ep 25: san ka hindi makalaya?

meron talaga mga bagay na akala natin. Or ko yun natayo. Or iban naman. Alam naman, alam naman nila sa sarilin nila na. Hindi pata lagas yun ala, okay. At. Hindi pata lagas yun naka ako sa point na yun. Dilang naman, dilang naman to about salove. At this episode natin. Hindi lang to about salove. It can be sa pang Arab mo, sa Friendship mo, sa Friends, sa Friends Moaming and kung ano pang multo mo yan. Kayakay ako yung title ang episode ko ngayon is san ka hindi makalaya. Shempre, if you're a listener, dito sa Wheel Talks, or kung bago ka man. Meron kasi intreending na song, di ba? Yung multo. Yung multo ng kapafjo. Shout out, shout out, sa kapafjo for that amazing song. So yung meron. meron song sila, na ang term ang ginamit ng lierix lang ay. Ar yung hindi na makalaya. Nyan di na dahalo mo, ko ba? What gabi? So para alaw yan? That, that's certain thing. It's still haunt you. Ang gangayon, it's still haunt you. You're not over it. Pero what if? What if this time? What if this time? Guz tu mo natalagang makalaya? What if this time? After listening to this episode, kaayt papanu. Kaayt papanu makalaya ka na. So hi ako si Wheel, and this is Wheel Talks, and welcome to our episode 25, San ka, Hindi makalaya. So yung. Kala mo, feeling go-bagay na bagay tu dapat at yung episode 25 ko na to. Dund sa. Dund sa Halloween episodes ko nong. sa Halloween episodes ko nong. Yung. Kali mo nangko na kano-kano-episode, so po kong dalang kong nag-upload. In by the way, guys, sa mga namanonod ngayon. I will be uploading this on Spotify, of course. In para sa mga namanod ngayon, I'm live on TikTok. I'm live now on TikTok. Subscriber only live, so hello dense, mga TikTok from TikTok world to low, and mga. Sospatify mga namanonod, San. San ang mag-usuhan niyo to episode na to. Kasi, maya ron tayo mga babasahay na stories, when it comes to. Yung, yung. Hindi ka makalaya. But when it comes to your mule to. Guys, kaya, kaya waran si nabay na perfecto ano. Kaya ko ron si nabing perfecto. om. episode na to sa hanoin. Kasi ngayon. Kasi ngayon mule to. Insacto naman, naggaron na ako ng episode non. na hanoin theme na. dan yun? Hit takot sa horror, or it tapos. an yun tapos na ghost. Baza ganan ganan ng theme non. Pero ito kasi, it's a different kind of mule to. This is a mule to nga, ala myun. Dina dalao ka. Ina hanka, naka-hit. Amin. Ayomo. Pero ang Johnny. Na ala ala mui. Ang Jenparin bus. Kaya sa nga mapunta, kaya sa nga naman makitamo, naman. anaman mapuntaan mong lugar. Meron at meron ng agahan sa yo. At yung mga bagay na, gusto mo na saan ang kumawala dun. No kay, question. Para dito sa mga naka-sab-satin. In all honesty, gusto mo batalagang lumaya or gusto mo ng bumalik sa mumen ng live mo na yung. Kasi di ba? Dikodin, like, I'm wondering, gusto batalagang natin lumaya sa isang bagay, natinoturing natin ng multo. Kasi kadalasan or most of the time na nababasakotitos alay, ang multo nila is, is tao, sabon, sabon, yung multo nila. Like for me, for me ang multo, personally, is, moments, na hindi ko na saabinon or moments na before magpas oi, yung granmater ko. Yung multo, that's me multo for me. Kasi, feeling ko, feeling ko dapat, mga, ming nasabi pa ako noon, ming mga hindi pa ako. Ming dya ako na gawa. No, nang hindi ko na nga, nangikunakayang balikan ngayon. Talas ang ayan yung multo, kasi ala na. Wala nang wala nang return niwala nang, dina, dina, pwede ulit, maulit, kasi tapos na. And it's still haunt me right now na, yung mga what ifs ko, ng aron o yung kaya kaayo. Yung yung tanongo sa yung. Gusta niyo batalagang lumaya or gusta niyo ng bumalag sa moment na yung. Sabi sa ang indito ni boss Larry. Ayoko lumaya, if ever pa yung bumalig, that moment, I will go back. Mmm. Sabi ni boss tyrinity, for me, gusto kung bumalig sa life na yung. Ayan. Kaya kaay mo'nding e. Gusta batalagang natin lumaya. Oh, hindi lenta lagatayo, masaya sa naging outcome. Diba? Oh, kaya naging masaya sa outcome nato. ♪ ♪ ♪ Mmm. Here's one thing. ♪ Baked ng abatayo. Hindi makalaya. ♪ Baked ng abatayo Hindi makalaya. ♪ Anadau? Hindi nagsab onlito, papas. Nagsab onlito, guys. Nagsab onlito. Kaya ting ng yung bumabaas yung ano. Buma baas yung nanonod. Yaa. Tamaba. Tamaba. Nagsab onlito. Ayan, nagsab onlito. Ayan, nagsab onlito. Kaya tinganyag bumabaas. ♪ Moba baas yung nanonod. Kasi. Poydi mo ang i-preview ay. Poydi ka ng manod. Das maya maya. Moba wa'ylan na. Di mo na siya mo pa pa. Yung yung sub onilay pa pa. Yung sub onilay pa. Yung. Yung. Yung. Oh, yung. May-may preview