How To Leave Earth After This Life | EP 72

[MUSIC PLAYING] My name is Danny Shea. I'm a constitutional litigator who has tried some of the most important cases in recent American history. From Pentagon papers, the Watergate scandal, to Iran Contra. My legal career has led me now to this pivotal moment. As our human family confronts the implications of the existence here on our planet, of extraterrestrial or extradimensional non-human species, I will be your guide as we dive into the profound philosophical, theological, and public policy questions pertaining to the UFO phenomenon, alien life, and the citizen movement for disclosure. This is the full disclosure podcast coming to you from the New Paradigm Institute on Spectrivision Radio. Spectrivision Radio. Hello, friends. So how do we leave Earth? And I don't mean how do we hop in a rocket ship and blast off and go to Mars or the moon or is it a reticulate, not in physical form? How do we graduate? How do we ascend spiritually outside of this physical, Earth life realm here? What I call the simulator, this physical simulator for consciousness development. How do we leave? Are we stuck here? Are we trapped here? Is this a soul trap? Is this a loose farm? Is this a simulation? And we're not even real. What is this place and how do we get out of here? I get this question all the time. And we're going to go deep today. The today's conversation is spurred by an amazing conversation I had yesterday with a client. Actually, it was just a human design coaching session that went deep-- we went hours talking about these questions. And I wanted just to share that video with the world because it was so good and so profound. But it's not mine to share. You know, this is a private conversation I was having with a client. But I'm going to do a little recap today. I want to take you all through the big picture. We're going to zoom out. OK, we don't do that enough. We get stuck here in this physical reality. We go on all these side quests and missions. And we lose track of the bigger picture. Today, we're going to put that bigger picture together. And we're going to rediscover-- rediscover what we came here to do, who we are, what's out there, where we came from, and where we're going. And what, the point of all this is, what is the point? What is the point? Who are the players? Are there good guys and bad guys? What's our role in this? Are we just pawns? Are we co-creators? Are we more powerful? Do we have more power out there in the Astro? Or do we have more power in here? I think the answers are going to shock you. So let's dive in. [MUSIC PLAYING] Hello, friends. Welcome to another exciting episode of Conscious Observers. All right. I'm going to go back to the beginning. This story I'm about to tell you that has to do with how souls, how your soul, more than likely, came to Earth. What it's doing here and how it can leave. Now, this story is compiled by my own personal experiences. My wife is actually a past life regressionist, and we've done so many regressions and put together so many experiences and stories from ourselves and from so many people. It's a compilation of my experiences, her experiences, the experiences of our clients. Also, people like Dolores Cannon, people like Tom Campbell, people like Robert Monroe, Ishtalk Bintov, William Bullman, so many of the masters of consciousness, the exploration and astral travel that have been able to put together this bigger picture of where the souls originally transmigrated from, how we are kind of stuck here, and what we do about it. I think this is the most important conversation we can have, period, because it affects all of us at not just this physical level, like, you know, I don't know, our physical life, jobs and relationships and family and money and that kind of stuff. That's all important, but that stays here when we leave. This is what you take with you. This knowledge, this understanding, you take with you. And I think it's incredibly valuable and important and suppressed, okay? So I don't know what kind of reach this episode's going to get, but let's give it a shot here. Okay. Now, this part comes largely from Robert Monroe as far as the origin of the soul to the Earth life experience. Okay, so we have Earth here. Earth is this little fish bowl, with physical matter reality, it's floating around in what seems to be a largely non-physical greater universe. And what it seems like the purpose of Earth is, why it was created, was to be, I mean, he famously called it a loose farm. And it does seem like it is an energy factory that the plants and animals and everything here on Earth behave in a way and in the fact that we have this food chain where basically every living thing has to eat other living things. That's the core of this reality. You know, it doesn't matter if you're vegan, a vegetarian, a carnivore, it doesn't matter. I mean, eating plants, a couple weeks ago, I did a video on the consciousness and sentience of plants and how we're proving that through repeatable scientific experiments that plants have sentience, plants have consciousness. Why would they not? They're a part of Gaia. Gaia is a conscious entity. So everything that we eat, plants or animals is alive, is intelligent for sure, and is likely conscious and sentient. So living things have to eat, living things to survive. And in the process of doing that, you produce this energetic byproduct, which Robert Monroe called Lush, and it serves as a fuel source, you know, earth is kind of like this power plant. Now, I'm not saying this is good or bad. I don't think that the creator of this world made it for good or bad purposes. It was made to produce energy. And that energy, what Robert Monroe discovered is the creative, the energy that's behind the creative force of the universe. It's literally world-building energy. It's what this world needs to sustain itself, but it's also what the creator uses to create other worlds and other life forms. So it's a good thing, okay? That's why when he went to the future and he realized that in the future, humans understood their role or human consciousness understood this role, and they served more as like kind of like honey bees. You know, they knew their role in this process of creating energy and they welcomed it. They, you know, they were happy to do it because they understood the purpose behind it. Okay, so the original design of Earth and the biological life forms on Earth and the food