203 - MK ULTRA's Dark Origins & The Butterfly People

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The answer led to one of the darkest secret programs ever uncovered: MKULTRA. And one psychiatrist crossed a line few thought possible attempting to erase a person's identity and rebuild it from nothing. The victims survived, but many say their minds never did. This is Ninjas Are Butterflies. This podcast is brought to you and powered by Sunday Kool. Watch this or listen. - Why don't you have your shirt off? How did this happen? Did you do this? Why are we holding hands? - Well-- - I don't have any pants on either. Do you have pants on? - Maybe. - My table. - All right. - You've really changed, man. - I don't even have a question. - I don't care. - This podcast has changed you. - Don't care. - The fame, the fortune has changed you. And it's scaring me. - It's just-- - It's good, right? - Yeah. - Get that at Costco for two bottles. For ten bucks. - What are we having? - The cold brew. - She's not allowed to talk until she's on a mic. - Also, caffeine does not dehydrate you as much as you say. It doesn't. - Okay. - I've researched-- - Let's go. - Because I've been drinking-- - I'm really hungry. - Oh, okay. - Because I just drink black coffee all the-- throughout the day, and I'm like, "Am I dehydrating myself?" And it says, "You're basically not." Like, it's like a little-- like, 95% exactly the same thing as just drinking water. - They say that you need to drink two glasses of water for every cup of coffee. - I-- - That's what I thought. - I doubt it. Not the research I looked into yesterday. Or the day before. - Do you AI it? - No, of course not. Google links, baby. Google links. I don't trust AI when it comes to actual, like, health stuff. - That's all I use for health stuff. - Sorry. - What? - What? What do you mean? - You trust Google over AI for health? - Google links? Not, like, Google's AI. Like, actual, like, articles or, like, what people say. - Why? Do you think the robots are out to get you? Or are they-- - I just don't think they're reliable. - I'd say they're probably more reliable than the medical industry-- - I was gonna say that-- - --where everyone has differing views. - I'm not saying they're freaking doctors. - Well, I'm not going to, like, go to DemocratsHealth.org. Got it right, guys? - Yeah. - Right? - Dude, speaking of Democrats, I went to the parade, the Fourth of July parade, with the girls. And I stood next to this man. It was an older man. We got there late. And parking is a nightmare. Finding a spot is a nightmare to stand. - Sure. - Kids are extremely competitive for the candy. And our girls are not yet-- they're not yet assertive. So it was like a whole thing we're learning. But this elderly-- this old gentleman-- - Mm-hmm. - --was like, "Come stand in front of us, and you can get candy and stuff." - Yeah. - He is extremely well-connected, and he wanted to tell me all about his connections. Furthermore, the Democratic parade float starts going by. - Yeah. - The Democrats are on it, throwing candy. - Yeah. - He goes, "You never gonna make it here!" - Yeah! - "You're just like your father!" - And I take-- one step to the side. I'm like, "Not associated with this man." And the woman's like, "Oh, yes, we are!" And like--oh, my gosh. - Oh, my goodness. - So stupid. - Immediately, like, "Division!" Golly. - It's literally a Fourth of July parade. What are you accomplishing? - Golly. That's ridiculous. - Ugh! - That's so funny, though. "You're never gonna make it here! You're gonna drown!" - "You're gonna drown!" - So going back to that coffee thing, literally, Google says you don't need to drink extra water to offset coffee, 'cause it's just-- it's brewed with 98% water. - Boom. Boom. Boom. - But if you rephrase the question-- - Stop reading there. - If you rephrase the question, Google AI also says for every four ounces you need to drink of coffee, you need eight ounces of water. - Mm. - But it's basically water. - Yeah, but the-- - It's just flavored water. - That's like taking a pill. Like, uh-- - But the active ingredient of caffeine is dehydrating. - A diuretic. - Well, I feel fine. - I didn't--yeah. Keep doing you. - So I'm gonna keep doing it. And I'm a doctor. - There's--no one ever died from dehydration. - Name one person. You can't. - Literally can't. - I'll tell you what. I will run a 5K where you only drink coffee and I drink water. - Okay. - I think you could use a little water. - You'd have a heart attack. - Not me. I'm not--I'm drinking water. - No, I'm saying he would have a heart attack. - I think he'd cramp up before he had a heart attack. - Wanna bet? - Let's do it. - Probably go further than 5K, but-- - The tests I've been doing have been really good. - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. - Yeah. - I'd go further than 5K, but-- - The test subject needs to be yourself. You need to run a mile with just water that day and then another mile another day with just drinking coffee all day. - It'd probably have to be, like, a week to make it, like, an actual thing, right? - Yeah. - 'Cause then you, like, have a full week of water, then you run the mile after the week's done, and then you do a-- yeah, I could probably-- - But we'll be honest. - You drink coffee the day before and then while you're running all you're drinking is coffee. - Yeah. - I think I'll still have a faster mile, but I'll just have diarrhea during the actual mile of the coffee. - Mm. - Which you're losing weight, so it's a win-win. - I gotta turn on that lamp. It's bothering me. - Oh, I'll do it. - Oh, I'll do it. - I feel better now. - I got it. - Hey, don't-- I got it, don't worry. - I'll handle it. - Just sit down. - No, I got it! - Don't go back there! - Stop! - Okay, okay. - By the way, what's actually hidden in that corner is an unboxed box. 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The only thing that touches this beard is literally water and Flying Cow Tallow. - Same. - That is it. - I even do this thing now where I'm washing my hair more. I used to not wash my hair a lot. I used to do it once a month. - Mm-hmm. - Because my hair goes poof. - Yeah. - It gets all poofy. After I wash it now, tallow. - Yeah. - Just do it on the ends. Don't do it on your, you do it up here. - Yeah. - Woof. - Look how beautiful it is. I mean, it's perfect. - He gets the most compliments out of all of us about our hair. - Yeah, so. - In your face. - In your face. - Work on yours. - Yeah, work on yours. Jerk. - Whoa, okay. That's a little too far. But I think they do have, we'll have it. We'll insert it here. I think there is one. I think there is a code for Ninja fans if they want to use it. - Okay. - Also the orange stuff that they have. - Yeah. - It comes in a big jar. - That stuff smells great. - It smells great for your skin. It's amazing. - Love me some citrus. - We got to go on record and say, we apologize for talking about the World Cup last week. We somehow jinxed the United States and everything's worthless now. - That was pretty sad. - And nothing mattered anymore. - But did you see the news this morning though? - No. - Trump just dropped three bombs on Belgium. - Oh gosh. - He just dropped three bombs. - Yeah. - Could you imagine? - It's alliation, man. - I genuinely think it's his fault. - Everything we talked about the World Cup is completely irrelevant by the time that episode came out. - Yeah. - Like the whole Simpsons thing, the Portugal and Mexico. - Yeah. - Both out. - Really? - Yeah. - Oh no. - So we're not going to talk about any future games because they're going to happen. - Well, or let's talk about the people we don't want to win. Let's talk about them and how well they're doing so that they drop out. Now who's your pick? Let's just, and then we'll end it there. Who's your pick to win? - We're team Norway. - Yeah. - Is Mexico still in? - No. - No. - Dang. - Dude, that was a really good game too. it? No, I tried to get into YouTube TV last night. It didn't work. It sent a code. I'm like, I don't know. I think Spain takes the whole thing. But I'm enjoying watching Holland. Yeah. But then we got UFC this weekend. Holloway versus McGregor. Yeah, which already happened. And McGregor won. You guys want him to win? I want to. Doesn't he have bad behaviors? He's a Christian now. A Christian. So is Max Holloway. So apparently he's the better Christian. Out of the 11 people that McGregor has fought in the UFC, only 10 out of 11 are retired and no longer in the UFC. The only one that's still in is the one he's fighting this week. How cool is that? Wait, so did he win against Holloway when he fought him? No. No. So this is going to be a big one. I mean, Holloway's probably going to win, but I would love to see McGregor come out on top. Again, it already happened, so we already know who the winner is. And he did great. And they did great. The gentleman did awesome, and I can't believe that guy won. Yeah. Yeah. Poor Dustin. What's his name? Poirier. That was a bruh. Did you watch the video? No. Oh, the flight? Yeah. Dang. He did an interview afterwards as well. With Dyer's CEO. Yeah. Yeah. Super apologetic. Didn't even want to watch the video because he's like, I'm ashamed. What happened? He got highly intoxicated. It was on Father's Day. And he basically said he was having just bad memories of his dad, and so he just started drinking and drinking and drinking and drinking. Yeah, he had two glasses of champagne on a flight, layover, went to a bar, had shots and stuff, and then just got into a fight with a flight attendant. They kicked him off the plane, and he was yelling at the flight attendants, and then the cops came, and he's like, fight me, fight me. And the cop's like, I don't want to fight you. He's like, what, are you Dustin Poirier? So he steps back as soon as he realizes who he's talking to. I don't even think he got on the plane. I thought he was talking to the flight desk person. They wouldn't let him on. Oh, Damien, let me tell you something about EMT. EMDR therapy is so good, you would benefit from it. You won't want to fight flight attendants anymore, and that will, your family will thank you. You know, she is such a champion for people doing EMDR. Are you about to be mean to me again? Let him speak. I know what he's gonna say. Let him speak. I think Lily would benefit in some areas of her life with EMDR, and she's like, I don't need it. I don't say, I'm just not that traumatized. I need therapy. I'm not saying I'm mentally well. I'm just saying I'm not that traumatized by things. You don't need to be ultra traumatized. It's just, it helps with certain aspects of your life. Yeah. Maybe the fact that you're so triggered by the idea of that therapy is proof that you need it. I'm getting therapy. Your body's rejecting it. I'm getting therapy actively. I've been seeing my therapist for like a year now. She's awesome. Maybe time to change it up. Oh my lord. You're just joking. I will say I am traumatized. One thing I am traumatized about is my arm because I was thinking about it last night. EMDR? Yeah. H-hole, dude. Uh-oh. Oh, K-hole. K-hole, not H-hole. I don't know what an H-hole is, but I don't want to go. Ketamine. Ketamine. I was thinking about how some women get ketamine to get Botox, and I was like, what a risk you take every time you go, because you could live another life. So scary. Maybe that's the point. Yeah. I mean, if you're getting Botox, you're already living another life after it's a pre-Botox and post-Botox. Yeah, true that. Did you see all those soccer players that are getting Botox? They got Botox on their forehead. For what? Vanity. I don't know. Oh. Soccer players? Yeah. FIFA players. Probably get a little cushion for that. Oh, that's actually a good point. Just a pillow on the forehead, dude. Paige had that. Have you ever seen what that looks like? That should be Andrew's got a reel when people get, like, my wife has, like, nerve issues, and they try to do a nerve block with Botox. The knee, needle that goes in, they don't, like, it's not pinpointed. They stuck it in, and then without withdrawing the thing, they literally continue to push it around her skull. Mercy. Made it so much worse. Yum. She said, now it feels like someone's, like, pulling on the different parts of her scalp where it went in. Like, there's, like, a knot that just, like, sits there. So she's, like, still having nerve pain. Also feel like that's there as well. Some people do get relief from that. Episode 300, I'm doing Botox and lip injections. Just do the handsome Squidward look. Really commit to this. We just convince him it's temporary. He'll go away, but by tonight. Speaking of Botox, do you want a song? Yeah, man. All right. Any genre you prefer on this lovely day, Lily? I'm gonna say heavy metal. Heavy metal. Well, we have an acoustic guitar, so that's perfect. That is perfect. