Jason and Ilya confront the breakdown of their long-standing friendship, rooted in a series of escalating betrayals: Ilya abandoned their bond for business success, prompting Natalie to follow suit, which led Jason to drive recklessly and get arrested. Jason admits he made a mistake and offers a bizarre, symbolic reconciliation—like a ritual with candles and fingers in the ass—though Ilya finds it both ridiculous and inauthentic. The conversation evolves into a deeper reflection on ambition, money, and human connection. Jason expresses discomfort with the idea that success or wealth diminishes one’s humanity, while Ilya critiques the "corporate" mindset of prioritizing profit over personal relationships. They contrast the value of genuine, unstructured bonding—like the camaraderie in a high school senior patio—with the hollow, transactional nature of modern success. The discussion also touches on the perception of influencers and celebrities, with Jason arguing that long-term, self-built artistic talent (like Addison Rae) deserves equal respect to sudden fame from a Netflix hit. Ultimately, both men agree that true friendship and personal growth require vulnerability and emotional honesty over symbolic gestures or financial transactions. The episode ends with a mutual acknowledgment that while their friendship has been strained, the path forward lies in deeper, more authentic connection rather than superficial make-up attempts.
[MUSIC] What's up guys, we're back to views. We are here with that Jason and Ilya. >> What up? >> Who, I don't know, well, you haven't listened to our last spot because it just went out. But we talk about you a lot in it and about what you did. Do you remember what you did? >> No, what I did. >> You broke that ass. >> I don't know, did I? >> At Ilya. >> I want to hear exactly your plan to make it up for me and to salvage this friendship genuinely because if I did something like that to you. >> I would understand, I told you. >> Just to catch up to listeners, Ilya broke a dead ass. He said he was going to come with me to London and then he said, dude, my business is doing so well right now. I don't care about my friends or the word that we've had for the last 15 years. >> That's what he said. >> And then not only that, but then four days later, Natalie did ask me to go to a party and then she broke that ass because you broke that ass so Natalie was like, well, if Ilya could do it, why can't I? And then I was like, because you can, and she's like, because I'm a woman, and I'm like, that has nothing to do with it, but yes, no, but seriously. >> And then because of that, I took the Ferrari out because I figured, fuck, and nothing matters anymore. >> It went over to people. >> Yeah, I hit two people and I'm on the run from the cops. So you see what you started with chain reaction? >> Wait, but genuinely, you don't feel like, like, like, disgust it in yourself? >> No. >> Because literally not even for like a second. >> Yes. >> Oldily it would be mad. >> Right, and I'm growing up. >> [LAUGH] >> We don't use those words, so yeah, maybe. >> No, I mean, listen, I- >> We don't use growing up. >> What I did was wrong, and I admitted that, and I'm down to make it up. So I don't know how you want me to make it up. >> I couldn't even imagine a way that you would make it up. I mean, it's not really that deep. >> Dude, you're a fucking, you're an asshole. >> I'm serious, it's not, like, I'll make it up in a way that- >> That's equivalent or better than going on. >> You're losing everything that's whimsical about you. >> Whimsical. >> Yeah, genuinely, like if you were in the movie Willy Wonka, and I was Willy Wonka, you would not get the chocolate factory. >> Listen, I feel that you have lost all excitement in you. >> Okay, look, you don't understand that. >> You know what, you're like one of those suits in those movies that just like comes and tears down beautiful parks and forests just to build the highway. >> Yeah, that's what it is. >> Corporation, man. And you're the little guy. >> I am a little guy. >> For everybody out there. >> Really? >> It's a big, bad corporation. >> Right away, so my office quicker. >> You seen Hoppers? >> Yeah. >> No. >> Yeah, of course. >> The movie? >> Yeah, with the animals. >> They're trying to build a highway near the dam or over the dam. >> Yeah. >> Well, you've seen Hoppers? >> Yeah. >> Actually, that's the one movie I agreed with the guy in the suit. I just watched the yesterday, that's why it's really fresh. But Mabel, the girl in it, is trying to stop this highway from being built. >> Yeah. >> And she just has no consequences for all her actions and basically lights the whole city on fire, and then the guy forgives her. I think it's crazy. It's the one time I've had the suit's guy, I don't know. I'm getting a little sidetracked. >> So you're on my side? >> So yeah. >> Well, you also hate nature. >> I think we should all grow open. Exactly. >> What if you do go on a trip with David? >> No. >> Would that make up make it up? >> It's not. >> I'm trying to make it up here. >> It's not just a trip is what was promised. >> Well, why doesn't he go then? What if he-- >> I told you, I said finger in my ass. >> You want me to point my finger in your ass? >> Well, I said-- >> I actually check with HR on that. >> And? >> And that's not going to fly. >> Really? >> Yeah. >> I said it has to be something like Coltie for you to like make it up. Like a finger. Like you and Natalie have to come into like a dark moment like with candles lit and put fingers in my ass. You have to say I'm so sorry for what I did. Yeah, I can do that right now. Hey, you have to speak in Latin. I only say you're down for it Then I'm like not speak of the lack of going to go to go to go to go to go to go to go to go to go but then I'm like not, it's super lag. - Oh, I'm gonna go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go Yeah, 'cause he's like, he's playing the like, reasonable guy like, yeah, well, we'll have to see Dave. He's almost talking to you like a dad right now. Oh, no, I don't think he's seeing a reasonable, but I want an answer. He told me this on the phone and that's why I was like, I guess he did handle me quite well, because I hung up right away. (laughing) Now that I'm thinking about, wow, he is man handling it. Why can't you go on the trip? That would solve it. Okay guys, it's this road trip I've been wanting to do in the UK, it's basically, it takes four days and it's all of these perverted cities, so it'll be like, twat town and it'll be like, shitterton and it's all, and it's the course of the entire, of the entire, entirety of England. You go up and down from the North Coast to the South Coast or backwards and I've been planning it for a long time and I'm really excited to do it and it really is the guy to do it. This is what ended your friendship? Yeah. You didn't want to go to shitterton with me. (laughing) It's shitterton, sorry, but yes. It's shitterton, but yeah. Four days, it's really fun, and in the middle of it, I wanted to visit Robin Hood's grave because I think this guy knows where it is, it's kind of, so it's like a really fun road trip and it'd be like such a fun bit in the vlog and it's like, and it's very rare for me to come up with ideas that I could actually want to do for the vlog. Is it fun for you, Ilya, when you're doing a trip like that with David, just you and him in the middle of nowhere? Or you like? Yeah, obviously every trip we go on is really fun, but like it just gives me like a ton of anxiety when I'm on these trips because I'm not, I'm having a tough time working. Do you think you're going to sell Zilla in the next couple years or