HOMEFREE pt.1 (Ft. Michael Wann)

What would I have done? I would have done a legitimate investigation to find out what exactly happened on 9/11. How did they know who did this so quickly like they did Lee Harvey Oswald? Who's going to investigate the investigators? Who's going to investigate the prosecutors? Who's going to hold them accountable? Who's going to hold us public officials accountable? And that's all we're trying to do here in addition to trying to find the truth. Do you honestly and truly in your heart believe that Sandi Hook actually happened? Yes or no? All right, number two. It's only just begun. You begin to, you know, you can conclude that this whole freaking thing is subjective. And when you realize that this whole freaking thing and when I say this whole freaking thing, like wherever the hell this is, like, you know, we're going to go back to that in a second. It's like when you realize like it is all so malleable. And then because I think what is a trap or a stumbling block or a mainstream thinker or mainstream like mindset and it makes sense to have a mainstream mindset if you understand how human consciousness forms is that they don't realize how subjective life an experience is in terms of what it feels like. And once you can accept or like settle into what I thought was solid, may not be quite as solid, then the game changes a little bit because as long as you think that you know what's actually happening, it's easier to be guided because you have that pretty reference. I've thought of this before because it sounds really far out. But like if you wanted to, you know how it's all like we got here with like, there's baby boomers, there's Gen X, right? I've been getting into this shit with reality tunnels from this guy Robert Anton Wilson, bro. Tom Termiano this with like Timothy Leary acid stuff. But like if you wanted to control mass populations you would try to make the general message of a reality tunnel of one generation pretty generic. Yeah. So that like when it's time to message to them, it's easy. Yeah. All right. Can I, can I tell you that? Yeah, so absolutely, absolutely right. So when you think about reality like controlling a lot of people you want to go and get the most simplistic way of getting everyone on the same page because if I could get everyone on this page well then I just need to move that page and they could have like different reality tunnels built up upon that. But then the foundational level of what they are understanding life as what they share is where you begin to manipulate reality. So that being said, okay. So, so what days today? I have no idea what it is. 28th, 28th week. What day of the week? What was that? So today's Wednesday, right? And I would say like let's let's assume there's what do they say? Like six billion or seven billion people in the play. Right. So let's go with that. That's even. So this is where this game gets real tricky is you realize that we have to build up on ideas on something. But we realize all the ideas that we've been given are questionable. Right. So you can't necessarily throw everything out. But you take it, you're like, okay, this is the best I got. That's what we're doing right now. So, so seven billion people. So of the seven billion people, let's say like maybe like a billion of them, like a living in the jungle somewhere. They're living like that type of lifestyle. Yeah. So the other 80% or the 90% of the remainder is of that, that's seven billion people. They're all in agreement that today's Wednesday. Yeah. They're all in agreement. And then when you take a moment and you actually think you're like, there's no fucking such thing as Wednesday. There's no fucking such thing as Wednesday. Like you can say there's sunrise. Sunrise is real. Absolutely. The sun's real. I could say the equinox is real. I can say those things are objectively like we could all agree upon. But Wednesday is arbitrary as fuck. Yes. And if I could get 90% of the population to agree that today's Wednesday doesn't matter anything other than that. It's like, I got them all in the same reality, Donald. Yeah. I mean, I saw a thing who tried me up. It was like, people actually believe October's the 10th month. And it says October. So yes. So you begin to like, so like, what do you, what do you begin to? This is what I meant like earlier when I was saying like when, when you can begin to ease into the fact of all of this shit that you have been indoctrinated with. And I, and I want to come back and remind me to come back to define what I mean by indoctrinated. But what you've been indoctrinated with may not actually be objectively real. Like it's subjectively Wednesday. I'm not denying that. Yeah. Like I'm not saying that like Wednesday doesn't matter. I'm not saying like don't forget the days of the week. I'm just saying remember like this is just part of the game. So when you begin, when you can begin to become comfortable with the fact that all the stuff that you thought was like unshakable. Like it's unshakable. It's Wednesday. I forgot how much you bend mine. Then like it's like and the whole world like everything didn't collapse. Everything didn't collapse when you, when you can realize like well Wednesday is just a fucking idea. Well, then you could begin to like, then ease into some deeper stuff and deeper stuff and deeper stuff. And you can begin to tease. And what I mean by tease is like pull apart. You got like a thread. And you could begin to pull all of the things apart. And I don't think you're going to necessarily get to an answer. And what I mean by that is like the ultimate truth is this. We don't know what this place is. Yes. Like it's like even if you were told, even if I was told like what this place really is, like I wouldn't know if that's accurate or not. It's like there's no. It's like if you told them the truth, I would not be able to recognize the difference from the truth from like a lie because I'm within it. And I don't even think it really matters. Like if you found out tomorrow, like actually this is like a DARPA, a DARPA simulation. It's always been a DARPA simulation. You've always been like a. Oh, no, no, no. But would that matter? Would that fucking matter? Would that take away from the fact that you have a child at home? No. So in a certain level, like that shit doesn't even matter. It wouldn't take away, but I would