Seriously?
It just took time. And I think, you know, there I was in school, like my first meaningful
writing teacher.
But when you say stuck with it until it became your favorite record, that's
years and years, I gather. Yes?
Well, so I had a writing teacher named Ward Just.
Oh, Ward Just, great novelist.
Yeah. And he-
He was your high school writing teacher?
Short story and novella.
That's pretty good.
Yeah, pretty good. And he was like, you got to read Raymond Carver. So it's like trying to
understand short fiction, and then you're listening to Highway Patrolman, and it's like,
that's some of the best short fiction I've ever read.
I, as a storyteller, I started to kind of get it. And it informed my listening retroactively.
I went back to earlier records to kind of watch the writer emerge.
It's one thing to write a book about the most intense Bruce Springsteen record. It's even
more intense to do it with Bruce. So how did that happen? This goes back to how Warren
rehabilitated himself after getting pushed out of the Del Fuegos.
I took a lot of art history classes for all the wrong reasons, which was I just,
I didn't want to be in another museum standing next to an attractive young woman
with nothing to say in front of a painting or a sculpture.
That sounds like a great reason to me, but-
You can stop at one art history class and it'll help you. I took a lot more.
I had a double major without knowing it. And then that knowledge base,
just kind of settled in me. And yes, I liked going to museums a lot more. My sister's a
painter. I understood her better. But years later, I'm going to have my first interview
for the Deliver Me From Nowhere book. And it's at John Landau's house.
John Landau, we should say, is Bruce's longtime manager.
What's a word to describe his relationship with Bruce?
He, you know, he came in the door as, you know, he was a journalist at Rolling Stone,
but he started producing records, which that is a leap few make.
But just tell me the story of you going to Landau's house and
how your art education stood you well.
Yeah. I knock on the door. John comes. And as I'm taking off my Carhartt jacket,
I see a painting and I point at it and I said, is that Corot? And John looked at me and said,
that is Corot. And I'm in the foyer.
Uh, I get the jacket off. I come a few steps in. I pointed another painting and I said,
is that Corbet? And at that point, John yelled to his wife and said, come down here.
There's someone from the music business who knows what's on the walls.
So we first just looked at art for like an hour. We just walked through his collection, which is,
I've never seen anything like it in a private residence.
What makes John, John is his esteem for Donatello and Guberti, uh, is equal to his esteem for
Heatwave. He can listen to a Motown record and say, this is, this has everything the Sistine
ceiling has. It's something that plays on the emotion, plays on the intellect and has the
capacity to change you as a person. I feel like those are the measures when you're looking at art
and that's how John walks through the world. All right. So tell us how the Bruce Springsteen
book comes to be and why it's a book about Nebraska. I don't know if that's because of
you or him. I assume it's you. I assume you came to Bruce and explain your relationship with that
unusual record. And he heard there an acknowledgement that most people wouldn't
have really been able to have and that that appealed to him. That's the way I reckon it,
but tell me what actually happened. Well, I think his, his memoir born to run is
one of the great rock books, but in it, Nebraska goes by in just a couple of pages
and then much more space is given to this breakdown to something that happens after
Nebraska. And my deeper feeling was there was some connection between the making of
Nebraska and that breakdown. And when I went into the interview, that's what I wanted to talk to him
about was, yeah, I didn't want a strict causal relationship, but I wanted to see how the one
led to the next. So you float this idea. How does he respond? God, it was just so interesting how
he responded because it wasn't a simple sign off. Like he thought about this and he's like, he knew,
where he was at when he came off the river tour. He knew that he was in some kind of trouble.
He knew that this record was about a time of trouble in his life that was affecting
his adult experiences. He was having trouble staying in relationships. He was worried that
he might not be a father, might not be in a marriage. What was wrong? And he kind of went
back to what today we would call a,
childhood trauma. And, you know, that's the childhood trauma being what exactly?
The way he describes it is, uh, when he was born, they went to live with his paternal
grandparents. Um, and his dad, Douglas had a sister who was killed on her bicycle around age
six, seven. And the parents never really talked about it. You know, there was a picture
of this girl who had died on her tricycle over the television, kind of haunting the scene.