what's the goal? And I'm not saying that's the goal. That's the goalie. I'm just saying like is that like, is that, that's why, yeah, I can't go because I need to. What do you want to sell it? I mean, ideally in the next five years, that's my goal. Okay, great. So you sell it in the next five years and how much do you want? I really don't like putting my goals out like that, I mean. Really? Yeah. Five years is good. It's a high number. I'll tell you off the podcast. It's a high number. Okay. It's a high number. Oh, for how much you want to sell it? Yeah. Okay. And then when you sell it, do you think you'll be like, there's going to be like a year of where you're like, old Alia, or it's going to be like, it's going to be forever. No, it's no way. Brother, I dream about this. There's no way. You have no idea what's coming. You have no idea. I don't know what to explain that. And you're so stupid for not realizing it. You just don't understand. And that's what's so fucking great is that when it comes, you're going to be like, wow, holy fuck. I can't believe I was that dumb. You're going to be that fun. You're so stupid. You're actually so stupid. It's insane. Explain to me. I don't want to explain to you. I'm actually don't explain to you. I'm just going to do what I need to do. And then you'll see. Yeah, me too. Fuck you. No, shut up. Okay. I mean, I'd love to see it. My argument is just like by the time that happens, even if it's now, you've already missed a ship because I'm like, I have not missed any ship brother. The ship is what you make of it. You can be fucking 40, 45, 50 and still be living the best life. Well, that's not get crazy. I'm serious. It's so true. The bullshit that you fucking spill or talk a spew about how like before and after after 30, like, it's all over. Everyone's going to die. We're not going to be we're going to be stupid at clubs like that's bullshit, dude. That's all in your mind. It's all in your mind. I don't like that argument because if it's in my mind or if it's not, it's true. Like that. If that's what I'm thinking, it's true. But like, I don't care. Like, I'm still going to be having fun with, but it won't be the same like you won't have like the 20 year old young body. Yes, I actually, that's not true. I will have probably a better body than when I did when I was 25. Yeah, but like, you will be able to handle like, oh, brother, I will, I will, I will. I will. You're, what do you not understand? 35 or like, even 40, it's like not that crazy old. Like, if you're in good shape and you're taking care of yourself, you could be, you can be better than fucking a lot of 25 year olds. That's true. That is true. I get that. I'm just not, like, I'm just saying like you won't have the same ambition to have like a fun night out. It'll just, it'll just be like a little, it'll be a little different. It'll be a little different. You'll have 100 million dollars in this pocket. Yes, it'll be different. It'll be rich guy having fun. It won't be like, which is so much better than being mean. No. That's what you are. Yeah. You're rich guy having fun. Now. I would have been having fun guy without having money in my 20s. Do you know what I mean? Yeah. I think that's the most important time to just let it all out. But the thing is, like, if I wasn't doing a fun job, I'd be like boring job, but at least three days a week we need to be doing like super fun things that's like, it's like counter something. I don't know. I think, I don't know. I don't fucking hate words, dude. I hate words. Yeah. They're difficult. I think right now, I think right now what I'm going through is trying to like, set something up that's sustainable in a way where, like, even if I don't sell for for five years and like a year, two, three down the line, I can still be having fun while the company is making money. And you don't think you're going to make like a hundred million dollars. And then all of a sudden, you're going to be like, David, I have this money. I have this opportunity. The sale is hot right now. Everybody knows I sold Zilla. I have to pivot and start something new. This is how I make something something of myself for my four years. I'm 100% going to do that. 100%. Okay. Okay. But I'm also going to have fun. That can be true. I don't think so because about three years ago, you were like, listen, I'm really close with Zilla where I'm going to hire an operator and I can do the fun things and still run Zilla. I don't know. And that feels like kind of the same way. The only reason I had said that is because you fucking corner me into a wall or into a corner and you were and you made me go on these fucking trips and I was literally saying anything I possibly could out of my ass to get you off my back. Hmm. Sounds like a pattern. Sounds like the interrogation. here. Now obviously. [BLANK_AUDIO]
it's you. Wow. The fuck's going on. You guys want to ask me the fun questions that I'm going to go off from this? Why? The cool clone you. You have questions? Why did you say to a fun question? I don't know. Do you have questions? Yeah. Okay. Anyone staying out again? Okay. Yeah. These are, well, these are places we're asking you if you want to go. I was going to, I was going to ask you this off camera, but I guess now I'll ask you this year. You want to go to North Korea and shake Kim Jong-un. Okay. This is on the podcast. We feel him. Okay. Can you take yourself out of the mindset and be like, why? Like that movie with Seth Rogen and James Franco? Okay. Do you have to go? He's honey-dicking me right now. These are the next things we're doing. Do you want to come with us? I don't know yet. Okay. But don't be negative just to be negative. I'm not. Some of these are really easy. Okay. Okay. We have to go. I can't go. We're going to go. October 23rd. Uh-huh. We have to go to Florida with pryspics. Okay. We're going to get a jet. It's going to be us friends. We're going to go down for the weekend. Are you down? How many people are you asking the podcast if they can go? What do you mean? Like how many people are you bringing through the ring? Oh, it's just you. I wasn't even going to ask everybody about this on the podcast, but not that you're here. Okay. Okay. Okay. How do you feel about that? So Florida? It's in the U.S. Miami. Jupiter. Yeah. Jupiter. Okay. They're having an event there, but that's some point we'd probably make our way to Miami. Yeah. I would feel about that. I feel nice. Okay. Would you do that? Maybe. Okay. That's a maybe. That's good. It's a Friday to Sunday. This I need a yes or no on probably right here right now. Okay. The Tesla Roadster launch October 1st in Waco, Texas. No, I can't go to that. For sure. Yeah. Cause we're launching our winner arc challenge. Your winter arc. Yeah. Okay. Yes. For sure. You should be here for that. Okay. Then stupid me. Well, I can't believe I asked. I didn't know it's winter. Okay. Then your birthday, your birthday weekend is coming up. Yeah. Which I know you like to forget about. Yeah. Do you want to go? Which by the way, I think I need to work on. Oh good. Here we go. Here's an opportunity to do you want to go anywhere for your birthday weekend. Maybe. Yeah. What did you have a mind? Something as light as Cabo or something as heavy as Japan. I can't go to Japan. That's crazy. Okay. Cabo could be cool. Okay. So do you want us to start planning that? Sure. Dude, guys, how cool is it? Have a friend like me? Wow. I just list things like this. It is. That's pretty cool. Yeah. How cool is it? I just bring my friends in here and brow beat them. They make their lives miserable until they come and hang out with me. And I'm David. I mean, listen, I'm not like brow