Kylie on What No One Tells You About Giving Birth, Caitlin Clark’s FAFO Energy & Better Dancer: Travis or Jason? | Ep. 81

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Next time we have a clip of pinning women against each other, we're going to get the audio of Kate and Clark and we're going to put it in there and we're going to go, "Don't shout out to that." Not going to lie. This morning, the dogs ran in to greet me and they came with Bennett and I said, "Hmm, why are they all wet?" And he said, "The toilet." Let's get this podcast started. Welcome back to a brand new episode of Knock on a Lie. A wave original brought to you by DoorDash. I'm your host, Kylie Kelsey. Irish Wolfhound and German Shepherd Dog Mom to Patty and Freddie. Because they're my babies. Sometimes my kids tell me, "I know you like the dogs better than you like me." And I say, "No, I don't." But consider they don't talk back. "Yes, I'm aware Jason is narrating the Epcot Candlelight Persexual in December because I'm hype about it. I've loved Disney. I just love them." And I think it's safe to officially say that we've convinced Melala to be an Eagles fan. That's right. Look at her. She said, "Go birds, my girl. Oh gosh, I love her. I may or may not have been told by a little birdie that they were impressed by the electricity of the stadium, the electric bives of the stadium." Let me get it. Let me get a direct quote here. So much energy in the crowd. I am so proud of her that she made it to her first NFL game because she, her and I have discussed before, she loves football, but the European kind, you know. She has not yet been to an NFL game, but now she has. And she picked a good one, Eagles Home Opener. So to summarize, this Sunday, this past Sunday, as Melala said, "Go birds." Yep. Okay. Coming up on today's episode, "A Loaded Doom Scroll," where I'm going to talk about post-baby's birth control. I'm also going to get to some, ask me some things, questions from the real ones about how Finn is adjusting to her sister's starting school, who's the better dancer Jason or Travis, and how is that even a question, and how early is too early to commit to Halloween costumes? After that, I'm going to be joined by a hilarious friend of mine and a friend of the show. She's here to talk about something the real ones wanted a deep dive on. It's part of the transition from one to multiple kids. It's Alice and Kooch. But before we get to any of that, let's start things off with the rage bait of the week. Wow. Okay. Right into it, huh? Sometimes people can't help. But post fucked up shit that Queen Emma knows is going to set me off, so let's see what it is. Queen Emma, what rage bait do you have for me this week? Oh. This? This old thing? Got it. It's a TikTok, and the text on screen says, "Everyone's wives look like supermodels, except one." Okay. It's lots of athletes with their spouses, and they look stunning, and everyone is dressed to the nines. And then they end with me, specifically me in a t-shirt and an athletic skirt tossing jello shots. First of all, goodness gracious. The caption, oh, I didn't even notice the caption. The caption says, quote, "Jason Kelsey's wife is really down to earth." Okay. First of all, Queen Emma would like to note that we would typically ignore this, but it doesn't really, does it really? It has 11 million views that's so dumb. I don't know if it's intended to insult or intended to compliment, but either way, I think the point was missed just on the simple fact that it's unclear. So why are we trying to compare? Cut that out. First of all, you can't find a clip of me on a red carpet because you know where I'm not going to end up on a red carpet, okay? I don't get fancy. If I do get fancy, I have to sprint around a lake because the Uber driver dropped us off at the wrong door, and if I don't get in soon, I'm going to miss NFL honors and my husband being one of the presenters, okay? So no, you're not going to catch me on a red carpet because I'm late. This is a weird TikTok. It's weird. I don't like it. Cut that out. Also, can you please stop tagging me in it? You can stop tagging the show too, we've seen it. That's it for Rage Man of the Week. Now that we took care of that, let's channel some of this rage into some fresh, ask me some things, questions from the real ones because ask me anything needed boundaries. Seriously, you guys are off the rails. Ask me some things is brought to you this week by Pull-ups. And of course, we're going to do this, huh? Rapid fire. Are we? Yes. Let's try. First question. How does Finn enjoy being an only child while the older girls are in school, bored or reveling? Finn is enjoying being the only child, but I do think she's sad now that Benny is back in school because her and Benny recently have been thickest thieves. I mean, nonny, nonny, nonny is what I say to them. They, Finn will go to the snack drawer and take out endless, endless snacks and Benny will open them for her and then they will both feed them to the dogs. It's going great, so Finn just needs to find another accomplice. That's all. Is it Freddy? Is it Patty? Stay tuned. Next, from real one, Halley, help settle a debate. How early is too early to start planning Halloween costumes? Honestly, I feel like I'm behind the ape already, but I am every year. I order them when they go on sale, which to me, if the Halloween costumes are on sale, it's too late. So, I would say, beginning of September is probably a great time to start planning because if you're not going to just order a Halloween costume that's already fixed