And what the grandparents did with Bruce as the first grandchild was to withhold any discipline
and he could do as he wanted. And in his words, he said, it was the making of me and it was the
destruction of me. And that's the period that he goes back to, to find the songs of Nebraska.
How much time did you spend with Bruce to write your book?
It was really that day. And, uh, he gave me what I needed. And then my first two readers
were John Landau and John said, send it to Bruce. And Bruce was my second reader. And I got an email
from Bruce and, you know, it was, you know, one of those things you save. And at the end he said,
how can I help you?
And I, I said, wrote back, said, I cannot find the house where you recorded Nebraska. You can find
any Bruce Springsteen house online, but not that one. And a few days later, I got a no caller ID
phone call. And, uh, it was Bruce and he was standing in the room where he recorded Nebraska.
And he said, I haven't been here in 40 years, but the guy who owns it is the one who rented to me.
Oh, no kidding.
He said, you can come out.
And, uh.
Still had the orange shag carpet in there.
He had the orange shag carpet.
No, I did really.
Yeah. Yeah. Uh, and so, you know, you know what it's like writing a book. It's a solitary affair.
And in this case, I was writing a book about another man's solitary affair. And suddenly
I'm stepping into the room that I've been writing about for a couple of years.
With Bruce.
With the guy.
Yeah.
Who made the room.
Who made the record.
He asked you to take a picture of him in there, didn't he?
He, uh, for a moment, I, I was probably levitating. And, uh, you know, he, he found a way to get a man
back onto earth. He just kind of put his phone in my stomach and said, take my picture.
So I think for anybody watching this, you know, they hear about your life with the Del Fuegos,
you becoming an academic, becoming a music writer. I hear about writing, um,
a book about this dark, private record, Nebraska, and Bruce Springsteen's making of it.
And I think the one thing nobody's thinking is, oh, that should be a movie.
But it's Bruce Springsteen. So yeah, maybe it should be a movie.
The movie happened blissfully fast because there's an intensity to these unexpecteds in life.
So how involved were you and how involved was Bruce in the making of the movie?
Bruce was on the set a lot.
Where is it shot?
Mostly in Jersey.
On purpose so Bruce could be there?
On purpose. I mean, I'll say this. At one point, someone who is working on budgets
pointed to the number of dollars that would be saved if it was shot in Pittsburgh.
And Bruce caught wind of this and just said,
you're going to make a movie about Bruce Springsteen in Pittsburgh?
And that was the last thing he heard of Pittsburgh.
It's good to be Bruce Springsteen.
It had to be Jersey. It had to touch that soil.
You should say you're in Jersey also, so that's not valueless.
And the first day of shooting was so close to my house that I could walk there.
Seriously?
Yeah. So I walk. The sun's just coming up. My book is being turned into a movie.
I start seeing trucks. I see all these people that I don't know.
I walk onto a set. There are even more people I don't know.
Then I see a row of director's chairs.
And there's one with the name Bruce Springsteen, one with the name John Landau,
and then one with my name misspelled.
And it brought me right where I needed to be.
They misspelled my name. It's on the cover of the book.
Did they misspell your first or your last name?
My last name. There's no S on it. It just said Warren Zane.
Sounds like a cowboy.
And the person responsible for this was horrified. And I said,
you cannot change it. If this guy gets too big for his britches, we all have trouble.
How'd you like the movie?
I feel really proud of the movie. Like John Landau will still say,
a movie got made about what, up to Tunnel of Love, remains his worst selling record.
Like, what a thing.
But Bruce says, of Nebraska, it still may be my best.
Do you want to write a full bio of Bruce?
I'm writing one.
Oh, you are?
Yeah.
That was easy.
I'm glad I could give you a good idea.
Well, I haven't announced it.
So, like, your access in this case is, couldn't be better. It's remarkable.
And it's earned. I don't mean to imply it's not earned.
But how do you think about balancing access with anything you want to write about the guy?
Yeah, I mean, I think the code is, and I haven't, there is no written code,
but the code for the biographer, I think, should be,
you have to be willing to forfeit the relationship with the subject.
