Just Trish Episode for Oct 15, 2026

fall never arrives all at once first the air then the light and slowly the things you love begin to find each other a jacket meets a dress a hoodie slips beneath a blazer an old cap finds a new scarf because you don't simply step into the season you create it layer by layer until it finally feels like fall find fall your way at ross i don't like to talk to people when i travel in general because i just it's like you don't know who you're talking to i also i know i have a lying problem when i'm on a plane like i'll just start lying to you and i and that's only on planes that my lying has continued and i will always lie to someone sitting next to me so her name is trish she's got the fish and all the gossams filthy rich pretty and pink queen and says whatever you hello welcome to hot topics we are hot today we are hot h-o-t-t-o-g-o snap and clap and touch your toes come on that's some pep are you do you have a pep in your peptide today that was crazy i am really pepped because olivia rodrigo and chaparro have a new collab this week it's a surprise collab a remix no for expectations for olivia's song oh and new reasons to live in locks thank you so much god olivia and chapel because they knew i needed something to get me going it worked i've never seen you so pat that was like a cheer to start the day i know i'm feeling it oh my god well i love it i i'm gonna get i'm gonna turn it around i always preach like you can choose happy and i'm trying to choose happy but in the past 24 hours it has been a series of unfortunate events like okay grand scheme of things of course okay i will say a series of things that i've never seen in my life and i've never seen in my life i've never seen a series of unfortunate events for me but then you like put on the news or open twitter you're just like well i guess there's the worst things going on okay but just for a quick little for you said venus is in retrograde yes don't ask me what that means though i told her okay i'll ask you about it when we film and i'm like well i just all you know i saw on tiktok as i was just scrolling on elliptical it was like venus is in retrograde this is what it means and i'm like don't i don't even actually want to know what it means because then it'll be in my head and then i'll just like anticipate it and i'm trying to move on to fall never arrives all at once first the air then the light and slowly the things you love begin to find each other a jacket meets a dress a hoodie slips beneath a blazer an old cap finds a new scarf because you don't simply step into the season you create it layer by layer until it finally feels like fall find fall your way at ross the little uh millennial optimism right now so i am some millennial optimism it's gonna be a good week i know it's gonna be a good week i feel yesterday was like just a series of things that were just like anything that could go wrong could it kept going like today i was supposed to be lucy and ricky which are going to go i know you guys are like first world problems but i was like so excited to have these like wigs we like expedited them speed it spread them up everything like that and then you know my person's like oh they'll be there on the 12th for sure but yesterday was i guess it's now changed it's indigenous people day yesterday two days ago we're filming this a little out of order because my dating show is for you guys so i'm going to be there on the 12th for filming this week so yeah so we're filming these a little early a day early than we normally do but yesterday was indigenous people day yes which was a holiday which is like we didn't know because we're always working mondays and then i had to go do something else monday and then yeah and then the ups did not deliver on that day so the wigs were not here which kind of threw everything out because you book a photographer you book the space you book but whatever i had to wear my ghost outfit which i was worried about not being able to wear so we wore the ghost you're even in your halloween outfit which is cute you were eating a giant carrot today and it made me so happy i think you thought i was like okay i love the enthusiasm there too there was what else i don't know yesterday was just crazy and it doesn't matter it doesn't matter honestly it doesn't matter because all the stuff got everything works itself out i saw a lady that was 85 and she was good by steve duran herself and it's like just like everything like works out even if you don't think it's going to and that's kind of the truth because the world keeps spinning or it doesn't which means you're dead and then i guess you really don't care game over huh i don't know anyways happy to be alive i guess i'll just start with that i'm happy to be alive and not that anything was life-threatening yesterday i don't know why i said it like that as if something altered me but um anyways good news australia tickets are on sale uh australian and new zealand tickets are on sale now 3 p.m local time nope they already went on sale so they're probably still on sale because i'm playing arenas if they sold out in 12 hours then damn moving to australia i guess but i'm playing spark arena new zealand in february then i go over to australia and i'm going to be playing at arenas there which is so excited the rod lover lavar arena labor arena i'm going to be there i'm going to be at the hpc in perth i have two shows in brisbane and a new show added in adelaide and of course the tiktok center in sydney i'm very excited i can't wait actually like cannot wait for it i'm already like thinking about that even though there's so much going on here i'm excited for that i am thankful i am grateful you had a good attitude coming in this morning so i think that helped you're so you also just show up you you show up and i'm not like honestly like and i get it i'm someone too who's just like all over the so so busy and worked so hard i have multiple jobs too and both of our schedules but yet here we are showing up and i appreciate that of course like you really do happy to be here nevertheless she persisted yeah i'm gonna cry it made me emotional i'm crying i love that that really got to you it's so sweet i just feel like when you showed up i was like oh my god you showed up and it's literally like just a plethora of things and people and just like things that you know because i try to coordinate so many things and costumes and all it's just like and then you know one person drops out a dancer and then this and then this show gets postponed and then a day gets and it's just like and i felt like i was just i know i'm a scheduled person so because multiple parts of my schedule were just all like aligned just different people just i have lives i get it but i was like damn everything's falling apart but it's really not people are like yeah i have a day off but she freaks out if there's something in this in the schedule that's not happening it's like oh my god what am i doing yeah well honestly like i don't actually mind a day off it's just more of the fact that i can't have a day off right now because the book release and everything is just happening trish miss it's like everything is so on a schedule that i can't i do love a day off i do and usually when plans usually when things get canceled i'm like perfect but it just cannot happen but it does and that's life and that's okay again i'm alive and that's and you're alive most live everyone's healthy for the most part god you know you just see so much sad news i saw grace is going and then that puts in perspective and like damn bitch like suck it up you're fine grace how big yeah cancer spread to her brain which was crazy and insane she i think that's what kind of inspired me honestly to hold on to that millennial optimism because she posted a tiktok announcing it she's like about having to get brain surgery and remove uh three tumors yeah and she was cracking jokes and she was said she was feeling good and she said she was so grateful for all the people that she met when she was getting treated for breast cancer and she has such like a positive outlook that i was like it really just put perspective like you really just gotta have a good attitude i mean listen we can gen z likes to rag on millennials a lot but that millennial optimism is something fierce like bring back the obama administration hope core like that's what we need was that that's what i'm bringing hope yeah something like that it was hope with his yes with the yeah and he had like he was like in that cool art yes so that's what we're bringing back oh my god we need i know god that's crazy like yeah like, undergo brain, you know, like, everything. Everything that was, like, perspective, obviously. Then there was someone who passed away on the Goliath roller coaster, which. Yes, at Six Flags in Georgia. Oh, my God. And people are posting the last, like, the pictures of him. And just, like, I'm just, like, Jesus. Like, what is, like, happening? And it's a kid. And you just think about the kid seeing that. And it's just, like, I don't know. I think maybe then I was just emotional. Like, the world was, like, falling apart, too. And then just, like, I don't know. Everything's just, like, falling apart. I know. It's, like, bad news galore out there. Bad news. Oh, my God. Yes, RJ. Oh, my gosh. So young. Mm-hmm. I interviewed him for his Freeform show. Yeah, Switched Up Earth. That was, like, 2014. Oh, wow. He was very sweet. It just affects you so much. And then we have someone in our personal life, like, a young child that's, like, just. She is going through mental health struggles. And it's, like, so hard for children. I didn't realize this. It's, like, for children to find help. Because so many people won't even diagnose children under, like, 12 years old with, like, a mental illness. And we found out that, like, even, like, psychiatric hospitals won't take them until they're 12. Like, children's psychiatric. Like, we have someone, like, really close in our life. And their parents are trying to find, like, you know, the Boston Psychiatric Hospital and, like, Houston Psychiatric and, like, going to all these places. But, like, so many of them are either too full and won't take any more children or won't take children that are under 12. And, like, obviously, really, like, disturbed. And it's, like, it's been such a. It's just been such a wait. So I feel like. Like, I try to, like, keep it all together and obviously keep it positive on the show. But then you hear stuff like this. Especially with. With, like, children. Like, ugh. And then when the Chad Lowe thing happened because, you know, this, like, little girl going through something similar. It's just, like. But there's just, like, no help. And, like, everyone's trying to get help. And it's just, like. There's just nothing for kids. And it's just, like. Obviously, they can put them on medications and stuff like that. But it's just. Sometimes those don't help. It's just. It's been such a. It's just so awful. It's so sad. And then just hearing all this news. And just. I think it's. Yeah. I think it's, like, affected me more than I thought. And then, like, yeah. You hear. obviously I didn't know this actor, his name's RJ. - Yeah. - I didn't know RJ, obviously, like you know but it's just like like what is going on and how come people are it's like almost like people can't get the help because I know some people who like try and ask for help and like yeah the things are too full too expensive to that it's just like god it's just like what is what is going on and then and then you do feel stupid for your problems you're just like god my problems are like not that serious but then it's like you still struggle with it it's just like oh very very sad obviously the summer blur thing too that made me sad and then all the people obviously I get why people are not on her side and attacking her you know for being off her meds but it's also like it is like a mental health issue but also you can't hurt people and it's like it's just a vicious cycle the world is a vicious cycle and that's all the news that we're reporting on it's just horrible um sad news and we really try to keep it positive here but damn there's only so much James Charles maybe we need more pop-ups so we can have something to distract us in a healthy way I guess I don't know that's a little triggering too I guess seeing James Charles pop-ups I don't know it's been it's been a lot I really tried to hold it together but oh my god these past 24 hours a lot a lot but me scrolling by my notes I made a list of everyone Salma Blair has bitten over the years so I'm like I need time in both has she really she does have a biting problem oh okay well is that I'm not familiar with her disease or no not stop oh my god okay well I'm glad we can find is this dark humor I don't know I I'm glad we can like laugh about something because like what the hell yeah obviously okay okay so it's something in her condition that she has that yes I guess it's like an anxiety thing oh I thought she had something else ms yes that that is some one aspect to it maybe but um she did there is a long history of her biting people oh my god so also for context the actresses have been biting people for a long time um she's been biting people for a long time um she has been biting people for a long time she's been biting people for a long time um she's been biting people for a long time um she has been biting people for a long time um she has been biting people for a long time um she has been biting people for a long time um she has been biting people for a long time um she has been biting people for a long time um after being arrested following a violent incident on a delta flight um and was released on twenty thousand dollars bail she allegedly punched one flight attendant and bit another on a delta plane heading from Los Angeles to New York as I said weird times in New York yeah uh she also New York for this oh my god something might be in the air over there I don't know um and she also attempted to open the plane door while in the air and law enforcement was able to get her out of the plane was waiting for her at John F. Kennedy airport and they took her into custody and transported her to a hospital for evaluation what do you do when someone tries to open the door are people like attacking are they trying because I feel like that would be my natural instinct or have Moses do it or something be like go get that person off that door because like how are they keeping her from opening it or it just doesn't open or can it open midair well I don't know if it can open that easy right the emergency door obviously like it wasn't a success but did someone detain her or the other thing is I've been on a flight remember on the way back from my air as a church there was a flight where a guy was like swinging at people and then someone detained them like just another person like like was like on top of them but it's like that you can get in trouble for that too I don't know like what do you do in that situation because like I feel like we have to stop the person because I'm sure they can open I thought long ago do you remember the person that was duct taped to his chair like oh yes like they'll literally they did it the civilian people yeah they'll either use like um zip ties yeah duct tape or something just to I think you might have to right if you're mid-air I think too many people take too many medications well she was off hers same thing right so she takes too many medications now she off whatever it is like too many people and people get on airplanes and they want to sleep or they want something they just shove a bunch of stuff in their mouth and then they get paranoid on the airplane a lot of people on the airplane get very very stressed and they act a certain way sure but what do you do now when someone is stressed I feel like if we're on a plane and someone's stressed like that you just have to strap them down so they don't hurt anyone or they're a plane would you go up and try to take like I'm usually the first to do that yeah I think I honestly would too I think at this point when it's a plane situation I think we all just try yeah um that's my problem is I always like jump into action good or bad yeah yeah yeah that's so scary so we don't know what happened on the plane but she was so she we don't know if she