beat them into like the most boring things. It's like the most litest things. Yeah. Okay. So Hallie, write that down. Wow. That's pretty good. And then when you get to Cabo, who fucking forgot the card? Where's the fucking camera? Okay. He didn't like that one. I didn't know what he said first when he said, "Carla, what does he say?" Scan. Okay. All right. Cool. That's pretty big. And then there's one more we need you for an entire week in October. And that we don't know where we're going at. Okay. But that could be, can I tell them the location? Probably. No, I don't think it's, don't tell them the location. Okay. Yeah. Is it Antarctica? No, but it's that level of like a distance. It's Mars. It's something uncharted. Some place, some people are first there. So yeah. You know the Congo? So yeah, think about that. You're getting a rat. What? Do you want to say like, no? Okay. Yeah. That's it. I mean, I can't commit to that. I have no idea what the fuck it is. All right. But just keep it week in October. Just keep the full week open. Actually, honestly, keep October open because with your birthday trip and with the price fix. I think prices in October too. Oh, well, thanks for being here. Is there anything else you've been wanting to say to us? No. I don't think so. You know what? I think it's cool about you and that. Well, actually, and all of us, I think that we do this really well. Like Ilya Natt are in like a fight right now because they're having a financial disagreement. Okay. But it's like funny how they can separate that. Uh-huh. Like, is it true that you guys are fighting? You guys are having a disagreement. I mean, not really anymore. Oh, you guys figured it out. I mean, not really. We just stopped texting each other. Right. Okay. Fight was over. But there was fight like in the middle of the fight. Like, where did we go off? I mean, that was the end of it. Where did we go? Where we like, picked up Natalie? We went to the wedding. Oh, yeah, we went to the wedding together. It was just funny. Like, we were going to go pick up Natalie at the house. Well, I just don't think that we have an option but to be friendly with each other because it's all we got. Wow. That's really deep. You're gonna let Natalie get away with what she did. Yeah, because she's just like not worth my energy to be honest. Like, I'd rather just focus on that. That's really nice. Yes. What'd she do? Should we talk about it? Do you think it's enough? We could talk about it, right? It's like pretty light. I just know that this is going to end up where I'm going to be ganged up on. No, no, I'm actually right. I'm right in the middle. I take your said net. So Ilya connected us with someone. Yeah. That Natalie then told me. You put me in a group chat with the guy. He was like, "Hey, this is my friend. He owns this company. He wants to work with David." Great. Okay, great. And then I took the, you know, it took, started talking to this guy to figure out some sort of brand deal partnership, whatever. Sure. And then it ultimately ended up being an incredibly massive partnership. Okay. That I worked very hard on and negotiated by myself. Thank you. I was going to pitch it so much softer. Okay. Turn out to be life changing money for David. This is why people go nuts on you in the comments. Dipper. Dipper. We know, we know you did it, but dial it back. Okay. People don't like women winning. And then I think, I don't know what the next chain of events was, but we went on our lake trip. And David revealed how much I potentially work to the class of everybody, all the friends. How much do you make? How much do you work? Oh, sorry. How much I potentially make. Yeah. And then I think. Wait, why was that? Right. Okay. I know. Because you're a percentage. I don't even get why this is part of the story. Yeah, that's because because then after that, then after that trip, I feel like that's what like kind of sounded the alarms. And after that, I realized, oh, fuck, this deal is probably for a lot of money. I had nothing to do. No, that actually had nothing to do with it. Well, the conversation came after that. So I thought that was the direct like influence of it. No, he asked me before. And I was like, I don't know, because I didn't know yet. But yeah, so then Ilya goes, hey, are we splitting commission on it? Because I brought the deal. And then this was in a group chat with me. And I was like, where am I in the shit? Captain confrontation. 85% you guys fucking go figure it out. And then yeah, and then they talked about it for a little. And like I see I see both sides. I see I see why Ilya deserves a little bit. But I also see why like it just doesn't in my head. It doesn't really work like because like a lot of like I connect a lot of people to a lot of people. Yeah. Like I've connected some huge people to huge deals. Yeah. And I don't ever think about it that way. But so that's why I'm kind of like, I don't know, that's kind of just the nature of the business. Is there a precedent set where Ilya has gotten this before? Ilya has gotten it before. Oh, that's why that's why I'm also on the other side. Right. Right. So best to come out with a happy medium. Yeah, I don't think we've found the happy medium quite yet. Yeah. Ilya wants half. This is the problem with working with your friends. No, I didn't want I want to want to have originally, but then I was like, okay, I understand that like he wanted half. And I was like, how about a finders fee? You know, like a healthy finders fee because I don't know exactly. I think I wanted that. And then after talking to people that are in the industry and I was like, if you were in my, and multiple people, by the way, I was like, if you're in my shoes, like, well, be an appropriate number, like that's fair. But like, but like, and then it was five from finish. Sorry. And then they were like, it's five percent. So then when I told not that, she's like, you're not getting that. And then I was like, I just like don't care to argue. Like it's just like not worth a 10 grand or whatever I'm going to get like, we're talking about 10 grand here. No, oh, I think he's just like seven. I'm saying like, like, like, the finders fee would probably be 10 grand. My argument in my head was like, well, like, there's been moments where like, John has brought an investor for Zila. And like, John, no, he has never brought an investor for Zila. What do you mean the Asian? No, I brought Asian Mike. Really? Yes. But John said that was his guy. No, dude. I just, it's kind of like a thing to like give people, like, connect people with people. But it is interesting. But if Ilya said it at the beginning and was like, hey, I have a guy, I want to, I want my finders fee. It's weird how much that is in this like business. Yeah. Like if you say something at the beginning of it, it changes every day. I mean, that's just business in general. I guess. Yeah. But I think that's like such a crazy thing. I mean, I don't feel that way. I've plenty of people like, I just meet out in the wild and they'll be like, hey, I have a friend that actually did would be great for something like this. And they just connect me with that person. And then like, then that deal gets done. You know, like, it's like, and then I think, you know, obviously they're like, maybe when I need something in return or something, that favor will be cashed in the reverse. But and then I also have people that we do large deals with where we do split the commission, right? But like, they're also involved and they're fully negotiating and like, conversating with the brand. And I'm more so just on the David side. And that's why they're getting that half of the commission. Right.
