416: Alien Ovarian Abduction

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Y todos de eso, fue venir al juego. Y sí. Ahora estoy vivo en mi vida. Y creo que estoy todavía en la procesa de eso, porque fue muy, ¿no? Desheartening para mí, para ver todos los cosas horrible, que los gente están diciendo a mí. Pero estoy muy solo pero estoy seguro de poner mi misma de eso, de la idea de la cosa. Es muy contento. Es un muy contento que ha pasado y me fue muy intrigado por él, pero también como en mi chile. Yo creo que cuando puedes poner algo como eso, como un contento de creación, puedes poner cosas. Yo nunca he hecho nada más viral en los millones de veces. Yo he hecho una película, yo creo, 2019. Es una película en el momento 122, que fue viral en la sensación de los downloads, donde tengo, como, casi 100,000 downloads en un momento. Por lo tanto, el gran juego que he hecho ha sido todo. Pero no posten cosas de que esto es viral. Así que no tienes esa preparación mental, y luego es viral. Y tienes que tener las personas que se lo han hecho, que lo que te lo has hecho, o algo, pero entonces hay que los que se los hate y no se los van a pensar. Y eso es algo que creo que si alguien que crea contenta, ha sido de algún punto de acuerdo a algún nivel. Y años a veces, yo he dicho que lo que yo lo he hecho. Yo he hecho yo lo que yo he hecho, y yo he dicho que yo he hecho algo en el momento de que él posten cosas en social media y se lo ha hecho. Ahora, gran, él puede hacer eso. Como, él no tiene que ir a la comunicación, él no tiene que ir a la comunicación. engage his audience because he's Joe Rogan, you know? - Yeah. - But it did kind of awaken this thing in me where I was like, I don't need to hawk my comments all the time and expose myself to the negativity that's in there all the time. And over time, I started doing things strategically. And one of the things for me was to separate myself from Facebook because it got to be really, of all my social media's, Facebook got to be really toxic. And in the sense that the negative one, two, three liners that I was getting hit with a day were sticking in my head to the point where I was like ready to quit the show. I was like, if people don't like me, then why am I doing this? And then it kind of you wake up at that and you're like, wait a second, there's a lot of people that like me. It's just these people are the loudest. Like the normal people who are saying they don't go running to you just to say I love you. But the ones that have maybe a few screws loose upstairs, they're the ones that like for some reason think it's great use of their time to just come at somebody who they've never met before in their life, complete stranger and say how much they hate you. It's like, that's not normal. You know? - Yeah. - But. - Yeah. - So I can imagine what it's like having, you know, eight million views on a video and reading those comments sections. Did you have to turn that off eventually? It's just like, I'm dumb. I ended up turning it off like a week ago. I was, yeah, like a week ago. I mean, I posted it I think about a month ago now, make up. But I was just tired of like getting notifications like consistent notifications and it's just times of comments, comments, comments, comments and most of them are very negative. - Really? - Okay. - Yeah, most of them are like, I mean, there are a lot of people who are agreeing with me, who are, who see me and who have had very similar experiences, but you're so right. Like I had to like just turn them off and just go about my day because I was just sitting there like reading all of them, you know? Because that's never happened to me before. So here I am reading everything, allowing that negative energy to kind of like disrupt my org field and allow me to like, I literally stopped exercising. Like for that whole three weeks, I stopped meditating, I stopped doing personal things for me and I was just glued to my phone. And then, you know, like that's when I just really realize that I was really letting this affect me on not only an emotional level, but like a spiritual level and energetic level, even a physical level, like even talking about it, like I could feel that kind of, I mean, it's kind of traumatic in a way. I could kind of feel that in my body by just like shaking a little bit, just talking about it 'cause I was so ingrained into it. And I think like you're so right about like, you know, Joe Rogan, he can do that all he wants 'cause he experienced it, you know? Like for me, this is my first time experiencing it. Here I am doing exactly what he's saying not to do, but now I'm learning to just not pay attention at all because of my experience with it. So it all comes together in that way, if that makes sense. - For sure. And so, I mean, so one of the things that I learned to do, and what we're gonna get to your story here, I just want the people to kind of hear the kind of background of how this all kind of affects people on a person level as, you know, two constant creators here. One thing that I learned is that, 'cause I'm a personable person in the sense that I like engaging with people who like me, but I don't like engaging with people who don't like me, and I have a very short fuse for that too. Maybe I should try meditation, but like I'm an East Coast guy, so it's kind of like, (laughing) but like it's one of those things where in order to engage with the people who, in the comments sections who are just nothing but love and stuff, you're gonna come across the idiots, and in those moments, it was very hard for me to just ignore it, especially when they're saying something that just is wrong. Like I'm fine if you don't like the show, but if you don't like the show, and you're saying something that's just not true. Like I take offense to it because it's like, if you spend five years, and that's how long I've been building the show, if you spend five years building a house from the ground up, you laid the foundation, everything, and it's finally done. And then you invite everybody in the neighborhood, you're all your new neighbors into the house for a barbecue. And then one guy comes in and he's like, this place sucks. And you didn't do this over here at all right. And it's like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, first of all, you're in my house. Get out, you know? And it's like, you're wrong because I know what I did here, and you're gonna argue about it and stuff. And it's just like, it's not worth the time. And so what I started doing is I've been getting really good at bleus just blocking people. And like if you irritate me, I block you. And a couple of times people are like, why'd you block me? I'm like, 'cause you irritate me. And they're like, I didn't mean it like that. I was like, oh, I'll unblock you. (laughing) But like it's hard sometimes when you're reading just the text, you don't hear the tone of the voice, you don't hear the sarcasm or whatever like that. And I just, I've just like, I just got to the point where if you don't like me, then I'm gonna escort you out of my house. And that's just the way I do it. And so anyways, let me talk to you about another thing here before we get into your experience. And that is your name. Now, you in the one video that I was watching, you had said that you are in the process of changing your name. And this is actually a recent new development for you in your life, what this year you said, right? Yes. So why the name change? What's the whole point behind it? Man, ever since that experience that I had, it was about like, I wanna say, because it's almost 2022, like four years ago, no. But ever since that happened to me, I like became a completely different person. Like on every level, you can even imagine and going by my original name, which was Bailey Heath, it just wasn't convenient for me anymore. Like that wasn't who I was. I didn't feel connected to that name anymore. I felt like, I felt like I wanted to change my name to Shira for like probably about three years until I actually did it. But I was always afraid of the backlash I would get for that too, because you know, all your hometown folks know you as Bailey. But now you're Shira, like now she's the crazy girl or whatever you know. So, and I've already was the crazy girl growing up. So, I mean, I didn't realize that you're changing your entire name. Oh