51. 9/6 - Sunday Sermon (From the Bottle to the Well)

0:00 The Story of Hagar, Ishmael, and the Empty Water Bottle Morning everyone. Today, let U.S. Open the. 0:05 Speaker 2 Bible Genesis chapter 21. 0:09 Speaker 1 From verse 8. 0:20 Speaker 2 Genesis chapter 21 from verse 8. 0:35 OK, let me read. And the child grew and was runs, And Abraham made a great feast, the same day that Isaac or wind. And Sarah saw the son of Hagar the Egyptian, which she had born on to Abraham mocking. 0:58 Wherefore she said unto Abraham, Cast out his bond woman and her son, For the son of this bond woman shall not be heir with my son, even with Isaac. And the thing was very grievous in Abraham's side, because of his son. 1:18 And God said unto Abraham, Let it not be grievous in thy side, because of the red, and because of thy bond. Woman, In all this Sarah has said unto thee, Hearken unto her voice, for in Isaac shall thy seed be called, And also over the sound of bond, woman, will I make a nation, because he is thy seed. 1:45 And Abraham rose up early in the morning, and took bread and a bottle of water, and gave it unto Hagar, putting it on her shoulder and the child, and sent her away. And she departed and wandered in the wilderness of Ferciva. 2:06 And the water was just spent in the bottle. And she cast a child under one of shops, and she sat, and she went and sat her down over against him a good way of as he was bow shot. 2:24 And she said, Let me not see the death of the child. And she said over against him, and lift up a voice, and wept, and got heard a voice over the lead. And the Angel of a God called the Hagar out of heaven, and said unto her, What Ellen, thee Hagar, Fear not, for God has heard the voice of the lead where he is. 2:51 Arise, lift up the lead, and hold him in thine hand, for I will make him a great nation. And got off in her eyes, and she saw well of water, And she went and filled the bottle with water, and gave the lead drink. 3:11 I read up to verse 19. 3:20 Navigating the Financial Challenges of the Houston CLF Conference When I look back, 2026 had allowed many things in our church, Hummingbird concert and Taste of Korea. 3:37 What else? Trip to Korea You went to trip to Korea and the Bible seminar and this is one of the main it is the CLF Caribbean. 3:58 I had experienced CLF conference in Houston, but when I heard about it, I had a lot of worries in my heart and burdens as like you. 4:15 But one of the burden was financial things because when I check church balance, I think there was about 5015 thousand U.S. dollars something, but not always. 4:39 At that time there was just some money in the bank account, but right after certain event we needed to pay the utilities and electric bill and water bill. 4:56 And then when I paid all there was a balance of about 10,000 U.S. dollar. But everyone can you do the CLF conference with the 10,000 U.S. dollar? 5:16 Do you think so the gas fee and preparation food while we need thinking com and venue and brochure Flyers and snacks and hotel and many many other things. 5:38 So my heart I wanted to holding 10,000 U.S. dollar. I know I can't make it, but in my heart this is a kind of last money that I had. 5:58 So let me hold it 10,000 U.S. dollar. But you know shoe stone is very very hot but winter time even though shoe stone is a Texas but winter season also very cold. 6:18 So at that time our Chapel there was no ruffle AC and the heater, but my church property was not enough to oh let Witnessington come and sleep and take shower. 6:37 So what I did let them sleep in the Chapel like this. So no bed, no bunk bed, just to be prepared doing a cut the personal portable bed and then set up 123 like the Army 12345678 and then because evening time was very cold I need to purchase certain heater. 7:12 When I think about it, we have only 10,000 U.S. dollar but if we purchase the heater I think we need at least 2. 7:27 So when I calculate the money I don't want either the cold one because I think I can't use this money. 7:42 This is the last money that I had. But anyway caught I feel like the ocean was to using the money even I don't want it. So I purchased 2 units and the labor fee installation and then 2 units of Asian heater leftover money 6000 USD dollar. 8:13 So my heart is more urgent and anxious. Oh my God, now witnessing team is coming. We need to prepare food and gas and then with the 6000, if I don't have this, if I use more, Oh no, it's not going to work. 8:36 So in my heart I wanted to holding them money as a final church, a balance. But one day one pastor called me. Pastor, when is the start witnessing or maybe a week later? 8:57 Then did you prepare brochures and Flyers? So I said, oh, is it not the New York church prepare for us? No Pastor, the Houston church is your host, so you should better print out brochures and Flyers because until that moment we used to accustom to receive it because New York pastor print out when we have a Christmas contada the New York church receive the take the burden and financially and print out all the brochures all the Flyers. 