chain system and all that seems to be largely to produce energy. We can kind of get behind that. Okay, as evolution goes on and life forms evolved, you know, we get to a point where we had like these, you know, evolving primates. And these evolving primates, made good vehicles. I mean, if you kind of look at it like from a consciousness point of view, so say an outside consciousness, which is advanced, is looking down on Earth and it sees maybe dinosaurs at the beginning, you know, we think that like, like there's been all sorts of epochs of advanced life forms on Earth. And and dinosaurs probably made pretty good decent, you know, vehicles for consciousness. And I'm sure that consciousness inhabited some of the dinosaurs and and velociraptor type dinosaurs. And that may be evolved into what we call like reptilians. But we even have like that same kind of reptilian brain, you know, carried over from the dinosaur period. And, you know, so that was one form of avatar. And it seems like in our ancient ancient history, we had other human type vehicles that maybe still are buzzing around what we call the Nordics. But there's been all these different vehicles for for consciousness to come into. And it seems like a lot of this was probably, you know, probably genetically engineered from these already evolving primates. So you have these primates, you have these dinosaurs and stuff. And all it takes is come in and do a little bit of, you know, splitting and fusing of chromosomes and a little bit of genetic manipulation. And you can have a even better vehicle for consciousness. And it seems like that's what happened with the fusing of chromosome two and things like that. So that's not really crazy if you think about it. And they created these vehicles. That's the human being. Okay. So now you have this earth that, you know, was created for energy production. It has everything evolves in the universe. So evolution is not really something that I think is controversial at all. You know, the only controversial part is like, did we naturally evolve or were we modified along the way? But things already evolve. So they take something already evolving that is a good host vehicle. They manipulate it. it, create a better, you know, more upgraded host vehicle. And then consciousness is, um, discover Earth and an archive like, oh, look at this place, you know, like there's, there's like these cool vehicles. It's almost like running a car and going for an excursion. Like the consciousness can come in to this avatar and have physical experiences. Like this is a big deal because when you're out in the non physical part of the universe, which is sort of base level, I don't consider this base level reality. I consider, you know, non-physical base level reality. This is like a, it's like putting on a VR headset for your consciousness and having this physical experience. So then they start coming in and having these physical experiences. So imagine it like, like Robert Monroe tells a story in one of his books that his consciousness, which he calls AA, you know, came from KT 95, which was his home planet. That's where his consciousness was sort of born and or took that went to that tipping point of self-realization. And as I'm pointing out board there and it left it ascended and it left that physical planet and it was like essentially roaming around the cosmos, you know, kind of just like what's next? What's out there? And when it found Earth, Earth was already bustling and everything and it sort of looked down and was like, whoa, that looks interesting, you know, like these are, I mean, how could you not look at Earth and think it's interesting, right? Like it's interesting. It's a beautiful planet. Humans are interesting. You have humans out there fighting and wars. You have humans making music. You have humans making art. You have humans telling jokes. You have humans doing tricks. You have humans playing sports. Like it's a very interesting place. Humans are very interesting beings. So this consciousness kind of sees that and is like, oh, I want to go in there. And he's greeted by this being an entity which calls himself Ed. And it stands for entry director. When we come to find out that Ed, the entry director, is, you know, used to be human and now is playing this role as basically screening souls and consciousnesses as they discover Earth and come by to make sure that a few things they're ready. They understand what they're getting into. He actually kind of tries to scare you a little bit, you know, with the terms and conditions, you know, hey, you're going to get the memory wipe. You're going to lose track. You're not going to know like who you are now. This, this identity you have and this, this knowing of the greater universe and where you came from and all that kind of stuff. You're not going to know any of that. You're going to come in here. We're going to place you into a body and you're going to be born as a baby. You're not going to have a walk or talk. You're not going to know where you came from. You're not going to know anything. You're going to be completely alone isolated, scared, terrified and it's going to be a very intense experience. And he has to tell you all that because you essentially sign like a contract, a source, right? And then, you know, the consciousnesses can either say, ah, that's a little too heavy for me. Or, you know, they look down and they're like, I don't know, it looks kind of fun. You know, so and when I, when I die, when that body dies, I can just come back up here and go on my merry way and entry director is like, yeah, you know, there's no rule or law that says you have to stay in there or it's not a trap. You know, he's not here to crowd you. Actually, they try to almost scare you off like they, they don't want just anybody coming in. Now, that's not to say this is the only entry point. That's the only way to get into the earth life, you know, simulation or simulator. Like I call it, I'm not saying that. But this is what Robert Monroe discovered. This is what other people have had similar type of experiences and stories like this that there is this sort of entry director screening process for new souls and consciousnesses to make sure that they know what they're getting into. They have to kind of sign almost like signing a a waiver type thing and then you come in. Okay. So in this case, his, his original consciousness comes into earth and is put into a body. And since you don't