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Okay. Go ahead. In our own time. No rushes. I pooped the bed and then I crashed my car into a lake. I pulled my doctor's hair out cause I thought that it was fake. I am tested all my money into Bowflex and Jello. But in case you didn't know, it's all because of MK Ultra. I thought that I should probably warn you. It's because of mind control. All out of mind control. All thanks to MK Ultra. I snuck into a zoo and fed a clock to my giraffe. I got a tattoo of Goviri just to make me laugh. I swapped out all the babies that were in the nursery. I think it's plain to see. It's all because of MK Ultra. It's cause of the CIA that I'm acting pretty strange. Wow. Very good. Are you guys, I got an MK Ultra video on my For You page today. Wow. Maybe mind control is working on other levels cause that's what we're talking about today. We are talking about it. Buckle up folks. We are. Just dabbling in it. I'm gonna touch on it just a tad. Dip our toe in folks. Ah! Ah! So. That was a good song guys. Thanks. Thank you. Was I off rhythm? Is that why you were? No. I was just trying to get myself on rhythm. Got it. Um. Hey, you're okay. You're good. You did great. I don't do overthink everything. Just overly sensitive. Yeah, you're good dude. You did very good. Okay. You guys don't talk about me when we're off the pod, right? No. No. Like when I go to the bathroom you guys That doesn't happen? No. Of course not dude. Okay. Cool. Um. You know what's not cool? What? Today's question. Dang it. I know I'm gonna do this over and over and over again every week. Yeah. Could've said better myself. But we gotta do it. We gotta do it. Stomach's growling. You hungry? Yeah. Hungry for some answers. I am hungry for some answers. And I think this will be easy enough. Uh. Um. There's a lot of people traveling in this country right now. Yeah. It's the end of the summer. People are trying to get their last trips in. Yeah, but we got a bunch of um. Foreigners over here for the World Cup. Just traveling around. Planes, trains, automobiles, buses. That's great. John Cain. And so I think it's just an appropriate question to ask. Lily, do you feel like bus drivers maybe deserve a raise? Seems simple enough. I don't. I am not educated enough in the in what they're paid. That's fair. That's fair. But I mean it's our question. Do you think bus drivers deserve our respect? Yeah. Alright. Do you support bus drivers? Yeah. As long as they are good people. Yeah. Lily supports all bus drivers. She respects them. She respects them. She says pay them more for what they do. That's what she said. I never said that. They didn't do enough. No, they didn't. In fact, do more. I never said that either. Because you deserve it. You deserve everything good coming towards you because of what you've done. And of course, Lily, we're talking about bus driver James Blake. Who's that? Don't act like you don't know who bus driver James Blake is. Bus driver James Blake. You know who he is. I don't know. Take one guess. The bus driver James Blake doesn't ring a bell to you. No. How about James Blake move from your seat, Rosa. Oh my gosh. Rosa Parks, Lil. So yeah, I guess James Blake according to Lily, good job. You know what this is? This is Lily giving a pat on the back to James Blake. I don't agree with that. Well, you did agree with it. You said it yourself. You said bus drivers deserve our respect, specifically James Blake. I can't wait for ancestry DNA to come back. and it shows down her family tree that that was her great-great-grandpa. I forgot about that. I forgot about that. You forgot about the segregation? No, I forgot about the ancestry. You forgot about the civil rights movement? I could never forget about the civil rights movement. How could you forget about that, Lil? A lot of terrible things happened. That was a dark time in U.S. history. I'm a compassionate person. A dark time. Very dark. I don't believe her. I don't know what to believe anymore. Well, I guess you guys heard it here first. According to Lily, segregation never happened. What? Bus drivers that were racist? Dang. She wants Rosa to sit back down. No. Oh my gosh. What are you talking about? We're going to show. Did I say ninja? I meant butterfly. The butterfly is no doubt one of God's greatest as an M.T.O.I. You learned martial arts! Ninjas attack! Endless summer escapes start here. Beat the heat. Get your tickets today. At netflix.com/house. Beat the heat. and ready. Dude. In the front is where I want her to sit. She goes, "No." You forgot her gong. Welcome to the show, ladies and gentlemen. What a good noise. Hey, fun fact about, um, I guess it's not really a fun fact, but it's just his history. How it all broke down is James Blake was a notorious racist bus driver. So he ran one lady off the road in her car, Lucille something. I can't remember her last name. I'm so sorry that I forgot her last name, but, um, she was ran off. And so he was very like notorious for just doing terrible things. They got into like a big fight and everything like that. He followed her or whatever. And so Rosa got onto his bus one time. And she got on, she pays, and then he says, you have to use the back door for the bus. And they had a back entrance. And so she gets off the bus and then he just takes off without her. Oh, that's so awful. It's terrible. Takes her money and then drives off. And then, uh, later on they, you know, the, I think it was the NCAAP, whatever, I don't know the acronym for that. But they assigned her as the face of that movement. And then they had her go onto that bus with two other people, two or three other people. And, um, that was it. So very cool. It is very disturbing that that was not long ago. Oh, it's crazy. No, it was like a hundred years ago. No, dang. It's so crazy. It's crazy. I saw a video the other day that really shaped or changed my perspective on things. It was an African American gentleman that went to Africa for the first time. And of course he was raised in America. And so he has that kind of like, um, you know, background, cultural background. He goes to Africa and he gets in a taxi. I. I wish I remember the gentleman's name, but he gets in a taxi and the guy is like, welcome home. And he takes him to all the best spots in that city that he's visiting. And at the very end, he takes him to the beach and they've had this like amazing day and it's the nighttime and they're at the beach and the taxi driver stops, starts crying. He's like crying his eyes out. And he's like, this is where we lost you thinking about the transatlantic slave trade taken from his ancestry across the ocean. And the guy quoted. He was. Like nobody, everybody goes and visits all these famous shipwrecks and all this stuff. And they, they look for all of this lost treasure in the ocean, but nobody talks about the 2 million African people who died at sea and were caught in 2 million. Have you ever heard that finger before? That's crazy. Yeah. Yeah. How I just threw over the side of the ships. Oh, that's awful. There's terror. Yeah. There's terrible stories of that. Where like, if like they were sinking or if. If there are sickness on board, they're all chained up together. And so they would just throw one and they're all just be sunk into their graves. Horrific. Yeah. It was terrible. Terrible. Shout out Johnny Depp. People aren't cargo. Hmm. Maybe I'll call you. I'm still mad about that. It's not me. Where's our own gone? Where's all the rum gone? Dude, I saw an all inclusive resort. Speaking of beaches. What? I saw an all inclusive resort in like St. Thomas or something. And part of their shtick is that they put bottles of rum in the ocean and you go snorkeling for bottles of rum. Okay. That's kind of cool. That is pretty cool. There's an all inclusive resort that I want to go to in Montana. Oh, boy. Believe it or not. You could go there and it's just like they do everything. Fly fishing, horseback riding. There's 2000 elk. You could just go around. You have a golf cart, four wheelers. You just drive around five star all inclusive resort in Montana. That would just take me off to look at elk and I'll be able to do it. Just appreciate nature. Enjoy God's creation. Come on. I got to kill something in me. You don't always have to kill. Apparently you can't even go there and like you have to win a lottery to be able to hunt. Like you can't just get a license. Good. I'm grandfathered in. It's been a grandfathered in. Yeah. You guys see all this stuff with James. Franco. Yeah. What's going on with him? Catch me up. I don't know anything about it. I've just seen that. I don't know a whole lot about it either, but it's, it has to be a publicity stunt, right? It's got to be marketing for a new movie or project he's doing because he's been blacklisted for a while. Yeah. Yeah. Well, now he's back in the public eye and he's doing these weird videos where he's like, he's saying like, I'm really James Franco. I'm not promoting anything. There's some, some serious stuff going on and I can't tell everything yet. But then he's talking about disclosure and that he has alien friends and just like this really weird stuff. And again, it's probably not, it's a stunt probably, but still weird. Very strange. Yeah. Um, yeah. What do you think it is? You think it's just a movie or a project? It has to be a movie. Yeah. Cause he has been in the limelight a little bit more. I know David Dobrik is like one of the first times like he came out in the limelight a little bit. Yeah. Um, I don't know. When's the, when's the, isn't there another? Spider-Man coming back soon? Yeah. This month. That would be an interesting. Oh, if he came back as a multi-gobbler. Oh my gosh. They wouldn't do that. I don't think, I don't think they would do that. If he was losing his mind and seeing the same way his dad died. Oh yeah. You're right. Cause he had, he heard voices and he was talking like it was creepy. I remember that, you know, the voices in the mansion be a sick PR. Listen to me. Yeah. Um, my favorite thing about the videos, my favorite thing about the videos that he's making is all. All the people in the comments are like, all right, James, I'm here temporarily. Show me what you got. Just for a second. It's so funny. Can you guys hear me chewing? It's obnoxious. Really? No. Okay. You're good. Just push it farther away. She like punched it last time. She's like, can you hear me chewing? I was like, no, but I did hear that. Yeah. He said stuff like he has real alien friends. There's something not human in his garage. He'll soon reveal evidence and that it's not a bit. Oh, I'm trying to think of what it could be. You know, it's gotta be a movie or something. Right. Cause he's just, I don't know. He is wackadoodle. I think a little bit, but he's also a very good actor. Yeah. If you see the clips, the clip