lang kaya. Da nong. Yung sabihin. (Laughs) Da si iban ang sub nerin. Nara-ara makapanod. Ayan. So, ayan, bakta na. Bakta a'r question. Balaat niya ba tayo yung di makalayat. Kasi ngat. Mereong mga na iwan tanong. Mereong mga questions na hanggang ayon. Hindi pa nasa-asagot. Kinbi yung. Lama yung bustong. Bustong tao nung. Na. Hindi man lang lumaban para sa iyo. It can be. Yung mga part sa buay natin na umakasa pa tayo. Kinbi. Sakan niya. Nahangang ayon umakasa pa rein na ba balik. Alamom yung mina-minakay tako yung tiktok video. Yung. Pumantasilasa. Sa lugar na dating pinupuntaan nilagdati. Or pumunta sa. Sa lugar na dating pinupuntaan nilagdati takos. Saigflash mak. Baalala mo. Eh? Yung toko mi? Imini. Dito kami. Dito kami no ni. Yung yung multo. Yung yung multo mo bus. Yung susun dan susun dan kapalag. Yung yung every time na lang pupuntaan kaon maras sa favorit mo. Favorit mo fast food. Favorit mo din na daanan. Ayon pagpagpag-awig ka dito ka dadaan. Da sa ama ala mo kasi shalagi ka sa bimupagawig. Paan mo ba ako maka ala ya dito? Iminiya naman na baasa. Daasinabi. Na healing. Healing isn't linear. Hindi nalai tulay tulay. Means an okay ka. Tapos means an naman do minumultukan naman. And that's true. That's true bus. Alam mo. One day, takalama sa self mo. Okay ka na. Alam mo yung susabiwag pa sa friends mo. Guys okay na ako fully healed na ako. I'm okay. Goods na. Tapak sa talaga pagsi nat mo yung goods ka na talaga. Para sa sarili mo yung. You moved on. You're okay. Taas bigla ang may. Bigla ang mga amoy yun datin yun pa bang. Bigla ang mga kakakita ng bracelet. Na dating bigain yun. Taas. Di ba? Baganon. Kalaw okin ako. Pero ba? Kaya na na isip ko? Oh, na. Pa pa kasi? Pa kasi hindi sa lumaban mo. Boyan, parang yan sa habinii ya. Andito pa yun jacket nyan. Yon. Pa nung ka makalaya kung yung makedating gamit nyan bus ng jen pa sa yung. Pero nga ba mga yari? Pag. Hindi ka. Bumital. Pag Hindi ka lumaya. May nabakas ako on term on sabi niya. You live in. diba. Pham, ano to e? Parang kadikit to nong sinabi ko dada sa mga past episodes ko na haya an muba, may umpagawa na nyo ng closure, kasi mga pawong hanggang ngayon. Nangkihin tayong ng closure kaya hindi makalaya, kaya hanggang ngayon daw minumulto, pero pano kung hindi talaga mabigayong closure na ang sojan kanalang. I mean, ang sarap sa feeling ng meron closure, pero hindi salahat na bibigayon, hindi salahat, nakakukahanon, swearte mo na lang kung isaka sa mga tao na kareciv ng closure without you asking for it, diba. swearte mo na lang bus. Haya amo na lang ba yung sarilimo, ng lagikan alang nangjan, na jankan na talaga yung ilmo yung usa-difismo na kapos lang, kasi ngah, kasi ngahwala hanggang closure. Kasi ngaminumulto kaka mo. Nesangtime sughga nakaksepp, sumptime sughga naksepp na. Pag nag-in na. Yung natalaga. En na lang ang nina, diba, siinabi ko sa iyo. Yung multo, multo story ko kung. Ani multo ko. It's about my moments with my grandmother before, before she passed away. Pero, hindi lang naman ako yung meron koento. Kayaare na ko nag-live dito na. Episod 25, san, kahindi makalaya. It's a question. It's a question asya yung pretanong ko sa iyo. At. For this episode, ang dami-dami na ring nag-ray-request, kuyo-wiltoks, pwede ba? Habaan mo naman yung episode mo wag naman 12 minutes lang. Wag naman 15 minutes lang. Pwede mga naman naman na may episode mo na para daw. Kapag nag-aaral. Sila, may napapakang kan sila. Ui, saan nga, nag-aarot talaga, hindi lang basa-basan ng kipaglindi ang jana no. Para naman daw pag-nag-the drive, may napapakanggan. Baguma tulog, may napapakanggan. Pero ito na. Ito na yung guys. Ito na yung sagut. Ito na yung mahabang episod na ten kasi. Sabi ko ng-a. Relived na on-tek talk sub-only live, tapos. Diretyo upload pato. Sa Spotify. Para sa iyo. Para sa mga naki-kinig ngayon sa Spotify. All right. Kaya ngayon? Nog babas sa tayo ng coin to nyo. Meron ako dating segment. Meron ako dating segment di to sa-sawil-talks. Back. 2022 pato. Antayatel nong? This person said. Back at this person said. Kasi. This person said. This. This person said. That. Iti ko ento nila. And now. I decided to bring it back. Sa-tek talk. Yung Saturday stories with will talk. So I decided to bring it back. At na isip ko rin naman. Why not? Why not Dalin goren sa Spotify? Para kaya ngayon mga nga yung mga nga nandito sa Spotify mga paking ganyo rinto. Well. This is your stories. And. Basaay natin yung unang coin to natin. Unang sumagot. Sa tanong nga. San ka hindi makalayan. Um. Okay. You