definitely be. my sweaty sense would go up a little bit higher when I'm sitting there going watching videos like that you make. And you're telling me, "Alright, Pierce Morgan's hacking whatever was in the OSS." And I'm like watching shit. Because at the same time, I'm looking into the fact that James Bond, 007, Ian Fleming, that dude helped start the OSS at the same year that they started Playboy to control the post-World War II fantasy for men. Oh my goodness. We're rolling out the intelligence agencies, but it was 007, dude. Yeah. And the bad guys are specter. And there's hot chicks in this magazine. And then they rolled out Operation Mindfuck in that magazine. Jesus, fuck. It fucks me up. All this stuff. But I'm just saying, Pierce Morgan is on a reality show at Donald Trump. When he's fucking thing, at some point he does a sit down in Israel with Tucker Carlson, whose dad was also in this. So, like, how much of this is such a tight-knit little group of intelligence assets creating the media that we've seen after World War II? That's what I'm saying. Like, when did this shit start? Yeah. So, let me throw this out there. Like, as we're getting into the mind-bending stuff, because it can be unsettling for people. And you got to be respectful for them. So, you know, this is why this is such a funny game. It's because I'm going to go quote Einstein. Yeah. Like, well, Einstein's a fraud. I'm like, yeah, absolutely right. All that sort of shit. So, I'm not denying all of that. But there's a quote attributed to him, which I think is really fucking valuable. Which is the most important question you can ask is, is this a dangerous or is this a safe universe? Oh, yeah, yeah. And so, the idea behind that question is your, because remember, we talked about how everything is subjective. Yeah. So, the subjectiveness of that question is like, are you going to meet this absolute fucking mind-fuck with like, am I afraid of it? Or do I realize it's always been a mind-fuck? And it's always kind of worked. Like, I've laughed a lot. And I've had a lot of fun. And like, you know, it's ups and downs. And like, can I settle into this unknowing? And I can settle into it is because at the foundational faith of being here is like, I don't really think that it's a scary place, or it's a bad place, or something like that. Even though I could be scared at moments. Yeah. But like, the big picture. So, that being said, yeah, like, everything that we're taught in pop culture is heavily, heavily, heavily influenced by the intelligence agent. and see network. - Yeah. - So let me pause with that. We only know what we think of about the intelligence agency network because of what they told us to think about them. - Yes. - So it's self-repling. So it's like, do I not trust them? So if I think this is a dangerous network, if I think that the spies in the intelligence network is really the bad guys, what then I'm fucked. - Right, yeah. - This is what my brain does to me when I'm falling asleep. - And so, like, why? - You wanna settle in that doubt, though. So I'll give you a moment, but I just wanna finish with that. So important is because it is natural to feel that way. It's natural for us to let me get to the bottom of this. Let me figure out what's real and what's not real. And we begin to realize it's much, it's just fucking like, it's malleable. And so much of it is going to be about your approach. And I'm gonna say one last thing before I hand it back to you, but it's like so, so 007, like 007 comes from John D. - Ah, fuck. - Right. Like John D, like that's where it comes from. So we know that and we know all of the things about John D. So when we begin to like, - Did you forget when the King came? - What do you mean? - When the King recently came here. - What do you mean? - Did you remember when the King Charles came? Like recently, did you think that there was any kind of weird shit with that? - Yes. - Okay. - So this is where we get into some creepy DB stuff. - So do you remember this is like, do you remember the Virginia Tech Massacre? - Yes. - Okay. At the time this was 2000 and 2000. - That was the Asian kid, right? - Yeah, that was the Korean. - Yeah. - So this was 2007 and if you couldn't imagine what the world mindset was in 2000. - I remember it. - You're like six years post 9/11. Everyone is like start to see like when the towers fell in 9/11, it was like, everyone was conditioned to believe prior to that that if anyone were to fly into U.S. airspace, that'd be a scream line. - Yeah. - And then suddenly that fell away, right? And so all of that, and then that was even like, predicated by like the buildup of Columbine. Like all of this stuff like ads up, ads up, ads up. So Virginia Tech was a big deal and it was at a school, but you're also like Virginia Tech and it didn't fit the normal modus operandi of how those siops worked at that time because it was this Korean kid. I maybe had three names, I don't remember, but the point I wanna make with this, and I'm gonna link this back to the return of the king, was that was overlapping when the Virginia Tech shooting happened, it was like on the April 19th, you know, all the stuff happened on April 19th. - Oh yeah. - That's one of the favorite days. - It was one of the favorite days. And Queen Elizabeth the second was just like Donald. She was in an official visit at the United States during that time because she was here to celebrate the 400th anniversary of the establishment of the Jamestown College, because Jamestown Colony is where both the 13 colonies and therefore the United States began, and it's also the first permanent colony that began the British Empire. So the British Empire and the United States, like theoretically, are always the same, but they both are linked in time and space to Jamestown. So where I'm going with all of this is so Queen Elizabeth was here and she was coming to Virginia because Jamestown is in Virginia. And so it was early May, it was May 7th, I believe, was when the Jamestown 400th anniversary took place. The bushes were there, a whole bunch of mockety mocks were there. And so Queen Elizabeth was when United States soil, it was like a, like let's say a one month sort of tour, kind of like the, what was going on with the king because these things are very, very managed when there's an official state visit and she comes into Virginia and was already