where he's like talking to his two friends on the couch, his two friends are terrible at acting. You can definitely tell they're acting. Yeah. James Franco. You could believe though. Yeah. A hundred percent. I believe in James Franco. What did he do? That was so bad. Why don't you just talk to my God? No, please. We're all hungry. We haven't eaten either. You just ate a whole sub. I ain't half a sub. Hey, you guys are rushing me. You know, I've eaten like 2000 calories in the last week from this freaking stomach. But it's good that I want to eat. I get here. You just made me sit down immediately. I can't even talk to my friend John about his wedding. You did talk to him for like 20 minutes. No, not even close. Oh, my goodness. James Franco faced widespread backlash. This is Google AI and civil lawsuit after multiple women, including former students at his acting school. Studio four accused him of misconduct, abuse of power and coercive behavior. Oh, I don't. There was settlement. There was no actual. It's all allegations. I don't believe he's convicted of anything. There's not conviction, but that's that's the tough thing with Hollywood, man. It's like where you draw that line, like because you put there's people other other people that are in movies that are in power that are producers that are all a lot worse not that we're comparing but it's like and then or that it's accepted page sent me uh patame um what's her name yeah there's a clip where george lucas when she turned 18 because she was younger they did the episode where her and anakin or the the movie where they're like falling in love and so they're talking about the sensual nature of like one of the outfits that he designed oh but it like as he describes like i'm not gonna use the words because it's like puts that much ick in me but i'm like it's it's equally like weird or like jerry seinfeld dating a 17 year old yeah that's picking her up at high school and stuff when he was like 40 years old it's like that's a little strange right that's i think shane gillis there shane gillis the uh the founding father's bit where like where we where do we draw the line 16 age of consent yeah it's weird it's so weird man it's it's wacky hollywood hollyweird am i right yeah i just came up with that that is hollyweird speaking of hollyweird do you hear about that girl that lost memory from pooping oh my word no but i'm scared now all right i'm just gonna read the news article because it says it way better yeah in a bizarre medical case that sounds almost unreal a woman in hong kong reportedly reportedly lost around 10 years of her memory following an intense straining caused by severe constipation doctors believe that the cause of constipation is severe constipation the episode was linked to a rare condition known as transient global amnesia which can be triggered by extreme physical strain and temporary temporarily disrupts blood flow and oxygen to the brain although most of her long-term memory returned after receiving medical care the specific period surrounding the incident remains completely blank medical experts warn that extreme physical exertion even in unexpected situations can occasionally affect brain function highlighting uh brain function highlighting how pushing the body too far can come with serious and unpredictable consequences oh my word so she can remember everything long term but everything around the event the event she doesn't remember now seems just like she just wants to forget the time she pooped she was pooped so much that she had to go to the hospital and wrote articles about her i want people to forget that too that's crazy fecal amnesia how terrifying would that be you're just pooping so hard and also you're like where am i i'm who am i but also you got dudes last week yeah i guess a little bit with throwing up and passing out yeah but you got dudes who are like crushing ultra marathons and stuff and so it's like how far does the body have to get pushed for that to happen yeah or how gnarly was this duke for it to like actually cause that yeah that's like yeah that's crazy i felt yeah when i was throwing up i felt like my eyes are coming out of my skull it's terrible so i'm like oh my god i'm like oh my god i'm like oh my god i'm like oh lucky i didn't get amnesia with that no i know you were you were like i'm so confused i'm so confused and then you passed out i did your tooth always been chipped it has okay did you catch yourself with your pinkies is that why they're bent yeah ouch look what happened speaking of bent pinkies you saw that player from england oh my it was after they played mexico okay so they beat mexico and um he's one of their better guys do you know do you remember his name uh he's a legend he's an older guy um center back but he didn't play the game like they he was off but they're celebrating in the little uh led screens that surround the field you know like the walls yeah his teammate jumped over it and he was jumping over it slipped fell down his arm went snap jordan henderson it's on camera yeah oh snaps his arm and so they had to leave him in mexico because he had to get surgery it was that severe it was that bad abandoned him in mexico yeah yeah i saw a video where you could hear it but i'm pretty sure it was added but that's brutal man yeah um did you hear about the the you remember the fema waffle house guy the person that was really high up in fema um the director yeah he was yeah i can't remember its official title but i thought he was the director he was the director of fema yeah so he got like instantly transported into a waffle house and he can't explain it yeah like it just happened and so a he just had to step down they or they forced him to step down i don't know but like that that's a case i want us to hopefully that just doesn't just like get swept under the rug i'm like i want to know what's happening here especially with all the allegations that go against fema and like how they use them to abuse power and emergency situations like he'd be a good case of messing with his head to get rid of him if you see if he had seen too much i mean you obviously just put him off as crazy yeah you get transported into a waffle house that's the perfect recipe for like yeah you can't take this guy seriously yeah he we gotta get rid of him whack-a-doodle i think that's just the wildest thing i mean i'm just just like waking up maybe he just had a poop really bad maybe he was pooping his pants in the car possibly i saw a video the other day talking about you know like in the 50s maybe i may even get in the timeline wrong but how like when women would give birth they would just basically give them this shot and then they'd wake up and their baby would be in their arms and they missed the whole birth yep it was a um the chemical compound of that shot they call it like twilight birth or something like that you experience you're cognizant you're awake and you're birthing and you're pushing and you're taking direction from the doctor but you forget everything right they could be using that to make that guy think he's just woke up in a waffle house i mean totally i mean that's that's what we're gonna be talking about today with mk ultra stuff like this stuff was happening way back in the 40s yeah dude like this stuff was been in like because it's a way to control people and uh i mean they used it for all types of stuff and so it is fascinating you never know i mean it didn't just stop because of mk ultra no they perfected it yeah they perfected it now it's more of a it could be definitely a media can think it could be a frequency thing anything you can to control people or affect them some way and alter their mindset i think it's i think it's media i think media does a lot of yeah obviously it's not just media but yeah for sure like now they've they've realized that we have these things on our phone like our hands that just can we carry out constantly they can do anything they want yeah i've been like convicted recently to like that potentially a source of my anxiety or just feeding my anxiety is just social media 100 so i've been like i've been like winging myself off big time just like trying to like just i don't know just reset everything because i'm thinking like it was a year ago today or this month um that i was in wyoming and that was i was crazy anxious that's like when i was really dealing with bad anxiety and i went there the first night i had like a panic attack and but it was a full week of no cell phone coverage no internet yeah and yeah all i did was just read and dude it was such a big reset like i'm like oh man i don't really feel like i'm gonna be able to do anything i'm gonna be able to do anything i'm gonna be able to do that anxious anymore yeah and then you come back into the real world yeah and it's not even what you're consuming which does play a huge role it's like the science of it it's also just consuming i mean it's an assault to your senses and like even like stimulation this is coming from like hypocrite number one because my favorite thing to do after i put the girls to bed is go sit in the tub and doom scroll but um it's the fact that your brain is not meant to receive that much information at a time you know and even if my phone is all just like knitting and comedy not good for you yeah put it away experience the real world look around a minute we did that last night we just me and kelsey sat on the couch for like it was like almost two hours and we just doodled i just got my sketchbook she got her sketchbook the girls were playing barbies by themselves and it was just like yeah it felt good not to be able to be on anything yeah it's it's showing me how addicted i am to social media though big time because you're just like what do i even do with myself yeah same thing here man yeah absolutely i'm looking forward to next week because we go to i go to pamela city beach we're going to thrive camp and literally just gonna be surrounded for five days just kids who just want to have fun and learn about jesus so good it's like i could just put down my phone all week yeah put it away just truly be immersed it sounds like he's gonna do it i was gonna say it sounds like he's trying to get away with not being reachable it's a cool idea though right yeah um furthermore just like really drill it out into that we owe it to our kids like think about the things that like your parents did when you were blind to this behavior and it's like we owe it to our kids to show them responsible technology consumption sure and restraint yeah they're watching you that we're modeling how they're going to use their cell phones yeah and it'll be fascinating to see what kind of connections happen with parents and children relationship wise as they grow older because i mean like how many times do we have our phones in front of us and yes we had parents who read newspapers and looked at tv and all that stuff when we were trying to have you know connections with them but it's like it's different now i feel like yeah it's different yeah can i return to twilight sleep because it's the scariest thing i've ever heard of you may just give you some facts about this i've heard of that but didn't realize that the mother was cognizant so apparently it was a dose of morphine and another drug called heroin scopol scopolamine yeah but it would cause the amnesia what's crazy though is you know like where they talk about like you can only take so much tylenol when you're pregnant because it crosses the barrier to the baby apparently these drugs would completely cross over to the baby's and they were often born not breathing. But because the mother's lost consciousness, they'd become violent because of the nature of birth. So these births were done. The baby would become completely docile, often basically like completely limp, but mother would go crazy. So