9:42 So because you know other church pastor provide to us, we not then much calculate actually how many we need. So OK 100,000 OK 150,000 Flyers do we need but he said no pastor Houston is host so your church needed to print out. 10:11 So my heart, Oh my God, print out the brochure and from the moment I need to calculate 1 by how many pages in the brochure when we receive it. 10:31 One brochure either training, 4 pages, 30 pages. Actually, it does not matter because I think a pastor is going to buy for us. But when you're trying to print out depends on how many pages the price increasing, right? 10:49 Because we will print out not only 100 to 200, at least 1000 to thousands. OK, let's remove this page. Let's delete this page. So we made the final brochure designs and Flyers. 11:09 So when I calculated how much is the cost, it's almost 6000. Only print out the brochures and Flyers. 11:24 We have only 6000, but if print, but even though I can say no because we needed to do it because once witnessing to come, we need to prepare the Flyers and brochures at least and let them take it out and start to witnessing. 11:43 So I can say no at the same time I can say yes because I know only we have a 6000, but that year I feel like it's not pastor, it's not church. 12:05 God wanted to let us prepare everything, but in my heart very nervous, very worries. If we spend all then how we can prepare food, how we can prepare gas, how we can do this, how we can that. 12:26 But I need to print out. But later another pastor call me Esther. Have you ever think about the flight ticket for the ministers, which has a few members because to help you, they come to your place, drove their car and sometimes a flight, but their church member only 10, only 5. 12:57 Some church only training and they may have a lot of a burden, but Houston church is your host. So after witnessing at least you prepare the flight tickets, at least you think about the gas fee. 13:17 Even when I was in Albuquerque church, when I went to other church witnessing some pastors, she prepared some gas before me. So I knew it. I knew it. So I said I knew it, but but I knew it. 13:34 But how? Where? So you know preparation, I don't know how many part are you think about the conference, but as I'm a director, I need to think up show Tabernacle even right now. 14:00 But when I was in Houston to this and this and this and this. So sometimes without any mind just following, OK, let's do this, But on the other side, a lot of a burden about the financial things and many different things. 14:18 How I can taking care of ministers, how we provide the money for them, gas fee, a lot of things. But when I check the church balance only 6000, can I reduce the print out the brochures? 14:36 If I print out 2000 I need to use all money. But what if I print out only thousand maybe only 4000. I have like $2000. 14:51 What I have to do? If I reduce the amount of a print out the brochure I may get some balance but we can't approach many churches. But if we print out all there is no money at all. 15:10 So in my heart what I have to talk. I was hesitated, I was just struggling. 15:19 Reflecting on Hagar's Scarcity and My Own Lack of Faith But one day I was reading the Bible and cause show me this word about Hagar the Abram take her out of her house with Isaac. 15:41 At that time Isaac has one bottle of water. OK, could you could you look at the Bible, Genesis chapter 21 verse 14? 16:10 Speaker 2 And Abraham rose up. 16:11 Speaker 1 Early in the morning and. 16:15 Speaker 2 Took bread and a. 16:18 Speaker 1 Bottle of water. 16:20 Speaker 2 And gave it unto Hagar, and putting it on her shoulder and the child, and sent her away, and she departed and wandered in the wilderness. 16:33 Speaker 1 Of Fesheba. So now Hagar and person what they have only one bottle of water? 16:48 Speaker 2 And bread where? 16:52 Speaker 1 They are in the wilderness. So I think about it. What if I'm Hegel? I have only one son, and with him? OK, let's go out. We can't stay here anymore. 17:08 But it's the wilderness. How? Thirsty. But only have one bottle of water. If you are Hagar, what are you going to do? 17:24 You have only one bottle of water. What do you want to do? Well, do you want to drink all? Oh, OK, I'm thirsty. I don't care. 17:40 Finish. So if I'm haggle, I think let's make the plan how to save this one bottle of water as much as we can. Mommy, I'm thirsty. I know not only you, I'm thirsty too. 17:58 But if we drink all, we are going to die. So I will give you Tin Saman to border. Drink it, drink it. OK, now we have this, but we use this tomorrow. Let us skip the breakfast, lunch, dinner time. 18:16 Let us think little bit. So I think hey Gal might be made a plan how we can save this one bottle of water as much as she can. 18:31 I don't think she drink all at a time but anyway everyone she's trying to save that water as much as she can. But look at 1st 15 and the water was spent in the bottle. 