playing like a week after the Virginia Tech shooting and she, I think was speaking at the Virginia State, like Senate building, whatever you call that enrichment. And then there was this girl who was like a survivor from the shooting, like she got shot in the arms, like cute little college co-ed and she gives the Queen, she gives the Queen a bracelet or a necklace of garnet and like some other stone, the colors of Virginia Tech. And there were 32 or 33 stones for the number of victims. And when you start to think about that, you start to think about that. It's like, like you know, the victim comes to the Queen, he gets shot and she's like, here, Queen mother, like thank you for the opportunity as you're like, I mean the whole thing, and this is when you're like, well, fuck, Mike, you just said a moment ago that I need, is this a safe place or a dangerous place, but this sounds pretty fucking dangerous. And I'm like, well, yeah, but I mean, maybe, maybe this is when you go to the question, like what happens when you die or what have you? Like somehow you have to, each individual, I'm not saying I know an answer. I'm saying this, like each individual, if they are willing to take the type of internal inquiry of like what the fuck is going on? 'Cause a lot of people won't. I think most people's moms and dads and uncles aren't willing to have that kind of question. But if you are, you are gonna have to face these like uncomfortable truths, like that really did fucking happen. Like they really did, like shoot all those kids and they really did the victim, like gave like a present, like memorializing to the Queen mom, like that really did fucking happen. Like somehow you need to justify that in a way that doesn't make you go insane or doesn't make you go paranoid or doesn't make you become part of it. So one last thing I know, I keep on saying one last thing here. So go back to John D going back to this. So John D not only is like known as like a magician, he's also known to be the first spy master of Britain. In fact, he is credited with coming up with the term British Empire and he laid out the legal justification and the vision of what would become, you know, as history tells us whatever the fuck that means, that the biggest empire in the history of, you know, the, the, the total history, yeah, exactly. So this, oh, this still, this overlaps also with something which is called the Rose accruciation. - The Rose accruciation. - So the, so the Rose accruciations, if you like, take that seriously and you like read the official like documentation of like, like smart people went and studied the Rose accruciations and the, the real Rose accruciation movement happened. I want to say like maybe that, like from the 1500s to the 1600s. And again, I'm using a timeline which theoretically could not even happen. Well, I mean, they say like reference, just for reference, just for reference. But what they say the people who study that is that the Rose accruciations, that their actual modus operandi was to create so much, like, what's, I'm not going to say this word correctly, obfuscation, obfuscation, like to confusion. They purposefully wanted people to be confused as to were they good guys, were they bad guys, were they real, were they fake. And I'm going to suggest, and I'm going to loop this all the way back to where this began, that that's the same thing which we could say about the modern intelligence. Yeah, that's Operation Mindsbuck. Is, is, you don't, like they purposefully want you not to know if they're good guys or bad guys. And it is my personal conclusion, slash opinion, slash wish, that like, no, it's not as simple like they're good guys and bad guys. Yeah. Right, all right. I'm going to pause now for a moment for the comments. And it seems like they did that with movies. Like now movies, like the CAA was always doing like, James Bond was killing the big guy. And now they're kind of like playing with the idea that maybe we're bad guys. Who's the way in the world? Like in the CAA and like the deep state type of people, like now all of a sudden it's like changed up to where like they used to be like our military and our government did everything that was like good. And now they're saying maybe, maybe not. I think it's like, the thing that freaks me out is when you're talking about the queen and all this kind of stuff. Maybe there are people that do know what this place is. That freaks me out. And if they have ill intent, that freaks me out. The other part of it is forever and ever and ever. We've, there's been these royals and elites. Nobody ever watched them, nobody ever saw them. You would just hear about the king. People probably lived their entire life, lived and died and never knew who the king was. Up until like television came around and I heard this really sick sound blade of LBJ talking about when television got popular. He was like, let's see what man does with his mirror. He said that, which is fucking far out, bro. When they're talking about cutting funding to Fred Rogers and he was trying to make kids feel like this is a safe place. - Yeah, yeah. - You know what I mean? - Mr. Rogers. - They were trying to cut his money and LBJ was like, let's see if we can get some money going for PBS because it's like, you kind of want to control what's going on like, what the kids are learning. - Yeah. - The thing that freaks me out is if people do know what this place is. and they have ill intent, you know what I mean? And they're like tied in with these elites that have been doing blood sacrifices. - Yeah. - And they make up like a little agency that's gonna be like, "Tell 'em this." The king's coming though and we're gonna do our thing. - It is. - And they're not used to having cameras on 'em, but they'll be like, "Oh yeah, show 'em something." But they still gotta do their harvesting on April 19th. - Yeah. - I don't know, that's the shit that freaks me out. - There's definitely like, that's a legitimate narrative. It's a legitimate narrative and so a couple things. So to your point, Billy, about the changing of how maybe the good guys are now presented as the bad guys. CIA still has all of their, and the military industrial complex has all of their influences within Hollywood. And the guy who's like the president of Hollywood, the guy who oversees the Academy Awards, I don't know who it is nowadays, but he still has