guys ready? You ready guys? Masayarin palatong ano? Masayarin palatong sub only life. No? Masayarin palatong sub only life din o? Conti lang yung nakaka ko, man. Tapos yung iba. Papriview preview lang, no? Pag. Pag-gajoy nila. Mga mga mga. Nga wala. At ang hirapadito sa mga naka sub only life. Yung feeling nga nagsagit na a kalan ang coin to. Tas mag-expire na yung preview mo. Kayakay yung mga ano? Nga preview lang ayon. Sabdang ayo or abangan yung nalantos sa Spotify. Pero yung isa sa benefits sa mga naka sub. Kayo ang unang mga nangglive na live. Nang episodes natin sa Spotify. Okay. So here we go. So this person said. Hi, Will. Hindi ako mga layak, dahil, kahit ang ang going kong paglimot. Kahit ilang ulit kong sinabing tapos na. May partiparen sa pusu ko na umahasa. Umahasa na baka sa kaling po yede pa? Atalama, Will, kapag nagmama hail ako. Hindi ko kaya yung pawnti-untilang. I give everything. My time, my energy, my whole being. Meansan niya pati sarili ko na naka kalimotan ko na. And maybe that was my biggest mistake. A year has passed since everything fell apart. Pero ang ang ang ayon, bawat ala ala sariba parin sa akin. I have always been the type who wants to know everything. Curious, eager, sometimes too much. That side of me gave me strength. But it also made me reckless. I did things that hurt someone I deeply cared for. I let my questions get into the way of the peace we had. He was my first boyfriend. The one who made me feel how it is to be chosen every day. And during those moments, during those months we were together, I felt alive. Like, I finally found a home. But I became too needy. Too intense. Maybe he got tired. Maybe he wanted space too. We still talk from time to time. But recently, I chose silence. Because I still remember the words he told me. It's been a year, tin. We should move on. I agreed. I even tried. Talk to others, went out, laughed, smiled, but nothing worked. No one felt like him. He once said, "I did my best, tin. But I was never enough for you." That broke me. Because he never knew he was enough. More than enough. He was everything I didn't know I needed. And if I could turn back time, I would have held him tighter, Choosing him better loved him with more patience, more calm and less fear. But life doesn't give us rewinds. Now all I have are memories. The way he looked at me when he thought I wasn't watching. The way we laughed like we had all the time in the world. The way we called each other boo, like a language only we understood. Will I miss that? I miss him. I miss us. I know we weren't perfect. We had flaws. Plenty of them. But I still believe love isn't meant to be perfect. It's meant to be honest and real and worth fighting for. Ending what we had felt like the most immature thing we ever did. And though it's been a year, the truth is, I still believe in us. We may never be what we once were, but in another lifetime. In another version of us, I hope we choose each other again. For now, I'll carry this love in silence, not because it faded, but because it was real. And even if it didn't last forever, I'll forever cherish the kind of love I once held in my hands. I'll never be what I once held in my hands. What's that? What's that? What's that story? What's that? What's that story? If I could turn back time, I would have held him tighter. What's that? What's that? If you want to be a good person, you should be a good person. Because I want to be a good person, but I want to be a good person. I want to be a good person, I want to be a good person. I mean, okay. I mean, I get it. I get it. But I get it when I want to be a good person. If I want to be a good person, you know that? I know that. et ito, like. lagi ko tung sinusabi. Ayo palanitiktok yung pag nakasab only live nagpapatug toga. So. Malalaman din natin ngayon na no, pano re-sportify ito bi? Malalaman din natin ngayon, pano ngayon ka ispartify. Unang story palang nababasa natin muted agad. Diba? Unang story palang muted. Nga yun malalaman natin kaispartify paginap load natin doba ka mamay amamut din tayo ni spotify. We'll see. We'll see, guys. We're gonna see. We're gonna see, okay? ♪ Let's see, guys. Let's see. Pero yun. Eto na. Eto na ang second story natin. Sana, sana hindi mamyutos sa spotify. Hina nga lang natin kasi, hina nalak. Eh, al-mahinang mahinan ng alang mahinang mahinan ayin, ba yun? Okay. Ang naka pa comment lang po yung mga nga kasi sab-satan kasi dapat sab-only live to kaso ng yari. Minumut nitiktok eh. Minumut nitiktok, yung ay