18:57 If I give you 1 bottle of water, how many days can you use that water one hour? 19:13 Well, if you don't have any patience, finish one day one, one day maybe before the lunch. But if we have some patience, let me make the plan then. How many days? 19:30 2 days. Let's think there is no water at all. You have only one bottle of water. How many days can you use this water? Two days. Is there anyone can use only one bottle of water for for a week? 19:50 3 days. So everyone what I'm trying to say to you, either you trying to save it or not, what is our conclusion that one bottle of water not enough at all? 20:07 Either you can use one day or two days if you are very you know the person to make the best plan if we have a patience. You can use it like one or two days longer than the other people, but the conclusion is with that amount of water, you can't live in the wilderness. 20:33 But when I was reading this word, I reflected my heart. Hey Joshua, you are same like the haggle. What are you doing now? 20:50 Oh my church account only have 6000. OK, how can I save this as much as I can. Oh, I needed to print out 2000 brochures then everything is gone. 21:07 Then let me print out 4000 then I may save at least 2000 U.S. dollar. Then we do 2000 U.S. dollar. Let me prepare some food, let me prepare some gas. So God asked me, go ahead. 21:27 What about week later? What about two weeks later? What about your venue fee? What about the food? What about flight ticket? Do you think you can do it when you're trying to save as much as you can? 21:50 1 bottle of water. So actually I didn't know that, but when I was reading this word, this word of God reflecting myself, oh, I don't have a faith. 22:08 I want to try to prepare in my limitation. What are you having right now? I know it's not enough, but I don't want to use all for the gospel. 22:25 I want to save it as much as I can. So with this water, I want to protect myself. I want to protect my son. I was very shameful when I read this word ah this is how I preparing the works of God. 22:49 Even though I said OK let me prepare, let me pour my heart. But when money issue I was just so sensitive ah let me save it. If I don't have even $1000 everyone whole amount of money to preparing CLF conference then 1000 U.S. dollar how how much percentage maybe 1% or 2% but in my thought even 1% I needed to save it. 23:24 It looks like one drop of water in the one part of the water. But this word of God reflect to me. I was just so shameful. This is how I prepare this when I pour all of my heart, when I'm spent all photo gossip. 23:48 But always I need to prepare my leisure, my own, my own spaces. Even though church is hard, I want to save my own. This is my mindset. 24:05 But that year, this is who I am. But cop pushing me spent all I don't want it but there was no choice. So I print out about 6000 valuable brochures and Flyers. 24:25 Nothing in church account from the moment even I don't want it. What we need to do everywhere when I have a certain Ledger, even thousand, I know that's not enough, but that thousand U.S. dollar prevent. 24:48 Let me pray to God because even I have 1000. They're how foolish, right? But anyway, from the moment we start to prayer God, I'm not kidding God listen carefully. 25:05 I'm not joking. I really don't have anything. God, you know me. You not only knew me, you knew the church account, right? Literally, we don't have anything. If you do not help us, we can't prepare. 25:24 But please help us, please. So we start to pray, pray and pray. 25:35 Learning from Pastor Park: Emptying Ourselves for God's Provision But you know, I remembered, oh Pastor Park, his testimony, you know, when he prepared the Christmas Cantara, even we preparing our own. It's not easy, right? 25:50 But he made a plan 28 cities Christmas Cantara tour. And do you know what New York church did it? New York Church print out all the cities Flyers and brochures. 26:07 They take the burden because Pastor Younger Puck believe giving is better than receiving. So whenever he had a chance, he's trying to spend money for the gospel. 26:22 So we will take the burden. It's not easy at all. Everyone issues of money plus the gas feed the bus 28 U.S. cities. The distance is not like this not one hour, not 30 minutes, 15 hours, sometimes 24 hours bus and truck rental truck. 26:51 But he took that burden. Viruses giving is better than blessing. I know. I'm sorry. I'm sorry about that. 27:06 Keeping is better than receiving. Is he believe it? And he want to spend his money for the gospel one day, he said. Everyone, do you think New York Church has a lot of money? 27:23 That's why we print out your brochures. No, sometimes I don't have any money. I know our bus might be stopped next to city because no guest. 27:39 He knew that, but he started only relying on card. Card you know my account, you know everything. But this is we don't focus, so I don't have any money, but let me go. 27:58 So he use all he has his personal things and church things and the one day he said while I was preparing Kantara, we need shoes of money, but what I learned from God, the wisdom of God, it was as much as possible. 28:28 If I empty my own, God is going to fulfill it. So he said. This is what I realized when I was preparing Christmas Kantara. I am a person for holding my own, but when I was holding it, God couldn't help me. 28:49 But when I make empty everything belongs to me. From the moment God is a fulfill everything what we need. So I remember it. Ah, even I don't want it. 29:05 Maybe God wanted to teach us because everyone the same car, but depends on the option, the price is vary right? Even in our heart, many different options even receive salvation. 