an office in Washington, D.C. So they're always connected. So realize that if that, if any narrative like changes within Hollywood, unless it's like a complete independent film and does not have like mainstream distribution, you realize that it still is going through that channel. So that had been improved. And so that has to be like the official story that they want you to change that upon. So we take that into consideration. And I want to go and just like add in, add in a spud, just like another narrative, which I sometimes fall back on for myself. I'm not saying this is accurate or not, but I'm just giving you another narrative 'cause we really don't know. So we're gonna go back to like, let's say 2018. I've been in the like conspiracy world for at least 15 years by now. - Yeah. - And round 2018, Tataria's everywhere. - That's when we got activated pretty much. - Right, right. And I'm like, hey, I remember 2017, 2016, 2015 and all the researchers then, they never mentioned any fucking Tataria. And like why is it everywhere? - Yeah. - And so I'm not necessarily saying like Tataria's true or false or anything like that, but I'm recognizing that there was a point that in the alternative like all conspiracy world, like he didn't talk about this and then all of a sudden it was everywhere. And it's very, very compelling because it just makes common sense when you look at all the Tatarian buildings. You're like, yeah, this doesn't make sense. How the hell did they build that? And so now we have a narrative. I really, really embrace the Tatarian narrative personally, not necessarily because I think it's accurate or not accurate, I don't know. But more so is because it introduced new narrative into our minds. And when you have that new narrative, like now I don't necessarily have this either or of like their hiding history or the history's false. So that being said, so I like to play with this a lot within my own mind is, well, okay, well, what would a Tatarian lifestyle look like? If everything was based upon like free energy, like buildings that last forever, like, and not asking myself questions, like, well, how did they deal with money? Would there be like people who are waiters? Like, why would there be like, you know, all these sort of questions? Like, and ultimately what I would come to is like, if it's the way I'm at least envisioning it, is it's like not built upon like other people being like, like the hierarchy that we know of how civilization works nowadays. So somehow like there's this like amazing like Tatarian, like realm. So that being said, I imagine somewhere like like that, there's this wonderful like Tatarian fair. Like I'm imagining in the Tatarian world, like basically what you do is you travel across whatever we think earth is to like different great cities and different parts of earth. And you like to experience all the different parts of reality. Like it's like a it's like a fun experience of being human. You still have emotions and all that sort of stuff. And in one of these like what we think of is the world fairs that they have because all the Tatarian stuff, like the buildings, they're like beautiful. And they've last forever. It's not like junk like like what we think of as equipment. And they've got this like enormous, this enormous like kind of like table. If you've ever seen like a Christmas time where they have like they did this a lot. They do this in Lancaster still, but an enormous setup of like trains and towns and like maybe 50 people can stand around it and look at the train and the Christmas village. Same concept, but this is Tataria. And they've got this other like false realm, but they've got Tatarian technology. And the Tatarian technology is like they get to be like simulations inside this like realm like the like the the train station that we think of because this realm is all just an inversion of something else. And so the Tatarian realm, what we're inversion of is this like false like crazy reality. And the Tatarians are actually playing this game. And like you're a Tatarian and I'm a Tatarian and we're playing here, and like this, and this goes back to-- - And I'm on a train set. - And you're on a train set, no you're actually you. You're driving that like that amazing stuff machine. And this feels like you're like this is 72 years of life and it feels so long, but it's because time is actually relative and it's experienced relative. And this is actually only 15 minutes in Tatarian time. But the point why I'm describing-- - It's kind of like immortality. - The point I'm trying to, or the reason why I'm bringing this up, like I'm not saying that's actually happening or not, but if we don't have at least other narratives which don't, which feel good about like your halibus, maybe not even so much a happy place, but in a way that this makes sense. In a way that there are like elites harvesting blood and like that old, like you know that, because there's something which is kind of fun about being human, about being scared. People pay money to go to like haunted houses because they want to actually have the sensation of being terrified, but also know that I'm not really gonna get chainsaw did that. Like that seems to be built into the experience. And so as you move forward, like whether the Tatarian story which I told you is accurate or not, if you as an individual, if me as an individual, if a listener as an individual, does not have a narrative where it all makes sense and maybe where you're not always like fighting because there are certain narratives where it's like, you know, this is a fight versus evil and maybe that's true, maybe it's not. But if you're living from that mindset, you know, going back to like is this a safe place or not a safe place, you're gonna move through your entire experience here, like one guard. - No, I see what you're saying. Like giving a cozy narrative might be what they have to do. - Well, when I'm not saying they, I'm saying we, like me or you, it's like when you're saying like when I'm going to sleep and I'm trying to fucking like not go insane and like all of that, like there has to, because as I said, we don't know what, if we were even told the actual truth of what's happened here, we wouldn't know like if what I told you. - No, they don't even know why we sleep. - And who's the day in that? - I'm just saying the signs. - The