Can You Get Someone To Be Emotionally Available?

You've read the books. You've gone to therapy. You've worked on your attachment style. You're regulating your nervous system You've become so fluent in the therapy speak and you can identify every single pattern and yet you're still on relationships That don't work for you and I think this is something that most people in the wellness world aren't saying that sometimes the problem isn't your Attachment wound sometimes the problem is the person that you're with and no amount of work will fix an outer mismatch Hello, hello, hello Welcome to another episode of this Sabrina Zoharshow. My name is Sabrina Zohar and I am your host. Hi friends Welcome back. It's episode two of the hard truth series. You guys know I love a series. I'm kind of a slut for them It's fun because we build and we get to like expand each one and don't worry you guys asked for it We're gonna do the nervous system one a little bit later in spring and so excited But last week we talked about being addicted to potential right? You were dating the fantasy instead of really being in the reality So today we're gonna go further what happens when you try to therapy your way through incompatibility Spoiler alert. It doesn't it doesn't actually work and I need you to stop blaming yourself for something that was never really yours to fix and Guys before we start I asked you guys what you wanted to hear about this topic and the question box exploded Don't forget to follow on at the Sabrina Zoharshow on Instagram if you want who add in so that I can answer some of your questions So I'm weeping those throughout and don't forget as always at the end we have the tool of the week All right, babe so that further ado. Let's get right on into it. Shall we hi friends? We're back for another week and guys as always I'm trying to keep the intros as short as possible But the reminders is we have a lot of new people so if some of the stories feel repetitive I know I get it I can't come up with new things that I haven't experienced but I'm doing my goddamn best And I always just like to share and give a disclosure. I have ADHD I speak fast and it curse a lot if that doesn't work for you That is okay and with this just isn't your community But I'm so fucking tired of having to change who I am in order to make other people feel comfortable that Don't even follow or know who we are but yet want me to change who I am and part of being here is that you can show up as you So that I also can show up as me and I don't take offense to it But all I ask that means the fucking world to share this with a friend share the episode share the podcast share anything with somebody that could Actually benefit from this because that's the quickest way we can grow Don't forget to rate and review the show leave a comment. We do read all of them Doesn't mean that all of them are welcomed here and that some people won't get blocked if you're fucking rude But we do want to be part of the community and I love when you guys engage with each other and talk and then we just have so much more to go Right, we're getting close to the book time and it just feels surreal And so I just wanted to say thank you and express my gratitude for all of you guys and let you know if you need anything You can join a course work one-on-one ask a question everything's at the Lincoln bio as the book comes closer I don't know how much more I'll be working with folks while this all process is happening But we're in this together. Oh, I didn't even show you guys if you're watching I got my new tattoo I got a bean for Kobe. It's still being healed and my mom tattoo from my mama because you guys know I talk about her all the time So I wanted to show you that okay Let's get into the episode so that we don't dick around and dilly too much and dally But I wanted to talk about this episode and have this episode because I think it's really important For us to expand the conversation I get it a lot of you guys don't tune in because the episode title is in what you want it to be But I assure you that all of the episodes really do build on and they start to have a cohesion and like what how do we start to improve repetition? So I know again You might be saying God have hurt her say this again But maybe it's saying it in a specific way that unlocks something so if a non if you don't want to listen just market is finished Welcome to rigging the system. Okay, let's talk about the self-improvement trap because I know I was guilty of this that we want to do Everything we possibly can but sometimes that becomes our personality When we're doing everything we can to try to fix I have to fix I have to fix Eventually we have to stop and go when will I be okay with where I am though and that is I Guilty is charged that I'm personally trying to become okay with myself as well, right even The J Shetty episode was incredible and I was trying to explain to people like when you have ADHD talking to somebody else in a conversation I can show up differently versus when I talk to myself and people say why are you so angry? I'm like I'm not angry I'm passionate about what I'm saying and I'm building myself up But if I had stopped and said okay, well, that's it. I need to