really know, like you have no idea what a human is. You don't know what countries are. You don't really know, like, you know what I mean, like you're not telling them, oh, I want to go to this place and I want to be in this kind of a family or I want because you don't really know. You don't even know what a guy or a girl is. You don't know what what money is. You don't know any of these things. It's brand new. So you're just like put me in coach. It looks like fun. Let's do it. And you go and usually what happens just like anything. The first round is a shit show, right? You're going to get in and you're just going to be like, you're going to be, it's like a foreign land. You're an alien. You have no history of any of this stuff. And we meet these people. You know, come on. You've met these people in your life where you're just like, you have to be an alien. And it probably is their first go. You know, imagine you're very first go at being a human. It would be overwhelming. There's not like a training course you take first. You're just pff, you're in here. So imagine your first go and and then you know, it's chaotic. It's crazy. You know, you're making your way kind of like, you know, you're going around in the dark and then, you know, at a certain point you die and you go back up. Okay. Now there's someone called red. That's the return entry director because now you're in the return flow. And now you're in the system. Okay. There's a system. The spirit world is very systemized. I mean, it's there's a flow. There are checkpoints. There's different managers. There's different hierarchies. There's all sorts of stuff going on. It's very, very industrial feeling because there's a lot of souls. There's a lot of moving parts. So this concept of, did we come here voluntarily? Are we trapped? That kind of stuff? The best metaphor I can use is like going to college. Okay. So you enroll into college voluntarily. You're like, Hey, I want to go to college. Looks like fun. And then say, you know, your sophomore year, you're just not having fun and you're bummed out and you're like, I went out of here. Well, you can leave, right? There's no law that says you can't quit. But is it easy? There's a process. If you go to administrations, you have to talk to the dean and the counselors and you have student loans and you have, you know, all these things, like you've talked to your parents, you've talked to your teachers, you have to, you have to withdraw from school and then you have to pay back these loans. You're, you're tethered. You're tied in there, right? Like you have karma, right? Like you've made friends and you've made enemies and you owe money and, and you've checked out books and you have all these things, right? And the longer you're in school, the more tether you have, the more karma you have, the more points of contact you have, the more things keeping you in the system. So going back to our incarnation story, the soul came in for fun dipped in was like, I just want to dip in and you know, check out this earth thing and then dip out, right? And the entry director at the beginning is like, yes, you can do that. You can do that. And the soul's cocky. It's like, okay, put me in coach. I'm going to go have fun. I'm going to see what this earth thing's all about and then I'm getting out of here. You guys are crazy. Well, what happens? You go in, you have the experience you die, you go back up, you meet with red, the return entry director and he says, do you want to keep going on your way, kid? Do you want to go back into the cosmos and find another planet? Or do you want to go into the return flow? You know, go meet with some guides, figure out what you could have done better, play in your next incarnation, and, and give it another shot. Those are kind of your options at this point because you're not too deep into the system, right? You can leave or you can stay. And you would think, okay, well, obviously they're going to leave, right? But what happens is, earth life is thrilling, right? We have emotions. It's, it's, it's really intense. It's really exciting. It's the ultimate experience. You know, you find love, you have loss, you have some wins and successes, you have some failures, all sorts of things happen. And then you see other people and you're like, well, that person's crushing it. I want to be like them or, or last time I was a girl and this time want to be a boy or last time I was poor next time I want to be rich or, you know, last time I lived in the jungle, next time I'll live in the city, right? Okay, see where this is going. So when you go to the return entry director, you're talking to red and they're like, you want to go back to the cosmos, do you want to go to the exit door? Do you want to go back in? They're like, you know what? Let's do this again. Last time, I didn't really know what I was doing. I died young. I didn't really have any momentum, you know, this time I have a plan. This time I have a plan. We're going to do big things, okay? So put me in coach. So you go back, you go to a different area now. Now you're in the system. You are tagged and you're in there and you meet with people. You have guides, you have advisors, you know, you go to the like what Dr. Michael Newton discovered there's like this whole flow in the life between lives, you know, or then you go to the council builders, you consult with them, you go to the hall of destiny, you choose your next your next body and stuff. Now you kind of know, now you're like, okay, last time I was a girl, next time I want to be a boy. So you go to the hall of destiny and now you're talking to these advisors and stuff and you're planning out your next sojourn and then you go back in, okay, boom, born, baby. And then you live a life and then you die. And then you go back up and they're like, okay, what do you think? How'd that one go? You're like, I did it. It went better. It went better. I think I'm getting the hang of this thing. Okay. Hell yeah. I want to go back in, get out of my way. Die back in. All right. Oh my God. What has happened? We're only three lifetimes in. We're only three lifetimes in and you can see how you become addicted. You can see how the thrill of the human earth life experience is as addictive. It's, it's amazing. It's it's terrifying. It's all these things, but it evokes so much, you know, reaction and emotion and nostalgia that you want to go back in. And there's also this competitive component component