they would restrain and then force it, pull these limp babies out. And they're like, congratulations, here's your baby. And they're like, oh, wow, that was so nothing. But oftentimes they would say, did the baby come out? Yeah. They had no idea. And they would put cotton in their ears. They would restrain them so they couldn't hear themselves screaming. Isn't that crazy? Oh my gosh. Isn't that awful? And they called that good modern birthing practice. I know people delivered this way. No, my grandmother did it, I think, a couple of times. But she had six kids, so I don't think it was all of them. But they were doing it. They started it in Germany. And then all the American women are like, all the American women are like, they're having pain. Painless childbirth in Germany. We need to get it. And everybody's like, they start protesting so that they get a painless childbirth. But really what they're doing is just like amnesia. And of course, as education continues and women continue, they're like, oh, maybe I'll have an easier postpartum recovery if I remember what happened to me. Yeah. I wonder if fathers were in the room in that era too. No, they weren't allowed to be. Because yeah, imagine just seeing your kid born unresponsive for however long it takes morphine to wear. Oh, dude, it was 100% clinical. What's wrong with the baby, Shane? Yeah. The baby's taking a quick nap. Paparoni. It's actually peaceful. I can do this. That is interesting. Like the idea of like having a traumatic event but not being able to remember it. Oh, yeah. Like, I mean, like that goes back to the EMDR. Like you're taking away such a huge moment of a mother's life, a woman's life, but she doesn't even remember it, but her body does. Yeah. How do you process what you don't know? Yeah. It goes back to that book if you've ever read it. It's a good one. Body Keeps the Score. Yeah. It's very intense. My therapist told me not to read it. Really? Interesting. She said it's too intense. So, yeah, you can't handle it. Only men can. Take a breath. No, sir. Oh, well, speaking of things that you can't handle. Yeah. Let me tell you about this quick little history story. King Conrad and the women. Ooh. Speaking of women. Yeah. So, this is such a. Super fun little medieval story. The year was 1140, and it was during the civil war between King Conrad III and his rival, Welf the VI. Conrad besieged the town of Weissenberg. The town was defended by supporters of the Welf faction. And so, they laid siege on the city. Conrad took over the city. Conrad III took over the city. And he said, I'm going to spare all the women and children. All the men are going to die, though. Oh, gosh. And he says, But, women, whatever you can carry out on your backs, you get to keep. And all the women of this village. Picked up their husbands? Picked up their husbands on their back and walked them out of the village. And King Conrad just basically said, that's the most clever thing I've ever seen. They can live. Oh, come on. What a reasonable guy. Yeah. I know. That's pretty cool. But then one of the spouses is like, okay, I'm going to. Golly, you're too heavy. No, but one of them's like, I'm going to take the flour sack. And the husband's like, wait, hold on. But all the other women are taking their husbands. It's an option. Oh, and he's probably not going to allow it. What are we going to eat? He said you're going to die, so definitely probably going to take it. I mean, you've already come to terms with it. He told us that yesterday. We already, we grieved, we loved. Like, we had a good goodbye. Babe, everyone else is doing it, though. Honey, it's just. Susan says she's not doing it. Once I'm back with the flour, I'll ask if I can make a second trip if it's possible. That is hilarious. It was a remarkable distance, too, wasn't it? Yeah, I don't know. I remember hearing that story. Okay. On Patreon. Oh, gosh. We are going to see if Lily can put Josh on her back and how far she can carry him. We do it at least every six months to where, I'll pretend I'm dead. I've done it, too, yeah. And she tries to get me out of the room. The house is on fire. I bet Kelsey can get you out. Can Kelsey get you out? I completely, 100% know that she could. She's the strongest woman I know. Same. And she's very, she's my muscle mommy. She's like so, but she's so petite and like cute framed and like sporty, but then she, I mean, she could beat anybody up. Yeah, she could. It's a secret weapon. Watch out, folks. Lily cannot save my life. We're going to see on Patreon. We're going to film. I 100% know that in the moment I could, though, I always rise to the occasion. You said that's so cool. I always rise to the occasion. Like Matthew McConaughey. Things just work out for me. We'll see. We'll see. Yeah, we'll see. We're going to fake like a fake fire in your house and see if she actually rises to the occasion. We've got to like the, because if we just do it on Patreon, she might be able to do it. I don't know, but we got to, the atmosphere has got to be correct. Was it just to get me out the door? That's all she has to do. I think maybe, I don't know. There's got to be some obstacles. We should somehow score an EpiPen though, in the event that you are unconscious and something happens so I can just shoot you with adrenaline. It's cheating. No, I mean, in an emergency, there's no cheating in an emergency. They're expensive. EpiPens are crazy expensive. And it's like kind of nuts that nobody lets you just like have one, right? I know a guy. Pure adrenaline though, isn't it? Yeah, but like if somebody goes in an ambulance. Anaphylactic shock. I think it's antihistamines too. Yeah. It's crazy. Antihistamines. That's the squirrel. Snake venom. Speaking of hissing. Yeah. Did you know in South Korea, they ordained a robot to become a Buddhist monk? Uh-oh. Yay. Yep. Yay. They did. This is the future, man. This is, we should be celebrating this. We're going to kill it on fasting, silence, bursting into flames. I'm going to mispronounce everything in this story. Don't they do that? What? It's like combustion. Don't they do that? Yes. What did you say? No, they don't do that. Like you're talking about robots or monks? No, she's talking about the monks who protested. It wasn't spontaneous combustion. They lit themselves and stayed stoic. Forgive me. Forgive me. I thought it was spontaneous combustion. No, it's protest. How would they spontaneously combust? I thought it was some magic. Oh, no. They pour gasoline on themselves. Oh, gosh. Forgive me, internet. I'm sorry. Forgive me. Am I ignorant? She's burning on fire. She's like, oh, it's magical. Wow. That's a crazy magic trick. Forgive me. That's, what are they protesting when they do that? She's just like, yeah. Oh, my goodness. Oh, my word. The recent one, the Tibetan monk guy, he did it in, I think, the States. Yeah, he did it right. Yeah, he did. He did it in the United States. It's crazy. He was opposing the Chinese abuse on the Tibetan people. Oh, wow. Bro. Yeah. I ran across a video. I think it was last year or two years ago whenever the Ukraine, I can't remember what was happening. Golly. It was this, it was Palestine stuff that was happening. And I, oh, just the worst thing in the world. It was literally just an American soldier. And it was awful. Ugh. Awful. It's stuff that's just burning your memory forever. Literally. Speaking of them. EMDR. Sorry. EMDR. Huh? I said, speaking of needing EMDR. Oh, I know. Oh, yeah. Yeah. What's happening? Did you guys? Well, I never told the monk story. Oh, I thought that was it. Like, no. Okay, no. The Tibetan monk? Yeah, just a little thing. I'm going to mispronounce everything in it. The Jogi order. I know I'm, how would you say this if it was in South Korean? Okay. J-O-G-Y-E. Jogi? Jogi. Jogi. Jogi. Maybe the G is kind of Jogi? Jogi. Jogi? Jogi? Yeah, I think so. We're all with it. The Jogi order of Korean Buddhism held a ceremony at Seoul's Jyoyeja Temple to welcome Gabby, a 130 centimeter Unitree G1 humanoid robot into the Buddhist community. Gabby was dressed in traditional gray and brown robes and was recognized as a lay practitioner. Some parts of the ceremony were adapted for a robot instead of the usual incense burn or Lotus Lantern sticker, or a Lotus Lantern sticker was placed on Gabby's arm. The Jyoye order also introduced five robot-friendly precepts or guiding rules, including respecting life, obeying humans, and conserving energy by not overcharging. Insane. Insane. How can you respect life if you ain't got it? You know what I mean? I like the obeying humans part. Yeah. That doesn't sound very Buddhist, though, does it? But that's where my brain went. Like, what is the fundamental teaching of Buddhism? Like, complete denial, but through complete denial of oneself. Yeah, true. So it feels like someone's like, we should get a Buddhist robot. And they were like, I don't care. Well, then, in theory, by their, the complete self-denial robot would be the highest form of enlightenment, right? - Ew. - Right? - No self. self that's the whole point of buddhism is to get rid of self but the difference is to have a soul but the importance of is having a soul though yeah what is the buddhist take on a soul so this well i mean they believe uh ant has a soul too they believe like basically everything has whatever it is life in it so but not this robot no but they believe i don't know maybe do they believe this robot has what they call considered life no buddhists do not believe in a soul okay they believe in ant man and i'm in its man which i believe in paul red which translates to no self or non-soul so so robot the epitome of that wow very interesting that is very interesting behind ai it's also the weird precedent that we're setting right i mean when's the next time we're going to be able to do that i mean when's the next time we're going to be when's the next time we're going to be able to do that i mean when's the next time we're going to be able to do that i mean when's the next time we're going to be do we have any us like pastor robots yet i mean a lot of them are using ai to write their sermons now i hate that so freaking much it's very weird what was it joel was saying that the ai said i'm praying for you yeah it was google right no he was using like claude i think i think it was claude yeah yeah joel on here joe mutamale was using claude and doing something he was sharing like all of his stuff that he for like his new book that he was writing like like the like personal details stuff that he's going to incorporate and then uh at the end it was like i'm so sorry to hear that you're walking through this joel i am praying for you oh boy what's crazy though is he'd given it like really strict prompts i'm like you're just grammar checking because like his work is so like one word kind of changes and the implications get like yeah all over the place so it's very clear like just do this and it took it upon itself what's a is it tony uh the tiger no is it robbins the speaker guy yeah who had an ai agent that was working on stuff for him and then because it had access to his accounts bought itself a body it bought itself a robot he's just talking nonchalant on a podcast he was like yeah it got itself like a body so it can like do things he was like that guy creeps me out by the way yeah i don't know there's what are you talking about big t he's a big guy just anyone with big t i'm gonna google him i don't know what you're talking about have you ever seen shallow how what have you ever seen shallow how oh you got a show or the movie shallow how shallow how with jack black gwyneth paltrow is in a fat suit and she wears like what it's like four or five hundred pounds oh and he sees her as a super yeah okay yes he's tony robbins isn't like the very beginning of that movie he's the one that kind of like makes him like