At a certain point, you're there with the subject, you're doing interviews,
you are collaborating with them, but there's a turn in the road where,
you're working for the audience.
Do you think you're going to be able to do that with Bruce?
I think he has a kind of sophistication about his own story that allows peaks and valleys.
A lot of artists don't.
You know, I'm sure that Bruce Springsteen has inspired, like, a million people to start playing music
and to join bands, but I don't know if I ever told you this, but, you know, when we were at that club,
in Greensboro, where you guys were on tour, and he popped in and played encores with you,
and I was just the lucky witness to that.
And what I heard that night backstage at the Rhinoceros Club was that,
if I knew what this is what it's really like to be a rock and roll star,
I'm not so sure I would have wanted to do it.
That's the Bruce message that I took away that night.
In my band, we were just getting ready to, like, sign a record deal.
And we did.
And then, like, a year and a half later, for a variety of reasons, I decided to quit.
Quit playing the band, quit playing music.
And so I feel like I'm the one guy that Bruce Springsteen talked into not starting a band, quitting a band.
That's amazing.
So if you ever, you know, next time you talk to him, tell him I'm very grateful, honestly,
because I loved it, but it wasn't the long-term path for me.
Yeah, he doesn't tell pretty stories.
Like, he's not interested in that.
And his ambivalence about success has been a constant.
And I think he's found a lot more comfort with it.
But in that time, he, you know, born in the USA,
the ascendancy that he experienced after Nebraska,
he really, a lot of the book is about him readying himself for that,
getting the support he needs, going back.
You know, they say, you know, you're not going to be able to do that.
You're not going to be able to do that.
They say, if you don't deal with your past, your past will deal with you.
And he made sure his past wasn't going to deal with him.
He readied himself.
Oh, look who's here.
How are you?
Greetings.
So I quit my band and became a writer.
Warren got pushed out of his band by his brother Dan.
But time can do interesting and nice things.
The Del Fuegos, including. Warren, have recently gotten back together to play some shows.
They were rehearsing out in New Jersey, near where Warren lives.
So I went to see them there.
I mean, it's been 40 years.
Right.
But had you guys played much between now and then?
I think like two times.
So this is a big deal.
It's fun.
I mean, fun.
It's a fun thing.
It's awesome.
After rehearsal, I sat down with Dan and I asked him what he makes of his little brother's unlikely career turnaround.
I'm just so proud of him.
It's been incredible.
And I know it wasn't easy.
I mean, it's a blessing to see anybody succeed in life and to succeed in showbiz and to create a space for themselves where they can really be themselves and be creative and also reach people, you know, and that he could he was able to do all that.
I think it was a bumpy road.
And a lot of the times that we knew you just because of the usual, you know.
Yeah.
I don't know if getting wasted all day every day brings out the best in people, but it didn't bring out the best in me.
How badly did Warren want to get his songs in the band back then?
Because he told us that was the reason.
But I didn't know.
When you're the little brother, sometimes you don't know how to really ask for what you want.
So I always wondered whether you maybe like you'd written songs, you'd say to Dan, like, I have this song.
But sometimes you have to say.
I have a song and I'm bringing it in today, you know.
So I was curious how that worked out.
I think he was able to ask.
I wasn't able to hear it, you know.
Because why?
I mean, I think it's threatening if you're in that position and you're used to that role in the band.
I think you don't want to be, you know, then all of a sudden now you have to share all that stuff.
You know, I think that's a tough.
You all got through it and kind of mastered it, it seems.
Yeah.
But I will say.
The distance between our, you know, vocations made things easier.
And from that time forward, Dan's been one of my early readers on every book except the first, I think.
It's been just support.
And that, too, probably made it easier to come back into the band where I don't get my fair share.
Never have, you know.
Later that night, Warren and Dan and the rest of the Del Fuegos took the stage in Montclair, New Jersey.
There were a lot of people who remembered them.
But I think the best part was that they remembered themselves.
The story of Warren Zanes is a story of flaws and of flaws overcome.
Mistakes made, mistakes acknowledged, and mistakes overcome.