signs, right. Like that's a we, we don't even know what. - Like Amel's sleeping is like, nobody's really pin this down, nobody knows those dreams are. - And we know dogs dream. Like if you've ever had a dog, it's like a dog, it's like it's not just a human thing, like all of that, like, so let me go take a couple steps back before we move forward. So this is the sort of stuff which, and I can get into like, you know, how personally, if you're curious, like how I arrive to where I've arrived. - Yeah, I'm like crazy about this. - But where I would say I've been for the past couple of years, like I've been on this path, as I said for a long time, but this path, at least of questioning and of teasing out what's bullshit and what's real and like, how does consciousness work is without like this being my objective that I'm going to create this system, like a system kind of created and the term I use, but it's not limited to that term, is what I call grounded consciousness, which is like, where can I find the place where there's no contradictions and stories and allow my mind to sit there, so that as I move through this experience, I'm always grounding myself in, I'm clear on what I'm thinking and why I'm thinking, and, you know, let's go back to Donald Rumsfeld, I'm clear on what are the knowns and what are the unknowns and the fact that they're unknown unknowns. That's really good information or a good, so the grounded consciousness is an approach of recognizing as things happen, both in terms of information which comes into your system and then the actual experience of you being you of what actually is happening, And it's not to necessarily solve the question. question of the mystery of what is this place, but it is to establish myself so that I'm as grounded in meeting this mystery, this strange-ass place where I don't know why I dream, but I know I dream, with as much like a solid footing as possible. - Yeah. - It is not that there's like, you could get to that level and live there. It's really hard to do because everything's so distracting. And you're just fighting for survival and all this stuff. And then in the meantime, the government is doing queue drops and telling us there's aliens. And if you told me that in 2018, I'd be like, no chance. - Absolutely. The government's like, grab your popcorn, enjoy the show. - It has changed. The way people, what was considered normal in reality has shifted so much, or more so, it's like, if you think of like the bell curve of, and the center of the bell curve is what mainstream thought is. And typically what our society has defined insanity as is how far away an individual's thinking is from the bell curve of what's happening and not happening. And if you're still able to pay your taxes, you're given a little bit more lead. Like, you can say crazy shit. And if you don't pay your taxes, well, then they'll lock you up. But you could be Howard Hughes and say crazy shit. But you're given a little bit more lead way. So last weekend, I was at my youngest song, he just graduated high school. - You're right. - And I go there and it's like, so I can talk about this sort of stuff like from a very like intellectual and intellectualized everything. At the end of the day, like I'm still experienced, this is a human and I've got like, I've got like my own personal history and all that sort of shit that comes along with having human consciousness and being, you know, experienced as a human being. And so it's weird. It's weird to go back to the stuff, you know? And I go and I see my former brother-in-law. And I used to have, in many ways, like the perfect paradigm or society life. Like I really found and carved out a great sort of spot. Like as much of the great spot as you can get. And great relationships with all these people. And I see my former brother-in-law who I have a great relationship with. And I'm talking to him and this is just last weekend. And he's talk and he's dentist. So like right there, like that tells you, like that he's a very successful dentist. And he's like, and I'm there with this other guy who I also've known for a long time, I'm friends with, and they're talking about the Mandela effect. - Oh wow. - And they're talking about, and they're talking about it, like I'm like, these guys know what the fuck they're talking about in terms of like Mandela effect. And all of these things, they're kind of like laughing. So we're dealing with like the mainstream bell curve, what's normal. And I can remember so clearly. Like my, so my boys would have been babies. And I was on a trip with him and his baby. So this is like 16, 17 years ago. And I'm with him and his then wife. And we're outside and we're like in the Finger Lakes region of New York and we look up. And I'm like, you know what those things are upstairs. Up in the sky, it's like what? He's like, what do you talk about? I'm like, those are called chemtrail. And I start, and I remember they're so clear, they're like, what's in a lid on this for the most part? - I mean for the most part, like. - So you were like a normal dude. - You're looking up at the sky, sawing and outside. - I found myself like, I was able, like. - I mean, from the outside looking in, maybe like I will go. I was always like, like a little bit different in my thinking, but the paradigm worked for me. Like all of the things that the paradigm valued, particularly like growing up in the 70s, 80s, being an adult in the 90s and 2000s, like it worked for me. Like it's like, like I've got all the stuff that they say that better privileges, right? - Right. - And I also really, like I know how to communicate with people and I know how to develop rapport, and I know like, when's it appropriate to rock a boat and when it's not appropriate to rock a boat? - Yes. - And in fact, the reason I'm no longer married is probably because at 9/11, because that began, that began the end of it when I started like learning about 9/11 and I would start talking to it about my then wife, and it would call, the reason why I talk about it. - I know that, I don't really know. - I don't really know. - Yeah. Just run through a code. - So it's like, that was like the beginning of my life. - Okay. - Like the end of our relationship. And it wasn't so much that she could not, she did not want to, that she thought that what I was saying was ridiculous, what she was saying, what you're