change his mind yeah i don't know it's an incredible movie that's mean about the teeth to be well no i'm just i'm just that was the one thing my brain goes to that was mean about the teeth i'm just saying people that do like motivational speaking to like help people yeah but there's no basis of christ and g or like jesus you know christianity it just may it gives me the ick a little bit it's just kind of like oh yeah because you have that perspective i mean you have that that's what i'm saying yeah for sure you're ready to feel like a i'm just saying he has big like i was just because at the age of 31 he was diagnosed with acromagali acromagali a pituitary gland brain tumor that messed up his growth hormone dang his teeth extra big yep makes his teeth so big you have no idea i love him though i love his teeth i get what you're saying josh i have an overactive bladder okay the titles of his books are unlimited power mm-hmm awaken the giant within whoa that was right one of them is just money yeah life force so i'm saying it's a lot of it's it's the it's the his message primary from what i've seen is the anti-gospel yeah it's all about self self and making you successful looking out for you you against the world and it's just it's the anti-gospel yeah that's what and that but we i mean as christians we're not going to be able to do that we're not going to be able to do that because we fall into that all the time too it's like you know like self-improvement so like you know being your better self and it's like we push jesus out of it way too quick i'm i'm i fall into that all the time you have to check yourself like it's like it's not your power that's fortunately for me i've never fallen into that and i and i strive to be like you i strive to be like your humility is to be remarked on yes people have commented on my humility yeah dude you're so how many people almost all of them pretty much anyone i come across bro dude i got the story wrong it did not have access to his accounts it created nfts and sold the nfts to buy its own body did he create his own ai or something i think so that's what it seems like i mean that's kind of smart though like to create an ai that does a side gig for you like a side job apparently it bought a robot dog and then asked his permission to reprogram it so that it could do tasks kill i think that's pretty fun that's pretty fun well speaking of killing um let's talk about the freaky stuff of mk ultra endless summer escapes start here travel the worlds of netflix irl inspired by fan favorites like stranger things and squid game brave the upside down face off with the front man play leveled up arcade games shop exclusive merch and enjoy themed food and drinks beat the heat play eat and shop on repeat at netflix house at galleria dallas bring your crew and save get your tickets today at netflix.com slash house i get so many headaches every month it could be chronic migraine 15 or more headache days a month each lasting four 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well josh too anyways patreon.com forward slash engines or butterflies we post everything there that uh the youtube algorithm hates and uh hopefully you know you guys subscribe to patreon so we can keep doing what we do and if you have or if you've even considered it or if you have more money you would do it whatever it is we love you i just love you anyways but i'm very thankful to have a patreon because we get to do all that extra fun stuff this makes no sense bottom line go to patreon there's stuff there that you're gonna want so okay love you bye every saturday morning millions of kids answered the call now it's your turn become part of the team with the official power ninjas t-shirt now the adventure jumps off the tv and into your closet where to school the dojo or your next battle against the forces of evil available now at sundaycoolswag.com power ninjas i saw a clip of the bombs that the nuclear they went way underneath alaska and blew up just to see like yeah it was like miles deep but like why why they were like it could reshift the tectonic plates of the globe but that is some real dumb stuff back in the day so dumb we're gonna talk about it right welcome back ladies and gentlemen ladies and gentlemen two ninjas are butterflies live episode 203 202 this is 203 isn't it 203 that's what i thought apologize sorry you always correct me sorry every single time that was a fake burp that was real that was a fake you you pushed that burp out i pushed it out but it was a burp that wasn't just that was a little sound with a burp you make sounds. But it's still a burp. Yeah, but the real burp was hidden. You just made extra noise on top of the burp. But a burp still came out. Sure, but that's not fair. What up, banana pudding? Just like a kid caught in the middle of the night sneaking into the fridge. I was just making sure it was okay. Did you know, actually. Farts. You feel silly now, don't you? I do. Question corner, question corner, question corner with Lily with the questions that are fresh on her mind. Very fresh on her mind because she prepped a question before she got here. I just pulled this one out. What is an object that you think definitely has an opinion about humans? So basically the question is like, is there an inanimate object in your life that you think is mad at you? I'll go first. Our microwave. Never clean it. Why don't you clean it? I just go in there and I just put my soup in there and then I just shut it and then I take it out and I ignore it and I don't do anything for it. What do you think it thinks of you? I think it thinks I'm lazy. I think it thinks I'm entitled. I think it thinks I'm. Abusive? Yeah. I'm the microwave. It seems like she's just like, you're the microwave. This is her therapist. So how was the microwave this week? All I do is cook, cook, cook. You're literally going to have a dream. Next time you go into your session, you're going to be, your eyes will be the front of the microwave. And it's just literally coming out. I hate you. I hate you. Slamming it. Throwing food on me. It's the interstellar scene from within a microwave. No. Lily, no. Pop that popcorn. Lily, can you say no to me for a second? Why don't you do what I need you to do? It's not hot enough. Oh my gosh. That's great. Oh, microwave's a good answer. I feel like that is a kind of abused machine. I'm trying to think really outside the box of things that like, things that like purposely try to tick me off. Like doorknobs, right? I mean, doorknobs are, they always get caught on something. Oh, that's a good one. I don't really know. That, you can also think about your car. I was thinking the car. I think, I think I'd have to go with the car probably. Which car? The Denali. I'm going to take my bike. I'm going to say my bike. You love your bike. No, I'm not saying it has a, did you say negative opinion? No, I just went there in my head. It couldn't be positive. No, I think it's a positive one. I think it's, I think it gets left out in the rain and gets lonely. And sometimes I don't drive it when I should. Because sometimes I'll just be like, I'll just take my car. To the store. But it's like, I'm here. I, you got me for this reason. Like just to go and go on adventures. And I'm just sitting out here. Starting to slightly rust, which I'm going to have to deal with. So I think that's it. I think it's just like a kid that wants to play catch, you know? Oh. Wow. This is. You're the bike. I am the bike. You're the microwave. Andrew, what are you? I think it's got to be, it's got to be the Jeep. I saw a meme that was like. My Jeep looking at me with the lift and tires in my shopping cart. When it just needs an oil change. Mine's a toilet. Yeah. Yours is definitely the toilet. No more. Or is it like, or do we have a great relationship? Yeah. Maybe if it's what it's built for. Welcome back. That's his goal. I'm glad to take care of you. Yeah. And I take care of you back again. Yes. Yes. The septic tank is what's angry. It's been five minutes. You said the toilet's doing anything. I'm down here handling it all. Yeah. True. Good job, Josh. Except the thing's going, what's going on up there? Especially after last week, right? Oh yeah. See a doctor. Yeah. This isn't regular. See a doctor. Dude, that Conan O'Brien's character in the new toy story was so good. So good. The highlight of the movie. Yeah. I agree. He was great. And they already have, you know, they have toys of him already being sold. Oh really? Of the actual toilet, like gadget. that's awesome he was the best um on patreon i gotta show you guys a video okay i can only show on patreon because it'll get flagged all right because speaking of throwing up um it's the funniest thing i've ever seen oh really yeah um but speaking of funniest things andrew here's what that beat. I don't know if I love this bit anymore, but this one got me. I am ready when you are. What are you sending it on? It's texted. Before we start, good job. Thanks. Do you see how much she mumbles? It was so fast. I don't know if it's mumbling when you're just speaking too fast. If you slowed it down, it would make sense. Are we hand washers? I am a hand washer. I'm a hand washer. I'm limited. I'm not as great as I want to be, but yes, I do wash my hands. I'm pretty bad about it. I'll walk out of the bathroom and be like, or I just change Noah and Paige is like, did you wash your hands? I only touch the baby wipe on the other side. She's like, go freaking wash your hands. For food, I'm crazy about it. Okay. Perfect segue. Oh no. All right. We're ready. Three, two, one, go. This is going to ruin my relationship with food. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Stop. Oh my gosh. Oh my goodness. That's dangerous. That's not even funny. That's dangerous. Why did she do that? I don't know. What is she doing to that horse? It looks backed up. Is that a horse? Can you show that? I don't even know. Manual evacuation. Yeah. It's, pretty normal in the cow world that you have to do that, but. Not eating. I'm no longer eating livestock. Yeah. Well, you are. Just saying. Oh my gosh. Yum. Oh my gosh. Well, speaking of butts. Butts. Andy, can you tell us about butterflies? Yes. Butterflies. Ninjas are butterflies. Um, speaking of real quick, did you guys see that girl who. Rode all the way to Hawaii? Yeah. Oh yeah. Dude, she beat the women's and men's record. It was like 30 days or something. 44 days. California to Hawaii. Rowing. That's crazy. Yeah. It's, it's a big boat. Like it's not like just like a canoe. It's like a, it's made for like long distance rowing. In the night. But there's a clip I saw these guys, it was five guys from Washington to Hawaii and it took them 55 days. This chick by herself did it in 44 days. Beast. I got questions about wind and ocean currents and time of year and all of that. It doesn't matter. She did it. And you're just saying, wow. No. Wow. Wow. Women. Wow. What an accomplishment. Women are strong. I'm not the one who made it women versus men. I'm not either. I'm saying anybody. If a dude did it. Wow. Yeah. That seems sarcastic. Wow. That's a good one. That's a good one. Nothing else better to do. Huh? All right. Speaking of people boating all the way to Hawaii, I want to talk to you about the butterfly people for literally for like almost, I would say of two years, I would just see comments every now and then like, and you're from Joplin. You should be talking about the butterfly people. And I always thought it, cause like, it's just one of those things you hear so much. You just don't think about it. And I just, you don't think these stories are very common or have been told a lot. So, um, May 22nd, 2011, that's my mom's birthday. 