lack is a spiritual test

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Eilen, että se on kärsä, että maailmalla. Eilen, että maailmalla. When everything is rainbow is in lullaby land and you're getting everything and you're in a state of receiving all the time and everything is just in alignment all the time It's so easy to believe however It is so much more powerful to practice the faith muscle when nothing seems to be moving When everything is stuck and stagnant and you don't have the answers and everything is uncertain or falling apart and breaking down can you actually trust to? Keep showing up in your alignment even without you having the external validation Also another thing that lack is showing us is our ability to surrender Are you willing to let go of control and attachment to specific outcomes? Can you hold the desire in your heart while simultaneously letting go of the what and the when and the how and All the resistance that keeps showing up with it and also the way that you can actually neutralize your lack Is you find a way to be happy and Encourage and feel so much wholeness for anyone else in your reality that is experiencing something that you would like to experience too Instead of letting it be a dictator of your worth Instead of letting it have power over what you deserve you get into a state of Radical joy for what other people are getting to experience and you're getting to witness it for them because this is how You also neutralize your own energy field if you're in a constant state of lack You're weakening your own aura and you're taking away from your own blessings because you're disconnected from source Source energy where we come from is an energy of abundance It knows that there's plenty enough to go around that you are just as worthy as anybody else and just because somebody else gets to experience Something that you desire for yourself doesn't mean you're not worthy of it It doesn't mean that you don't deserve it It just means that the universe has divine timing for you and you don't have all the answers right now Can you trust can you be in a state of surrender? Can you know that everything is always working out in your highest good even if you don't have the proof? That is your current spiritual test right now and I can tell you that when you pass this test and when I say pass this test I mean you just surrender you just surrender to the unknown and you just trust and you step into your feminine energy That's no longer trying to control a hold on but rather surrenders Truly is when the universe can come and start blessing you and start aligning you with your higher path I can give you guys an example from my own life I was seeing this guy in the past and we had this Really really beautiful soul connection. It was immediate. It was something that brought so much Expansion and evolution into my life and I'm super grateful for him However, there were a few reasons that it was just not an alignment and I decided to end the relationship and walk away from it and It brought up a lot of grief for me and a lot of sadness Because as much as I wanted it to work with him I also knew in my heart that there was a lot of misalignment and a lot of big things that are important for me And I knew that I just I could not settle there. I could not Abandon myself in those areas of my life and I had to choose myself and After I walked away from him He got into a relationship maybe like four weeks later and I believe that he's still with this woman to this day and I remember seeing it for the first time and finding out about it for the first time and I remember how much It awakened and triggered a lot of lack in me because in a way I felt abandoned by the universe because in that moment I felt like this is unfair that I had a test of choosing myself and walking away and He just got blessed with this new relationship even though there was a lot of things that I don't want to get into because I want to keep his privacy but a lot of things that he needed to do inner work on still and I remember how much it awakened lacking me and how much I felt in that moment forgotten by the universe and it really Triggered and initiated me to go down this really deep healing work for self-love and For a healing with a little girl inside of me and Radically shifting my relationship with source and the universe and getting into a deep state of trust where maybe an old version of myself would have felt like I wanted to nitpick his relationship and Prove to myself why this is just out of a state of fear for him or survival or lack or whatever it may be and I was able to get myself to a place where I was witnessing my lack and at the same time I Recognize this deep inner knowing within myself that if I knew in my heart and I was able to walk away from something that I knew Is not for me for different reasons and I knew in my heart that this is not my path Then no matter what the reason is that somebody else got into a relationship fast It doesn't have to do with me or my worth or my value And if I know that this is not my path and it's not meant for me then I need to practice Radical joy acceptance and love for this person and only wish them the best and hope and pray that this is An amazing relationship that serves them because when I can get myself to be in that energy Then I know that that energy comes back to me and blesses me if I say in a state of lack and I nitpick and I tell myself why me Why didn't I get this why did he get this and I didn't get blessed with this and I just go down this loophole victim mindset I'm keeping myself small and I'm also preventing the universe from my lining me with my highest path that I meant to go on and Ever since then so many things changing my life I launched my membership I got into Columbia so many things are shifting my life I'm literally moving to a completely different place and I already see that the universe is putting me on a different path in so many different ways And I see how when I get myself into a state of trust and surrender then things start aligning for me of where I'm truly supposed to go The reason that I share this story vulnerability and you guys know I don't really like to talk about my relationships or stuff like that online just because I really believe in privacy However, I felt I need to share this specific story because I believe that so many women go through this and I feel like it's so important to share and Remind you that when you get yourself into a state of surrender and trust as a woman and you can bless Your past and you can bless the things that didn't work out for you even if it's not relationships Even if it's just opportunities or friendships or whatever it may be when you get yourself to a place where you say thank you I bless you. I truly bless you and I hope that you just get to experience love and peace and harmony And you send that energy out into your past then you're also creating space and momentum for the universe to bless your future On a clean slate because you're not carrying this old baggage with you and you're allowing the universe to shift your path and Align you with what's truly meant for you. 