for you, like everything comes together, then you might need to hit up at sea or other things that might take a little bit longer to ship. I think, I think, beginning of September is a great time to start planning. You should probably have everything ordered by, by the end of September. Queen Emma wants to know if the girls have any ideas for costumes, and they have a lot of ideas for costumes. Queen Emma, we're trying to filter through which ones are realistic. This might be the year where there is not a group theme because everyone has an opinion now, including Finney. Next, from Hunter Albright, what advice do you have for husbands whose wives are pregnant? Ooh, have grace. Have grace for your wife. She is building a human being. It is not simple. She's literally creating organs. You are in the middle of a conversation. She's building a brain. You know what I mean? I just think that, like, if she wants Taco Bell at 10 p.m., you guessed it. You're asked to be getting Taco Bell at 10 p.m. And I'm not even a Taco Bell person, okay? I think that we give her what she wants. And also, see the light at the end of the tunnel. She's going to have that little muffin. You're going to love it so much. But just you got about nine months of nonsense that nobody knows what could happen, including your wife at any given moment. So just have some grace, okay? I always say, "I'm really lucky that my husband stayed married to me after being pregnant four times." I'm not nice, as appregnantly. I'm actually quite grouchy. And from Real One and Mariam, sure, who's the better dancer, Travis or Jason? Guys. The show is called not gonna lie, Queen Emma would like to remind him. that, but it turns out I don't need that reminder. I'm going to tell you right now. If we're talking about range, it's Travis. If we're talking about enthusiasm, it's Jason. I feel like I just nailed that question. Rabbit fire. We're still moving. Okay. And last question from real one, football, girly pop, an amazing handle name tips for overnight potty training. We are struggling. I don't know if this is right or wrong, but I think, first of all, obvious answer, such an obvious answer. Actually, I'm going to bury the lead. I'm not going to give you the obvious answer first. I'm going to give you some tips. Try your very best to not have them drinking lots of water right before bedtime. That's like, we can't send them up for failure. Second, I have them go to the potty again right before they go to sleep. Really like we've brushed teeth, we've laid down, we've read a book, we've told stories, we've talked about our day, and then we get back up, we use the potty, and then we get back in our beds, then they get back scratches, and then I leave the room. Okay. 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It is a huge accomplishment in our house when people wake up with a dry pull-up. That is very exciting. We celebrate big time, and it is something that they proudly announce. That's it for Ask Me Some Things brought to you by pull-ups. My guess at Allie Kooch is coming up soon, but first, we got to get to Doom Scroll the Week brought to by DoorDash. First up on Doom Scroll, I'm going to let this man speak for himself when it comes to post-baby's birth control plans, because he gets it. Queen Emma? I told everyone on the internet, I'm getting a besiectomy. And pretty much all the guys were like, you could get your wife's tubes tied instead, or if she ends up getting a C-section, they could just do it while they're in there, and I feel like those guys don't have a wife, because I just can't imagine that conversation after four children carried in her book with four births. Yes, immediately, yes. Green flag. First of all, if your wife just made you four human beings, you don't ask her for a goddamn motherfucking thing. You don't ask her for not a single thing. Also, also, I would just like to point out that it's the least you can do. It's the least you can do. I can't. There's nothing else. It's an outpatient procedure. You literally go in. You're not in there for that long. You'll leave with a nice pack on your balls. You're fine. You go back after a couple months and you make sure that you're tested. That's an important part. You make sure that you get tested. And then, do you think chicken wing? Guys. And then have at it. Ask her to get her tubes tied. What's wrong with you? What's your relationship like with your mother? Don't answer that. I already know the answer. It was a rhetorical question. And she's about as disappointed as I am. How about them apples? How about them balls, huh? And lastly, congrats to Team USA basketball for their fifth straight FIBA World Cup championship. Wow. Okay. The locker room champagne clips are top tier. But I want to shout out this one of Caitlin Clark channeling some F-A-F-O energy. Are you guys friends now? We've always been friends. Don't try to do that. Oh, shut it down. Shut it down. I love that. Why do people have to pit women against each other? Don't do that. As Caitlin Clark said, don't do that. Next time, we have a clip of piting women against each other, we're going to get the audio of Caitlin Clark and we're going to put it in there and we're going to go, don't do that. Don't do that. She said, don't do that. I love it. The only way to make that better is if she said suck my ass. But that's just personal preference. Maybe I'll tell him to suck my ass. She can be like, don't do that. And I'll be like, suck my ass. If you ever need backup, Caitlin, you let me know. I got you. Pagebeckers on the show actually told us something similar about the media always pinning her against Caitlin. Cut that out. Don't do that. 