no. Kayak sab-only chat nalang. Okay. So here is our second story. Hi, kuyya. Ayon, please have my name, biannornin moos. I am a 40-year-old female, single with corporate job for 12 years. I am also a dialysis patient for six years, but I make my life as normal as possible. I do take care of my men of my health, but I don't think my mental health can take it. As a dialysis patient, I met this guy in the dialysis center where I do my treatment and he works there. As a technician, his job is mainly about the machines and other technical stuff. We became really close and by I mean close, I mean intimate. We don't know so much about each other and suddenly we had this intimate moment. I thought it was just a one-time occurrence, but it became a weekly habit. There were sometimes after my treatment or his shift, we hang out outside his apartment for hours just talking. I love our late night conversations. I get to know him better and so he was. When we became so close, he now goes to my condo. We hang out, we do movie and series marathon, and I already gave him the wifey treatment. When he wakes up in the morning breakfast is served. We go out, watch movies, concerts, we have met each family and friends. If he needs or wants anything done, that's how dedicated I am to him. We have been on this situation for four years and ten months. And yes, we are in a no-label relationship. But we made a deal that we cannot have. This intimate thing to anyone. That S word, I don't know if I can put it up here because a lot of people are listening. But that S word for health reasons. And we have been faithful to each other until he transferred to a different dialysis center in Cavite. He admitted he had this thing with his coworker and it tore me apart. Even though I have no right to him, I felt betrayed. He came back to me, feeling sorry for what he did. And promised, will make that, will make up to me. And because I love him, I accepted him. Months go by. I felt something changed. He's no longer the way he used to be with me. I feel there's a gap between us. I just let him because I don't want to nag him and ask for explanation where in fact I know he doesn't have to explain anything to me. One day we had a fight. We didn't talk for almost a week. Then one day I saw him online. I called him, his phone just rang. He didn't answer. Then I received a chat using his messenger. Why did he call me? He didn't know if he was GF and then blocked. Knowing him, he doesn't block people. So I thought, yeah, might be his girlfriend. But why didn't he tell me? Again, I felt betrayed, but the thing is, I didn't even cry. I'm like, okay, I guess it's time for me to move on. Months go by and we have no contact, no chat, no text, no call. Then one day our communications opened again. He confirmed he has a girlfriend and now living together. We only talk on Telegram. I know. Cheaters move. We only talk. Video call when he's not with his girlfriend. He'll inform me. He's about to go home so we need to cut communications for now. Now this is my question. Back at Hindi, I'm not sure. Why can't I be mad at him for all the things he did? We are talking like nothing happened. We're laughing and making plans to meet up. Have one last ride. Why would I even allow it? I know I should be mad at him, but I can't. I don't know why. Hope you can help me. And I hope you would feature my story in TikTok. Thank you. ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ I don't know if I can be. I don't know if I can help you. But. Chat, can you give me your thoughts too? I'm. Can you give me your thoughts too? I just. I mean. Love yourself enough to the point. that you know what you deserve to be. Like. I know you like that person, but. deserve. that. you're just a kid. Deserve, you know, you're just a kid that you know what you deserve to be. That's what love deserves. Just because you really, really love that person too. ♪ Love yourself enough to the point that. you're not a sad person. Hey, we're just. mamaean atay mag-usap. Maki. deba? You don't have to settle for that kind of relationship. Nah. sa-sa-bein sayo mamaean atay mag-usap, kasi ng-. alumiyon mag-ikita. maki-kita na kami, mag-asama na kami. Tapos ke pag-dinakami mag-asama, kaka-na-nan atay mag-usap. Sabi, sabi ka. Sorry ko naapakan ko yung pag-alum team, yung, but. men. you should know what you deserve. Enpan o ka makalaya? Tanggapin mo. na-hindi-ikaw. na. kinaka-usap kalang nyang ayon? Kasi ng-. pag-disilama-g-asama. Kasi kung ikaw