yeah. So everything's changed. Everything, everything. So my middle name, so my full name was Bailey Aaron Heath before I changed it to Shira Lumira Rejoice. And it all just kind of came together for me, like, in bits and pieces, like Lumira, I have no idea where that came from. The Rejoice part, I'm like super into being joyful and happy and always like enthusiastic and all of that kind of stuff. So it was like, yes, I'm gonna have that as my last name. Here I is like connected to Shira, if you know what I'm talking about. The goddess of power or whatever that is about. The princess of power. I was literally watching an anime show in like this show called Shira, which has been sent back in like the 80s. Oh yeah, the cartoon. Yeah, the cartoon. Well, they came out with a new anime series. In her like, in the life she had, like just it really resonated with me and who I was. And so I took my original name Bailey. It had two E's at the end. And I put it as Shira, but with two E's instead of like Shira, you know, so just to kind of make it my own if that makes sense. I mean, that sounds crazy, but like, that's just what I like felt in my heart, in my intuition that that was right for me. And then when I decided to officially change my name, I was seeing like a very like psychic spiritual counselor. And she was doing a little check on me. I forgot exactly what it was called, but she was my fingers were like my pointer finger and my thumb were together and she had her fingers in between them. And she was asking me like questions because she's trying to get rid of old belief systems that are engrained in my body. And you know, she was asking me like water is blue. And like my fingers came out and it was yes. So in my belief systems, I believe it's blue, but it's actually clear, you know. And so she started asking more and more questions until she got to the point where she asked me, my name is Bailey. And then she did it and it wouldn't open. It was no. She's like, oh wow, that's interesting. I'm like, I knew it. Like I knew my name wasn't Bailey. like this whole time. I knew it and it just all came like trickling down and like from there on, which was like in March earlier this year, like I was telling you. I decided to change the Shira. And we asked is my name Shira and it was yes. So I just felt like it was a calling for me to change my name and go about my life in a completely different way than I used to and just change everything. So yeah, that's about what I can say. What do your family members say about it? Like do your parents care or anything like that? I mean, they're actually pretty supportive of it. Like they're it's hard for them, you know, because they knew me as Bailey. Like my dad, he'll always be like Bailey, Shira. Bailey, Shira, like always like correcting himself, so they're they're trying. I know. I call my daughter my son half the time. So it'd be awful for me. I mean, like literally, yeah. Yeah, I mean, my daughter's name is Gemma. My son's name's Ben and when I'm looking at her, I'm like Ben, Gemma, you know, just a kid. Yeah. Daddy doesn't think too good. Now, I've had friends actually who changed their names in childhood. I actually had this one girl that lived in my neighborhood who went from Amber to Brittany. And it was like it was a deal that she made. So weird. She, her mom married a guy who wanted to adopt her. And she's like, only if I can change my first name too. Is that her like fine? Oh my gosh. But then there's other people who do the name changing for personal reasons. Like just recently, the one NBA player, and his cancer, changed his name to end his cancer freedom. So his last name is now freedom. He plays for the Boston Celtics. And he's really upsetting people like LeBron James with things that he's saying, which I like. Yeah. Yeah. So LeBron, go away. So-- Yeah, literally. I can't-- Drives him out. But then there's like, you know, back in the day, Ron Arthest changed his name to MetaWorld Peace. And it always thought that was funny because he was known for fighting and Detroit, the fans, and punching fans, and the face and stuff. It's quite a tune change there, Ron, or Meta. But yeah, so I mean, it's something that I think more often than not, people are doing on a very deep personal motivated reason. And that seems like what it is for you as well. [MUSIC PLAYING] OK, let's talk about our first sponsor day, which is StartMail. I talked to you about them a few weeks ago. I was feeling under the weather. I was just coming up over COVID. And I didn't sound enthusiastic, but I did give you the information. 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Go get your email secured today. Now, in 2018, you have what in your TikTok, now feel free to, you're not on a time limit here like TikTok. So feel free to expound on things. But in the TikTok, you mentioned about, I think you said something like your theoretical abduction or something like that in the sense that like, it seemed like to me, you were hesitant to call it an abduction because maybe you were trying to kind of piece it together. So just walk us into this experience. In 2018, something happens to you. Where were you? What was going on and tell us what happened? Okay. So 2018, the Bailey, the person I was before, I was in college. I was an addict as well, like addicted to smoking, not cigarettes, but like jewels at the time because that was the thing to do in drinking and just being in the party scene and being kind of like a regular, typical, socially constructed human being in society. And always questioning who I was and like, what am I doing here on this planet? That's always been a thing for me throughout my entire life. And I was like coming home one day and it was just like a regular day. But like the energy was a little bit weird from just what I was feeling in general that day because I can remember that day like so vividly. So I just got to the point where I decided that I'm going to take a nap, you know, and just like let myself loose and free because at that point, I was like feeling like I'm going to drop out of college, you know, not do what I want to do with my life, what I want to do, quotation marks, because it's not really what I wanted to do. But I decided that I was just going to take a nap and I was laying face up and a lot of folks think that I was on drugs or something when this happened and it wasn't. I was actually completely sober that day. And I was taking the nap. Then I guess what, what it happened was an instant like which folks are saying the whole sleep paralysis thing, they believe that it could be that which whatever, whatever they want to believe. But I came into this space of like being frozen, completely frozen. Like I couldn't move at all. And I was just feeling like I couldn't like really grasp reality either. And then out of nowhere, my door like just wings open. And this figure, it was like a holographic shadow figure person. And it was like gray. It didn't have a face like it, it didn't have like like it had the arms and legs, but it didn't have fingers or like toes or anything. It was literally like a silhouette or something, I guess you could say. And it was very, you know, it all happened so fast. So I'm like trying to really grasp what happened. But it came to me. But then my mind for some reason was telling me, just let them take you, just let them take you, just let them take you over and over and over and over again. I don't even know if that's my, was my thoughts telling me to do that. I have no idea. But it was an over and over and over again. And then the being it took me and I instantly like jolted. So I'm in the same condo that this happened and still to this day. I came from the couch, which is over there, to write where I'm at, actually right now. And I was laying in a supine position, but I was levitating, and I was feeling what it felt like to legitimately levitate. And it was a very blissful experience. Like it wasn't scary, it wasn't insane, or like I got taken into a ship. I think that's why I'm saying abduction, because I wasn't necessarily abducted, but I was taken in a sense that, I don't know if I astral traveled, I don't know if I, like, if it was actually like here in this space, like, but it was here from what I remember. And I was, when they took me, I was laying in the supine position. My legs