So, but yeah, I mean obviously now I'm moving forward. I think that we will set the precedent and make it very clear. Well David, you're the boss. Yeah. This is your decision. You should Don't make these two best friends of yours. These are your best friends. Yeah, Natalie and Ilya Don't make them fight each other. Come in be a fucking man. Pull your fucking big boy pants on And if you want to go deliberate in your bedroom for an hour go ahead But you make the decision and this will be really good for you. You're always pushing Ilya to get the answer I think that you should no, no, don't send it to that. You're the boss. You decide. I have like the number in my head that I think that you just give to Ilya Okay, there you go, which is I'll I'll even do it like Yeah, I think because there was an accident this time like I'm gonna take Nats side, but I think she should I think she should just throw you 10 grand How's that? I was already gonna do that. There we go. Okay. I mean, I'm I'm genuinely like I do not care No, I know, but I think like I think from here on out you should just make it more clear. Yeah No, I agree. I mean, I said that I made them but also maybe you shouldn't even make it clear because like we're all we're gonna connect you with people And we're not gonna like ask for commission. So that's why I'm on both sides like I'd never connect somebody with you and be like I want to percentage of that zealot. That's why I didn't want to put any more energy into it because I was just like it doesn't like I don't care. Yeah, yeah. Well, well, here we go. We figured it out. How much money did you just lose? Yeah What is something that you guys love about working with each other? We don't really work with each other. Yeah, we don't yeah That was so cool that we're all out here I'm gonna go Should I have now at least sent you money? Yeah, no, no, I can do this Netcentage in five years. I know. First of all, I was like this is not this is my money. Do you think I can give I think it is own money? I think it is my decision. No, no, no Wait, why? Well, there is a precedent set where he has brought deals and gotten commission before so that was on one deal Listen, more money more problems I'm just gonna actually don't believe that I hate that thing. I saw another person get interviewed today. Somebody was like doesn't money buy happiness and they were like of course not you know this That actually may be the most pretentious answer from like a rich person of all time. Yeah, like that's I don't know why but I find that so annoying, right? Yeah You disagree with me. Yeah, I would piss me off like it's just like what can you just say yes? Mm-hmm. So like one people that are fighting for this goal. Mm-hmm. It just doesn't make any sense You're going to have there is no problem that money creates yeah that like you wouldn't have a rich I mean there is but like it's so much easier to live life without having to stress about bills and about I don't know any expenses and then have to deal with all the other problems. It's hard to listen to a rich person at all about anything Yeah, it's hard because it's like well, you're not living that way so but that specifically I think it's just like so bullshit. Mm-hmm. Yes, you can have new problems with money, but like are these rich people like have they never been broken in life? Do you understand like it fucking sucks to not to be eating peanut butter and bread Every day and you can't you don't know if you're gonna be able like I do believe that pay for your rent I do believe there's a there's rich people out there that are in their Ferrari sad. Oh, no, that's not what I'm saying. Yeah, I'm just saying like Those rich people would be sad in their fucking on their bicycle like if they didn't have I they don't have one to share it with I guess. I don't know. I think that's yeah, I don't know. I don't know. I just think in general Money alleviates a lot of like burdens and I think when I hear rich persons say that money doesn't buy prop It's almost like that money doesn't buy heavies is almost like a I don't know why it just feels kind of rude to people that like like It doesn't I'm just rich and I still have issues. It's just like feels so fucking weird to me I like rich people that aren't on social media. I mean, yeah, that's like a that's like a real rich person. That's the move I don't even know how to do that. There's this waiter and he was like I served I served billionaires all the time He's like let me tell you what it's like and he's like he was on Tik Tok and he was like he's like, you know They're the nicest people in the world. They don't post themselves They stick the time to like say hello to you. They don't want any kind of Any kind of shine or any kind of like attention brought to them and they just live their life and that sounds so good Yeah, but like you're saying that as if like that was an option for us. Oh Yeah, it wasn't an option for us. Yeah, I'm just saying that sound if I worked hard somewhere else, but I don't think yeah No, I know I know if I if I could snap my fingers. Yeah, you'll be rich And be that guy for sure would you do it? Oh my god, there's so many less like yeah things that come with that like being anonymous and having a lot of money is like It's so nice I think if you even like look at like a lot of people that like if you ask that question to anybody somebody who doesn't even have money yet Like I think they're gonna answer. They're always gonna answer like would you rather be a public figure and have money or would you rather be anonymous and have money? I think like 80% of the time people are gonna say that they want to be Anonymous with money. I mean, it's just like yeah the way to go And then you could like yeah, I'd still vlog But I think I'd like vlog for my friends. Hey, you want to hear something cool. No So maybe you'll like this because it's about high school. Yeah, so Charlie's a senior this year Mm-hmm, I don't know if you guys have this in your high school. I love this topic. There's a senior patio Oh, like on campus. Yeah, only seniors are allowed to go in this this room with hammocks and you know Like a foosball table. Oh, wow, that's sick. It's kind of cool. Yeah, like are you asking me if that's fair? No I'm just asking if you had anything like that. Yeah, we had senior lunch release Okay, so senior year that's pretty normal though. Yeah, a lot of people have that. Yeah, but that's like the fucking cool thing No, it's a good time. What's oh, so you can leave for an hour? Yeah, you can I mean that's pretty fucking mind blowing that you get like Yeah, we didn't get to do that. That's your first really? No I don't know. Do your people get to do that like your kids? Sorry My kids can leave. Yes. Yeah, that's I think that's like the coolest thing. Yeah, they can like spending all but seniors Yeah, yeah, yeah, spending all your life not being able to like have freedom and then all of a sudden you can leave for lunch Yeah, it's like a pretty big deal. Yeah, huge deal. Yeah. Did you see this some youtuber going through the Congo? Yes, I saw this wait. What who is a youtuber? He's going to the Congo on a rubber raft with two friends On purpose or yeah, and on purpose and people are like, you know, you're