talaga. Ikaw dapat yung nasa-position ng girlfriend-yang ayon. Hindi po hedig dalawa. Hindi po hedig sabay. Hindi po hedig meron pampali pas oras. Kung sinulang. Sinulang. Pano ka makalaya. gustuhan mo ng lumaya. Kasi kung ikaw dapat yung. sa nga initi siya ma-mute, second story, telegram. Yung talaga na ala ala, first story muted, second story telegram. Okay? And now, this is our third story. So this person said, "San nga ba ako hindi makalaya?" Um, sa mga memoris ba? Sa kung ano kami date? Sa mga pangakung namin sa isa-isak? Sa kanya? Or sa dating siya naminahal ko? For almost two years na nagewalaik kami? Hanggang ngayon? Hindi ko parin alam kung sa amparte ng relasyon namin? Hindi ako makalaya? Kasi akala ko o kay na? Akala ko na kamu-wun na? Pero lahat bing lang naglaho ng muli kami ng nakita. Nasa same circle of friends po kasi kami, at isang barang gailang ang tiniti rana namin. Nung gabing nakita kami, sa bay kami ng mwit. Malameg impagdampin ng hangin sa aming mga balat. At paraeo namin sinusuong, na kami-term ko, ang malakas na patak ng ulang. Hindi isip ko, nasa nga nonton kami ng namin ng malaking problema na dumatang saamin. Kung sana sa bay namin nilaban ng relasyon namin, siguro hanggang ngayon kami pa. Pero ang hirap kasi, ako lang ang lumalaban. Sa tagpong yon kaya, pinaramdamat pinakita niya sa aking na hindi lang, hindi na wala ang dating sa. Nakahit maramin ang nagbago sa aming dalawa, dip down sa puswunya andun parin ng lalaking nagustuhan ko. Caring, gentle at mabayan. Nandun parin ngunit nakatago. Nang makawin nakame, doon ako nagising sa katotuhan na na, meron ako minkan niyang landas na natahaken. Napagtanto ko na, dahin di parin ako nakakala ya. Hindi parin ako makala ya sa dating siya. Sa kung ano siya, sa dating version niya na minahal ko. Narialais ko ko yan na, yun din ng dahilan, kung bakit gusto ang gusto ko siyang ilaban, gusto ang gusto ko manatili dahil dun. Inihintay ko na baka isang araw, magising sa na nagbago na, na naging better na siya para sa aking. Samin. Nakahit gano ka sa kit, kahit na ubus ko na ang sarili ko dahil sa kanya. Pinipili, at pipiliin ko parin sa. Ngayon sa parintalag. Alam ko na hindi na mannamo ba ba ako ang lahat, kahit mo malikshap, pero siguro sa susunod na bang buhay. Palagikong sinasabi sa kai-bigan ko hindi na siguro ko, mag-mamaal uli, gagayan ng pagmamahal na ibynuhoos ko sa kanya. Kasiparang na ubus ko na. Kayakina akala ko na nakawosad na ako, malipala. Dahilanggang ayon, minumultip, minumultuparin ako ng dating siya. Ang dating joros na minahal ko. ♪ ♪ Old version of you. I still love the old version of you. At nagnim drapah, grabi ka na a-joros. Noo? Datipag sinasabi ko to sa previews live streams ko sa episode ko. Wag kang mang hihinayang sa Memories. Or, magmeerun din ng datang liwa, bakit, but, matika maamu, kasi ng hiinayang asa Memories, but dioma siya mahiwala yan, kasi ng hiinayang asa Memories. Ngayon. Bakit ka in di makamuwan, but, gadi makalaya jansatawong yan, kasi, you still love the old version of you. Nanging dinaman na siya. Alamoyong parang, mahal mo pa yung 2022 version niya. Ia naayon yan na dun. 2025 na. Yung taong minahal mo nungun. Saka kung sino siyang ngayon. Hindi na ako yung minahal mo. Ganon, ganon moomins, man. Ganon moomins. Dara, mipag nito mga story to mipag-mipag name drop. Dara, ga mipag name drop pa yoo, ah? Okay. Oh, recap. recap tayo. Ano to. Third story. Ano, ano baban sa gata sa third story natin. First story muted. Second story telegram. Third story. Third story joros. Third story j-moment. Third story joros. Okay. Let's go. Tamachat. We're live now on TikTok. By the way, hello to Spotify people. Sanahin di tomomute. Abangan yunalan to bukas. Sanahang mag napanganggan yun. It's May 13th. Para sa hakhto. I'm re-recording it. I'm re-recording it. I'm re-recording it. I'm re-recording it. Para sa hakhto. I'm re-recording it. Now on TikTok May 12th. But here. And let's read our. Our fourth story. Okay. Fourth story na. So this person said, "Sometimes I wonder, "san nga ba ako hindi makalaya?" "Maybe, "sagabing hindi kita na replyan, "nanaging dahilan ng pag-tigil ng pag-oosap natin?" "Aksili mi closure na man tayo, eh." "Kasobakit, kahit." "Ganon." "Aang hirap paraing makalimot." "Did we really deserve to take a break?" "Or. " "Was it necessary para sa ikabubuti na pin parayo?" "Was it a punishment?" "A protection?" "Or simply part of the bigger plan na hindi ko pakayang makunawaan?" "Pero bakangak?" "Bakaangak?" "Baka hindi kita lagasakan?" "Baka