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She's Scotty and Pepper's mom, a great friend and she's once again not going to lie, Allison Kuch. Welcome back. Excited to be back. Now the last couple of times we got to hang out in person was earlier this year. You were pregnant. We were in Aspen. We were also in San Francisco for Super Bowl. So I of course have to start with how does it feel to not be pregnant anymore? - I actually love pregnancy. I'm like the unicorn. Like I truly do love being pregnant. - You lucky son of a gun. - I'm like it's right now, you should be checking it. - You're so lucky. - It does feel nice not sharing my body. It does feel nice being like, oh, I can like, this is 200 milligrams caffeine. Let's just do a few more. Like, it's like those parts. Let's rip it. (laughing) Hell yeah, just shotgunning like a Celsius. So I feel like there's parts of it that feel nice, but I also do miss being pregnant. - Do you still, do you ever still like, put your hand down expecting a bump? 'Cause I found that after every single pregnancy, it was probably around the six month mark where I stopped like going to rest my hand. - It's the worst of photos. - It kicks because I'm like, I just want to like, put my hand there, but there's just. I acknowledge it, extra, me. We should be allowed to cup our bellies in a picture and just be like, look, me and my organs, look. - We should do what she once lived. That's why it lives like this. - There's a space here where I grew a human, and I'm not over it. Is there a relief after giving birth? Do you have a relief that you can think of? - Like relief to like, meet my child. Like I'm excited for that, but then other stuff now. Everything else wrong. The second I pushed her, I was like, fuck. (laughing) Damn it, here we go. So happy you're here, also shit. (laughing) I'm just like, let's normalize that the newborn phase isn't actually the easiest phase. - I was like, it's all sleep all the time. - It's all scary. - No, they don't. - No, they don't. They, her wake windows are longer than mine. I'm like, this is not normal. - Yeah, newborn phase is like really scary. For me, they smell fear. - No, they definitely don't get stressed. - They do. They feel that, and they give it back to you 10 fold. Yikes. - Yeah. - So this postpartum, or like even postpartum in general, I feel like there's a relief. And like, oh, I'm excited to meet my daughter. I'm excited that like, I get to bring her home, I get to meet like the feet that have been kicking me all, you know, the past few months. But there's not really relief for me in that like, oh, I can't wait to feel like myself. I think I feel like myself when I'm pregnant. And that's scary. - That's so lucky. - 'Cause every time I'm pregnant, I'm like the second this placenta gets out. And I don't even blame the baby. I blame the placenta. That is a hormone bag of hell for me. - Wait, they showed me my placenta. He was like, do you want to see the placenta? Oh yeah, I got pictures of it. Four times, I've never seen it. - No way. The first time I got encapsulated, this time I didn't do that. But I did want to see it. And Isaac took a picture of it next to his hand. And it was, tell me, did you consume all of it? - No, 'cause I got subsist. - Not because the placenta, like maybe. - Who's to say? - You've never seen your placentas? - I've never seen them. - I think that's better. I'm actually very angry with the placenta, which helps me not be angry with the child I'm growing. I'm like, you're a sweet little innocent baby, but the bag of hormones connected to you? - The devil. - Sucking the life out of you. - Horrible. - Absolutely horrific. And I'm telling you, within 24 hours after that shit is out, I'm like vibing, just happy as a clam. I'll tell ya. - I can see that. - It's so good. Did you feel like the sense of relief when you released your placenta? Because pushing the baby out, I was like, oh, that felt nice. But then when they pulled the placenta out, I was like, oh my God, that felt good. No? I know exactly what sensation you're talking about, but the funniest part is that this time around, you were able to have a successful V back, right? You've talked about that a lot. A V back for anyone that doesn't know is a vaginal birth after a cesarean. So basically, after you have a C section, if your doctor advises, you're able to try and have a vaginal birth for consecutive births, you were able to do that. Now, Scotty was breached, is that right? - Yeah. - Is that why you had a C section? - Yep, so I had a plan C section. I knew like 30 weeks on. I was probably gonna have a C section. And I was okay with it, but then going into this pregnancy, I was like, if my doctor's on board with it, if my body is showing signs of writing, ready to give birth, like, let's try it. - Yeah, now, did you go into labor naturally? - Yep, my water broke on my kitchen floor. - How was that? 