saying to me is causing so much internal distress that I don't wanna fucking deal with that. And I respect the hell out of it. It's like, if you don't wanna be, like I don't, if I'm in deep sleep, don't fucking pour a glass of water. - Yeah, basically, yeah. - Like so, it's like, there's that, there's that thing. So going back to my brother-in-law, I remember like so, but I still would kind of like, I would touch, I would like feel like - Yeah, I would touch. - We're reality like things. - You had a little pressure out. - And I remember so clearly like telling him, and this is like, he's like a scientist. Or he went to, he's got science classes in him 'cause he went to dental school. And I'm telling him about chemtrails and they're looking at me. Like I'm so friggin' nuts. And then here I am like 16 years later. And he's talkin' about the Mandela effect. It's just the most normal thing. And so that's where I meant like, reality has shifted. So going back to your point of like, like what? I don't, I can't explain why. But I know that the fact that the President of the United States, the tweets that are said to come from him, which are just like accepted by the general population. I'm like that, this is not the same world that could have never have happened 15 years ago. And now it's like, that's the norm. - Yeah, I don't know if it's like, I don't know if they're doing it on purpose or if it's just naturally happening 'cause of the internet and then people are capitalizing on it. I think that's what's going on with all the immatual stuff. - Well, why does it matter? - It doesn't, I'm just sayin' like, so that's what's going on. - So that's what's going on. So grounded consciousness is the recognition of this, is like, I know that this is being sent out and I know that people are receiving this and I, like populations and I know that people are like responding this way or that way. Like, that is a functional truth. Like, that's the grounded. When I then go and add my opinion as to what I think is real, but I'm not saying don't have an opinion, but I'm saying I'm able to recognize the difference between the two. And I'm like, well, if, so this goes into like the whole quantum mechanics, what they call a priest, what are they called? Superposition, I think that's what it's called, which is basically like, when you don't know the answer yet, like, it's potential. Like, I'm very comfortable. Like, if I don't need within myself to answer a question, like, whether it's real or not real, whether this is AI generated, whether Donald Trump is a time traveler, like, I don't really, like, I don't need to have a concluded opinion on whether I think it's this or that. I can play with those ideas, but I'm gonna, I'm gonna ground myself with the fact that I do know that this is being, this is happening for whatever reason. It's not, there's not, there's not that much meat on the bone when you don't, when you don't like answer that question or at least you don't value your opinion, thinking it's right, but you're able to move through things cleanly because now you're not emotionally connected to a particular store. That's what I like about the Mandela effect one. It's really good for like people, dude, because people think about it though on, like, I think about like this, people will die on the hill of the Fruit of the Loom thing, right? And, but-- - Get angry about it. - Yeah, but it doesn't matter, but just think about how that branding alone created like a memory in a, through the reality tunnels of like a cohort. You know what I'm saying? Like, there's so many people that will be like, dude, that's for real, baronstein bears, that's for real, all this stuff, Nelson Mandela, but that's why it's named Nelson Mandela effect. But like, just the fact that we can collectively make up these false memories is something to think about because you're making up your reality anyway. So you're just remembering the reality you made up. - Or if it was real and they fucked with your reality. - Either way, it doesn't matter, it's hard to know. Like, have you ever, to me, and this is what I would recommend for someone who, like, this is the cleanest way to move through this particular time. And you have to have complete self-honesty. And not, I've met people who can't do this. But I think everyone can do this. It's like, have you ever like, been absolutely certain of some memory? And then you find out, like, it doesn't have to be, like, someone proved you wrong, but you discovered on your own discovery. Like, you've got a memory of your childhood, and you remember this event with such, such clarity, and then you flip through, like, an old photo album, and you're like, oh, shit. I remember it being very differently. Like, you can go, and you can catch yourself, catch yourself, like, I was 100% convinced. Like, there was no doubt in my own internal mind that this memory happened this way, that I was wearing this blue shirt when my sister fell down the steps. And then, oh, look, this is a picture of the day when my sister fell down the steps and became a quadriplegic, and actually, like, I was wearing a red shirt. So that's like a known thing. They talk a lot about this in like the psychology 101 classes, that if there was like an armed robbery, and then the police come, and they interview all of the different witnesses, and the witnesses will give conflicting descriptions of what the armed robber looked like. And it's not because those people are lying. It's because the memory is inherently incorrect, even though you are convinced. This is where it takes a lot of fucking courage to realize like, even though I think my memory, and this goes before like false memories, that's just muddies the water, like the nature of memory, of human consciousness and memory is that you can completely believe something that did not happen. Like, that's a possibility. That doesn't mean that all your memories are inaccurate. It just means that your memories, you can get it that wrong. So that being said, would they introduce the Mandela effect into like, this is a thing? Yeah. Like, now, like, to me, that's the biggest fucking gas life. Because what they're doing is, is they're telling people that your memory of like 30 years ago, of like, was it Bernstein, Bernstein, Bernstein, Bernstein, Bernstein, I am your father. Like, like, if you, those are the sort of