29:21 Someone wanted to serve the gospel, someone wanted to do this so depends on option. We needed to learn many things in Christ, right, But I couldn't learn that option because I want to save my own because I want to my safe John. 29:41 But that year God let us suspend the whole. I was a very nervous anxiety and how could we prepare But when I heard the pastor Young Gopak testimony. It's nothing he spends all in church and 20 ACD. 30:03 Can you imagine they make the plan on how much money he needs, But what he realized when I was holding minds. I couldn't experience God. But when I empty all car is going to fulfill it. 30:20 So when I read Hagar's story, I was just so shame. I'm a, say same person. Like Hagar. Let me save this one bottle of water. Then I can live with my children maybe 3 days, four days. 30:39 Everyone we can live 3 days, four days. But what is a conclusion one day, this amount of water right now finish with that water. We can't, we can't So what? 30:55 We need something else from God without his mercy and grace. If will he not prepare something for us with my own limitation, no matter how want I want to holding it, save it, it's not going to work. 31:20 So we spent all somehow very burdened, but somehow very free, whatever. I don't have anything so. 31:31 Speaker 2 One day. 31:35 Speaker 1 We need the 15 cargo ban. So I announced our brother, sisters, brother sisters. I need a cargo ban. But if we have because if we want to rent it, we need to pay another additional cost. 31:51 But if anyone who has a cargo van, please help us. But there was one brother. He recently connected the church. He came to me pastor. I have a cargo van, but I'm not using. So what I did, I opened the cargo van, I put the all the stuff in the cargo van and I'm using it like the storage. 32:16 Why are you using that as a storage? Please bring to the church. So he cleaned up everything and he brought the one cargo van. So this is how we could use and then the brothers sisters. 32:32 So should they participate the offering and many different ways cost her to providing 1 by 1. 32:39 Stewardship: Using Wealth for God's Purpose, Not Our Own But one day I read the honor the word of God. Could you open the one more Bible verse. It was Colossians chapter 1. Colossians, chapter one, verse 16. 33:01 Colossians chapter one, verse 16. For by Him were all things created that are in heaven and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be Thrones or dominions or principalities or powers. 33:28 All things were created by Him and for Him. One day I read this word and what is in my mind? 33:43 Dominions, principalities, powers, visible, invisible, all things were created by him and for him, for him. 34:06 So I had my own concept, the CEO, the president, supermarket owner or you know, the high person. I think how they became a CEO because they study hard, because they had a good business. 34:28 So that's why when I asked some donation, I think he's very high, I'm very small. So I was kind of a begging. Could you give me some money? Could you help us? 34:44 So if we smile, my heart is very comfortable. Oh, look at his face. He just smiled. He might be open his heart, but if Hey, who are you then? Oh, he closes the heart. But one day I read this word, what I realize oh, the reason why you became a CEO reason are you become a the owner of the company because you become the owner of your business, not because of you doing good, not because of some other reason, because of God. 35:23 Why because of fool him? Then if it is true, then let me visit them and let them use their money for the right purpose. 35:39 God said for him. Then how they spend their money right now for them? Because they don't know why God gave that title to them. They don't know why God blessed them to become a owner of a company. 35:58 They think because I did good, so this is my money, I want to use it for my desires. But Bible said not for you, for God. Then let me visit there. Let me explain how they use their money for the right purpose. 36:17 So I had the confidence once this word of God came into me. Yeah, let me visit. Where should I go? When I look at the list, what I visited, there was one paper company vice president. 36:35 Let me go. This person first. I went there. Hello. She's she's the very tall and Caucasian. 36:52 How can I help you? So few seconds. But no, no, I want to talk with you. OK, Come on in. 37:08 So we said together how can I help you? So I said well you might be feel like very awkward, but I want to tell you something. 37:23 Are you Christian? Yes, I am. Do you believe in God? Yes. Yeah. Why? Why? Do you believe in the word of God? Yes, of course. How can I help you? 37:38 Well this morning I read the Bible is Colossians chapter one verse 16. Do you have a Bible? Could you open the verse so he feel like who are you? The Bible says all things were created by him for him. 38:03 What I believe the reason why you became a vice president of a paper company for God? So I want to prepare some gas fee because we are preparing shoes event for Christians. 