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We are back ladies and gentlemen So what I actually wanted to mention next is the way that you can actually identify that you're in a state of lock is when you notice that you have this incisive need to force, control, dominate a situation, resist, or manipulate something. Instead of surrendering to the divine orchestration, the way that you truly let go of the lock and you rewire it is you let go and you surrender to divine timing. You surrender to divine orchestration. And who says that it's easy? No one. Babe, it's not easy. It's not for the weak. It's for the strong. Having a state of blind faith, even when things are working out in your life is like not for the weak at all. It's something that takes a lot of determination, a lot of self commitment, a lot of self love, a lot of trust. But I believe that each and every one of you who's listening to this is more than capable of this. And not only are you capable of this, this is necessary for your evolution and for your next level self. We cannot be blessed with our highest timeline if we are constantly in a state of control, if we don't trust. That is not how co-creation works. Co-creation works by you trusting the universe, putting out the energy that you want to create and then letting life meet you halfway and lead you down your path that is your highest self, that is what your soul is asking, even though it might not make sense to your human self right now. And the reason this is so important is because our external reality is a reflection of our internal state. So if we can begin to cultivate unwavering faith and gratitude, even in a state of lack, what that does is it completely shifts your energy and you start becoming magnetic to abundance. So your spiritual test right now, in whatever situation you may be, whatever reason you clicked on this podcast episode, you know it. The test is actually you refining your energy so that you can begin to hold the bigger blessings that are coming your way that you can't even think of. It's about building spiritual resilience, just like muscles get stronger, the more that they're stressed and the more that you work out, your faith gets stronger in these voids, in these gaps, in these moments of the unknown. The test is literally an invitation to become more fit spiritually in a way, like to build the capacity to trust and receive more. And often when we are calling in a bigger life, when we're asking for something specific, we have to also trust that the universe is going to give it to us when we're most ready to receive it, not when we want it because maybe if you received what it is that you desire right now in this moment, you would mess it up, you wouldn't have the capacity to hold it. So often what we're calling in is so big and so bold and so amazing that we have to go through this energetic initiation first, we have to be ready energetically. So the universe is in a way testing us. Are you ready to hold this next level of your blessing? Can you remain steady and grounded and trusting even when you're witnessing a lack? Because lack is where you practice becoming the version of you who trusts and is already in a state of receiving. So what you need to do in this moment is recognize that the lack that you're experiencing is your invitation to deeper your connection to yourself. When our external reality is not reflecting back our desires or what we want to experience or it's chaotic, it's an opportunity for us to turn inward. So instead of chasing the external signs or the closure or the other person or the validation, you're actually being called into right now is to anchor in your own connection to yourself. It's to ask yourself, who am I without this external evidence? Can I actually feel complete and abundant within myself even when I have nothing outside of me, even when I don't have the validation outside of me? And I can give you guys just this really silly metaphor, but I think it's just a beautiful way to explain it. I want you to think about when you go out and plant a seed. What do you do? You plant it in the soil. And then it's in darkness. It's in underground. It's in literally it's in total darkness, but it's not dead. What it's doing, it's it's gathering energy. It's cracking open so it can prepare to break through the soil and grow into a flower or plant or whatever it may be. When you need to see yourself right now, it's like you just planted the seeds and your period of you experiencing the lack is this underground darkness season that's part of your cycle for growth. Think of winter like everything in winter seems lifeless. There's snow, everything's underground. Roots are deepening. And what the earth is actually doing is storing energy for the spring, for the bloom. So right now your season of lack is what it's doing is your soul is gathering strength to go through its moments of emptiness and go through the void and go through the darkness and come out of it stronger, wiser and more in tune with yourself. So I want you to see this moment as literally the best thing that's happening to you right now because life is recalibrating you. It appears your lack appears because your old patterns or your beliefs or certain attachments they need to be cleared out right now in order for you to make room for what's truly aligned in your next path. It's your chance to let go of the fears to heal your scarcity consciousness, to release attachments that are keeping you small and stuck. This is why I love everything that we're doing inside the membership with the EFT and the journaling and the workshops and the meditation challenges because what it helps you do is it speeds up your recalibration, it gives you the tools and the resources that you need to level up and to heal and to do it all in a safe space. So I want you to actually see your lack as a mirror. Your lack is not just about you, it's also a reflection of your soul and its desires and what it wants you to shift so that you can receive. So start finding gratitude when you feel lack. Start to treasure this lack because what it does it amplifies your magnetism and allows you to become a match for bigger blessings. And also one more thing that I want to talk about actually that I forgot