where you're like, okay, well, you know, last time I was actually a ass and I did a bunch of things wrong. So I need to correct those things. And or last time I, I, you know, I just kind of sat around it and do much. And, you know, so or last time I was abused. Now I want to be the abuser. Last time I was a soldier and I had died. And next time I want to be for peace, like, there's, you, there's this duality and you always want to do things different and better. So what ends up happening is you keep going around and the more you go around the more karma you create. Karma in this case meaning just ties. You know, if you did terrible things now when you go back up and you're kind of having your past life review, you're not at the pearly gates being judged by God necessarily a lot of times you're being judged by yourself. Like now you've created this oversol. Now you have this but I call the higher self, which is just the collective of all of your lifetimes, of all of your experiences, your thoughts, your dreams, your worries, your fears, your everything you've ever done, everyone you've ever met, everything from every lifetime is sort of stored in this file folder in the cosmic database in the spirit world, which is this container, this waiting area, this loading zone around earth. And that is actually you. That is the totality of you. This you, like I'm Jordan right now, this me is a temporary me. But there's a bigger me, right? This isn't all of me. This is a portion of me. Now that file folder, the higher self, that oversol is all of you. And it is gathering the pieces of you, you know, every time you go around and it's accumulating, it's getting bigger and bigger. And it's also attached to other, you know, what Robert Monroe calls the eye there, the eye, like this is the eye here, and that's the eye there. So the eye there is a part of a soul cluster. You've developed relationships through your social answers, different consciousnesses that you have formed bonds with that you've been through, you know, hell with and been through love with and you've just connected with and the managerial system of this place sees that and knows that okay, you know, when you're with this, this consciousness, you you're more productive or effective or whatever. So, you know, we'll let y'all go in together. And the more you have sojourns and more you have lifetimes and incarnations, you start to grow your team, your soul family. And that's a real thing. And then on the other side, your higher self is then tethered to these other clusters of other eye there's other higher selves that that you, you know, you've kind of formed this, this group, this family, right? And all this is going on. Okay. And at the same time, we're coming in and we're getting like lead astray, sometimes we're getting indoctrinated or brainwashed or pulled into cults or religions or whatever. And then when you die, your consciousness, that part of it, that partition of it, instead of going up to your higher self and, you know, reconnecting with the group, it gets stuck in what Robert calls the belief system territory, which are these zones in the spirit world, which we create humans, create, which you could consider our heavens and hills and everything in between that based on your beliefs, if you have strong enough beliefs, you're going to be magnetized and drawn into these zones. Well, now that partition of you, that piece of your oversold that came in here for that sojourn and then it died instead of it going back up and and rejoining the group. Now it's stuck over here. It went maybe to heaven. It's like, oh, this is lovely, you know, I'm just going to stay here forever. Okay, now say all of that happens hundreds of times because it does. Sometimes thousands of times, depending on when you came into the system, you might have had thousands of human lives. Okay, then people ask this question, which seems simple. How do I leave or I don't want to be here anymore or this is my last incarnation? No, it's not a hatred break it to you. It's not. And here's why. What you call I, what you call you, what you call me is not you. You in this current form, like me, Jordan Crowder, in this meat suit right now does not have the ability to just leave earth. I can't. I can't do it. It doesn't work that way. And here's why. Because I, what I call I and me, when you look at me and you see Jordan, this is not the totality of my consciousness. This is but a small partitioned part that came in here to have this physical life. When I go back to my soul cluster, which I will because I'm not indoctrinated and I'm maintaining my free will and I will stay awake and in coherent and fully aware through the entire process. And I will be able to make free will decisions, but my decisions will be limited because I must go back to my group, my soul cluster. I must go back to my higher self. And I have faith that I will be able to navigate and go there. I'm not going to get stuck in the belief systems. I will go back there. Okay. So let's say I did that. And you say, okay, then you can leave, right? Because I can't just me just leave because I'm incomplete. I'm not whole. I'm just one, maybe one hundredth, maybe one one thousandth of of me, of my actual consciousness, the totality of me, the essence of me, the real me. This isn't the real me. This is a drone that my consciousness is using for now. And then that part, you know, Dr. Michael Newton wrote amazing books, you know, studied this for decades, had over 7,500 case studies of life between lives who, you know, hypnotic regression and just has a insane amount of data. He basically discovered that our consciousness only streams in maybe 10 to 20% of its actual full power into each body. Because any more than that would basically fry the nervous system. And the rest of it is out there. So it's like a radio signal that our body is a tuning instrument that tunes, it focuses, it focuses that that conscious energy into this body. But that's not all of it. That's just a little bit. The rest of it's still up there. Okay. So say I'm able to successfully navigate the minefield, which is the afterlife and all the belief systems and all the different things, pulling you in different directions and all the kind of stuff. And I make it back to my my soul family. And I make it back to my higher self. And I go back into the group, you know, and they're like, hey, welcome. And then they put all of my experiences and everything