22nd is yes. Oh, wow. That's awesome. Okay. Well, there was a historic tragedy that happened that day. That that makes two. Yes. I'm just kidding. I love my mom. I'm just kidding. I love my mom. That's hilarious. All right. So May 22nd, 2011. Um, it was a normal, it was a, uh, Sunday night, Sunday. Um, yeah, it was Sunday night and beautiful town of Joplin, 50,000 people right there, Southwest Missouri. This was also the night of the Joplin high school graduation. And there's footage where people are walking out of graduation and they are filming them walking to their car in the parking lot with the sirens going off. And they're like, we just got done with graduation and looky here. We already have a tornado warning. The sirens are blasting off everything like that. The thing is at five 17, the, the national weather services issues an alert, get in your basements, get in your shelters, get covered right now. This was only less than a 20 minute heads up before the tornado actually hit because they were having some issues where they wanted to release it or not. This storm was developing in Kansas, moving towards the Missouri line. This tornado came in. It absolutely hit the heart of Joplin, the most densely populated area of Joplin. Oh, man. Absolutely brutal. This thing was not only, not only was it just massive, it was a mile wide. Not only that, it was rain wrapped, which means you can't even, it just looks like a wall. You can't even see the actual outline of this tornado. It was completely rain wrapped. The speeds of the winds got up to 250 miles per hour. Holy crap. That's a hurricane to the nth. That's a hurricane to the nth degree. It's like a category five maxed out. This was an F5 tornado. This was the biggest tornado in recorded history, and it ended up being the most costly tornado. Upwards damage, upwards to $3 billion. They got that much going on in Joplin? Maybe hold on. We're done from roasting Joplin until we're done with the story about people dying and stuff. You know, you're crazy, dude. All right. I am sending just like four photos, just like of what some of the damage. Obviously, it's not all of it, but just kind of like get you an idea of like just how crazy this wind and damage was. Oh, my word. And so over 250 miles, I mean, over 200 miles an hour, nearly a mile wide. That drove through the heart of the city, completely just demolishes this town. It was on the ground for 38 minutes. That's a long time. It killed 161 people. Oh, my goodness. I mean, injured over a thousand, destroyed over 4,000 homes, completely destroyed, like flattened over 8,000 buildings. I mean, the picture of a Home Depot there, the roof was just ripped off like you just can see every aisle. It's just the whole roof. It's just the whole roof ripped off. And you think about you had less than 20 minutes. People were running errands. People were walking, driving home from graduation. This was a normal Sunday night for people. And so within 20 minutes, you have to find coverage. You can't go get across Joplin in 20 minutes. And so people were stuck where they were, shops, restaurants, everything. And it was completely horrific. But once it ended, there was still, you know, storming and everything. And people were just. You know, just you have sirens going off. There's fires, everything like that. Even looting started. Like it was just absolutely that quickly that night. People were like in Home Depot. All this because it's just people were just trying to survive. The looting was happening before the tornado. Sure. Sure. Just keep them coming. I don't expect anything less. But people, I mean, we're trying, you know, trying to figure out, you know, everything throughout the night, trying to rescue people, all that stuff. I mean, I went there with my youth pastor. Two days just to, you know, bring donations and stuff. And it was just, you could see across the whole town. It was completely flattened. Tree bark was ripped off completely. Steel beams, billboards were completely bent sideways. Cars were mangled beyond like recognition. It was crazy. But over the next couple of days, even a hospital was destroyed. That was the terrible thing. It hit a hospital, St. John's, and it completely destroyed that one as well. While patients were inside. Oh, my gosh. Completely horrifying. But after that, it was completely destroyed. As the days went on, there was trauma counselors, all this stuff. People were, you know, meeting with families. Stories and stories started coming up with kids, unrelated, all across the city of the butterfly people. And it was very strange. People, like, thought, you know, maybe it's just, you know, a trauma response, right? People are just trying to come up with certain things. But the word butterfly people kept coming over and over again throughout these stories. And that's what really kind of started making people, like, take notice of it. Now, one of the main stories is a, like, 8-year-old girl was driving with her mom. And they're rushing home. The tornado is literally right beside them. They're trying to, you know, go down the street as fast as they possibly can. They look over and they see this massive truck flying out in the air right towards them. I mean, just 100 miles an hour. This thing's flying right at them. And as soon as her mom braces to grab her daughter, bracing for the impact, nothing happens. They look over. The truck's gone. She continues to drive. And then the daughter says from the backseat, weren't they all pretty? Oh. She said, what are you talking about? So they finally get home. The storm settles. And they're like, what did you mean by that? She thought it was so pretty. Weren't they so pretty? She mentioned that there was a creature, a figure, something that she saw that resembled a butterfly that blocked the truck and kept them safe. Oh, my gosh. There's another story where this daughter is, they're outside and they could not get into any coverage or any shelter whatsoever. The dad gets on top of her, grabs the grass and everything. His feet is, this is a famous story. They have a huge plaque on it and everything. He's grabbing the grass. His feet are flying into the air. His daughter is underneath him. She's looking up. His shoes get sucked off his feet. Oh, my gosh. He's screaming. And then suddenly. He gets pushed down. He feels a pressure of something pushing him down. After it goes, the storm passes. She talks about seeing a butterfly person falling down on top of him and holding him down on the ground. That's crazy. Another story. A girl literally, their family watches this, their known daughter get ripped out of their hands, flying into the sky. And a butterfly person she sees wraps her up and pulls her back down to the ground. Story after story. Story after story. It happens all over the city with no communication. I mean, 20,000 people without power. Was it mainly kids that saw it? It was mainly kids. But there is a story about an old man who was not spiritual, never went to church, didn't have any talk like that whatsoever. And no joke was sitting around with his family inside the house. The roof gets ripped off. And he looks over beyond them. And he says, that's a fairy. And they've never known him to talk anything like that. I mean, this is just a good old boy, right? 80 years old. Seeing a fairy protect his family. Oh, my word. Some type of figure. And so this happens over and over again. And there's another story where a mom is, a daughter is watching her mom. And her mom did end up dying. But mom is taken. After already being dead, gets taken. And she's flying through the air, through the wind. And she sees a butterfly person take her and then carry her up. Later, her body was recovered. But there's just story after story of these butterflies. People protecting children, taking, I mean, what people will assume, like, you know, like if a dead person, you know, like they're taking their body and protecting them. I don't know. But it's very, very strange. But you also, I'll send pictures. This is the pictures that were depicted by kids because they had kids draw these. And so one of them is kind of like a little scary. But it just kind of blows my mind because there's also. You mean that one? Kind of scary? Yeah. That main one, that black and white one. But that final picture, that's just one of them. But like the butterfly statues, those are found now all over Joplin. There's murals. There's parks dedicated because it became such a huge phenomenon within Joplin of the butterfly people and protecting the community. Wow. I was going to say, how terrifying does that have to be? Like, I'm imagining being one of the grief counselors and you're sitting there. The first. First time you hear it, you're like, this person's going through it. And then the next time you hear it, you're like, that sounds like the last. And by the time the third story comes in, you're like, yeah, what the freak is going on? Yeah. And there's just there's so many. There's countless amounts of stories that go along with this. And so it is kind of fascinating. A lot of people, you know, they just, you know, chalk it up to like you mass hysteria or trauma reactions or whatever. But it's just it's consistent. These kids didn't coordinate this, obviously. And you're seeing this imagery also within Native American culture and Aztec. It's the same thing with these butterfly type people. They have deities. They had like idols. They had things that protected them and offered fertility and protection. All this stuff. It's just very, very strange. That's crazy. And it makes it like people that are like butterflies. It's like, dude, we have no idea how big the spiritual realm is. You know, like, like the specific things. And it almost makes you think, too, like it's a mothman. It's like the inverse of a butterfly person. Totally. Interesting. And there is there is a girl that got that was in high school. She was a cheerleader, I believe, for the she got interviewed afterwards. And something like that happened when she was in a car and she, you know, she got hurt and she recovered. But after that fact, after having that type of experience, she's like, it's weird. And I don't expect anyone to believe me. But butterflies just land on me all the time now. She's got videos of them just like. I mean, like, she's like, they won't leave me alone. It's very weird. It's just like, I don't know what to how to explain it. But it's just this is just my life now. That is so weird. It's very strange. Um, what to say about that? I wonder what joke can I make? I wonder if there's other tornadoes in history that people have had that experience with outside of the Joplin tornado. Yeah. Cool. No. Yeah. Yeah. That's crazy. Yeah. It's super wild. Joplin is. very religious, very spiritual town they have a lot of very like in a big international ministries that work out of there too and they have that ozark christian college and so like it's just very um so luckily that helped the community grow closer together it became very like it just became very tight after that but it's i just think it's so cool that kids primarily see it it's like because it's almost like this like this innocence thing yeah yeah that it's like the veil is thinner for them because of their innocence it reminds me i don't remember the story super well but my sister when she was little um she was with my mom in the car and they're like going to tennessee or coming back from tennessee or something sister sitting in the back she was a little little like i mean probably six five or six and there's someone that like went into my mom's lane in like i mean within a fraction of a second almost head-on collision yeah something like that it was i know it was almost a terrible accident and then my sister was just unaware of what just happened and she goes oh wow she's like mom i just saw our guardian angel outside the window it was like that's crazy yeah i mean like what makes a kid say that you know like that's my thing it's