keep changing and morphing and changing and morphing I would never be going okay We know what eventually I do have to accept myself for who I am and eventually I have to understand that like yeah I'm a needy bitch right when it comes to relationships There were going to be so many people it wasn't going to work out with and boy oh boy Do I have some stories that I can't wait to share as the episode goes on and we've been sold kind of this narrative of like if the relationship Isn't working any to work on myself more or I'm attracting this because of my unhilled wounds and if I just become more secure They're going to show up differently and this is the number one I hear is like the problem is my anxious attachment And I understand where that comes from and I think what we can look at and say is what you're describing are patterns right we can start to get curious about what are the patterns that I'm exhibiting and as I've said before You are not too much maybe the behavior maybe the way you show up Maybe the way that you handle things might be too much for somebody else But when we fuse and self identify with it's me then we don't actually take into account that wait a minute How can every single thing about me be an issue versus these are the things I have control over and these are the things I don't so I can take what I can use and leave what I can't and the Hard truth is that sometimes your anxiety isn't an attachment trauma It's your body telling you that this person isn't safe sometimes you're too much It's not it right there's nothing to do with you being too much sometimes you're just with somebody who cannot handle your basic fucking needs And I wanted to start incorporating some analogies because I think that could be helpful your nervous system is like a Smokalarm so yeah sometimes it'll go off because you burn toast and that's old trauma getting triggered by a harmless situation We had that in our house whenever what time we make Shishito peppers the alarms go crazy. There's no fucking fire But sometimes there is an actual fire and sometimes the putting out of the fire you're standing there trying to work On the smoke alarm the alarm isn't the problem the fire is the problem and that's what I mean by you can't Heal and grow into your way out of a dysfunctional connection I have had so many people that I'm just like oh, but if right but if this happened if you have to say but if they did this Then we would be this then you're not actually dating them you're dating that if they change what that means for you If they become more emotionally available I'll feel more seen and heart-and-understood So then it's not really about them anymore. It's about what you benefit from them changing that behavior And that's okay that's human but that doesn't mean that we can't work on that So one of the audience questions you guys asked was how do I know the difference between a wrong match or Relationship anxiety so this of the smoke alarm question I want you to start to get curious does this feeling show up in every relationship or does it show up with this person So if your anxiety is relationship driven in general It's gonna keep following you from person to person. That's the smoke alarm being too sensitive right that is that every single thing Our default mode now work is starting to go no no danger We've experienced this before now. What do we know about the brain? According to neuroscience our brain is a predictive machine which means anything that even looks remotely like that We're going to go into weight danger Think about we've talked about this before if you're in the hunter-gatherer days and the wind blows You can either go ah there's nobody and then a tiger comes in need to and that was wrong Or you can always be on the defense because if it's not a tiger at least I'm safe And that's how our brain perceives situations is that we project onto other experiences and people ones and experiences that we've had that doesn't necessarily mean that that's the factual information And that's usually what I'll hear this with my anxious folk is that there's something off I just can't put my finger on it. I know something's wrong. Oh, baby. I knew something was wrong because I created that I created that feeling in that vibe now. Does that mean that maybe this person wasn't right? For us yeah, absolutely that those are not mutually exclusive But if I have nothing to quantify it with Oh, then I think we need to start looking at it because then it's not that there's nothing wrong We can quantify that there is something like their behavior or the way that they're treating you Versus if this is a person specific thing it started or dramatically escalated with this partner Your alarm is detecting that something real is there And so I also want to look at when self-work becomes that self-blame right that when we take full radical responsibility So far that you've absolved them of any that every problem becomes your pattern to fix every action or reaction becomes your wound to heal And somewhere along the way you stopped asking is this person actually good for me And the question that nobody is asking is are you doing the work to become healthier or are you doing the work to become small enough