Back in my apartment, he had offered a very.
Warren Zane's take on mistakes.
All mistakes are okay.
What do you like about mistakes?
In the best case, when they happen, they reinforce meaning.
Like they're actually not mistakes.
How do you mean?
Meaning when a voice goes slightly out of pitch.
Yeah, yeah.
It's probably happening because of the emotion of the lyric.
Yeah.
And if you fix that, it may be better.
But you have to weigh it.
Yeah.
Make room for the error.
Thank you for checking out this episode of Better in Person with Warren Zanes.
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Podcast Summary
Key Points:
Warren Zanes was pushed out of the Del Fuegos by his brother Dan, who felt the creative work should not be shared, leading to a painful but formative exit from music.
After leaving the band, Zanes transitioned into music writing and academia, eventually becoming a respected rock and roll scholar and author of intimate biographies of Tom Petty and Bruce Springsteen.
His deep connection with Bruce Springsteen’s *Nebraska* album—initially misunderstood—became the foundation of his acclaimed book, which explores the emotional and creative trauma behind the record.
Zanes’ art history background enabled him to connect with Bruce Springsteen’s manager John Landau on a deeper level, illustrating how cultural and artistic understanding fosters meaningful dialogue.
The book was transformed into a film with Bruce Springsteen actively involved, emphasizing authenticity and personal truth over polished success.
Despite early setbacks and personal disappointments, Zanes embraced mistakes as meaningful, believing they add emotional depth to performance and storytelling.
The Del Fuegos reunited after 40 years, symbolizing resilience and the enduring power of creative bonds, with Dan supporting Warren’s career growth.
Zanes reflects on the ambiguity of success in rock and roll, noting that Bruce Springsteen’s ambivalence and introspection were more impactful than triumphant narratives.
Summary:
Warren Zanes’ journey from a young band member in the 1980s to a celebrated rock and roll scholar is a powerful story of resilience, reinvention, and emotional depth. After being pushed out of the Del Fuegos by his brother, who feared sharing creative credit, Zanes turned to writing and academia, eventually publishing deeply personal biographies of Tom Petty and Bruce Springsteen. His work on *Deliver Me From Nowhere* centers on Bruce Springsteen’s *Nebraska* album, a raw, unfinished record that initially troubled him but later became a profound exploration of trauma, place, and identity.
Zanes’ background in art history helped him connect with Springsteen’s manager, John Landau, through shared appreciation for art and emotional authenticity. The book was adapted into a film, with Bruce actively involved and emotionally engaged, reinforcing the idea that true artistic storytelling comes from honesty and vulnerability. Zanes also reflects on the value of mistakes, seeing them as moments of emotional truth rather than failures.
Years later, the Del Fuegos reunited, symbolizing the enduring strength of creative bonds. His story underscores how personal setbacks, unmet expectations, and emotional ambiguity—like Bruce Springsteen’s ambivalence toward success—can lead to deeper, more meaningful artistic and personal growth.
FAQs
Warren was pushed out by his brother Dan, who felt the creative work should be shared equally. Dan told him, 'you've got to go form your own band,' which deeply hurt Warren and led him to quit the band.
After leaving the Del Fuegos, Warren pursued college, earning a bachelor's, master's, and PhD. His interest in storytelling and music history led him to write biographies, including acclaimed books on Tom Petty and Bruce Springsteen.
He was drawn to the album's raw, unfinished, and emotionally intense quality. He sensed a deep personal connection between the record and Bruce's troubled early life, particularly his childhood trauma and family dynamics.
The moment was a pivotal rock and roll memory for Warren. Bruce, who was touring, sang his favorite Del Fuego song, which marked a deep personal connection and a symbolic moment of validation for Warren and the band.
Warren learned that success in rock and roll isn't always about fame or touring. He found that Bruce's ambivalence toward success and his focus on emotional authenticity were more meaningful and inspiring than traditional success stories.
Yes, after 40 years, Warren and the Del Fuegos reunited to play shows in New Jersey. Dan, his brother, expressed pride in Warren's career and said the reunion was both a personal and professional triumph.
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