to mention earlier is I want you to start shifting your trust from conditional trust to unconditional trust. So conditional trust says I'll believe it when I see it, when I have it I'll believe it. Unconditional trust says I'll believe because I feel it in my soul even when there's no evidence yet. This is how you become a master manifestor because you're no longer waiting for permission from the outside world, from the reality to believe in something. Think of like mystics who had literally nothing externally but were so rich and inner peace and wisdom. They knew that abundance is not like an actual thing outside of you. It's something that comes with your presence. This is what I think each of us need to learn how to cultivate. And if I were to say I'm perfect in this I'd be lying dead to your face. Like I'm so practicing this. Knowing yourself to practice this unconditional trust is so powerful. So what I need you to do is you need to start recognizing the power of blessing other people's abundance because that energy is going to come back to you. Energy cannot be created nor destroyed. Therefore any energy that you put out into the universe is going to come back to you at some point in time. Therefore no energy is ever lost either. No energy is ever lost. Knowing that when you put out love or harmony or abundance into the world and it's not coming back to you yet. Remember that the universe keeps score. That energy is not lost and it's going to come back to you big time when you need it most or when you are ready to receive it. And I think I spoke about this in a previous podcast episode but I think I told you guys about my college story about how I got rejected from literally every university that I applied to that I wanted to go to. And I got so many knows I had put so much energy into my college applications. So much love, so much commitment. I worked on it for like half a year, blood, sweat and tears, test, essays, interviews, exams, so much energy went to that place and I just got rejected, left and right. And I needed to go through those experiences because I needed to neutralize rejection in my life. I needed to learn a really deep worthiness test and can I believe I'm worthy even when other people don't see it, even when other people don't pick me, even when other people don't validate it. I went through like a really big expansion four years ago when I was applying for my colleges. And anyways, the reason that I'm sharing this is as you guys know and I share this that for my masters, I got into Columbia, New York, which is one of the top universities in the whole world. And the reason that this is such a powerful full circle story for me is to show you that all this energy that I put out into my college applications my first round and I didn't get in and I got no and no and I got rejected. And energy came back to me big time because I got into a better university than every single university that rejected me and I got into the program and in the right energy and in the right time and in the right place when I'm a completely different version of me. And now instead of being this young 18 year old that doesn't know herself and things that other people dictate her worth, I'm going to be going to Columbia from a state of power. From a state of I know myself, I don't need this. I'm choosing to do this. I'm independent. I'm free. I'm in tune with my purpose. And I'm choosing to do this because I believe it's part of my soul's path and all of that energy came back to me big time, even though it didn't come back to me in the actual moment in time where I wanted it to. The universe remembered it. I remembered my efforts. I remembered the energy that I put out into it and it came back to me 10 fold better than I could have ever imagined. So remember this that any energy that you put out into the universe, it's going to come back to you. So it's so important to ask yourself, what type of energy do I want to operate in? You invested so much love and care and warmth in a person and it didn't work out with them and they didn't know how to receive your love for whatever reason maybe. Just know that love is going to come back to you 10 fold. It's going to come back to you maybe not right now, but it's going to come back to you when you're most ready to receive it. If you put all this energy into a business and you got betrayed by a partner in your business or something didn't work out, you got money stolen from you, but you were operating from high blissful energy, blissful, sorry, not blissful. That's not a word from high vibrational loving in tune with yourself energy. You best know the universe is going to fucking reward you. It's going to come back to you and you have to walk around and the world operating that energy. Knowing that energy is never lost and any blessings that you put towards other people or towards yourself is going to come back to you. Envy contracts your energy. Blessing other people's blessings expands it. What you bless in others, you magnetize even more for yourself. And the last thing that I want to tell you is the universe knows the full picture. It's like right now you're only reading one page of a novel and thinking that your story is over. So lack is just this pause in the story that you're feeling right now. It's not the end. And I need you to remember that God and the universe is not done with you. Any ending that you experience right now, any breakdown, any rejection, any lack is not the ending. It's the beginning. And while I just feel so called to tell you this, like I really have goosebumps as I'm seeing this. I'm literally tearing up because I think it's such an important passage. The universe in God is not done with you. Whatever you're going through, I'm literally tearing up because I feel like this is on a collective energy right now. Whatever it is that you're going through that you feel lack for right now and you feel like your story is over. I'm here to remind you it's not the universe is not done with you. God is not done with you. Okay. This is only the beginning and so much good is coming your way and what I need you to do right now is I need you to believe and I need you to trust fully in your entire heart. And I promise you the universe is going to bless you big time. If you love this episode, please share it with another person in your life who you feel like might need to hear it so that we can raise the collective consciousness together. I love you so much. And if you haven't already, please also leave a review for the podcast because it helps other people all around the world find my show and claim their power as well. I love you so, so, so much. 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