to fit into a relationship that doesn't fit you Because of the two different fucking things and I fell into this hook line sinker for anyone who's new I'll share with you my story and I was with an incredibly narcissistic partner who is very similar to my father And it was in therapy right if you guys listen to the heartbreak episode you'll know the story But when I was doing tapping and that's where you tap on pressure points so that you can regulate and calm down while you're having hard conversations and hard thoughts And I remember just saying it's on my fault. It's on my fault I took a hundred percent ownership of why it didn't work. I'm too much. I pushed him away If I had just stopped doing this he would have loved me more if I stopped making things so difficult He wouldn't have been angry with me all the time I absolved him of any wrongdoing and so for two and a half almost like four months What am I talking about? I was just going around of how I'm the worst person. It's all me It's all me and then one day it hit me look at ton of bricks and people asked me when did it change for you? This is the moment everything fucking changed for me when I stopped and said it couldn't have all been my fault The other person played a part that doesn't absolve me of my responsibility of how I showed up in the relationship But what I'm also doing is I'm not absolving them of their part in this dynamic Because at the end of the day it takes two to tango and if I think it's all everybody else I'm not looking at myself and I think if I think it's all me then I'm not holding other people accountable for their part in this dynamic And so I constantly did everything I could why why I'll tell you why Because if I could own the issue of everything is my fault that means I have full control over it And if I have full control over it that means I could have controlled the outcome and if I can control the outcome I can control the pain that I'm doing that I feel. But the reality is it takes two people to be part of my dynamic. So if you're constantly trying to take full ownership of the relationship, that's why you're constantly going to feel that incongruence because it can't all be you. If it were all you, then you'd be able to change other people and you can't because people can't change you either. This episode is sponsored by Fab Lettics. Okay, you might think Fab Lettics is really just there for your workout here, but baby, Fab Lettics has so much more and I am obsessed. Can we talk about the maxi dress that I got? It is this gorgeous olive green dress. It feels like second skin. I didn't even realize it was wearing it all day. It had a built in bra, which was incredible. So I didn't have to worry about anything and talk about date and night, right? Because I love being able to go throughout my day and then maybe throw on a different pair of shoes and go out with tech guy for date night. And I love that Fab Lettics can support me in my date and night. 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So it was published in proceedings of the national Academy of Sciences. It was 86 researchers, 43 data sets, 1100. Oh, 111. Oh, for my number, babes. By 11196 couples. So it was a machine learning analysis. And here's what they found. And I love being able to understand the data. The biggest predictor of your relationship satisfaction isn't your attachment style. It's not your childhood or your personal growth journey. It's actually relationship-specific factors. Those are perceived partner commitment, appreciation, sexual satisfaction, and conflict. So those relationship-specific variables were two to three times more predictive than individual characteristics like personality, attachment, style, or depression. In other fucking layman's terms, who you are matters, but how you feel about this specific person and how this specific person shows up for you matter way more, you could be the most secure, healed, emotionally intelligent person alive, and still be miserable with the wrong partner. And so that's why constantly changing who we are. Like I saw in Instagram, all the therapists make videos that I actually really appreciate when they show like things. And the woman had a plate trying to put it in a bin. And it very clearly didn't fit. And so she said, this is what it feels like when you try to change yourself for them. She slapped, she broke the plate and put the pieces in. But that's exactly it. You're a piece of yourself. You're not a whole full embodied human. You're trying to fit and make it work. And this works if you're dating, if you're in a relationship right now, if you're in a marriage right now, none of this is exclusive to just anybody who's not in anything. But what we have to look at is like, what's my partner, what's theirs, right? Me and Ryan, we make very conscious decisions as a couple to be in our relationship. We have conversations often of, hey, if this is the end of the road of how much you're willing to invest and I'm willing to invest, that's okay. Let's talk about it. But we're not at the end of that road yet. We're still walking the path together to determine this is right for us. That's why I think going slow is beautiful because I've rushed into it. I've been