was detained or anything on there yeah um her rep is she on the plane or is she on the plane I don't know she issued a statement and said Selma experienced a medical emergency that led to the alleged conduct upon landing she received immediate metal medical attention and is currently in stable condition when did she kick and bite when she got off the plane it was a flight attendant so I guess it was in the air because I heard the audio of the pilots requesting help on the ground so when they land they have some and then she kicked a nurse in the chest yes that was landing yes that's when she was sent for medical attention and she bit the flight attendant yes oh my gosh and in 2016 she also experienced a previous outburst while on a plane and she was removed from a flight on a structure while traveling with her then four-year-old son uh she said she had a total psychotic blackout and she attributed the incident to drinking a glass of wine and taking a pill like I said okay well there you ate that one Moses um you were right yeah when when oh my God when like edibles were kind of introduced to the mass public you know people were taking edibles thinking oh it's gonna be call me down on the flight and I'm gonna sleep or something but for some people it creates the opposite they get them paranoid guessing and there was so many people at that time that would get paranoid on airplanes and that was bad it was a colonial woman on the wing of a plane it's very loud yeah they is that what happened they took the yeah Kristen wigs character like this will calm you down oh that's right very very Christian way I saw another one of Christian wig on a plane this is very not on the topic but she was on a plane talking to a woman in a movie and they were talking about Trisha and how they love the name Trisha and how Trisha is like a good person to have in your life and how Trisha is a great friend and it's like a literally like a three-minute monologue with them talking about how good Trisha's is and what I remember uh it was like a show she did with her friend I think the lady on the plane the colonial lady in her had a show oh and they're kind of like in the same vibe obviously like Christian wigs in a different outfit it was it was a show it was like an old clip but I saw it resurface again and I really want to use it but they literally say the name Trisha probably 50 times in like three minutes and how wonderful Trisha is and I kind of need to hear that today actually I should be playing that for myself right now like Trisha's a great person Trisha's a great friend did you see the movie this show I don't know it's a TV show anyways I don't think so I'm going through IMDB to try to find it but man this lady has worked a lot she's she's booked and busy yeah okay so there was the other person that had a few drinks before the flight and then she ended up who pleasuring herself on the flight oh yes the masturbator on the flight where when I saw on TMZ like last week right oh that wasn't a hot topic time and place oh she was masturbating on the plane yeah hearing you know noises from the bathroom or from her in her seat she was half naked so people were like looking back they're like oh okay not even a blanket covering just like spread Eagle and flicking her beans how could no one is talking about that if that was a guy really I did not see anything about it oh my God what was our hot topic jeez I planes are God planes are kind of scary huh like you just never know what you're gonna find on there yeah and you are trapped in there with those people for wasn't there a Killian Murphy movie where he like stabbed somebody perhaps that's some likely thing for him to star in I suppose like back in the day I remember everyone's like he's so hot there was the Idris Elba Apple TV show I think it was called hostage where he was like on a plane that was getting taken over by environmental activists so terrifying and the whole um like eight episodes they all take place like in the air he's trying to get the plane down without crashing into some historic building why are they why is he threatened by them because they're going to crash the plane into some building or something like they're holding the everyone on the plane hostage how does that help the environment I honestly I forget the whole concept of it why the I don't know it was something with some building being made or something with oil and so they're gonna kill all these people okay well throw some paint on the Mona Lisa or something like that do something else not that that's crazy oh Moses hasn't mine too I thought it was a masturbator we love it it goes on for a while but I should start using those sounds now that we're dressing up for Halloween we need to start dressing up for Halloween that'll put me in a good mood anyways it looks like we did do the Lucy and Ricky today because I was in a bad mood yesterday too I was just like in such a cranky mood I don't know and I just can't get out of it sometime but I blame the news it's hard it's hard to watch damn I literally just opened Twitter for literally like I was so tired yesterday I opened it for like five minutes before I went to bed and I was like I saw all that bad news in a row and I was like closing it I'm done I can't actually take this in anymore like thank God I didn't bring up the guy who got eaten by a tiger as well but we'll skip that one um people people were on the tiger side team tiger yeah yeah oh because was this in a reserve it was in a zoo in England I want to say and he jumped into the exhibits This one is natural selection because why the hell are you jumping into a tiger? And he was pointing at the tiger like, don't do that. So he was, I don't know if, because the word caption is saying that he was mentally challenged in a way, but then some people said we don't know that. Yeah. But either way, you can see in his behavior, he was like talking to the tiger as if it was a Disney character. Oh my God. That's what I'm saying. I feel like we really need to like get this mental health crisis under control. Like we should be offering like therapy or like making it a requirement like as a flu shot or something. It's like you need to go talk to somebody today and then they evaluate. But then sometimes you talk to people and they like can see you're crazy, but they just don't want to deal with you. So they're just like, you're fine. Or they just prescribe you stuff. I mean, okay. I honestly would rather that at some point. I think some people just really go untreated, unmedicated. I just think that's, okay. Anyways, back to Summer Blair. So she's like 2014. Okay, so her son. She was with a kid. Sam, 10 year gap. And then in her memoir that released in 2022, Mean Baby, a memoir of growing up. She explained that she has a biting habit that comes from feeling overwhelmed in public. And some of the people that she bit include a family guide creator, Seth MacFarlane in 2004 because she was starstruck by him at a party in Vegas. Oh my God. She's aware of this. She's like been aware. Yes. Can you imagine you're famous and all your fears come true? Like somebody just sees you and runs and bites you. That's scary. Because they like you. She needs a muzzle then because like, right? Like then she, if you know that's what happens or a cone or something. Like if you're aware that this is happening, you have to take it upon yourself. Okay. So she's aware. She's aware of her biting problem. She needs a carrot. Just always have a carrot in hand. That carrot was huge today. And something, yeah. I think Moses was annoyed that I kept saying it, but I thought it was so funny. You're like happy. I was like, I know. Okay. As you eat it like, you know, fidget toys for people who get anxious. You need like a bone. A bone. You got a bone. Oh my God. And I, can she really not, is she really can't control it? I suppose. I don't know. Okay, I mean, let us know. If you're a toddler. It is like you're kind of a public concern at some point, right? Right, yes, of course. Of course. Yes, you can't just bite people. In 2006, she sunk her teeth into Sienna Miller at the Chateau Marmont when they first met. And then she also bit the finger of supermodel Kate Moss in the middle of the night. in the London Hotel Suite after a fashion show. Oh my God. Yeah. So she is, she's a chomper. And she never gets the vampire allegations? Oh, that's a good point. Oh my God. No vampire allegations. Why does she, and she says it's part of, what disorder is it? Feeling overwhelmed. I'm assuming an anxious thing. Being a baby disorder. Oh my. Like literally the toddlers do that. That's true. Like toddlers, like yeah, yeah, but they get over that quickly. Like we only had like one bite in our family and they were over it pretty quick. I wonder if she ever bit Reese Witherspoon for me. She's only legally blonde. Oh yeah. That's the only thing I kind of know her from. Me too. I mean no shade, but. And did she do? Did she do? Cruel intent. Yes. Didgeridoo. Moses plays a didgeridoo I found out this weekend. That's why when he said that I was like what? Because my dad's like Moses plays a didgeridoo. I'm like how did you know that? Oh. And he's like, because my dad was talking about Australia and he's like there's a kangaroo song that has a didgeridoo and I'm like who has a didgeridoo? He's like Moses knows how to play it. I'm like you know how to play it? And he's like yeah when he's at our house he played a didgeridoo. I was like oh okay. That kind of makes sense. Anyways that's how we know. You could also do like an exorcism with a didgeridoo. Really? Like remember Kaya Gerber she said her mom got her With a didgeridoo? Yeah with a didgeridoo. Okay well we don't luckily we don't know anybody who needs an exorcism but I don't want it added to the list. You know what I mean? I feel like there's always something okay. Didgeridoo. Why did you bring that up? Did she do cruel intentions? Oh did she do it? He didn't. Cruel intentions. I never saw. That was kind of before our time. Way before yours. Definitely before mine was too little. Yeah I just know because I feel like when her and Sarah Sarah Michelle Gellar I want to say. Yeah. I feel like people made a big deal when they were like seen together as adults or a couple years ago. Oh because were they kids when they did that movie? Like early 20s I want to say. Thank you so much to Skims for sponsoring today's episode. Oh my gosh. I have been so obsessed with Skims since they started of course. 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Thank you so much to Skims. for sponsoring today's episode. Are they that much older? Why did I always think they were kind of the same age as them but that might make sense I guess. 54 or something. Oh she's like still young enough to you know. What is the what is the punishment and what is the treatment? Like what is you know what I mean like what is she I guess when you plead insanity I guess you get away with a lot of stuff. Well right now she pled not guilty as to the charges from the plane incident but. But that happened. How do people not get guilty when people see something? I think don't you get quarantined first? With what? Like when dog bites they get quarantined. No seriously what if she has a disease or something? Well maybe maybe I don't know that but I'm saying if she pled not guilty but everyone saw her do this like you're obviously guilty. Oh well she means by insanity like not guilty. But she she's off of her meds. No she pled not guilty period. But that's what she's going to reason it. It's like Lindsay Clancy saying not guilty. Oh I thought Lindsay Clancy did plead guilty. Um it's complicated. Okay. She never really but she did. Okay. Okay. Um damn. So not guilty. That is kind of a crazy thing though. Uh well hopefully I don't know because also like what putting her in prison I mean like what does that help? Should I not go to the bars? That is kind of scary actually. Oh my god I'm scared for her. That scared me. I don't know why that whole thing scared me. I think it scared me also like I really don't have any judgment because I'm like that like very well could be like you know what I mean like I obviously have like mental illness in me and it's like damn if you really just go untreated for a minute that could be me and it's like kind of scary. Every time I'm on a plane I'm like hopefully someone can like watch me. I mean I'm not scared of myself on a plane but like back in the day you know. Yeah yeah yeah. I was definitely like drinking, doing pills and then you're just like Yeah there's a timeline where like if you don't get it together or if you're aware of your bad habits so to speak and you just go unchecked for too long you know. Because I do know how it feels to be not in control of your actions. But yeah on a plane you need to be in control of that. Not to make everything about me but if I was on that plane I would be so pissed at Selma Blair. Like I'm sorry. Like lovely glee blonde and everything but Why? Why would you be pissed because you're like Because you know like I want to I hate like being stuck on a freaking plane it is the worst. Why were they stuck? I thought they were in the air. I know but when you get down it's a whole you got to wait for them to like get her off and everything and to DeBoer like you know it's going to set everyone back like at least 45 minutes minimum right? Oh yeah yeah that is I would be annoyed as hell. Yeah. Just God these yeah. And there's no way of knowing. In LA to New York it's already a long flight. You're right. Girl I would be really mad at you Selma Blair if I was on that flight. Yeah. I think I think we need to get it together. You know I always have sympathy for people with mental health issues but kicking someone and biting someone causing the whole plane to be disturbed because what if other people had anxiety on that plane? At least the lady masturbating was having a good time you know it was all fun and games for her. I don't know if that's any better. Well at least no one got hurt. Oh my what there was kids? Maybe worse things she squirted I guess that could be the worst case scenario. I would die. What if she had no I hate all of it. Ew. We need more private jets. I don't know. Yeah that's Moses' platform today everybody. More private jets. Smaller groups of people in airplanes. Yeah that's that's where it is. The environmentalists are going to come get you now. I don't know. I don't know what to think about this. Well I'm glad I don't know. I mean flying is a lottery. You never know what you're going to get who's going to sit next to you. That's true. Oh like the Owen Thiel Andrew Garfield of it all you don't know if you'll be stuck in the air with celebrities celebrity will ruin your flight someone will be squirting like it could go either way. It'd be kind of fun to be like I guess like if you had to be stuck if you're going to be stuck with like Owen Thiel Andrew Garfield on your plane. Yeah that was a key and now like Owen Thiel being friends I think he invited one of the guys he was stuck with who he got P.F. Changs with on his podcast. Oh really? It was a key. Did you talk about it? Oh I didn't see. And how they're friends I'm like I would honestly do that if I could be friends with like Owen Thiel and stuff like yeah I'll be stuck on a flight that Owen Thiel went down. Like that's fierce. I don't like to talk to people when I'm i travel in general because i just it's like you don't know who you're talking to i also i know i have a lying problem when i'm on a plane like i'll just start lying to you and i and that's only on planes that my lying has continued and i will always lie to someone sitting next to me so i fear it's a good idea for a movie it's a good idea for me like snakes on a plane lying on a plane yeah something oh i lied on a plane all the time when i was like 13 i'd be telling people i was married i would literally wear like a fake ring and i'd be like i'm married and i have kids and i was like 13 and nobody was like all caused for alarm back then they're like okay and but i would say i was married i still i still will lie if someone started talking to me on a plane and you're not someone that knows me i am going to lie to you because i don't want to give you my information just don't bite anybody and then yeah well yeah i've never was a fighter thank goodness but yikes well another 90 star i saw