things, like, I remember I had a blue shirt on, but I had a red shirt. Like, those are the little details, like, you probably have a clear memory. But if you know how memory works is like, it's, it's possible that you got it backwards. Now, that being said, I'm not saying like the Mandela effect is not true. But what I am saying is like, I think a lot of that shit is, um, is, uh, could just be false memory. And this is the one, like, I'm trying, I don't know, I've spent a little bit of time personally trying to move through it. And I always go back to the C3PO with the silver leg because I was like, I was a kid with, with, with Star Wars figures. And I remember having like, like C3PO and like, I was the generation. I was seven years old when Star Wars hit. Like, it was made by generation, like, it was part of the shaping of my, of my, of my mind. And I'm like, I never see no fucking silver leg. And I've noticed that on a fucking, and I went back to closest I got, like, I could find an eBay would be like, like, vintage original 1977 posters of like Luke standing on, like, it looks like a triangle and he's got like the, the lightsaber. And on those, you really do see a fucking silver leg and I'm like, motherfucker. Is this eBay fucking with me? Like, this is where, like, you go in, like, this is how, like, like, you're like, if I don't really need to, like, come to a conclusion with it, like, I don't need to because now, like, you feel on time, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm wasting my energy. I'm thinking about it's a, it's like mental masturbation, like, it's kind of fun. Like, it feels good, but the end of it. And it's, it seems like with, with, like, the Mandela effect and stuff, they put it in, I feel like they put a name on it once they're ready for everyone to fuck with it. And like, spade us to that before about, um, tartare, it's like, tartare is a bunch of fucking different things. And then somebody condensed it in this little thing called tartare, and that wraps all that stuff up into one thing. Yeah. That's usually dismissible. Like, oh, there wasn't a civilization. It's like, well, there could have been someone here that might have not been tartarians who were fucking, like, not doing anything with clocks. And like, the other crazy thing, like, we were talking about time and also I forgot to remind you, uh, tell us what indoctrination means. But when we were talking about time, like, the, I was watching a tartarian, like, video or something. And they said, like, everyone's showing to be like, hey, meet me when the sun is there. And like, that's like, you're saying objective truth where it's like, that is the sun. We know where it's going to be in the middle of the sky. And then they started having to go to work and catch a train. And once the trains came, then they started, like, making times up, so you'd have to be there right on time. And I personally think that just by doing that, you could increase, like, heart problems, head problems, because then people, instead of just kind of going with the flow of the day and like, you're in a natural circadian rhythm. How your body should experience it. You start fucking people's time and saying, this is five o'clock. You should be real tired right now. So, so absolutely true. So I like to use the language, like, there's like, like, false realities and baseline reality. And baseline reality exists in, like, the great mystery, like, the great mystery is like, what the fuck is this? Yeah. So, so I, we can't answer that, but we can at least look at what are the, what are the baseline qualities of being here? Like, the sun, the moon, on changing of the seasons, like, the changing of the tides, the good. That happens. All, all cultures are a false reality. It's the way human consciousness works, okay? And so the more you understand what the experience of being human in this baseline reality, like how it works, the more grounded you can become into moving through this experience or having this experience without, you know, I'm trying to avoid things like the better way or the worse way. It's like, it's, it's at least a more grounded way. So, when this is what the whole Wednesday thing, when you begin to move people onto a false time construct, you're going to begin to get them into living from that false reality. But all realities a human being will have will be like technically false. That's part of being fucking human. It's going to be false. There are different types. So, this is where indoctrination comes from. So, right now, the word, for most people, the word indoctrination has a very, very negative connotation. And rightfully so, in terms of how it's being used. But in reality of the experience of being human, like indoctrination is the process of forming consciousness in terms of how to understand your experience of being human. Okay. So, let me walk you through this. So, if you could imagine, if you could imagine like, and when I say consciousness, and that could have a lot of connotations, what I mean when the most basic level is like how we think, like how you think, how I think. So, when a human being is born, when they're a baby, their consciousness is just flat, it's wide open, it's a completely blank slate. And so you can imagine this like a lake, a lake which is so fucking still, it's like a mirror. And then, what's going to happen is through experience, like every experience is going to be like a pebble or sometimes a big rock, which is thrown on and it causes ripples on the lake. And it adds to it. So, the lake, like the baseline is like this smooth lake surface. That's it. Everyone's consciousness. But then we get like these ripples. It has to happen that way. If it doesn't happen this way, if you're going to walk around like a retard, like you have to do that. And the process of that is called indoctrination. It's shaping consciousness, so it doesn't matter how it is. That's what's going to happen. So I'm going to give you an example, you take 100 babies, like let's say I've go to the cloning lab and I get 100 babies, like brand new babies and I put them in 100 different households across earth and in each one of those households, they speak a different language. And if you come back to each one of those households and you like, you check in on that baby. Now that's seven years old, you're going to see that each one of