'Cause I've never gone into labor naturally. This fascinates me. - Yeah, this is gonna be a fascinating story. I was playing Kinetic Sand with Scotty. I was doing a challenge of walking 20,000 steps just to induce labor. I was making a video about it. And of course, my labor starts while I'm playing Kinetic Sand, just sitting on the ground peacefully. I stand up and I felt like a little bit of water come out and I was like, I think I just peed myself. Didn't say anything to anybody, just excuse myself. I was like, I'm gonna use the restroom. I'll be right back. It's just eyes against Scotty in the house. I go back and I'm like, if this is P, this is a new low. I give a quick whiff, didn't smell like you're in. I was like, I'm just gonna go about my day. That was weird. Go back, playing a little bit more. I go to stand up again in this time it like you could visibly see like water between my legs. It didn't feel like a gush or anything. So I was like, okay, maybe that is my water. And I just look at it as if he goes, what? I was like, don't freak out. I think my water just broke. To like freak, don't freak out. He was like, wait, really? He goes, oh, okay, okay. I was like, well, I don't know if it's actually my water and he goes, let me smell it. The fact that both of us thought to smell it. He goes down and he goes, that's not you're in. I'm telling you, that's not you're in. I go, I don't, maybe it is P. Maybe it is P, he goes, no, Ali, if you fear yourself, you would know. Maybe? Honestly, honestly, coming from someone who has been very pregnant four times, I can't say for sure that I was in shock. I get to the hospital and they're like, oh, why are you here? And I say, oh, I think my water broke. And they go, okay, so we're going to check real quick. They put me in a triage and they have like this thing they put up you and they check to see if it's your water. And she goes, it wasn't your water. I go, no, no, no, it was. She goes, let me go get my supervisor. I go, okay. Great. This woman comes in and she's been kind of rude. I'm like, oh no, I think that like that was my water. She goes, you peed yourself. I go, that wasn't P. She goes, you peed yourself and I literally stand up. I'm like in the hospital gown. And I just show her it coming out of my body and she goes, maybe it was your water. Yeah, maybe your test is wrong. I tried to get, I was gaslighted into thinking I peed myself. It wasn't urine. I was like, urine comes out of a different part of your body. I'm pretty sure, like a different hole. Also, also. Oh, no, this is going to make me want to find someone. Also, what happens if they gaslight you enough that they convince you to go home? And then you go home and you are in active labor. Yes. After your doctor has told you knowing your medical history that your ass was supposed to be in the hospital, the minute you had an ounce of labor. Well, so that's exactly what happened. They called my doctor and they're like, hey, it wasn't her water. So we're going to send her home and he goes, no. He goes, actually, no. By the way, I was also already five centimeters dilated. So he was like, do not send her home. I don't want to do a home birth. Hey, guys, if I wanted a home birth, the pool would be inflated. Okay, no. I want the epidural right now. I'm not even feeling contractions. And I want it right now. Did you get one? Was it glorious? Was it amazing? I wish you could get epidurals, like, for fun. Did you take a nap after you got it? No, I was like, this is too good. I can't take a nap. I need to experience this. This is going to be short-lived. Let me tell you, there is nothing. Nothing that hits harder than a post epidural nap. My ass is, you went to sleep after you got the epidural. Was there a drill like two hours for two hours? Oh, every time. I labored through the night and I couldn't even sleep. No, I am. Ooh, yes. I love an epidural nap. I want an epidural from like nipples down. I want to be numb from my nipples down. I want to feel pressure and that's it. And I want to two hour epidural nap. I didn't know I'd wake up with my teeth chattering. A little nauseous. I ask for a bump a zoe fran, and then it's go time. The bump a zoe fran is like, thank God I went into this just being able to like advocate for myself. Because the first time around I was like, I think I'm like really? Like not feeling good. And I waited so long to tell them that. And they're like, oh, we'll just give you zoe fran. This time I went in and I go, hi, I think I water broke. Can I get some zoe fran? The epidural. and a warm blanket. You've never had a better experience. I was pushing in my doctor, it almost didn't make it, it went quick. It was beautiful. It was your tall queen and you were ready to get these birthing hips. That's what it is. The first time I walked in my OB office when I was pregnant, the first time around, one of the doctors walked past me. He was like an older gentleman who you know had just seen everything under the sun and he was like, "You'll be fine." And I was like, "She's talking to me." "Go ahead, know you." He literally meant because I was so tall, I would be fine. And you were like, "Thank you so much." And I was four times. Honestly, the bullying in middle school was worth it if birth is that easy for me. Oh my gosh. Oh, did you get bullied? Wow. Yes. Okay. What? Just making sure there's one individual and I refuse to say his name on this podcast. He called me a man almost every day of junior year. And I don't know if it's just that he was short of that or what. It was clearly based on his own insecurities, but I will tell you what, I'll take getting called a man every day of junior year just to walk those, they have those children just walk clean out of my vagina. They literally walk out. Mm-hmm. Hi. Nice to meet you. Now, I do have to ask, how is Scottie doing with Pepper joining the family? Incredible. Is she? And probably not because I'm like this amazing parent who like really like, okay, give yourself some credit. But I will say she's in a baby doll phase. So like this is her real life baby doll. Perfect. And we still