this is just me an excuse to talk about the new show carrie but i saw a tiktok that said it was a matthew lillard but it just said i didn't know trisha paytas was in the new uh carrie show and it was just like a slideshow of matthew lillard in the show and i was like this is so niche but also like so directly targeted for me that is so funny whoever did that tiktok knows me well because i have said i've gotten matthew lillard since i was a kid and we actually do have all my look likes like i've also gotten and people think it's a joke but it's not i really have gotten samuel jackson a lot when i was a kid too but i used to get matthew lillard a lot obviously i see matthew lillard a little more i just think with like i think samuel jackson is a little bit more i think samuel jackson also has a far part eye so i think that's why the eyes and maybe a little bit of the nose but i think matthew lillard i saw because we have like littler teeth and littler lips and like the smile and stuff like that so um i think they're both handsome men but i always i always got the matthew lillard and that's such a that is very neat very very very i love that though is he the new carrie he is that why i wait no is he the new carrie is he in the new carrie yeah he's playing the 16 year old again he is the principal of the school he always goes to right wasn't he the principal and he's all that with um oh the addison ray one and then in fnaf he's just uh an hr guy i think yeah and evil bunny rabbit or whatever were we talking about how oh we were talking about how he like doesn't make money off movies but just conventions now yeah well i feel like now he must but especially back in the day when he was doing like scooby-doo i think specifically he was like oh i didn't really make money from scooby-doo and i still had to like yeah that's crazy but now i think the deals are better as far as like the residuals from like streaming and also like you get back into box office a lot now so i feel like agents are more wise to the ways of hollywood but yeah he's in the new prime video series carrie based off the stephen king novel i've never seen any of the carries any of the movies i don't love it i know it's like classic i don't love it i loved the show for the most part i thought it was such a you watched it i watched it yeah we finished it this when it came i came out like thursday i finished it by like saturday i think um i loved it for the most part there is such a debate though because i guess in the book the original stephen king book he describes carrie as being like a big girl with acne and in the purists are like and the girl who plays carrie in the prime video series she's like a cute girl and but she's kind of serving like amish tea like her amish tea is hot like she is so cute like and she just looks very like wholesome she wears like long skirts and stuff so i could see why she would be bullied in high school but people are like she's too pretty she's too pretty to be carrie and i'm like but pretty girls were bullied in high school as you can attest i was i was yes that was definitely problems too i know what they mean though because okay as a fatty if there's like a fatty representation in the book with acne and i was a fatty with acne it's like we would love to see that carrie maybe because even the original sissy space like is like is pretty like obviously chloe grace moretz played her carrie in like 2012 or 2013 it's all they are thin which then you can argue with me on this one but i'm not i'm gonna stand by it ten toes down then we'll always be looked at as attractive like you could be an ugly thin person but that person even if you're like a beautiful big girl like myself the thin person's always gonna be picked i would i i know nine out of ten as more attractive because they're thin so i think that there was a fat girl in the book there should be a fat girl in the in the um in the show yeah people don't even just want her to be like curvy or whatever though they want her to be like disgusting and i'm like well it's still a tv show like we still want to like like the girl a bit you know so i'm like no shade no shade no they want her to be like like you can't even look at her like they want her to be like just like welts all over her face and neck and just like like an ogre the way that they're describing this girl and i'm like it was it's still hollywood you guys like let's be realistic and then what are we gonna do feed her to the wolves because guess what the whole every like tweet and instagram post is gonna be who the hell cast this ugly ogre wench to be in this show i think i don't want to name names but there are people who are like there are big people who've been cast in hollywood that are very celebrated you know what i mean it's not even just big it's like ugly foul looking that they want i think even ugly foul looking as attractive you know like i don't know i don't know what i mean like i think like can you give me some examples i can think of one and i don't want to say but i don't think this person is that's what i'm saying i don't think this person is ugly but she was cast as like a big supposed to be like unattractive person and you sent me a video of her today and i was like she's fierce like and my point is she was casted to be this kind of like unattractive like person but now she's so fierce you know what i mean so we can definitely get behind just like people did i think just because obviously like nicola cochlan is not unattractive but like same thing in the book they describe penelope as being like ugly and it's like okay they kind of ugly fight her in the first seasons but now we all champion her and she's like a goddess you know what i mean that's an argument to be made yeah i think like yes and you can obviously make someone a little more unattractive obviously no i don't think anyone's welts and moles and just everything like that i think you can make them a little more but we need the overall stature there you know what i mean i don't know are people really demanding for people of shrek that's true that's a fair point you know i don't know give ogres love too i would love to see i would love to see a big big lead i love a good like witchy darian's complaint was it's a little too girl bossy and then i got really woke on him too i was like so all because it's a show about women having powers and being in control that may automatically make us a girl boss and he and then he was like oh yeah okay i see what you mean i'm like thank you this world of misogyny we have to correct them tell me about it sometimes i can agree i feel like disney movies can be a little too girl boss sometimes oh yeah very much the um girl meets world trend on tiktok was like so funny i love there's that one girl that always pops up and does it so well it's like so yeah i am gonna be eating a hot dog in a hamburger world like and if that makes me crazy so be it and that's like it's i don't know it's so niche because it's like i don't even watch i guess i watched movie a little bit i didn't really that it's like okay it's a little too much but yeah i guess i guess we need it in a world that's trying hard to bring us down as women so yeah it's better to be a little too much i feel like i didn't react enough when you told me a last episode about the shane gillis i didn't really see it i didn't see like the monologue so i kind of was like damn that seems a little harsh and then obviously i saw it i was like oh wow that's kind of crazy that that happened on snl so i feel like my reaction obviously that episode hasn't aired yet because we're filming this before the episode goes out but i just was like thinking about it i was up like last night thinking about it in my emotional state that i honestly would think i was pregnant if my child was pregnant i tubes were not i honestly think i was pregnant because i was like what the hell is wrong with me but i was like thinking about that i was like because i saw then i saw the dan levy clip i saw all the clips and i was like that's kind of crazy actually that they just like let that on there and like kind of no one said anything because like that's wild i know just to be like you're whore because you're athletic wear i'm like that was that's crazy yeah i was thinking about it too because i'm like there are jokes to be made about like the neon and like how some of the prints and stuff are just like crazy for the gym but to automatically equate athletic wear with being a whore is like crazy not i thought you meant neon the stream where i was like yes you're like me on the color got it the color scheme yes um yeah that was crazy anyways i had to say that because i saw i actually saw the club and i was kind of like oh and the way he like delivered it too i was kind of like okay anyways yeah but wild um oh my god i have a good transition from that one though speaking of children that were locked away did you edit the et one with colin gosling did you edit it yeah that one okay i'm excited for this because he's also on jay shetty yes i k plus eight is it's that same time frame that i love to talk about it's like the prime time or not prime time um catch a predator like k 2000 yeah did you watch k plus eight i i watched johnny k plus eight so i was such a big fan that i had the dvd box sets okay so you were like i was like really watching it and i was in high school because this was what like 2007 that sounds right yeah so i must have been like 14 years old watching this yeah i was like it might have been even a little earlier i feel like i was also in high school but maybe not it could have been 2007 maybe it was after i got out of high school but it was um crazy so he has a book coming out which i didn't know i'm like i'm gonna be so seated for this book because like what year was it was it 2007 2007 is when it first premiered yeah okay okay that makes sense that's crazy because i remember it so vividly but maybe i was watching it so he's now what he's like 22 yeah and he's because i saw et i was like oh my god this is like actually yes he's 22 so he was saying that like obviously i want to read his book is the book out now or something and i'm like oh my god that's so sweet there's 5 000 memoirs coming out the same time as because he was always the one that like I think like later on lived with John so he was kind of saying okay Kate Gosselin how do you even describe her she's like the original Karen haircut she was the original Karen had like six babies awful to her husband I think we know I know the clips where we've seen the clips of her just like being horrible to John and like this is the problem right it's kind of the Abby Lee Miller effect where people like see this problematic woman and like oh she's so camp like sometimes I'll look at the one with John where he's just like breathing she can you stop breathing so a lot like it's like oh my god she's so funny she's so camp like whatever but then it's like she these kids especially Colin said that he was like locked it's giving um who was the Ruby is it Ruby Frank was that the one yeah uh yes the Frankie family yeah the one I like also same thing Colin now saying that he would like she would be like locked in a room I was kept in essentially what was a jail cell it was a room not even in the finished part of our basement it was in the unfinished part all the way pushed in the back behind storage shelves I was put back there like an item like an animal in a room that my mom had specifically built for me and it had two cameras one facing above the door facing the mattress I slept on another one facing the door from the side and a tiny little window in the corner the cameras had audio and I had to stand in front of the camera and ask my mother to come up and use the bathroom to come down and unlock the door and that's that's where I spent my days and like had she had like a camera like two cameras in there and he like had to ask to like go to the bathroom and then like get locked right back in there and like how okay how long did k plus it johnny keep us because that went on for I mean it had to be on for like six or seven seasons right she was on dancing with the stars I mean she got like all these surgeries like obviously camera crews everywhere like how did no one say anything I know well she for context you in the show she would talk about like how Colin specifically was having like behavioral issues and uh how he was giving her trouble at some point when after she got divorced it became k plus eight and then she stopped filming with Colin and then she had a whole episode where she talked about how there's just like a lot of issues that he has to work on basically put everything on behavioral issues so socialization issues because he did have like anger problems as a kid but what Colin's context is he was adamant from a very young age that he didn't want to film like he didn't want to be on camera and he was the only one out of the kids that like just did not want to be filmed he wasn't happy being filmed um even though he couldn't like really vocalize it or say why like he just was uncomfortable with it and his like punishment for not going on and cooperating was uh he would be his room his bedroom was like in the basement behind these like storage shelves so not even like the furnished basement it was like this makeshift room behind all the storage stuff and he was trapped down there he would he says he would only get a couple books and that's pretty much it and he would have to have like two cameras so he could like talk to his mom and be like i need to use the bathroom and then she would come and unlock the room so he could come up and use the bathroom because he didn't have like access to like a toilet down there he says that's insane and then she's and then kate's like he he uh has like a he like has a misremembering like or fabricates the things or something like that she's like denying it which is like oh because then he ended up living with his dad and he said because i saw i saw like okay well where was john and he said that kate told him that john didn't want to see him anymore and then she told john that colin didn't want to see him and that's why they were separated yeah and because he says even with the siblings like he doesn't hold ill will towards his siblings because like he says his mom just like manipulated all of them and he did have anger issues when he was a kid because he was like mistreated for not wanting to film so he was kept away he would be um like homeschooled and like went through another program while so he would watch all his uh siblings be take the bus to go to regular school he would be kept home and then he would get this other program but he says like even though technically he was like during doing this homeschooling like he actually wasn't receiving any education he wasn't being socialized um he says that at one point when he tried to run away he was like i have nowhere to go because if i go to any of my neighbors they'll just bring me back home so he went back home kate saw that he tried to run away and then bound him allegedly uh bound him like zip ties with his wrists and his ankles like allegedly slammed him in the ground and then he had to be taken to the hospital but he says that like she um must have done something to cover up the medical records because like he was covered in like sweatpants and a sweatshirt so they couldn't like see the injuries when he when he went and he said like i know for a fact like if i can get those records like it would prove everything but she just like had the whole town like under like she just checked every box and she was so manipulative that she just wouldn't let anything get out she needs prison that's crazy even on the show like the household and like how she was with the kids was awful but then it's like obviously we see that on tv and it's like what is going on behind this like and obviously there's people that probably saw this happening right like it's like john could probably attest to like keeping them away from each other and he said that when the camera crews were around he actually liked part of it because she would be nicer because she's like performing like trying to be a good mom but then when the camera crew wasn't around she got it was just like unleashed and oh also for context why he was kept um from school is one day he said his mom pinched him so