gonna die Yeah, like through like what's there like multiple? He's going through the whole fucking thing like the rivers. Yeah, so you have mosquitoes You could get you know malaria. It's like the least you worry. No, but that's a real thing that you can get bit and fucking die There's no hospitals. Yeah, you have crocodiles And then not only that, but you have like the spirits of the Congo. Oh It's gonna say like a giant 20-foot anaconda or an anaconda a hippo Tribesman But the big one too is like, you know, they think it's haunted with like Crazy spirits and stuff. Yeah, and if the Congo don't want you to have man. I feel like that's like the last thing I'd be worried about I think mosquitoes are up there for me dude when we went to the lake house after being in just like the Congo Yeah, no, that's my comparison When we went to the lake house after being Botswana. Yeah, and I was being bit by mosquitoes. Yes, I couldn't tell you how little I cared Yeah, like being bit by mosquitoes that used to be always such a bitch for me in the Midwest I used to hate mosquitoes. Yeah, but like after getting bit by mosquitoes in Botswana and having like the fear of like what is in this mosquito? And then being back in the Midwest getting bit by him. I was like these guys could fucking feast on me if we have we have it here too Yeah, okay, well, we just have that apparently we have a Nile now. We're the West Nile virus in Chicago still not good to get to two people have gotten it Yes, okay, but I'm just saying like we're very lucky to have oh my god. We're so lucky living California with this situation Um, yeah, it's pretty how long is that Congo trip going to take him? Um, I don't know I mean, probably like a month. I wonder how many trips there are happening currently that like we don't know about that are That are like I think about this all the time like you know like the there was like this There's this dad who took pictures of his kid every year for like 15 years. Yeah, or like have you seen that movie boyhood? Yeah, where it should link letter. What? I don't know, but it's one kid From when he's born till like he's 18 years old. Yeah, and it's the same actor And they shot the entire movie with him Of like him growing up some movie scripted. Mm-hmm, but it's of the same same character and they shot it over 18 years I think that's so cool and like I think to myself like I wonder how many especially because those things must have spawned so many ideas How many things like that are going on right now like how many people are walking across all seven continents as we speak Like how many people are on quest right now that are going to take 20 30 40 years, but they've just started Um, and I've always wanted to do one like that, but I'm just like I'm the worst at thinking ahead I have no Conception I'm bad at investing When any company comes to me about like
Or are you good at that, like are you good at being like if a company comes to you do you want cash or do you want equity? What do you say? I usually want the equity, but I need the cash. Okay, I'd never I never care for equity. Yeah, ever really. Yeah I got equity in something this year and you actually actually paid out. No, I mean I have it. Oh But I don't think I've ever experienced like an equity moment like I feel like there's not like a lot of things We invested in yeah, and I'm still kind of just waiting for it. I don't I've never experienced is it like a 10-year thing? 20-year thing. Yeah, I would say so. I mean obviously you can get really lucky and a company goes through the roof and in three years They sell and you're Caching out but right most of the time I would say it's like five to ten years What about Dobricks? Well, that ever gets popped up. Well, hopefully. Yeah. Yeah, how was it supposed to answer that? I don't know. No, not Dobricks Yeah, but like Dobricks also like that has that's different because it's mine So it's like they have a lot of equity for and that's like and we're all the alcohol companies that you know Our friends gave money to and yeah, like I just had the option. I have a I had $50,000 in this alcohol company that we invested in yeah in like Fuck what 2017. Yeah, yeah, like yeah, like 10 years ago Yeah, and they just came back. They're like we want to buy your shares out for like 150 Yeah, right and yeah, I was like double. Okay. So it's for like a hundred great. We want to buy you off for a hundred and then I was like Well, no, because why are you buying me out? Like are you about to do really good? My fucking hate equity, so I was like no, just keep the money. So so now I'm like Yeah, hell yeah, but yeah, but now it's like confusing Yeah, because then it could be worth nothing still. Yeah, and there's been actually moments where I've been offered This is one particular moment now he knows this where I was I had a lot of equity in like a company Yeah, and they were like We're got we'll give you we'll give you X amount now We'll give you a hundred thousand for a couple of your shares or we'll buy at all your shares for 10 million Oh, and I was like No, something good is about to happen if you're fucking willing to offer me for all my shares for that much I'll take the hundred grand it took the hundred grand Company went nowhere. I just missed out on millions of dollars. So like and this is why I say wait the company went nowhere Yeah, and the shares are kind of worth the shares are worth nothing now But it's like it's very interesting how many times I've had Moments in investing and an equity and in business plays that I've gone the exact opposite way of like of what I've been wanting I feel like I always make the wrong decision - I get paid in Bitcoin and so I have to do this thing where I So funny to get paid in Bitcoin. I have to put what they've given me into Bitcoin and then it has to go to my bank account But what happened is if I put it into Bitcoin and then Bitcoin goes down then I've lost money Yeah, so then it's like you know what I mean, but it's not like I'm like no No, they pay you immediately a Bitcoin you explain to weird you were like they pay me and then I put it into Bitcoin No, they pay me so it goes to your bank and then I have the way I get it out is through Bitcoin Okay, and then from Bitcoin no, no, no, it's not it's not I'm not that I'm not sure why he's explaining that weird They pay you where they pay me on the platform and then you have to cash it out into Bitcoin Okay, okay, and then you have to put it in your bank account. See you're being paid in Bitcoin It yes, but one time that sounded like you're explaining is you get a pay it goes to your bank and then for some reason you have to put it into Bitcoin Yeah, there's a third step you get paid in Bitcoin Period you add an extra step I go keep going no because one time when I got paid in Bitcoin and I left it in there It went down. Yeah, so then I law and then I'm sitting there waiting to take that money out until it goes back up Yeah, that's all no that happened to me. I got paid in Bitcoin once. Yeah Well, I had a bigger problem. I gambled it all away and one night with John. Yes, which was so fucking dumb Have I talked about this? I always bring this up and I always say yeah, you talked about it. Yeah, yeah Well, just like