I've learned in my growth and my wisdom and my knowledge and all the stuff that I got out of this lifetime. And we we combine it, you know, reaccumulate it back with the the group and now my oversold growth and my higher self grows. And it's bigger and it's wiser and it's more experienced. And this all these amazing things. Okay. Then I can leave, right? Now I can go what Robert Monroe called escape velocity. I have escape velocity. Now I can go, right? I'll surfaced because this isn't my only lifetime. And maybe I successfully made it back. But what about my previous lives? What about lives where I was indoctrinated or brainwashed or in a culture and a religion or had very strict, you know, belief systems. And when I died, I landed in one of these belief system territories. And there's parts of me that are stuck there. Maybe there's parts of me stuck here on earth. What we call ghost. This embodied consciousness is that when the physical body dies, the spirit does not ascend up like it's supposed to because it's stuck. Maybe it had trauma. Maybe it was scared. Maybe it was a mass casualty event and it and it doesn't even know it's it's dead and it's still roaming around earth, lost and confused. Those things are very prevalent. And in a oversold that has probably hundreds, maybe thousands of lifetimes, the odds are you're going to have dozens of stuck pieces of you. So you can't leave until you are whole. No man left behind. That's that's just the way it works and it makes sense. Why would you want to leave? Even if you could, what you can't, if you wanted to, would you leave parts of you behind? I wouldn't. Okay. So now that we got that out of the way, that seems to me to be in a nutshell, how this works. And you can see how it's a voluntary system. It's a learning system, but it's incredibly addictive and it becomes a trap. I use the metaphor banwilder if you've ever seen Ryan Reynolds movie banwilder. He basically goes to school college and he does have so much fun. He's big man on campus. He's partying. Everyone loves him and he doesn't want to graduate. So he stays in school forever and he's he's in school for like a long time. That's the whole point of the movie. He doesn't want to go to class. Everyone loves him. He's just partying, but it's because he's avoiding reality. He doesn't want to graduate because then he has to get a real job and grow up and all that kind of stuff. So he just stays there. Overstays is welcome. And I think that's what most human souls have done. We've overstayed our welcome. We've learned everything that we came here to learn and then some and a million times more. And at this point, we're just playing the game. We're doing side missions. You know, we're like, okay, I mean, I've been rich before, but I've never been filthy rich. So let's do it again and become filthy rich, right? Or where I've never been a jazz singer. Let's be a jazz singer. I mean, I know I was a country singer and I know another life I was an opera singer, but I've never been a jazz singer. Like we're just we're just playing side missions at this point. Here's where it gets ridiculously fascinating. Okay, because Most people think that. in the other side, in the spirit world, when you're non-physical, when you're out of the physical body that you have expanded capabilities, you have immense knowledge and understanding of the universe and options and all this kind of stuff. But when you're in here, you're very restrictive, you know, when you're in here, you're stuck. And actually, I think it's the opposite. And this is very counterintuitive, but this is the secret. This is the secret to everything. This is what I don't think they want you to know. 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So anyways, with that out of the way. Let's go into what? So this is this is wild. People don't expect this. And I agree. It's counterintuitive. But a big way for us to leave to escape what Robert Monroe called escape velocity happens here inside Earth in this physical body. And then you might think, okay, well, we come in here. We have the memory wipe and we're confused and we're lost and we're restricted. You know, we don't we don't have these amazing abilities out there. We can fly and we do all sorts of stuff. But in here, you know, we're pretty limited. But here's the thing. We have free will. We have free will. And we don't necessarily have free will when we're in the spirit world. Because when you're in the greater universe, like when you do get it, all of your pieces together and you're able to leave the spirit world in your back and your whole and you're in the, the, just the non physical universe, I do feel like you have expanded capabilities there. You do have a greater knowledge and understanding and more like freedom to kind of do it. Everyone. But when you're in the spirit world, it is like this, you know, extra layer around Earth. That seems to be very compartmentalized and very restricted. It's kind of like a lock in key access. Like you can go to certain areas and do certain things, but it's very limited. Okay. So even Robert Monroe, they were telling him his higher self was guiding him. Basically, we'll come up in this life and I think that most of our awakenings are, are instigated by our higher self. Because they know that they're like, okay, they're awake now. Now we can get them to do these missions for us. And he was told directly by these, what he called an inspects intelligent species, because he didn't know what they were. He thought they were aliens, but it was actually parts of him. They were guiding him and they were like, okay, we need you to do these missions. And these missions are critical because, you know, depending on your success in these missions, it determines whether we get to leave or not. So it's very, there's a show called Severance. I don't know if you've seen it. If you haven't, you've got to watch it, especially the first season. Oh my God. It's like, I don't watch a lot of TV, but I have throughout my life. And it is probably the best season, the best season of any show I've ever seen. Season one season two is really good, but it kind of zigz and zags a little, it gets a little weird. But season one of Severance is amazing and it's on Apple TV. But the reason I bring it up is because they have this concept called ines and outies. And I won't belabor this because if you haven't seen it, it won't make any sense. But if you have seen it and I do