hard that he had like a pink and black and blue with bruises and uh someone at the school asked and she made up an excuse and then once he was like physically showing signs of abuse kept him home to um not have any of that okay so there's people who see it like the teacher saw his ear purple so like how is she not and that's a red flag if a kid stops going to school right after for sure that happens that is that's that's why like give him get him like a nanny get him something because it's like obviously you start making money she's getting all those cosmetic procedures sunday and starts doing all these things it's like then get someone to like care for him if you don't want to like it's so so bizarre i don't know like ah that makes me so sad he seems pretty like well adjusted for i'm glad he's like able to like make a living off this now like doing his memoir because people are i think i think entertainment tonight who interviewed him it wasn't danny dark or somebody else but yeah the main was it kevin how's kevin frazier yeah yeah and he was just like what do you say now to people who are like well you're on special forces you're doing the stuff on tv he's like well i'm an adult now like i have like a choice like not being a choice when you're a kid and you have like an abusive mom obviously if he had issues from the tv show from his mom whatever the issues were obviously it's like that gets elevated so much when you like have to be on tv and stuff too it's like obviously you don't want to like do that kind of stuff it's like it i don't know when people like say that it's like well now you're monetizing out it's like yeah you're an adult and it's like if you can i don't know get something out of that trauma it's like at least you know that's like a good thing i guess but it's um that i'm glad they're speaking out sometimes i'm like that whole series and kate was um i mean kate was a monster like the fact that she was like that on tv even to john and stuff like that i was just like you must be like awful off to you like it's crazy but back then people praised it too wasn't i forget who her partner was but i remember like he she was terrible to her partner it was like the last season he was on there and and i think he quit i think he literally was just like i'm not doing this because she was like telling him like he doesn't know how to teach and he's like i'm a teacher for that's what it was you're right i seen those clubs i think it literally was his last season i think he like never came back and he was like one of the main stars thank you so much to chime for sponsoring today's episode of just trish oh my younger self would have benefited so much from chime why well here's the thing when i was really young i was overdrafting a lot and then those overdraft fees are really getting to me that's right even if i overdrafted a dollar and then another dollar that was a 35 fee plus another 35 fee so a 70 fee for a two dollar overdraft it was so insane but i understood okay then when i was getting better and putting money in the bank then i was getting fined for not having enough money in the bank they're like actually there has to be a monthly minimum in there it just seemed like i could never win with traditional banking and that's where time comes in chime is changing the way people bank they're not like traditional old 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awful and that's the problem with like reality tv too it's also like people like it's like rewarding that behavior like encouraging it so because she was awful she kept getting all these like spin-offs she was like on all those like celebrity shows besides dancing with the stars she was like on a bunch of other ones she was on the same one that colin is on now which is special forces yeah like i think maybe the first season first or second season oh my gosh she was booked for a while she was booked for a while she was booked for a while we need our own celebrity boxing so someone can knock her out because like seriously like these moms are so horrible and like i remember people like praising her and like thinking she's like camp or fine it's just like damn she's like a monster like luckily colin turned out like kind of okay you know because like obviously people with moms like that like the people who have issues like later on in life obviously it starts somewhere in like childhood like all these people that are like messed up and so it's like usually like the moms or something like that and oh god damn that makes me so upset where's john he's still around he remarried uh yeah thank god yeah so they're not together no no he's not with kate um Kate with? I think she did remarry. I want to see. Was she with like a security guard or something? Yeah. That sounds familiar. Like an ex-secret service. Oh, she never remarried. Dating her former bodyguard, Steve Neild. Are they still dating? I think so. And then John Gosselin remarried last September. Okay, good. Yeah. E.T. has like, they do everything with John Gosselin. So I remember after his wedding, I had to edit that interview as well. Oh, I love that. I love that they're keeping on it. They're like very normal. Like they have like a normal house, a very normal wedding. His wife is just like a normal working girl. Love, love, love. Okay. So he's more logistic. And I think Hannah, one of the daughters, I believe it's Hannah, he is close with. And obviously Colin. Those are like the two kids that he's like close to. And you're not close to the other ones? Those ones are mostly like under Kate's. Oh, so they're so close with Kate? Oh my God. Ah, yeah, that's awful too. Yeah, if you have a manipulator mom, they can turn. Like against anyone, you know what I mean? Even if you don't have a manipulator mom, I think just in general, like when divorce happens or whatever, it's just like very, well, your dad's not around. It's very bad. So then as a kid, you're just like, God, dad was the worst. Yeah. And maybe he was, you know what I mean? But still. Oh my God. That was crazy. When I saw that interview and then I saw him on Jay Shetty, I was like, because Jay Shetty was about to look at documents. God, I really need to start watching it on Netflix. I always wait for it to come out on YouTube, but that comes on Netflix first. But like he like looks at documents that I've never before been seen. Did you see that? Do you know what those are? No, I didn't watch it yet. I wanted to see. He's like, okay, these have never been shown. And he's like going through paperwork. And I was like, oh my God, what is it? That makes sense. Because I think when he announced the book, he threatened to sue. But he, Colin was like, she can try, but I have like documents. I have receipts. Yeah. Try. Yeah. I would love to see it all come out. I mean, you know that legal process. I know that legal process. And they ask you too. They're like, do you have emails to show this? Do you have text to show it? And it's like, if you don't, you like, he got out of the book. So proud of him. Happy for him. Would love to see her try to sue because then it all goes public. What a bitch. Damn. You're going to really sue your own son for talking about trauma that you inflicted? Like, if you're a bad mom, just like put your, give your child to someone who like take care of him. Like, there's plenty of people who will take in a child at any age. Like, damn, if you just like hate your child that much, like, give him away. Don't have him under your little monstrous. I mean, especially when there's like, he has a father who would like gladly have full custody. Yeah, I do. That part. Yeah. Really just give him to the father. That you're trying to keep him away from. Psycho. Psychotic bitch. Honestly, of all the people we talked about today, she needs to be in prison the most. Not the tiger. Not Selma Blair. Kate Gosselin. Like, that's insane. And just from the stuff we've seen, I don't even need to see anything else. I don't even need to see anything else. This is stuff we've seen on TV. Prison. Like, what is your problem? Damn. And people. What a crazy era of reality TV though, right? Like, it is nuts. Like, how, it's weird too. I don't know why I was watching it like that or cared that much. Even, like, have the box sex. Because I also don't like family vlog. Like, I don't watch any family vloggers on YouTube or anything. Like, even around that age. Like, I never was watching that stuff on YouTube. Same. So, it's so weird how that specifically, like, was part of the pop culture zeitgeist. Maybe because it was, like, the beginning of it. I feel like when something's, like, new. Because, same. I don't care about family vloggers or anything like that either. But, like, that was. It was kind of a phenomenon. And kind of like, oh my god, six kids. It was everywhere. It was, like, all over entertainment news at the time. Like, on the cover of a magazine. Like, she was on Us Weekly and stuff. So, yeah. She was, like. She was, like, an it girl. Which is, like, why? It's so weird. And based off the kids. And, like, the kids were, like, cute on the show. And they were always, like, playing with each other. And you're, like, oh, wow. This is crazy. Eight kids in a house. Yeah. It was. Because I watched it, too. And I remember, specifically, they went to, like, this one resort in San Diego for, like, a summer vacation. And I remember, like, really wanting to go there. So, I was also, like, influenced by Kate Gosselin at one point, too. So weird. I don't know why. Was she on Wife Swap? Yes. Who'd she swap with? God, let me see. Because I remember that. And I remember, like, oh, the person who got Kate. I was, like, oh, God. And that came up recently, too, because some people have clipped Colin's treatment in Wife Swap and how, like, his demeanor. He, like, didn't really know how to act, like, without, like, kind of being afraid. Oh, I didn't know. I wonder who their mom was. Yeah, I've seen clips of that. You're going to gag. Kendra Wilkinson. No. From The Girls Next Door. I need to rewatch this immediately. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. I wonder why. Because, you know, you also have to, like, give advice at the end. I wonder what advice she gave Kate. You know when they sit across from each other and, like, you know, I actually think Colin and then Kate probably was just, like, not having any of it. Oh, my God. I need to rewatch this episode ASAP. That is crazy. Oh, my God. I think Kendra, I think she seems like a good mom. I think she seems, God, Kate in her house, though, with Hank. I know. I remember seeing some clips. It was crazy. Really? God, now I'm, like, trying to think. It sounds so familiar, but I can't think of, like, any moments. Because I think Kendra was in shock being in their house. And because all the kids. But they were happy that she was there. Yeah. Oh, they're probably like, yay, finally someone that's not our mom. Because they did a celebrity. Oh, she must have been part of the celebrity one. Because they did a celebrity wife swap. What? I just read in the article, during the episode, Kate made Kendra cry, criticizing her parenting, calling her lazy and unconcerned. That's crazy. At least she's not abusing her kids. Oh, my God. Like, yelling at her husband. Like, what are you? I think they would take a lazy mom over you, Kate. Like, I think they would take a mom. Sitting all day on her ass over you. She is nuts. That's crazy. Well, yeah, Kendra presents lazy on her show. But, again, I think that's a better mom than Kate, who's constantly yelling at the dad and the kids. And I need to see this episode now. I would love to see the rule fall. God, do they really need to bring celebrity wife swap back? I would love to. Who would we swap with? Who would be our celebrity families that we swap with? Oh, yeah, because it would have to be kind of like an opposite dynamic, right? Who's, like, Nara? Who's Nara Smith? Oh, my gosh. Because you have to, like, follow, like, what they eat and their diet and stuff. Oh, our kids have a pretty good diet. Honestly, I have a Nara Smith here. So, they would actually get along great. We'll be fighting in the kitchen. Yeah. I'd be like, no, no, no. You guys would make everything from scratch. I guess Bethany Frankel maybe you could swap with. Oh, that'd be a dream, too. Moses would be happy with any of them. He's like, yes, bring them in. Him and Bethany go to Burning Man together. They would love that. She's like, time to change the rules. We're all going to Burning Man. That actually would be really cool. That'd be fun. I'd be happy. I'd be happy for you guys, actually. I'd be happy for you guys. I don't know. Who does that mean I get? Like, if I swapped. Who was the first one? Brynn. But Brynn's really old. Like, not really old. But she's, like, she must be, is she, like, 19 now? Oh, okay. So, I'd get, like, a teenage daughter. I could be, like, a fun mom for that, for sure. I mean, we're not going to eat chicken salads. We're going to be eating, like. Oh, she's a 16. Okay. She only has one. I think so. That could be kind of fun. Who's she married to or she's not married? Split from Brynn's father a while ago. Okay. That was when I used to watch Bravo. I remember when Brynn was born. Seems like just after that. Wow. Isn't that crazy? And now she's, like, a 16-year-old. That is kind of wild. I could be a single mom to a 16-year-old, I guess. I could do it. No, but you need a husband. That's why I think the Norris meat is good. Because Lucky will be, like, I'm home. Where's dinner? What did you make today? Sorry, babe. Not tonight. We're going to make that. Although, you know what? Weirdly enough, remember when they used to order out during, like, COVID? You'd always get, like, fun. He would get, like, Burger King or something. He would eat fast food and she'd be like, it's, like, disgusting or something. Maybe we'd get along. Maybe the swap is meant to be. Maybe he'll be like, finally. He'd like the crumble cookies. No, I'm sure that all the kids would be. I don't know. I don't know what podcast it was, but I saw a clip of Norris Smith recently on one. And she kind of gave, you tried being an influencer for a day where she was like, when I had to make the, what was she doing? The sprinkles. She made these sprinkles by hand or whatever. Yeah. She was like. It was, like, four hours of prep, eight hours of filming. And it was, and she was, like, really going in. I know she was just talking about, like, her day. Yeah. But it came across, like, so exasperating. And, again, all the comments were like, I just finished my 12-hour nursing shift. Yeah. I'm like. I know. I look, I get it, too. I totally get it. I'm a Norris Smith. I love her forever. But I, like, I understood what she was saying because I think people think, I honestly thought she had a full production. She was saying she does it all herself, which is, like, impressive. And I think that's kind of what she was, like, trying to say is, like, I come up with the recipes. I set up all the angles. I put the clothes on. Yeah. And I'm like, that is impressive because we always thought there was a team. And on this podcast, she says it's completely herself. And then she, like, so she does that all during the day. And then at night, she edits. Yes, it is. Like, somebody that makes cooking videos, mine are more simple. But it still takes. Hours. Like, hours to do. At least four. And the thing is with food is, like, if you, you can't mess it up. If you mess up the food midway, the whole thing is gone. Like, you can't make the video. So I can see. So there's an element of stress. Added to it. And still, it's a fun thing to do. You're in your kitchen. You're feeling by yourself. There's no boss. You don't deal with people and all that. But if I had to make what she makes, I can see how it will take eight hours, you know, to film. And she dresses up. And she has those. Hers is more aesthetic. Glam and all that. With the bright. So it's interesting. I mean, if she does not have somebody that helps her, that's a huge difference. Because we know, we know people that do, like, cooking and stuff like that. And they have a team. Remember? They have, like, eight people. Like, I did a cooking video one time. And there was, like, eight people. Because they get the stuff prepped for them. Like, TV shows. They're more like a presenter. Yeah. Yeah. Here's the thing. And