were like downward, so it was kind of like something was like carrying me like this and like upward. And I just see like the being is like, my legs are open, and it's doing something to me, but I don't know what it's doing. And like my body is moving in this like very like, I don't even know how to describe it. Like, like I just felt tingly. Everything was tingly, like everything. And it wasn't hurting me. It was actually very joyful and very pleasant, but I remember in my mind, I was telling myself that I'm always gonna remember this, I'm always gonna remember this, I'm always gonna remember this, over and over and over and over again, because I didn't wanna forget what was going on, because it was very insane in a sense that it wasn't insane because it was very interesting. But yeah, and then I was, they just took, like this all happened within like, I'm not even kidding, probably within like a minute or two. Like it wasn't like, I was taken for five days or abducted for a year and came back to the planet. Like it was more so like they came, they took what they needed for me and then they left. And when I was laying there, I was floating around after they left still, like still floating. And just kind of like looking around the house, like whoa, this is really cool, you know, and then all of a sudden I woke up and like I'm on the couch still. So I don't know like if it was an out of body experience, I don't know, but for me personally, like it was very real and it was very much like ingrained in my body and remembering of everything that happened and just being able to clearly see it and visualize it exactly how it was and it just, it was very interesting. So like that was my experience. And I mean, if I could go into more detail, I really could, but it's like I can't because it was only like within one minute or two and like that's primarily the things that I really remember from it, if that makes sense. Like so. - Yeah. - So yeah. So yeah, the point of like calling it an alien abduction is just the easy way for folks to understand if that makes sense. 'Cause obviously I wanted to get my story out there because I was tired of holding it in. I did not expect that it would go this viral on any platform at all. But yeah, ever since then my whole life changed and I looked at the world completely different with like completely different eyes. Everything around me was like almost fake in a way if that makes sense. And slowly but surely I've gotten out of that concept of reality like I obviously still believe it in that sense, but it doesn't engulf who I am anymore. I was in isolation for probably two years after that happened to me. I was my whole body started to heal itself, but it started to come out through like cystic acne. And I really, really started to like go deep within who I was and I started learning about like astrology and like stuff that's unknown and like just a bunch of oracle stuff. And it all made sense to me. And so I dropped out of college obviously. So there's that. But yeah, that's like, I mean, I, the way I put it on TikTok was very much exactly what happened to me and the way I went about it, it's very much the same way. And there's nothing really more or less that I could say if that makes sense. - Sure. First of all, I would say good for you dropping out of college. - Yeah. - I think someone I feel like I wasted more than four years of college and I didn't even get a degree. And I went and look at me now. So. - Looking here. - No, but and I totally understand how you feel about the idea that it's like a two minute experience and this is what you remember. Now, let's backtrack here to the sleep paralysis idea. And you said sleep paralysis if you wouldn't call it that. I'm assuming you heard people calling it that in the comment section or whatever. Do you feel like it was sleep paralysis and do you understand? All right, so do you understand? And this is not insulting at all. I'm just asking because I don't know. Do you understand that there's a sleep paralysis that the science world acknowledges is real and then there's a sleep paralysis of the pair or normal that people have experiences with legit entities during sleep paralysis. - I did not know that there was a difference there, but from what? - I just wanna say, I think that there's a difference in the sense of experience. So science says, yes, sleep paralysis is real. I have a family member who has sleep paralysis. Nothing, you've never seen anything crazy, but we've had a lot of people on the show saying their experiences started with being paralyzed in their bed. And so I'm just saying, at least for me and on my show when I talk about this stuff, I typically, I'm very comfortable calling things sleep paralysis and then having paranormal experiences follow that sleep paralysis. But go ahead. - Yeah, I like, it's so hard for me to just call it sleep paralysis because my entire life changed. So that's why it's like hard for me to take these concepts of science, which science is great, you know? But I think a lot of folks take sleep paralysis and they just label it that way because they can't challenge their minds to think outward of themselves in their own concepts of reality or their perceptions of how life should be and they just label people, label, label, label, label. Like, oh, what was this? Oh, what was that? Oh, what was this? And so that was like my hard time with it being like called sleep paralysis or people saying I'm schizophrenic or, you know, claiming I'm mentally ill, stuff like that. And really it, for me, was very real. So yeah, essentially it could be what you're talking about. The sleep paralysis and entices come and this and that and all of that. But I just, I don't know why my eggs would have been taken or like, that's something you forgot to mention when you were telling your story to us, gonna bring up. Yeah, yeah. Well, at that time, I did not know what they were doing to me. Sure. So everything that they were doing to me, I found out later on eventually down the road. So literally, literally this year in July, so I work as a massage therapist and I work in a neuromodulatory center. And this shaman man came and he instantly, it was like, instantly like I knew him, like we started talking to each other and he actually has a daughter that was born on the same day as me. But it was, she was a year before me and it just all connected there. But as soon as I like put my hands on him, he was like, you have three hybrid babies. And I was like, what? You know, like I don't know what he's talking about. And he's like, yeah, you have three hybrid babies and three of your eggs were taken. And I was like, from there, I was like, oh my God, like this all makes sense now. Everything makes sense, like putting the pieces together and like with me getting I got an ultrasound earlier that year because I wanted to see if I had PCOS or if I had endometriosis or something like that because of my cystic acne. And just in general, I wanted to see if I was fertile, like every woman does. I have a fiance now. Like, you know, we want to have children and I wanted to go about like seeing what I can do. And, you know, the ultrasound came back negative. So I didn't have any of that. But I had thick adhesions on my left ovary. And so scarring is what they would say it is. And she said it was scarring. And I'm like, and she didn't tell me why I had the scarring or anything either. But when I was getting the ultrasound, the woman had asked me if I had ever had my eggs removed. And I was like, no. And that was the end of that conversation. But it all came into play when the shaman told me later in this year that I had three eggs taken and I have three hybrid children. And I'm like, oh my god, like that's why that tech or whatever asked me if I ever had my eggs removed. And then the scarring. And then all of it just came into play for me. So, but since then, I actually recently had talked to my OBGYN over the phone. She completely believes me. She's actually said that she's heard like similar stories to mine. So she's come across other women that have-- You're OBG really? Yes. Yes. So she's come across other women that have had experiences kind of similar to mine. And she doesn't believe I'm delusional, nothing like that. But she says I can't claim that my scarring is proof or anything like that