into relationships and very serious things where you involve the government. And if you don't have even a thought process of what happens if this doesn't work, then you will do everything in your power to make sure it does because the thought of being without them is more terrifying than the thought of being alone and just not having even to deal with this. And also it's more terrifying for a lot of you than being stuck in the wrong thing. I would so much rather be alone than in bad company. I would so much rather be single and having my peace and knowing what it is that's right for me that it's out there than being with somebody who was wasting my fucking time because the more time you waste of mine, the more time you're wasting of me to be with the right person. And if I'm staring so hard at a window that's closed, I don't see all the doors opening around me because then I don't let the right person in because I'm holding on so tightly to the wrong one trying to make them something that they're not. So one of you guys asks, what makes a partner that checks all the boxes a bad match? Well, I think we have to look at and say, what are these boxes? Right? Because I think they might look right on paper. They have the job, they have the values, the communication skills, but your body knows something your checklist doesn't. And so that study backed that up. It's not about their resume. It's about how you feel in it with them. So if you feel unseen and appreciated or consistently anxious with someone who checks all the boxes and the boxes are wrong, or at least incomplete. And that's why I have to always like to clarify, is it's want or need? I can want you in my life. And that's a beautiful place to be. But if I need you in my life, that's a very different outcome. The best advice my big brother ever gave me was burn the fucking checklist. And the reason he said that was, know your non-negotiables, know your boundaries, know how you want to feel with somebody. But if everybody that checks your boxes ends up being a narcissistic asshole or a piece of shit that doesn't hold any space for you, then we need to look back and say, what are in those boxes? How serious are you being about what you actually need first want? Because I'll tell you this, baby, you know what I used to think I needed? I needed the looks and the this and this. And this past weekend we went to an event. And I saw a ton of people there that I used to know, like all from my pre this days, you know, the hot mess girl. I was embarrassed. I was terrified going in. And Ryan reminded me the difference between you then and now is you. He was like, you've done this work. You've shown up differently. And he's like, you're walking in with so much more to offer than you ever used to believe that you had and nothing changed besides how you see you. And he was like, and you're walking in now with a partner. You're walking in with somebody who also sees that. And we went and you know what? I started noticing a lot of these people kept looking over, but nobody came up and talked. That's fine. I don't really give a fuck. And I left feeling so empowered, not because anything changed, but because I finally realized I belonged in that room. I wasn't faking my way in there. I wasn't pretending that I shouldn't be there. I belonged in that fucking room. And so I started to notice all those guys as a heterosexual woman that I used to be fucking enamored with and Kuku. I was like, yeah, they're okay. Even Ryan, he's like, that's the guy. There was one guy. And he was like, that's the one that you thought was the most handsome version of like God's gift. And I saw him. I was like, guys, he's okay. You know, why it's not because he's not an attractive person. And it's nothing to do with it. I'm never going to put anyone down for their looks. Because there's nothing else there. And I have learned I need so much more to be fulfilled in a relationship than just an attractive person. Being good looking gets you and the door doesn't keep you at the table. And we have this fallacy of, well, they're pretty and they're attractive. And so then that's it. A relationship will work. And we have the halo effect. Well, because this one thing that means everything else about them will work. But just because they're good looking or funny doesn't actually mean they have the bandwidth the tools and the capacity to be in a healthy and secure relationship with you. And if all you need is that they have a six pack or that they have a pretty face, then we need to look at how much depth you offer and require an order to be in a relationship as well and how deeply you've met yourself. So here's what doing the work can't fix. Someone who doesn't have the capacity or the bandwidth to grow. Fundamental value differences, incompatible life goals, an availability that they're not fucking addressing, disrespect as their communication style and different needs for intimacy, connection or space. And that was just I think the clearest thing, right? It would again. When we were at this event, there's some gorgeous, people there. I'm talking some of these bartenders. I was like, Jesus, where did you come from? Like what? Parents made you. And I could acknowledge them. Like, right? And