they talk about it. They're good at talking about it and presenting and being entertaining. And, like, they probably did know at some point. But then they got big. So then they hired a production. So I thought, like, that's definitely what Nora Smith was doing. And then she says that night she did the ASMR voice because her kids were sleeping. So she. Fall never arrives all at once. First the air. Then the light. And slowly the things you love begin to find each other. A jacket meets a dress. A hoodie slips beneath a blazer. An old cap finds a new scarf. Because you don't simply step into the season. You create it layer by layer. Until it finally comes to life. finally feels like fall. Find fall your way at Ross. Just kind of talking about it, but it was, it was giving, I think, which is a good lesson for anybody that's a content, me too. It's just like, yes, you can work long hours and be exhausted, but it's also, you're getting paid a lot. You're, you can have your own schedule and it's like people are making way less for jobs they don't love and they don't have fun doing. And yeah, I got to put it in perspective. That was kind of weird. That was the same one too. I know, I saw her. I was like, she doesn't really do podcasts. It's interesting. I think we talked about this last time too, is how like you see someone like talking long form. So obviously you have more stuff to like cancel them for. Cause it's like Nara Smith, there's very few things to cancel her for when she's just baking or whatever. But it's like when she, that other one too, when she was trying to say she's not a trad wife anymore, but she's a girl boss and yeah. Yeah. And everyone's like, you can't just switch it. Cause you did present as trad wife for a long, anyway. So then there's more things for people to cancel her on. But that was the same one. I talked about this yesterday. I was like, cause that was also, I was also annoying me yesterday. So she talked about how she's, wants to get her tube side and she's, she's only 24. Isn't that crazy? I feel like she's so, she has it put together. She has four kids. I mean, she just, not that she looks older. I just literally thought she was maybe like 28 or something like that. 24. The way that she carries herself and presents. Oh yeah. She's just like, has it all together or so it seems anyways. But she said she was 24, which is insane. Cause also four kids at 24 is wild and having them back to back. But then she did say, she goes, when me and Lucky met, we wanted six kids. She goes, but I'm done. I'm done. And then the, the host was like, she said, she's like 42. And she's like, I don't know if I like felt pregnant tomorrow. I'd be happy even though I already had three kids. And I'm like, and then she was trying to tell her like, you're too young to like, think about having your tubes tied. I was like, and obviously I thought about it. She's like, no, I want to be 40 and visiting my kids. I want to be fabulous. And I'm not doing this all again in 10 years. She's like, I had them back to back, which is kind of our mentality too. Cause when we thought about a third kid, I was like, maybe in five years. And I was like, even though it wasn't planned, he's like, I'm glad it happened that because now we're in the diaper stages. So now they're all getting off their bottles and they'll be all getting off their diapers soon. So it's like, it's perfect. But having, yeah, I agree with her. Obviously she's way younger, but even God have to do it. I don't know. Do I have to do that all over again? Think about now how everyone's getting out of their bottle stage and have to like redo that phase of like washing the washing bottles. Oh my God. Like the little meticulousness of all washing all those bottles. Like having to do that all again, obviously diapers, obviously all that stuff like that. Oh my God. Like it just seems insane. So she's like, no, I'm getting my tubes tied. And this girl was trying to tell her like, you're too young for that. You could change your mind at 40. She has four kids at 24. On top of being a supermodel and doing all these things like that. Like she's done. Let her be done. Let her be done. I don't know why people try to convince, which is crazy because the other half of the internet will be like, lucky get off her. Four kids in four years. Like just, you know what it means? Other people are going to be like, stop having kids. People need to just chill. And then she wanted her tubes tied. And that was the other comment section blowing up. It's like, oh, make lucky get a vasectomy. And it's like, okay, fine. I guess if he wants to, but what if he wants more kids and she's done? She's like, I'm taking them out. That's, that was always an argument too. It's like, I'm done having kids. If he wants to keep having kids, I guess I'm like, I'm done. I'm going to make that decision for me. It's like, great. I guess if they want to do that, but damn, let this woman take her tubes out if she wants or tie them or whatever. I don't know. It's crazy. Cause people always like came for me for that too. It's like, oh, you should have, it's like, I know I'm done. I'm like, I don't know if Moses, you know, wants to whatever he can choose this thing. But I was already under, my doctor kept asking the second one. He asked Elvis, he's like, you want the tubes out? I was like, Jesus. I'm like, I don't know about that. Maybe what if I want it? I don't know. But then when the third one came, I was like, who was just talking about someone was going to have, oh, this other girl, I follow Abby Herbert. She's another influencer. She's had like three kids, three kids in like three years, all C-sections. And she goes, oh, when the internet says I'm crazy for having, wanting a fourth kid and four C-sections, I'm like, girl, do whatever you want. I don't know. Like people, then the internet's like, no, it's dangerous. Don't do this. I'm like, I don't know. Just let people do whatever. I thought it was interesting that she was wanting to stop having kids. Cause I guess, they beat those Mormon allegations, but it wasn't for a minute. They were alleged Mormon, which kind of like Judaism too. Someone was shocked. I think when they found out I wasn't having kids, cause they were saying in Jewish, remember that lady, she was, I think also Jewish. And she's just like, oh, she asked Moses, oh, are you okay with done having kids? Cause like, you know, however God, however many God wants. I was like, lady, how many I want? What do you mean? Like that was, it's crazy though. I think in certain religions, like Mormon, Judaism, I think they follow the- If they're Orthodox, yeah. If they're Orthodox, they don't decide the rabbi. Did she look at you and think we're orthodox? Because we were together. Was she like, Moses, are you okay with not having more kids? I'm like, why are people asking you? I'm water. I don't know what you're talking about. Anyways, stop asking the men. Stop asking God. Ask the women when they're done having kids. And that's it. And let it be. That lady pissed me off. Although I love Nara Smith and I do think she's beautiful. And in every interview, I'm just like, I love you. You're an angel. I saw the behind the scenes of her cookbook. And it's like, that one she didn't have help. She had a whole production. She had like a food team helping her. I just pictured your cookbook. Can I be in your cookbook? Because Lucky was modeling with her and had the cookbook. And I kind of want to be in it too, somehow. He was kind of like leaning against a fridge while she's looking inside. I was like, that could be me. I could be sitting on top of a counter. The whole cookbook is me cooking for you. So you better be there. Cooking for Trish? Is that the name of your cookbook? I love it. I want to be in every single picture. Because she had like Lucky be in some. I don't think it made the final cut. But I thought I liked that he was posing with her in the. Yeah, because, you know, it's like my channel is like very. You know, straightforward cooking videos. Yeah. So the book will be the same. I love it. Very straightforward. No, but can I be in it is what I was asking. Yeah, because you better be. I love it. That was cute. I just want to sit there while you're like, here am I getting the food? I thought that was fun. I love Nara Smith. I hope she gets on my podcast. I'll reach out. You should. She's so fun. Does she follow you? Yeah. Yeah. Isn't that crazy? And we still do. Because I always say like your friend in the corner. I get really excited. I don't think we've ever talked bad about her, right? I don't think so. I love her. I feel like no matter what she says, I'm like, yeah, girl, you're a girl boss now. She doesn't really do much like to get enraged over really, you know. But people do. People do get enraged sometimes. Sometimes the lifestyle, I guess. But other than that, she's kind of just doing her thing. Yeah. I guess when she collaborated with Ballerina Farms, maybe that was the one. Which gave Trad Wife vibes. Yes. Which like, I'm not Trad Wife. I was like, Ballerina Farms is, but you know, whatever. You can switch your brands, rebrand anytime. Why not? She is giving girl boss. I love her. Another Angel news. Angel. The Victoria's Secret fashion show is this weekend. Maybe that's where I'm going. That's where I'm going. I'll be there. Just kidding. I did do an airport outfit of the day in Victoria's Secret pink and everyone's like, oh my God, she's going to go to the fashion show. I just love their pink spokesmodel. Is her name Gabby? Gabby Mori, I think is her name. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Like literally the most like stunning person ever. Like she looks perfection. She's with like Bryce. No. Who's the one that's like Bryce Hall? I don't know. She's with one of those boys and you're just like not. He's, I don't know. She's just so stunning. And then you see who she's with and you're just like, oh my God, no shade to that person. But it's just kind of crazy because she's so beautiful. But she's their spokesperson, although I would love to be one day Victoria's Secret. Are you going? Are you watching? No. I will be covering though, I think. Okay. Wait, I'm trying to see who her boyfriend is because now I'm so cute. Which one? God damn it. What? Oh my gosh. I always forget his name and then I know it's going to be a, it's not even shady because I know the. I know the face. I know the face. Oh my gosh. Okay. It's the, um, the Dave Fortnoy, BFF, Brianna Chicken Fry. Oh, Josh Richards. Yes. Oh my God. That's who it is. She's going to tag him in the Instagram. So that's my, so that's why I didn't know. Oh my God. Damn. Isn't that crazy? I was like, who is he? I know. That's like, cause she's beautiful. She's like their spokesman. She's like literally like 20 out of 10. Yeah. She's gorgeous. Brazilian. Yeah. Like it's just, they also just don't, not to say he's not targeted. I'm not saying that. I'm just saying. I'm just saying like, they don't fit. They don't like, do you know what I mean? They just don't like match up, but okay. You know, love that. Love is blind. Yeah. I didn't mean that to be shady. He's attractive. Josh Richards is attractive. Some. Right. Everyone's attracted to someone. Going back to the ogre conversation, everyone is attracted to someone. And I just think that's so bizarre. I don't know. I just, you know, I don't know. I don't even know who she would be with, I guess. Yeah. Maybe like Noah Beck. I was going to say, yeah, that's what I was originally thinking, like a Noah Beck type. That's like, it's like same category if she likes influencer, but more like that they fit together. I don't know. I'm not really one to judge who fits together, but. There is already some controversy around the Victoria's Secret fashion show though, because one of the, I think, I would say a staples of the runway, Romy Stride. Oh, I don't know her. I mean, she's gorgeous. She walked from 2014 to 2018. And then obviously the show took a little bit of a break. And she also like had kids. Oh, how old is she? I love that. I love that she's walking 10 years later. No, 12 years later on the runway. She started in 2014. How old is she? She's 31 now. Oh. Oh. When she started, was she like 19? Yeah. Damn. How many kids does she have? She has two daughters. Love that. But she made a TikTok and she talked about, at first, like she was excited to come back to the show. She thought she had enough time, like after having kids and stuff. And obviously, since she was like one of the staple models for four years, she was like, okay, like it's a new casting. It's a new team now, but the same casting director. So she knows the casting director. Other than that, it's like a whole new team doing the show. So she went in, did an audition, and she started a train to get like in angel shape again. Okay. But she like wasn't hearing anything for weeks. And then she posted a TikTok a couple of days ago. It was like, this damn show is on Sunday, and I still haven't heard. If I'm in this or not, like, I just don't know, like about scheduling. I don't know. But like, do I keep working? out etc and so she posted that how she was just frustrated because like she felt like she was in limbo about being in the show or not she didn't hear one way or the other it seems like no and then after she posted that then she did hear that it was a no and that they're just going in a different direction this year okay part two i just hang up the phone um it's a no which is fine because rejection is part of modeling and that's totally fine um so my hsc just called and i said like okay what's happening and she said yeah you know uh you look great blah blah um but they thought you wouldn't fit in the show this year um whatever like those reasons they give very often um so so um um um um um i was like well they just told you like what was the reason because i would love to have an explanation it's fine i'm i can live with a no but i just would like to know and she it kind of made me sad because i'm like my mind instantly goes to like she's in that in-between age like she's not the like giselle bunchin age where she's like okay she's a legend you know and then i'll be like the younger one so she's still young but she is in that like in between one where like you're not like not a teenager or like early 20s anymore yeah and i don't know it made me sad because also like people like a lot of people have memories of like her she is just like obviously not she's a gorgeous blonde white supermodel people have it worse but it is i don't know like she is kind of iconic for being an angel so a lot of people are really sad about that and to i guess we'll see for sure like what influences are in the show so some people are like if that damn alex earl is on the runway and this girl's not like but alex earl right yeah okay she's like the younger version of her basically i mean she's kind of like an it girl i i i do feel bad of course i feel bad but also i didn't know who romey is but like like you said there's like legacy angels of course like yeah and she is kind of a legacy oh is she well she did like a huge chunk like she was on like when taylor swift was performing like she did a lot of them and like it's not a name i recognized right away but then when i saw her face like on the runway it's like oh i remember watching her kind of torn because it's like well we can't all be angel on the runway i would love to be and she wasn't really given a reason either just that they were going in a different direction so i can again we'll see exactly what that direction is if it's like really young and a lot of influencers that suck i guess that is the industry for you and that's just kind of how it is you know but um yeah i don't know i do love victoria's secret are people that like seated for a runway show anymore i don't know you know what i mean i used to always but i buy victoria's secret i'm literally getting victoria's packages like every week but i haven't watched a runway show so because it's like not fun it used to be fun like you said like didn't justin bieber or somebody do it like i don't know maroon five yeah one of those people you know like it used to be kind of fun watching it who's performing this year um this year katsai tate mccray megan the stallion and your sister megan maroney oh my god what a lineup um okay cute cute and the angels that have been