because it could be from a ruptured cyst or what she was saying was you can have an STD that you never knew of. And it could scar you or something like that. But she was just saying that I can't claim that it was proof. But that she believes me because she-- other women have told her similar things in-- not like tons of women, but she was saying like a few other women have said similar things to her. So that makes me-- first of all, if we have an OBGYN that listens to the show, please contact me if you've heard this stuff too because it makes me wonder, is this something that happens fairly regular to women that they go to their doctors? And they're like, I know you're going to think I'm crazy. And then we're talking to doctors like, you know what? I don't think you're crazy. Just like with my show, I mean, I've heard some of my people share stories and it's just like, listen, on the last person to call somebody crazy, I've heard a lot of crazy stuff in this world. The world is bananas. Now, but it also makes me wonder if this is a regional thing. You being in Arizona, is there something going on in Arizona that-- so I'd be interested if there's other doctors around your doctor that have heard similar claims? That's very interesting. That's something that I'm not going to explore more because I'm not going to call lady doctors and say, hey, yeah. I feel like really? Are you getting weird reports from your patients about their eggs being murdered by interdimensional beings? Yeah. I don't mind being called crazy, but I want to walk into that situation either. So-- Yeah. But that's very interesting. And along the lines of what happened to you, so let's just put the abduction in quotations. Potations. It's just like, yeah. Sure, the abduction. You weren't taken anywhere as far as you can remember. You were taken-- No. --across the room maybe or something like that. But you weren't taken out of there. And the being that you saw to begin this whole thing is the one that was removing the eggs, right? Yes. So when you said that you were almost like you're being carried across the room, if that's true to everybody, at least two entities, you just didn't see the other one. Yeah. I believe there is more than one. Yeah, because I'm pretty sure-- I'm trying to go back into it. I just remember that one, just primary one that was coming straight for me. And it was instant taken and boom, and then done. But that could be a very-- it could be that another one was holding me up or something. And I just didn't see. But there's also this concept that we often naturally gravitate away, which is we don't understand nearly as much as we'd like to understand about how all this stuff works. So is it that it was just one in Steve being able to do things that we just can't comprehend as far as being able to move you towards it and things like that, very possible? This whole thing is so far out there in the sense that this shouldn't be normal. This shouldn't be something that is possible. We had to happen. So we got to stop trying to define things within our own understanding to begin with. And so maybe it was just one entity. Maybe there was three, four, who knows? It's just we got to remain open-minded with this stuff. And that takes me back to the sleep paralysis. So we look at sleep paralysis one way scientifically. Yeah. But when we describe sleep paralysis with a paranormal experience, we tend to call it sleep paralysis because that's how we don't know how else to describe it. Yeah. So the entities are bringing on the paralyzation that it's not sleep paralysis. From our scientific definition, it's not. And maybe if you're talking to the entity, it's like, yeah, I understand. It looks like sleep paralysis. But what I'm doing is not sleep paralysis. You know what I mean? It's something like that. But it's very interesting to think about how what we perceive as reality isn't the case. And then when you go down that road of, OK, so what is reality, that hole just keeps going down. I mean, it's a never-ending hole. And so these eggs are removed from you. And you firmly believe that, right? Yes. Yes. My intuition tells me that. It all clicked. It all made sense. I never knew what they were doing to me before. And here I am now with this new understanding of it. But in my intuition, yes, I do believe that. It is true. OK. And that's fine. I mean, like I said to you before we were recording it. Maybe I said it on the recording. It's all perspective. And so the audience is job to walk away from these conversations and ask themselves, what do I believe? What am I willing to swallow today? Yeah. But back to this idea of the three eggs being taken, right? And you having three hybrid children, knowing what you experienced with that entity and what you saw, do you get the sense that this is an extraterrestrial or more interdimensional? I don't know. What? You got to know. You have to bring the answers. I mean, this is a thing. Like, at this point in my mind, there's so many different ideas or concepts that plague my mind. But what really sticks out for me is-- in what I feel like I would go with more is a lot of folks are saying that it's the grace. I don't know if you've ever heard. Of course. Yeah. Those people-- they're extraterrestrial, but maybe they're living interdimensionally. Who knows? There's so many things I could say. Some people are like, it's the government. They're taking your eggs. Who knows what they're harvesting your organs or whatever. I mean, who knows? I could be true, too, but I really don't believe it. 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So go to HelloFresh.com/Confessionals16 and use code, confessional 16 for up to 16 free meals and three free gifts. They're giving you free meals. That's like a gift in itself. And then on top of that, that's not a gift to us though. So let's give them three free gifts. Plus, they're free meals. It's a great deal. And you guys should take advantage of it if you have not already right now. Go to HelloFresh.com/Confessionals16. (upbeat music) I would say that it has been theorized very minimally in the sense of, I think you could go down a very dark hole with this conversation, but on the surface, at the very bare minimum, people have theorized that our government works with extraterrestrial and there's a whole thing with that. I mean, if you ever want to look into it, people, there are a lot of people out there that claim that they're abducted. They're put into a secret space work program. And when they're brought back, they're brought back in time of when they were taken and they're gone for years at a time. It's very fascinating. But I would say that the idea of grays in the sense of extraterrestrial, I'm not saying it's not possible, but I am saying for me personally hearing your story and what you described, that seemed like something that was more, I want to say it in a dimensional, but that's not the right word. Maybe even spiritual in the sense, it didn't seem like this thing, do you get the sense that it needed to eat? The thing that you saw needed to have food and air and things like that. - No, no, it didn't need to have any of that. - And so, I'm throwing this out there to you. This might be a new concept. It's certainly a concept that is really striking me as recently. Not long ago, I've come across a story that has blown my brains out. It's insane and I'm working on this whole thing. But I don't think it's that heart of a concept to fathom with the things that I've been coming to understand that one, I know that there are parallel universes that operate around us. We know that from the goofy guy with the podcast that theorizes about the stuff to the scientists that are leading scientists in the world today saying that they do dabble in parallel universes. We know that there is, I don't know if you've ever heard of Surn, but Surn is a, all right. So the things that they're doing there is dabbling with parallel universes. - Yeah. - And so, what is in the parallel universe? And clearly, it seems to me that whatever's there has the ability to access us more than we can access it. And with some of the things that I've been hearing, I don't think that it's just a spiritual realm. And I don't know if I've ever said this on my show before yet. I know it's hard for people to understand and to swallow, but because we want to