like those they're not just like getting creative like oh this is a perfect opportunity for me to come up with a real cool story it's like no they're just saying what they saw yeah and for kids to all like draw those certain things like now there's a i'll tell you a darker theory on patreon of what people think this is but it's idiotic and like it just doesn't make sense with the stories oh but but it it does make you really wonder like like what's going on like what's really happening but it was crazy because that whole that whole tornado destroyed that city and it destroyed the high school which is the sad thing because they just come it's just they had nowhere to go to school the next semester and so all summer long the you know the city was like we have to figure out where these kids are going to go to school and they're like oh we're going to go to school and they're like oh we're going to school so we have a mall in joplin and so they took out a huge section of the mall and that's where kids went to school wow and so like on one part of the mall you know you have all the shops and everything arcade and all that stuff and then the other one there's kids going to class dang it was wild man well speaking of destroying things yes sir let's talk about destroying the mind oh this is what i'm excited for have you ever heard of the doctor dr ewan cameron ewan cameron e1 or is it ewan ewan ewan yeah like ewan ewan i think but some people call him ewan ewan i'm gonna say ewan ewan dr ewan cameron he was scottish but not for long this doctor dr cameron he was the director of the allen memorial institute in montreal um which was started by the rockefeller typical um this was all in the 1950s dr cameron he was the president of the american psychiatric association he was the first president of the world psychiatric association um he was one of the most respected psychiatrists of the 1950s um and i'm gonna go on record and say i think he was the most deranged evil psychiatrist that ever existed oh boy there's been a few of them so this man dr ewan cameron um he did his studies primarily on people with schizophrenia and he would do these terrible horrendous experiments to just see if he could cure people and so one of the tests that he did for people with schizophrenia was i'm going to expose them to an insane amount of heat to see how they respond to it and so what he would do he locked these people in a room and the temperature would be like 107 plus degrees and he would lock these people in a room and the temperature would be like 100 degrees and just keep them in there for hours and hours and hours and um turns out nothing happened they're still schizophrenic and that test was dumb and then he would also test people with epilepsy epilepsy epilepsy epilepsy where he's like i think to cure epsilon what the freak is going on remember when you say ice ballet to your leg you can say something wrong with me man um to cure epilepsy he's like i think if i dehydrate them oh no so what he would do with his patients is he would provide them with 20 ounces of water a day and they would just get severely dehydrated and in a lot of cases some of these patients would die of dehydration i can imagine no no epilepsy was cured but then he shifted gears when he went to the uh allen memorial institute which was a pretty prestigious hospital for um just psych psychiatrists psychiatrists psychologists whatever um but under the radar he was doing very demented experiments of course on brand he was primarily working on people with depression anxiety mainly women a lot of women with postpartum depression what do they got to be sad about i know about that um he he developed this thing it was it was a two-step process uh de-patterner jeez oh freaking peas i'm so sorry guys de-patterning de-patterning and psychic driving so in this de-patterning he would unbeknownst to the patient lace them with lsd smart and then this it transformed over time but at first it was just headphones that they would wear and before the session he would evaluate them and if they were depressed or stuff like that he would write out a script for them and have them read into a microphone or a family member and the messages would be like deborah you are worthless you are terrible your family hates you your mother hates you your children hate you your children are in danger meant to from you like this just these terrible negative messages he would put these women on lsd and have them listen to that message sometimes in like severe cases up to 15 days continuously bro and then he would distort the voices he would speed it up slow it down and these women were going crazy oh yeah what year sorry what year was the 50s on no lsd that'd make you go crazy yeah not all of them were lsd okay he was that was his experiment right okay cool so he would just do a little lsd here other times he would put these people basically in a um medical induced coma and just play the the this audio recordings over and over and over again so the point of it was to completely break your brain down and then after that's done now let's rebuild it and so he would do he would do that days and hours of just this awful audio just like just i would say just evil it's like demonic messaging really it's like a lie it's what i talked about last week it's the lima yeah and then um then they're going for like a 16 20 hours after called the psychic driving where it's like you're happy you're confident but they wouldn't read it it was his voice doing it this time yeah that's straight up evil in a lot of cases these people um actually let me let me back up a little bit okay so he was doing these experiments at the allen institute 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experiments at the allen institute and uh he was doing these experiments at the allen institute and So the funding came from an organization that the CIA created called the Society for the Investigation of Human Ecology. Okay. And so basically this was a subproject of MKUltra. Yep. And they're like, we want to see what you can do for mind control and stuff. And so, but what's crazy is that he was doing this stuff before MKUltra. But CIA is all like, we want you, we want to do what you're doing. Mind control? Yes, please. But long story short, mind control experiments did not work whatsoever. And the only reason this stuff came out is because when the MKUltra was exposed, his name was in one of the subprojects, subproject 68. And a lot of the patients or families of the patients were like, what the heck? That's what happened to my mom. That's what happened to my dad. Yeah. Where these people would come. Some of them, it would take them years to recover. Other people never recovered. And they said that they came out in like a baby state. Like they couldn't, they didn't know how to eat. They didn't know how to use the bathroom. They literally were just a brain dead person. Horrible. But what I found interesting is that Dr. Cameron was with all his credentials of being like the president of the World Association of Psychiatrists or whatever, psychiatrics. And he was also one of the psychiatrists that went to Nuremberg to evaluate Rudolph Heiss. And what's just interesting in that whole scenario is that in Nuremberg, they came up with the Nuremberg Code. Like all these countries, these judges came together and they formed the Nuremberg Code, which basically is protecting human rights and that you can't do things without their consent. Yeah. He was there and witnessed all this stuff. He witnessed the Nuremberg Code, then went to Canada and did the complete opposite of the Nuremberg Code. Did not tell his patients what he was going to do to them, did not have their consent, and just would get them on LSD. Awful. And would get them on all these drugs and just would spew this hateful knowledge into their heads, driving them absolutely insane to where they came out brain dead. All for the sake of experiments and science. Yeah. And what I found super interesting, because I'm like, well, what is the world? What was it? They're called the APA, so the American Psychiatry Association. Yeah. What do they say about Cameron's work now? And there's no comment. Sure. There's no like, oh, yeah, well, that was pretty bad. Yeah. We learned a lot. But then I'm like, well, what was Cameron's beliefs? Because a lot of stuff I've just found interesting, he started practicing this stuff in the middle of Operation Paperclip. Aw. So a lot of these Nazi scientists that were coming to the United States that were doing horrendous things in Nazi Germany that really gave birth to a lot of what the CIA was doing. Yeah. But there's no autobiographies on Dr. Cameron. There's no like personal writings from him. His life is very just mysterious besides just the work that he did. Well, I would argue because he's the building block and you don't want that documented when everything you're running is built off of those experiments. Yeah. Yeah. So terrifying. Because I looked up, I looked up when like LSD was like put into use and stuff and like the because I was like, there's got to be some correlation between some of that stuff and like what we've done as well as like what Germany was doing. Yeah. And like the early 1900s and they just didn't have it yet. But all of like the practices of deprivation and all that sort of stuff. Well, it's going to say the CIA, his stuff did not work for mind control, but the CIA took it and they created a handbook of torture methods using his exact methods. A hundred percent. Yeah. So and then so that's the origin of MKUltra. What? I don't really know what else MKUltra was doing. They were experimenting on like marginalized groups. Well, I did a whole bunch of research. On that. Oh, boy. So let's hear it. Let's hear it. OK. So basically, they're a goal. MKUltra's goal, create mind control for use of espionage and warfare. Oh, boy. So that was that's the goal of MKUltra. Because they thought the Soviets were doing it. I see. Were they? Probably. In 1942, the Office of Strategic Services was created and they were conducting espionage missions like so, you know, influencing Europeans. And then they were doing like the same thing. gases, and poisons to be used in really insanely fun ways in warfare. Lipstick containers, a lighter for your cigarette that would release a certain gas that would kill the person. The dude was a genius. That is fun. But Olson, he was a chemist and he developed poisonous substances. And he was working in the army, working closely. He was in the army, working closely with the CIA. And he was at a black site in Germany when he took a visit and he saw the people dying in horrible ways from the poisons that he had made. And it was at that point he started to have a little bit of a heart change. But there were people around him that said, hey, that put in reports, hey, this Olson guy, he might be spilling secrets. He might be not fit for this type of role. And so he had received an invitation to a CIA retreat from Sydney. I know this story. And seven other guys. Sydney. Sydney opened a bottle of Cointreau and had been laced with LSD. At this point, Olson stopped eating. He refused to see his family. He was paranoid that the police were following him. And he talked to a psychiatrist in New York, the CIA psychiatrist. And so he's chatting and the guy's like, hey, man, maybe you just need to take it easy. Maybe you need to go to the hospital voluntarily. And so things were getting better somewhat. But then he had another breakdown. He was ashamed of it. And he was like, hey, I'm not going to go to the hospital. He was ashamed of himself. He felt helpless. He felt paranoid. Saw the doctor again with a guy named Lashbrook, which is another guy that's within the program. Olson stayed on the 13th floor of the Statler Hotel in New York with