announced so far are ashley graham she's kind of like synonymous with you at this point adriana lima same iman haman she's gorgeous candace swanepoel again kind of synonymous yeah hadid okay alex kansani paloma elessa is it alex's first year she walked she this might be her third oh yeah she's not before uh paloma essler uh anakia anakioi abby champion jones smalls lou wen preciously grace elizabeth leah gray okay oh i think that might be her first year okay love that yeah lisa runa's daughter yes love okay and that when you get the list i'm so sorry romey but i yeah like maybe not up to obviously there was huge ones you meant adriana lima is that what you said like damn that one is like icon i guess those that's like i think candace oh yeah and adriana i like would i would consider that like angel icons and they look like each other candace and um romey yeah i guess blonde and hot so you know i get it do you know what i mean like it's like you know like i love talking about legacy youtube creators and it's like if there is an induction of legacy and they're gonna go with smosh and not me like they're gonna make a movie on one youtuber a legacy youtuber and they're like we're gonna go with smosh i'll be like oh that makes sense like you know i would love it to be me but it makes sense that it would be that person you know what i mean yeah now if it's about franco or me i'd be like no but yeah uh it sucks i don't know also i feel like just her making the tiktok being like i don't know like if they if i'm going or not on sunday it's like girl no we know how this works like you gotta get you get like a month and at least a month notice i would assume damn you'll be fine though you seem i think she'll be just fine she's gorgeous absolutely stunning body teeth face card impeccable she is the beauty standard so i think things will be okay i have to do it for 10 years you know it's like four but 2014 to 2018 okay four years that's the peak that was like the peak of victoria's secret and pink i still love them still like it but you know it's it's kind of like the sports illustrator it's like everyone's doing it now everyone's in the runway show and i mean i would say yes to it of course but i'm just saying like everyone so don't feel too bad girl you were in its prime you were in its peak but victoria you can still call me i'll do it i'll take it i don't care if i'm last on the list like you know like but it is one of those ones that's like oh it's cool you know it's if you got it would you take it like serious or would you kind of do a trolly like bad walk so it's like iconic what do you think you would do i probably would take it seriously i don't need to make a i don't know it's so hard though because like everything i take seriously sometimes people think of it as a troll so but i wouldn't look stupid on purpose i would probably give up my all but then something would happen i'd break a chair or something and then i'm like well okay that's about on par so i would i would love to do it me and uh nikita dragon i know was campaigning for a while to do it oh yeah i think she was part of the reason she took it down right it was like remember because they were like they wouldn't let a trans girl in the runway show and then after that they kind of got canceled this was like peak woke 2019 20 into 2020 oh i didn't know and yeah and that's when she did the whole campaign she's like fine victoria's secret won't put a trans girl in the runway i'll do it myself and then she did her own like angel campaign and then they got like alex consarney now is because they got a whole new team like a whole production team they went they went more woke love that yeah yeah well that's perfect i mean uh maybe nikita now could do it i feel like maybe she was a little unwell before but maybe now she could do it she seems to be yeah stable and making a comeback in the influencer world so she looks weird i mean she's so pretty yeah so beautiful um i'll watch it when's it air cbs i think it's streaming i don't even know where the hell it's streaming actually but it will be where's anything air anymore i know it's like you gotta have three subscriptions to get into it it's like a whole so real it is live on sunday this sunday oh it's in la oh my god if there's a last minute angel you need oh love that on youtube and tiktok well youtube call me and tiktok i'll be the correspondent can i be the tiktok live person back that's kind of my gig now hey angels how are we feeling getting on that runway what are we eating my angels are you hungry because i'm starving i'm starving oh my god if we're in a mukbang right now what would you eat actually we're doing one right now bring out bring out the mcdonald's alex would oh for sure i feel like now it's very trendy for models to be like i just ate a big burger before the show i forget who we interviewed last year because they always do um interviews with all the press as they're getting their glam yes and like the pink robe yep and i forget who it was but um it was like i think maybe it was um barbara palvin sprouse now dylan sprouse she's like dylan came and he brought he's gonna bring me like in and out burger or whatever we're gonna eat all this in and out i'm just worried about going to the bathroom not even how i look i don't know that's a little a little crazy but um oh my god i remember one time when i worked at access hollywood and i was covering the met gala um i kind of jenner posted something on instagram or whatever where she talked about like eating before hitting the met gala carpet and i was like trying to be sarcastic so in my caption when i posted her i was like kendall jenner is so brave she admitted to eating a cheeseburger before hitting the met gala but everyone thought the caption was like so genuine and i got canceled well access hollywood got canceled for a minute but wait why is it bad i'm trying to think about it because it was like oh she's so brave for eating like yeah and it was like one of those things oh i see i see they didn't know oscar was behind it they didn't know you're trolling yeah that's so funny honestly it is brave though because it's like your outfit you can't go to the bathroom are you a bloke for sure you will blow yeah unless you're me i don't blow uh yeah eating before a big event is like never good like anything going on a show because you just never the risk of it all i should actually give you this phone to charge sorry victoria's secret is anyone are people excited for it i don't even know i'm excited for cat's eye i love a cat's eye performance and they're gonna look fierce they're actually gonna look so good because you know they love a little lingerie look anyway so they will they will serve clothes they're like we're gonna go different for this yeah i do love a lingerie look i do think i feel like adela oh adela's should perform she like yeah oh she would do so well oh my god and then that was on top of it yesterday my my awful day It was, I had gotten a text, but I had so many texts I didn't check in even until I went to bed at like 10 o'clock last night. I got a text from one of my agents that's like, do you want to go to the Adela show tonight? It's really intimate. Oh no, the YouTube one? Yeah. And they're like, I honestly probably would have had I known earlier because I just like needed one of those nights where I'm like, I just need to like, and you kind of sold me on her. And I was kind of like, oh my God, it's so late. I was like, I suck. And I was like, damn. And I was like, this might be one of the only times she'll be in like what you said, in the intimate venue. I was like, no, I wanted to go. Cause then I was like, oh damn. I was pretty excited to get invited. I'm holding on to faith that one day she'll be on, on this program. Oh my God. That also reminds me, similar-ish, not to make it about me, but I missed a DM that invited me to her album release party and I didn't see it until, this was also beginning of September, like September 3rd. And I didn't see it until October 8th. So I was like, I know. From her? Speaking of intimate, no, it was from Jared. Oh no. Yeah, who styles her. I know. And then I saw, I was like, Jared. Jared, I am so sorry. Cause I wanted to see if he was at Adela. So I was like, hey, are you here? And then I saw a DM from the 3rd of September being like, hey, if you want to come, I can get you on the list. Was he there? Was he at Adela? Yeah. Yeah. He styled, he styled her for the show. He's such a king. He's so great. He's been helping me with the Halloween costumes, trying to find like a Zara Larsson like costume for me. He's been, he's been wonderful. I love him so much. Actually, I have a good little Zara Larsson inspired for Trishmas. I have a little outfit. I'm into my Zara Larsson era, I think. I love that the It Girls are into right now. I know. I think you got me into Adela now. I mean, not that I didn't before, but now I'm kind of like, wait, I do love her. And I love her look. Yeah, you use Nicole Kidman a lot on TikTok. It's just such a great song. Especially when you're in dress. My tits are sitting right up right. Like, it is such a good song. Like, that is the song of the summer for sure. God, we need to get her on. I ordered the wig. I'm ready for the Adela cosplays to start after Halloween because our Halloween's already planned. But I am seated. Yeah, you, you, the It Girls now are kind of more my vibe than the It Girls maybe a couple of years ago. But in general, I think I try to force liking some of the cool girls in now. I see. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I think they are kind of Trish core though. Like Adela, she has a song called My Red Bottoms, a song called Red Bottoms. And it does give me like, if your book gets adapted, either small screen or big screen, I can see Red Bottoms being like part of the soundtrack because it goes like, everybody wants bloody shoes. Everybody's got daddy's shoes. But nobody wants secondhand. Even when it comes to you. Like basically, yeah, like once the red gets, once the red gets worn off, nobody wants to wear you anymore. Damn, she ate with that one. Oh my God. And the daddy issues of it all. Wow. It's very Trish core. I see it. I love her. I think for, I would say, I guess maybe the Hollywood Boulevard era of Trish maybe. I like that you're scoring it. Yeah. I like that. I'm going to be in that on the writer's room for sure. Yes, you really should. You are kind of like, not only a Trish-torian, but just a Trish-torian. Just a very, of that era. You know how they had to get experts of like that? Yes. For like historical accuracy. Yes. You are very that person. You're like, actually during this time, a consultant. I would love, I can't wait. I can't wait to start production. It's going to happen. It's our little manifestation. I'm manifesting. Yeah. And at her show, actually like she has a manifestation segment. A what? Very Trish core. Yes. Did you come to air as a Trish girl? She brings out a notebook. She's like, okay, you guys, like, I just want to do like a little manifestation segment. Yeah. I do that. I do that for my people. I come to the crowd. I do a whole general manifestation for everybody in this audience. I'm like, you are going to get that $88,000 in your bank account this week. I wonder how many people got $88,000 that week. I should ask. I should do a little follow-up because I'm like, it will be in there. Visualize it. Your job, it's coming to you. We should do one for our viewers because they love to manifest. You guys, that job you wanted, it's yours. The money you're worrying about, don't. It's already in your account. You're going to eat the food you want and you're going to be your healthiest version of yourself. You're going to be able to run a marathon if you wanted to. And if you don't, that's fine too because it's the holiday season. You are going to get happiness and you know how you get that? Right now. You just choose it. I'm choosing happy. Yes, the world is falling apart and everything around me is going to shit and the world's on fire, but I'm choosing happy. I'm going to choose happy. You know what I'm going to choose? I'm going to choose to, you know, drink an iced tea. I'm going to choose to get that Domino pizza and I'm not going to feel any guilt about it. I need to rest. I'll take a nap. I have a million things to do today. I'm going to take a nap anyways and everything is going to be okay because I said so and I am worthy and deserving of this amazing life. So manifest. Confess that it's yours, baby. Come on. Yeah. I love that Trish mentality. Trish mentality. Yes. Moses mentality. Trish mentality. They need an Oscar mentality. Have you ever seen an Oscar mentality edit? I saw one once and I never saw it again. I think so too. I think I just saw the one. There was a good one and it was like just you being sassy and I love it because I don't – that's so funny. Like you are – I guess you are, but I don't think of it because I think you are just so serious, but then I see those sassy clips like, damn, you are kind of sassy. It's always you in a wig too. We need to bring the wigs back. We always need you in the wig. The suit for Halloween. The one of you in the – it's not Stranger Things. What was the one? The weapons. Weapons. Yeah. I always see that one. You were really going off that day. So you need to bring that wig back for something. And it wasn't even Halloween, right? I just saw the movie and I was like – Yeah. You're like, we should do this. I was like, all right, I guess. Are they doing the prequel to Phyllis or – Gladys. They cast her? I want to be her. She hasn't been cast yet, but it is in pre-production. I want to be her. So you have a shot. I haven't even seen the movie, but I would love to be her. There's so many good roles out there. Maybe I should cast her in my movie. I don't know who she'd be. Me? She's kind of eight. She won the Oscar? Yeah. Amy Madigan. Yeah. Shout out. Pretty amazing. Yeah. At what age? Gosh. 70? I don't know. Maybe she's not. I don't know. Did they make her look older? Oh, my God. You're right. Is she 70? She looks great. She's 76. Damn. First the air, then the light, and slowly the things you love begin to fade. You create it layer by layer until it finally feels like fall. Yeah, she looks great. No, she's definitely like 60. Wow. 60? I mean, that's kind of crazy. Good for her. I wonder. I wonder if you could relate to this maybe at your worst era. So put yourself in your worst era. Already there. Already there mentally. Okay. So the influencer Jack Dougherty, who we talked. You know him? He's awful, right? Yes. Yeah. I don't know much about him, but I remember the one clip I remember of him is when he like was racing or driving really fast in the rain in a sports car. Yes. Crashed and then told his camera person to make sure he's filming, even though like they're all bloody and just go. Yes, yes, yes. And he also like is abusive to his girlfriends, I think, and films them like, I'm kicking you out of the house. I think that's the same thing. Damn. That is on brand for him. Yeah. Truly. Every time I hear that, I'm like, ugh. So he signed a contract with a cryptocurrency casino without fully reading it. And in the terms of the agreement, they said that he cannot post on social media at all for six months. And the owner of the casino specifically did it because he was like, I don't know. He didn't read it because they just were tired of hearing from him. So they put that they snuck it in the contract and he just didn't read it. And now he he announced that, hey, guys, I signed this contract and I can't I can't post on social media for six months. Period. I wonder how much that contract was. I know, Tia. I'm curious about how much it is. And that is kind of the annoying thing. I'm like, damn, he probably made a bag off of it. So that does kind of suck. But I like the sentiment. Just getting offline. Just like, we'll pay you actually a ton of money to stop. Yeah. Stop posting. Damn. The casino's official account responded to his tweet and said, at this point, we will pay you to shut the F up. Damn. And they did. And did. Yeah. Yeah. And it it's just hilarious that he just didn't read the damn contract. He just signed it. And again, kind of on brand. Yeah. Like, but so that's why I like in your worst era, were you reading the full contract or were you just like, yeah, whatever. It's