I would look, you would see a beautiful woman and be like, well, she is a total babe. But I had to stop and go, but I need more than this. I need so much more. It's not that I was doing that to understand what that I want to be single. But more so just coming to terms with myself of like, wow, dude, you really have grown. You really have evolved because what you used to give a shit about no longer matters to you because you know what you actually need to be in a healthy and secure relationship. And that's a question some of you guys had asked earlier that we, or later that we will preemptively get to of like, how do I know what it is that I need? That right there is what are you going to need at night? Strip the looks, right? Strip all that. What are you going to need when you're on the floor crying and you need someone to take you to the hospital? Do you need someone that's attractive that has to leave because there's something else more important? 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They found that four positive traits, that is forgiveness, optimistic expectations, positive thoughts, and kindness, predicted well, better well-being in healthy marriages, but in troubled marriages with unresponsive partners, these exact same traits predicted worse outcomes. I won't show that that's sink in. So what that means is being forgiving with someone who keeps hurting you doesn't heal the relationship it enables the behavior and being optimistic with someone who's checked out doesn't inspire them, it keeps you stuck. Being kind to someone who takes you for granted doesn't model healthy behavior. It trains them they don't need to try because you're going to overperform in order to make this relationship work. And at the end of the day we have to stop and ask what's my part and what is theirs or lack thereof. Somebody had asked can you can't you not want to work on your attachment styles and grow and heal together? Absolutely. If both people are doing that, that's what the research shows. Your kindness and your patience and your willingness to grow, it only works if you're being met. If you're the only one that's reading the books going to therapy, bringing up the hard conversations, you're not actually healing together, you're healing alone in a relationship. And the myth of I can heal is both that is actually a myth because you're healing journey is yours, they're healing journey is theirs and you cannot do enough work for the two of you. You cannot grow enough to compensate for their stagnation and you cannot love someone into becoming emotionally available. And I realize that even this weekend when I had seen all those people and I stopped and was like, dude, it doesn't matter how much you heal. Do you notice how all of them have kind of stayed the same? All those same dudes, it's been four years since I've seen even half of them and they're all still single. They're all and again, it's not that there's anything wrong with that. My point being is like nothing has changed. They're all still doing the same thing. I was even talking to a friend and she's like, dude, those dudes are pushing 45, 46 this year doing this same thing. They've been doing for 15 years living in the same fucking town because for some folks, it doesn't matter how amazing you are. Can you motivate someone, of course? Right? When Ryan and I first met, I motivated him to see things in a different way. I didn't do it for him, though. I showed it up as myself and I allowed a space in the same way I do that for the podcast. Imagine if I said, okay, well, I show up here every week and I do all of this, none of your changing. Would that be pretty insensitive if you're like, what do you mean none of us are changing? I'm going through something or I'm really struggling or I'm not really understanding this. That would be mean then projecting me like, oh, well, but then you're not doing it, right? I'm doing all this work. I hear that all the time. God, I hear that all the time, especially with my anxious folk. The avoidant doesn't do anything. At least I'm communicating. At least I'm doing the work. It's like, no, baby, you're thrown pasta up at the wall and seeing what sticks constantly talking doesn't necessarily mean communicating. And if you're boasting, going, well, I'm doing all this work and they're doing nothing, then what I have to ask is, why are you staying then? Because if this person keeps showing you that they're not willing to do it, then what's your excuse for not walking away? I say that with love and compassion and honesty because I remember my sister once just like yelling at me not in a negative way, but just being like, when the fuck are you going to see it? And I just snapped me out of it and I was like, oh my god, she's right. And sometimes we just need to hear it of like, I'm wasting my fucking time here. And someone that said, there's not a question, but would love to know more as this is my 10 years of marriage. And I want you to let that sink in. And the reason that I'm saying this is because maybe I got to ask you, if you've been married to someone for 10 years and they're still not willing to do anything, do you think another 10 is going to change that? And I'm not saying to