hindi kita lagan nilaan sa hakin ng tadhana?" "Maybe you're just meant to pass through my life, to leave lessons, not promises." "Aang hirap lalo na, sa mga gabinasobram pa yapa kapag nangjan ka." "Sama ng araw na hindi mo ko bini-bigan ng iniisepupag dududa." "Sama ng exams, or errands ko na laging may baong prayers mo, sa mga haranamu, sa baawat koentomu, kung kung mustaang naging arawat baawat laro na nilaalaroan mo." "Indigo man naging aminin, pero si nukat mo ang matako sa kung paano dapat mahaling, kung paano dapat itrato. Kaya ngayon, kahit may ibang dumating. Hindi ko bastabas takayang tanggapin. Kasi ikaw yung nagingsokatan. Ikaw yung nagimpa alala." "Maybe God knew that if I answered you that time, I would have stayed in a season I was meant to outgrow. Maybe he was saving me from a love that was good, but not his best for me. Maybe you were never meant to be my answered prayer, but just a glimpse of how beautiful his promises could be." "Ari, kumin! Min! Wait lang! Wait lang! Wait lang!" "Pwede bak, bus! Yung lain! Maybe you were never meant to be my answered prayer, but just a glimpse of how beautiful his promises could be." "Gaan nukakabro, kain at na hugod mo yung lean yana, yung, diba, gaaan nukakabro, kain para ma hugod mo yung lean yana, yung." "Dapas habipan na? Tawag dun, sinukat mo yung mataku sa kumpano dapat mahalin kung pano dapat itratu, ikaw ang nagingsokatan, ikaw ang nagingpa alala." "Min!" "Hey!" "I mean, bus!" Grabin naman na to? Grabbing storyon! Maybe you were never meant to be my answer to prayer, but just a glimpse of how beautiful his pr- Oh ay! Oh ay talaga sa sakit! Oh ay sa ganda ng linya na yon! Alam niyo, ikohon tentko yan nakalaga ay-g-j-jan. Episod 25, san ka hindi makalaya, maybe you were never meant to be my answer to prayer, but just a glimpse of how beautiful his pr-. could beat naman ka, bisaad noko na boy sa sabk! Sa sabk, sa sabk, "Oh, bragganda ng linya, maka ka bisaad umui." "Oh ay recap, recap, tayo, recap, recap." First story muted, second story, telegram, third story, joros, fourth story, answered prayer. Let's go! Let's go! Let's go! Alright? We good! We good, we good, we good, we good, we good, chat, we good, we good. Grabbing ganda niyatong Episod 25 na to pag-naredat, nakarilis na sa Spotify. Pero hindiyan mag-iging maganda kung mga mga mute. So, Spotify palang bing naman. Ngayon lang ulyatoko ba balik sa Spotify. Sananaman mag-nipong imyut pag nak-apload na to? Apload ko to po bukas. Sananapawag niyapong imyut. Thank you po. We're currently live na one TikTok, by the way. So, here's our fifth story. By the way, thank you for the TikTok people that are here. Kayangapalaka yung hindi makapag-chat, TikTok people because we're now on a sub-only chat. Kasi we're now recording Episod 25. Okay, after yung naman ito mag-griri-live-o. So, this person said. San ka hindi makalaya. I'm about to get married last year, but it's not that long. It's a little late. I'm just kidding, but we're now on our way to our coordinator. Wait, I'll just wait. I'll just start signing if I'm going to get married. I'll be sure to wait for 30 minutes to get married. I think we're already on our way to our coordinator because I'm not going to get married. I know that it's late at night, but I know that it's already late. I know that parents don't have a room. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. But it's not that long. It's not that long after I'm on a shoot. I'm just kidding because I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I'm just an ordinary person. Of course, I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. If. If you're just kidding, I'm just kidding. If you're just kidding. I'm just kidding. Because we're just doing what we're doing. I'm rushing to go inside the hospital. Then I saw a mom and a dad crying. I was just kidding. And I was so sorry. I was just kidding. I was just kidding. I was just kidding. Sa nagasalita na sana. Kag na "yong訂ol ay-manag ito? Anos a'yo dekiyad documentary. Kaya pat con bilu promised by staff, at sakitagani na Easton. Na accident do yung driver nag-ihingalong na. Hindi ko may isip na mamamate siya. Sa nakoh hindi makalaya. Hindi ako makalaya. Kadag gigising ako. Bakai kita ko yung anak namin nakamukang kamukanya. Dahint hindi yung anak abutan. Nekong mga inniwan sa offer her. Men, wit lang. Wheat lang. Alam yoo. Ako habang binabasa ko nanginig ako kasi. Lat ng story binabasa ko first time ko toong binabasa lahat. Ditos sa live ko. Ang unang mga naka-basan