encourage you to see it, it perfectly explains the relationship between what I call the human self and the higher self. Okay. The higher self and human self relationship and how it's very similar to like, say you're playing a video game and you are the character in the game. And you're also the one outside the game playing it, this relationship between the two. That's very similar to the higher self and the human self and it's very similar to the any and the outie in Severance. And I wish I could just deep dive on this metaphor because it's so exact. But if you haven't seen the show, it wouldn't make any sense. So I guess I'll, I'll table that one for now. But just know this. Okay. When you're in here in this physical world, of course you come in with memory wife. You don't know even human before you don't know that you have existed in different life forms and different energy systems. And you don't know anything. You're just in here. Okay. And you have to figure it all out. And yes, that's scary and that's restrictive and you're kind of deaf, dumb and blind. So you're not really useful at the beginning, right? But then as you go through life, you accumulate knowledge. You have experiences that concept. There's a certain point, this tipping point where your higher self is trying to get through to you. And of course we have, you know, we've turned off all of our sensors. We're not listening. They're calling, but we're not picking up at a certain point, you know, the higher self is is doing everything and can get your attention. And if it can't get your attention, it does things. It has abilities to instigate these awakening experiences. You know, it guides you either to an ayahuasca thing or, you know, I just saw a UFO and that blew my mind or I had a, and you're a death experience or whatever the case may be, or maybe you just read a book and it just triggered something and you have this awakening and your lies, you're like, and how just to be honest, doing gateway through Monroe Institute is like a awakening experience. Like you have to be ready for it. I used to tell people not to do it unless it already had awakening. But now I'm like, I think it's a great, if you want to wake up, it will do that. And then once you wake up, you now are receptive. Now the higher self can communicate to you. Finally, he's answering the phone. So I'm going to give him submissions. Okay. So here's why this is so important because we have free will in here and we have the ability to do things that are, our consciousness on the non physical side can't do because it's more restricted. So we're in here and I think the system doesn't expect us to do these things because it's not obvious that we can do these things. But that's what like the secret societies and the mystery schools was all about. That's why they're secret. That's why they're mysterious because they have to be kept underground because the knowledge they're spreading and the things like in this book here, Manly Peahall, the secret teachings of all ages, this book, the size of this monster. This is every secret society and mystery school in one book. This is the most important book ever written. But basically the whole point is that when you understand the things that we can do in here, you understand the potential that we have inside this human body and you understand that the things that we can do in here, we can't do out there and that our higher self is actually trying to get our attention and wake us up because we came in here innocently enough, like a, like I started this whole thing out, you know, walking through this process. It was innocent, but now we're kind of stuck in a way and we need to get out. And your higher self and the non-physical needs our help in here to do it. It's like the Indian, the Audi and Severance. It needs the help is passing notes to us, given us missions, telling us things to do. And that's what we're developing through the side games and through Monroe's too and all this stuff is this ability to alter your state of consciousness. And while in the physical body with this immense free will and the ability to do these things connect to your, your other side, the higher self, get these missions and then go and do the things. And it's immensely important and powerful and very counterintuitive because people don't think that people think that on the other side, they're all knowing and they know everything and then here we're deaf, dumb and blind. But the reality is they know more, but what they know is that they need our help. They know that they're kind of stuck over there. And now it gets into, is it purposefully stuck or accidentally stuck? Are there forces that are manipulating us and that kind of stuff? And you go into books like, you know, Dolores Cannon wrote a lot about the custodians of Earth, this managerial system of Earth. The should call them like, you know, basically gardeners and this is the garden and that they, you know, they're helping us but also sustaining the system, right? That's their job. But then you have to think, okay, when we come in here, we're very vulnerable, right? Like when you're born into this human experience, you get the wipe. You don't really know what you're doing. It takes a long time to figure these things out and the human life isn't really that long and it kind of seems like by the time you figure everything out, it's over. And so, you know, I do think that there's these other intelligences and other beings that look at this world with all sorts of different lenses. Some people look at it and probably say, ooh, with their sitting ducks, I can play the evil villain, and I can manipulate them and do this at the other. And then I'm sure there's beings that are like more benevolent that are like, oh, there's poor people. They don't realize what's happening. They need our help. And I think that there is this battle between good and evil or negative and positive that's happening when they talk about these battles in the heavens. That's what they're talking about is that there's opportunistic kind of bad guys that are taking advantage of our situation. And then there's benevolent good guys that are trying to help us. And then there's graduates of the Earth Life System that stick around kind of like teachers' aides and counselors to help and to do their part. And then there's probably like the forces that belong to like the creator itself, the one who created this Earth Life System, which I