force, please know that. That's not like, oh, that's it. Just walk away. But what I will say is, how much work are they willing to invest and how much work are you willing to invest? And then how okay are you if they don't? That's a big question. Because for some people they could say, listen, it doesn't really bother me. It's very minute issues. Great. Good luck on speed and joy relationship. That's great. And for other vests, we're like, no, that doesn't work. I can't be with someone that's not going to do X, Y and Z. Cool. You also have the right to say that. But just because you're in a marriage or a relationship doesn't mean that we have to now just forego all the things that we want because we're married. It's like, maybe we can learn from that. Have a real conversation with our partner and say, what are we going to do about this? Because if they're unwilling to go to therapy or do anything, even couples therapy, whatever it is, nothing changes if nothing changes. And so now let's go into the other side of the pendulum. We have the one side of like, okay, well, if they're not willing to do anything and you're doing all this work, we can't force that other person. But now I want to go into the opposite side of when we use therapy speak as a cage. Baby, you've learned all the words. I need to regulate my nervous system. This triggered my attachment wounds. I'm working on my anxious patterns. But sometimes therapy language can become a cage. It's a sophisticated way to stay in a situation that you should have left. Because if you keep saying, I need to work on being less triggered, maybe we need to acknowledge that this isn't a trigger. This is disrespect. They're just avoidant. I need to give them space. Or sometimes they're showing you exactly how much effort they're willing to give and it's not enough. Maybe they are avoidant or maybe they really are just not giving you what you need. I'm going to use this relationship as an opportunity to heal. Relationships can facilitate healing. But if you're getting wounded faster than you're healing, the math doesn't fucking math. Oh, we just need to communicate better. Maybe, or maybe you've communicated perfectly and they've chosen not to respond because communication only works when both people are listening. That's why I keep saying is we have to look and say, am I just using this lingo and these words to avoid dealing with the reality of like that person's not doing anything? And somebody asked a question that actually loved, what if I'm the problem? I want to say this. I don't think anybody is the problem, including the person that is having their issues. I think what it is is there's an incongruence, right? And maybe we are facilitating part of the dynamic. Typically speaking, the people who are like truly the problem don't usually wonder if they are. But I think you can contribute to the dynamic without being fundamentally the problem. Maybe your people pleasing so hard that you don't even know what it is that you need. Maybe your avoidance of conflict is actually creating a false piece that's actually making everything worse. That's your work. But it's different from I'm broken and this is why this isn't working. That's why I want to say you're allowed to take accountability of your part. Yeah, you know what? I text them 100 times. You're right. This is the one thing we speak about this on Dr. J's episode when it comes out. But sometimes it's not that they're avoided. Sometimes it's that we don't know how to regulate our goddamn emotional state and even a healthy and secure person would start to shut down and get turned off by somebody who is constantly going outwards but has no regulation in words. That doesn't make anybody a bad person. But we do need to stop with it's always the avoidant and it's always everybody else. And we need to start looking at ourselves and saying, "Hell, I'm I showing up in this dynamic because if there's a pattern, I can't consistently blame everyone else for it." But what we also want to do is hold a space for our experience because no one's to blame, but sometimes we get into that space. So let's talk about growth versus gymnastics. Growth, I'm learning to express my needs more clearly. The gymnastics, I'm learning to need less so I don't overwhelm them. Growth, I'm working on trusting after betrayal. Gymnastics, I'm working on being okay with behavior that breaks my trust. Growth, I'm learning to self-soothe. Gymnastics, I'm learning to soothe myself because they won't show up. You can't secure your way out of insecurity inducing behavior. No amount of attachment healing will make you feel secure with someone who disappears with that explanation, gives inconsistent effort and dismisses your needs or breaks promises repeatedly. That's not your attachment style. That's a normal response to unreliable behavior. And we have to stop gaslighting ourselves. Everything is like, "It's my attachment style. It's my attachment." No, sometimes they're just an asshole. Sometimes it has nothing to do with your attachment style. Not everything can be through that lens. 