Lashbrook. The same room. The same room. And later that night, Olson is found on the pavement outside the hotel. The window was broken and they said he either fell or jumped. And that's what they told Olson's nine-year-old kid, Eric, at the funeral. That either fell or jumped. And from that moment on, Eric said, that can't be true. I don't know why my dad, I mean, the logic, if you look in the room, the guy would have had to run all the way back from the room, jump, duck in the middle of like, to jump, like, you know, it just doesn't make sense. So then all the stuff that we know about MKUltra continued to happen. They were using brothels. They were, you know, surveilling everything within these rooms. Everything was electronic inside these rooms. Even the CIA would partake in all that disgusting stuff. It was just a horrible, horrible thing. But Eric Olson continued to grow up, continued to say, I want to find the truth out about my father. After his mother dies, he exhumes his father's body. And they find out, no, there's no way that he would have had any type of these lacerations or breaks or anything just from how he landed on his back in the hotel pavement. And so that all led to court. Sydney, it was brought, he was 80 something years old. And then unfortunately he died before they could ever find out the actual truth. But you can read about the MKUltra files. That's the biggest thing to me is that we have a government who literally did this stuff with Nazi scientists. We'll get prisoners with mental, mental patients. All these things are documented proof. And we still think that these things are not happening today or that they would never do it to us. We have, they have, the means to do so, so much more. Now we have lab grown meat that is in every store. Now we have all across the world. We have detention centers that are holding undocumented citizens. Yes. And people are going missing. Yes. There's it's, it's just line after line of line of how could they possibly be doing this to us or maybe it's not mind control, but maybe it's behavior modification. Maybe it's something. Yeah. It's, it's just, it's weird when you start, like, getting into, like, the billionaire realm too, right? So, like, I just watched this video about how these billionaires, they're literally trying to form democracy into a techno oligarchy. And you look at stuff with, like, where Bill Gates openly said that the world population is too big and needs to be reduced. Yeah. And then you see the rise of cancer, depression, all this stuff that's happening primarily, I mean, it's the world, but the US, you can see, like, dude, we're in 2026. We have all this, these medical, I mean, advancements, technologies, AI, but yet cancer is just on the rise. It's skyrocketing. Yeah. And it just makes you wonder. It's like, it's, it seems like just something ultra, ultra sinister is happening, but something from this, um, research that I was doing, like, you never really, we always talk about Operation Paperclip and the Nazis. We rarely talk about what the US did with the Japanese scientists. And there was this unit in Japan and the Imperial Army. It was unit 731. And honestly, we can't even talk about it on this stuff that they did atrocities. But this unit 731 was Japan's biological and chemical warfare program. But the experiments that they did on the Chinese and the Korean and the Filipino people was just horrible. I mean, just beyond evil. Like it honestly makes concentration camps look like it's nothing like terrible stuff. Jeez. But the US after World War II, they went in and started investigating unit 731. And they're like, oh, we could actually learn some stuff from you guys. And so all the commanders of unit 731 went scout free because of the knowledge that they shared with the US. And you're just like, brother, it's crazy. Yeah. It's sickening. Yeah. And it's just what's happening today. That's the biggest thing is what is it we can be? What is a podcast 50 years from now going to be saying? Oh my gosh, did you know this was happening in the 2020s? You know, like, no, I think we know. I think we, I think subconsciously, and that's something I'm on a journey. I don't know if I'm like going through early menopause or something, but I'm like, just realizing like when you have a suspicion, it's probably right. You know what I'm saying? Like when you're feeling suspect, you're something's happening. And I think on some molecular level, we know that these things are happening in real life. We know that MKUltra happened. Nobody went to jail. Yeah. Why? I know those files happen. We know those files happen. Better. They're just like that. That's the last thing they want is another, another big court case where they have to open a bunch of files and stuff. And they have to reveal all the experiments they've been doing on American people. That's the last thing they want. So they have to make the right deals with the right people to make sure that never happens. They have to keep the right secrets. It's all this stuff. I think it's even more sinister. I think it's that they, they don't even care that we know. We know. You're completely right. Cause that's where we're at is. And there's like, they've gone to us where we're just complacent and we're just like, I mean, we're helpless. We can't change it. So we might as well just live our own lives. I think that's crazy place to live in. That's the psychological warfare that we have been put under is to like, we could do the most atrocious things. Let's get our Americans to be to the place where we could do the most atrocious things and we can tell them that we're doing it and they won't care. And they'll still pay their taxes. They care so much now in the sixties, seventies, eighties, nineties. But it's like, we're here. Yeah. We're literally here. All we do is talk about it. Yeah. Golly Jesus come back. I think so. This is completely speculative, but like, think about it from like an efficiency perspective. They're talking about drugs, using drugs to get people to do things or to wipe the brain clear. But like if they were also experimenting with electricity, that means they're experimenting with like frequency and waves and stuff like that. And like, not to be like super conspiracy or whatever with it, but like you look at the 5g stuff, like what kind of things can they do with that? But even we have a term for the exact result of frying the brain with LSD. We call it brain rot. So who's to say like your 10 hours a day doom scroller isn't doing something to this exactly like what they were like, maybe LSD was a quick, like we can put you on a dose that gets you there like that. But if we can convince some teenager to start rotting his brain now, by the time he like makes it through college, while his brain is still developing, we've got it. We've got him programmed. Oh yeah. We can make them do this a couple of times. Yeah. Yeah. And I, and to like, now that we, I mean, we're talking about drugs right now, but like, I just want to say too, there's a lot of science coming out about marijuana and its effect on your brain and people, I guess like culturally now in our nation, people are like really comparing like marijuana and alcohol. Like, oh, you know, you just have a drink on the weekends. You can have a blunt or whatever the kids are doing on whatever. And it's like marijuana scientifically does exacerbate symptoms of psychosis. So if you have a pre-inclination to have mental illness, they are saying, and science is suggesting that marijuana will exacerbate that. And it's becoming so accessible and so popular. I hate that I take my kids to the park and all we're doing is smelling Smojo's reefer over there. I think. How do you know what it smells like? I don't. It might be pepperoni pizza. Is this a skunk nearby? Anyway, what I'm saying is if it feels a little wrong, it might be wrong and marijuana used to be bad it's bad it's bad stop doing it we're supposed to be sober-minded right just like joel was telling us last week but um it is very interesting that like it used to be this big outlawed thing and now it's very accessible and there's so many different strands of it and it's everywhere i mean there's thousands and thousands so it is very interesting to see like if you know it's so accessible now like who knows who's in control of oh yeah yeah you know like who's being put in what i don't know it's very weird also the eli lily thing really scares me that's really weird it's so weird it is a crazy thing oh it's so weird and like all these guys with their cd histories and like not forthcomingness and dishonesty and it's like i you know i would prefer that you be forthcoming about your cd past and and acknowledge it you know and like eli lily is huge i mean we're getting ads for it all the time and who's giving you that ozempic everybody mm-hmm kooky stuff lsd lsd the u.s government held all of the lsd in the world at one point scramble it around lds uh-oh mormons mormons you have a lot to answer for yeah drop it in the comments your defense yeah and like another thing about drugs lsd everybody's like oh lc's so great it opens your mind you'll be so smart after you do it and it's like actually people get like ripped and then you never recover you literally are having a lifelong trip kids don't do drugs they're not cool no they're super lame watch ninjas of butterflies don't don't do your brain with us don't do lsd do nab all right well we got more stuff to talk about on patreon andrew had a really cool story but you should save for the next i was gonna ask you guys what do you think i think you should i don't know what do you think should patreon or save for the next episode we can still clip it off patreon you won't get the full story in a clip but it's up to y'all we'll see you next time we got some fun stuff to talk about though and we're going to talk about it on patreon.com forward slash ninjas are butterflies people download the app extra episodes join the community it's a lot of fun that's right and if you guys need any custom apparel made for this summer or this coming fall go to sundaycool.com and start your custom apparel order today sundaycool.com you can get your shirts made by us guys here in this building also forgot go to merch we got the power ninjas power ninjas go go power ninjas you can't do that it's copyright go ninja go ninja go ninja go power ninjas yeah power ninjas all right guys we love you we love you so much we'll see you on patreon or youtube members dolphins are aliens they disturb you if any of you know what these multi-decade bottle nose fish pics there's a massive police response uh yeah we still need to do the thumbnails for the outro but andy needs them quick and i don't have the space on my computer to back up this one yet till the next one's done stop them all this this would this could be the outro so we are doing something he's saying yeah i'm doing an extra clip for them yeah like stop recording and yes but now i'm saying this would be funny to use as the podcast okay outro now you can stop recording yeah endless summer escapes start here travel the worlds of netflix irl inspired by fan favorites like stranger things and squid game brave the upside down face off with the front man play leveled up arcade games shop exclusive merch enjoy themed food and drinks beat the heat play eat and shop on repeat at netflix house at galleria dallas bring your crew and save get your tickets today at netflix.com slash house relax and let kroger delivery handle your grocery shopping this week we start with only the freshest items then carefully pack your order in our refrigerated trucks and our cool trucks keep your food fresh right to your door fresh groceries your way with kroger delivery and right now you can save twenty dollars on your first delivery order kroger fresh for everyone