don't think is actually the creator. I think that there's levels. I think that there's a creator who created us. There's a creator who created the Earth. There's probably a creator who created that creator. And I think it goes on like the Russian dolls. So there's going to be parts of that. That look at the system as, okay, maybe it's not perfect. Maybe it's been hijacked in certain ways and manipulated. But we still need to preserve the core purpose of the system. And then there's probably graduates of previous like kind of versions of humans like that have got to this advanced level like we are. And they're still buzzing around. That's what we call the Nordics and some of these other aliens, that seem to be very humanoid and human like might be like how we are like versions of us from the past or even maybe the future. And I think all that's kind of buzzing around here. Meanwhile, we're just here on our, who knows what number sojourn and incarnation just trying to live life and get the most out of this. While also trying to accumulate all of our pieces and make ourselves whole and also communicate with our high yourself on the other side and figure out what we can do to help what our mission is. And doing all this while navigating all these side missions which are basically just distractions. All these things that we do in life, like memorizing stats for athletes and crap like that. Going to school for degrees we don't need and everything is filling our brain with kind of useless stuff. Seems to be diversions like purposeful distractions so that we don't put all this stuff together. And I do see this kind of great awakening happening 'cause you might say, okay, Jordan, well, if this is a simulator for consciousness development and consciousness is do come in voluntarily for this learning experience, then why would you ever tell them that this is that kind of a world when that defeat the whole purpose? And I think yes, for so many people it would. Like if you're a brand new soul and you came here to learn and to grow, it would be detrimental to you if I came to you and said, hey, here's how it all works because they're in here to learn and to grow. But those people wouldn't believe me anyways. They're not listening to my show. The people that are needing to wake up are listening to the show and are waking up because what happens is at a certain point, your higher self is like shaking you like a snow globe trying to get your attention because it's like, hey, we've done done everything, man, we've learned everything, we've had every experience, we've played every side game, we've done it all. Now we need to retrieve our pieces. We need to go on these soul retrieval missions, which at the Monroe Institute, they have something called lifelines. And the whole point of lifelines is to literally teach you how to retrieve stuck pieces of your soul and actually help other stuck souls too, which is what we call ghost. But there's a program, most people don't know this, but there is a program called lifelines that teaches you exactly that. But the entire point of it is to acknowledge that you have stuck partitions of your consciousness in different belief systems and different places around and you have to go and retrieve them and make yourself whole again so that you can achieve escape velocity and ascend. Graduate, you don't escape Earth, you graduate from it, but you only graduate from it if you understand what it is and understand that we've overstayed our welcome and that you do have options that once you leave, you don't have to just be like, I'm getting out of here, man, screw this place, you can be like, hey, I wanna help other people in the same way that I was helped and you become a guide. You become this like a scented master type of a guide and you can play a very positive role in this. So you do have options, but you only have options once your whole and you only have options once you understand what you're in, how this construct is constructed and then what your options are. And that's where we're at right now. And I think that's why you're seeing this kind of mass awakening. You're seeing more people discovering these tools, things like gateway from the Monroe Institute. And I say that one more than other ones 'cause there's all sorts of tools for awakening. You can do it the hard way like me, have a near-death experience and a spontaneous Kundalini awakening and completely destroy your life and go into a dark night of the soul and almost go insane. That's one way. It worked out for me, but I would not advise it. Or you can do things like more of a structured approach like gateway, 'cause when you do gateway through Monroe Institute, it structures it, it walks you through your step one, step two, step three. And then once you're done with that, that's a prerequisite for the other and more advanced courses like Lifelands where we literally teach you how to do all these things that I'm talking about. And as more people learn this and we kind of take our power back, even if there are these manipulative forces, dark forces, which there are. I mean, there really are forces out there that do not want this knowledge out there. Why do you think this is called the secret teachings of the ages, right? Why do you think these were called secret societies? Because they don't want this information out there. But it is. It is. And I don't think they can put the toothpaste back in the tube because enough people are waking up. And I think that's good, because it doesn't mean like we wake up and we wage a war or anything like that. Even though I have been told some stuff lately that does make me think that there is a battle coming, a battle between good and evil because there is a natural flow of this world that's supposed to happen. And I think that's being kind of stifled. I think that there is something that is preventing the natural flow, the evolutionary flow, like consciousness comes in, it has these experiences, you learn and then you move on. I think that that natural flow, that natural progression of events has been disturbed and it's leading to a lot of stuck consciousnesses and fragmented consciousnesses and noise and confusion. And I think that's what we need to fix and improve is that. And I don't know if that will happen without a little bit of a fight, because I think that it is in some of the forces interest to keep us divided and confused and stuck. It benefits somebody in some way. And that's