a lot of money. Whatever. It's a lot of money. Even when it wasn't a lot of money, I was like, whatever. When I read that, I'm like, there is a world where that could have happened. It could have happened to you. Oh, for sure. Especially someone who already gave me a lot of money. Don't even care. You could tell me to like delete my channel. I'd be like, okay. So yeah, I wouldn't. I never used to read. I guess like, uh, when did I start? I don't know. Maybe like five years ago. I used to like never read it. You should always read it. Even now, you know, you always like, okay, people have my back. We just kind of read. Cause you know, some people will be like, oh, well that was just this. I'm like, no, that verbiage. They'll get you. They get you with those contracts. And you're like, okay, you were being a little sneaky. So I do, I do, I do try to read. There are some long ones though. You're going to have to have your own lawyer to read them too. Yeah. Cause it is a lot of legalese. Yeah. But I literally could like, I just visualize it in my head. You just seeing the amount and just being like, yeah, sure. Yeah. That's why I wouldn't know how much. If it was like a 2 million, I'd probably be like, ah. But sometimes the bigger the contract, the more you should look at the. That's true. Yeah. Paperwork. Cause they do have those stipulations, especially if they're trying to dupe you like that. Cause I was like, oh, that's weird. They wouldn't just tell him that. But then, yeah, I guess. Does he have to post for them or no? He's just. No, just nothing. He goes silent for six months. But didn't he think like, oh, this is odd. They're going to pay me to do nothing. I know. I think he is. I do think he's dumb. Genuinely. I do. Clearly. Clearly. Cause like, what do you mean? You just. He said, one of the terms is that I'm not allowed to post online anymore, which I thought was a joke, but now they're enforcing it. Working with my lawyer to try and fix this. This might be my last post for a while. I'll try and be back soon. Okay. Well, not too soon. No one. Ever placed a joke in a contract. Right, right. Ever. And the post itself is labeled paid partnership. So I guess. Ah, okay. That was part of it. That was his cryptocurrency. Okay. I love it. I think that's probably. the first positive thing that came out of crypto that's so funny i guess if i had a lot of money i'd probably try and do that with like certain people just like can you just stop i know whoever is just really annoying it's like but then i don't want to give james charles money i know that's the devil i just want it's like yes we don't get to hear from him but also he's rich so but i guess it is a service to the public yeah to pay someone to go away yeah just like not see them anymore yeah if they're like a public nuisance yeah i guess in the long scheme of things you're saving a lot of people anxiety oh and i know we already talked about the james charles pop-up but i saw this one tiktok of someone at his pop-up uh trying to get an autograph from him and they asked for him to sign the thumbnail photo of him apologizing for texting minors and he did it he said i'm not saying that oh yeah that's so funny that's where he's drawn the line he's like i can't sign that it's like your video you did it you put that out they like you went to go like troll him in person which i thought was kind of funny but that is crazy um damn yeah trolling in real god that'd be scary i never had that i know like the idubs with tana like that is kind of crazy but honestly props to the person that did it james charles i suppose also it's his thumbnail it's not like you were being like crazy like he made that video damn that's kind of crazy people really do have some time on their hands though i saw that that was funny i didn't know if he signed it or not you know some people be like whatever like be a good sport sign it i think allegedly i heard someone else said that the person asking for the signature also said um how young were you texting or something like that too yeah so another stone boots on the ground very much like pita throwing you know red paint on someone at the fashion week or something oh my gosh yes or the environmentalist who tried to i was gonna say someone should do that but let's not to where oh to james let's keep the trolling online everybody we don't want you to get arrested or anything else yeah no don't come any don't want james charles punching you either yeah well does he punch i don't know probably not more of a biter maybe the fact that you had a biting list after that intro i was thinking about that i was like i literally compiled it into my notes and i was like do i bring up some players biting list because i was like oh my god this is horrible you're like people she's bitten since 2014 i was like oh god 2004 but i loved it though 2004 okay okay damn that's a track record oh my god that was a legacy yeah that legacy there's poor sama oh my gosh okay but i also hope the people she bite was okay yeah yeah there was a quote from seth mcfarland i guess when she wrote it in her book she wrote she wrote that he said ouch that hurts which yeah did he say he confirmed it seth mcfarland he's like oh yeah i did you know the legal uh process for books like he said yeah they had to confirm that's so funny that is crazy all right well that's good we had some light we had a light key you know light topics topic lights this one's also pretty light i think too choice of on he released his new album he has some interesting songs on it one is called canada dry and his artistic process about the song was just that it's about a handsome canadian i want to suck dry i think that's fierce and then another song he talks about being well endowed himself yeah which mama kudos okay what's who's his audience who's he like gays oh really but is it the same gaze who like hassan that like troy or what kind of gaze are we talking about i would say kind of the same audience as maybe like the adela gay like an addison ray gay and adela gay a choice of on gay tanasha gay but you're an adela gay yeah for me i'm not that into troy not that i don't like his music but for me i don't really relate to it as much because he writes from the gay twink experience which just is something i don't relate to as much and i for some reason i always relate more women's stories matter they just matter i just really like that yeah books all media books shows movies music i relate more to women's stories so but i do like troy's music here and there as a casual troy listener about him as a person he seems skinny i think he'd love like every music video yeah and since i think that was like one of our first hot topics was like he had i feel the rush all skinnies he's doing a lot of like sexy music videos now where he's eating ass and naked and making out but again all skinnies i'm like put a bear in there yeah and then i'll be one over but like i do feel for him a bit because he talked about how this album was very much inspired by his one his first like long-term relationship with a model jacob bixman okay and again kind of gave me trisha vibes a little bit because he said uh he was putting together like photographers to shoot the visuals for his rollout for the album and he was like it would kind of be funny if i just got my ex-boyfriend to like shoot the visuals for this like i thought it would be like i thought it would be fine it's giving jojo siwatis too it's like who i want on my podcast my ex-girlfriend like it's giving so good oh my god that also lives in my head all the time okay so he had him yeah so he hired his ex-boyfriend to do a photo shoot and he did this interview with zane lowe for apple music and he was like he was taking a photo and then when he went to like you know squint to take the photo he had like lines uh by his eyes that he didn't have when we were together and all of a sudden i just realized like the the lives that we've lived separately since the breakup and a phoebe burgess song came on and i just like broke down in tears and i thought it would be cool but i realized like i never really processed our breakup and he was like the great love of my life i'm like oh damn girl me a therapist why were you going to hire him that is crazy it's like and they share custody of a dog and everything i'm like i don't know if this is healthy i actually don't know a lot of people do that have joint dog custody i don't know how that works at all but that's a tough one yeah i guess i never thought about that you both love the dog but it's like i don't want to see my ex but it's like i'm keeping the dog there's no like legal also is the dog happy about this i know which does the dog prefer like on weekends holidays how does that work that's a lot of scheduling you can't really ask the dog huh yeah all right i don't know uh well i guess he makes good music out of it but also he seems a little cuckoo in a cute way in a cute way in a you know i don't know i don't know anything about him i usually like him up when he's on the idol but yeah something about his like i don't know him at all but just like personality wise he does seem a little bit like i'm a hot gay i think like very artistic yeah i'm talented and you're not yeah like just like an unrelatable gay to me like i don't i i don't see him and think that we would have a key or be friends but i respect like i i enjoy the art i've seen i really liked his like early albums like blue neighborhood and stuff i want to see him live like really early on like a small venue in hollywood and stuff but yeah he just got like super hot he posted a lot of you know shirtless photos he's making all the music videos and then he kind of loses me just because i can't really relate but that's how i feel like an agile like i do like her but i'm like damn she was like i'm gonna be a vampire and she's like her in a club dress with a teeth and i'm just like and she was cute and she looked hot but i'm like i don't know if i relate to this content i don't know why i'm watching this you know what i mean not that i don't know i know and like i love seeing gays be pop stars too right um so you have a gaze that are maybe not gay todd chrisley you know him i was not expecting that very flamboyant yes it's giving that guy you remember that one that's on the traders that's married to a woman and everyone's like you're so gay which one have you been watching traders new blood no i haven't either but there's this guy that's like hey y'all i'm here and he's like my wife at home everyone's like what like he's super gay he's super gay but he's like married to a woman that's very todd chrisley where he do you watch his podcast do you see any clips no i know todd chrisley from when he got arrested but right yes or felons yeah they got arrested for like embezzling money or something something financial well now they have a podcast together and she looks good she has like a facelift or whatever like that um and yeah he was talking about how like is she's like oh if you die like i'll never be with another person again i'll never be with another man and he's like go to waste that cooter or whatever i mean even the way he talks about her i'm like like are you not you're not gay that cooter is it was something like that you're not that good but putang go to waste like it was something like insane anyways but the point was that she was like yeah i would just like never date or have like sex again with another person and he like kind of believe it he was like no you absolutely would but it's like as me as a woman if anything happened i would never ever date again would you ever date after darian if something happened to you guys passed away or like broke up or passed away i guess i don't know more broke up broke up they're young if you guys broke up would you date again if we broke up i would hope so we broke up never i would never i would never i would hope i guess it's different though when you have kids and stuff because then like i guess yeah because i would have a lot of like free time and then because like you have kids so that would obviously you would still have so much love and fullness and like a family okay but i would have just like my fish yeah well that can only do so much okay yeah okay interesting yeah if we broke up if we passed if you passed away that's a different story but okay yeah i just think like i could never like ever like i will never ever find someone that does everything moses does so like what's the point of dating like no one will ever enhance my life or make my life better at all like they all just bring you down do you want me yeah and maybe her thought process was like and what the comments look at it as like like it's not worth it she's like because she said that she's like it's just like not worth the trouble of like having to date again so maybe it's just like maybe because men ain't or something but that is kind of the case i don't think there's anyone she also has kids and like they're grown yeah that's true you know when your kids are grown they're like i always see like your kids are gonna leave you one day and then let's call you like once every hour on the week oh my god that's real that's actually gonna happen so but um no because no one yeah if they don't like help you in some way like darian answers your emails and stuff like you're gonna find someone else to do that you know what i mean like well i have a manager now so i would hope but i just think about everything like no one i was gonna pop with my mood swings my crankiness like you know no one no one so what the hell am i dating for him sex like who cares at a certain age just be a masturbator on the plane because like that's that into itself is like oh my god you gotta relearn something new down there and what if it stinks what if it curves what if it's like oh i don't want any of this what if they're like we need to have sex and you're just like no like we know the pattern oh my god that reminds me so much i keep seeing this one clip of miley cyrus is an old clip from call her daddy because it's like no set or anything but people have really like picked it up on twitter and are running with it like literally has 20 million views and people are having a field day because she talked about how she enjoys sexuality more than sex and doesn't want to bother with foreplay she's like i'm just too busy and i just like i don't even need that much lube or anything i don't want to flick my bean i just want to get it done and get it over with and if we're in the mood i'm good don't need any lube just stick it in hurry but make it good and she doesn't even want to look at a penis for longer than she has to i just want it to go go inside get out of my face and i definitely don't want it in my face she likes penises as an aesthetic but doesn't actually like them in practicality period oh my god kind of ate on all that and people are like ripping her apart i'm like i feel like a lot of women probably feel that way i mean probably men too and there's nothing more relatable than that i guess men like penises i guess if you're gay you like penis um that's interesting do you i don't know i wonder because you know like i've been with quite a few men but i really don't like a penis either i don't like the way it looks not all penises are created equal i guess they're all ugly i've seen a lot and they're all ugly you know what i mean like they're just not they are kind of but i agree with her she ate on that all of it same too busy don't need to be doing all that i think it is it's so funny when i was just like really like uh depressed and like bored in life i feel like i probably was trying to have the most sex because i had like nothing else to do but it wasn't fun it was not boring yeah i was like i love that and she's young too i love that she's young and said that too and she's been with really attractive men so if she's saying it there must be some realness to it yeah i love that i love her we need to get her on the podcast too i feel like she's a tough one these days i feel like she's busy booked to me she's someone who just likes to do her thing and then not really leave the house i mean she talks about like not wanting a tour or whatever because she toured so much like as a kid and it was just a lot yeah mental state to be not at home for that long yeah i wrote that much so now she's very much like i want