ito yung mga nilawa ko mpa yung simia. Kasi alia. Silan ang susorit na mga stories ko randong li. Pero men. Boss. Hindi ko may imagin yung mga hindi na kasab ngayon. Hindi ko may imagin yung mga hindi na kasab. Gain feeling ko gusto na nilang mag-la- magwala sa Comsec. Sa Comin Section feeling ko. Talaga. Gusto na nilang magwala sa Comin Section. Kaya mamaya pag-garilive ko. Magwa wala ayang mga yan. Tirayo. Magwa wala ayang mga yan mamaya. Feelin ko gusto na nilang magwala boss. Ramdam ko yung. Oh! Ramdam ko boss. Man. Man. (Music) (Music) (Music) (Music) Kaya sa mga nagsasabjan. Thank you. Nadi pa kaya naka-bang sabb. Sabb naka yung didito sa TikTok Live natin. Nihin para sa Spotify peepol. You're in for at the Disha Treat. You're in for a Sakyat pag-inaplude ko toong episode 25. Nara-aramdaman ko napag na-yatoyong ano. Atoyong episode na mag-uguslo na nyo. I mean, I mean, pasayon ka nyo sa ano. If this, if this episode 25 natin, it's kinda rocky. Kasi tinesting natin yung. Nalama. Same Live. I mean, Live Recording ng Episode 25 tapos upload sa Spotify kaya. Pasayon siya nga kaya if this episode is gonna be rocky. But I still hope you're gonna listen to it. And. Ilanaman. Atoyong. We're down to our last story. Nga boss. But the last story we're gonna talk about is the story. The story is. You know what? Deserve to marinate ng Spotify people. Yung lahat ng makiginig kasi. I mean, I'm not gonna clip the stories I'm gonna tell individually. But. Deserve to marinate ng mga nasa Spotify din yung mga makiginig sa Spotify. It's gonna be our last story. I don't know if you're gonna see it. Hanobatay te linoon. Yung yung anue. Yung yung 12 years. Where is that story? Where is that story? The 12 years one. I need to read that story. Oh, na na na na na. 15 years. Oh, re. Eto na. Si 15 years. Guys? Spotify People, TikTok World, we're down to our last story. Ang huling story nasa sa God sa tanong nasan ka hindi na kalaya. Or san ka hindi makalaya. So this person said. Haiwil, I don't know if this will get aired or not, but honestly, this story of mine is something that's been hard for me to share, but maybe it's time. You see, my multo wasn't just my ex or my friend, but my fiance. For 15 years, we were together. 15 years bro, we were high school sweethearts, college partners, ang gang nagwork kami. We went through everything, the ups and downs, the petabytes, the big life decisions, and after all those years, we finally decided to get married. Para sa arin, she was the one, my forever, my best friend, my partner in crime. On the day of our wedding, I was standing at the altar sa harap ng simbahan, waiting. I was standing there, smiling, shaking a little with excitement. I was looking at the doors, just waiting for her to walk down the aisle, but one second. Because I was waiting for nothing. She never walked through those doors. I'm not expecting. I was just watching movies, but I was not. I was watching movies in the middle of the night. For 15 years, I gave her my best. I loved her with everything I had. Even though I was still a little old, even though I was still a little old, I still made sure I was still a little old. I was just looking at her, every plan, every dream, I never saw myself without her. But I knew that even though I was still a little old, even though I was still a little old, if it's not meant to be, it's not a big deal. And that's the hardest part. The first thing I did was I kept echoing in my head. Because after all these years, I was still a little old. Sobra, I was just like the one who was not able to walk down the aisle. I was just looking at her. After that, I was just looking at her. I would wake up thinking she was still beside me. I was just thinking that I was just looking at her, and I was just looking at her, that's why I called her my multu. She's gone, but I was just looking at her, in my head, in my head. I didn't know how to move on, I didn't know how to move on. My friends would tell me, "Pree, you're just looking at your head, you're just looking at your hair, but what am I doing now? I'm just looking at our own things." Guys, it's a simple, simple, simple, simple place. Everything reminds me of her. You know, I guess what hurts the most is not just that she left, but that she left without a good bye. It's just not that she's just a little old. It's just not that she's just a little bit closer. One day, after we were able to walk down the next, I was left standing on the altar alone. But it's time heals all wounds. I