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Because if you keep going back to somebody that's treating you poorly, then what you're saying is you're riding that roller coaster, and that could even be a trauma bond. That when they're here in the highs, oh my god, I need it, and when the lows, I'm not okay without them because somewhere along the way you learn that that's love and you learn that you're only K of you have them in your life. But what if I told you that you're okay, no matter what because you have you? When are you going to make a change? Because that's the reality. You can sit here all day and you could do all this work and all this work and all this work, but you know when the work adds up, do you know when doing the work actually starts to show in your life? When someone comes after they've treated you poorly and you say no instead of yes, when someone texts you out of nowhere that you haven't heard for from six months and instead of being like, oh my god, they're back, they want me. You say no thank you, I deserve better. And what really shows that you've done the work is when you can grieve the ending of things without it having to mean anything about your fucking value. And oftentimes too, that's the identity piece of like, I'm the healer, I do the work, I don't give up on people. But that keeps you stuck. Sometimes the most healed choice is to leave, because growth isn't about staying longer. It's about seeing things clearer. And so that's where we want to stop. That's the first thing is like, is this person also facilitating in our dynamic in the issues that we're having and the progress that we're trying to make? Somebody had written in it, it breaks my heart. And she said, it's the same guy. And like every time they come, when they comes back, he's lovely and sweet. And then the second she does anything first, I'll go on a date, even call a friend, do something for her. He's attacking her, he's putting her down. And every time he comes back, she answers. And every time he leaves, she's depressed because her entire self worth is dependent on, are you going to come back for me? Are you going to choose me? And I get it because that was me as a little girl. It was always about who's going to come back and save me instead of realizing that's me. And even this morning in my meditation, it said, think about all the little parts of you or the adult you. And it was my adult me. And she stepped up there and she was like, no, no, I'm here now. I need you to know that I'm here now because they don't need to deal with this anymore. I get to. They don't have to. And that was such a shift for me to see, I have my fucking back. I'm even noticing with myself negative comments like, I fuck off, blocked and deleted. I don't give a shit. Right? You can go enjoy your mother's basement or you somehow have Wi-Fi. If we let every external determine who we are internally, oh my god, that's going to be exhausting for you. And I should know it. So let's start talking about when you stop working and when you start walking. The knowing verse leaving gap. And this is what a lot of you guys were asking, like, why can't I leave? Why is it so easy to go back when this person comes back? How do I know when to give up and stop working? There was a study done in 2013 published in the Journal of Personality and Social Psychology. So seven studies across multiple samples of North American adults. So Spiole-Mitt and Colleys found that fear of being single predicts settling for less in relationships even after accounting for anxious attachment. So people with higher fear of being single were less likely to initiate a breakup from an unsatisfying relationship. They were more likely to stay dependent on partners who were making them not happy. And more likely to show romantic interest in partners who were less responsive to them. And that's the gap between knowing and doing. Your brain knows this relationship isn't right, but your nervous system is running on a different calculation. What if I'm alone? What if this is the best that I can get? What if nobody else wants me? And that fear, not love, fear, is what pulls you back every time. That's your biology. And that's what I mean by, we have to stop and ask, is this about them or is this about what I get by not leaving and by not walking away? Because if it was actually about them, then we would be having different conversations. But the same conversations we keep having are how do I get them to like me and how do I bit? But if you're trying to get somebody who is so unavailable to be into you, then I have to stop and ask, what does this mean about you? Right, like how do you know when it's time to walk away? Is it a bad match? Is it bad timing? Right? You're struggling to grow. Like you guys asked a lot of the same questions. So now I want you to ask the compatibility questions. Do we want the same things fundamentally? Not can we compromise, but do we actually want the same life? Are we both willing to grow? Not are they capable? Are they actively doing it? When I express my knees, do I feel heard? Not, do they say the right words? Do they actually fucking change and implement it? Am I expanding or shrinking in this relationship? That's the hardest, the reframe to hit. If I just become healthy enough, then it'll work. No, no, no, my health isn't the variable here, compatibility