it was like the moment I quit gambling That's nice and John should have like been It's also not true. Wait, that's true I'm gambling online gambling because it was like seven black and the blackjack hands in a row and I've never lost I didn't think that was possible because I was Marty Donning. What do you call it Marty Martin Galing? What's that? What's working where you're chasing your loss? I feel like I was doing like a thousand dollar hands. Yeah, and that turned into two that turned to four and it got up to like I think the last bet was like $60,000 To make my like one 20 back Wow, and then we lost like six or seven six seven that's the hands in a row that feeling of Losing whether it's a hundred dollars, even if I've gone to Vegas and been like, oh, let me check a three hundred bucks out And I just lose it right away. That's why I hate gambling in Vegas I always like every time I bring a thousand dollars in cash yeah to gamble with in Vegas and now I'm pretty good at it Where I'm like I'd so much rather you use that money to tip the people yeah that cuz I'm gonna lose it to the casino But we describe that feeling of losing it like it's like a you guys know what I mean It's like a specific feeling. Oh, I don't actually care when I lose it My problem is I don't care when I win because like how much is a thousand dollars winning me like nothing to excite me So I'm like I'd rather I have like serious guilt when I go to hotels and they take my bags That's why I never let them take my bags. Yeah, I arrive at a hotel Because I if I don't have cash on me and I can't tip I feel like a fucking asshole right but in Vegas Especially like tipping is so big in Vegas. Yeah, it's like now every time I come in with a thousand dollars in cash That I tell myself it's for gambling. I just use it on tips because I'm like it's gonna disappear I'm not gonna sit at the table when two thousand dollars and walk away. That's a fucking happening. What about valet you have cash on you? Yeah, valet here. I find it strange that valet doesn't have vemo Often. Oh, they have it. Oh, I think they like kind of all dude. Yeah, they go. I'll be like vemo javemo so I can send you oh dude the kids that fucking five dollars ten dollars. They're like no no the kids That's how sorry patch kids outside of the club have that now. Oh, maybe maybe if this is a valley problem No, no, no, everybody's everybody's got it. No, no, no, it happens all the time Just kind of say that right and they could just because they want the cash. Yeah, no, no, no, they get nothing They just go. Oh, it's okay. And I know you walk away not paying I'll pay dude, but I can't tip when we were vlogging so I'm like let me then mo you ten dollars Or zell or they don't have it How much of going out and like getting recognized makes you not want to go out How much of going out Like if I said to you hey, Dave you want to go to the mall. I'm gonna go look at shoes Like how much of it is like he doesn't actually want to do it and how much is it like he just doesn't want to like be bothered in public Yeah, going to get shoes with you Yeah, I don't think I'd ever say yes to Not like a but like what what is that? I'm gonna go go to go foot locker. I mean, that's why I don't like dinners. I was gonna say the dinners thing Yeah, that's why I don't that's why I don't do dinners why and not because they're like interacting with people I don't like people that take videos from far away Like that like bothers me so much. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, like so much and it's like and there's never been a time Where you don't see the way you're doing it because the way I walk Yeah, I don't know but there's never a time where you don't see a person doing it ever ever Yeah, and I just like don't I don't know that like stresses me out So I'm like what are you using that video for have you ever had someone taking a video of you and you lock eyes with them Well, I always wave yeah, anyway, cuz cuz I always wave cuz I always want them to know like you could just like I just so rather you come up to me then like shoot a video from far away Please just come up to me interrupt my dinner. I don't give a fuck Um, it's not that I don't like going to dinners because I don't like being interrupted like That's not like that like I'm living that kind of a life where like I'm interrupted eating. Yeah, it's literally just the one or two people at dinner That will shoot a video from far away that I'm like I don't I don't like that. Oh, wow But like I don't you can go put me all day. I think that's fun Yeah, but like when I don't know what you're recording and why you're recording that's what stresses me out because my mind goes a million ways Um But yeah, but also like I don't know going to get shoes with you. Yeah, what about that if you were like what if you got your disguise if you were like let's go No, the mall's fine. Okay, because you're walking around and like wait If you meet a person you usually like meet them head on and they ask you for the picture. Yes, I like that It's literally just the people from far away. I do not like being a sitting duck that that's why I don't like New York Is because you're you're like a sitting duck to like everybody. Yeah, and like that's what that's what stresses me out But like if you're like coming up to me I'm not just saying this to be like No, no, you're really farming the like to like whatever like I'll do that any day any time I don't care it never ever ever bothers me to take a picture And it honestly makes me feel so much cooler. Yeah, like even when I'm at a club And you take a picture like that then I like and then I like my guard comes down And then I could even like party with you and hang out with you But like when you're doing it from far away, my guard's not down. I'm like, what are you doing? You ever you ever like? Yeah, you ever like You ever have somebody come up and recognize you and then You just they're great and they really are excited and then the more they hang with you The less cool they find out you are Never meet your heroes. I don't know I wouldn't know that So maybe they'd go home and be like, yeah, he sucks I know why the less excited they are that's happened. Yeah, yeah Really, I think so. Yeah