have like consistent things, like weekly that are still the same from like before Pepper joined our family. So I don't know if she thinks life is that different. Sure. She's. It's her baby doll and then the rest is just kind of like out of sight out of mind, which is great. Not so much. She does want to hold her a lot, but oh, perfect. Which Scottie is the size of a four year old. She's 40 inches tall. She is not a 99th percentile, but like technically 105th if you really want to get specific. And I'll just look over and she's picking her up and I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, no. Like yes. But it's, I think it's, I would rather have that than her hate her. So it's going, it's going really good. Now I will say, I think that at least in our family, our second child, she beefed up quick because I think she realized it was the only way she was going to survive. So like there's a chance Pepper pulls that. She might just, she's tough, she might be just built for tough, you know? Yeah. I think she is definitely, and if she's not tough, she needs to learn how to be tough. She's about to be you ain't going to have a chance out here sweetheart. There was a, there was a time I still remember we had this little tight slide in the living room. And Jason, when our second was born, she was probably like three months old and she was doing tummy time. And she was on a blanket in the living room and why our oldest climbs up to the top of the side and looks over the side. And Jason nudges me on the couch and goes, look, look, look, she can come off the top ropes. And she literally looked like she was about to like drop an owl bow. And I was like, why Elizabeth? And she was like, this baby is sissy. I was like, no, no, no, no. Just to me the end for you. Hi, mom. Yes. Right. I don't know if I like you yet. Mom, isn't she cute? Sissy cute. Yeah. Oh, God. But she's, they're fine. Yeah. They're fine. And almost seven now. They're fine. We're, we're the other two just as tough in different ways. I mean, Bennett, our third is she's going to take over the world and it scares me a little bit, but in like a fun to watch kind of way. Yeah. And our fourth is just, I mean, she's out here. She came out swinging. Just yesterday one of the girls took a book from her and she is wearing the same size clothes as Bennett. Her two years apart, they're, they're two years in a month apart that she took a book and she goes over and just starts, wham, wham, wham. I'm like, no, how about now? Let's have, let's have kind. You're like, I don't have a choice but to gentle parent because the, the children are doing the opposite. Honestly, I'm about to get wailed on, but, but Finn is, it's just because she's not even 18 months old and wearing 3-T clothing. Now that brings me to another thing that you have had a different journey with this time around that you have discussed a lot is your breastfeeding journey. Yes. Now I saw that I really enjoyed your three month update because that felt like there was a light at the end of the tunnel. Does it still feel like you've gotten on the other side of it? Sometimes I, I think breastfeeding is easier and, well, I exclusively pumped. Remember so that was, I bow down, I bow down, I'm not built for that. I shouldn't have done it. So I went into this experience being like, okay, you're either going to take the boob or you're going to take a bottle. It's going to be full of formula because I'm not doing the pumping bullshit anymore. It's just horrible for everybody. I hate everybody. So I went into it knowing that it was going to be probably a learning process. And it was because she had a tongue tie, a lip tie, all these issues. She honestly don't think she liked it. I don't think she liked it. I was like, we're fucking doing it. We're going to get this figured out. I had a lactation consultant. I was texting her every day. I was going to her house. I was like, what about this? What about this? I'm doing facial stretches. I'm like, what is going on? But I was just so like, we have to make this work. I need to try this. And then we got to the three months and I was like, wait, this is easy. And now it's definitely easy to the point where like, I can't imagine never bringing a bottle with me anywhere. But I'm like, every single day, I'm like, she's probably hungry. I don't know. Just put her on the boob. Like, we'll figure it out. Yes. And I just, I wish that I could just be like, she's eating. And if she's not like, if she's hungry, she'll cry. I just think, I'll look over and she's smiling and I'm like, she's probably hungry. I did. I did see that you're doing some weighted feats. Is that right? Some. Yep. A lot. Are you doing a lot? I saw you post about it and I will say, I had to, of course, it's always like the 2am online at 2am being like, how do you know if your baby is eating enough? Yeah. And then it's like, you can get this changing pad that has a weight in it. And I was like, is this me feeding my anxiety and allowing? And so the next doctor's appointment I had, I was like, hey, and our pediatrician is amazing. He's very old school and like straight to the point. And I like that. That fits. Yeah. That suits me. I was like, hey, I don't think she's eating enough. And he's like, you see this little line on my paper and I was like, yes, I do. And he was like, that line is trending upwards, which means you're doing great, mom. Keep it up. And I was like, okay. And he was like, if that's not enough, she should have X number of what diapers a day. And if that's the case, she is getting enough