is. Oftentimes people say, my triggers are the problem. No, triggers are information. What is this trigger trying to tell me and teach me? Right, I need to do more work. No, I need to ask if this person is capable of meeting me. That's the reality here. As we need to start shifting and asking the questions that we genuinely need to ask in order to see if that works for us. And if your answer is, yeah, they're doing a lot of work on themselves. It's just not fast enough. Okay, well then that's a reality. Maybe we give a timeline. Or if it's, yeah, they're really fucking trying. And I'm trying to understand, that's great. But if you're dating or in a relationship with someone who refuses to do any work on themselves, and us included, right? If we were that person, I would be okay if someone's like, "Okay, well, you're not really growth minded. You're not trying to meet me there." We can't will our way into hoping that this person changes. On the same token, if somebody is doing all that work, then we need to be cognizant and say, are we compatible? Because even if they became all of these things, is that enough for me? It doesn't make you selfish if it's not. Let's talk about the tool of the week. It's called the responsibility audit. I want you to draw a line down the middle of the page. On the left column, I want you to put what I'm working on. I want you to list everything you're actually and actively doing to make this relationship better, or to process whatever, dating. Maybe it's therapy, books, podcasts, conversations, changes you've made. Right? What is in your control? On the right column, what are they working on? List everything they're actively doing. Not what they say they'll do what they're actually doing. So if they keep saying that they're going to call you more, and then they don't, so then we don't add that. If they say they're going to go to therapy, and they don't, well, then we don't add that. Now I want you to look at the two columns. If one column is full and one is empty, you're not in a partnership. That's a project, not a partner. And you're the only contractor who showed up. Right? Like, remember group projects as kids? There was always that one person who did nothing while everyone else picked up the slack. And at the end, everyone got the same grade. But your relationship shouldn't be a group project where you're doing all the work. If you stopped showing up, what would happen to the whole thing? This tells you everything you need to know about who's actually invested. If the imbalance is severe, I want you to ask yourself, why am I doing all the work for them? What am I afraid of happening if I stop? And the hardest question of all, if they're not working on this relationship, what makes me think that they have the bandwidth in order to? I think that's really important. And as we kind of wrap up, what I need you to hear is your healing journey is yours and it's real. Your growth is real. The work you've done in yourself matters. But you can't heal your way out of a bad match. You can't grow enough to compensate for incompatibility. And you cannot do so much work on yourself that a relationship doesn't work, start suddenly working. Some relationships don't fail because you're broke in. They fail because two people fundamentally want two different things. One person is doing all the work because you're compatible with who they could be, but not who they actually are. So we need to stop doing the work for them. We have to stop blaming our attachment style for their behavior. If I hear one more time like, "Oh, it's just my anxious attachment." Know that person's being rude and it's okay to say that. And we have to stop trying to become so small and flexible and healed enough to make something work that doesn't. I want you to hear me because when I say this, you deserve a relationship where the work is shared. Where growth goes both ways, where you don't have to become someone else just to be love. And no, that's not asking too much. That's asking for the bare minimum. And the bare minimum is no longer fucking negotiable around here. And so I want to leave you with this. You can't try to fix this person, but you know what you can do? You could decide if they deserve space in your life any longer. Because if the answer is no, I think you know what to do with it. And that's okay if you're scared. I think that's really human. I think that makes so much sense that it does feel really overwhelming. But like my mama always said, if you're scared of being alone, aren't you already? Let that be the answer. All right, babies. I love you. Thank you for sitting with me for another week. Our hard truth series number two. Don't forget to write and review the show. Share it with a friend with anybody that you think would benefit. Leave a comment. And let me know what you guys think. And I'm here for you. If you guys want more, we've got some new courses. We have some new membership coming soon that I'm not going to say too much on, but we're working on it. You can work one-on-one, ask a question, whatever you need. Everything's at superinusahar.com or the link in show notes. And if not, thank you for being here. I'm really fucking proud of you. And until next week, my baby's.