- Yeah, like where? - I'm trying to think, like, I've definitely like been somewhere and then like start hanging out with the person and then, and then they're like really excited. And then maybe like, half an hour later, you like ask them a question and they ignore you. (laughs) - Oh, I guess maybe like if someone, someone gets us like, when it flips on you. - There used to be times where we were in Miami and we used to sit in the lobby of the W because like we were waiting for our car or whatever. We had a guitar flight and we had to check out early. So we were in the lobby for like 40 minutes. - Yeah. - And like people would come and sit next to us when we were like brutally hungover to have conversations. And like we do the picture and then they sit down next to us and then be like, what's new? What's going on? And we would be like, we're not talking to each other. - Yeah, yeah. - That's where we're just so fucking out of it. That's when people were probably like, oh yeah, they're really fucking boring. (laughs) But usually like, usually if you see us out, we're doing something, we're out for a reason. So we're like about to go do something fun. - With energy. - Yeah, so our energy's there. I'm like, I don't know. I was thinking about how like I really don't leave this house unless I'm going to the airport, which kind of sucks. I need to find like a hobby or like a reason to leave the house. - Oh, I like this topic. What would you do? - It just be paddle. - Is there any, oh, is there any part? There's this gonna be a no. But is there any part of you that like wants to explore like other aspects of this city? Like I always think about, like I went to Echo Park the other day. I've never been to Echo Park in my 10 years living here, but my sister was like, we should go. He never fucking been like, what the hell is Echo Park? So I just went for like an hour, walked around the little lake and got a coffee. - Oh my god. - But like, there's like no part of it. - You would hate Echo Park. (laughs) - What? (laughs) - Unless there was like, you know, something to shoot there. I don't know. (laughs) - No, I don't even, I can't even comprehend that. - Not paddle, not paddle. Something else, a different hobby. What we do. - No, talking about her Echo Park thing is like, that's like a very, it's a hard thing for me to have. - Well, it doesn't need to be Echo Park. It could be just anything, but like, I don't know. Like you've never been to a Dodger game, go to a Dodger game, but I feel like you don't like, you're not interested in like finding new activities. - No, I'm really not. It's also like, have you seen those TikToks where it's like someone goes to like Paris? - Yeah. - It's like the Eiffel Tower and there you go. Okay, let's go. Like that, I don't know, I'm kind of there. I like goals. I like, when we went to go see the Seven Wonders, that excited me 'cause it was like a thing. It was like a, yeah, it was like a well-rounded thing. It was a mission. Like I like that. Like like big bucket list item type things. But yeah, no, I don't think I'm gonna go like silver like, or like I'm not gonna go like a new restaurant that people are saying is really good. Just 'cause I like, I know I like Chipotle. I'm like so fucking basic. It's so boring. But yeah. - What's a different hobby? Not paddle, that doesn't count. - You should like take up something like artistic. - I feel like I have pretty good, like I'm pretty good at like knowing what my hobbies are. Don't act on 'em. It is paddle pickle and it's like going of the movies. - No, no, a new hobby. - But I don't think I need new hobbies. - Really something you could do that gets you out of the house though. - Everybody needs to be enriched. - But I am enriched. Like I love watching you do. - You're a bitch. - You're a bitch on TikTok. I'm surprised. (laughing) I love like looking up. I like learning about, not learning about cars. But I like seeing what new cars hurt coming out. Like there's so many things to be Googled. - You just said you only leave the house and you go to the airport. I'm trying to come up with something for you that's you leave the house. - But I just told you, it's paddle. But I, I, I, I, how could I add another hobby if I can't even leave to do the hobby I wanna do? I'm not gonna add a new hobby that I somewhat wanna do. I really wanna play paddle, but I'm just so lazy where I can't get myself to do it. - So I'm not gonna leave for any other reason. - What if you left the house and went to like a music studio and like? - No, no, no, no. - DJed something or created music or anything. - No, I don't have that original. - No. - I just think it's like, we're also like, there's so many things being created. What did you send me the other day about like, what did you say? You said it was interesting. Some girl was talking about like the tears of celebrity or dad or something. - Oh yeah, well, I feel like there's been a big like stink about like New York Fashion Week that just happened recently and like other celebrity, the Emmys, like all these different like celebrity events or whatever and there's a lot of influencers that are obviously now attending and going to all these things. And before there was like teen choice, people's choice, MTV, you know, video music awards, there was like these like mid-tier events that a lot of these like middle ground sort of celebrities would go to attend, but they don't exist anymore. So now you're just seeing more of these influencers in like middle ground celebrities that are going to these like A-list style events. And this person was just-- - But what was the title of it that the A-lister is dead or the celebrity era is dead? What was it? - There are no levels to pop culture. - There are no levels to pop culture anymore. That's what it was. Yeah, it's kind of interesting. I get it, but it's also like, it's also like, okay, take like who's like the coolest influencer right now? Like an Alex Earl, right? Like take Alex Earl and say like if there was like the teen choice awards, like would she go? Yes, but then she'd also be at the other things, right? Her team wouldn't just be like you're just doing the teen choice awards. - Well, that's, it's not about her team. It's like people are saying like there should, like there should still be this segregation, whether that's right or wrong, but between like a traditional celebrity and like an internet celebrity for whatever reason. - Oh really? Is that what people are saying? That seems totally ass backwards. - Totally, totally. I don't think it needs to be completely segregated, but it's like not, like we don't have, we like I'm making these decisions, like that people don't have to like mush everybody into one room just because like it'll get a lot of views and clicks and engagement or whatever, but that is the reason why they do that obviously. - So like, okay, I'm throwing a party for New York Fashion Week. I'm a high-end brand. - Yeah. - And I'm only gonna have Jay-Z Beyonce, Mark Raffalo, A-list people, and no influencers, that makes no sense. - I think in terms of like, - It's just not what kids are after. - I think what's also different about influencers is I think there's different layers of an influencer. Like I think, like I think if I'm a brand and like let's say I don't want to, I don't wanna just, like there's a way to invite influencers and just have like someone with high numbers, but then there's also a way to invite an influencer that like actually puts out things. Like that are like, that feel like they're contributing to entertainment in society. - That's what I think. - I think Alex Earl is a good example of a person who like very much has a brand and is like, you know exactly what she does and you're tuning in for very specific things. And then there's somebody like, a random TikTok dancer back in the day that is just like, what's going on? This person's just like, is like having a peak in virality. - I see. - Like then I think there's a person like, good mythical morning, right? They're like influencers, but they're not really 'cause they're like, they have a thing that they put out. - Yeah. - I think there's like, - And they're an Netflix though. - Yeah, I think there's a difference in like somebody who's like