believe that these paranormal experiences are literally more on a paranormal spiritual realm than a physical, but I think it's both. And I think that these entities that we want to call entities that are coming through these portals or whatever, however they're accessing our time and space, we want to believe is more on a spiritual level that they can just disappear and they're gone. And that's true, but I think that there's a physical aspect here. So when you're telling me that the shaman says that you have three hybrid babies, that makes a lot of sense to me. And in the future, I really hope that people understand where I'm coming from when I say that, when I say that makes a lot of sense to me. I can't talk a whole lot about it right now, but I think it's very possible. And so, for me personally hearing your story, I'm less inclined to feel like these were beings from a far off galaxy that zoomed here because they heard, they knew you were gonna change your name to Shira and they're like, yeah, let's get Shira. You know, I think this was something, actually probably more sinister to be honest with you. And that's how I feel. And I know you said that it was more of a good positive experience that you felt like, but do you feel like in a sense violated? I mean, I always, when I just, okay. - Yeah. - Go ahead. - Yeah, I do. I didn't feel in control of that situation at all. There's so, everything you're talking about right now, it all makes mathematical sense. In that scientific reality was certain and all that. I forgot the kid, one of the smartest kids in the world, and I think his name is Logan Something. And he was explaining some mandala effect. And he explained certain, explains how, something happened that triggered us into an alternate reality or this and that and blah, blah, blah. So I do believe that too. I believe like, we, if I would say my belief is, is we are the universe, like experiencing itself through every different possible perception you could ever imagine. And every different life you could ever imagine. Like all of us are experiencing different ways of being because it's like the universe or whatever is gathering data on our experiences or something. So when you say it could be sinister, like before you have to understand, I didn't believe it was very spiritual until probably about like two years ago. Before when I was in that two years of solitude, like that shit was crazy. You know, like it was, it wasn't me thinking like, it was very spiritual in that way of like, you know, obviously I'm in light more in light now as people would say or like, I've completely changed in a very spiritual way because something very unknown happened to me. But yeah, you can dabble it back into the parallel universe, theories and all of that stuff and kind of really make it make sense in that way. Because I do believe that the government does work with extraterrestrials. I believe they are among us. I can't tell you how many people that like I've worked on personally where I feel their body and I know they're not human. Like I know they're not entirely human. The way I could see it is, I don't know if you heard of like reptilians or stuff like that. - Oh yeah, absolutely. - I've met people where you can clearly tell that they are because they have like a slit in their eye, but it's not noticeable. - Really? - It's not noticeable in a certain kind of light. And when I work on these people, it's like they're empty. Like it's like not, I don't know how to explain it. It's not human. Like their stomachs aren't grumbling. Like they're, you know, 'cause a lot of the work I do is based in trauma and trauma relief. And a lot of release I could tell is through like size of release or twitching or like burgling and stuff like that. But every time I feel them, they're just empty. So I do believe they live among us. And I do believe that they live parallel. Like we can't see them at all. Like they can see us, they can access us, they can do whatever they want with us. They can make frickin' half human children and be starting another planet or who knows what. And for all I know, that's what they are doing. I think when I think of it, like in a spiritual sense and why I say I live in a spiritual reality is because ever since that experience I have become a very spiritual person. Before that I was not spiritual at all. I was very like ingrained in mainstream media listening to friggin pop music all the damn time, you know, stuff that's consistently like making my conscious this not evolve like I'm just staying stuck in stuff like that. So yeah, I agree that that could be the case. Like it could be sinister. It could it could have been harvesting organs, whatever they were doing. I think I believe I still have my organs. I haven't checked. Let's open it. I still have them, but I believe I do. But from what I know is it could be the grays are working with the government and they're taking the children and who the frick knows what they're doing with the kids these days, you know. Yeah, I know. Over 400,000 children go missing in our country a year. Over 400,000 just our country. That doesn't seem very natural. So we won't go down that road because I don't want to get the show to take it off YouTube or anything else. But no, I totally hear what you're saying. And I want to I want to float this out there. I'm not even saying I believe this. Okay. I want to stress this to you in the audience. I am not saying what I'm about to say that I believe this about Shira. But I am going to say this. There are people in this world who have certain blood types. And if you're talking to me about the reptilians and you probably heard about the blood type stuff and reptilians looking for certain blood types, there are people who there's this idea that goes around that. Let me ask you this. Have you ever heard of the Nephilim? No. Okay. So that I you're talking to somebody who firmly believes that these things at least were real if not real a day. And I do believe they're real a day. The Nephilim stem back to Biblical times. And the first understanding of the Nephilim comes from what general understands in the sense of people coming to understand that there's a word, Nephilim. It was in the book of Genesis chapter 6 verse 4. And it's talking about how the fallen angels fell from heaven. They had sex with women on earth and their offspring were Nephilim hybrid beings. And these beings grew to be giants. If you heard of David and Goliath, Goliath was a Nephilim. He is probably the only and your mainstream Christianity. He is like the only giant that Christians want to knowledge is in the Bible. But there are a lot of giants in the Bible if you read through it. And then when you talk about an older book called the Book of Enoch, it talks about the Nephilim in much more detail. And the first book of Enoch's every time I say the book of Enoch, people are like, well, which one? I'm like, listen, you're not going to outsmart me on this. It's the first book. Okay, let's stop asking elementary questions guys. Okay, you know what book I'm talking about. So the the first book of Enoch talks more in detail about the Nephilim and what happened. And one of the this whole thing is there was this effort to disrupt the human DNA lineage. And people in Christianity will say that they believe at least the ones I believe that this is even real because most Christians don't believe the Bible, which is crazy. So the what they believe though is that this this effort was to disrupt the DNA human line for the coming Messiah of Jesus. And so what we do know though is that in in the Bible, it says that this happened before the flood of Noah. But then we have the flood of Noah where everything was supposed to be killed, right? But then after the flood of Noah, it talks about how there's Nephilim in certain areas of the land. And it's like, so how did they survive? And so a lot of people have different theories and thoughts on it. But then there's this idea that maybe they went interdimensional because of their fathers or fallen angels, spiritual beings. Can they do spiritual things like that? And so I bring it all the way back to you because I've been talking to some people who have been told that they have Nephilim DNA in them. And it just makes me wonder, could you have Nephilim DNA? And that's why they are trying to get