very clear. So you do kind of have to have this little bit of an urgency, a little bit of an aggressiveness in this. You know, we can't be too naive and complacent anymore because I think that that's one of the ways we got into this pickle, you know what I mean? By just going with the flow, you know what I mean? Like you must maintain vigilance, you must be curious and you must be strong and you must always try to keep your autonomy, you know, your personal, you know, we're in here we're indivisuated. And I think that's why we have this level of free will because we are indivisuated. Whenever you're over there, when you're in the spirit world, it's more of a collective, it's more of a hive type of a program, when you're in here you're indivisuated, when you're indivisuated, you have free will, you have agency, you can do things that you can't do over there. And I think that you need to always maintain that agency, that sovereignty, that freedom, that independence, that is extremely important. And if you maintain that here, you can carry that over to the other side. And when you carry that over what it does is it gives you this agency, this ability to hit pause and say, hey, hey, hold on, let me look around a little bit, let me turn backwards. Should I go that way or should I go that way? Should I go into the light or away from the light? Should I go into the tunnel or not? Should I ask that guy? Well, he thinks should I go left or should I go right? Most people from what I can tell, there is this magnetic pool in the afterlife, and you're just like, you're sucked into the system. And they don't stop, they don't ask, they're not curious, they're just sucked in. And that usually doesn't work out good for beings. You want to have free will. You want to be able to stop, take your breath, slow things down and make decisions. And that's the most important part. So the whole reason that we do gateway is to get control over your thoughts and your feelings and your levels of consciousness and your awareness, maintain that awareness. And the whole reason we read books like The Secret Teachings Ages is to learn all of these secret methods and stuff that the things that we can do in the physical, we can't do in the non-physical and how you do have superpowers. That's why we do the side games training. Side games teaches us how to nurture these abilities. They have another side games training coming up in May. I'll put the details on my website and down below. I'm going to be there. It's going to be awesome. The side games itself definitely joined that. My promo code's below. You can get some discounts there. That's why all this stuff is so important because we're training. We're learning. We're learning and growing and training, but at a accelerated pace because I think time is of the essence. And also because I think we're hitting this collective tipping point where we need to. I think something's coming. And this is no longer. a want, it's more of a necessity that more people wake up and are prepared. And it's like the saying, you'd rather be a warrior and a garden than a gardener and a war. So I'm not like doom and glooming or anything, but like there does seem to be, you know, like I said, I would be amazed if we were able to just everybody wake up and, you know, we reaccumulate all of our pieces and we just naturally ascend out of here without there being any sort of pushback or battle along the way. And that's just something that, you know, I feel like it's part of this, you know. So you have to be kind of prepared for that and have that mentality. And you know, that's kind of the stuff that we're going to be focusing on moving forward is, is, you know, showing people and teaching people their true potential, their human potential and how you are more than your physical body for sure. But while you're in this physical world, make the most of it because your non-physical self is is counting on you to do certain things. You came in here with it to do list. You came in here with bigger missions than just, you know, be alive and survive. You know, so I think now is the time if you're listening to this, if you're still with me, there's a good chance that you are here for bigger things and that it's time to make that connection to your higher self, which is a very important part of this. That's what Sarah's specialty is. That's a big thing that we do in the law of probability is making that connection to your higher self. And, you know, all these tools, you know, law of probability, gateway, you know, books like this, you know, all the side training that we do at the side games. This is all for this isn't just random things. This is all cumulative. This is, this is building this, this, you know, framework within yourself of what reality is, how reality works, what your purpose is is here, how you can make the best use of your time, how you can optimize your potential. And then also, if you want to, how you can accumulate all the pieces and reach that escape velocity and actually leave this construct or at least have all of your available options presented to you so that you get to use your free will and your agency to choose what you want to do instead of being forced into something. I think that should be the ultimate goal for everybody. I know it is for me. So that's how I see things. I know that was a lot. It's like firehose. So if you want to watch this again, probably a good idea. All right, me if you have any questions about anything next week, we start the book report series. I'm going to start back on Robert Monroe's first book, Journey's Out of the Body, one of the coolest books ever. We're going to start page one, chapter one and go from there. I'm not going to read the whole thing. I go through and I select certain parts and then we discuss it. But we're going to start on page one book one ago all the way through the last page of book three. And we're going to do it continuously. Last time I kind of hopped around. This is going to be straight. So you're going to, you're going to get all the knowledge and then the discussion along the way. People have been begging me to do this since I stopped doing the book reports. So we're back in it, baby. And then the cohort or the gateway voyage starts on April 1st. You should join us. It's going to be a lot of fun. It's going to be transformative in so many ways. So, links below for all that stuff. 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