milk. There is no arguing it. Like she shall feed the way she's going to feed. And that was the moment where I was like, I have to trust that that is correct. It's just such a mental game. I'm weak. No, no, you're not. You're strong, but I am going to bring up, I am going to bring up a moment of weakness. Yeah. This was coming. You just posted an IG story the other day about something we got to talk about. Essentially you had people. We'll call them assholes in a comment section saying you are, quote, complaining about motherhood in your content, which happens in a lot of our comment sections as well to be honest. Really? God. Yes. Because I think that when you are not in it, when you're not in the trenches or you weren't just in the trenches, it's real. I think we get that amnesia that everybody talks about. I think that it's sensationalized all in front of you like that's what the world tells you. Like it's this beautiful, wonderful you made a life. You brought it into the world. Great. I'm so happy for you. In the trenches, suck my ass. Suck my fat ass while I'm at it. Now I know that you've talked a lot about that you don't read comments, but apparently only when you're in postpartum error. Yeah. Great idea. Sometimes I think like I'm already so down like let's just kick me while I'm already down here because once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere but up. Okay. So like I'm already here. Let's just. - Floor moves, Allie, until the floor moves, and I'm moving my own floor. - I'm in the basement. - Shit. (laughing) - Now, yeah. I would like to, sometimes, here, how do I wanna say this, going into social media, I always like to think, okay, if people are leaving a lot of the same comment, I wanna be at least aware. Like, am I saying something that's out of touch? Am I saying something insensitive? Instead of getting defensive, I'm like, wait. I'm like, where can I learn? - Yeah, sure. - So I feel like I come at hate comments all the time like that in a really bad way where, I mean, if you're in a toxic comment thread and you find your name, no one's probably gonna be fighting for you. - This is probably not a great space. - It's a dark corner of the internet. - And I still had that mentality, okay, I need to look, look, what can I learn from this? Except, I found that comment thread when I was sitting in a dark room doing a contact nap and I was already having a bad day and I'm like, this is a good place to cry. Nobody can see me in here. Now, in this IG post, you also said, if I'm being honest, I don't know who I am outside of being a mom right now, so I'm getting emotional. - What's I crying about? - I feel that, maybe. I feel that to my core. Your social team just screenshotting that you're like, this is gonna be perfect for the podcast, thank you. - I, no, I genuinely, when I read, like when people say, and I wanna really, I wanna make sure you understand the gravity of this, when people say things like that out loud, whether it's on social media, on a podcast, out loud, to hear it when you have thought it, or sometimes when you feel like you're like, almost just like, treading water and you don't know how to describe it. It is so cathartic to hear someone else voice that because I would love to have something else to talk about. I'd love to, I would love to. Glad you brought this up, like I would love to not be feeling this way, right? Like I would love to, I would love to enjoy pregnancy and speak about it kindly. I would love to have these, I would love to answer emails like an adult. It's not happening right now. And like you, I think from like what you've talked about on social media, I feel like there was a stride that you hit between Scotty and Pepper, where you were like, okay, here it is. - Yeah. - It's not that like motherhood defines me, I'm still Allie, I still get to be my own person, I still get to live my life. And I still get to be like the absolute best thing I've ever gotten to be, which is a mom. - Yes. And it was, it was like around the year mark, I had stopped pumping. All those hormones were coming back to normal. I was like, wait, this is beautiful. And I get to share my life with my little best friend. This is perfect. And that's how you get pregnant again. You're feeling too good. Damn it. It's really feeling myself. I want to say this, I think I speak for all of your followers when I say thank you. Thank you for saying those things out loud. Thank you for saying that it's not easy right now. Thank you for talking about the struggle because it's the thing that we've been talking about now, talking about getting your pink back. All of the things that you have been so upfront and forward about, it makes it easier for everyone else to exist in a world where we don't try and pretend like we are fine. 'Cause sometimes we're not fine. - I also can't pretend to be fine when I'm not fine. - Oh no. - Like, I applaud people who can make that, like who can do things like that. But I'm just like, what is, what am I being fake for? Yes. What, like why pretend? It, honestly, like it wouldn't help me and it probably wouldn't help you. 