your eggs. Look, I see how I run that awful circle there. I'm not saying I believe it. I'm just saying. I'm just saying. Hey, that could be very true though. Like anything can be true. I, to be honest, I do not know my blood type. So I haven't looked into that. But it's funny that you say the book of Enoch because the shaman also mentioned that to me when he was talking with me. And I haven't read the book of Enoch or anything in that way. And I've heard about it though. And it all makes sense. And this, there's this one guy really, really like look up to his name is Graham Hancock. I don't know if you know who that is. But he's like a renowned archaeologist, you know, considered to be crazy until all of this stuff he, you know, was saying was actually true. And he talks about the flood of Noah or whatever. And he says that there's actual like evidence in the earth that that happened. I'm not exactly sure like, like it's like the with the waves or something, but they have the evidence of that happening. So I mean, all of that like ancient history all comes in play. I mean, we all know Christopher Columbus and freaking found America. Like he believes that we in America are sitting on very, very rich like like information. And you know, they don't allow people to really dig in America and find what's underneath. And I think there's a really big reason for that. And he does too. And and what was I going with this? Just yeah, in general, I listened to a lot of what he has to say because he's very intelligent. And I met him in person, actually, in Sedona. Oh, cool. And I got to see his whole concept and the way he thinks. And he believes all of our souls like ascend to the uh, bell of Orion, like the constellation of Orion and like goes through these tests and then comes back to earth. And just from all the information, he's gathered. Like, of course, I'm going to listen to him. You know, he's a smart man. Like, you know, so um, so yeah, just essentially like what you're saying, I've, I can understand because it makes sense from what I've heard in my life. And I mean, obviously, I don't know that much about it, but I really want to look into this and and see maybe I am one of those little meflin, whatever the hell I mean, like, and so here's the thing. Like it all depends like on where you come from in your like theological perspectives. Like one would say, you better hope you're not. Like, yeah, right. Uh, it's like, whoa, yeah, that's crazy. But it's just something that I figured I'd float out there. Now what does Shaman say about Enoch? Do you remember? Just like the giants, you was talking to me about the giants. Like, you didn't really get very much into detail. Like he, he believes that that is that like, you know, I already believes about Bible is truth. Yeah. He believes. Like the Enoch, the book of Enoch is the absolute truth to all of life. And that I should read it. And you know, but yada yada yada, we didn't get into it because I'm working on them and during work, we have to be silent. But just from what he was saying, it all like, it makes sense. If that makes sense. Absolutely. I mean, I have a book of Enoch on the shelf behind me. And I, I believe the book of Enoch. And when the some of the writers and the New Testament, they, they quoted the book of Enoch and their writings. So you know that the writers of the New Testament read the book of Enoch and they thought enough of it to put it in the Bible. So I, I'm a big proponent of of Enoch. And I was talking to a scholar. I would say about three weeks ago, I was texting with him. And I asked him about the idea of the bloodline, the, the Nephilim DNA, still being in humans. And I said, I asked him, I said, listen, do you think that this is a legit possibility? And he just came back right away. Absolutely. And I was like, dang, okay. And, and he, and he kind of expounded on that and stuff. But one of the things he said to me, and this is where people, people might get lost. They're like, oh my gosh, what kind of scholar is he's probably conspiracy theorist. But he said, he said, stay away from 23 and me and the ancestry DNA collecting, because he's He's like what they're, yeah, they're doing, you know, what they're saying, they're doing stuff. But one of the things that they are doing, he said, is they're looking for the Nephilim DNA. And so. - Oh. - That's why it's hesitated to do it. - Right? - My mom got me one of those and I was like, hell the fuck no. - So my wife did it years ago and I was like, what are you doing? - You know, I think what are you doing? And now, when I told her what he said to me, she's like, oh crap, I'm like, well, nothing's really happened. So you're probably cleared. I imagine if you have Nephilim DNA, you might start having some more paranormal experiences in your life once you send that sample kit in, you know. (laughing) - Yeah. - Yeah, I know that makes sense. - All of a sudden, you know, you're having multiple experiences and the abductions and all of a sudden, you're finding yourselves and, you know, other parallel universes and stuff. That would suck. But, it depends on the experience, I guess. I mean, maybe some people want to. Maybe if you have Nephilim DNA, there's like this is part of you that's just like, yes, and you just accept it and you just go, see, and you said it was pleasurable, which means bang, I just solved the case. You got Nephilim DNA in you and that's why you liked it. - Hey, I don't know if I'm that special. - How tall are you? - I'm five two. - Oh, never mind, you know. (laughing) - I ain't Nephilim like. - No, no, no. - You're trying to take my DNA to make a Nephilim. - Or something like. - Yeah, you're definitely not meeting the qualifications there. (laughing) Okay, so let me ask you this. Did you have any idea or any thoughts on trying to do regressive therapy at all? - Regressive therapy. - You don't know what it is. - No. - Okay, it's basically, and the listeners, they're gonna say he's got it wrong. Generally speaking, I've never done it myself. But people who are abducted, they look to find somebody who will do regressive therapy with them where they go underneath hypnosis and they're-- - Oh, that's what it's called. - Yes, yeah. - Okay. - So, I mean, a lot of people say it helps a lot, it works a lot if you're the type of person that can be hypnotized. But then there's people out there that are like, they don't wanna do it because they don't wanna remember it. Now, maybe that's an option for you if you wanted to remember more. Maybe it was more than two minutes, and you're just remembering the two minutes. In your mind's eye, you're remembering a time span, you're like, this is how long it was. Maybe it was much longer, and more complex and you're just not remembering it all. And that's where the regressive therapy would come in at. - Yeah, no, that makes sense. I've definitely thought about doing that because for me, I wouldn't be afraid of doing it now because of just the way that I think in general is so, like I'm so open to anything. So I would definitely consider doing it and just seeing like if there is anything I'm missing and I'm the thousand percent sure there is. But just from what I remember is what I'm telling me. But if I can remember more, that'd be great. The more the barrier. - Yeah. - Yeah, because I mean, if you could remember more stuff, maybe you could stop being a bum mom and actually support your kids. (laughing) - Thank God, I don't got any kids, man. - Right. (laughing) Well, you have three apparently. And you're not, you know, they're getting-- - Yeah, right. - So somebody's gonna be looking for child support. I'm telling you right now. So-- - Literally, literally. They're gonna be like knocking on my door. Like, you ready for another round? - Yeah, yeah. (laughing) - So another question here I have is your middle name. And was it Lumera? - Lumera. - Lumera. What does that mean? - I don't know. - Really? 'Cause that's why I wrote down like that. Because the way you said it when you were talking, like it was like, it almost like a came to you or something. You, you don't know what it means. You never looked it up or anything? - No, like it, it just came to me. Lumera. - Wow, that's so-- - I wanted to, I wanted a woman that is a yoga therapist. She's a witch. She told me that it could have something to do with Lumarians. I don't know if you know what I'm talking about. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - But I don't know. I've looked broadly into that as well. Like I should probably look more into this stuff. Like I just feel like for some reason, it's almost like I don't really need to know about it. Like if that makes sense, I don't know. But at the same time, I should be more knowledgeable of what the hell frickin' happened to me. It's just-- - It's completely up to you. I mean, there are people who go through experiences that are very horrifying and they don't want to look into it. They just want to be left alone about it. And then there's other people who have experiences that just leave them so intrigued and curious that they dive in and it becomes their, just who they are, what they're about it is just trying to discover what happened to them. And it takes them down to all these different rabbit holes. And they just, like kind of like you in the sense that they come out a few years later and they're a totally different person. And so, I guess Bailey died that day, right? And then it's just, it was born. - Yeah, that's very true. And that was a spiritual aspect of it for me. Like that is a spiritual way of me looking at it and just like in general, I'm not religious or anything, but I believe in the universe. I believe I get messages from the universe through numbers and synchronization and stuff like that. And like, you know, like I listen to my intuition, you know, I don't listen to what the fucking news says or what anybody else has to say. I listen to myself and go about my journey. Like we were talking about earlier in, yeah, that's why it's spirit, I mean, in the sense like, it's like it's spiritual because it's so profound. If that makes sense, like it, it was, it changed my life in that way where, you know, people are like, oh, I saw God and now I'm this. Like, you know what I'm saying? But for me, it was different. Like it wasn't, I saw God or claiming that I saw Jesus or something, but I believe that probably does happen for people too. And in that way, it's spiritual for me because my whole life became so different and I'm so different and I'm not an addict anymore. Like I've been sober for three years. I'll be sober for three years. I keep like adding everything up. Like I'll be sober for three years, January 23rd of next year. So I'm still on, I'm two years and something months, but ever since then, I don't, my body started turning on me. Everything started turning. Anything I would eat, it would cause me like major anxiety. It would be like, I would get panic attacks and be taken into the ambulance. But when I'm in the ambulance, I start freaking out because I'm like, what the fuck are they gonna do to me in there? Like I start questioning the hospitals. Like, what are they gonna give me drugs? Like this and that and blah, blah, blah. Like, you know, and I just feel like that happened because obviously like, I'm protecting myself spiritually in a way from outer medicines trying to dump me down. Like my whole life, I was almost since the fifth grade. I was on Adderall for ADHD. And that took me completely away from who I was. And I was on Adderall in college. The weekends, I wouldn't take Adderall because I wouldn't even be able to eat. Like I wouldn't even be able to sleep. I'm telling you, I would take overdose on Adderall and take ad bills. Like so horrible for you. I would take like seven ad bills and try to make myself go to sleep. And it would make me go to sleep. But it got to the point where like, it was literally an addiction just to get my work done for a school that stuff I'm not even interested in. Stuff that's probably not even necessarily entirely true that I'm learning because while I was there, I'm learning like sociology and recreation and stuff like that. And just learning all this shit that I should have learned in school. And it's just every thing. - Are you saying that the public school system is broken? - Oh my God, did I say that? Whoops, I'm sorry. - This is very new to me. (laughing) - Right, like, it's horrible, it's really horrible. And basically when people talk about mental illness, it triggers me because I, as a person, have been demonized my entire life for having ADHD, and been taken out of context. I'm telling you, I was in school suspension like every day in my life in high school. They're always like, "Baby, he's come to the Arizona Center over the fucking microphone." Like we're in the 1970s still. And where I'm from is a very corporal punishment town. Okay, when I was younger, I'm only 25, okay. When I was younger, I was going to a charter school where we were having to dress like fucking trees, wearing dicky shorts, collared shirts, and fucking saddle shoes. And if you did or said one thing, your ass was getting your nose on the wall, the whole recess time. Who was getting their nose on the wall? Me, you know, like every single day in my life, just consistently seeing other people have fun. And I'm like, "Damn, I can't be myself, I can't be myself." So I've rebelled against the system my whole life because of my experiences. And, man, it gets triggering. for me when people are like, "You're schizophrenic." Like, bitch, no, I'm not schizophrenic. I'm a regular functioning human being, not to say that. They're not functioning human beings, but I believe that people who are schizophrenic are seeing exactly what they're supposed, like, that's not, you know what I'm saying? Like, it's not real. It's real for them. And now that I've had this experience that I've had, it was real for me, like regardless of if anybody believes me or not. Well, I would say, listen, I believe your experience was very real. And your experience is one of many that we personally had on this show. And like, I'm literally next week dropping episode 400. There are 400 people that I've been on this show that, like, sharing their unique experience. It's like, this stuff is very real. And even with the schizophrenia stuff, I had a lady, and her show, her interview hasn't aired, but she's actually in the medical field. And she went into the medical field because of her experiences. And she said that she strongly believes people that are diagnosed as schizophrenia, not all of them, but there's a good, handful of people who are not schizophrenic. They literally had an experience that science doesn't want to accept that is real. And so they just call them schizophrenic. They are not. And she talked about that stuff. And it's just like, you know, that's why I try to keep such a humble mindset with me and what I think about and stuff and how I view stuff because I could be wrong. But in that same mindset, I look at other people too, like the science of the world. And I'm like, you could be wrong, you know? Like, yeah, like, yeah. Because the science of 100 years ago is wrong compared to today. And so certainly, you could be wrong, you know? So that's just how I view stuff. Now, your fiance. What do you think about it? He believes me, 1000%. Good. I was not. We have been engaged. Well, we got engaged in June earlier this year. And we were only together for 11 months. So we've only really known each other for about like a year, almost going on. Yeah, about a year and a half. But you know, if I'm going to be with a partner, I'm going to be honest, like and be real about who I am and talk to them and, you know, tell them about myself and, you know, what's happened to me in my life. That's just the kind of person I am. And I'm very much intellectually inclined when it comes to relationships. And, you know, he was like, wow, like he was never not believing me. He completely believes me. He's actually indigenous. He's hoping. And, you know, they have a lot of stuff in their tribal knowledge when it comes to this stuff and like the giants and skin walkers and all that stuff. And he's very a big believer in that stuff. But he had like a personal experience himself with a very paranormal thing happening to him when he was playing hide and seek. And like he had a voice tell him, get out or something in between him and his friend. And it wasn't him or his friend and ever since then, you know, that's open his mind to any possibility too. So yeah, he's been very supportive of me and my experiences. And during this whole thing, like I don't know if I would have really like gotten out of it and pulled myself out of that like whole that I was in because of all the negative stuff I was experiencing without him and his support. So that's awesome. That's awesome. Yeah. He sounds like the perfect person to be with because I mean, he comes from a culture that believes this stuff is real. And so it's just, that's perfect. That's actually really perfect. Now let me ask you this question. You said January 23rd, 2018. Yes. Is one last, when you became sober, is that right? No, 2019. 