Candice Purchase - Woman Dies During Heart Procedure; What She Was Told While In The Presence Of God Will Shock You

I'm Candice Pertus and today I'm going to be sharing my near death experience. On the 1st of March 2010, I had a PFO closure. I was 30 years old. I had a hole in my heart and I needed this procedure because I had previously had polyambolism and mini strokes. And I was terrified to have this procedure because I had to be away. And as I was lying on the operating theatre table, I was shaking with fear and I remember asking the nurse who was standing next to me if I could please hold his hand as I was scared. And when the surgeon went in the main archie of my leg and fed the device up towards my heart, I was in another space in an instance. I was sitting at the feet of a big presence, my god Abelie, and I could see the whitest, purest white colour that I had ever seen. And I remember feeling the bottom of his robe, the loose folds of material in between my fingers. And when I looked down at myself, it was as if I was a child. And I remember, I had no thoughts, I had no worries, I wasn't thinking, I was just being. And I could feel the love and the peace and just a feeling of belonging. And I vaguely remember his hand coming down towards the top of my head and I found myself back on the operating theatre table with the surgeon asking me if I was okay. And even afterwards the nurse came up to me and asked me questions like what did I see? And I don't remember telling who anything. And I kept this to myself for months and for years because I had a fear of judgments of other people's opinions. And I just felt the physical trauma of what happened during the procedure and I just got back to my daily life as being a mom. What I learnt about my near death experience, I'm so grateful for the experience. It really strengthened my faith, my belief and my god. And I can now share that all our loved ones in spirits are in the most beautiful space of love. And it is a space that we all have access to in stillness and that we are all beings. We are all souls of love and I believe that our purpose is to be of service to help others, to experience this life and to share our love, to connect and to give others hope and to know that we are all loved. When I was seven years old I witnessed my 15-month-old baby brother Michael fall off a two-story building and he was like the baby that I cared for. He loved animals so I pointed to a cat below and within an instant he walked straight through the balcony railing bars and fell and he landed on a single cement block which was surrounded by grass and many people don't think he would have survived if he landed on that cement block but he did. And I was the first person to get to him and it was a terrible sight that looked as if he had passed. My mother picked him up and ran and raised him to medical care. I remember standing in my grandmother's house that night and feeling helpless and I said to her what do we do? And she said we pray and we prayed and it was such a miracle that my brother lived and he is perfect today and I reflected back on my experience that I had with the fall from that my brother had and during my own healing journey and I realized that I carried so much fear around my children from this and I really had to lean into my faith and trust. My guards flashed a lifetime of memories to me a few years ago. Since I was young, since the age of six I have been near children during the time of their transition from this life. When I was nine years old I was sitting on the floor playing with a six month old baby and holding his little hands and singing and clapping and the next day I overheard my mum she that he drowned in his swimming pool and on another occasion my mum and I went to visit her friend's newborn baby and I love babies so I was so excited that I got to get women pets but there was a knock on the door run with nights from my mum's friend to seven who baby had passed and I believe my experiences from childhood were shown to me at a later time when I was able to really understand and reflect on. Lay your hands with the first words I heard play audiently as I stood next to a cutside and they were from an angel and I lay my hands on the child who was laying in the cut as if to show love and I heard the few days later that this child passed away. I sat with my guides last year because I had no answers as to I was starting to question why did I go through these experiences with the babies and the children that I was around that passed away and I received that I have a sole connection of love with the children and I just burst into tears when I heard that because it made sense and I have been wanting to reflect deeper for so many years and we can all share our love with each other and with people and just be in the presence of them and know that our love has felt. You know quite a few years ago in my early 20s I had an experience where I was sitting on the floor and I was very down and sad at a very low point in my life and as I looked up I saw a lady she had long brown hair and a long simple lilac dress on and she was gently swaying and she had the most beautiful smile on her face and she was just beautiful and I was just felt so calm in her presence and I was just watching her and after some time she lifted her hand and blew sparkles at me and I was so taken aback and in that moment I stood up and I started to hear musical instruments playing I started to hear the music playing and then I started singing in such a high-pitched voice and dancing around the room and my whole being was filled with love and joy and my life shifted in an instant and I knew that she was an angel and she came to give me hope and a miracle occurred. My purpose has always been with me been within me from a very young age and knowing in my heart to help those who are deep in grief through evidential mediumship readings by bringing through children in spurts and when I'm communicating with their children in spurts we are in a beautiful space of love the same space of love that I experienced during my near-death experience we all have a soul connection with our loved ones in spurts forever because their souls live on and we can all communicate with them they express their love to us we may feel their presence they send us signs they helping guide us on our journey and during evidential mediumship readings they validate with evidence evidence that it's them they share beautiful memories and they relay their story so you know who is with us and they bring through such beautiful messages too and they are messages that really resonates in your life so you know that they are always with us and they hear us they have a knowing they see us and they love us and it is such a miracle of healing and to believe thanks thank you so much for listening to my story and if you would like to find out more information about where to find me the information is in the box below thanks