consistently putting out like content. - That's very good, yeah. - That is, that like stimulates you in more ways than just brain rot. And I think like separating that, I think a lot of influencers are all grouped into Unbubble, which is fine, whatever, who cares. But like, I think like once you expand that, there's like so many different levels of an influencer. And not to say that you can't, you could also start as like the most basic dancer influencer and then blossom into something, you know. Like an Addison, right? Like she just started dancing and then she like really found her lane and what she is. And then she like, it was, she started contributing to Endrotainment in a much bigger way than just like doing a trend and being a pretty face. She like made really, really cool music and like was made really cool fashion choices. And like, so I think there's ways to do both. And I always think I, this is like, I'm obviously biased 'cause I am from the influencer space. But like I will never ever understand. And like an Addison rate to me is 1,000 times more interesting than an actor that has blown up on a Netflix show. I will die on that hill from the beginning of time. Like an actor that blows up on an Netflix show is just a human being that has been cast by a person to fit someone's vision. And it was just like, to me it was just like the right person for that right moment. And now they're big because someone else's vision came to life. Like someone else's creation came to life. And now, 'cause they're the billboard of that vision is big. Like I think that's cool. But I don't know why that's held to something higher than like an Addison ray. Because there's a mystery behind it. - I get that. No, no, I get why it is. But I just don't think it should. Like I think Addison who has like literally started from the bottom of like something like just creating. - She started in her bedroom. - Yeah. And like built an audience on her own and then turn that audience into something that's like, that started to like where she's gotten more respect for what she does and has created an art out of it. I think that's fucking really cool. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - 'Cause like you've garnered all that on your own rather than like, oh yeah, this casting director saw something in me. Like I think in that case, what's more impressive is the casting director has a vision in an eye for something. And not to take away from like an artist that is blown up right away. But I'm just saying, I don't think those two are so far apart as people make them out to be. Like I think people, you'll see a Netflix are blow up and then you'll see a person like Addison right next to them. And then people will always take the,
Netflix star and newly that's been, you know, that's fresh out of water. So the first gig that are like, why is Addison standing next to this person? And I'm like, what? Addison's been doing this for fucking nine years. Like it's a completely different thing. This person has, yes, behind the scenes, been auditioning for a long time. It's also been working at it. But for that exact reason, I think they are equals. And I don't think that like one way of getting to where they are is more noble than another. I think they both have like, yeah, I think they both have had very good. Yeah, they deserve their stripes and badges on their own. I don't know. That's a big pet peeve I have with how people perceive influencers and actors and things like that. All right. I think it's it. Yes, it's it. It's all the time we have for today's pod. Thanks for letting us talk to you guys. Thanks for figuring out the problem. Ilya and Adley have you guys were big contributors to that. Yes, but the pressure on them and we will see you for the next views podcast Tuesday. Tuesday, bye.
Podcast Summary
Key Points:
Jason and Ilya's friendship deteriorated after Ilya broke a "dead ass" by abandoning their bond for business success, prompting a chain reaction where Natalie followed suit, leading to Jason driving a Ferrari and getting arrested.
Jason admits his actions were wrong and offers to make it up, but Ilya finds the proposed reconciliation—like a candlelit, finger-in-the-ass ritual in Latin—absurd and unconvincing, calling it a "corporation-style" destruction of personal connection.
The conversation shifts to deeper themes of ambition, money, and values, with both men questioning how wealth and success affect authenticity, friendship, and personal growth, ultimately agreeing that true connection requires emotional honesty over transactional gestures.
Summary:
Jason and Ilya confront the breakdown of their long-standing friendship, rooted in a series of escalating betrayals: Ilya abandoned their bond for business success, prompting Natalie to follow suit, which led Jason to drive recklessly and get arrested. Jason admits he made a mistake and offers a bizarre, symbolic reconciliation—like a ritual with candles and fingers in the ass—though Ilya finds it both ridiculous and inauthentic. The conversation evolves into a deeper reflection on ambition, money, and human connection.
Jason expresses discomfort with the idea that success or wealth diminishes one’s humanity, while Ilya critiques the "corporate" mindset of prioritizing profit over personal relationships. They contrast the value of genuine, unstructured bonding—like the camaraderie in a high school senior patio—with the hollow, transactional nature of modern success. The discussion also touches on the perception of influencers and celebrities, with Jason arguing that long-term, self-built artistic talent (like Addison Rae) deserves equal respect to sudden fame from a Netflix hit.
Ultimately, both men agree that true friendship and personal growth require vulnerability and emotional honesty over symbolic gestures or financial transactions. The episode ends with a mutual acknowledgment that while their friendship has been strained, the path forward lies in deeper, more authentic connection rather than superficial make-up attempts.
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Their conflict began when Ilya broke a friendship by prioritizing his business over connections, and later Natalie followed suit by inviting David to a party, which led to a chain reaction of misunderstandings and betrayal.
David reacted by driving a Ferrari, hitting two people, and going on the run from the police, symbolizing his emotional breakdown and sense of betrayal toward Ilya.
David suggests a symbolic gesture involving a trip to a dark, mysterious location with candles and a personal apology, possibly in Latin, to express genuine remorse for his actions.
David proposes a road trip to the UK as a way to reconnect, but Ilya expresses anxiety about such a trip, indicating it may not be a sufficient or emotionally safe resolution.
They are in conflict over commission and profit sharing, with Ilya wanting 50% of the profits from a major business deal, while David believes it's unfair and argues for a finders fee instead.
Yes, they agree to set a clear precedent moving forward, with David offering to pay Ilya a $10,000 finder's fee as a compromise, though both acknowledge it's a difficult and emotional decision.
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