to do shows near me like i want to perform and then go home like she's doing shows at the hollywood bowl and they sold out really really quickly and and when when is she doing them this month i believe they went on sale last month and you have like the queue to get in it was like insane there was like 50 000 people in the ticket master queue she doesn't perform she doesn't really perform live yeah that's gonna be me with thousand oaks over here i'm gonna be that's where my residency we've always said that that's what's gonna happen because it's it is so nice to be like five minutes and then just go home yeah it's beautiful yeah some of the fans were like okay so now it's up to us though to spend a ton of money to fly to la if you want to see like miley it's worth the travel i see the fans point too if it's like now we have to pay even more money because concerts are so expensive but she has given so much of her life to performing and touring since she was i saw her before hannah montana came out so she must have been 13 when she was performing with like the cheetah girls as an opener touring so if she's doing something yeah 13 to like 13 and then she's like her mid late 20s too much that's a lot especially like kind of like hong kong too it's like it's like yeah like kids just like your perspective of time and work and everything is just so different you know so it's like touring as a kid i mean that's just like too much you know what i mean it's like even before we leave the house matt was like i want to come home you know it's like their their concept of space and time and everything like that is just so different at a young age like it's too young to be putting them out on the road at like it's a person that probably feels like they had no childhood yeah so they want to regain that time now yeah i feel it i feel her i can see her coming here i can see her being like i don't know suddenly getting into the i want to talk to trish yeah and showing up here girl come we're huge fans of you here but not even weird because i don't you know we can be casual we're casual fans i'm not even like a weird obsessed fan i just think you're i think you're cool she seems cool i like her vibe i like her interviews i like her little clips yeah she's seems really laid back i had friends who were friends with her who's the rose bros those youtubers they were like best friends because um what jason justin who is yes one of their partners um did miley's hair and they would like they were friends they would hang out and they always said she was like really cool and nice and laid back and they would just hang oh i love that i love that everyone that knows her has like a good story about her yeah despite her family too she's right oh yeah her family is a little nuts billy ray i always see his ex fire moon on tiktok talking about how awful he was i was like damn oh that's a good transition okay southerners that are horrible t more southerners that are horrible kayla malik she posted a tiktok talking about how she ran into her abusive ex evan johnson at a bar in nashville and the two of them had very conflicting reports about what happened and it really made me feel bad for kayla so kayla posted a tiktok over the weekend saying uh pov ej just ran into you at the bar and tried to make good with you and all your friends then got escorted out trying to fight you but on snapchat evan responded to this and said just to make stuff clear i literally went out with my homie and you know who ended up there i was in vip like normal i did not fight anyone and she got escorted out for trying to approach me what are the odds she ends up there and then kayla clapped back at evan's snap because it started this whole narrative that she was stalking him or obsessed with him and and was orchestrating yeah and setting up uh the opportunity for them to have some kind of running together in nashville her current boyfriend's from nashville too right so her current boyfriend is from nashville she said they had planned this trip for weeks and it's his birthday his family's there she has a lot of friends there so that is why she was in nashville she tried to go to one bar first then they ended up at barstool which is the bar that evan was at no relation to day portnoy no relation to day portnoy as far as okay as i know but you never know he's by the sea he has his hand in a lot of pots that is very true um okay well first of all why the hell would she want to run her abuser you pled guilty to abusing why the hell is she trying to get back to you like she's obviously moved on and what why is she escorted i also love this flex of like i was in the vip like usual like vip of what of a bar that's not something to brag about sir okay then he had her escorted out why why was she escorted out he i guess is attesting that she went up to him they have a restraining order granted she has one against him but whatever there's a restraining order she's violating it because she was coming to him and then she was being hysterical according to him allegedly and probably she saw you if i saw your face too i'd be hysterical i'd freak out yeah and kayla her response to everything that evan was saying was the thought of having back and forth drama with him is actually dystopian and absurd the claim that is being made that i stalked this man's social media found out exactly what bar he was at then went to such bar so that he could see me is the most insane thing i've ever seen in my life heard in my life i was so happy when the last time i saw his face was me waving goodbye as he got booked for domestic violence and she uh he did plead guilty to the domestic violence charge but she said that there's still charges being pressed against him in the state of california as well so she's not even done with like the legal battle with him or anything yet either i think it becomes this whole conversation about the perfect victim because obviously like kayla presents very like party girl down for whatever she has like a lot of guy friends she uh talks about like being hung over got her drinking and stuff like that she reminds me very much like tana teased yeah and it honestly reminds me a lot in some ways of like tana and like a cody co or whatever where it's like so many people consider tana's like reputation and be like oh whatever like it's tana that's just tana that's what she wants she doesn't care yeah um and not really like taking it her mental health and honestly physical well-being too in kayla's case very seriously because we all saw the photos of kayla like she was physically harmed so severely to a point where she thought like she could honestly pass away so and like you said i think because she posts right when people see oh well she's posting so she's fine it's like well a lot of two i kind of like the tana too is like when something like also traumatic happens like you know their reaction is to go to the internet because that is where they feel like safe and protected and supported you know and so i think obviously something like that happens she goes on because she's like shaken up and she wants people to know that people to see she's visually shaken up i was like that too it's like sometimes if you don't show proof of yourself then like you're fine you were just posting earlier that day that you're fine and you're fine because you're this it's like yeah if you don't just like stay quiet and stay silent like go away people don't like take you seriously and that's like really sad because specifically evan like he is like he is convicted of yeah there's no like black or white yeah oh he said she said gray area like he pled guilty he was yeah and obviously like if anyone obviously the narcissist word gets thrown around all the time if anyone knows anything about like abusive exes or any of that kind of stuff like that like they will say you're the crazy one you're shocking me all this stuff like that and because of that people kind of side which is crazy i mean it's really it really does come down to like you said she's a girl she can present wild or whatever i guess and people just are like well who cares because she's that type of girl as opposed to if it was someone i don't know that she's going to college or something yeah and then evan said that there are people at the bar who can attest his testimony or he can get security footage but like honestly i don't even care because even if she is hysterical it's like maybe because your face like i would also be like oh get him away from me like and even if like she has like she has like she obviously is at a bar she was drinking so even if she got like some details wrong i also like don't really care like that isn't uh it doesn't testify like that is not testimonial to her character if she's a liar or anything because like again she had all the proof in the world so i feel like we need anything else yeah yeah like if you're like oh i was at the bar like 11 30 and he came up to me and like what okay what if like you know she taught charlotte hockington first whatever it's like that one detail is what people focus on in the pic she's a liar she's this and it's like well just because i don't remember something exactly doesn't mean i'm a liar um it sucks where is he posting his little comeback on snap inc and truly the root of all evil the devil amongst us the devil this is the bring the devil yes the devil amongst us this episode is snapchat and every episode above the tiger selma blair kate gosselin we have snapchat who is constantly letting this stuff happen letting these people on their platform it's like what do you it's already sussed the deleting and letting like 13 year olds on here it's already sussed but this is all where it's all going down i need to see comments i need to see action at least tiktok comments hold people accountable snapchat has zero accountability you just be posting stuff people can say whatever it disappears it's like oh that wasn't me that was ai whatever the hell it is yeah still the concept of you of you being banned from snap and then these creators get paid also get the worst literally actual criminals ej is on there getting paid criminals literal criminals why were you banned from snapchat i think like back in the day i was it wasn't even directly but promoting promoting it was like not safe for work oh content back in the day but like teenagers are doing that gaga everybody wasn't even posting any content it was just like you're just talking about kind of indirectly which is crazy it wasn't even because i a year ago there was like a snapchat one of the snapchat execs was on the views podcast and they were asked like straight up like oh like you know i think david himself was like i don't even know what you're talking about and i was like what's going on i don't even know what you're talking about i don't even know what you're talking about i don't even know what you're talking about i don't even know what you're talking about i don't even know what you're talking about you know we like don't really see it we can't see everything i was like okay so you know what's happening why the hell are you doing this he's kind of like well we like you know we don't see everything so we don't know and it's like david like admitted to being like under 17 sounding new i was like and then the person's just acting like i don't know they know it's this stuff happens and that's why snap is used yeah yeah literally of course i remember crystal yeah i always remember that clip of him finding out that like he's like wait i thought those snaps disappeared and someone's like yeah they can like screen record her with another phone he's just like just like thinking like oh my god it always happens it's the root of all evil snapchat and nevin johnson and poor i feel bad for kayla i mean she's such a strong girl because she is still so young what is she like 22 or something yeah she's so young when she was here she was like literal literal baby i was like oh my gosh and then all the stuff she's gone through since and then you have to deal with an abusive ex you have to go 21 21 and still doing on ongoing legal battles here in california and just like trying to move on with her life but uh and like what she's just not supposed to go to nashville she's like never supposed to enter that city that her boyfriend's from like it's just like so insane although honestly at this point this guy sounds crazy and maybe just i don't know i don't want to be like but that's the problem right it's like it's like all these things it's like well like women who wear shorts okay don't wear shorts it's like no it shouldn't be that it shouldn't be like don't go to nashville it's like this guy should this guy should not be in nashville this guy should be what do you have mutual restraining orders how does that work like i as far as i know i could be wrong but i last i heard especially when we were covering it so in the weeds she had one against him that's why it's weird that he was like making a big thing we have a restraining order no she got oh he doesn't have one against because sometimes not that i know oh yeah sometimes they do it like both ways like i'm going to do one too yeah but last i heard i could be wrong last i heard she had one against him but he's saying we we but i don't know about it i haven't actually seen any documentation of him having one so do people really just be saying anything well kayla good for you for keeping to speak out i think you're just continue to go to social media even if people like evan want to call you crazy people can see through it i think for the most part but you get some of those people who just are just want to hate you and you did nothing wrong but just because you're young and free and making money and doing being influencer i don't know i hate the concept of like well don't ruin his life forever that's kind of the vibe i get like people like still following him or whatever like don't worry he's just not to ruin his life forever no like he almost killed her so and he's also saying like she was harassing him and he's also saying like she was harassing him and he's also saying harassing him and stalking him so she keeps bringing it up if you just like stayed quiet and like stop bothering her okay yeah at this point just like shut up like we already know what you did like so just leave just yeah you don't have to be like she was stalking and harassing me it's like just stop talking about it and then it goes away a little easier you know in some degree but for not for her but for the public i suppose kayla we love you and i love your podcast i think i'm trying to go on it i think that was on one of the schedules i don't know if it's gonna work out but i hope so love it love banging out i don't know if it's gonna work out but i hope so love it love the co-host i guess he seems nice uh the sweatshirt singer yes you have to ask him about millie bobby brown yes why you like shane dawson so much i'm like why he has oh because he dated millie bobby brown got it okay we have a list we'll write it down remember shane was on their podcast that was so random well he's on the show oh or movie whatever is it a movie is your show canceled oh yes he's he stars in it the poster literally looks like tana too it's so crazy i'm yeah she kind of looks like margot robbie to me okay but i guess with like influencer blonde canceled i think it's also a red logo maybe as well yeah it's giving literally tana t's i guess she's not taking it personally she's not taking it up for the lawsuit all right you guys well what an episode emotional roller coaster emotional roller coaster oh my god i was so emotional at the beginning even that just don't mention roller coasters triggered oh my god everything in this episode is triggering we need to trigger warning at the moment don't mention anything oh my god don't mention literally anything i'm not even gonna look at my phone the rest of the day i'm just literally never looking at that all right you guys thanks for being here have a great week you can turn it around anytime just know that just know you can choose the good times start now your day is not ruined everything is fine and we'll see you next week for the beginning of our health week i'm excited me too costumes galore what's our first one pop princesses perfect you ready for it i am actually me too i feel prepared all right love you guys bye