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How is that going? It's going great. Turns out it actually does help when other people are like in your shoes going through the same thing. We have like a low, it's called new mom's school. I think they have locations all over the country, but I joined it with one of my friends who gave birth two weeks after me. And I was like, okay, if anything, it's just like you and me going to hang out. We had the best group of women. I think it was 13 of us. And then instructor was like, this is the best group ever. Like, don't tell anybody, I told you that. No, I'm like outing her on a very public podcast. But everybody is so funny. And we're all second time moms. And we all had kids within, I think like six weeks of each other. And it is incredible. Our group chat, it feels very validating. There's people up at all time of the night. So if you sent a text message, someone's gonna respond. And it feels like I wish I would have had this my first baby because I probably wouldn't have felt so alone. Okay, well, I've said before and I'll say it again, one of my favorite, one of my favorite followers on TikTok. And I wanna show the real ones why, with a segment, we do called Doom Scroll the Week, where I react to all sorts of viral clips on the internet, but this time we're calling it Doom Scroll the Week, Allie Kooch edition. Brought to you by NFL Sunday ticket on YouTube TV, every game, every Sunday, all in one place. First up, your husband discovered perhaps the best form of birth control. He's like, hey, you're most fertile right after you have a baby. A little inconvenient if you ask me. Doctor goes, let's talk about birth control. I go, no, no, no, I'm already on it. He goes, no, not tracking your cycle, like, do you want a different form of birth control? And I go, no, no, no, you didn't hear me. I am already on a different method of birth control this time. I point down to my husband. The birth control. Because my husband purchasing these shoes is birth control enough. For audio listeners, they're toe shoes. They go around each individual little toe, even the pinky. I can't ew. What's the, what's his excuse? He said, I need to let the dogs breathe. Nope, but those dogs back together. Tell him his piggies are going to get lonely. And they want to be together. Please dear God, they are. And I'm just like, they can't be that good for your feet. Go barefoot, dude. You're, you want to, is it a barefoot? I mean, 10 times better. Get out there barefoot. - Go step on some rocks, some soil. Maybe there's a nail out there. Let's be a man. - Toughen up, toughen up, oh God. - Yeah. - Does Isaac have other beige flags? 'Cause I don't, I think this is a red flag, but I'm gonna call it a beige flag. 'Cause I like Isaac. He's a good guy. - He's a good guy. - I don't like him all the time. - But I love-- - No, but you got a great man. You have a great man. - Yeah. - And he, I'm gonna call it a beige flag. Does he have other beige flags? I think he's-- - I need a couple of them. - I'm trying to think of other-- - My consistent beige flag of my husband, it's always my example is that he is the loudest human being I've ever met in my life. No matter what he's doing, it's loud. Walking through the house, loud. Hey, be quiet, baby sleeping. - Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. You know, loud. I think a beige flag is Isaac talks to anybody and everyone. I know like that. Scottie would say I know like that. Because then I have to talk to everyone and anyone and everyone. And I know I come off that way on social media that I'm very outgoing. I have social anxiety. I don't wanna talk to everyone. So he can start up a conversation with quite literally, he's like the typical like dad. Like, yeah. I'm gonna talk to anyone and that's his beige flag. Another beige flag is he can't be quiet. If the baby is asleep, you are not allowed to go anywhere near that room. You need something in that room? I will go in there. Because somehow, some way, it's your breathing, it's your feet, it's, I don't, it's everything. So you know. - Does he snuff his nose? - Let me tell you. - Let me tell you. - When the baby is in the middle of us, which has been pretty frequent recently, when our littlest is in the middle of us. And I'll be like, she's right there. And I'll be like. I'm like, oh God. Okay, we're gonna show you another clip. I wanna show you this next clip because we talk a lot about how fucked up the phrase bounce back is on here, irritating trash garbage. Now here, you are showing your postpartum body. - Yeah. - Look at it. - No, first of all. - Ain't she beautiful? No, but dead ass. Yes. I should have cut the clip. I just kept going, I'm just like, good. You were like, let me make sure everyone knows. You, first of all, nailed that. Also, have you been able to give yourself grace? Yes, yes, I think it's, well, yes, but like in a toxic way. Like, I'm like, okay, my body will feel like my body at one point in the future. So I think I'm able to give myself grace then because I've already been through it. But I, I'm trying right now in this moment to be like, this is not my time to be like the fittest I've ever been, like the healthiest, like right now, I just need to just be. How the fuck do you expect me to get my shit together? When I haven't had my, oh, there you are, moment. And my abs apart, touching, nowhere near each other, actually. I'm on my second hernia right now. Oh, my God, two different spots, though. The best guy. - The first one was love and this one's high, it's fine. Like, how do you want me to get my shit back together if I'm going through all these things? That's also kind of where I'm at, where I know I'm not, also I'm not one of those unicorns who gets to lose weight while breastfeeding. In fact, my body is the opposite. They're like, you're breastfeeding. We're gonna make you as plump as possible. I just know that like eventually I will like be confident about my body again. And like it sucks to