those babies consciousnesses have naturally formed to the language that was spoken to the household with our flashcards. Yeah. Because that's how how consciousness works. It becomes the environment. Right. Okay. So that's what indoctrination is. It's not necessarily good or bad, but what you can do is you could recognize what is the indoctrination techniques of the culture. What are the indoctrination techniques of the different socioeconomic stratas within our culture? Because they're all like they're different ways. If for example, you know, like this is where people, which I've noticed, they can kind of understand indoctrination and, you know, why it's bad and you know, you got to put your hand on the heart and you pledge your allegiance to the flag or like, or religious indoctrination or like a patriarchy indoctrination or I've been indoctrinated to love the fucking eagles. I will literally go and I will smash in someone's fucking face because he's like, God damn giants fans. Like, I mean, indoctrinated that way, you know, all of that sort of stuff. So indoctrination, it just happens and people could be like, well, you know, what if it was just more natural? Like, if you are a child and you were raised by wolves, like, literally by wolves. And if they didn't eat you and somehow you were able to make it through those first couple years, like what would happen would be like, you know, you're going around on all fours. You'd probably be like a really fucking cool, like, expression would be human, but you were indoctrinated. by those goddamn wolves, like they're just as guilty as fucking Flexner, but that's how the human consciousness works. And then the second level is, when consciousness gets to a point, when you become like smart enough with your mind, when you can like think and you could deduce information, let's say around age 18, though, what they're saying right now is age 30 is when the mind stops forming, you know, whatever, but there is a point like you could see like a seven-year-old mind is different than a 28-year-old mind. At that point is when consciousness is able to begin to recognize itself or recognize how the mind works. And the tricky thing is, is you're trying to understand consciousness from a consciousness which has already been full. People get stuck in that loop. If you can step back from that, if you can step back from that, and that's what the whole grounding, when I say grounding consciousness is like, let me get to the point where like my opinions don't matter so much, then you can begin to navigate yourself through reality. So that being said, I want to go and say something and pause because I noted this has been like a roundabout story. So the last time we guys met, I had, I was beginning the next chapter, if you will, in the journey of my guan, let's say. And I told you, like there was a point in time like I was living like, I was living the paradigm dream. I had a great house in a great neighborhood with like the best sort of like job and all that sort of stuff. And like I, I wouldn't say I walked away from it, but I was unwilling to not be me and or follow the things that I found interesting or do the life the way I wanted to do. And that was my most important thing. And when I did that, everything else just kind of went away. Like, like, like, like, but I personally placed more value in that. So then that had multiple levels. So when I saw you guys, it was right what there was was three years ago. And I began stepping into the next chapter, which I'm still in right now, which is like, like, I don't have a fucking permanent address. Like, I've gone three years, I've gone three years without ever having like the more than a thousand dollars to my name and usually under 150. So and I'm coming from a conditioned, indoctrinated background of like what it's like to be affluent. Yeah. And I'm not saying like I like living this way. I'm not saying like I'm not saying like I'm like like like like the Buddha, the story of the Buddha is like he like rejected his like his background to like I'm not saying I'm walking that path. But what I am saying is like I wouldn't compromise when the shit I'm going to do. And the shit which I want to live does not align with the laws and the rules to to begin it in in the system. So no jury duty or anything. I mean, did I can't believe the machine elves let him to fuck out? Yeah. But you were a normal dude. I mean, I was just I was I lived in normal life. Right. Yeah. It's very different than I was a normal dude. But nobody knew this was in there. No. So what? So I'll say this when I was in college. Yeah. When I was can we go back to at least high school? Yeah. Yeah. Like what were you like in high school? So very popular. Lots of girls. Lots of friends like yeah. But like were you looking into this stuff? And like okay. So yeah. I wouldn't register for voting because I thought voting was a joke. But I didn't think it was a joke because I thought the system was flawed. I just thought that it wasn't worth my time. Right. Yeah. Like I wasn't so you were hardwired for the. You're just a casualty of 9/11. Like that that dude had to go away during 9/11. So is guy came or so. So I have asked myself these questions. I'm like how the fuck did I. And so this is where it gets really, really fucking slippery. Like I can go and I can look I can look at my parents and I can look at their jobs and I can look at all sorts of different things. And like where I was educated. And like I can conclude or I could reach conclusions like some shit happened to you. You've been programmed for this shit. Like and it's like like where my mother and my father worked in the organizations and the timeframe and the town I grew up in like like it is fair to go and and to say to make those conclusions. But it's not but it's also not like a definite like I don't have any memories like you know like I see people who go on shows and they talk about like they're growing up in cults and stuff like that. I don't have any memories like that. Like there were no baby sacrifice to my basement. They were like I was like so so yes I was I was raised I was raised in a we could talk about where I was raised. I was actually raised in a community which was literally if you read the if you read the history of the community it was a Rockefeller sponsored social experiment. It's not expressed that way.