38:24 So could you support the gas fee? In the morning he felt like some weird man came to the office and opened the Bible. Give me the money and who are you? 38:43 So he said OK, how much do you want? So I said $10,000. He just left. $10,000 no, it's too much, too much. 39:07 But if you come back tomorrow, I can give you 400 dollars, $400 is it OK for you? So in my heart, of course why not? 39:23 But I feel I said like calm down and or only 400. You don't want it. No, I want it come back. So I went back to his office. He wrote the $400.00 checks. 39:41 I got it, but I was just so thankful not because of a receiver $400.00. Ah, when I step forward relying on the word of God, this waterfall guy is not a lie, at least he spent 400 for him. 40:01 Let me visit other place. So there was one sources company. His name is Owner, name is King so I want to meet him. But he was just so busy. 40:16 I went to the parking lot. I miss one time 2 * 3 * 5 times. Eventually I found his car in the parking lot. Oh, let's go. So I went to his office. Hello, Sir. 40:32 He's kind of old. How can I help you? Are you Christian? No, I'm carefully Oh, it's OK, it doesn't matter. 40:50 But do you believe in God? Do you believe in Bible? Yes, of course. How can I help you? This morning I read the Colossians one verse 26. 41:06 I'm a pastor but what I believe the reason why you became associated company president not because of you for caught. So what I need We are preparing such a big event. 41:25 I want to prepare some gas fee. Could you help us? How much do you want $10,000? He's just laughing. 41:41 Who are you? Are you a big customer of our sources company? No, honestly, I never take that sausage. I don't know, just I need the money. 42:00 So he said, oh, 10% is too much. I can prepare that that money. I I can, but if we come back again I can give you 2500 U.S. dollar is OK for you? 42:23 Of course, why not? So I visit again. He gave me 2500 check and I said King. His name is King, King, King, Sir, Sir, Sir King. 42:40 But whatever, King, President, King, if I bring back the receipt of gas, could you provide another 2500? 42:56 So he said, let me think about it. But he support one more time, you know, I was just so thankful and I couldn't remember how we prepared, but anyway, we did it. 43:17 But like this wake up provide 1 by 1 but not only experience what he prepared, but my personally, I had experienced the word of God how God provide for us. 43:38 Trusting God's Unseen Well for the Jamaica CLF I feel like I am a person like Hagar even I am a pastor. I receive salvation, but I always divided. This is just churchy things. This is mine. I have to save for my life for my children. 43:57 So I know my water is not enough, but let me keep it as long as I can. This was my mindset, but God was not pleased. 44:14 So God let me use all. Even I was afraid. After that, God showed me how He provided for us. Everyone, let's go back to the Genesis chapter. 44:32 Speaker 2 21 one more time. 44:39 Speaker 1 From verse yeah 152115 and the water was spent in the bottle at that time. 44:55 How test here in the heart of Hagar Isaac, he didn't know anything because he only looking at the mom. Mommy, do you have water? But hey girl, no, there is no water. 45:12 So even though she want to give, she couldn't so and she has the child under one of the shrubs shrubs. Look at 16. 45:28 And she went and sat her down over against him, a good way of as it were, ball shot for she said let me not see the death of the children child. 45:46 And she sat over against him and lifted her voice and wept. Maybe. 46:03 I don't want to see my children is dying. So because why? Because she thought this is the only water that they had. She wanted to save it as much as she can but finally ran out of the water. 46:21 Then there was no hope. So this is how hey girl started crying but everyone look at this verse 19 and God opened her eyes and she saw a well of water. 46:42 Speaker 2 And she went and. 46:43 Speaker 1 Filled the bottle with water and gave the lead drink. Once her bottle of water finished. Then what happened? 46:59 Cut open her eyes and cut provide not one bottle of water, water from the well continually but while she was just focusing on the 1 bottle of water, even though cut prepared, her eyes were closed. 47:23 So the reason why God later used her whole bottle of water because God wanted to show her what God prepared for her and tried while I was focusing on my limitation, I couldn't have any hope toward God because I was focusing to save it and keep it. 47:52 But once God let me use all and then there was no choice. And from that moment God gave me the word of God and God provide everything 1 by 1 even though we not expected. 48:08 So this is how we prepared the Houston CLF. I have a lot of hope, not only CLF itself. After CLF, what are we going to do? 48:24 Many pastors wanted to invite us to their church and city tour. I don't know what God really wants to us, but I feel like He really wants to a lot to Jamaica. 48:40 Why we are preparing, there are many challenges, right, Especially this time much bigger venue than last year and we are making the Tabernacle and then the we are making the costumes and this and that. 48:59 Because the venue is big, we need to to prepare more machines and more microphone and more. So a lot of cost we need to spend. We already spent. 