don't know if I'm just going to be happy, but I'm sure I'm just going to be happy. I'm learning little by little to let go. I know I can't stay stuck in the past forever, even though it's a little bit too late. And to anyone listening to this right now, if you're a person, if you're a person, if you're just looking at your own face, I just want you to know that you're not alone. And it's okay to grieve. It's okay to cry. It's okay to break down. But promise me, when you're ready, try to stand up again. Now, slowly, I'm trying to rebuild myself. I'm not going to be able to live alone. If I just go with friends, I'm spending more time with family and I'm trying to find joy in small things. I'm just going to be able to live alone for a day. Baby steps. So, Will, thank you for giving people like me a platform for letting us share stories like this. Maybe someone out there is listening who needs to hear this. Maybe someone who feels like it's not a problem. But I'm sure I'll be able to live with this and they'll know that I'm not alone. And to her, wherever you are now, I hope you're happy. Even if you're happy, even if I'm not able to live alone for the whole time, I wish you happiness. Thank you for the 15 years. Thank you for the memories. You'll always have a part of my heart. But this time, I need to learn to live for myself. I need to learn to live for myself. 15 years. 15 years. I don't know if I'm going to be able to live alone for a long time. I don't have to live alone for a long time. And I need to learn to live for myself. 15 years. Then, I don't have a clue. I don't have a clue. I don't know if I'm going to be able to live alone. What's your name? The one who was born in the last five years. Because I was born in the last five years. 'Dun maarpu yat ka, I mean I don't know if this is a great comparison or analogy ko naman taawag dito. Sabi te ko ar repu yat ka? Nag-sahane ka naman lagi ka naging pupu yat? Inahan na panap ng katawat mo, diba? Badi clock mo na nasasi-systemamon na yun. Nasasi-systemamon na to 15 years? Nereko ne ka kong nitiktok? Nalamo? Kanin na panasasabot ahit ng livestream ko? Pero ayon? Na? Nasasi-systemamon na to boss? Nasasi-systemamon na to? Tao na to? For 15 years? Yung masanaikang alang sa isang baga for a week? For a month? Ang hirap ng alisayin? Ang hirap ng baguhan sa rutin mo? Yung mag-impartitia ng rutin mo, for 15 years? Tapos 1 day, yung gan-yung gan-yung half to mo-gun? Kay langan mo na lang. Alisin? Kedot noing wat to do? I mean, alam yung moment sa mapapatulalakan alang yung pag- Ay? Ganan? Ulan na palatalaga siya? Nood? Lat ng tao? Or most of us? Meron talagang multo? Weekend dinayon nat? Meron mga bagay na hanggang ayon nag-ha-hunt sa tin? Meron mga bagay na hanggang ayon dinadalo tayo? Nood? Kaila natin mo, o kay? Pero pag-dinalao tayo ng thought na to mo ala natin na oong apalahing di pao fully? Nakakamu on? Pero. Pero this is my thought. This is my peace. Ok lang si-gurong mag- Mag-garon tayo ng multo? Diba, o kay lang naman talaga mag-garon ng multo? Basta indi-end? Alam mo? Kumpaano harapin yung multo mo? Dina man si-gurong purkit? Meron tayo ng multo? Irono, oh, this is just me? Dina man? Purkit meron tayo ng multo? Ibig sa bihinon. Hindi panaten. Natatang gap. I mean, magkaibakasi formiyong dinadalau ka lang ng thought na yon. Magkaibayong saan yung dinadalau ka lang ng thought na yon dinadalau ka lang ng multu na yon into vsus sa hindi katalagang bakalis sa situational na yon. Iagay ako, delawin manaw ng multu ko, ay noo for a fact na na tanggap ko na to matagalina. Pero, we're different. Iba iba iba na manto. Kaya, if your take is kung ano manang multu niyo. Ang ganggaain hindi ka yung makalaya dito. Kasi. Ang ganggaain. Diparay matanggap. Mahira paren tanggapin. And I hope saanadomatang yung araw na magigising kanalang, bighilanalang mimoksis naap sa yung okay, maybe it's time. Maybe oras na para tanggapin talaga na. Dita lagap para sa aking yun. May reason talaga yun. Maybe it's for the better. Maybe it's for the best. And kapagdumatin yung time na yung sana. Sana pag nakalaya ka na sa multu mo. Sana. Sana hindi ka na to, delawin paulit. ♪ So that's episode 25. Sana ka hindi yung makalaya. Thank you for all who joined. I'm gonna rely on TikTok, so I'll notify you people, maraming maraming salamat. I hope you enjoy this episode. And I have a wheel and this is WheelTalks. And that mayerong WheelTalks mayerong kakong bing. Welcome home. And I hope to see you on the next episode. ♪ See you guys.