say they don't feel like that confident about it now. I feel bad ass. Like if somebody came at me and was like, wait, she looks pregnant, I would be like, you fucking asshole. I just carried a baby, what did you do? What did you do? I just grew a placenta. I grew an organ and a grew backbone. Here I am. So I, yeah, I wish I could be like that confident all the time like when I'm looking in the mirror, but my time will come. - I honestly think that's the best summary because that is, like you're not always going to be like, you know what, I am hot. I'm not hot postpartum. I'm not. I don't feel hot. I don't feel sexy. There is nothing cute about me or my attitude postpartum. - I'm also going to say like not going to lie. I don't know how people get pregnant before there's six week appointment because it ain't no way yet. Unless I'm the virgin Mary. Like I, there's a macular conception. - Yeah. No. You know what? Power to you, but also can bet your bottom dollar that's not happening in my house. I love that for you, but I don't have that for me. - I don't even have to love it. I don't have to dislike it for me. It's not happening. - Yes. (laughing) - My brain was like, when I get to that six, eight week period where you go back and they check you and they're like, hey, you're it cleared. I'm like, yeah, medically. Don't look at me. - Yeah, don't look at my, don't look at me. I can't even look in the mirror right now. Don't look at me. Don't look at me. Meanwhile, my husband's like, that ass. I'm like, get, go wipe the other asses. Get away from me. Get away from me. - My ass isn't what you need to worry about. Thank you. There's four other asses. You can go wipe by, yeah, every time. And that was Doom Scroll the Week. Brought to you by NFL Sunday ticket on YouTube TV. Now, I do, I do quickly want to touch on before I let you go. I do want to touch on your husband. We chatted about him a little bit. Great. I mean, the best. - Yeah, him. - But a congrats is an order because you guys just announced your brand new show couldn't agree less with Allison and Isaac. And the first episode comes out October 22nd on Netflix. Tell us about it. - Yeah, so we officially joined the Netflix family and so excited. I mean, for various reasons. I'm like, holy shit, we're like part of an Netflix family. This feels so real. I'm also really excited because this is our first project where we're doing it together. I feel like we make videos on like social media together, but we've never done a project like this together. And we've started filming and it genuinely feels like the best, like it's so fun. And I also, I'm just talking to my husband. So I hope I would be enjoying it. And on the show, we're just going to dive into like relationships as a whole, whether that be like friendship relationships, relationships with your mother-in-law, like all dating advice, so many different things. And it's coming from me and Isaac. And the best part is that usually we disagree. So when the show is called couldn't agree less, like we-- - It's with each other. - It is with each other. And I actually mentioned to him the other day, I was like, we should just always disagree. Just to like, somebody's going to disagree with what one of us is saying. So maybe we should just disagree more often. I just have like healthy conversations. A little debate team. A little in-house debate team. - Yes. - I love it. - Exactly, if you will. - I am so excited to watch if you ever need a guest correspondent. - Oh, we will be having yours, for sure. - Yes. - Okay. - So we get to talk about toxic relationships. And like we're not talking about our relationship. We're talking about y'all's toxic relationships. So it's fun to like give our opinion because you don't have to go home to this. - Right. - Thank God. - Thank God. - I think I'd be terrible at it, but I'll try. - No, because you have in the best way an unfiltered, like you get unfiltered feedback and the people love that. They need to hear that. Somebody somewhere is going back to their ex for the fifth time and they need to hear from Kylie. Don't you fucking do that? That I literally just told someone last week. We love the earth, but we don't recycle. - Thank you. - That's that. And I feel strongly about that. - Yeah. - I will say Isaac and I did break up. So he is actually recycled, but that's just another reason as to why we're going to give us great advice. - We've really, that's why we're going to disagree. That's why I feel like we come from such different backgrounds and I mean different religions. Like it kind of goes on and on. We are so different, but then we also have this like big beautiful marriage. So I'm like, who's best to give advice other than us? - Probably a therapist, but we also get good advice. - I cannot thank you enough for taking the time to come on. I, you know how much I love your content and love getting to catch up with you and chat with you. And I appreciate that you're having these very frank conversations and also appreciate you taking the time. - To fucking do a podcast today. - No, this was beautiful. - Super woman. - Super woman. - That actually talks back. It was beautiful. (laughs) - So thank you for having me. - So thank you for having me. - Don't come on at any time. - Amazing. Well, thank you so, so much. And we'll catch up again soon. - Yeah, very soon. - And that's it for this episode of Not Gonna Lie. You can find even more clips for my longer conversation with Allison, on my YouTube channel, on More Shit Monday. 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