2019. So, so this is a thing I was becoming so I thought I could still like screw with myself even after that, that happened. But I almost killed myself on my 22nd birthday. And that is when I was like, okay, I need to stop. I stopped doing it. My best friend's birthday is January 22nd went out to Vegas, drank again. Like even though I hadn't drank ever since my 22nd birthday, which was the July 9th before that. But at that point, my body was like, you don't need to do this. Like, why are you doing this? So the 23rd of January, I was like, I'm done. I'm over it. My body was going through the panic attack experiences with getting high. I believe it's because now that weed has been legalized, the government is taking it in its hands and chemically freaking, inducing it with shit that makes you anxious and shit. So I think that was happening to me. And my body was turning on me. So I was still continuing with stuff a little bit, not as much as I was before, but for about a year after and then that three, for three years, January 23rd next year, I will be sober for three years. Do you remember the date that this experience happened to you? No, I don't. I know, I know, I do not know. Like, I, I don't know why I never wrote it down. I don't know. Like, I feel like when I woke up, like, I was asleep, I don't know. I have no idea why I didn't. I think the reason why is probably because at the time, I didn't really believe that it happened to me. Yeah. To be honest, like, and I just went about my days and everything and like, I have another crazy thing happening to me too or later on in that year where I would, I don't know if you heard about this, but I don't think so. I, I was working at my cousin's house, like, babysitting my, my second cousin's child. And one day, I'm just sitting there learning astrology because, you know, I was taken and my mind's different and everything. And out of nowhere, I start hearing this crazy sound, okay? Coming from outside. And it sounds like a giant brick in spaceship or something. Like, it was insane. It was so loud. And I'm like, what the, you know, so I go outside with my phone, like, ready to record thinking that there's other people out there or, you know, looking at the same thing I am. And nobody else is out there. So I call my ex, who I was with at the time, asking him, do you hear this? And he's like, no. You know, like, I have, he could hear it through my phone. But couldn't hear it through where he was if that makes sense. And I was like, what is this? And then later on in that year, my brother came to me and said, have you heard about the trumpets, like going around? Do you know what I'm talking about? Yeah. Yeah. Well, that shit. I was like, you heard the trumpets. I heard that. I heard it. Wow. Like, it was so freaking weird. Yeah. It's weird. It's weird that you heard it and nobody else was outside either. I mean, because I've seen videos of the trumpets where they're recorded and people are outside like, what is that? They're all like going outside like, what in the world? So he couldn't hear it where he was, but he could hear it through your phone. Yes. Got you. So at least somebody else was hearing it. So you're not walking away saying, is that my head? You know? Yeah. Like, what the fuck is going on with me? Yeah. I know I'm questioning everything. Am I even human? Should I just die or something? Yeah. Well, you might be in that film, but we'll cross that road one day. Right. Right. No, but that's interesting. And yeah, that's a phenomenon that's been around for a while. I really heated up in like, I would say 2017, 2018. Actually, there was a lot of reports of that. I haven't heard a whole lot of it now recently, but I know people were trying to say that it was that all the videos were faked and that they all came from one audio source of like a truck dragging a plow on on some men or something like that. Not true. No. No. Not true. Like, I'll tell you that for a fact, that's not true. And it did happen to me later in 2018. That's interesting. So it was 2018. And it was shortly, it was kind of like shortly after, I guess, my experience with the extra-trestrials or the interdimensional being. So whatever we want to call them these days. The things, you know. The things, yeah. That's interesting though. That really is interesting. And, you know, being in Arizona, as soon as there's not a whole lot of plow trucks. So no, no, no, where I'm at in Arizona, it does snow. Really? Okay. See that? I've been flag-safe, so it does snow here. I wasn't snowing that like it was not in the winter time. Yeah. So. Okay. That's interesting. I don't know if I've ever talked to anybody who's said they heard the trumpets in the sky. I mean, I've seen it on videos online and I've probably reached out to people who posted the videos and they're just like, I'm not going to talk to this weirdo, you know? Yeah, right. But here you are, sheer talking to the weirdo. So. Yeah, there you go. There you go. Listen, I appreciate you coming on a chat with me a little bit here. about your experiences and I'll tell you what, I really think that your experience is an experience that has a lot more depth than I can even describe and contemplate right now. I'm going, I'm personally, you're talking right now where I'm personally going through a transition mentally in my life where my brain's growing, I feel like, all of a sudden everything that I used to say that I believe could be real or I think like the idea that I say to everybody, you know, reality is far stranger than we can imagine. I'm realizing that far, when I say reality is far stranger than what we can imagine, it's like take that time's ten, so it's like far, far, far stranger because it's just, some of the things I'm coming across is just blowing my mind and some of the things that you said in here kind of cross over into some of this new territory I'm kind of looking into. I do appreciate you sharing, I appreciate you making the time to come all with me. Yeah, of course, I'm just happy to share and, you know, connect with others that this has happened to because I know I'm not the only one, you know, so there's so many other women that were in my comments saying similar things and yeah, just taking myself away from the labels of being mentally ill and this gets a freaky and all of that kind of stuff. Like, I know who I am in my personal truth and my journey in this life is different from everyone else's because I'm experiencing life in a different way and whether folks want to believe it or they don't and they want to bring science into it, whatever the hell they want to do, like I'm still going to know regardless that it did happen to me and that I do feel, you know, changed from this experience and, you know, I'm going to look more into this stuff that you're talking about. Like the book of Enoch and, you know, all of that kind of stuff that might come into play, like who knows? So, so yeah. If you're familiar with Alice and Wonderland, we're falling down the whole, that's what you're about to do if you start looking into this stuff. Oh no, you're right. I'm telling you, it's never ending. But before we get out here, why don't you shout out your social here? I mean, your TikTok and things like that. Anything people want to follow you and stuff. Yeah. So, it's just Shira Rejoice, SHERA Rejoice. Look up how to spell it. And that's on my TikTok and my Instagram. You could find me at that name on both of those things. If you want to follow me, get in touch. Lots of folks have been DMing me and I've been responding to them. So yeah, if you want to connect to somebody that you've had a similar experience or if you feel inspired or anything, yeah, follow me on on any of those things. Well, that's Shira, buddy. I really hope you enjoyed it. 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