49:16 But this morning when I think about this word, yes, Esther said we are peak church, our church's headquarter. But what if we have a mindset to receive it? 49:37 It's not bless us. We need to spend it. We need to host it. We need to have a mindset. This is my our own conference. So rather than expecting other people, other churches, we need to taking care of it. 49:58 That is important mindset. If we expecting other church, other pastors, our church will never grow up, so let us bury. 50:14 So this time we print our whole Flyers here. You know that we print our whole Flyers, whole brochures and 12 banners here. Some people said, of course, because we host, but so far we used to receive it from the USA. 50:39 Of course they need to prepare for us. But I didn't know that mindset. We continually receive one at a certain moment. We need to repent, receive true giving. 50:57 We are not a small church. We can bear it, we can do it. That's why I can't allow this event to us. I don't want to expect maybe some church going to support us, maybe pastor supporters. 51:16 Of course in their side, if they willing to do it welcome. But in our side from the beginning, they might be help us at the church might be supporters. No, we are not the church which is receiving. 51:36 We needed to give to other church. So let us print out all. So we print out all the Flyers, all the brochures, we import all the machines, mic and mic stands, cables. 51:57 We did everything and we paid contract fee 7000 U.S. dollar and I want to pay the balance too. Of course we don't have enough fund, but what I believe God will help us. 52:14 This morning I remember this word. Yes, all things created by God and for him, right? 52:29 If we use our time, if we use our own forgot why he is going to not helping us. So our mind was wrong. Let us receive no let us keep, let us bear it. 52:50 Let us host it. I believe God is going to help us because Pastor Young Park always said had always health he always provide. 53:07 But what we afraid? What if we use one bottle of water then me and my child is going to die because of that fear. We need to drink that water but we hesitated. 53:26 Let us save even 1/3 even though it can't save us, but as much as fast when we use that bottle of water. Then what happened? God open our eyes. 53:42 God let us see what he prepare for us. So everyone to see here, if God allow it, let us use money, even though there is not enough church account, let us use it. 54:01 Let us support all of ours and let's see how God prepares, how I don't want to calculate in the future with the calculation, we can't do it. 54:16 But let us use it for the classic papers and let us see how God prepare for us and everyone. As you know, week later we will start CLF. Are you exciting? 54:34 Only two people claim Yeah and yeah. Are you exciting still there? Either you excite or not. It doesn't matter. Cop please This conference and we met so many pastor. 54:54 I can't explain everyone, but I feel like this year, little bit different than last year really. Many, many pastors remember last year, CLF, they're willing to come and especially Tabernacle Encounters, they're really exciting. 55:15 So I don't know how many people will come, how is going on, but I don't want to calculate it just to step forward according to his will. And I believe he will help us and he will prepare everything good for us. 55:36 A Prayer for Faith, Provision, and the Jamaica CLF OK I pray, thank you Heavenly Father. We have hope to God even though we are weak and even though we have our own limitation but God always LED us to bigger things beyond our limitation. 56:02 The Lord Hagar was very sad and then she thought only one bottle of water can save her son, but when it ran out of she was very afraid and she crying out. 56:23 But that was the moment cut open her eyes and she was able to see that what God prepared for her and her children. Child the Lord we are same like Hegel, we have our own standard, we have our own limitation, so we want to save it and hold it as much as we can. 56:49 But with that amount of water, we can't leave. Eventually we need your support, we need your mercy, we need your grace. The Lord, while we are preparing the CLF conference, please bless us. 57:09 Let us out of our standard, out of our limitation. So each one of us 1 by 1, let us experience how God prepare for us, how God guiding us Lord, especially we are praying for tomorrow. 57:30 The payment to Jamaica Conference Center this year. We don't want to expect other churches are the pastors support or we want to do everything by your grace so Lord, we need the money to pay for tomorrow, but not only that the many different parts we need to your mercy in grace. 58:00 The Lord please provide for us. Also please help us to preparing the CLF. We believe through this CLF. Many pastors and leaders, they will receive salvation. 58:15 Open their heart and accept your word. The Lord, please bless our brothers and sisters and please guide us. Thank you Lord, and I prayed in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.